Hi to all you great people!

I'm looking for:

1) A fic where Sam was abducted and taken to a lab or place where they experimented with psychic kids. I remember there was another kid who they let wander more freely because he was harmless, but Sam tgey kept restrained.
It was kid or teen Sam, with Dean and John looking for him.

2) A fic (short, I believe) wehere Sam has amnesia, somehow he's taken by a female vampire but eventualy she takes him to an old lady's place. Because they don't know his name, the lady gives him a new one each day (or week, perhaps?). At some point he's in a church and prays so Cas is able to find him and ehen Sam sees Dean everything comes back (I think it all made him throwup)

Also, any similar stories are very welcome!!!
Thanks! :)
11 February 2017 @ 08:09 pm
I've love some amnesia fic recs for J2 and/or Wincest. I don't care who has the amnesia. The longer the fic, the better. No Destiel please.
14 November 2016 @ 11:12 pm
Okay, so a while ago I remembered two Sam/Gabriel fics, and wanted to reread them and looked everywere for both with no luck!

1) One of them was a completely human au, and had Gabriel as a nurse or doctor. He met Sam when Sam was hit by car, lost all of his memories, and was basically a child again. With no known family and Sam unable to tell them anything Gabriel takes him home to take care of them.

2)The second one was a short fic, and included Sam as a dying incubus. He was still a virgin in the fic and was coming to the point where he need to have sex or die, but was with Gabriel who just told Sam he was asexual, but they end up having a little bit of fun anyway.

I'm almost 99.9% sure both these fics were on Archiveofourown, and any help would be extremely welcome!

Also,if you have any short Sam/Gabriel, feel free to drop some links to those as well!
28 September 2016 @ 10:58 am
I'm looking for this fic but I don't remember the title or the author are, I hope you can help me find it. And oh, it's bottom!Dean.

In the fic, Sam and Dean (though brothers) become lovers recently, but something happen and Sam woke up with amnesia, didn't remember anything at all, even his own name. When he saw Dean, he instantly got weird and horrible feelings and it hurt him. Because these feelings, he thinks he actually hate Dean, and didn't believe at all when someone (I think it's the doctor) introduce Dean as his brother. And so begin their new life that full of hurting and sadness (on Dean's part). Dean didn't tell Sam that they're also lovers, and no one knows that they're lovers. But someday, he got revelation from someone (I think it's Catiel) and he recognize that the feelings he have around Dean is love, but not love for a brother but for a lover. He got confused and insecure, because he know that Dean loves Sam (as brother) but he didn't know if Dean love him now. He then talk to Dean about his amnesia and if Dean want Sam's memories back. After pressured, Dean admitted that he wanted Sam's memories to come back, and Sam got jelaous of the old Sam and felt hurt because he think that Dean wanted them become just brothers and Sam didn't want Deam become his brother but his lover. And cue the love confession with bitterment and possessiveness and obsessiveness, followed by Sam raped Dean. After that Dean said that Sam didn't have to do that, that they're already lovers. Because his shock, Sam got his memories back and blamed himself and fell into despair (I don't remember the continuation, though I think the fic got happy ending).
This a story I had about 4 or 5 computers ago and can't seem to find again.  I can't recall which Winchester brother had which role so let's just say it's Sam who's living a normal life with a good job and a beautiful loving wife.  One day Dean shows up at his door and tells him he's living in a fantasy world cooked by a demon posing as his wife.  Can't remember if Sam thought Dean was dead, of if he didn't know him at all.  I think (but I'm not sure) that Dean confronts and finally kills the demon and Sam remembers and goes back to being with Dean (which may or may not be slash).  I've been searching for this one on and off for the last 3 years and really would like to find it again.
28 February 2016 @ 07:11 pm
Hey all you you helpful people!

I'm looking for a fic where Dean was dying and Sam made a deal with a demon to save his life. The deal was that they both had to forget they were ever "together" and Dean would live. But, the demon erases Sam's memory but not Dean's. Dean ends up in New Orleans and lives with an old lady, helping rebuild after Katrina (I think) and he bartends. Sam is with Jess. There is a couple that Dean works with and the wife wants to see Dean and her husband together, can't recall their names. Sam accidentally runs into Dean at the bar and they end up back together, eventually.

I thought this was cha/brie, but I've searched and can't find it in their fics.


