03 April 2017 @ 01:36 pm
Here's what I remember ( I only read it once, so there isn't much to go on):

It was an au fiction, where Dean was apparently killed during an explosion at the end of some battle that averted the apocalypse. Dean's body was never found. Sam went to live with Amy (or Amelia?). At some point, Sam had dreams (or something) and left Amelia to search for Dean, and found him in Mexico (or South America?), living in a convent. Dean thought his own name is Sammy, and his behavior suggests brain damage. Sam brings Dean home to Amelia, and in the end, it turns out that Dean wasn't brain damaged at all. It was just severe memory loss...

That's the bare bones of it. If you've read it and know the name of it, I'd greatly appreciate it.
11 February 2017 @ 08:09 pm
I've love some amnesia fic recs for J2 and/or Wincest. I don't care who has the amnesia. The longer the fic, the better. No Destiel please.
Hello! Been looking for these fics for a while and finally got up the courage to post.

1. This one is a Destiel AU in which Dean is really close friends with Cas and they both are mutually pining for each other and Dean is under a lot of stress mostly due to John. Dean is working in Bobby's shop and since he's so stressed out he gets careless and ends up being pinned under a car or large toolbox. He is found by Bobby and taken to the hospital. When he wakes up in the hospital he has amnesia and doesn't remember anyone, but he definitely knows he's attracted to Cas and wonders if he's his boyfriend. Dean eventually gets his memory back, tries to deny his feelings, but eventually gives into them and it's a happy ending.


2. I don't remember much about this one but it is a Destiel high school AU that involved Dean bullying Cas and then them eventually getting together. Dean may have had some stuff going on in his home life or denial of his homosexual feelings that made him act that way? There was also a sequel (I think) where all of Cas's siblings hate Dean for bullying Cas before they got together and didn't understand their relationship which made Dean's self-loathing kick in. I also think Dean had some sort of confrontation with Gabriel at some point. Everything gets worked out in the end.

3. I have been searching for download links for all 4 books of Bloody_Adorable and evil_twin's Smoke & Lightning 'verse, which is a J2 AU fic, and all the links I've come across have been broken. Does anyone happen to know where to find working links to all 4 books or have copies they'd be willing to share?


Thanks! :)
Looking for a fic where Sam and Dean are hunting a ghost. They call Bobby for info, and when he hears what town they're in, he rushes to join them. The boys don't remember being there before, but they were when John and Bobby were on a hunt. Flashback has a pedofile ghost going after Dean in their hotel room, because he's trying to protect Sam. He makes a deal that if he doesn't fight, he won't hurt Sammy. Dean doesn't remember it in the present, but Bobby suspected more happened than Dean admitted to at the time. Somehow, the ghost is back, maybe? I think they had to kill it again in the present. Any help? I wanna say the title is the name of the town, but I'm not certain. Gen fic, case fic.
Hi! I'm looking for 2 separate specific fics, both involving Sam & Dean, probably Gen although maybe Sam/Dean.

1) A casefic set in Season 1-3, I believe, when Sam's psychic powers were still active but before Cas/Ruby become involved. Sam has some sort of vision or premonition about a woman who's in danger (in a vision, he sees her involuntarily commit suicide due to some supernatural influence) in a town somewhere in the Midwest or East Coast (I think). I don't remember why, but Sam hesitates to tell Dean this. Instead, he convinces Dean to come with him to this town on a thin lead regarding a water monster in a lake or river nearby. Dean doesn't believe him from the jump and knows Sam's hiding something, but trusts Sam enough to play along, although he's not happy about it. Sam finds the woman (who I think is a divorce attorney or something), through the help of a local diner waitress, and visits her on his own while he sends Dean off to do more research on the fictional water monster. Turns out, the water monster is real and the boys eventually take it out. Sam then sneaks off on his own again to help the woman; he stays at her place overnight and somehow prevents the supernatural influence from causing the woman to commit suicide. Dean keeps calling Sam's phone as he doesn't know where Sam is, but Sam again being sneaky doesn't call back until he saves the woman. At the end of the fic, in a token of gratitude, the woman invites Sam and Dean to have dinner at her house. This fic is probably moderate length (at least a few thousand words) and had, I think, 3-4 sections/chapters, and I think I read it on LJ or Dreamwidth.

