23 January 2011 @ 05:41 pm

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10 April 2020 @ 03:55 pm
LJ recently moved it's servers to Russia and changed it's Terms of Service. There's an article on Gizmodo here and on another site here. I've had some people ask if we are going to move the Comm to another site. At the moment, no we don't. But I wanted to get opinions on the matter.

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19 August 2017 @ 04:43 pm
hi guys, i'm looking for a fic where sam is raped or sexually abused by john's friend. i think he left sam in his care while he and dean went hunting because sam was moody and acting out, and he assumed that the punishments were military training but his friend was raping sam. sam thought john knew and did it on purpose. at the end john or dean kills him when they find out.

i'm looking for another fic but i'm not sure if it's the same fic i'm looking for. it's wincest and i remember a scene where the guy corners sam in the bathroom and says some terrible things to him while being very close, smelling him and threatening him. i think there's a scene where they go outside and grill together and sam is extremely uncomfortable and tries to avoid him as much as he can. i read it on ao3. thanks in advance :)
17 August 2017 @ 11:20 pm

So I've been trying to find this fic, but I really can't remember a lot of it... as in, literally all I remember is that the fic featured omega/beta Jared, and he was pregnant. The one scene I clearly remember is that Jared had decided to switch his major to gender studies, once he figured out that he was pregnant. Now that I'm thinking about it, I'm pretty sure he also goes to some sort of support group for pregnant men or something. I know Jensen was an Alpha and a born!were, but Jared may have been a human at the start of it.

(Oh! Also, the gender studies scene happens WAY into the fic, which is pretty long. I think it's also an LJ fic, but not sure.)
17 August 2017 @ 02:25 pm
Hi. I would love to read stories where Sam speaks or at least understands Enochian from his time in the cage.

Wanted J2 Mob boss fics:

SO I tried searching with tags and spn live journal search engine and apparently there are not a lot of Mob Boss Jensen? Maybe I am doing something wrong?

So if you guys could please rec me all of your favorite Mob Boss Jensen fics (short or long)

I read of course the famous "Red Like Blood In Veins of Blue by Symbiotic_Cyborg_Proxy"
and second to that "The Blue Butterfly by ashtraythief"

and this is pretty close to what i crave :) I only want Top Jensen as the mob boss/ Bottom civilian/under-cover/ or even rival Jared please. ( see below by what i meant by rival)

That another question/request to asked any where Jared was a mob boss himself and lost to Jensen- because of a war turf (Jared was taken as a prize as a reminder to other Gang lords) or Jared's mob ring was taken down by the feds(he humility asked fro Jensen help) or he was the right hand man or son to a MOB Boss and to keep the peace with Jensen, he offers Jared as a bed mate.

Kinks: Top Jensen/Bottom Jared, BDSM, maybe first time for Jared,so losing virginity?

Thank you guys again-
15 August 2017 @ 07:30 pm
I am looking for two pretty general searches and one more specific fic.

1. Stories where Sam learns how much Dean has done and hoe much he has underestimated him and tsken him for granted. Fics where Dean has worked to the bone and parented Sam. Maybe went hungry and got sick ignoring his own needs. Hunger, exhaustion, ignoring injuries, etc.

2. Stories where Dean has a child and raises him/her and Sam realizes that Dean is an awesome parent because he already did it once.

3. Specific search - I dont remember much, but Dean had a daughter and was going to sueprise Sam at Stanford, but stopped at a cafe for cookies (I think). Sam was there with his friends and they spent time belittling he guy with the whiny kid.

Thanks! <3
15 August 2017 @ 09:22 am
Hello everyone,
I've been reading this marvelous comm for years, this is my first post... Details under the cut, just to be safe.

the request )

Well, I hope this was clear and that I followed all the posting rules ;)

Mods, there doesn't seem to be a somnophilia tag (I remember reading posts with searches on this term but couldn't find them today).

Thank you all for all the wonderful recs :)
14 August 2017 @ 04:26 pm


I've been looking for the fic Theory of everything" by  wutendeskind but I can't find it anywhere. It was amazing and I'd love to read it again...I'm hoping someone here knows if it's still somewhere around the internet or has the PDF (if the author don't have a problem with it being shared, of course!). Here's the summary:

The Apocalypse is over. Sam writes it all down, and the result tops the New York Times bestseller list for an entire year. Dean loves that Sam's found something to do with his life, but doesn't know how he fits in. And when Dean reads Sam’s second novel, things get even more confusing for him.

