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LJ recently moved it's servers to Russia and changed it's Terms of Service. There's an article on Gizmodo here and on another site here. I've had some people ask if we are going to move the Comm to another site. At the moment, no we don't. But I wanted to get opinions on the matter.

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24 June 2017 @ 09:05 am
Hi All!

I am looking for 2 specific J2 stories:

1. In the first fic, Jensen's family has owned a ranch for generations. He moved to the city and adopted (or had a surrogate) a daughter with his partner. Unfortunately, his partner became abusive and he moved back to his family ranch with his daughter. Jared works on the ranch. He and Jensen, who had previously been together, get back in a relationship. There are multiple generations of family on the ranch, and various other friends living there including Jeff and Chris.

2. This was a shorter J2 fic where Jensen is Jared's mate. They are younger (late teenagers). The scenes that I remember is that J2 have a picnic, but when they return Jensen's father assaults him. Jared sees this through the window and goes to get Jeff who is there pack leader to report Jensen's abuse.

Thanks Everyone!
I can't remember many details. I think Dean hates him because he killed John. Sam goes along with his brother on a hunt or something and Dean gets annoyed, blacks out with rage and when he comes back to his surroundings Sam is beaten up and lying on the floor in a ball. I think Bobby also threatens him saying that he can't do that again. In the fic I think that Sam is sort of accepting of it all, thinking that he deserves it because he killed John. Anyone know what this is, it's been bugging me for a while?
22 June 2017 @ 09:18 pm
I haven't read "The Shack" yet (it's in the mail!) but the trailer for the movie just about kills me. It seems so similar to how Dean reacted when Chuck revealed he was God in season 11, that anger, hurt, confusion, betrayal, and longing for support.

Are there any fics out there where this scene was played out more, by either Sam or Dean? I feel Dean especially feels betrayed and hurt because the disappointment from John has stuck with him more, thus the comment of "just another deadbeat dad." I would love to see God/Chuck sympathizing with the boys, explaining things, supporting them. The scene in the trailer for "The Shack" with the main character begging to know "where were you when I needed you? When she (his daughter) needed you?" And God (I assume it's a she in this film) replies "I never left you and I never left her" almost in tears? Would love to see something like that between Chuck/God and the boys, but especially Dean.

Any pairing is fine, any rating is fine. The longer the better but I'll take anything you can find! Amara focusing on Dean's pain more would be awesome too!
Hi friends!
I have two requests and really hope that you can help me.

1) I read an J2 Alpha/Beta/Omega fic long ago and even bookmarked it. But sadly it's lost. Here's what I remember about it.

(a)Jensen is an alpha. He saves Jared (who was just a puppy) when he was being harassed and dragged by some rowdy boys mainly because Jared was (probably?) an orphan. Jensen becomes Jared's protector from very young age.

(b)Jensen was very protective of Jared and probably interfered when Jared started dating or something.

(c)Jared on the other hand started dating mainly because he wanted to show Jensen (his mate) that he was experienced and old enough for him.

(d)Jensen had quite a reputation as a ladies man and Jared was convinced that Jensen would break up with him after they hooked up. But he wanted Jensen in spite of that. Jensen on the other hand was waiting for Jared (his mate)to grow up and convinced him that they are gonna be together forever.

(2) What are your favorite AGE DIFFERENCE fics? I mean to say stories where one of the boys is much older than the other and the story spans across years, and one is really protective of the other? I've read stories of FATEBEGINS, ALYCAT, ALIENAT & SAUCYMINX. Any story other than written by anyone else is welcome. No non-con or extreme underage please.

Help me please?
Thanx a million in advance
22 June 2017 @ 12:38 pm
Heya everyone! I've got a few types of requests today.

1. Any fics where Dean is spoiled by his partner. NOT in the sense where Dean has a rich partner or something and they spoil him with riches and pampering. I won't really say no to that, but the dynamic I'm looking for is something where Dean has perhaps been through a lot? He has low self-esteem and thinks very poorly of himself, and so his partner just pampers him with all the love and affection in the world and takes care of Dean and protects him and all that sappy shit. I'm just really craving something where Dean is shown all the love he deserves and more and is treated like the precious being he is ;_; (Kind of like the dynamic between Dean and Cas in the fics "Amnesia" and "The College Years" by intothesilentland if you've read those.)