2) Fic set in a post-apocalyptic world where human civilization is rebuilding itself, and the Winchester boys have become myth/legend for saving the world. Dean and Sam have become separated and Dean lost his memories somehow. It's written from Dean's POV but his name isn't mentioned because he doesn't remember who he is, and we only know based on description of his physical appearance and other hints. He seems like a storyteller/seer-type figure to the people around him. At the end, Sam comes and finds him, and I think I remember that Sam touches Dean's face, which is when Dean remembers who they both are. This fic is shorter (maybe 1-2 sections/chapters on LJ or Dreamwidth).

I've gone through all my bookmarks, sifted through my history for the last several months trying to find these stories but somehow I can't find them. Any help would be appreciated; these fics were beautifully written and I'd love to read them again. Thanks so much!!
03 July 2016 @ 01:48 pm
Hi! So the first fic is an AU set during season 9 after Sam discovers Dean "tricked" him into saying yes to Gadreel. In the fic, Dean and Sam are mates but once Sam finds out about everything, he begins to unintentionally sever the bond between himself and Dean causing Dean to become sick. Dean eventually decides to kill himself to allow Sam to mate with someone else but Castiel intervenes before it is too late.

The second fic takes place earlier in the Supernatural timeline. I remember Dean named his teddy bear FUBAR after he mentally regresses to the mind frame of a child after a traumatic event. There's also a firefighter that Dean becomes close to during the story.

27 June 2016 @ 11:53 pm
So I read this fic ages ago and it's driving me crazy that I can't find it. It involved Dean somehow losing his memory and being taken in by a church where he becomes a priest (or at least the church allowing him to remain there until he regained his memory). Enter Sam who was trying to track his brother down and finds him in the church. I'm not sure about the exact details about what happens next, but I'm pretty sure it involves Sam trying to jog Dean's memory (wincest ensues?), and the fic ends with Dean finally regaining his memories and him and Sam reuniting properly again (I think). I'm pretty sure the entire fic was from Dean's pov. Does this sound familiar to anyone?

On a side note, what are the best wincest/j2 priest!fics you can recommend? (Not priest!kink, but fics where one of the boys are actually priests).

Thank you!

This a story I had about 4 or 5 computers ago and can't seem to find again.  I can't recall which Winchester brother had which role so let's just say it's Sam who's living a normal life with a good job and a beautiful loving wife.  One day Dean shows up at his door and tells him he's living in a fantasy world cooked by a demon posing as his wife.  Can't remember if Sam thought Dean was dead, of if he didn't know him at all.  I think (but I'm not sure) that Dean confronts and finally kills the demon and Sam remembers and goes back to being with Dean (which may or may not be slash).  I've been searching for this one on and off for the last 3 years and really would like to find it again.
I'm going on a long road trip soon and wanted some awesome fics to pass the time! I haven't read a SPN fanfic since March 2014 (ish), so I'm looking mostly for fics created in 2014 or 2015, but that's by no means a rule. These are some of the genres I like, but if you have any angsty/dark/epic personal favorites, feel free to share those, too!

I prefer Wincest and Gen, but will read Destiel, RPS, and OC Romances if the story is really good. I'm cool with very dark fics, and I have no problem with major character death... I like me a good tearjerker. I'd prefer if the fics don't go too AU (unless it's a crossover or something), but again, I'll make exceptions for a good story.

Thank you all in advance! :D

1. Blind!Dean or Blind!Jensen. Or more generally, any fics where Dean/Jensen isn't born disabled, but becomes disabled over the course of the fic. Will read disabled Jared/Sam if the story is good enough.
2. Demon!Dean, especially AUs where Dean wasn't cured in 10x03.
3. Crossovers with Merlin, Stargate (SG1/Atlantis), Star Trek (TOS/TNG/VOY/Movies), Doctor Who, Dark Angel, NCIS, or Fringe.
4. Sam/Jared or Dean/Jensen are transformed into some supernatural creature. I especially love fics where Dean is transformed into an angel or some kind of winged creature... super mega bonus points if you can find one that isn't Destiel.
5. Dean-Is-Michael fics. Also, Dean-Is-[any role Jensen has played in the past] are pretty cool.
6. Amnesia!Dean or Amnesia!Sam.
7. One of the Winchesters is cursed.
8. Any fics where Dean is (willingly or unwillingly) used as a vessel. I kind of expect Destiel in a fic like this, so it's fine in this case.
9. Bodyswap fics!
10. Possessed!Dean
11. Fics where Dean decided to stay young in "About A Boy."
12. Cast-Are-Characters or Cast-Meet-Characters.
13 October 2015 @ 02:29 pm
I am first looking for a story I forget which one
develops amnesia
but sam or dean or jared or jensen dont remember which of
either but one of
them has amnesia maybe after a HUNT. The one with amnesia ends
up having a
small town be protective of him. The other brother comes back for
him in some
form or fashion---waits to see if his brother remember him. I
believe they
catch feelings for each other in the process. Does anyone know
thename. I have come across What Remains. But I dont remember the beginning beginning the way What Remains. Im not sure if its the same fic or there is another fic that involves a small town.

