22 June 2017 @ 12:38 pm
Heya everyone! I've got a few types of requests today.

1. Any fics where Dean is spoiled by his partner. NOT in the sense where Dean has a rich partner or something and they spoil him with riches and pampering. I won't really say no to that, but the dynamic I'm looking for is something where Dean has perhaps been through a lot? He has low self-esteem and thinks very poorly of himself, and so his partner just pampers him with all the love and affection in the world and takes care of Dean and protects him and all that sappy shit. I'm just really craving something where Dean is shown all the love he deserves and more and is treated like the precious being he is ;_; (Kind of like the dynamic between Dean and Cas in the fics "Amnesia" and "The College Years" by intothesilentland if you've read those.)

2. Any fics where Dean is or was bullied? This can be canon or au, perhaps a canon fic where Sam didn't know Dean would get bullied and finds out years later? Or an au where someone helps Dean out when he's getting bullied and their relationship blossoms from there. Obviously this falls into my favourite category, hurt/comfort. Angst + schmoop = Heaven!

Yeah, that's about all I have for now. Just a warning, I really have a preference for sub!dean, and I generally prefer bottom!dean as well. If there's a top!dean scene, I'd prefer you warn me, and if it's dom!dean, I'd prefer you not rec it.

Anyhoo, thanks for reading! I'm looking forward to some recs coming my way, you guys never fail!
Hello! Been looking for these fics for a while and finally got up the courage to post.

1. This one is a Destiel AU in which Dean is really close friends with Cas and they both are mutually pining for each other and Dean is under a lot of stress mostly due to John. Dean is working in Bobby's shop and since he's so stressed out he gets careless and ends up being pinned under a car or large toolbox. He is found by Bobby and taken to the hospital. When he wakes up in the hospital he has amnesia and doesn't remember anyone, but he definitely knows he's attracted to Cas and wonders if he's his boyfriend. Dean eventually gets his memory back, tries to deny his feelings, but eventually gives into them and it's a happy ending.


2. I don't remember much about this one but it is a Destiel high school AU that involved Dean bullying Cas and then them eventually getting together. Dean may have had some stuff going on in his home life or denial of his homosexual feelings that made him act that way? There was also a sequel (I think) where all of Cas's siblings hate Dean for bullying Cas before they got together and didn't understand their relationship which made Dean's self-loathing kick in. I also think Dean had some sort of confrontation with Gabriel at some point. Everything gets worked out in the end.

3. I have been searching for download links for all 4 books of Bloody_Adorable and evil_twin's Smoke & Lightning 'verse, which is a J2 AU fic, and all the links I've come across have been broken. Does anyone happen to know where to find working links to all 4 books or have copies they'd be willing to share?


Thanks! :)
20 January 2017 @ 09:41 pm
Hey all!

I'm looking for fics where J1 lives comfortably or is rich and J2 is poor and has low self worth/ is ashamed/sad, etc.

I'm especially interested in fics with this storyline with J2 as kids or teenagers, but I'll definitely take any age! I would love to read fics with rich/popular highschooler!jensen and poor!jared.

Self recs are awesome!

Thanks all! <3
28 November 2016 @ 01:53 am
I am looking for a Jensen/Jared Alpha/Omega arranged marriage story. In the story Jared is an omega whose family is horrible to him. They tell Jared how horrible sex is going to be and thats all hes going to be worth a sex toy. They tell him that he's going to be treated badly by his new alpha.Jensen treats Jared like hes a treasure. Jensen who is the alpha that Jared is marrying is also kind,thoughtful and doesn't act like a knotthead. Jared's family hooks him up with Jensen because of the money and just to get rid of Jared. They blame Jared for not getting their money especially Jareds brother.Jensen doesn't give Jareds family anything because of the way they treated Jared.Jensen gives something to Jareds only friend who was always there for Jared. Also Jared is an artist. Jensen gives Jared a surprise birthday party and invites one of Jareds old friends before Jared became an omega. He cant invite more because they havent been checked out for anything unusual or criminal. The story has multiple parts to it. In one of the stories Jareds brother tries to kill him during an omega rights march/protests. Jensen is a prince, his brother will be king someday. In another one of the stories Jensen tries to make Jared angry because Jared never gets angry. For Jareds birthday Jensen gives him a dog. Im not sure if they have sex on their wedding night. Jareds family hates omega s and thinks all there ment to do is have sex,birth pups and take care of the house.Thats all I remember.
10 November 2016 @ 05:03 am
I am looking for a story about Jared, who is getting abused by his husband. I think his family made him marry the man because of money. They basically sold Jared to this man. I'm not sure what the husbands name is. The husband is very controlling and abusive. Jared gets sent to a ranch while his husband is away on business or something like that. He is sent there to be watched because the husband is paranoid and doesn't trust Jared. He hires people to keep an eye out for Jared. Jared is an artist, he loves to draw, but he is always told by his husband that he is horrible and should stop wasting time on something that will never amount to anything. Jensen tells Jared that he's an amazing artist. The ranch turns out to be the best place for Jared because he gets more confidence in himself. And he is surrounded by people who care about him. He meets Jensen at the ranch either the first day or the second and later on they start a friendship,but it becomes an affair overtime.The friendship takes time because Jared is very timid and doesn't trust easily anymore. Chad shows up at the ranch with help from Jensen. Chad and Jared haven't seen each other in a long time because Chad and Jared are not allowed to hang out. Jared has been forbidden to see Chad, so they keep it a secret from Jared's husband as long as they can. The husband eventually finds out. At the very end of the story Jared shows up at his house to get stuff. He gets raped and ends up in a fight for his life. Jared either kills his husband or almost kills him, by bashing his head with a lamp or something like that. Jared ends up at the hospital. Jared and Jensen end up together in the end.
Here are some tidbits I remember from the story.
The husband parades Jared in front of his friends. The husband may share Jared I forget. The friends are also are mob related. There's evidence against the husband relating to his shady deals. The man had been grooming Jared for a long time and the minute he turned 18 he asked to marry Jared. The dad said yes and forced Jared to sign papers. Jared's mom is either a drug addict or an alcoholic so she is no help at all. During his stay at the ranch he is made to make multiple calls to his husband. He must tell his husband everything about his day. I think Jensenis the one to find Jared in the house after the attack and blames himself for Jared getting hurt. That's all I remember.