2. Any fics where Dean is or was bullied? This can be canon or au, perhaps a canon fic where Sam didn't know Dean would get bullied and finds out years later? Or an au where someone helps Dean out when he's getting bullied and their relationship blossoms from there. Obviously this falls into my favourite category, hurt/comfort. Angst + schmoop = Heaven!

Yeah, that's about all I have for now. Just a warning, I really have a preference for sub!dean, and I generally prefer bottom!dean as well. If there's a top!dean scene, I'd prefer you warn me, and if it's dom!dean, I'd prefer you not rec it.

Anyhoo, thanks for reading! I'm looking forward to some recs coming my way, you guys never fail!
It's been a while, so I'm a little sketchy on the details, but Dean is just a child (5-ish) when he meets Cas - I want to say Cas is his teacher, but maybe not. Dean is drawn to Cas right away and is super possessive, getting all growly when Cas shows interest in anyone else, even though he doesn't understand why yet, Cas knows right away that Dean is his mate, but puts it in his pocket for the moment because Dean is a kid. Mary and John both try to get to know him but John is all twitchy about a grown man perving on his son even though Cas refuses to make a move (no matter how much Dean wants him to as Dean goes through adolescence) until Dean's old enough.

Anybody know what I'm talking about? I'll be your best friend :)
21 June 2017 @ 07:23 pm
I'm looking for meyerlemon's sequel/follow up to onelittlesleep/halfhardtorock fic They Say I'm a Bad Man and They're Right. Their journal is marked as deleted does anyone know if it's posted elsewhere or does anyone have a copy?


So Many year's back, I read a story about Dean's recovery from Michael's possesion. It is i think in the form of diary enteries by Dean in the end. Sam is taking care of him.
Any one remembers??

20 June 2017 @ 11:16 am
The fic I am looking for I haven't seen in a while and might have been deleted. Dean is working his way through a degree taking care of angels. Cas is an Alpha angel, the first ever caught and has been violent to keepers in the past. He takes a shine to Dean, who eats his lunch by Cas' cage. The facility they are keeping the angels in has strict security and Dean is learning the ropes from Benny, I think. Inais and Hester are mates, or Inais wanted to mate with her and got injured. The endgame was going to be Destiel. It's a multi-part story.

That's pretty much what I got before I bookmarked it to read when finished. My old bookmarks went the way of the dodo with my old computer and I can't find it now. Any help would be greatly appreciated.
19 June 2017 @ 11:33 pm
Hi everyone,

I'm looking for recs where Castiel is really really devoted to Dean. Like Dean is his whole World. Sadly don't have much luck finding stories with this trope - so I hope maybe you know some.

Onesided Destiel or requited is fine by me, or even dark/creepy!Castiel, and also almost any warnings/ratings, just please give me a heads up if the story has them.
19 June 2017 @ 10:44 pm
Hey guys - this is a general search for two different kinds of fics.

First, are there any fics where J2 (or Sam/Dean) have a kid who feels like they have to 'come out' to them as straight? If J2, would prefer AU.

Also, any good female!J2 or female!Wincest fics you can recommend? I don't care how they ended up female, whether through magic, science, or they were born that way.

Thanks everyone! You guys always come through!
I've browsed some of the older entries regarding this, and now I'm looking for some fresh(er) things to read. What I'm looking for is either J2, Cockles, Sam/OMC or Dean/OMC (no wincest!), that deals with one of the Js, Sam, or Dean coming out to family and/or friends. I prefer the RPF to be non-au (I'd love fics where other cast/crew on the set find out about the relationship), but if you've got a good AU you'd like to recommend, go ahead. No highschool setting for this though, please.
With the SPN fic I'm not that picky, any setting and genre is fine, really.
19 June 2017 @ 12:22 pm
Found: No One Would Riot for Less

Looking for one particular fic: I recall Dean was hidden in a pocket universe or heaven. Cas and Dean were married. Godstiel was keeping him locked away until Dean worships him. Bobby and Sam barrel into the universe-or-heaven trying to get Dean to come back to reality and help them stop the Godstiel.