Thanks so much!
10 January 2016 @ 10:51 pm
I read it a few months ago. First off it's teenchesters I remember that Sam got hurt on a hunt and he was found on the side of the road (I believe). He gets amnesia from the incident and doesnt remember Dean or John -obviously- and he is put into the foster system not before someone a nurse (I believe) names him Jason. PLease if anyone can help me find it I would greatly appreciate it, thanks.
I'm going on a long road trip soon and wanted some awesome fics to pass the time! I haven't read a SPN fanfic since March 2014 (ish), so I'm looking mostly for fics created in 2014 or 2015, but that's by no means a rule. These are some of the genres I like, but if you have any angsty/dark/epic personal favorites, feel free to share those, too!

I prefer Wincest and Gen, but will read Destiel, RPS, and OC Romances if the story is really good. I'm cool with very dark fics, and I have no problem with major character death... I like me a good tearjerker. I'd prefer if the fics don't go too AU (unless it's a crossover or something), but again, I'll make exceptions for a good story.

Thank you all in advance! :D

1. Blind!Dean or Blind!Jensen. Or more generally, any fics where Dean/Jensen isn't born disabled, but becomes disabled over the course of the fic. Will read disabled Jared/Sam if the story is good enough.
2. Demon!Dean, especially AUs where Dean wasn't cured in 10x03.
3. Crossovers with Merlin, Stargate (SG1/Atlantis), Star Trek (TOS/TNG/VOY/Movies), Doctor Who, Dark Angel, NCIS, or Fringe.
4. Sam/Jared or Dean/Jensen are transformed into some supernatural creature. I especially love fics where Dean is transformed into an angel or some kind of winged creature... super mega bonus points if you can find one that isn't Destiel.
5. Dean-Is-Michael fics. Also, Dean-Is-[any role Jensen has played in the past] are pretty cool.
6. Amnesia!Dean or Amnesia!Sam.
7. One of the Winchesters is cursed.
8. Any fics where Dean is (willingly or unwillingly) used as a vessel. I kind of expect Destiel in a fic like this, so it's fine in this case.
9. Bodyswap fics!
10. Possessed!Dean
11. Fics where Dean decided to stay young in "About A Boy."
12. Cast-Are-Characters or Cast-Meet-Characters.
12 August 2015 @ 06:59 am
Basically a while ago (unfortunately before I got into the habit of saving my fics) I read this one story where Sam lost his memory. I cant remember how or why. But he wakes up to Dean and assumes they're married which Dean doesnt deny. They fall in love with tons of angst from Dean who feels guilty, and then Sam finds Out they are brothers but he doesnt care, he's just afraid to lose Dean.
Castiel and Ana were involved.
and I also seem to remember that Dean had a hole done in the middle of the living room which was where he put all their hunting stuff.

Long I know, but if you could point me in the right direction I'd be very grateful.
09 December 2014 @ 11:31 pm
So, I'm trying to find this one fanfiction where Dean and Sam are Turned into vampires. Bobby, Ellen, Rufus, and Jo (maybe, not sure) find them and become their Kiss (is that the right word?) after they are seriously wounded. It was a wincest fic and they had almost no memories of John or Mary, but I think that they remember the Impala. Help? It's been driving me nuts, trying to find this stupid fic....
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30 November 2014 @ 01:32 pm
I'm looking for a slash fic where Sam and Dean are at Rufus's cabin (I think) and they find an old cel phone which has Sam and Dean posing as if they were lovers. Cas shows up and tells the guys how he was ordered to remove their affection for each other so they would follow their destiny as the Angels wanted them to. They end up getting their memories I think and become lovers again.

I've looked through the amnesia fic and lost memory fics but haven't found it yet. Can anyone help? Thanks!
03 August 2014 @ 11:25 pm
Hello all! :)

I really love amnesia fics, and I am looking for some recs on good amnesia stories. Particularly looking for three types of fics:

1. The memory loss leads to some sort of misunderstanding or general confusion.

2. The amnesia leads to two people realizing their feelings for each other or getting together (Castiel loses his memory, and wakes up thinking he is already in a relationship with Dean or something like that.)

3. One or multiple people lose their memory and it is a challenge to figure out who they really are.

I am interested in anything that fits into one of these categories, in Supernatural or in RPF, any pairing or gen. I just really love this sort of story and would really appreciate anything I can get along these lines.
I think this was a comment!fic. Sam and Dean decide to take a vacation via amnesia in Season 7 (and immediately decide they're boyfriends when they don't know who they are, of course). They run into Dick, and when Crowley finds them he's very upset that he'll be seeing them for eternity.

This was very cute and funny and I want to find it again!