I hope that helps and I hope it wasn't to confusing.
23 October 2016 @ 11:22 pm

I'm looking for a specific supernatural rpf fic. I believe they were both in high school. Jensen was popular, Jared was a bit of a loner. Jensen was dared to befriend Jared and give him a makeover and get him a date for some sort of school function. Jensen's cousin was a hair stylist I think. Anyway, Jared found out, things got tense, but eventually worked itself out. If anyone has any idea of what story this is, please let me know. Thank you!

Also, I've been reading stories with mute/deaf/blind Sam/Jared and mentally ill/mentally disabled/autistic Sam/Jared and homeless Sam/Jared. I think I've read all that's been posted, but just in case, if you know of anything that is a bit harder to find, like isn't labeled for it, please let me know that too.

Thank you!

Story found! Title:My Problem is You Make Me Melt http://juice817.livejournal.com/200810.html or http://archiveofourown.org/works/6542323?view_full_work=true
02 July 2016 @ 08:21 pm
Hello, everyone,

so I just read the amzing story Best Served Cold by Fatebigins and would love to read some story similar to this one. Any stories where one of the J2 is bullied by the other and then years later they fall in love or ugly duckling kind of stories in general.

Thanks in advance
I actually don't have any specific fic in mind this time.

I just wanted any fics where J2 are young, perhaps in high school...and are feeling lonely or depressed? Maybe they have a hard time at school or a bad home life, fearfully closeted, bullied, etc.

Basically what I'm looking for is teen J2 angst where they meet each other and everything gets better / has a happy ending.
20 June 2016 @ 12:34 am
hi everyone! i'm looking for a specific story that i thought would be easy to find, but alas! i can't seem to find it. the details that i remember are that jensen and his friends (mostly his friends, i think) bullied jared in high-school or college, including an incident where jensen led jared to believe that he wanted to hook up with him or something but it was a joke/bet and it had a really negative effect on jared. after that, the main part of the story takes place years later where they're at a mutual friend's wedding. i THINK it was on an island? and that jared became a model? jensen doesn't recognize him and jared is sort of trying to get revenge but they actually fall for each other.

thanks so much for your help!
11 March 2016 @ 07:36 pm
I am trying to find a fic I read months ago. J2 were in high school, and either highly attracted best friends, or already lovers. Jared was attacked and beaten by a group of jocks (maybe the lacrosse team?) and he saw Jensen entering the room so thought he was part of the attack. In fact, Jensen had been trying to protect Jared. Jared is hospitalized because of his injuries, and his parents tell him Jensen hasn't been in touch while blocking Jensen's attempts to reach Jared. Eventually the truth comes out but I think it was several years later. Does this ring any bells?
Hello everyone. I just watched Disney's latest version of Cinderella and it has me craving for J2 versions, preferably with Jensen as the Cinderella character. I've done a search and found a few that I've bookmarked to read later, and I did find the below entry and was curious to know if anybody had a copy of the story mentioned? If so, would you mind sharing it provided the author is okay with that?


Of course, I'm interested in any other recommendations you may have. Just please no WIP's. Self recs are always welcomed.