Looking for Fic recs for Godstiel/Dean.

any help would be appreciated. Thank you.

tags: genera:hurt/comfort, godstiel, destiel, pairing:cas/dean, looking for a particular fic, fic recs
affliction: fallen!castiel, affliction: hurt!dean, genre: domestic fic, character: castiel, character: dean, affliction: kidnapped!dean, attribute: adorable!castiel, genre: slash, genre: tearjerker, creature: angel, point of view: dean winchester, pairing: dean/castiel,
I am dying to find a specific fic that I've read where Sam is cursed or spelled into a spirit state and he can only communicate with Dean through dreams despite being able to wander around the bunker and watch Dean freak out. Dean doesn't believe that it's really Sam talking to him until Sam leaves a bunch of hickeys on him and finds a witch to reverse whatever spell was cast. I did also find it on AO3, but none of my searches seem to be hitting the right keywords. Any help would be much appreciated. 
18 June 2017 @ 10:10 pm
I am looking for any sad J2 stories that make you cry, but that have a happy ending. Although Jensen/Jared is preferred, Jensen/anyone else is great too.

Thanks for any recommendations!
18 June 2017 @ 04:52 pm
A while back, there was a post made looking for [livejournal.com profile] magser's stories. Most were found, but I was unable to find 1 story (Borderline).  In the previous post, an anoymous user said he/she had this story, but I have been unable to find anyone who actually had it.  I'm hoping that someone on here may have Borderline and is willing to share.
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I was hoping you could help me find Stanford era Dean-centric fics that have MINIMAL Sam angst. I'm tired of starting promising looking fics only to discover Dean spends all his time missing Sam or thinking about how smart and strong he is to get out of the life. It's both out of character and uninteresting to me when Dean has no anger or resentment about the fact that he was (in his point of view) abandoned. So I would like recommendations that aren't all about Sam's absence. However, a focus on his relationship with John is more than welcome, as are case fics.

I'm also looking for pre-series fics that explore the dangerous situations Dean was put in as a child with a focus on human monsters. Especially the scarily plausible idea that he was sexually abused in the past. A trope that I'm tired of encountering when it comes to this type of fic is when the predator is originally after Sam and either settles for Dean or Dean offers himself up to protect Sam. Please, recommend me stories that avoid that cliche and have Dean as the one who's in danger from the start. The only fics I'm accepting where that scenario plays out would be ones where Dean is bitter about what happened to him instead of perfectly content that nothing bad happened to his brother.

I apologize for how bitter this request sounds. I just want Dean trauma fic that is about Dean and only Dean and avoids cliches. If you happen to have something that fits the general description without necessarily being pre-series then I welcome that too.
18 June 2017 @ 01:37 pm
anybody know of any j2 or sam/dean fics where they either use the others hole or dick? nothing rape-wise, or really evil. just using the others body like a sex toy whenever they want?
18 June 2017 @ 12:15 am
I remember that the Padalecki and Ackles families were very close and would go up to like a lake cabin to vacation together. Jensen is a doctor and Jared is a forest ranger )or something similar). Jensen was in love with Jared when they were younger (and still is) but he received a wedding invitation and though it was for Jared but it was Megan's and he avoided the Jared and the Padalecki's for years until his mom makes him come to the lake cabin one summer.
17 June 2017 @ 07:25 pm
I really thought I had a copy of this fic saved.

I'm looking for a fic. It is a Wincest AU. Sam is a girl, and has always been a girl. Its amn Old West story. I'm not sure if they are hunters or not. There is sexual tension between Sam and Dean and they ride around on horses, Dean's is called Castiel and Sam has a horse called Ruby. It was fairly lengthy.

I realize this isnt much to go on but maybe someone here can help.