Thanks a lot for the help!

13 August 2017 @ 10:30 pm
I been trying to find this fic for like ever!!!!

I am pretty sure that in it that John and Sam are arguing while fighting over a gun. I forgot what Dean was doing but got shot some where when the gun accidentally fires. Dean goes to the hospital, but John and Sam are still fighting and Bobby is there too. I think John leaves Dean at the hospital and Dean has a meltdown.

That is mostly all I can remember.
Please help me I am dying to read this fic again!
I've looked through past entries and on google and i'm hoping that i just am clueless instead of the story being deleted! It has alpha!jared and omega!jensen and all omegas go to a boarding school to learn how to be good omegas for their alphas, and as they get older they learn about sex, etc, and then an alpha will come to the school and pick an omega to be their mate and then the omega will go home with them. Jared picks Jensen and they go home and Jared gives Jensen his own room, which is painted blue for omegas, but this upsets Jensen because he wants to sleep with jared instead of on his own. Hopefully someone recognizes this!
12 August 2017 @ 07:04 pm
Hi Guys,

So I need your help (again!) Here's what I remember. I'm looking for a jared/Jensen fic. They were together in a small town. One of the j's leaves, (can't remember which one) because they think the small town they live in isn't enough and they want to make a name for themselves. So one j leaves and the j left behind is heartbroken. Fast forward a few years and the j that left comes back to town. The j that stayed behind has a kid (daughter I think) that turns out to be the other j's child, much angst ensues!

I know this is really vague and I wish I could give you guys more to go on. You guys NEVER let me down though, so fingers crossed!
11 August 2017 @ 04:00 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic that I read quite a while ago. I'm pretty sure it is J2 AU. It's a kid!fic with emphasis on Jensen finding his place in Jared's family. Jared has several kids (like 4-5) and his husband recently died. His oldest boy is a teenager and is acting out. He somehow damages Jensen's car which is how he meets Jared. He has the kid work off the damages (yard work and the like). I'm pretty sure that Jensen is/was in the military. Jensen makes sure the kids know he's not trying to replace their dad. He keeps pictures out, hanging or on the mantle. I think eventually, Jared and Jensen have a kid together.

This has been bothering me for over a week. I spent roughly 2 hours searching AO3 in different ways. I've gone through all the posts here tagged military. Please help!
07 August 2017 @ 05:48 pm
Hi I'm looking for a specific werewolf Alpha!Jared/Omega!Jensen story which was a WIP and I'm pretty sure I originally read it on AO3. The details I can remember include...

- Jensen was Jared's younger adopted brother, (he had been found as a pup by Jared's pack) and the boys had recently mated at the opening of the story.

- Jensen was a smaller white furred wolf in a mainly black furred pack and was teased and bullied when he was younger because of this and called "Snow"- I remember he was pushed in the mud as a young wolf.

- Jared was very protective and after an altercation where an alpha who had previously hurt Jensen touched him Jared reopened his mating bite mark on Jensen's neck during sex

- I think the title was something along the lines of 'the Black Ridge Pack' and another omega had recently been killed and there was trouble in the pack with the return of a banished wolf whom I think had hurt Jensen in the past but now he had a pup so was let back in. Jensen's job was to look after the kids in the pack including his attackers son.

I honesty thought I had this bookmarked but can't find any trace of it so I'm wondering if anyone knows where to find it or if it has been deleted might have a copy of the chapters posted? Many thanks in advance :)

FOUND in comments- many thanks :)
07 August 2017 @ 03:05 pm
I´m looking for a fic where one Jared or Jensen blames the other for what happened to him (because of the other). I hope this makes sense.

I would prefer if in the ende there is a forgiving but it is a long way to get there.
06 August 2017 @ 12:11 pm
Hi Everyone!

I was looking to re-read some older fics since I've been away from fandom for awhile, and it looks like one of my favorite authors, [livejournal.com profile] akintay, has recently deleted their LiveJournal and is not listed in the Deleted/Purged Journals page. Does anyone have any stories saved to PDF that they'd be willing/able to share with me? Please DM me if so and I'll send you my email address and my undying gratitude!