Thank you in advance!
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27 January 2016 @ 07:15 pm
Hello! If you know some hurt!Jensen fics. I would love to read them,  low-self-esteem, self-harming, bullying, cheting, drug-addict etc.
And bonus if Jared saves the day or is very protective.

Thank you!
08 November 2015 @ 12:45 am
Hi all, I'm all new to LiveJournal and I was wondering if you could help quench my thirst for some particular SPN fics (Canon or AU I don't mind + I'm up for Destiel but please no Wincest):

1)I absolutely adore Castiel but I also love de-aged fics and so I thought why not combine the two and ask if anyone knew any good mentally de-aged Castiel fics and so here I am. If you have any other de-aged fics to rec that'd be great too.

2) Castiel with mental disorders (such as seizures, DID or Autism - like A Postcard for Castiel by almaasi etc).

3) Cas turning creature would be pretty good too. No specifics though. Maybe some angst.

4) Any fics where Dean chose Sam over Cas to save or Cas sacrifices himself.

5) Highschool AUs where Cas is poor, has a crap family (abused?) and maybe drug taking while Dean is rich and basically has everything Cas doesn't.

6) Any angsty cursed Castiel fics. I've already read Insult to Injury by strangenessandcharm and loved it so anything like that.

7) And finally, (and thank you for staying with me) I recently read Forget-me-not blues by noangelsinthegarrison and loved it so I was wondering if anyone knew any other fics about bullied Castiel, bully Dean and reunions.

Basically pure angst and fluff.

Thanks for the help :)
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10 September 2015 @ 02:20 pm
Hi I'm looking for a specific fic where Sam is getting beat up at school and Dean is in the hospital.

Sam tries to hide the bruises from Dean but his brother finds them and when he gets out of hospital he seeks out the kids who hurt his little brother.

Anyone know the name of the fic?

Thanks, Sarah
I'm pretty sure this was a fill for the kink meme. And I thought it was by tehdirtiestsock, or spiders_stars, but I've read through their stuff and alas...

So, young-ish Jensen is on a camping trip, that he didn't really want to go on in the first place; and he's being bullied by some of the older boys on the trip. In the night (or maybe while they're hiking) he runs from the group and comes upon recluse/hermit Jared's cottage. Jared takes him in and is kind/caring to him. IIRC Jared keeps Jensen (willingly) in the end.
16 July 2015 @ 02:41 pm
Please bear with me, I read this fic years ago and the details I remember are VERY vague.

Don't know if it's preseries or early series. Dean and Sam are with some of Sam's Stanford friends. I think they are at someone's vacation house/skii cabin. There's some sort of spirit or something there eventually (I know, real specific). Some of Sam's friends are really unfriendly to Dean, they look down on him or blame him for Sam's unhappy childhood or something. Lots of misunderstood Dean that eventually develops into hurt!Dean ( I THINK the supernatural baddie attacks him in the house at some point).

MAJOR brownie points to anyone who can figure out the fic from these seriously inadequate clues! I know it isn't Never Summer by [livejournal.com profile] ignipes http://ignipes.livejournal.com/82858.html Though that is an awesome fic that you should run off and read right now (after you find the other fic for me!).

I would also read anything that has Sam's college friends judging Dean unfairly for whatever reason.

Mods: Hope I did the tags correctly. Since I couldn't remember much of the fic I wasn't sure how to tag it :P
Hi! I recently read two very good fics, both similar in some ways but very different and enjoyable! They were

The Spirit of Lawrence High (http://archiveofourown.org/works/2594180/chapters/5776937): Dean Winchester is funny, gorgeous, brave, loyal, and a breath of fresh air in Castiel Shurley's life. Dean Winchester is also a ghost haunting Castiel's school, but nobody's perfect, right?


Jump the Track (http://archiveofourown.org/works/224944): It's Dean's senior year at Lawrence High, and he's already given up on himself. It takes the arrival of the strange, intense, awkward Castiel Delacroix at the school to prove to Dean that maybe his life is worth saving after all.

One similarity that both of these fics have are that Dean was raped by Alastair. The rape isn't central to the plot, and the stories mainly focus on the romance, but the angst is exactly the kind of thing I love.

I was wondering if anyone knew of any other AU fics out there with this kind of a plot? If two's a coincidence I'm hoping someone can find a third and make it a pattern. I do enjoy reading fics that are completely original and complex, but sometimes I enjoy sitting back and working through several stories with kind of the same basic setup and ingredients, especially when I'm stressed. Not that these fics aren't both creative and complicated, but they share very similar themes that I'd like to read more of!

Specific ingredients I'm looking for: Teenage Destiel (or I'd settle for college), regular-kid!Castiel, kind-of-outcast!Dean, low-self-esteem!Dean, bad-guy-teenage!Alastair. I also enjoy themes of depression, rape/assault recovery, and developing relationship.

