13 September 2017 @ 08:36 pm
Hi guys,

Looked everywhere and can't find these; I THINK the first one was "I'm not Giving Up (I'm Just Giving In)," can't remember the second. In the first Sam has a brain tumor and Dean wants to heal him, but he's resigned. Sam finds a cabin they go to; at the end, he falls in the shower and loses his ability to speak.

In the second, Cas visits so Dean can leave the much sicker Sam to take a shower. Cas sits with him.

They MAY be by Beckalooby, but I can't remember, and also have searched her new journal and the old posts and have had no luck. Pleae help!
21 August 2017 @ 07:35 pm
I've been looking for a specific fic for a couple months and can't find it.

It's on ao3, most likely mature, +20k, and takes place after season 11. Human!Cas. The author went "f it" to canon, and early season 12 spoilers ). Cas is missing, then Sam and Dean find a John Doe in a hospital matching Cas' description. They go pick him up in the hospital. Cas goes through a long check-up, and has a moment where he runs his hands through his hair in the bathroom. (this sounds strange, but trust me, it's important). They take him back to the Bunker, and everything is sunshine and rainbows for a few weeks.

Then Cas leaves the Bunker 'cause he has a job or something. Cas comes back, but keeps leaving without answering their calls that much. Dean is suspicious but Sam says there's nothing to worry about. Dean follows Cas one day, and turns out he's working at a Gas N' Sip and is trying to get money... for something.

Cas visits the Bunker every couple weeks, and each time he's wearing a new knitted hat. Due to a slip-up, Dean is jealous and thinks Cas is hooking up with a girl named Erin, but really MAJOR spoilers for fic )

It's a delicious slow burn, with a ton of angst, and I didn't get around to finishing it, so help finding it would be appreciated.
17 February 2017 @ 05:52 pm

Im looking for a fic where Dean comes to see Sam at Stanford & insists that he comes on a roadtrip with him, not hunting, just a roadtrip, so they can spend some time together. They spend a few months on the road trip & near the end of it it comes out that Dean has cancer or something & he's dying. I think he dies in Sammy's arms on a cliff overlooking the ocean.

Anyone know this fic? Ta
Hi, this is my first time posting so apologies for anything wrong. I've been lurking here for several years and found many good stories from other's requests. Now I'm looking for two stories I read quite a while ago.

The first is set in the future, after both Sam and Dean are dead. Dean's in heaven... I remember lots of white. He cant remember Sam but often goes to the walls where he sees a savage Sam outside. His memory of Sam gradually come back and the angels can't believe it when he rejects Heaven for his brother outside.

The second is a short story with Sam only. He's in a motel room. The supernatural is not real... it's just his imagination, the result of a tumour. I think he dies, but I'm not certain.

Both these stories are quite old. I would love any in the same genre too. Happy with any pairing, or gen.

So, six years ago I signed up to be on the National Database for bone marrow donation, did my little cheek swab, signed the forms and that was that. I kind of forgot all about it, that was until a couple of days ago. I received a call informing me that I am a match and would I still be willing to go through with it?

So now I'm craving stories where either of the J's (or Sam and Dean) provides a life saving donation for the other (whether it be kidney, liver, platelet, or bone marrow etc.). Can include stories where they never knew each other before the transplant and then because of it they meet and then start a relationship or they can already know one another and this event just brings them closer. I'm a Jensen/Dean girl so perhaps he is the one that's ill and receives the donation but will take stories if it's the other way around too (Dean always has been my hero!):)

Self recs are always welcomed but no WIPs please.

Thank you in advance.
1. Two of my favorite things are tragic backstories and secret reveals, so let's combine them! Rec me fics where Sam (or Jared) discovers something new about Dean (or Jensen). I'm looking for themes like past child abuse (physical or sexual), rape or prostitution (but lighter themes, like super power reveals, are welcome too). Happy endings are preferred, so please warn if you rec something that'll leave me crying my heart out!

2. I'd love to read some J2 fics that heavily feature Sadie and/or Hurley, and in which they are completely enamored with Jensen. No bestiality, but more like they really, really adore him and adopt him as their own (and maybe Jensen spoils/dotes on them in return as Jared watches with hearts in his eyes?).

3. I'm in love with the Muffins' verse and desperately want more, so: J2 or gen fics where Jensen has cancer. Protective/caretaker!Jared would be amazing, but please no deathfics!