I just finished rewatching Season 5 and I was wondering if there was any fic where Dean doesn't go to Lisa at the end but Castiel decides to stay with him and things develop from there?
They either keep hunting or Castiel comforts him after losing Sam, anything that means Castiel and Dean staying together and becoming a couple after Sam is gone.

Gen is fine but Dean/Cas preferred.

16 June 2017 @ 11:11 pm
Any fics where Dean gets fucked by a police officer? It's ok if it's non-con/dub-con. Thanks!
The story I'm looking for had Chuck as God returning to heaven and deciding he needed more Archangels. He asks the Winchester, as well as Ellen and Bobby, I think, to become the new Archangels. I remember one of their wings being described as a vivid red.
16 June 2017 @ 02:10 am
hello! long-time lurker, first time posting so forgive me if I make a mistake.

looking for some gen soulless!Sam fanfiction. even better if it's a crossover or outsider pov, like The Deep Indigo Night.

even if it doesn't fit my specifications, if you know any good soulless!Sam stories, I'd love to read them!
I'm searching for fics where Dean fucks Sam in front of someone else. Preferentially, in front of Jessica, Ruby or Amelia to show them that Sam belongs to him.
Thank you!
15 June 2017 @ 10:05 am
Heya! S'me again.

So far I've been reading so many great fics recommended by ya'll, so I'm gonna give this another go.

I basically want any fics where the dynamic between Dean/Jensen and his SO is similar to the dynamic between dean and Cas in these two fics: Amnesia and The College Years by intothesilentland. (particularly The College Years, but their dynamic is basically the same in both fics.)

I guess this would only make sense if you've read the fic? I'm sure some of you have though, and if you haven't- what are you doing. You should. Your really should. (If you're super into hurt/comforted!dean)

Basically, it features a hurt, precious, sheepish, blushy, shy, sweet Dean- and Cas loves taking care of him and giving him all the love in the world, but the characterization is great and Dean doesn't come off as way too needy or an attention seeker. I just need fics where Dean is hurt but is shown all the love and care he deserves and more.

That paragraph might help a little, but I really am hoping some of you out there have read this so that you really know what I'm talking about, haha. I can't really give a summary of both entire fics and everything I liked about them, which is why this is so vague which I am sorry about. But I hope you can come up with something! Thanks in advance <3
14 June 2017 @ 05:57 pm
Looking for any and all fics that touch upon Missouri's treatment of Dean in Home. Doesn't have to be set during the episode she appeared in or even in season one – as long as someone calls her out on her behavior (extra points if it's Sam!) I'll be happy.

Gen is to be preferred, but I'm flexible.

No Destiel or anything too Cass centric, please!
Hi all,

Going through my bookmarks and I came across Keys For Open Doors by Fossarian, which I remember really liking. It involved male!Dean and female!Castiel and the summary was: "After a tiring day, all Dean wants to do is lie down in his own bed and sleep for a week. The only problem is someone else is already in it, and she has a few problems of her own." It was rated NC-17/Explicit if I'm remembering correctly.

It's been deleted from ao3 and I can't seem to pull it up on the wayback machine, any chance anyone has a copy kicking around?

Thank you!
12 June 2017 @ 07:23 pm
Hello! I'm looking for J2 high school fic. I don't remember much, but I know Jensen moved to a small city where Jared lived. They both attened a really small school with people like Danneel, Genevieve and Katie Cassidy and Matt Cohen. I think Katie and Matt were dating. I remember all of them having a movie night, and they were picking out the movie. J2 agreed on the same movie, when Matt (I think) said something about them finally confessing their love for each other so they talked about it and ended up together. I know I read it on AO3, but I can't remember the name or the tags.
I'm sorry if this is confusing or not enough informations, but it would be amazing if anyone recognized this fic.
Edit: I remembered few other things. Katie and Jensen were trying to get into school play, and Jared gave Jensen his bracelet, that his friends gave to him a long time ago, for luck. I know after the audition Matt and Jared were waiting for Katie and Jensen. Hope this will help.
12 June 2017 @ 12:10 pm
I am looking for a Sam and Dean fic called "Red". Dean and Sam are hunting something in a forest ,Its something that Dean has met before and he is scared. Dean is with the lumberjacks and Sam with the hippie tree planters.