Thank you!
12 June 2015 @ 12:01 pm

I have two requests for this awesome comm:

1. Specific fic search--J2 are in high school, I think, JA is shy but is friends with JP, they're the same age, or close. I just remember one scene, where J2 are together, I think at Jp's house, and JP has made JA laugh, who may have wrinkled his nose first and is wearing a hoodie that's too big for him. JP thinks it's cute/adorable. Don't think they're in an ER at this point but definitely later in the fic. That's it, that's all I recall, I know it's not much to go on. Any help very very much appreciated.

2. General search--I'm looking for recs for bullied JA high school fics, leading to J2 ER. Can be to the level of Can I Be Pretty Enough For You (awesome, awesome fic) or For the Love of JA (also great), or more subtle disdain/ignoring because he's shy or new to the school. Would greatly prefer if JP was not one of the tormentors or if he is, it doesn't last long. Knight in shining jeans!JP a bonus. Recs very appreciated.

Thank you,
06 April 2015 @ 03:45 pm
Hi, I'd really like to read any and all fics in which Jensen or Dean have a stutter. I don't mind if it's a major part of the plot or just a character trait, I just want Jensen/Dean being adorable and stuttering (and maybe insecure or embarrassed, too!).

I'm cool with happy fics, fics that involve bullying/name-calling, and high-school fics (AU or otherwise.)

I don't want Wincest, although I'll make exceptions if the plot is good. I'd like Destiel. I'm fine with J2, and my preference is non-AU RPF, but AU is fine! Just help me find stutter!fics!


I am looking for a J2 high school AU! It was one of my favorites and I can't find it anymore :(.

The story is set in a small town, Jared and Jensen go to school there. The first part of the story is their lives in the school and, afterwards, there is a time lapse and, in the last part, we see Jared after college (or just about to finish it, I can't remember which).

In the first part, Jared suffers from bullying and Jensen is a distant "bad boy". I can't remember if he actually engages in any bullying behavior himself. Anyway, Jensen starts defending Jared and they gradually get closer, despite their different backgrounds. Jared is a family boy and Jensen has a troublesome background, either hi dad or his uncle is an alcoholic and I think his mom might have runway. Another important part of the plot is that Jared has a notebook in which he writes his thoughts and stories and there is a sceane that the boys who bully him throw it away - afterwards, we discover that Jensen actually went looking for the notebook and saved it, he reads it and then hands it back to Jared.

They start sepending more and more time together, Jensen never lets Jared go to his house (or almost never). I also remember that they have a spot in the woods that they like to spend time together - in the beggining it was more Jared's place, i think that maybe his father built him a tree house or something similar, but they learn to share as Jared learns that Jensen will not harm him.

Almost in the end of the story, there is a fallout. Jared is dreaming of going away of this town and he finds out that Jensen, despite being very inteligent himself, has no intention to go to college or to change his life. Jared is very frustated because he has learnt to believe in Jensen, he wants his friend to be more ambitious. They have a big argument and don't speak for the entire time that Jared is in college. In the last part, Jared comes home, his mother is throwing him a party for his graduation with his old friends and Jensen is waiting for him on his room. It is a truly beautiful story and  I would love to read it again :).

Thank you!

15 January 2015 @ 05:11 pm
Hi there. Here again from thewincestlibrary. Any help finding these fics would be greatly appreciated, thank you!

1. Sam and Dean are in prison and Dean takes Sam as his "little bitch" to protect him.

2. Dean "blue balling" Sam with a pink dildo and they end up fucking in a restaurant bathroom

3. I read it on Livejournal in 2012 and there was something targeting gay couples in a particular hotel. Sam and Dean tried to pick up a guy to have sex with but when they were running out of time they decided to just do it with each other.

4. Do you know any fics where it's like teenage Sam and Dean in high school so kids start bullying them when they find out they're together?
08 January 2015 @ 06:09 pm
I'm looking for any fics about Dean having a severe burn or deformity. I don't mind if they're AU or canon-compliant! I'd just really appreciate a fic surrounding the way it impacts his self-esteem and the way the boys interact, and the way it changes how people act around him. Especially if there is hurt/angst caused by name-calling or bullying of some sort!

A really good example is http://xxamlaxx.livejournal.com/247889.html, Lick The Valleys Up, which is an AU where the boys were raised apart after the fire killed Mary and John and left Dean severely burned and Sam blind. I would highly recommend it if you haven't read it! It is Wincest, but the boys never find out they're related.