For all requests: only bottom!Jensen/Dean please, and no hardcore BDSM or D/s.
01 September 2015 @ 10:18 pm
Okay, so I´m looking for two fics:

1. Jensen is a workaholic, and Jared is a free spirit. Jared takes Jensen in as one of his monthly experiments or something like that). Jared works saving animals, and Jensen works in advertising. There is also a crossdressing Misha, and Jared has a terminal illness (I think it´s cancer). This story is Jared/Jensen

2. Jared takes care of his daughter, without her other father. I think he lives with his mom, and maybe sister(??). When Jared is diagnosed with cancer he tries to find his child´s other father, which is Jensen who is incredibly wealthy and thinks Jared is just using him for his money. Jared gets pretty ill and wears a beanie a lot bc of the hair loss from chemo. This too is a Jared/Jensen fic.

Thanks! :)
17 April 2015 @ 08:38 pm
I'm looking for any fics which explain why Sam didn't search for Dean when he was in purgatory. Maybe he had cancer or an illness, just something that prevented Sam from being able to search. I love Wincest and gen, but I'll take any pairing except Dean/Cas. Thanks!
08 April 2015 @ 10:14 am
So I'm looking for the fic You Come to me in Pieces by beckalooby but I can't seem to find it. It's a J2 fic where jared has cancer. The link I'm using says the journal was deleted. Does anyone have the fic that can send it to me, or can you let me know if she doesn't want the fic shared.

Thanks in advanced!
Hi guys! I'm looking for any fics that feature a pining Jensen who is secretly (or not so) in love with Jared. High school / college AUs are welcome. I'd also like for fic with the two still being actors on SPN but something happens (like Jensen getting hurt) and that's how Jared finds out about Jensen's feelings. Strong preference for bottom!Jensen

16 November 2014 @ 11:40 pm
I'm looking for a story where Dean has cancer, and he meets Sam or Castiel (who also have cancer/other disease). Kinda like a "Fault In Our Stars" storyline. I looked through the cancer tag, but couldn't quite find what I was looking for, so I'm hoping to get some recs!
Help me please! I am searching for a specific fic where Jared is a wealthy businessman in the closet and so he becomes a frequent client of hooker Jensen. One day Jensen cancels on him and Jared discovers that it's because he has cancer. because Jensen has no medical coverage or a place to go, Jared moves Jensen into his home. Mods unless I overlooked ti I could not find a prostitue/hooker tag.
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27 April 2014 @ 07:45 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic which has Sam developing lung cancer. Dean blames himself because he smokes and Sam doesn't. It was either gen or wincest. I'm not sure. Thanks for any help!
04 April 2014 @ 11:17 am
Hi guys!
I didn't read this fic before but i saw someone highly recommending it and saying that it's a very good fic, but unfortunately it was posted on ff.net and now it's deleted. It was about Sam having Cancer and using Stanford as an excuse to run away and start his treatment without Dean knowing about his cancer. So, is there a chance that it is posted somewhere else, or maybe there is a .PDF version?? Or maybe you guys can guide me to other fics with similar plot?

The fic is called "Sparing you" and the link is here

Summary: Sam had a different reason for leaving his family. A life threatening reason. A few months after leaving with Dean to pick up where their father left off, that reason returns. Can Dean and John help Sam survive. Will Sam even let them?

And can someone please recommend me any good mutli-chaptered fics about Sammy having cancer? (No incest please)

Thanks for the help in advance :D
I've been wracking my brain trying to remember where the two fics I'm looking for were even located and since Google fell down on the job, maybe you guys can help!

1) This fic goes AU after the fight in Sex and Violence (S4). Sam kills Lilith without raising Lucifer, and Dean finds him in a near catatonic state. Sam hears bits and pieces of what's going on around him and thinks Dean's going to kill him. He runs. A year later, Dean stumbles across him in a town where he works at the library while recovering from brain cancer - a side effect of the demon blood powers. I think the fic was on LJ, but not sure.

FOUND!!!! Link in comments

2) After the boys split up in S5, Sam literally pics a continent. Dean tries to track him down but Sam's phone is off and he's in Spain trying to locate a gate to Hell so he can figure out some way to help fight off the devil on his own turf. They end up fighting hellhounds or something like that in an old Spanish castle. I think this one was written for one of the mini-bangs a few years back.

