Hi everyone, I'm looking for a fic whose title I cannot remember that, if I recall correctly, took place some time after the events of S05E03 "Free to Be You and Me," when Dean told Sam to "pick a hemisphere" after they had learned they were Michael and Lucifer's vessels. I guess it would be considered canon-divergent since Sam and Dean end up not reconciling or getting back together for a year or two, when they accidentally end up on the same hunt-- I think they might have been hunting a vengeful spirit in a barn or something? But the hunt was only a brief part of the story.

Anyway, during the hunt, Sam saves Dean from getting killed, I think, but Dean is still badly hurt, so Sam drives him back to the motel where they both happened to be staying and patches him up. On the way, Dean starts getting curious when he notices Sam's limp, which only becomes stronger when Sam goes out of his way to avoid talking about it, so Dean ended up sneaking into Sam's motel room the next day and saw Sam's prosthetic leg laying on the bed right before Sam came out of the shower. Dean was so shocked he threw up, and Sam ended up explaining that he had been hurt on a hunt (I think?) and had to have his right leg amputated, but didn't call Dean because he didn't think Dean wanted anything to do with him. Dean suggests that they start hunting together as brothers again, but Sam is conflicted because Lucifer has been making his phantom pains worse or something in an effort to force Sam to say "yes" to him, and he's afraid he'll eventually give in to relief the agony, I think?

I'm pretty sure that was more or less it as far as the story goes-- I am almost positive it was a one-shot, and that it was written in third person but in Dean's point of view. If I recall correctly, I read it in a Supernatural community here on LJ, but I'm having no luck whatsoever in tracking it down in any of the comms I belong to, and I didn't see it in the relevant tags here, either, so I don't know if its just been deleted or moved to a different site or what. If anyone can help me out in finding it, I would be so grateful! This is my first post here, so I'm hoping I did everything correctly.

ETA: thanks to the lovely [livejournal.com profile] lennelle the fic has been found! it is "Sufferance" by [livejournal.com profile] utsusemia
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This was a specific fic I remember reading. I remember most of it, just not the title. In the fic the Mark of Cain eventually messes Dean up so much he loses contact with everyone, and everyone sort of lets him (as a side effect of the mark). He goes to Mexico, learns a bit of Spanish, and gets a job where he ends up cutting off his own arm "on accident" to get rid of the mark. Everyone thought it was because he was drunk (Dean is an alcoholic), and eventually Dean ends up going to AA meetings. A lot of the story revolves around him recovering from alcoholism. There's a family living next door to him that he becomes good friends with. Back in America, Sam and his girlfriend (an OC), as well as Charlie and Cas (who is a professor) all hang out once a week for movie night, and they slowly start realizing, wait, why did we lose track of Dean? And they track him down via Charlie's computer skills and Cas's mojo. Dean was going under an alias. Sam and his girlfriend send him an email and go and meet him.

I think it was on Livejournal? I just can't remember the title! Does anyone know it?
23 October 2015 @ 01:15 am
I read a fic the other day where Dean was missing part of his leg and Sam had no idea. It was Standford-era, Dean had shown up and Jess had recently died. He'd lost his leg a year or two before that and never told Sam. They were sharing a motel room on the road and Dean kept changing in the bathroom at night and trying to hide his prosthesis. Sam finally figured it out (and didn't react well) and Dean's leg was swollen and irritated from wearing his prosthesis too much.

I've looked through [livejournal.com profile] hoodie_time and this is driving me nuts, so any help would be appreciated. Please and thank you!
Hello! I'm looking for this one fic I read a while ago, but I can't quite remember the name.

Dean and Cas were in their late teens, and their families met up every year near the beach (I think it was Florida). In years before, Cas had been more quiet in his dress and he had a girlfriend the year previously, but when Dean sees him this year, he's basically gone goth.Sam hangs out with Cas's younger sibling, and Cas takes Dean out to the park on his motorcycle (I think that Cas called Dean princess or something) until they come home when Dean falls asleep. Cas's mom talks to John about Mary who Dean and Sam never talk about. Dean was in the car accident with Mary. Mary died but Dean has an artificial foot, which he is very self conscience about. John takes him to the beach, and Dean and Cas go swimming.

I think it was about three chapters. Does anyone know this?
02 November 2014 @ 09:58 pm
1. Hey, looking for a story i read years ago on fanfiction. I think it was called second chance and it was an AU after season 3. Instead of Dean dying, he was severly wounded and badly scarred and i think he lost an arm too. I remember Sam eventually gets Dean a prosthesis and he uses it to slap a waitress who was previously rude to him when they went to a diner earlier in the story.
Not much but hope its enough for someone to recognise it.