That being said, I do prefer gen, but I want to read more fics like this so much that I'm willing to overlook Wincest. The injury can be recent, or very old, or existent since birth, I really don't care! Just give me anything you can! I'm desperate and hopeful!
Hi guys! I'm looking for any fics that feature a pining Jensen who is secretly (or not so) in love with Jared. High school / college AUs are welcome. I'd also like for fic with the two still being actors on SPN but something happens (like Jensen getting hurt) and that's how Jared finds out about Jensen's feelings. Strong preference for bottom!Jensen

24 November 2014 @ 08:29 pm

I feel like I've read all the good fan fics out there- I need help!

I'm looking for well-written multi-chapter, angsty, hurt!Dean fics with lots of brotherly love (AUs are my favorite- I like plot twists that take me by surprise!)

Please no angels, no destiel and no sexy business :P (doesn't have to be gen, just no sex scenes)

To make it easier for you, here are some specific things I'd like:

  1. Permanent injury

  2. Bullied!Dean, abused!Dean

  3. Weechesters

  4. Pre-series hurt!Dean

  5. Dean hiding injury or abuse

  6. Permanent injury due to torture

  7. PTSD (not hell related tho)

  8. Domestic fics

24 September 2014 @ 11:10 pm
Can't for the life of me find this fic, but I'm hoping I can get some help here!

I'm looking for a oneshot high school AU with the typecast Castiel as the trodden-on outcast, and Dean as the popular asshole jock who bullies him. It was in Cas's POV, and Dean often made extremely homophobic jokes at Castiel's expense. Gabriel was in it, too, to stick up for his little brother and commiserate with Cas about how Dean is definitely a doodyhead poopstain.

Then Cas gets an invite to meet some place at school(I think the locker room?), either from Dean explicitly, or from—I am more sure, but not 100%, that it was this one—a secret admirer(who turns out to be Dean). Cas figures out that it's Dean in advance, though, and shows up to make a fool of him, thinking that Dean is just being a prick about Cas being gay, so Cas may as well return the favor.

Then it turns out Dean never realized how terrible he was being, and all the bullying was the only way he knew how to get Cas's attention, and his feelings for Cas were sincere. So Cas breaks Deans fragile little heart, but, happy end for Destiel, Castiel somehow finds it in himself to forgive Dean, and they hook up(I think. Maybe they ended up as friends, but the fic definitely ended on a positive note.).

If it helps, I remember that at the time that I read this on LJ, I seem to recall that the author's journal's theme was predominantly an eye-searing yellow(I think?) with pink highlights(I think?).
19 September 2014 @ 12:16 pm
out!Jensen bullied by (secretly gay)homophobic-bully!Jared.

I remeber Jared and his friends bullying Jensen in highschool, a lot. Jensen is Misha's boyfriend (i think) but Misha is living somewhere else with his supportive and helpful mother.

And i don't remeber how, but i think it was in a forest when Jared corners jensen with his friend and tries to rape him, and Jared's friend doesnt want to, so Jared kills him, and then rapes Jensen.

He blames the rape on his friend (that he killed) and everyone thinks Jared is a hero for saving Jensen. Jared keeps coming to the hospital and is obsessed over Jensen (and gay-sex, basically) but is still in the closet. [At some point Jared wanted jensen to get peircings?]

Jensen is terrified but plays along and pretends to like Jared until a moment comes where he can escape.

At the end, Jensen does escape back to Misha and his awesome mother. And Jared apparently went even crazier and died (suicide/overdose, not entirely sure). And they found gay-porn in his room.

I searched everywhere, but cant seem to find it. Hopefully this sounds familiar to someone! Thanks in advance!
28 August 2014 @ 09:08 pm

Does anyone know of any fics where Sam is being bullied or having a hard time fitting in at whatever school or town they are living in? I would like to see John or Dean too wrapped up in hunts, and particularly in Dean's case, friends and girls, to notice Sam. I would also like to see guilty John and Dean once they find out what Sam has been going through.

Thanks in advance!

So, I'm looking for a specific fic, For the Love of Jensen Ackles, and I can't seem to find it anywhere. The web address for the links I've found on other LJ posts doesn't seem to work anymore and I'd really love to read it.

Also, if there are any other J2 fics that feature Jensen being bullied by Jared/Chad/whomever (like Pretty Enough) or Destiel where Dean is being bullied, I'd greatly appreciate it!
Guys, I'm looking for 2 specific J2 fics.

1. Now I know a few details about this fic and I remember a scene from it:
It is not long. Maybe around 10,000?
It is non-au.
Jared is with Sandy in the beginning. Then he breaks up with her. Meanwhile, Jensen is pining over Jared.
In one scene, the guys get drunk with their friends and crash in one of their friend's homes. Jared falls asleep on Jensen's lap. Jensen wakes up when its still dark and just looks at Jared. He thinks cheesy stuff like how his index finger fit perfectly in the sleepy curl of Jared's fingers? Jared wakes up then. He asks Jensen why he didn't wake him up. Jensen wants to give a cheesy answer but he just says, "to watch your face when I do this" and he pushes Jared off his lap. Jared then gets a phone call from Sandy. He apologizes to her and tells Jensen that he is leaving. As he falls asleep again, Jensen wonders if him touching Jared was what woke him up and he smiles as he wishes that it was.
Now I know that's not a lot to go on but can you guys help me?