Secondly I am looking for recs for any fics where jared/jensen
close friends and one end up cheating on their wife or girlfriend
oleasure) they are both straight but turn gay for each other. I prefer
only well
written stories. Much like the back story of forever blue on the cold
episode. It can be a fall out with realizing they are gay or a fight
becasue of
fear of facing the truth. Also welcome is dean/sam story (minimum
involed preferabbly) where one treats the other badly because he has
for him or they both aregue or fight because of it VERY
I read this story a long time ago (years I think) so what I can remember is this...

Dean is cursed and doesn't remember that Sam is his brother. The boys go back to Bobby's house to try and fix the curse. At one point Dean offers Sam some kind of meat (a burger maybe?), but Sam refuses and when Dean asks why Sam said he'd know why if he remembered Sam at all. I think this comes from when Sam was tortured by his cousins and one of them tried to literally eat him and he still has the bite marks from it.

I also think Dean didn't really want to remember he had a little brother all that much because he liked being an only child.

This may or may not be me mixing two stories together, so if any of this sounds familiar let me know. Thanks guys!
13 June 2015 @ 12:22 am
Hi! All I really remember is that Dean and Sam were on a case and in a small town bed and breakfast sort of place. The creature they were hunting was possessing Dean or getting into his dreams and he kept passing out. It became harder and harder for him to regain consciousness each time the spirit (?) Went into him. And I think there were amnesia aspects where he would think he was the ghost/spirit/whatever whenever he woke up. There was a scene where Dean said that he was afraid to go to sleep because he didn't know if he was going to remember who he was when he wakes up.

Please help!
06 April 2015 @ 11:28 am
Okay, hopefully you guys can help me out here. I'm looking for 3 specific fics that seem to have gotten lost in my rather enormous stash of fanfiction. Sorry if there's not much to go on here :/

1: In the first fic the boys are hunting and Dean is hit with an amnesia spell and I think it had something to do with the trickster. Dean doesn't remember anything--he forgets that he is Sam's brother and Sam decides not to tell him, which leads to wincest and both boys hunting together. I think in the end the trickster comes back and the truth comes out that Sam and Dean are brothers. Dean is pretty pissed off about that but there is a happy ending.
EDIT: FOUND (by me) Only Sweeter http://archiveofourown.org/works/3188?view_adult=true

2: In the second fic the boys are separated at early age by something. They meet in a bar in some town and Dean was a hooker. Dean thought Sam was a bit young and naive and he tested Sam by having him drink alcohol. Dean was convinced, though, when Sam took out a wad of cash. Sam payed Dean for sex, but Sam surprised Dean when Sam asked Dean to fuck him instead of the other way around. Later, they meet up again and they realize that their memories of being separated match up and that they are brothers, which leads to some angst, but they sort things out. I think Dean was still hunting the supernatural in this one.
EDIT: FOUND (by casey679) How I See You http://archiveofourown.org/works/289522?view_full_work=true

3: The last fic I'm looking for is a slave!Jared fic. The one where Jared is Jensen's childhood companion as a kid and when Jensen goes to college, Jensen's parents send Jared to a slave training institute and Jared performs very well there and Jared is able to go back to Jensen's house on a break. When Jensen finds out what his parents did, Jensen wants to buy Jared back so he saves up money and rushes to the auction where Jared is being sold, but he is too late. Later, Jensen's uncle ends up giving Jared to Jensen as a present at Jensen's dorm door and they finally have sex.
EDIT: FOUND (thank you, phoenix1966!) Jared, All Along http://archiveofourown.org/works/916813?view_full_work=true
30 March 2015 @ 10:21 pm
Hi everybody! So I'm looking for a wincest fic, one where Dean has amnesia. He was living with Lisa and Ben, so this was after Sam had fallen into the pit. When Sam comes back, he disguises himself with magic or an amulet or something and he's working in a coffee shop that Dean goes to everyday.

I think Dean regains his memories/finds out who Sam is and leaves with him? I'm a little fuzzy on the ending.