FOUND! Sam/Dean have amnesia and the rest is Wincestory: http://glovered.livejournal.com/47353.html?thread=472057#t472057
22 March 2014 @ 11:46 am
So ages ago on FF I read a really long fic that was set when Sam was about seven or eight and he gets kidnapped. He manages to get away from his kidnapper and he gets found in the road by a couple named Hannah and Jared. I think he has amnesia and other injuries. I think the couple end up taking him home and then John and Dean show up looking for him.
Any help is greatly appreciated.
01 March 2014 @ 08:44 pm
I'm looking for two amnesia fics that I read on fanfiction.net.

1. Dean has amnesia after he was pulled out of Hell. He goes to a diner and is having breakfast when Sam recognises him. Sam thinks Dean is a shapeshifter or something and Dean thinks Sam is a crazy guy. Sam takes Dean to Bobby's. Dean thinks it's a trick and that Sam is trying to kidnap him or something. It is all told from Dean's POV.

2. Sam is believed dead. Dean mourns for several months and stays at Bobby's. He's supported by Bobby, Ellen and Jo. But Sam is actually alive, he is homeless, lost his memory and has a stray dog as a pet. Dean finds him somehow and brings him back home. They are going to start hunting again but Sam wants to bring his dog and Dean doesn't want him to. They have an argument and Dean is jealous that Sam seems to care more about the dog than him. The fic was written before the Season 2 finale.

1. https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4822628/1/The-Obeisance-of-Memory
2. https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4419801/1/Gone
03 February 2014 @ 04:53 am
Hello everyone.

I am looking for some good fics.

1.  Sam or Dean have feelings for the other but mistakenly think that the other is involved with Castiel and gets jealous.  Happy endings are a plus.

2.  Sam or Dean temporarily looses their memory and falls for the other.

3  Any first-time Sam/Dean  fics set in seasons eight or nine.  I prefer top!dean, but I'll take top!sam too.

4.  Any fics where one or both of them get off on the fact that they are brothers.  First-times good, but I will read established too.

Thanks guys!!!
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01 February 2014 @ 03:57 pm
I'm looking for a specific story that hopefully I didn't just imagine. Sam (somehow--I can't remember) escaped from the cage and returned to earth. Because of his trauma, he had amnesia and basically wandered around homeless. Somehow Dean found him (I don't think he was looking for Sam, possibly crossed paths while hunting something with Bobby). And I vaguely remember Sam and Dean staying in the same motel, but different rooms. I couldn't say whether Sam was staying there and that is where Dean found him, or if Dean found him and gave him a place to stay and rest up.
Thanks for your help! I know that if this is a real story, that someone knows about it. I am positive that this is a gen story and probably was on ff.net.
02 January 2014 @ 06:03 pm
Does anybody know any good stories where
1) Sam was raised by Azazel/Lilith/Lucifer or someone like that but isn't (completely) evil? It's fine if he's misguided or something but not cruel and evil.
2) Azazel/Lilith/Lucifer/someone like that messes with Sam's memory to make him do what they want and Dean or John has to fix it?

Thanks in advance!
17 November 2013 @ 12:20 pm
So I'm looking for a fic I read quite a while ago that I can't remember the name of or who wrote it. It's basically where after an accident on a hunt Sam is in a coma and Dean is looking after him in a cabin in the woods, and when Sam wakes up he doesn't remember anything and assumes that he and Dean are married instead of brothers. Then at some point in the middle Sam finds an old cell phone and calls Bobby and the truth comes out. I think Anna was his guardian angel and helps him remember about hunting and everything. That's pretty much all I remember of the fic, so if you can help, thanks in advance!
01 June 2013 @ 09:41 am
I’m looking for stories that deal with the problematic side of being allies/friends/more with someone who can alter memories, bend time, etc. (For one thing, the human characters would have to take it on faith that none of the above was happening—there’d be no way to actually tell.)

I’m interested in:

Stories where the issue gets brought up and addressed but no actual memory-altering or other misuse of powers occurs.

Stories where misuse of powers does occur. Could be isolated instances such as making someone forget an argument after the fact (à la Buffy season 6), could be creepy or stalkerish behavior, could be more pervasive and deliberate abuse (assault or severe injury followed by wiping the slate clean)—any degree is fine (as long as it’s presented as at least somewhat problematic, not just written off).

I’m partial to Dean/Castiel and Sam/Gabriel but not picky, although I could see Gabriel as a likely choice for this given power levels and history. Gen or slash is fine, as are other pairings and characters.
Hello hello, hope you're all doing well. So, I've devoted a few good hours to searching for this fic both on lj and ao3, but the problem is my recollection of it is so damn foggy that I'm honestly hoping someone here is a mind-reader.