FOUND!! Link in comments

Your help is greatly appreciated!!
I'm looking for a copy of He Didn’t Forget by MishaIsMyAngel, original link to the story was at: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/8471731/1/He_didnt_forget but it seems to have been deleted.

It's Dean/Cas and I found the summary of the story: “Dean is diagnosed with stage three brain cancer and has to do chemotherapy for three months in order to shrink the tumour enough to be cleared for surgery.Cas is absent in that time,which makes Dean wonder if his disease is to blame for that.Minutes after his surgery is done,Cas appears and the two have their last Earth-bound conversation.” if that's at all useful.

29 December 2013 @ 06:35 pm
NOTE: No slash or J2 fics please

Looking for fics where:

*Dean and Sam are homeless or either Sam or Dean are homeless

*Sam is deaf

*Dean and Sam are adopted or either Sam or Dean were adopted

*Dean adopts Sam or becomes his parental guardian (they don't have to be brothers)

*John hits or abuses Sam (no rape please)

*The boys hide injuries

*Sam is bullied

*Sam has cancer

*Sam and Dean are raised apart

*Young Sam (preferably wee!winchester or young adult but older Sam is fine too) has a learning disability such as dsylexia or struggles with his speech

*Sam is suicidal, depressed or self harming

*Sam has low self-esteem

*Sam and Dean are arguing, annoyed with each other, fighting

*Dean becomes violent towards Sam

Also generally looking for:

*Any adorable wee!Winchester fics

Hello all, I was wondering if any of you has a link to a fic inspired by NongPradu's My Father's Favorite? It's got an alternative ending with Bela on it.

I can't find it for some reason so if any one could help me out on this one, I'd really appreciate it.

Thanks in advcance!
24 November 2013 @ 04:54 pm
Hey everyone, I've been peeking through this comm and I'm hoping you can help me out..

1. So I read this fic ages ago, and now I can't seem to find it anywhere (It's been driving me CRAZYY). It's a J2 Rockstar AU, and from what I remember it was pretty long. It was partially in Misha's POV, and he was some sort of journalist/gossip columnist who later writes a nasty article about the J's that points out the issues in their relationship.

Jared was openly bisexual and a part of this hugely popular band that he'd started with his childhood friend (his name was Denny, I believe). Jensen was this crazy good photographer who ended up touring a bit with the band and taking their photos on the road, and he was close friends with/in love with Christian Kane (un-reciprocated). Also, I think Jensen might have been ill before meeting Jared (cancer, I believe) and he met Kane through the make a wish foundation or something similar. He and Jared grow closer and fall in love, but there are problems; Jared had a ton of daddy issues, a pretty bad attitude, is unfaithful and has a growing alcohol problem. Denny was a terrible influence on him, because he hated Jensen, and wanted to break them up. The fans started to dislike Jensen too, and seemed to view him as the band's "yoko ono". There was a happy ending though, and lots of broken relationships and hearts get repaired.

Hope that's not terribly confusing! :X

Edit: Found, see the comments ^_^

2. Any more J3 recs? I feel like I've read every one mentioned on this comm, but I was hoping I could find a few more.

3. I know this has probably been asked before, but would anyone happen to know of any Season 1 AU's where Dean ends up going to Stanford with Sam (or something along those lines)? Or at the very least wincest that continues throughout Sam going off to college (i.e. no fighting and not talking for ages)?

I reaaally prefer bottom dean/jensen, and self recs are lovely :D

Thanks so much you guys!
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I read this one a while ago and wanted to reread it, but it's gotten lost in my abysmally-organised and massively huge bookmarks folder:

It starts with teen Jensen coming into hospital with not much hope and a brain tumour (he's got poor co-ordination/reflexes etc. because of it). In the ward he meets happy-go-lucky teen Jared who appears to have nothing wrong with him and is the only other patient.

As the fic progresses, Jensen learns that Jared got HIV/AIDS from his first/only boyfriend and is shocked by how much hope he still holds.

They start to fall in love and Jared persuades Jensen to go in for the surgery, even though it is quite risky. Jensen draws hope from Jared, goes through with it and pulls out the other side completely fine.

Ending Spoilers )

My Google-fu has failed me and I can't find it in any of the obvious locations. Is the above description enough for someone to help me?

Thank you!