Many thanks!
05 August 2017 @ 10:24 pm
Hi! I've scrolled back forever in non-au's and tried everything, so hopefully someone can be my savior here! Supernatural ended and Jared and Jensen are on bad terms because Jared ended it to do bigger and better movies. Jensen has not been very successful. Eric Kripke suggests that they do a Supernatural movie to see where Sam and Dean are now, and Jensen still has trouble forgiving Jared. It's not the Play Nice Proviso or the Jared Padalecki Untitled Project. SOS! 
05 August 2017 @ 01:36 pm
I'm looking for a story, I think it was eventually Destiel, where a young Omega Dean is kicked out/abandoned/or dumped by his pack/John, and found/taken in by Castiel and his pack. I'm 99% sure it was a Werewolf AU, and that Dean was an Omega, or possibly a sub? I remember Cas found him outside in the snow or something, badly injured? I think John had beaten him before abandoning him. I remember a scene where Cas brought Dean to someone to be healed, possibly Ellen? I'm pretty sure Dean was a teenager at the start of the story, and that Cas was the alpha of a large pack. It was quite a long story, possibly still a WIP, and I think it was on AO3. Thanks!
This was a few years ago but I'm desperate to find this story again. It involved Jared living in the country with Tom (he was a toddler I think) and a lot of women had died of a strange disease that was killing women only. Gen had caught the disease and there was a few flashbacks of Jared nursing her until she died. He was on his own and in touch with Jensen and then Jensen comes to visit him. Jensen stays and they fall for each other and live together with Tom.

It was the 'real' J2 and Supernatural existed but obs it was AU.

I hope someone recognises it from my ramblings!

Found in comments - thank you so much!
04 August 2017 @ 11:17 pm

Lately, I've been thinking about this story that I read a while ago. I believe it was on AO3 and it may have been a Destiel fic. One scene vividly sticks out to me. The overal tone of the story was pretty angsty. In this scene, Dean went to a liquor store and pretty much consumed all of the drinks in stock. I believe he suffered from alcohol poisoning which resulted in him going to the hospital. Mary and Sam were in this story and think Castiel may have been a preacher.

If anyone knows what I'm talking about, I would love some direction lol
04 August 2017 @ 04:41 pm
Hi, I was hoping someone might have the audiobook of "In Becoming Who We Are" by Eliza Jane saved and not mind to share it. It's not made it back up after the audiofic archive crashed.
Thanks in advance
I read this fic which was part of a series where Dean was adopted/foster child. He had an abusive boyfriend (probably Crowley) who kidnapped him at some point. Cas was the friend who was trying to help. I remember Cas called the cops when Dean was kidnapped. There is a sequel where Dean and Cas are all grown up and well adjusted (mostly). Cas is a doctor and I think Dean is a social worker. They haven't seen each other in a while and I believe there is some villain from the past posing a threat. The fic ends with the villain taken care of using dubious means.
Also, Dean has tattoos.
I have been looking for this for so long, I am beginning to think I imagined it. Please help me out, good people of the internet. I know this is a very vague description, but this is my last hope.
Current Mood: optimistic
03 August 2017 @ 08:27 pm
Hey everybody,

I'm looking for a story that I remember reading with Sam, Dean, and Cas. It may have been Season 6-ish timeframe, but I really can't remember. Sam and Dean get in a heated argument, and Dean storms off to a nearby bar. Cas comes in to find Sam having a seizure on the floor, stays with him until it passes, and then goes to find Dean and convince him to come back.

Anyone know where I can find this?

03 August 2017 @ 06:26 pm
Hi all,

I've been a little short on fics lately so I'd love some recs from you lovely finders. I have a few parameters I'd like met, but anything similar should make me pleased as punch. Thank you in advance for any links y'all provide.

Things that are key:
Wincest or pre-slash gen (so it feels pretty gay)
Bottom!Sam only, please!
Not only PWP--some plot required

Things that I'd prefer:
Early seasons (1-3) or Kripke-Gamble era (6&7)
Hurt!Sam, either physically, mentally, or both (I'm a big fan of post Cage!Sam, kidnapped!Sam, depressed/suicidal/self harming!Sam, insecure!Sam)
Case fics are great, or at least something non-AU (so it has to deal with hunting or life on the road or the season plot arc)
Sexual tension is SOOO GOOOOD. I especially love fucked up!Chesters? Like their love isn't all floofy and cheesy? They'd kill for each other in a heartbeat, or they suck at communicating and fuck away their problems lol (it feels realistic to me when they know they share something but can't really touch on it at first, like in West Verse)
At least a hint of dark topics or spooky things
I like when Sam's powerbottomy or a lil slutty

So I know this is a really disjointed list haha but I've definitely read fics that fit the bill! I mentioned West Verse, there's also Play It Again, Sam, and Dictionary for a Dead Language... just to name a few I've read and loved.