Posted many years ago, very likely on lj, either epic-length or definitely well past 10k length-wise. Essentially, Sam and the rest of Hell's Chosen spent a great deal of time wreaking havoc on Earth after being unleashed by whoever, mass torture, destruction, so on and so forth, having a grand ol' time. Somehow, Sam then reverts back to his old self (I can not for the life of me remember if/how Dean was involved in the whole story, or even if it was a gen!fic or wincest or whatever) and then travels across the States with whoever, all the time being unable to remember exactly what he had done under the influence, cue angst!Sam, guilt!Sam, etc.

The only part that I remember quite clearly (and if you do come across this fic later on, please read it, it's a fabulous piece) is that Sam and whoever he had been travelling with post-recovery come upon these bands of survivors all over the States, and in one of these groups he finds a woman who is so terrified of and spiteful to him he's almost lynched by her group. Turns out he came through her town when all hopped up on his demon juice and did something horrifying to her (cut out her tongue? who even knows). Really epic description where he has to reconcile his current identity with the atrocities he'd committed in the past.

I know this is a shot in the dark, but thank you for indulging me anyways. :)

N.B. But hey, if you know of a good apocalyptic ?au, I'm all ears. Have to fill the hole in my heart somehow if I never manage to track down this fic.

Thanks again!

ETA: Found! http://www.fanfiction.net/s/3424898/4/When-Heroes-Go-Down-They-Go-Down-Fast by buffyaddict. Thank you, [livejournal.com profile] m14mouse!
29 April 2013 @ 06:48 pm
So I'm looking for a wincest amnesia!fic. Preferably amnesia!sam but amnesia!dean is welcome, too where the person with amnesia thinks that he's in a relationship with the other and the other keeps pretending that they are and Bobby's involved or something.
I really need to read this!
10 April 2013 @ 08:17 pm

I just re-watched all of Season 6, and I'm looking for first-time souless!Sam/Dean, preferably with aftermath. I don't know of a specific fic, but the idea that they do things for the first time when Sam is altered, and that Sam then forgets is when he gets it's soul back—I know you, Supernatural! Someone must have written this.


I'm looking for fics which address the difference in how obsessed Sam was: a) in finding a cure for Dean in S1's "Faith" b) breaking Dean's deal in S3 c) resurrecting Dean in the gap between S3-4, and his current attitude/choices in the gap between S7-8. Or sometime earlier would be okay too. I just want all those fics that include moments of "we used to love each other so fiercely... what happened to us?"

I'm not looking for character studies.

I mean any fics where Sam is forced to acknowledge the difference, for example:
-either brother is de-aged and only remembers the Sam that adored Dean and would do anything to emulate/protect him
-time travel of some kind; they meet their younger selves, they are body swapped with their younger selves etc.
-selective amnesia
-any similar scenarios caused by magic/MotW etc.

The overall plot line of the fic isn't important, I just want that moment when Sam realises how much he has changed.

A good example of the kind of thing I mean would be this scene in Little Child where Sam wants "the Dean that loves him and isn't angry all the time" back (role-reversed).

No het please; gen or slash. Wincest is fine, as long as there is a clear focus on their relationship as brothers as well as lovers. Destiel is also fine, especially if Cas is the reason why Sam acknowledges the change.

Thank you cuddles in advance for any recs!! :)
27 November 2012 @ 11:59 pm
(Apologies if something's wrong - I suck at LJ formatting.)

So I'm looking for stories where Dean and Sam have their memories of Castiel removed by the angels for whatever reason, though obviously not a good one. Eventually, they figure out more or less what happened, and somehow (eventually) regain their memories.

Best if it takes place post-season 7, but that's in no way required.

Destiel, not Wincest, please.

Also, I'd like some Peggy Sue!Dean.Definition/explanation inside the cut )

Again, if the memories could be sent back from sometime post-season-seven, (preferably to sometime during season 4), that would be great.

Destiel here, too, please'n'thanks!
26 October 2012 @ 09:38 am
Getting back into Supernatural after a couple years means that I'm remembering a lot of fics I read and searching despretly.

1.Destiel from Castiel’s Pov about falling in love with Dean. When Dean is in the angel’s green room he says he wants to go for a walk and Castiel says “I’ll go with you” thinking about a romantic walk with Dean.

2.Sam commits suicide but because he does it before he frees Lucifer he ends up in heaven. Might be gen. Not sure. (Livejournal)

3.Dean thinks that Sam left him but it was actually Dean that left Sam. (Sam/Dean slash I think)

4.Sam gets captured by a witch who tries to bind her to him but Dean and Ruby interrupt. Ruby want to bond with Sam but Dean kills her. At the end it talk about Sam moving things with his mind and Dean going all caveman. Wincest. (Fanfiction.net) FOUND http://xela-fic.livejournal.com/55957.html.