EDIT: Turns out it was unrelated Wincest, so I changed the tags.
27 August 2013 @ 10:51 pm
Hello, lovelies! I'm looking for two different fics today.

1. Pre-series, Sam unwittingly strikes a deal with YED in his dreams, which results in Dean getting seriously ill (cancer, I think). YED threathens Sam that Dean is going to die unless Sam promises to say "Yes" in the future, without telling Sam what he is actually agreeing to.

2. I haven't read this one, but this is how my lovely [livejournal.com profile] sparrow_lately described it for me: "THE ONE WHERE SAM AND DEAN AND CAS GO BACK TO A TOWN THEY LIVED IN FOR A WHILE AS KIDS AND IT'S HALF FLASH BACKS AND THERE WAS A WITCH AND DEAN HAD BEEN ABUSED BY HIS PE TEACHER." She also adds that, "I THINK IT'S CALLED THE LIGHT OF HOME," and, "There was a witch and the town was really quaint and lovely."

John is present in both fics.

All help is appreciated. Thank you very much in advance!
17 August 2013 @ 09:34 pm
So I am looking for an angst fest. I am looking for stories that deal with a sick sam. Like diagnosed with cancer or something short or long doesn't matter. The only important thing is no character death or no permanent disability Gen is preferred. Thank you for any and all help.
09 May 2013 @ 06:56 pm

1. Hey, I'm looking for some high school or college stories where Jensen is either shy or is bullied and Jared is either really protective of him or is one of the bullies who feels guilty later and tries to make it up to Jensen.

2. Some stories where Jensen has cancer (but doesn't die) and Jared is supportive & takes care of him.
I've already read- As We Fall
'C'hange or "How the Guitar Hero Gets His Bitch"
and They Say Breathing Helps

09 March 2013 @ 04:59 pm
I don't remember much about this story at all, but Jared was sick, or had been sick, something like cancer I think. I believe it was set after Supernatural and Jared and Jensen were in a relationship, I'm almost positive, but I don't know how long. The only detail I really remember is that Jared and his parents had decided his money should go to his brother and sister if he died. I wasn't a huge part of the story though it was just mentioned. I know its very vague, but any help would be appreciated!
01 March 2013 @ 07:42 pm
I just finished reading a two-parter by [livejournal.com profile] sylvia_locust, "Break My Body, Hold My Bones" (http://sylvia-locust.livejournal.com/3649.html) and "Building Jumper, Roof to Roof" (http://sylvia-locust.livejournal.com/8766.html).  It's about Sam discovering his has cancer and keeping it secret from Dean.

This has whetted my appetite for more "Sam has cancer" fics, or really ANY fatal affliction will do.  I don't care if it's Wincest or Gen, I don't care about the rating or pairings.

So, how many ways can fanfic writers make Sam life-threateningly ill?  :)

Ok, this was Dean had cancer and so they hole up for a bit and he gets chemo and mostly what I remember is the whole thing was just kind of matter-of-fact toned. Dean doesn't lose his hair and it mentions that except for check-ups having cancer isn't ever really brought up or mentioned again in their life. I remember Sam and Dean but I can't remember if there was John, so I'm assuming it was early S1. I read it on an LJ.

-----> Found: Silver Earrings by wave_obscura

Cas falls (from heaven) and then his body falls apart because angels weren't meant to live in human bodies (or some reason like that.) He gets sick and the fic ends with him dying. At one point Dean asks why only Sam & Bobby (they are staying at Bobby's) can help him shower,etc and Cas says it's because he doesn't want Dean to see him like this. I think near the end he goes for a drive with Cas (even though Cas is too weak for it at this point) and they (finally?) kiss. Cas says at one point he doesn't regret falling. They may have shared a bed. Dean POV, I believe.

-----> Found: full of sparks by glassyskies

Thank you!!! I know, neither really have that much to go on, but anything that rings a distance bell.
01 February 2013 @ 01:37 pm
Three Specific fics:
a) Dean was previously cursed by a witch to become a panther but it missed hitting him directly; Sam explains this to someone by using a bag of flour or something, saying that even though it didn't hit you, some of the flour still managed to get onto you. Sam and Dean were hunting this ghoul that infects animals to get more food and the two of them split up to cover more ground and to kill the infected animals more quickly to prevent them from infecting other animals. Dean goes missing and Sam tries to find him only to find a panther (which is Dean). Dean thought that like last time that it would only be a couple of days before the curse lets up but he was still stuck as a panther. Sam and Dean travel to a person who could help them turn Dean back into human.
I think that the fic had a great amount of detail when it came to weapons.
Found in the comments below!