Thank you again! Have a lovely week!

03 August 2017 @ 09:34 am
I'm looking for a story where the Winchesters were going out on a hunt for some bearlike creature (I honestly can't remember). And Sam basically has like a mental breakdown and kills the monster by himself with only a knife. John and Dean find him and are definitely creeped out by him. They go home, and Sam patches Dean and John up in his fugue state. Sound familiar to anyone?
02 August 2017 @ 11:04 pm
Hi guys!
I would like to read some non!au or slightly!au j2 fics, like where boys are still actors, working on the show, have the same backstory as in real life. Mabybe with the side of pining and first time with each other. Also, big bonus if its big and slow burn and something up to last seasons timeline (not a must).
02 August 2017 @ 10:18 pm
Hi everyone. I recently lost a hard drive, and all my videos were on it. I had my music backed up on another drive, but not the videos, because I hadn't gotten around to buying a second external drive. Now I am paying for it. Despite our best efforts with test disc, the majority of my 500+ music videos are gone, or have been mysteriously replaced by clips of Phil Collins. I kid you not - dozens of videos open and then it's Phil Collins. So very weird.

Anyhow, I had a good selection of SPN vids, many of them old - 8 or 10 years. I've hunted and replaced what I could, but I'm limited because I don't have any information other than what the video was saved as. So I don't know the vidder or in many cases the song.

I'm going to list them here, and if anyone recognizes one, if you could point me in the right direction to get it, or, if you have it, if you could give me a copy, I would be eternally grateful. It's hard to write SPN without my playlist.

These are all Supernatural videos. I haven't even begun trying to replace the couple hundred vids I have in other fandoms...

Here's the list (listed by file name) with whatever other information I have:

- aboveandbelowfinal

- crashed with watermark_agk

- discord_littlehollyleaf

- Drink You Pretty

- driversized_Thandie

- False Keeper

- finalscene

- gimmeshelter.v.2.divx

- godeatgodmed

- happytogether (this one is about Dean and the Impala)

- Hope Into Hell (I know this one is Patty Griffith, because it introduced me to her and I love her)

- inthewateriambeautifulmed

- sam1-divx

- shuffle-divx

- SPN Killit

- wakeupmed

- windowsill_xvid

- there's also one that uses coldplay's Vida la Vida, but it has a voiceover with Sam talking about angels. Love that one. Can't find it.

I realize this may not be very helpful, but I've got my fingers crossed. I'll be happy to get any of them, but in particular I want Hope into Hell, Happy Together, and the Vida la Vida one.

Many thaks to anyone that read through the list. I'm hopeful.
Current Mood: hopeful
Current Location: Texas
Current Music: Coldplay
02 August 2017 @ 09:46 pm

I'm looking for Sam/Dean stories where the boys are already in an established relationship, and someone (or something) hurts, attacks, wounds, kidnaps, tries to kill or targets Sam somehow, for whatever reason. The angstier the better; protective Dean to the rescue will make my week. I'll take first time wincest stories as well, but I'm really hoping to find stories where the boys are already together when bad things happen to Sam.

My only other requests are no death fics, and no WIPs. Oh, happy endings are a must for this one.

Many many thanks in advance.
02 August 2017 @ 04:46 pm
I´m looking for two diffrent kind of stories

1: Is there anything were Jensen hurts Jared and Jared goes away and Jensen has to work really hard to get Jared back? In many fics Jared forgives Jensen sometimes just because he showed up or after one date. I´m looking for something were Jensen really has to work for it.

2: Any fic were Jensen is a vampire (or were) and turns Jared.

Thank you for your help
02 August 2017 @ 10:42 am
Hi everyone,

I am looking for a specific J2 fic I read a while ago. I have literally looked everywhere, so any help is appreciated.

In the beginning, Jared gives his plane ticket to a girl who wants to get home quickly, so he doesn't get on the plane. The plane crashes and everyone, including the girl, dies.

Most of the story occurs afterward where Jared is in a support group for people who experience survivors guilt and Jensen is the one that runs the group.