5.Sam leaves Dean to take care of the demon so they can be happy together. He leaves Dean a flash drive with stuff on it. After a year Dean opens a file that says turn around and Sam is there. Wincest. (Sam/Dean slash)

6.Sam wakes up with amnesia after Lucifer is defeated. He ends up thinking he and Dean are married. Wincest. (Livejournal) FOUND http://blynnk.livejournal.com/59109.html.

25 May 2012 @ 08:20 pm
I know there is a plethora of amnesia fic out there, but most seem to center around retrograde amnesia. Are there any about anterograde amnesia? Gen, slash, RPF, I don't care. :)
28 December 2011 @ 06:59 pm
I have come across two really good fics, What Remains by [livejournal.com profile] walkawayslowly, and Memories of Me by [livejournal.com profile] gillianinoz. Both stories use the idea of a supernatural force temporarily erasing Dean’s memory, leaving him free of his lifelong emotional baggage, stripped of his typical defense mechanisms and able to see Sam as something other than his little brother.  Of course, since both these stories are also NC-17 Wincest, the crap hits the fan when Dean regains his memory.

Now my appetite is whetted for more amnesia fics (and yes, I am scrolling through this site's amnesia tag in the meantime.) They don’t have to be Wincest, although I’m obviously open to those. It also doesn’t have to be Dean who’s affected; the idea of a Sam who’s not wringing his hands over his destiny, who’s not afraid every person he falls in love with will die, and who thinks being psychic is cool also sounds like a nice change.  And are there any fics where the memory loss is permanent?

I once read a story where some curse or other forced Dean to tell the truth, and of course Sam took full advantage and asked Dean all kinds of personal questions. I’m not looking for this story in particular, but I was wondering if there are more "forced to tell the truth" fics out there (I don't see a tag for that.) Once again, it doesn’t have to be Dean who’s afflicted, and I like both gen and slash.

Thanks for any and all help finding some good ones.
27 December 2011 @ 12:52 pm
 Hello my darlings ,
 I was wondering if someone out there could help me find a fic?

It is a Lucifer/Sam Dean/Sam pairing. Lucifer wears Dean's face, Sam knows it but he is okay with it because he misses Dean. While wearing Deans face, Lucifer falls in love with Sam.>>Ffwd, Lucifer calls Dean out on the battle field, he blames Dean for Sam's...idk death or something (I cant remember). He tells Dean that it's all his fault that Sam is broken, but it's okay because hes gonna take good care of him. Lucifer tricks Dean into locking Sam in the cage with him. In the cage Lucifer wraps Sammy in his grace and exchanges his love, so Sam comes to love Lucifer. They only have each other. Of course Dean finds a way to spring Sam out of the cage, but Lucifer doesn't let go of Sam willingly so Dean ends up ripping Sammy's soul from Luc and a part of his grace is stuck in Sam. He uses that part to find him when he breaks out. Deans upset because after breaking Sammy free, all Sam can say is Brother, he doesn't remember Dean or his name, only that he's his brother. It makes Dean ANGRY because he is in love with Sam and Sam is made for him, but Sam only cares about Lucifer. I think. Micheal was jealous of Sam cause Lucifer is like pining and, oh crap I can't word it right but the story was flippen beautiful and perfect and I can see this happening ( In my angsting, pinning mind!)

  I've been searching non stop since the summer for this  fic. It was wonderful and sits just in the back of my mind. PLEASE HELP! Thank you >.<
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26 December 2011 @ 02:06 am
Does anyone have At the Heart of Night and Darkness by [livejournal.com profile] kuromatic saved? It's a 50 First Dates based fic (the summary is "What if an accident robbed Sam of his memories? If every time he fell asleep his mind completely erased what happened that day? Would it be possible to build a relationship with a brother he used to know but now has completely forgotten?") and I've heard really good things about it. I'd love love love to read it, so any links or docs or anything at all and I'd be super super grateful. 
So, I usually try to avoid sounding so dramatic but my life lately has been incredibly hard. to be honest I'm cracking a little under the pressure and lately supernatural and spn fic is really the only thing that actually distracts me. For that reason I was hoping that all you wonderful people can help me find more to read! You have never disappointed yet, so here goes! 

(also i hope i got the tags right! mods please help if i messed up!)

here's the request! )
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20 November 2011 @ 12:45 am
Good evening peeps. First I want to appologize because this has probably been asked for a million times and I'm sorry it's been harped on about again, but here I go:

I would love to read some amnesia Sam where his entire momories are wiped clean, I don't think I've read many if any. Extra hugs if:
  • He has a head injury rather than it being something like a spell. Medical rather than supernatural.
  • Wincest but Dean is afraid to tell Sam they have that kind of relaptionship.
  • The whole 'monsters are real and we hunt them' thing is difficult for Dean to explain and for Sam to take in.
  • They still hunt...eventually.