2. I know a lot of details about this story. Actually, I know the whole plot. But, I can't remember the title or find the story. Help me?
It is a college AU. There are many different kinds of weres. Jensen is a werecat (of the lynx variety). Jared never was able to shift into his were form so he doesn't know what species he is. He comes from a varied were background and the doctors have conducted all kinds of tests on him to find out why he didn't shift. He got bullied a lot as a kid and even had suicidal thoughts. In college Jensen is his TA (or RA, or whatever). He once rescues Jared from being bullied by a group of kids from his floor. Then he befriends Jared. They watch Lord of the Rings. Jensen shows his true wereform to Jared (which people don't usually do in front of people other than their pack). Jensen has a pack. And he introduces Jared to them. They all like Jared. There is an intercollege laser-tag game or something and Jensen recruits Jared to their group. Someone attacks Jared in the library. Jensen and his group rescue him. Jensen takes Jared back to his dorm. They have sex. Jared shifts. He turns out to be a weredog and all werecats are afraid of/hate weredogs so Jensen is a little uncomfortable. Then Jared leaves for his home. Jensen thinks Jared's left him and mopes. But, Jared comes back and tells him that he had to go back to get some tests run. Jared tells Jensen that when Jensen asked him to watch LoTR with him, he was about to commit suicide but since he stopped for Jensen. He tells him that he loves Jensen and that he would like to make it work. And then in the epilogue, I think, the boys who attacked Jared - werewolves - harass Jensen in a park when Jared is in his wereform and Jensen tells them that Jared's breed is known for hunting down wolves before he sics Jared at the boys.

Thanks in advance, guys :D
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05 July 2014 @ 02:42 pm
Hello all, I'm here looking for some stories with Sam abuses Dean:

1. They still live together, hunt together and Sam is not really evil, just always angry and abusive and can't control himself, it can be a storm of abuse or just some punch. Maybe it's because of the demon blood or Sam is jeolous or his head is too messed up that he believe Dean hates him or he blames Dean for something or simply just because he's angry, ect. I hope it's not only one time but repeatedly. Bonus point if at some point Sam feels guilty, bigger bonus for Dean's low self esteem, think he deserves it and doesn't blame Sam.

2. Pre-series mean Sam bullies Dean (with or without knowing).

3. Dean comes out and gets hurt because of a homophobia Sam

And again, bonus point for guilty!sam and Dean's low self essteem.

No possessed!sam and lucifer!sam, robo!sam is okay if Dean hasn't find out that yet. Wincest is good but bottom!dean only please. Lol this is funny since I really really don't hate Sam, just in the mood, Thank you x100000 :kiss kiss:
15 April 2014 @ 11:51 am
What I am looking for is a specific story and I can't remember the name for the life of me. So, what I remember is that it had like over 100 chapters I think. Jared was in high school, and Jensen was a millionaire and they met at Jared's work, Jared's family was not OK with him being gay, his mother was conspiring to kill him I think. I do remember there being a trial for his brother and mother for attempted murder. Anyway before that, Jared's friends tried to frame him by spray painting on the Jensen's support group for gays building. J2 also got married and Jared's parents tried to stop it, or showed up or something. That's all I really have, I really hope some of you can help me!


Okay, so I'm looking for any and all recs for hurt/comfort fics centering around Misha, please. :) They can be pairing him with either Jensen or Jared, or both J's, or even platonic fics too if they center around these characters.

I want ANY hurt/comfort fics that fit this description, but I'd particularly love to read anything that has to do with the pranking/hazing that goes on on set, like say a scenario where Misha is being bullied or feels threatened on the set because the pranking's gotten out of hand, or something like that.

I'm also perfectly okay, if Misha is paired with one of the J's, with the other one being the one who's mistreating him, or maybe even the one he's paired with is doing the bullying and doesn't realize how bad it's making him feel, really anything that even remotely fits the bullying followed by hurt/comfort idea.