Thank you in advance if you can help!
18 February 2015 @ 02:33 pm
I'm looking for a story where Dean is cursed into losing his memories. He develops an attraction for Sam and Sam for whatever reason decides not to tell Dean that they're brothers. Sam fends off Dean's advances until he can't. I thought the story might be by RivkaT but I'm not sure. I tried to find it on Ao3. Anyway, by the end, Dean regains his memory and is angry that Sam lied to him. They part ways (temporarily).

Please help!

FOUND: only sweeter
09 December 2014 @ 11:31 pm
So, I'm trying to find this one fanfiction where Dean and Sam are Turned into vampires. Bobby, Ellen, Rufus, and Jo (maybe, not sure) find them and become their Kiss (is that the right word?) after they are seriously wounded. It was a wincest fic and they had almost no memories of John or Mary, but I think that they remember the Impala. Help? It's been driving me nuts, trying to find this stupid fic....
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30 November 2014 @ 01:32 pm
I'm looking for a slash fic where Sam and Dean are at Rufus's cabin (I think) and they find an old cel phone which has Sam and Dean posing as if they were lovers. Cas shows up and tells the guys how he was ordered to remove their affection for each other so they would follow their destiny as the Angels wanted them to. They end up getting their memories I think and become lovers again.

I've looked through the amnesia fic and lost memory fics but haven't found it yet. Can anyone help? Thanks!
06 November 2014 @ 08:28 pm
Specific fic:
Do you know of a fanfic where Dean has powers and it’s like he has a fox inside of him since birth and he put up a wall so he forgot…

Your favoritem fics where Dean has powers.

Thank you, I would appreciate anything you have.
03 September 2014 @ 06:25 pm
I'm looking for a fic where all the children in a small town go missing and one night a badly beaten Dean stumbles out of the forest with all of the town's children that he saved. He doesn't remember who he is and as gratitude, the people of the town give him a place to live and work and they take care of him. Meanwhile, Sam is looking for him and he stumbles across the story in a paper and goes to find Dean, only Dean doesn't remember him, so he makes up a story for the townspeople and befriends Dean so he can help Dean try and get his memory back.

Needless to say, AU.

27 August 2014 @ 05:16 am
During the time Castiel is pulling Dean out of hell, and repairing his soul, the two of them fall in love, but when Dean woke up, he had forgotten Cas and their relationship. Then Cas started trying to make Dean remember.
03 August 2014 @ 11:25 pm
Hello all! :)

I really love amnesia fics, and I am looking for some recs on good amnesia stories. Particularly looking for three types of fics:

1. The memory loss leads to some sort of misunderstanding or general confusion.

2. The amnesia leads to two people realizing their feelings for each other or getting together (Castiel loses his memory, and wakes up thinking he is already in a relationship with Dean or something like that.)

3. One or multiple people lose their memory and it is a challenge to figure out who they really are.

I am interested in anything that fits into one of these categories, in Supernatural or in RPF, any pairing or gen. I just really love this sort of story and would really appreciate anything I can get along these lines.
I'm looking for a fic from around S2-4 that happens in an odd, atmospheric, gray city which is practically a supernatural character in its own right. Dean works in a boring job in an office and seems to have forgotten who he is. Everything is SAD. Sam appears and helps Dean remember. It might have been a curse and the city didn't exist except in Dean's trapped mind, but it might not have been - this is where I get fuzzy.

It might have been wincest, but I don't remember it as explicitly porny. My memory is that it was a rather popular fic at the time and that it was particularly well-written.

Thank you so much!

FOUND: The Common Fate of All by [livejournal.com profile] gretazreta, thanks to [livejournal.com profile] moonlessnightz for the link and to [livejournal.com profile] grasshopr_molly for remembering more details. Oh and it's REALLY GOOD.
Hi, I'm looking for a specific fic that is probably obvious but I swear I can't find it myself. I remember that Dean wakes up in another reality where he is apparently a famous baseball player in Chicago and both his parents are alive. They tell him he has amnesia from a car accident. I remember that the AU!Sam hasn't seen Dean in months and Dean and John drive to Chicago to see him. Is this ringing any bells for anyone? Thank you so much!
I think this was a comment!fic. Sam and Dean decide to take a vacation via amnesia in Season 7 (and immediately decide they're boyfriends when they don't know who they are, of course). They run into Dick, and when Crowley finds them he's very upset that he'll be seeing them for eternity.

This was very cute and funny and I want to find it again!