Thanks everyone!
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20 October 2011 @ 01:46 pm
Has any of you managed to save [livejournal.com profile] kuromatic's Wincest fic?

At the heart of night and darkness
What if an accident robbed Sam of his memories? If every time he fell asleep his mind completely erased what happened that day? Would it be possible to build a relationship with a brother he used to know but now has completely forgotten? (Sam POV)

I asked her about it but apparently the fic is deleted, so if any has managed to save it please share.
11 September 2011 @ 07:14 pm
1. Season 6 finale fics, focused solely on Sam and Dean and their relationship, the wall and what they'll do with Cas. That being said I want evil!Cas, protective!dean and someone wonderful, wincesty moments.

2. J2 being broken up cause Jensen cheated. Jared misses him badly, Jensen regrets it. Happy endings only. Heart wrenching is good to a point. ;)

3. Sam and Dean involved in email, texts, instant messaging, etc. 

4. An AU where Sam and Jess live together as roomates, in a suburban area. Dean and John don't know this and are hunting something in the area, knock and the door and meet Jess. From there and on. 

5. Sam gets into an accident while going to Stanford. He doesnt have any idea, so he's a John Doe until otherwise stated. 

What I don't want is any amnesia fics, or the story where Sam gets amnesia and hunts in Europe. I've read it, didn't like it, please don't recc it. 

6. Basic, happy, schmoopy stories with J2 or Wincest, doesn't matter. Just has to be happy and established. 

7. Sam/Jared's wedding being interrupted by Dean/Jensen. One shots only, or few chapters. Nothing too long. Happy endings only. Nothing too heart wrenching. Just plain old, don't marry them, marry me. 

8. Dean and Sam don't grow up together but remember each other. They meet again and hunt together. Basically, an AU of the first season. Except instead of Sam not being a hunter, he was a hunter while growing up. Anything like it?

Thanks guys. 

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11 September 2011 @ 02:46 pm
Hi Everyone,

I am in the mood to read two types of stories.

1) Stories where Dean gets custody of Sam.  John blames Sam type of stories or abuses him.  I would love a protective older brother dean.

2)Stories where someone tries to get in betwen Sam and Dean becuase they want what Sam has (an older brother) or something of that sort.

I love reading hurt, jealous, clingy Sam. So if there is any of those, it is a plus. Any time of illnesses, amnesia, de-aged sam

Please only gen stories.

Thank You in advance. I really appreciate all the help.

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06 September 2011 @ 12:17 am
Hi, it's me. Again. I can't seem to stop asking for fics. 

1. Firrst time Amnesia fic.

-Sam/Dean only.
-Preferably not hundreds of pages long and not too involved in a case.
-Preferably nc17.
-I like it when one of them doesn't believe they're brothers because of how he feels when it comes to his 'brother.' 
-I'd prefer a fic in which there is UST and the other brother not readily returning the feelings and this whole thing is a shock to him but he eventually falls in love too. But I'll take what you give me! 
-I'd love to see the aftermath, once the memories are back. 

I've read a lot of Amnesia fic, so please be generous in your recs! :) 

2. Reclusive J2 AU werewolves. But here's the catch - I want primal werewolves, werewolves that mate because they just have to, it's biology and it's need and they found their mate and they must- none of that fancy new age stuff with taking pills for heat and all that. Don't get me wrong, I love those - but I just want some old fashioned werewolves. And I don't mind knotting! Not at all! 

I read a fic (that I can't seem to find any more) in which Jared goes on a hunt to find his mate and finds his mate in Jensen, a recluse who lives by himself in the woods - they meet in wolf form and they have to mate because they've laid eyes on each other and they're mates. They mate in human form. Then Jensen takes Jared to his reclusive home and they have sexy fun times and getting to know each other times. - THIS IS WHAT I WANT MORE OF. 

- Prefer the meeting and instantly mating 
- Love the aftermath of getting to know each other. 
- Would love you forever if you gave me reclusive J2's! Don't care which one is reclusive, and don't care if they both are! I love the idea of the boys creating their own world and living in it. I don't want them to be afraid of dealing with the outside world - I just want them to be happy in their solitude. :)

I DO NOT want

I want them to be as equal as possible for werewolf fic. I like possessive and claiming, but I don't want a full out toppy or control!alpha. And I don't want a super submissive beta. 