Thanks for your help!
Hi! I read this one story a million years ago and I've forgotten some of the details, but in essence: Jared and Jensen are no longer friends after Supernatural ends because Jared found a bigger contract to be an actor on some huge movie (I think) and Jensen feels betrayed because they swore to continue the show together. Jared becomes super famous after SPN but Jensen is still struggling, and then there's an opportunity for them to work together on a movie remake of supernatural.

And the second story, I apologize because my memory is so foggy: SPN is over and J/J are fighting, I can't remember why (I think they broke up) and Jensen becomes a really successful director and casts Jared in one of his movies (maybe the other way around). I know this is horribly vague but if anyone can interpret my thoughts I would so appreciate it!
01 August 2017 @ 10:46 am
Hi all,

I have been searching for a specific J2 fic for a while now with no luck. The setting was in high school. Jared helped take care of his deaf mother and he was somewhat of an introvert. They had a very good relationship. She talked him into going to the school dance, and he did so reluctantly. That's where he ran into Jensen. Jensen was more of the outgoing popular type. Escaping the dance they slipped out back. Jensen to smoke a cigarette and get away from a girl (Danneel?) and Jared just to get away and pass time until he went home. After that they didn't leave each others side all night. Even at one time Jensen goes back to Jared's house and meet's his mother. I think there's one point too where Jensen is admiring all of Jared's books in his bedroom, and he lends him one. That's all I got. I really hope I didn't mix two stories together. I just really loved that story and would so appreciate help finding it! Thanks so much!
01 August 2017 @ 05:55 am
It's a fic where Jared and Jensen are staying at a hotel and Jared's room is through a door in Jensen's room. Jared tries to make plans with Jensen all of the time but friends are always surprising Jensen by showing up to set and whisking him away. I think at some point Jared goes back to the hotel alone where an excited fan tackles him. I think Eric finds him and takes him to the hospital. After that, Eric calls a meeting and asks Jensen if there is any reason why Jared would be upset. In the end Jared and Jensen finally hang out. Sorry for the bad description. I don't think it was a Jared/Jensen fic but I could be wrong.
Current Mood: confused
01 August 2017 @ 12:40 am
Some time ago I posted this request: http://spnstoryfinders.livejournal.com/10002944.html but did not receive any responses, I would like to put the request out there again but also add that I would also gladly accept stories that focused on Dean being terrific with kids but unlike the Jensen request, I would prefer the kids that Dean interacts with not be his.

Please no WIPs, but self recs are always welcomed.

Thank you in advance for any suggestions you may have to offer.
31 July 2017 @ 09:26 pm
Looking for a fic where Dean is somehow cursed or something to shrink really small when he gets aroused and grows to normal size once he gets off or is no longer horny, so he grows and shrinks several times throughout the fic. At one point he grows while sitting in Sam's chest shirt pocket. There's also a point where there in the Imala and Sam has been pulled over and Dean in Sam's pants being naughty and the cop thinks it's all Sam doing something and lectures him. I don't remember how they figure it out.

It's an older fic, pre-season three, I think. I've looked everywhere I can think and unless I missed it I can't find it. Thanks in advance for any help.

31 July 2017 @ 11:54 am
I've been reading this fic Lazarus Needs a Robe of Scarlet Thread and it's good, very very good, that I want to read another fics just like this one. Is there another fics with Dean as the Second Coming or Jesus' reincarnate? Or fics where Dean have stigmata?
30 July 2017 @ 05:36 pm
Hi guys,
I'm looking for two types of recs:

1. Fics where underage!Sam forces Dean into a relationship. Kid or teen Sam, somehow putting Dean in a position he can't say no? Well, I think you get what I mean.

2. Castiel stalking Dean. The creepier the better, but I'm looking for stories where Castiel is very much in love with Dean. So, romantical stalking (which can still be very creepy).

Already tried to look up the tags here, but wasn't much help. Hopefully you awesome ppl can point me in the right direction.
29 July 2017 @ 05:02 pm
Hi everyone!
I'm looking for a fic I've read before, and I'm pretty sure it was on here? Maybe.
It's set around the whole leviathan era I believe, in a kind of post apocalyptic setting. The main things/scenes I remember are:
1) I think in the beginning Dean takes Sam to a cabin somewhere (Dean has a broken leg) and Sam is practically comatose. It takes a long time for him to start speaking.
2)Sam has really bad nightmares and the only thing Dean can find to stop them is some sigil he carves into Sam's back with a knife. He does this at least twice throughout the story.
3) At some point they get invited to join this group of survivors/hunters and eventually help train them. They also help plan an attack on the leviathans.
4) Sam mostly uses knives because he feels more in control.
5) Walt and Roy make an appearance.
6) The boys are completely bamf. Most people are terrified of them and think of them as "legendary" and I think for awhile they hide their real names because of it.
7) Towards the end the boys have a fight. They're extremely codependent.