10 June 2017 @ 12:01 am
There are plenty of fic where Dean is really Micheal or Dean is Micheal & Sam is Lucifer or even a few where Dean is really Lucifer, a la the whole Anna situation. But are there any fics where Dean is really Lucifer & Sam is really Micheal in the same fic?
09 June 2017 @ 01:24 pm
This is one of those instances in which I'm not even sure if this fic actual exists or if I'm just combining a bunch of fics that I remember wrong. With that being said, I'm looking for a specific long consensual John/Dean AU where a very young Dean got taken away by CPS or kidnaped or something like that which leaves John thinking that Dean is missing/dead. Dean was living on the streets and became a prostitute to survive. When he's in his late teens/early twenties John picks him up, not at all recognizing him as his son. It ends up being a reoccurring thing and Dean eventually finds out about hunting. He ends up staying with John and their relationship evolves so that they are basically dating. Sam was raised by John and is weirded out about his dad being with someone only a few years older than him, but he and Dean bond. I think eventually they realize that Dean is Dean, but that's basically all I remember...
08 June 2017 @ 03:31 pm
Hi friends,
Looking for two hurt sam stories.

1) Hurt Sam fic with Dean initially hurting/hating sam. Possible teens. Sam got locked in closet by John. Dean ranaway at one point but managed come back one night to save sam.

2) Dean was on a hunt and Sam was having ear infection and john was helpless. Dean came back and put ear drops on sam who finally got to sleep.

Thank You.
08 June 2017 @ 01:00 pm
Hi! Umm, I'm looking for a J2-ish kind of fic. I found it a long time ago in a rec list, but I lost the page so if you can help, that'd be great. It sounds interesting and I'd like to read it. It's set in the far away future in a world where heterosexuality is strange and being gay is the norm. In this, Jared ( I think) is straight but still flexible. And I think either he hooks up with Jensen or they're close friends.
07 June 2017 @ 04:30 pm
Another author search guys.

I recently read, "Rising from Ruin" by elusive_life_77, a wonderful demon!dean fic and I was wondering if the author ever wrote a sequel.

They've deleted their LJ and I haven't had any luck finding more of their fic,I was hoping someone may have some of their stories squirreled away.

I'm not fussy about pairing and I'm hoping they did write a sequel as the story was very good.I'll take anything you guys have saved and are willing to share.

Many thanks,


Hi, I've never posted anything like this before and I really hope I'm doing it correctly! I've read through all the tags that I thought would help me find the fic I'm looking for but have struck out.

The first -- And I may not be remembering it correctly but ... here goes. I'm fairly sure this is a J2 fic, but I read it a long time ago. The way I remember it is, Jensen is kidnapped by, I think, Christian Kane, or someone that's a competing warlord -- it's set in a historical time but I can't remember when. What I do remember is that someone, I think it's Jared is, at some point, sitting outside a tent biding his time to get to Jensen. Jensen is eventually rescued.

The second -- is a more modern age fic -- and I don't remember much about it except that Jensen was castrated or very damaged in his private area. I remember that I think. And for some reason, I think it's Kane that is his rescuer.

So, if anyone can help me ID these two fics, I'd really be grateful for the help! I hope I'm doing this right! Thanks in advance! L.

FOUND! See comment! You guys rock!
Okay hear me out. I read this story -- or 'verse -- years ago. So I can't remember a whole lot.

Sam somehow ends up going back in time and replacing his pre-canon self, I believe. Like, his 20+ year old brain took up residence in his teenage body. He walked out of his high-school class the moment he realized he was old enough to legally do it. It might have been because of the Yellow-Eyed Demon, his traveling. He didn't end up going to Stanford, he kept hunting. He and Dean traveled together and wincest was a Thing -- until Dean met Cassie, as he had in canon.