Thank you in advance! :) 
03 July 2011 @ 03:33 am

Sorry if this has been asked for before (though I couldn't find anything along the specific lines I'm looking for.)

But basically I want amnesiac Sam including as many of these things as possible-

Sam forgets everything.

Sam is very frightened, jumpy, etc. But doesn't regress to a child like in Lil Sammy.

Preferably set sometime in s1/2/3 or unknown. (or Stanford era but without Jess.)

*Bonus!* Dean isn't there right away, he doesn't know Sam is hurt until he finds him.

Can be Wincest, AU, Gen, the works!

Sorry for being so picky tonight peoples! Hope you still like me. :D
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11 June 2011 @ 09:21 pm
Hey all!!

So I'm looking for a fic in which Sam ends up not going to Stanford because he gets amnesia somehow and the only thing he can remember is that monsters are real and how to hunt them. He then goes over to Europe to hunt (I think that's how the fic starts out even) and decides to come back to the States for some reason and that's when Dean comes in. And that's all I really remember, other than I know it was on ff.net. Thanks in advance!
I read these two stories once, and lost them before I could save them.  Help!  It's been awhile and it's gotten kind of foggy on which brother plays which role, so when I say Dean does something it could just as easily be Sam.

Story 1: Sam is living the 'white picket fence' life in a nice house with a loving girlfriend or wife.  When Dean shows up at his door one day he either doesn't know who he is or he been out of his life for several years.  Dean knocks Sam out, and when Sam wakes up he's tied to a chair in the basement.  Dean is trying to convince his brother that the happy wife he's been living is only a fantasy put into his head by the demon pretending to be his girl.  (Can't remember if it's Meg or who.)  Sam thinks this dude is crazy, until his girlfriend attacks Dean for interfering in her plans to separate and damn the brothers.

Story 2: I don't remember the reason...a misspoken wish maybe, or an angry demon's curse, but Dean starts losing his five senses one by one, every few days or week.  Hearing, sight, taste, touch, and smell; with his brother taking care of him as he lies in bed, deaf, blind, and basically unable to move.  I think they end up at Bobby's.  I think I remember a scene where Dean suddenly losing one of his senses while he's in the shower, and he's too afraid to react.  (I can't say for sure if this one is slash or gen, but I don't think it's the focus of the story anyway.)
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06 June 2011 @ 02:07 pm
Hello all, this is my first post here. I've been poking around in past searches but really haven't had any luck...

Amnesia!fic is my weakness, my favorite kink/trope, and SPN seems like a brilliant place to find some. However, the searches I've seen on this comm yield mostly Wincest or gen. While I do like gen, I'd love to find some fic with a bit of romance and incest is not my thing. (Only thing I've stumbled across is Two Lost Boys)

So I'm seeking amnesia fic: * Anyone could have it, not necessary Sam or Dean; * Any rating, any genre (including AU or crossovers); * Amnesia can be permanent or temporary

Preferences (but not required if the story is really good):
- Hopeful or happy endings
- Preferred pairings: Gabriel/Sam, Castiel/Dean, Castiel/Sam

Thanks in advance. ♥
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28 May 2011 @ 01:06 am
Hi again lovely storyfinder people!

I've been through pages of amnesia!fics, but I can't see anything as specific as I'm looking for. I want fics where the boys aren't in a relationship prior to having amnesia, but in the aftermath doesn't believe that there's nothing sexual between them. I want stories where one of them (really don't mind which) seduces the other - doesn't matter if they know they're brothers or not at the time.

  • AU is fine, as long as they are definitely biological brothers
  • No non-con/rape,  no Mpreg
  • Long fics preferred, but that's not essential!
  • Completed fics only please
  • Self-recs welcome (I don't know why we have to specify this, but I do it anyway lol)

Many thanks in advance! 

04 May 2011 @ 02:40 am
There are two fics I read ages ago that I would love to read again but I have searched my own bookmarks, as well as tags here, with no luck. I'm hoping someone has a better memory than I do and recognizes either fic.