FOUND! Sam/Dean have amnesia and the rest is Wincestory: http://glovered.livejournal.com/47353.html?thread=472057#t472057
Hi all,

I'm looking for a specific fic where Sam is ruling hell. Dean is very important to him, possibly an implied Wincest fic, I can't remember, but there is definitely a very strong bond between the boys. The angels hide Dean, de-age him and Cas and Anna raise him as if they were his parents. Unknown to them, Sam visits Dean in his dreams since warding keeps him from visiting in person, but Dean doesn't know who he is, only that he really trusts him and knows that he would never lie to him. It's a WIP, or it was last I saw it.

Thanks in advance for your help!

Found in the comments: The Second Childhood of Dean Winchester
Thank you rukilovenyappy!
20 March 2014 @ 04:51 pm
Quite recently I've come across a rec (?) new post (?) for an amnesia!Dean story.

It would have had to be fairly new, what I remember is that it was season 9, for some reason Dean lost his memory, and - and this is what attracted me to the story - it's kind of about Sam's struggle in deciding what he should tell Dean about his/their past. Not in a wincesty way, just the whole Gadreel thing I think.

I've checked all my rss feeds, the amnesia!Dean tag on supernaturalstoryfinders and tried to use my google fu, but no luck.

Any one know the story?

Mods, there doesn't seem to be a season 9 tag?

ETA: [livejournal.com profile] wannareadit found it for me :) It's Not Again by chaosgenes.
01 March 2014 @ 08:44 pm
I'm looking for two amnesia fics that I read on fanfiction.net.

1. Dean has amnesia after he was pulled out of Hell. He goes to a diner and is having breakfast when Sam recognises him. Sam thinks Dean is a shapeshifter or something and Dean thinks Sam is a crazy guy. Sam takes Dean to Bobby's. Dean thinks it's a trick and that Sam is trying to kidnap him or something. It is all told from Dean's POV.

2. Sam is believed dead. Dean mourns for several months and stays at Bobby's. He's supported by Bobby, Ellen and Jo. But Sam is actually alive, he is homeless, lost his memory and has a stray dog as a pet. Dean finds him somehow and brings him back home. They are going to start hunting again but Sam wants to bring his dog and Dean doesn't want him to. They have an argument and Dean is jealous that Sam seems to care more about the dog than him. The fic was written before the Season 2 finale.

1. https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4822628/1/The-Obeisance-of-Memory
2. https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4419801/1/Gone
Hey guys, I'm looking for few types of fics
1. I'm craving some Dean hunts alone fics. Can take place in any part of the series.
2. Along those lines, any fics where Dean leaves Sam and hunts and lives his own life for whatever reason, and he never comes back or it takes a lot of groveling from Sam for him to come back.
3. Epic emotionally hurt!dean where he gets lots of support
4. Good Casefics where Dean shows off his smarts or casefics where some previous knowledge he has really helps. Dean is so smart, he thinks outside the box, and he has a lot of little random stuff he knows about. Too many times I see fics where he as treated as not very smart.
5. Amnesia!Dean fics. Any point in the series.
6. Any Dean/Lisa stores. Preferably longer than one-shots. Any point in series as well.
-and dean/lisa where Dean hunts but Lisa is his home base?
-Any post season 6 Dean/Lisa where Dean runs into her again. Or she remembers him.

For all requests: No Limp!Sam, No Slash, Longer is better
03 February 2014 @ 04:53 am
Hello everyone.

I am looking for some good fics.

1.  Sam or Dean have feelings for the other but mistakenly think that the other is involved with Castiel and gets jealous.  Happy endings are a plus.

2.  Sam or Dean temporarily looses their memory and falls for the other.

3  Any first-time Sam/Dean  fics set in seasons eight or nine.  I prefer top!dean, but I'll take top!sam too.

4.  Any fics where one or both of them get off on the fact that they are brothers.  First-times good, but I will read established too.

Thanks guys!!!
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01 June 2013 @ 09:41 am
I’m looking for stories that deal with the problematic side of being allies/friends/more with someone who can alter memories, bend time, etc. (For one thing, the human characters would have to take it on faith that none of the above was happening—there’d be no way to actually tell.)

I’m interested in:

Stories where the issue gets brought up and addressed but no actual memory-altering or other misuse of powers occurs.

Stories where misuse of powers does occur. Could be isolated instances such as making someone forget an argument after the fact (à la Buffy season 6), could be creepy or stalkerish behavior, could be more pervasive and deliberate abuse (assault or severe injury followed by wiping the slate clean)—any degree is fine (as long as it’s presented as at least somewhat problematic, not just written off).