I'd be so grateful for anything anyone can recommend! Thanks so much!!
29 December 2013 @ 06:35 pm
NOTE: No slash or J2 fics please

Looking for fics where:

*Dean and Sam are homeless or either Sam or Dean are homeless

*Sam is deaf

*Dean and Sam are adopted or either Sam or Dean were adopted

*Dean adopts Sam or becomes his parental guardian (they don't have to be brothers)

*John hits or abuses Sam (no rape please)

*The boys hide injuries

*Sam is bullied

*Sam has cancer

*Sam and Dean are raised apart

*Young Sam (preferably wee!winchester or young adult but older Sam is fine too) has a learning disability such as dsylexia or struggles with his speech

*Sam is suicidal, depressed or self harming

*Sam has low self-esteem

*Sam and Dean are arguing, annoyed with each other, fighting

*Dean becomes violent towards Sam

Also generally looking for:

*Any adorable wee!Winchester fics

03 December 2013 @ 08:59 pm
The specific fic I am looking for is a copy of splashpink's Crimelord Verse which starts with "In My Left Hand", and has about six other stories in the verse (that I know of) where Jared is a crime lord, Jensen is his psycho boyfriend, and JDM is Jared's bodyguard. I've seen it recced a few times, and the plot sounds really interesting so I've been wanting to read it. I can't find it anywhere so if someone is willing to share a copy or can point me in the right direction of this fic I'd be very grateful.

I just finished re-reading "A Few Simple Rules for Taking Care of One's Mogwai…Jensen" by [livejournal.com profile] sasha_dragon & "Something To Prove" by [livejournal.com profile] weesta, and was wondering if there are anymore fics out there where a guest director goes on a power trip, bullies or insults one of the J's, and the other J, or even the crew or rest of the cast sticks up for them. Slash would be good, but totally not necessary.

Thank you!
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15 October 2013 @ 09:32 pm
Hello guys!
So, I'm looking for fics where Dean/Cas fall in love in hopeless situations, such as one being a cop and the other is a criminal, one being a kidnapper and the other being the kidnapped, mutual family hate, one is a high school bully and the other is bullied, that kind of thing. I'm an angst whore! But I need the happy ending, please. :)
Thanks in advance!
Hi guys

I just started readin a great J² AU story with dragon riders (Here's the link for the masterpost: http://pekodragon.livejournal.com/3463.html ; )
Unfortunately, the chapter nine is missing and the PDF was on megaupload ... which means, it's gone - -

It's an amazing story, in which Jared and Jensen meet in a small village because they were both sent away from their families because they're gay. But they both receive letters to by candidate to become dragonriders (4 years apart) in separate ennemy countries  and we follow their life, hardship and training. I haven't read further than chapter 8, of course, I'm hoping someone will be able to help.

As the chapters are quite long, missing one means missing a huge part of the story and, as I really like it, I was really hoping that someone had the PDF and could send it to me ?

So, if you're out there and you know what I'm talking about, here's my e-mail: koalavoyageur@hotmail.com

Thank you ^^
09 May 2013 @ 06:56 pm

1. Hey, I'm looking for some high school or college stories where Jensen is either shy or is bullied and Jared is either really protective of him or is one of the bullies who feels guilty later and tries to make it up to Jensen.

2. Some stories where Jensen has cancer (but doesn't die) and Jared is supportive & takes care of him.
I've already read- As We Fall
'C'hange or "How the Guitar Hero Gets His Bitch"
and They Say Breathing Helps

Hi y'all !

I'm looking for some really really really saddening J2 fics!
I prefer long ones, but the length doesn't actually matter.
I'm fine with self harm or attempted suicide tics, but I'd rather not have death fics.
The ending does not have to be happy.

(Rating doesn't matter)

Thanks in advance ! xxx
01 May 2013 @ 06:10 pm
I was just looking for a bunch of fics with Sam where he gets depressed or tries to run away or exhausted and severely sad or something and ends up breaking down, and John sort of calms him down and reassures him of his place in the family or something along those lines. Anything from drinking to bullying to sam hiding an injury cause it's "his fault" to suicide is fine (as long as it's not a death fic)
I'd prefer in character stories, so no complete asshole John but he can be nasty.
Any big brother cute Dean stories too are fine.
I really just want any teak jerker sam fics, and maybe some wee!chester "I should've died instead of mom" sam with good john and dean.
24 April 2013 @ 07:43 pm
So I recently watched this video which is basically a unique take on a world where heterosexuals are considered abnormal and homosexuals are widely accepted and normal. (Trigger warning for the vid: blood, suicide, bullying and homophobia shown as heterophobia)

Is there any fic that deals with this? J2, Wincest, Destiel or any canon pairing is preferable. Gen is alright too. Het, slash and genderbent is okay for me also.
I just re-watched In My Time Of Dying and was wondering if there were any fics that dealt with things after Dean wakes up from his coma. Thinking of the fight that Sam and John had when John was basically telling him that all of this is Sam's fault because he didn't shoot John with the colt while he was possessed - spirit-dean heard the whole thing but it appears that awake-dean doesn't remember his time as a spirit. I would like fics where Dean remembers that fight and how Sam is left feeling after this episode. Also, where Sam asks if John knows YED's plans for him (and children like him) and John lies and says no.