What I remember... )

Any help finding these fics would be much appreciated!
28 April 2011 @ 02:54 pm
Hello! :)
I have a little weird request I guess, I know I have read a fic dealing w/ hypnotherapy once, and I was wondering if there's more. Like, Sam  going through hypnotherapy either to deal w/ some kind of traumatic experience or to get clues from a memory because he has amnesia or something like that... Possibly w/ a lot angst and if John were involved it'd be even better!
Oh, and self  rec are more than welcome, the only thing I really care about is that it's Sam (or Jared, maybe) that has to go through it
Thanks! :D
20 March 2011 @ 05:32 pm
Hello, it's me again! :D
I recently realized that I'm so into this fandom i doen't even
Anyway, this fandom is so huge and awesome i thought there might be some fics i'd very much like to read, so, i have some requests, my friends:

1) Any fics, much preferably wincest, where Dean is being a huge ass and hurts Sam by doing or saying something, ontly to later realize how much of a dick he'd been and make it up to Sam. A happy-ending wotuld be great :D

2) Maybe a fic where Sam is cursed or something and loses his memory, and Dean suddenly realizes that with Sam not remembering his past or his relationship with Dead, he might develop some dangerously not-quite-brothrly feelings towards Sam. Again with happy-ending :)

3) Any fics where Sam and Dean pretend to be boyfriends? Undercover or something? Kind of cliche, i know, but i can't find anything on the topic, unfortunately...

4) Any fics where Jensen wears reading glasses causing Jared to just lose his shit? Like, with LOTS of lusting on Jared's behalf and with all of it leading to sexytimes? Preferably Botttom!Jensen. Just my recently-developped glasses!kink, i guess...

5) Finally, i want to read some j2 fics that are non-AU and have the long-developing love story in it. I'd like it to be long and well-written and having Jenses (preferably) pining after Jared and the deep emotional side in it, and how the boys finally make it together after all. Are there any fics like that??

Sorry for such a long request listm but i'm totally new to the fandom and i'm so overwhelmed with things i've found this far, that i'm sure this questions will spring up sooner or later so i decided to just ask everything in one post :)
Oh, and self-recs are welcome
Thanks in advance, guys :D
Hi, I'm looking for three specific fics -

1. Second fic in a series, I think. It was about abused!boys - plural, this time. From what I can recall, Adam was living with the Winchesters and John was an abusive father - to all his sons. They'd gotten away from him somehow and were living in Palo Alto (Sam was attending Stanford, I think Dean had found a job there and they were basically raising Adam between them). There was something about John coming back, claiming that he'd cleaned up his act and used the fact that Adam was underage and John his legal guardian to wrest him away from the boys control - there was something about Adam alone with John and being abused again... Sorry, that's about all I remember!

2. Sam never made it to Stanford; he was in an accident while traveling to the school and contacted a serious case of amnesia (from an automobile accident, I think?). After hanging around the mid-Western town he'd been treated in for a family that never came, he threw himself into the only job he remembered - hunting. Flash forward a few years or so when Dean runs into his little brother on a Hunt - only Sam's calling himself Rex, and is seriously not impressed by the man claiming to be his brother.

3. Sam never made it to Stanford; he was cursed by a witch half-way there into becoming a German Sheppard. He also had some kind of psychic link with Dean, and was actually somewhat content with the idea of living the rest of his life out as a dog - that way, he got unconditional affection, soething he's been craving about as long as he could remember.
02 February 2011 @ 10:14 pm
Hey guys!  I am in need of some help!  So i'm in the mood for amnesia!fic, or maybe just stolen memories or something makes them remember things wrong... but the end result needs to be that one of the guys thinks their in a relationship with the other when they weren't before.  This misunderstanding of course will lead to their eventual (can be angsty as hell along the way) happily ever after.  Amnesia, djinn, faeries, a good old fashioned spell or bump on the back of the head... I don't care how they get confused memories, but I want one of them to know the truth but the other doesn't.

This can be either Sam/Dean or Jared/Jensen. 

Now...rec away! 

And thanks in advance!
27 January 2011 @ 11:47 pm
Hello everyone, new poster here. I'm looking for a fic I read a while ago. It had Dean as a reincarnated fallen angel who left heaven after falling in love with Lucifer, only to be betrayed by the angels and had his grace ripped out and hidden away. Lucifer reincarnates as a human to look for his lover but always forgets who he is until he dies. Until Dean makes the deal that brings Sam back (memories and powers of the Morningstar intact). Castiel is set up as the guard on Dean's grace but Sam manages to get it back and thus returns Deans memories to him. I've completely forgotten where I found it, what the title was, or who the author was. I just know that it was a WIP and I want to know if anything more has been written for it.

Thanks in advance!
I read this fic last year, but sadly I didn't track it.
Can anyone please help me find it?

I can't recall whether Sam or Dean is the one lost his memory.
When one lost his memory, the other quit hunting and started a new life in a country cabin with his brother, had grocery delivered to the house or something.
the one lost his memory thought they were lovers, which made the other very guilty.
at some point, bobby found out.
I don't quite remember how the story ends.

oh I remember one of the boys hid their guns under the floor.

sorry my English sucks. I hope that I got myself understood?
please help me! it is really well-written and an awesome fic!
Thank you in advance! thousands of kisses~~

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