I’m partial to Dean/Castiel and Sam/Gabriel but not picky, although I could see Gabriel as a likely choice for this given power levels and history. Gen or slash is fine, as are other pairings and characters.
02 May 2013 @ 01:32 pm
I'm feeling pretty down today so I'm looking for any great Dean-centric fics out there (with a slice of Dean/Cas). Specifically (with some examples):

1. Dean-centric apocalypse (or something of the sort). Maybe something big's going down and Team Free Will are smack in the middle of it? I'd like Dean's role to be more of the focus of the story but I'll take anything where he's at least a major player. Something glorious like Redemption Road or [livejournal.com profile] starandrea's Sky 'Verse. but don't say Unexpected Destinies, please!

2. Dean (or both the Winchesters) used against Cas. Are there any fics where a villain uses Dean to get to Cas? Or just to get his attention? e.g. Even If It Kills Me by [livejournal.com profile] cymbalism219.

3. Dean losing his memory. Not the bump-on-the-head kind but a I-was-a-hero thing e.g. Ghost Dance by [livejournal.com profile] omphalos or a role reversal of 525, 600 minutes by [livejournal.com profile] oatmeal_queen.

4. Dean suffering from PTSD. I'd love for an outsider!POV of this one (with a stranger noticing his condition) but an exploration of it would be great - or any fic that mentions it, really. I don't mind if finds for this one are gen :)

I'll take AUs for any of them as well as any type of genre. Tearjerkers, death!fics, crack, schmoop ... I'm pretty easy like that ;D
29 April 2013 @ 06:48 pm
So I'm looking for a wincest amnesia!fic. Preferably amnesia!sam but amnesia!dean is welcome, too where the person with amnesia thinks that he's in a relationship with the other and the other keeps pretending that they are and Bobby's involved or something.
I really need to read this!
01 April 2013 @ 12:17 am

I really hope you can help me!

I read this summary of a story and I immediately wanted to read it, but I wasn’t at home so I couldn’t bookmark it and now I cannot find it again…which drives me crazy!

This is what I remember: Dean has lost his memories since he fell out of the window of a tower (without a door?)! I think he is with his family again and tries to live his life as normal as possible. He can’t help but feel that there is something really important he should do/must do/must remember…!? And it was Dean/Castiel!!

I really hope someone recognizes this, even though it is not much I remember.

28 March 2013 @ 09:45 pm
1) Dean is devoted to Castiel (he could be an angel, a demon, another person/hunter or some other creature) for some reason. Castiel could send him on jobs that have Dean massacring Vampire nests or killing werewolves or anything really. Castiel role with Dean is something like a kind mentor / loving employer - or they could be in a relationship. I am currently craving a fic along these lines. It came from this pic [x] Give me many as you can; it'd be awesome if Sam or John or even Bobby find out about this especially after they'd abandoned (not in Bobby's case) him.
Dean and Castiel could be evil or neutral or good. Anything really.

2) Dean in a drag / as a prostitute / pole dancer / dancer / gymnast / ballerina.

3) Dean's hunting family (Bobby, Sam, John mostly) are surprised that Dean is married to Lisa / Castiel / Gabriel. Or he has kids. OFCs / OMCs are so-so.

4) Dean has amnesia and the other Winchesters and their hunting buddies (heck even supernatural beings) find him living his life.

5) Dean has OCD.

6) Dean ends up on the ceiling.

Destiel is preferred. Debriel is fine. Warn me if it's Wincest please.
Slash is preferred. Gen and straight are fine too.
Self-recs are fine too!

Thanks for the help :)
P.S Hope I got the tags right...
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Current Location: At the desk in my room
Current Music: Roost - Angels Calling
I'm looking for fics which address the difference in how obsessed Sam was: a) in finding a cure for Dean in S1's "Faith" b) breaking Dean's deal in S3 c) resurrecting Dean in the gap between S3-4, and his current attitude/choices in the gap between S7-8. Or sometime earlier would be okay too. I just want all those fics that include moments of "we used to love each other so fiercely... what happened to us?"

I'm not looking for character studies.

I mean any fics where Sam is forced to acknowledge the difference, for example:
-either brother is de-aged and only remembers the Sam that adored Dean and would do anything to emulate/protect him
-time travel of some kind; they meet their younger selves, they are body swapped with their younger selves etc.
-selective amnesia
-any similar scenarios caused by magic/MotW etc.

The overall plot line of the fic isn't important, I just want that moment when Sam realises how much he has changed.

A good example of the kind of thing I mean would be this scene in Little Child where Sam wants "the Dean that loves him and isn't angry all the time" back (role-reversed).

No het please; gen or slash. Wincest is fine, as long as there is a clear focus on their relationship as brothers as well as lovers. Destiel is also fine, especially if Cas is the reason why Sam acknowledges the change.