I've been looking for this fix for awhile, so any help finding it is greatly appreciated. Thank you!
29 July 2017 @ 03:36 am
Looking for all stories about Sam's missing tattoo after Cas burns it off in Road Trip. Any recs are great (gen or Wincest), but also looking for a specific fic where Sam learns to tattoo himself and in response to his possessions, he creates these elaborate tattoos. Dean discovers the designs and tattoo gun in Sam's room in the Bunker.
27 July 2017 @ 03:35 pm
Hello everybody,

I'm looking for a story I read a long time ago. what I can remember about this fic is that there was a school shooting and dean was killed in it. He was trying to talk down the shooter and I think that the shooter accidently killed him. I think that the shooter felt bad about killing dean because dean was one of the few people that was nice to him. I'm not sure if he turned himself in or if he killed himself. I do know that after dean dies sam, when he is in class,I don't remember if it was in Stanford or high school but I know that in the class they talked about the shooting and brought up dean and his part in it and how he saved people I think and sam was sitting in the class and i think that people knew dean was his brother.
That's all I remember about it and it was written nicely It made me cry. I have tried searching for it in ao3 and fanfic.net but I don't remember which one it was in.

Thank you and I would appreciate any help I can get.
27 July 2017 @ 06:38 am
I remember reading a sequel to Miss-Annthropic's The Shattered One a long time ago. I've been unable to find it and my attempts to contact Miss-Annthropic have yielded no results. If someone else has read and knows where to find this story I would greatly appreciate it.

Some key points to help jog the memories of others... I recall Dean sort of retiring and moving into what I think used to be Rufus's house with Sam, Castiel, and Daniel. At some point Castiel gets ill and Daniel has to be taken to Heaven to survive and when he returns his Grace is strong strong enough to self-sustain. Balthazar shatters and Zachariah helps him with the separation. That one becomes Daniel's best friend and eventually chooses a vessel that Sam and his new lady adopt. Michael ends up shattering as well and Castiel uses part of his Grace to help but it is only enough to help Michael last until Gabriel shows up to finish assisting...

Those are the key points that stick out in my memory. And, as you can see, there was quite a lot of shattering going on, so I'm positive it was the sequel to The Shattered One. I hope my brain didn't somehow make all of this up and it never really existed to begin with. That's a rather frightening prospect.

All help is loved and appreciated!
I'm looking for a specific j2 fic in which the world has less and less males and females capable of producing children and therefore it has become regulated by the government to assign breedable people to partners. Jensen, who had never been tested, only finds out he is one when he goes to take the final physical exam for a new job he was due to start & that's when his world comes crashing down around him. He loses most of his legal rights, his freedom, his fiance, everything, etc... He tries to fight it through legal means but he loses his case in court. He ends up being assigned to Jared, who is so happy & excited to have finally been matched with someone & to have a happy, loving family & live happily ever after. What he ends up with is an unwilling partner who only allows him to have sex with him because the alternative is being sent to a cruel man who would rape him brutally or a brothel type place so Jared is kind of the lesser of 2 evils in his mind. Jared tries to be kind & to win Jensen over & to a certain extent he does in the end but Jensen can't seem to get over the life he lost/the life he would have had with the woman he loved. Jensen does become pregnant due to Jared's couplings with him & while pregnant, he gets visited by his family who are ecstatic that he will have children and while they are there he finds out that his brother has married his former fiance. Both his family's attitude toward his situation and the fact that his brother married the woman he loved are too much for Jensen & he attempts to throw myself down the stairs and kill himself. He survives, as does the baby. Jared is devastated & he doesn't know how to help Jensen because he is in love with Jensen even though his feelings aren't returned. Eventually, Jensen gives birth & refuses to have anything to do with the baby or the other children that follow.
I've been looking for fics like this one http://lostt1.livejournal.com/316410.html
"Jensen has been in love with Jared for years. The problem: Jared is his best friend's little brother. The solution: Jensen moves to California and writes songs for popular pop artists. Every song is about Jared. But what happens when Jensen finds himself living with Jared after six years apart? Will the balance he's found fall apart or will he finally get the one thing he's always wanted?"