b) Dean gets hit by a curse intended for Sam because the witch and Robo!Sam got intimate one time and she wanted to have another round, so she threw a curse that made the soul leave the body. However when Dean was hit by it, his soul did leave his body but his body went into a coma like state. So later at the motel room, Sam calls Cas for help. Castiel sees Dean's soul (which looks like a young boy) in the room and tells Sam. Castiel keeps Dean's soul company until he returns to his body.

c) Sam and Dean get turned into Gargoyles because John went after a nest(?) of them. John leaves them at a hunter friend's house because he could not handle the idea of his boys as supernatural beings that equate to them being evil.

General fics:
1) Fics where Dean is cursed into a dog? I guess werewolves/wolves count too.
2) Are there any other Gargoyle fics out there?
3) Fics where Dean mentally becomes like the supernatural being he was changed into? Or where he enjoys what he has become? (A great example is Dragon Emperor by Blonde Empress.) 
4) where Dean is diagnosed with cancer or some other life threatening illness. 

Fics can be gen or slash.
Just give me a heads up if it is Wincest. 
Destiel is a bonus!
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28 January 2013 @ 09:21 pm
Hi! I'm looking for a 2 specific fics and some gen.
        1.I read this one on FF (I think) a while ago, Sam is diagnosed with leukemia and uses Stanford as an excuse to leave and get treatment, later when hunting with dean it comes back. 
       2. Jensen and Jared are married, Jared is blind, their adopted son is looking to buy Jared a christmas present.

Also anything with sick Jared/Sam is great! Any illness, wincest or gen :)
27 December 2012 @ 02:47 pm
Looking for a specific fic I read a while ago on AO3-it was an AU, Dean/Cas. The boys were in highschool, Dean and Sam had just moved to town at met Cas. What follows are a blissful few months filled with beaches, cherries, and Dean and Cas falling in love. Then, Sam's cancer makes an apperance. In the end, Sam dies, leaving behind only a cherry pit. Dean and Cas drift apart, and reunite years later, going to Sam's grave, where a single cherry tree now blooms. Anyone? This fic was awesome, and I've looked for it everywhere : )
13 October 2012 @ 11:14 am
Hello guys .. I've searched in the index of movies and I didn't find .. So here I go ..

Is there any fanfic based on the movie Dying Young?

If there's anyone could provide the link?

Thanks in advance

And mods, sorry if I did not put the tags correctly.
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07 October 2012 @ 12:38 am
I'm looking for two Jared/Jensen stories:

1) Jared had a kid (daughter, I believe) and meets Jensen at a bus stop. They hit it off well and Jared doesn't think Jensen will react well to knowing he has a child.

2) Jared and Sandy were best friends and he agrees to father a child for her. Not long after the baby is born, Sandy dies of cancer.

I'm hoping someone recognizes these stories!

EDIT: #1 found in comments!
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Hi all,

I'm looking for a story where Sam has just finished chemo and beem released from the hospital after going into remission from throat cancer he got from second-hand smoke from Dean's smokng habit. Even though Dean's cigarette's gave Sam cancer, he still smokes, though he tries to do it behind Sam's back.

The opening scene has them in a diner and the waitress can't hear Sam's order cuz part of his larynx was removed. They go on their first case since Sam's diagnosis: a spirit who was a smoker that almost kills Dean during the salt-n-burn cuz he couldn't hear Sam's shout of warning to Dean. At the end of the story Dean buys Sam a safety whistle.

I'm almost positive it's a Wincest story cuz it's basically all I read, but I can't remember if it's Est Relationship or First-Time or what. The emotional impact on Dean of Sam's cancer was more central to the story than any sex, IIRC. There's also quite a bit about Sam's rehab and the therapy Dean still has to help him do every day.