Thank you cuddles in advance for any recs!! :)
21 January 2013 @ 12:23 pm
Specific Fics:
a) Dean and Cas were working together in the Winchester family business of being a private investigation firm thing. Sam comes back to talk with Dean and finds out that Cas is there. Castiel was not happy about Sam leaving Dean alone. I don't remember much but Castiel and Dean were good friends and that Cas was previously employed by the another faculty before coming face-to-face with Dean due to the case where they were after the same boy before Cas decided to switch teams to work with Dean.
This one has been FOUND too!! Yay!

b) It was a curse fic. Dean and Castiel were cursed and they kept transforming every time they slept (I think) and as the curse progresses the more tired they are. They were transformed into rabbits at one point and another they had amnesia and were both in the same bed (alone in the motel room) and they may have hed sex, not sure. Sam and Gabriel save the day at the end.
IT'S BEEN FOUND!! In the comments below!

c) This one is a J2 fic. Jared is the Alpha of his pack and something happens where he is aware of Jensen from another (more brutal) pack where they had him wear a silver collar. They managed to rescue Jensen and then Jared took care of him. Jensen does not see his worth and Jared is certain that he wants Jensen as his mate and Beta. Jensen was given a job at the clinic where he took care of and/or entertained the children while waiting. Misha and Genevieve worked there too. Genevieve was working to sabotage Jensen's relationship with Jared.
FOUND! Found in the comments bellow!

General Fics:
1) Are there any fics where there are fics where Dean is a student at Hogwarts?
2) Mpreg!Dean or Jensen with graphic birth? (If there is Wincest please warn me)
3) Are there fics with Transformed!Dean that is hunted by John Winchester?
4) Fics where Dean suffers the transformation of becoming the things he hunts and dealing with it.

Gen or slash is fine, just warn me (in bold capital letters) if there's wincest. 
Destiel is preferred.
Thanks for your help!
14 December 2012 @ 12:22 pm
Looking for a fix. Dean wakes up one morning and has amnesia. He and Castiel have been together for several years, and I think it is their anniversary. Sam is married with a kid now, and Castiel and Dean often stay at their house.

27 November 2012 @ 11:59 pm
(Apologies if something's wrong - I suck at LJ formatting.)

So I'm looking for stories where Dean and Sam have their memories of Castiel removed by the angels for whatever reason, though obviously not a good one. Eventually, they figure out more or less what happened, and somehow (eventually) regain their memories.

Best if it takes place post-season 7, but that's in no way required.

Destiel, not Wincest, please.

Also, I'd like some Peggy Sue!Dean.Definition/explanation inside the cut )

Again, if the memories could be sent back from sometime post-season-seven, (preferably to sometime during season 4), that would be great.

Destiel here, too, please'n'thanks!
21 November 2012 @ 11:33 pm
Alright, this is an old Wincest fic. At least four years. It was on a black background with bright green text. It was a kind of long fic. I remember they were on a hunt and they were up against this ghost in overalls. And one of them was on a ladder. Something happened and something (a bucket, I think) hit Dean in the head. And he may or may not have been knocked out. He and Sam got together while his memory was gone, and I remember he got it back while they were in the shower together. Then he fell on his butt and called Sam a sick f*ck.

That's really all I remember. I don't even remember how it ends. Or the title. Or who it was by. Or what site it was on. (It wasn't Ff.net or DA though.)

I've been searching for this fic for the better part of two or three years, and I have found absolutely nothing. I do know for sure that it is not "Memories of Me". Dean does lose his memory there, and there is Wincest, but it's not what I'm looking for. I need help, please.

Thank you in advance.
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I liked some fics where Dean, or both Sam and he, is an athlet.
Something alike 'Relative gold' by Dayspring.
It's ok any other job besides the hunt if you want.

I liked also some amnesiac fic (temporary or permanent), and stories centred on the year that Dean spent with Lisa.
Anything with this or similar plots are welcomed to me.

My only request it's for GEN fics, no slash, no wincest.

thanks and happy sunday!  

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09 August 2012 @ 01:47 pm
I'm looking for any fics where either Dean or Cas has amnesia. I don't care if it's or not. Destiel pairing please. Also I'm looking for any fics that start off as Sam/Cas or Sam loves Cas anything like that but does end as a Destiel, Sam can be with anyone. I have read a few but would love to read more.
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04 August 2012 @ 04:16 am
All I can remember is that Dean and Sam were teenagers and John was deaged. Dean had to take care of both of them. I think that the title was 'the kid' or something similar. Also, there was a ghost in the community swimming pool that only John could see? FOUND

Also. I can't find this fic where Sam poisons Dean to get out of the deal, and Dean has to spend months in hell with Lucifer. He calls him Woody, I think. Dean ends up having a kid with him. Also, I don't think Dean could remember who he was when he was in hell. And Sam had a kid with a demon (baby's name was Axel).