Sam let Dean go, and let him have his relationship [one line i remember really clearly is something like "that's the thing about dating your brother. Even if we break up, we're still family"], and headed back to his dad by taking the bus. However, as he arrived, John was bitten by some sort of lust-demon and the poison affected him enough that he attacked and overpowered Sam. After, he threw some money at Sam -- go back to your brother -- and bolted, out of guilt. Sam, now very Not Okay, took the money and just -- left?

The next bit I remember, he ended up going to the Roadhouse and went by the name of Jesse. John and Dean were looking for him at this point? He and Ash ended up hunting together. Both ended up with big/elaborate tattoos, and they slept together, but it was a friends-with-benefits type thing.

I'm pretty sure by the end of the 'verse, the YED was dead.

Sory - that's all I remember. I think I found it on LJ, but it might have been on A03. Does this sound familiar to anyone else?
05 June 2017 @ 10:39 pm
Does anyone know of any fics that have Dean's shitty behavior/actions (i.e. the thing w/ Gadreel, the demon blood withdrawal, the way he belittles Sam's achievements/accomplishments, etc.) towards Sam pointed out? I've already read 'The Sam Winchester School of Hunting', and something along those lines would be great. Thanks!
05 June 2017 @ 04:44 pm

I'm looking for any and all fic by the author Starkiller.

They deleted their LJ years ago, but I keep seeing their work recced or listed in the BB master lists and I'd very much like to read their fic.I'm pretty sure they mostly wrote wincest, but I'm not fussy, I'll take anything you guys have saved.

Here's the summaries for two of their BB fics to see it it rings any bells with you.

Black Ships Ate the Sky.
Author name: by_starkiller.
Artist name: marciaelena.
Genre: Wincest.
Pairing: Sam/Dean.
Rating: NC17.
Word Count: 22 012
Warnings/Spoilers: Vague for the end of S3.
Summary: Dean's time is almost up and Sam is desperate to save him, desperate enough to try anything, including finding the mythical Holy Grail. But there are many obstacles in his path, such as their job, not being able to tell Dean everything that he's doing, his feelings for Dean, zombies and Lilith. With less than two weeks until Dean's deal is due, Sam does everything he can to save his brother from hell...and in the process discovers Dean feels the same way about him that he does about Dean.


In the Kingdom of the Blind.
By: Starkiller.
Beta: Corellian Sugar.
Rating: NC17.
Pairings: Sam/OMC, Dean/OMC, OMC/OMC.
Disclaimer: The characters of Supernatural belong to the CW Network and Eric Kripke and associates, no copyright infringement is intended. The Hounds of God and the featured version of Archangel Michael belong to K. L'Arcange and are used with permission and much love.
Summary:Dean Winchester is dead.

Alone for the first time, Sam slowly comes to terms with his life as a hunter on the road without his brother. One day, he meets a man who says his name is Blue. Sam finds himself growing more and more attracted to his companion and finding excuses to get him to stick around. One night, coming back to his motel, Sam notices a large white wolf... a wolf that mysteriously vanishes a few moments later. What follows are awkward conversations, the appearances of the Archangels Michael and Gabriel, and Blue's revelation that he is a Hound of God. Later, Sam discovers his brother has been pulled out of Hell thanks to Castiel... and Lucifer wants to use him as a vessel.

His life can't get any weirder, right?

Notes: This is an AU from the end of season three. Endnotes contain author's notes and references.
Warnings: Blasphemy, Archangel-cest.
Word count: 24 896.

Does anyone have copies that they would be willing to share?

Fingers crossed and many thanks,


Please help. Older Dean is home from college. Cas has had a thing for Dean forever and used to watch him kiss girls from afar. Sam agrees to have Castiel over because Castiel is really good at everything except physics, but Sam ditches Cas for his gf or something. Dean is good at physics and gives Cas a hand (he makes him a pb&j sandwich beforehand??) but can't stop obsessing over his luscious lips or whatever. Anyway, hanky panky goes down, Cas is like 16. It's explicit. Thanks.
04 June 2017 @ 11:45 pm
I read this AU Destiel fic a long time ago where Dean is depressed and sometimes it gets very bad. Sam is with Jess and they try to help him. Then he meets Cas and they get together. But Dean has an episode of extreme depression and ends up killing himself, thinking Cas would be better off not having to deal with him. I think he jumps out window in front of Cas? Cas then later also kills himself.