Can anyone help? I've already tried the tags here, ljSeek, and looked for "cancer" stories on Delicious. I'm not sure what else to do. Thanks in advance,
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29 August 2012 @ 08:51 pm

I read it a few weeks ago and then my computer had a hissy and I lost a lot of my favorites. What I recall of the fic is nests in heaven, Michael helps Castiel give live birth to a boy half-angel half-human baby and the child is raised mainly in heaven but as he is growing up he visits his other father Dean Winchester. Also delves into a mythology about how as angels grow up they forget who their parents are.
So Chuck returns to heaven to clean house. He punishes Castiel and others who have gone astray. Though he doesn't want to punish Castiel he has to and so keeps Castiel in Heaven filing back-logged unanswered prayers, and he is not allowed to go to Earth or see Dean again until Dean's time on earth is up and I remember Dean dies of cancer. Its a bitter sweet happy ending.
any assistance would be appreciated in finding this story.

Found: A Subtle Touch of Grace by darth_firefly.

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23 August 2012 @ 11:22 pm
hello everyone!
  I am looking for a list of stories with subjects as
        a.) in which Sam starts hunting solo and Dean and John are unaware. any timeline is okafirw 
        b.)while in Stanford Sam is hospitalized with a very serious disease (for ex. Cancer) and everyone finds out and explodes
        c.) the fire that killed Mary never happened meaning they never became hunters but Sam finds out and keeps it a secret until Dean finds out.
                          Please everyone no Wincest or J2. and if possible but not a real requirement try to avoid romance (i'm okay with it if there isnt)

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22 August 2012 @ 02:13 am
Hi guys, so [livejournal.com profile] moviegeek03 watched 50/50 the other week and reccomended it to me like whoa, and finally I found it in HMV today and right now, this would be the...third time I'm watching it. As usual with an amazing story, my first thought is always, "Dude...I wonder what a J2 version of this would be like..." So, yeah, that's what happened here. So, I need a Jared/Jensen retelling of the 50/50, STAT! (And I still find it funny how many times they say that on hospital dramas yet I've never heard an actual real doctor say STAT in my life.)

Cheers my dears!
18 May 2012 @ 09:09 pm
Exams finish in less than a month and, other than moving house and a week-long camping trip with my bestest boys, I have little in the way of plans for the two months following, so! STORY SEARCH.

1) It's been done a hundred times before, but I'm doing it again in the hopes that it'll turn up something new: alpha-beta/omega fics. ONLY ones where Jensen/Dean is the alpha and Jared/Sam is a beta or omega. Extra awesome if there's some needy Jared/Sam, vulnerable Jared/Sam, hurt!Jared/Sam or generally tactile behaviour with some protective or possessive!Jensen/Dean. Mpreg is fine, but J2 or Wincest only.

3) J2 or Wincest fics with mpreg!Sam/Jared and protective or possessive Jensen/Dean. Some nesting, scared!Sam/Jared and generally adorable boys.

2) J2 or Wincest fics with mpreg!Sam where something goes wrong - I'd rather that its something that threatens Sam/Jared more than the baby (like, the baby's delivered but there's some complications) and Dean/Jensen are worried and protective perhaps even feeling a little bit guilty (I'd love if they didn't want to see the baby until they knew that Sam/Jared was going to be alright. . However,  I will also accept any fics where both Sam/Jared and the baby are in danger (even miscarriage fics).

2) Fics where, as a teen something happens to Sam (mental health issues, an injury [though I'd rather there was nothing like he's permanently paralysed or has a body part amputated or something] abuse, anything) and Dean takes primary custody of him.  

3) Your favourite ever hurt!Sam/Jared or sick!Sam/Jared fics. Can be flu, cold or something more serious like cancer or diabetes.

4) Your favourite schmoopy J2/Wincest fics with lots of cuddles and snuggles. I LOVE sleepy boys. Seriously. 

Thanks a lot!
Hi I'm new, and Trying to find Gen stories of Dean for...

1) Dean has an illness,it ether makes him very weak for ever or he dies.
from WeeCheter to current age -no older-
(No Wincest or Destiel, Please)

2) Very Sad Death Fic,hopefully dieing for Sam,but any Sad Death fic will do
no Suicide!fic, only if he has to do it like in WIAWSNB
(No Wincest or Destiel, Please)

3) Dean as a ghost/spirit
from WeeCester to current Age -no older-
(No Wincest or Destiel, Please)

4) Sad Demon!Dean fic (No Wincest or Destiel, Please)

5) any Blind,Mute,Deaf (No Wincest or Destiel, Please)

6)Dean Crazy/ in a mental institution (No Wincest or Destiel, Please)

7) Dean never was born,but Sam is (No Wincest or Destiel, Please)

8) you're recommendations,you see what im looking for, what else do you think i'll like (No Wincest or Destiel, Please)

I really appreciate, for any help I get,thanks everyone
09 April 2012 @ 10:05 am
1. I'm looking for a fic that had Jensen in a car accident and Jared was in the
same hospital with cancer. I remember a specific scene at the end where they
both shave their heads.