14 June 2012 @ 12:17 am
HI! ok I read this story a while back and can't find it now. I was hoping someone could help me out?

In the story Pa Bender hits Dean with his truck and thinks he is his dead brother brought back I believe. I remember that John and Sam end up saving Dean but I think Dean may have amnesia.

I searched all the Benders tags but I couldn't find it there. I can't remember the name of it or the author. I would really like to read it again if someone could please help me find it.

Thanks :)

Found: Silver Ruffian
Thanks everyone
25 May 2012 @ 08:20 pm
I know there is a plethora of amnesia fic out there, but most seem to center around retrograde amnesia. Are there any about anterograde amnesia? Gen, slash, RPF, I don't care. :)
Hello, I'm looking for two specific fics.
The first one is, dean was kidnapped and his memory was manipulated 
The kidnapper - a woman? couple? I'm not sure - missed son(I think their real son was dead), so she-or-they kidnapped dean and make him think he is their son. Meanwhile, Sam and John find out Dean's missing and try to find him. Eventually Sam and John rescued Dean.

The second one is, Sam was studying law in Stanford with full ride but he had hard time because of money. I remember Sam couldn't get enough milk.
One day Dean came up and they talk, argue, the usual brother non-honest conversation, you know what I mean? 
and next day(maybe?) after Dean left, Sam finds out Dean bought groceries, foods, milks, and left him some money.

Both fics are not slash.
Please comment if you know about these fics
Sorry about my rough English. I am not English native speakers.
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13 May 2012 @ 03:48 pm
Dean disappeared when he was around 12. A few years later Sam so a boy Dean in his school and become friends. He was with same bad foster parents. When John met him he recognize Dean but was not sure why Dean didn`t recognize his father. They he told them that he doesn`t remeber anything except he s name and that he is born in January. I think his last name was Hunter. They took him with them without telling him that he is theirs Dean. They went to Bobby for some research. Something like that. Does anybody know the story?
19 April 2012 @ 04:51 pm
I'm looking for this fic and I can't remember the title of it so any help would be appreciated.

Things I remember:

- Sam and Dean are in the Impala, they're both still in High School, I think, and they see a hand come out of the trunk of the car in front. The girl inside had poked out the rear light and had stuck her hand through.

- Dean had Sam call the police while they followed the car and the Impala crashed, before Dean could tell the police the number of the license plate number and Dean lost his memory of the crash.

- John got the call from the police and he found out that his sons were hailed as heroes by the whole town as the recording of the phone call to the police was broadcast on the news and radio. I remember John was very proud of his boys.

- Dean, Sam and John went with the police to reconstruct the accident in the hopes that it would jog Dean's memory.

- The girl inside the trunk was rescued, insisting that there was someone in the trunk with her and she invited Sam and Dean to a party to thank them. She found out about them hunting and she helped them do research into who her kidnapper was.

- The car belonged to a murderer who had kidnapped and murdered various girls before selling it on to the would be kidnapper.

Thank you in advance.

EDIT: Found! It's called It's Less Traveled By by Mirrordance Thanks to the awesome [livejournal.com profile] heavenli24 who found it.
Hi I'm new, and Trying to find Gen stories of Dean for...

1) Dean has an illness,it ether makes him very weak for ever or he dies.
from WeeCheter to current age -no older-
(No Wincest or Destiel, Please)

2) Very Sad Death Fic,hopefully dieing for Sam,but any Sad Death fic will do
no Suicide!fic, only if he has to do it like in WIAWSNB
(No Wincest or Destiel, Please)

3) Dean as a ghost/spirit
from WeeCester to current Age -no older-
(No Wincest or Destiel, Please)

4) Sad Demon!Dean fic (No Wincest or Destiel, Please)

5) any Blind,Mute,Deaf (No Wincest or Destiel, Please)

6)Dean Crazy/ in a mental institution (No Wincest or Destiel, Please)

7) Dean never was born,but Sam is (No Wincest or Destiel, Please)

8) you're recommendations,you see what im looking for, what else do you think i'll like (No Wincest or Destiel, Please)

I really appreciate, for any help I get,thanks everyone