So, in short, fics that have one of the Js writing songs about the other, or fics that have the one of them being older than the other (high school, college) and pining.

26 July 2017 @ 08:12 pm
I am looking for a dance au. Jared is a ballet dancer (JDM is his teacher?) and Jensen dances hip-hop or similar. They both get in some reality dance show (so you think you can dance, maybe).
I remember that Jared is rich but his parents don't care, Jensen's mom is sick, so he has to work.

I tried the dance tags, but could not find it.
Please help.

Hi, sorry to bother people, but this is driving me crazy!!

I'm looking for a fic where Dean is a single dad, of a boy, I don't think is Ben, and Lisa is not the mom.

Dean and his child live in a beautiful home and then have a really supportive but meddling family, and they meet Castiel in a super market I think and the child really likes Castiel, they end up going later or finding each other at a restaurant for breakfast.

Castiel ends up living with Dean and the child, and Castiel has issues with his family, they are normal people but the usual Angels you know.

I think Castiel ends up being hurt saving Dean's child and both families meet in the hospital.

Please help!!
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any fics where they are in the middle of sex and someone calls them and they talk on the phone while having sex. or are in the middle of a phone call and start having sex. can be obvious to the person on the phone or they could try and play it off like they are just listening.
26 July 2017 @ 03:55 pm

Sam is dean's mom and Sam has to have sex with him because of Dean's an alpha, and it's a thing in the family where they mate one another. Dean calls him mom, and i think John is the dad.

25 July 2017 @ 12:23 am

I'm looking for a specific J2 fic - it was set in a semi-futurastic world and Jensen was a foreigner in a country that believed that intertwined sex, counselling and religious worship. His home country was a lot more sex-adverse (and I think less technologically developed), so he mostly avoided anything to do with the 'priests' which were a combination of courtesans and counsellors.

Through someone (JDM, I believe) he started hanging out with Jared, who basically helped him through a bunch of issues, until Jensen finds out that he is one of these 'priests' (one of the highest ranking ones, I think) and all his old prejustices come out, although they resolve these in the end.

If I remember correctly, I think the 'priests' wore some kinda red, or red ribbons to identify themselves, but I think Jared did it in a very subtle way, which was why Jensen didn't realise at first.

I thought I'd bookmarked this, but I can't seem to find it and my google-fu has failed!

If anyone can find this, it'd be awesome! :D Thanks :)

Found! It was Nosce te ipsum by [livejournal.com profile] rei_c!
24 July 2017 @ 08:11 pm

In this fic, Dean is married to Cas and not by his choice. I believe Cas was a king and the one scene i remember vividly was that Cas has sex with dean thinking its consensual although Dean feels coerced into it. Cas didnt use oil (lube) or prep and i think Dean gets sick and the healer discovers his internal injuries from sex.
In the end they do get together though.

Please help!

Hello everyone!

I'm looking for a specific fic I don't remember much about.

I think it might have been Sam/Dean but I'm not sure. What I remember is that sam is very powerful, and he won't speak because he risks influencing people by his voice. I think he might have been kidnapped at some point and that the kidnappers had sewed his mouth shut.

Thanks so much for the help :)

23 July 2017 @ 02:00 am
Hello! So there was this fic I was reading, but I never finished it. I've suddenly remembered it but I cannot for the life of me remember what it was called and I can't even find it in my history, it's killing me!

What I remember is that it was basically kind of a How I Met Your Mother au? Like not a complete parallel universe, just a lot of references to the show. Cas was persuaded by Dean to talk to a girl (Meg, I think?) and he gets her number (much to Deans surprise). But then Dean takes his phone and switches Megs number with his own, to "teach Cas a lesson" or something like that, and he ends up texting Cas as Meg, yadda yadda yadda. I remember Cas ends up being really dirty mouthed, and they sext a few times, Cas believing it's Meg he's sexting? I remember Charlie was in it as well, and Sam was with a girl named... Sarah, I think?

Ahh, it's not too fresh in my mind, but I really hope this is enough to go on? I've been dying to get back to this fic ever since I remembered it, so I really hope you can help me! Thanks a bunch <3