2. Looking for other stories where Dean or jensen has to deal with some sort of facial scarring or the loss of a limb or something along those lines. And Sam, Bobby, Jared or Misha has to help him deal with it.
Can be any pairing- Gen, Dean/Sam, J2, Jensen/Misha. As long as Jensen or Dean is the one with scarring and injury.

3. Any stories where either Dean & Sam, or Jensen & Jared start with a prank war, but a prank goes wrong and either Dean or Jensen ends up injured and Sam or Jared ends up feeling guilty about it.

4. Any stories where Dean & Sam end up running into some of Sam's friends from college and treat Dean as if he's an idiot, either because he dropped out of school or because hes 'pretty', which in their eyes means stupid.
12 April 2014 @ 11:44 pm
I don't remember if it was sam/dean or jared/Jensen. I do remember that sam just got out of prison and didn't have any money besides what his parole officer gave him. He gets on a bus and tries to find a small town. He ends up walking and passes out on deans lawn. Dean wakes up and finds him and takes him to his shop where he is the owner and gives him a job. Dean is a mechanic. I remember dean had lost a foot or something when he was in the army. At some point sam is digging in the dumpster for food because he didn't have any money and didn't want to ask for help. The boys are NOT brothers in this fic.
Any help would be GREATLY appreciated! Thank in advance!

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10 January 2014 @ 02:12 am
I'm looking for some J2 fics which consist of one of the boys getting a permanent disability like becoming paralyzed or having a limb amputated. I want him to be extremely bitter and angry about his situation. Much angst!! I'd like to see the boys become involved after the disability happens. No established relationships, please. I like both AU and Non-au genres. Completed fics only. Thanks for any help!
06 December 2013 @ 06:22 pm
So I've recently developed a craving for Teen!Sam getting his leg amputated. I'd like to see ones where he gets injured on a hunt (maybe has to cuts his own leg off?), but illness is fine too. Bonus points for fics that show how Dean, Sam, and John cope/adapt. No wincest please!
26 June 2013 @ 09:08 pm
I'm looking for a specific story (actually there might be two stories) where Dean lost both legs in the fire when he was 4. The story takes place when Sam's in college and Dean is visiting, and Sam's roommate makes an awkward joke about amputation not knowing Dean's an amputee. I think it might have been over on the hoodie_time comm, but I couldn't find it when I looked just now.

Thanks! :)
09 August 2012 @ 01:21 am
Looking for long fics in which Sam is suffering from either mental or physical long term illnesses. Anything from dyslexia to permanent loss of hearing or limbs.  

I would like John to feature heavily, whether he's really supportive and understands and helps sam or if he's really distant or even neglecting sam.

Lots of angst is a must!

Thanks :-)
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05 August 2012 @ 05:14 pm
Hi everybody,
I just had to find out that my favourite rec-list was taken down :-(
I'm searching for that one story from that list. Dean/Jensen is an amputee and works in his big brothers coffee shop. He meets Sam/Jared and he has to tell him his secret before they can go on their date (ice skating). Sam/Jared is all loving an caring but Dean/Jensen still has some serious doubts about Sam/Jared seeing him naked.
I think there was one part where Dean/Jensen fell down the stairs and I think he named his fake leg.
I know it's not much but maybe somebody will recognize this.
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29 July 2012 @ 01:23 pm
Hi everyone, I'm looking for some hurt Sam (as usual). Gen only please.

I really want, basically, the most brutal stories you've read, extreme injuries, limb loss maybe, surgery, particularly brain surgery but any kind of surgery is fine, just... I don't know, shock me. Make me hide behind my fingers while I read and wince.

Protective frantic Dean is a must, Dean trying to fix injuries or just trying to keep Sam alive until they get to hospital, that kind of thing. Non-con is fine, pre-series is fine, basically anything as long as it's GEN and has epic hurt Sam with big brother Dean. Oh, and no death fic please.

08 June 2012 @ 10:18 pm
Hey People!!!! So i was wondering if you guys knew of any good stories that have paralyzed Jensen or amputee Jensen. I have read some where is is paralyzed and an amputee and i was wondering if there were more out there :)

Thanks in advance!!!!
08 April 2012 @ 11:20 am
1. Sam gets a phone call and finds Dean raped and tied to a bed with a plug in him, Dean is really upset over the plug when Sam tries to remove it. (Did that belong under a cut?)
2. Ones where Dean gets very sick, like one where Dean loses the sight in one eye from a quick but deadly sickness(I'd like that one, i lost the link)
2. Anything where Dean is very hurt, Raped, Tortured, Kidnapped, Emotionally. Amputations, self harm, doing drugs. Things like that, and Sam or such helps him through it. Pairings like Wincest or Destiel are fine.
07 January 2012 @ 10:40 am
Looking for the following:  Story under the cut...........