Yeah, very tragic ending. But if anyone can help me find it that would be great!
Somebody kills Sam and Dean takes him away to a house and freezes him in a tub and then Sam's ghost comes to him and grows stronger?
03 June 2017 @ 08:04 pm
I'm looking for the following fics:
1. This one is pre-series and starts with John and Bobby in a bar. They hear a commotion in another part of the bar where Sam and Dean are (Dean is playing pool and Sam is watching) and see that some guy has punched Dean. Sam is pissed cuz Dean did nothing to provoke the guy. Someone else in the bar says the guy punched Dean cuz he reminded him of the guy his wife left him for. Dean and the guy who punched him take the fight outside and Dean easily beats him. At first, he seems to graciously accept his defeat and reaches a hand up for Dean to pull him up off the ground. But as he does so, the guy stabs Dean in the stomach. An ambulance comes while the guy is held back by other people from the bar.

2. The second fic is wincest. Dean and Sam had sex, but Sam reveals that he doesn't actually feel that way about Dean and he only had sex with him cuz he wanted to do something for Dean. Sam sees no problem with it and wants to continue doing it, but Dean is appalled and refuses. Later, Dean flirts with a witness and Sam gets jealous and realizes he does feel that way about Dean.
03 June 2017 @ 07:33 pm
looking for a fic where sam and dean are in a bar and dean is sitting on sams lap and there is a hole in his jeans and sam fucks him through it.
03 June 2017 @ 10:08 am
Hello everybody!
I am looking for a fic that I do not remember much but I know it has "secret desire" and "ring" in it. I think that Dean had been cursed so he had to have sex, to be top and bottom. Before, Sam and he had sex but always with Dean on the bottom. Sam wanted to try the other way but Dean didnt want to hurt him. Dean`s secret desire was to be fu... by John, Sam by Dean and John to f... Dean but nobody wanted to admit. Sam and Dean tried to have sex with a prostitute but didn`t work. In the end John , Sam and Dean had all together sex and cure Dean. Dean in the middle, John top, Sam bottom.
I know it's complicated but this is the only thing I remember. The ring sign was on dean stomach and disappeared when the curse was broken. I think.
Hello my awesome fandom. I am going to be away from internet for around 20 days, I know tragedy, so I am hoarding Fics.

-What I feel like is a kid fic but I want to see the kids interact with J2 parents when they are babies but also as teens. Only finished fics please.

-As for the specific fic I don't remember much, but it was J2 and they were running away from someone for some reason. I guess right after their wedding (not sure if true) they are run over a cliff. I remember it being icy and covered in ice. It might have even fall in to a icy lake. It's been like 5 years I think at least since I read it.

thank you. have a rocking day
03 June 2017 @ 01:58 am
Hi guys, so I was wondering if you could help me out again.
I'm looking for two things in specific that have been driving me crazy the last few days. So here it goes :)

1) I'm looking for a general search of Dean/ Sam or Jensen/ Jared fics that include Sam/Jared being the beautiful, pretty, everyone is dazzled by his looks kind of guy. So beautiful that Jensen/Dean cannot help but fall for them and maybe even pin after them. An example of this would be Best Served Cold by the talented Fatebegins.
If Jared/Sam has an omega, kinda cutesy attitude like in Entwined Branches (really recommend the fic for those who like bottom omega Jared) then, even better. I would really appreciate if it is a bottom Sam/Jared fic too.
I know that Dean/Jensen is usually the pretty one, so this makes the search a bit difficult, but I'm really looking forward to all you guys can offer me :)

2) So this is a fic called Meet Cute that I read a while back, but can't seem to find anywhere now. It was Jensen/Jared and they met, were true mates, and, you know, knot in a park.

Thank you so much for your help!
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