2. And if that wasn't enough, I'm needy and I would like some funny kid!fics.
Kind of along the lines of The Food Network verse. Just some schmoopy cute
stories that would make me laugh, little to no angst.

3. Finally, I'm looking for any and all military fics. Doesn't matter what time

period, war, etc.

No non-con
Bottom!Jared (warn me if not please)
J2 only, no wincest!!!
I'm ok with mpreg (but I've read most of it, so you'd be hard pressed to find
one I haven't)
18 February 2012 @ 08:58 pm
Hi! I have one specific and one general request;
  1. This one's specific and I've looked everywhere for it! I'm pretty sure it's on FF.Net somewhere. The boys are teens and Sam is walking from school back to the motel, he has his headphones in and just outside the motel he's hit by a car. Dean is inside (packing?) and hears the crash, goes out and sees that it's Sam. That's all I have, sorry :/ And anyone got any others where Sam is seriously hurt in a car accident?
  2. This is the general; any fics where Sam/Jared has cancer or a tumour etc...I've read Dancing In The Dark and a few others, if anyone has any I'd be very grateful! :D
Any of these would be fantastic! I prefer limp!Sam/Jared and only J2/Wincest fics please! Thank you :D x

(Mods: Hope the tags are correct)
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14 February 2012 @ 06:22 pm
Hi, I'm looking for a link to a fic. I don't remember the name of the person who wrote it but the fic had something to do with Jensen and Jared being a relationship (married maybe). They had two sons, I think (not mpreg) and Jared fell ill (Cancer? something really serious and life threatening). Most of it is a blur but I do remember Drew Fuller, being like, um, Jared's caretaker (or doctor) and he was kind of hitting on Jared. And Jared give in and they, well I don't think they have sex, but they probably kissed or something and one day while Drew was being all flirty, Jensen stumbled upon them and loads of possessive jealous and angst. Oh and Jensen is a cop, Sheriff maybe??

Oh and it's bottom!Jared.

thank you!!!
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08 February 2012 @ 03:42 am
Well after quite a night with my little brother (he's diabetic, his blood sugar dropped to severely low levels, suddenly lost coherency, then nearly lost consciousness- essentially made me a nervous wreck) I'm looking for some fics where Dean has diabetes, epilepsy, cancer, heck even asthma! Anything where something he has causes a medically life threatening event. Bonus if Sam is the one taking care of him/helping him!

Forgive me if none of that made sense, my brain is still kinda fried from all the panic it went through and I'm simply looking for something to read to calm me down a bit.
04 February 2012 @ 01:43 am
Are there any J2 fics out there about one of the boys getting cancer or some other serious illness and the other one having to take care of him through it? Or maybe they meet in the hospital with one being very sick or something? or meet after one of them is already ill ? NO DEATHFICS!!!!  (i've already read As Everything We Know Fades to Black)

~Thanks in Advance!! :)
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30 January 2012 @ 11:21 pm
Hey guys. So my little sister recently got super sick and had to have a spinal tap done and she said it was one of the most painful things she's ever done, but it's all made us super clingy and protective of her since. She thinks it's funny how close we wanna keep her, but just rolls her eyes and let's us do it. ;D Anyway, it's made me wonder if there were any fics out there with Wee!Sam getting some procedure done, spinal tap, shots, just embarrassing check ups, something like that, where Dean and John, or whoever bravely stand by or hold him, comfort him, etc. Maybe Sam has cancer and has to have chemo, or maybe he's mistreated by doctors...I fricken love Protective!Dean, can't help it. XD And Sam can be older if that exists, I just figured if there were any, it would be Weechesters. ;D And any kind of story works, J2, wincest, hurt/comfort obviously, horror, schmoop, I'm up for anything. Thanks! ;)
27 January 2012 @ 06:53 pm
Hey guys, I am looking for a story in which Sam has cancer. All I remember is that Sam has to believe John D and Dean he was a Stanford but in truth he was treated for cancer.  A few years the cancer came back and he refuses to be treated. But Dean make him change his mind

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