I would also like to read any fics where Jensen stands up for Jared being bullied or physically hurt by others. I am thinking of the infamous bar fight they got into where Jensen had gotten out of the bar and then realized Jared was still in there and went back after him. Fics don't have to be about this fight - this is just an example. They can be au or non-au, gen or slash. Just some Jensen standing up for/defending Jared because he is an awesome friend like that.

Thank you!!
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Would anyone happen to have a PDF of this story called Whipporwhill? I can't remember who it's by but it's stuck in my head and all I remember is its friends locked and it was Sam/Dean/Jared/Jensen.

Also, would anyone happen to have any long-ish, preferably completed and PDF available, High School AUs with Jensen being a bully to Jared but then they form an unlikely but strong friendship? Leading to a relationship of course I have a mighty need for these kinds of fics.

And lastly, I've recently gotten over my aversion to knotting fics. Does anyone have any a/b/o fics that they really like? Preferably no wereanimals and DEFINITELY no bestiality. I will never get over my aversion to that. Can be either wincest or j2 but definitely no destiel. But yeah, I anyone can help me out here it will be much appreciated!

Mods, feel free to add any tags you think I've missed <3
#1 - FOUND in the comments! Nothing to be Scared of by Partly. Specific: I read this fic about a year back, and I believe it was complete on fanfiction.net. But, I'm sure that, based on the vague info I'm about to dump on you, that more than one fic could fit this description, so feel free to suggest any that sound right.

It was a pre-series high school fic and focused on a teen or preteen Dean, I believe. What stands out in my mind is that there was a scene where the bullies/bad guys severely injured Dean. I *think* it might have even been a gun wound, and he ended up in the hospital afterward. And for some reason, I think the main scene where Dean was hurt was set in a school theater/on a stage. Sound familiar to anyone?

#2 - General: I'd love some other suggestions for Teen!Dean-as-hero/victim style high school, preseries gen fics. Especially ones involving hurt!Dean.

Thanks in advance!

I'm in the mood for some high school au (college would be fine too) with injured Cas, protective or hero!Dean saving him from bullies, and some (possibly a bit schmoopy) hurt/comfort.

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14 March 2013 @ 07:40 am
Hello everyone!
I know that there a lot of stories with Dean as badboy. Most of them set in High school AUs or general AUs. But now I wondered if there are any Badboy stories with Castiel out there. And where Dean is either the shy one or is just Dean. Maybe Dean gets even bullied by Castiel. I would take everything with Castiel as the badboy.

Maybe someone could help me out?
Thank you!
20 February 2013 @ 03:27 pm
Hoping to find some fics I haven't read before. Looking for some where one of the j's is being bullied, can be in the work place, school, whatever really and the other one is protective of them.

I'm open to fics where one of the j's is doing the bulling but then realize what he's doing is wrong.

Also any Sam or Dean being bullied and the other being protective, please NO wincest.

Happy Endings only.

08 February 2013 @ 05:53 pm

Looking for two J2 AU stories:

1. Jensen and Jared were childhood friends, but grew apart because Jensen's super-conservative family disapproved of Jared, who was pretty flamboyant even as a child. Eventually Jared goes into fashion, and spends some time staying at Jensen's NY apartment after they reunite because he can't afford a place of his own. FOUND - link in comments

2. Jared bullied Jensen quite a bit as kids, and Jensen never really got over the hurt. Years later, Jensen is a contestant on a makeover type show that Jared hosts, and Jared's horrified to learn how much he hurt Jensen back in the day. I think it actually comes out on the air? He's so guilty that he quits the show even though Jensen tries to convince him he's forgiven. FOUND - link in comments

Hope somebody recognizes one/both of these - I'd love to reread them.

05 January 2013 @ 10:00 pm
Hey guys! I'm hoping you guys can help me find some recs this evening. I'm looking for a few things

1. I'm looking for some guilty!Dean fics. Anything where maybe he hurts Sam emotionally or physically and realizes his mistake and feels guilty for it and comforts Sam. Maybe he's drunk or really angry? Anything will work. Wincest and Gen is okay.

2. Secondly, I am looking for fics where Sam and Dean grew up as foster children and Sam is severely abused and Dean is super protective over him. Can be Au, wincest and or gen. Anything will do with this.

3. Anything where Sam is deaf, blind or has some sort of developmental syndrome like autism or aspergers or anything of the sort. Muchos protective Dean is appreciated!

4. Anything where Sam is bullied. 

5. Dean discovering Sam was abused when he was a child (whether by another man, John etc.)

And that is it. (Can you tell I am really in the mood for some juicy, angsty, hurt!Sam fics? lol) Thanks guys!
25 August 2012 @ 08:11 pm
i dont really remember the story ,i think jared chris steve break into jensens home and abuse him beat him and lock him in a cupboard at night
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