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Can anyone help me with this story.
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13 November 2011 @ 03:46 pm
looking for another general search.
1. John abuses Dean, or someone else abuses Dean, Sexual and Physial are loved,even more if he's remembering it as an adult. Maybe he ends up telling
Bobby or Sam. Maybe he tells Castiel
2. Dean is sick, he finds out he had cancer or such or he's blind, deaf or an amputee.
3. Dean is a god, a pagan god or something like that.
4. Dean is scared of something or someone.
5. Dean drinking Demon or human blood and Sam catches him.
7. Dean is a demon or angel. or possessed
8.Dean in college, AU with sam(or without) or him going after averting the
apocolypse or before. Him with friends or as an outsider. Love any as long as its Dean(I'll accept Jensen as long, it would be cool if Jensen met Jared in college) or even highschool
9. Dean cuddling after sex or just Cuddling with Castiel, Sam whoever!
10. A drunk Dean spilling something
about his past to Crowley or Ruby or one of the angels making them see something different about him.
11.Dean tries to kill himself, hurt himself or do/does/is addicted to drugs or has an eating disorder, noncon and dubcon welcome
12. Dean with a size kink, he has to be bottom though.
13.Dean mentally ill.
14. Virgin Dean. Whether with guys or just in general.
15. Anything where Dean's homophobic but really gay/bi
and into Sam, Cas, crowley (Someone, anyone) or no one at all.

The mods keep sending it back! Wahh!!! Ah well, I think I got it right this time :)
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25 October 2011 @ 12:27 am
Hi all,

Last time when I needed your help, I got great responses. I'm hoping y'all can help me this time round as well.

I am looking for fics where Jensen is hurt after being in an abusive relationship. It can be physical or plain ol' emotional hurt. I'll take anything, as long as it shows that Jensen was deeply hurt by his partner.

I'd also love to read fics where him and Jared meet after he is disabled in some way.

Or something where Jensen and Jared know each other but lose contact over the years and when they meet again, Jensen has changed a lot due to an accident or a bad relationship and therefore, Jared feels guilty for not being there.

Gen or J2, doesn't matter. Any other pairing is a-okay!
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It has been a while since I read 1 and 2 so some details might be off.

1. This first fic is a wip or it was the last time I read it. Jared is a trophy husband, Jensen married him to keep the gold diggers away but Jared falls in love with Jensen. Jared has stayed in the marriage for 3-4 years but is losing hope that Jensen will ever stop cheating on him or  love him back. I remember the summary said that Jared gets into a car accident and is heavily scarred but at the time the wip only had 2-3 chapters and he hadn't been injured yet.

2. This fic is complete. Jensen is a census taker recovering from cancer and meets teacher Jared who is unhappy with his job. I think this fic was mainly top Jensen but Jared topped once or twice. I also remember they had a funny conversation (via text message) about who was going to top. They made some sort of bet on who is going to top which Jensen wins.

3. This is my first general request. I have been reading "dress me up in stitches" by the_sammykinz and Jensen in this story is heavily scarred. I am looking for other fics where one or both is outwardly physically imperfect. By this I mean they are scarred, have lost a limb(s), have some sort of deformity, are overweight or underweight, or have some part of there body that people have mocked in the past and they dislike it because of that. I would like it to be something that can't be fixed or not easily fixed. J2 only, I would prefer AU but I will read non/AU.

07 September 2011 @ 06:12 pm
Looking for two kinds of fics:

1. There are tons of stories where Dean and/or Sam are permanently injured, but I don't recall seeing any where John receives some kind of permanent injury. Are there fics like this out there? I don't care if it's mental or physical. Bonus points if one or both of the boys quits hunting to care for him. I'll also accept future fics where John is aging and needs care. AUs are fine, obviously, and I don't mind Sam/Dean but please no daddy!cest.

2. Any stories where one of the boys loses an arm. RPS or SPN is fine. Angst and hurt/comfort welcome.

Yes, apparently I'm in a vindictive mood...but the boys are just so pretty when they're hurting! :)

Thanks in advance for any help you can give.
04 June 2011 @ 02:48 am
I just read Really Bad Day at Black Rock by [livejournal.com profile] gwendolynd 

And I was wondering if there were any more lost limb fics out there. Love if it's Sam or Jared. But it's just fine if it's Dean or Jensen too. Thank you!!

P.S. Do you think I used enough tags? lol

P.P.S. I think I should have mentioned that stories can be gen or slash. I also like bottomSam/Jared over bottomDean/Jensen but, I'll still read both.