31 July 2017 @ 09:26 pm
Looking for a fic where Dean is somehow cursed or something to shrink really small when he gets aroused and grows to normal size once he gets off or is no longer horny, so he grows and shrinks several times throughout the fic. At one point he grows while sitting in Sam's chest shirt pocket. There's also a point where there in the Imala and Sam has been pulled over and Dean in Sam's pants being naughty and the cop thinks it's all Sam doing something and lectures him. I don't remember how they figure it out.

It's an older fic, pre-season three, I think. I've looked everywhere I can think and unless I missed it I can't find it. Thanks in advance for any help.

I am dying to find a specific fic that I've read where Sam is cursed or spelled into a spirit state and he can only communicate with Dean through dreams despite being able to wander around the bunker and watch Dean freak out. Dean doesn't believe that it's really Sam talking to him until Sam leaves a bunch of hickeys on him and finds a witch to reverse whatever spell was cast. I did also find it on AO3, but none of my searches seem to be hitting the right keywords. Any help would be much appreciated. 
03 June 2017 @ 10:08 am
Hello everybody!
I am looking for a fic that I do not remember much but I know it has "secret desire" and "ring" in it. I think that Dean had been cursed so he had to have sex, to be top and bottom. Before, Sam and he had sex but always with Dean on the bottom. Sam wanted to try the other way but Dean didnt want to hurt him. Dean`s secret desire was to be fu... by John, Sam by Dean and John to f... Dean but nobody wanted to admit. Sam and Dean tried to have sex with a prostitute but didn`t work. In the end John , Sam and Dean had all together sex and cure Dean. Dean in the middle, John top, Sam bottom.
I know it's complicated but this is the only thing I remember. The ring sign was on dean stomach and disappeared when the curse was broken. I think.
Hello everyone, I read those fics a few months back on AO3, but I can't remember the names or authors, so I can't find them again...

1) So the first story was something like that : Dean finds that him and Sam actually touch a lot and creates some kind of plan to touch Sam more and more without Sam noticing anything, and I think that they end up together at the end.

2) For the second one, it was a long story with Sam and Dean being in an established relationship, 'fighting' in an old shaman's shop, and both boys end up being cursed, Sam turning into a wolf by night, and Dean into an eagle by day. They only have one day a week to be together. It involved a (broken) totem repesenting an eagle on top of a wolf, and Bobby being his awesome self and helping the boys, and both of them being kidnapped by demons.

I hope someone can help me, I really loved those fics!

FOUND in the comments!! Thanks a lot *already running to go re-read those stories*
04 March 2017 @ 07:04 pm
looking for Tiny!Dean fic
found: Maybe Size Doesn't Really Matter
by: justanothersong


What I remember:
Dean hates his brother's girlfriend Ruby, and Ruby ends up being an actual Witch, who curses Dean into a tiny little person, six inches tall (like in the Littles or the Borrowers).

Desperate to have his own apartment Castiel moves into the apartment where rumors circulate the previous tenant has died and whose body mysteriously disappeared or that he simply ran away.

it was pairing eventual Destiel fic
Its a non-hunters, all human AU.

thank you

tags: Cursed!Dean, Shrunken!Dean, Tiny!Dean
affliction: cursed, attribute: adorable!dean, au: boys aren't hunters, genre: roommates, genre: domestic fic, genre: humor, genre: crack/comedy, genre: hurt/comfort, genre: angst, pairing: dean/castiel genre: au, genre: fantasy,
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08 February 2017 @ 06:42 pm
i'm looking for a fic i read a while ago and can't seem to find.
All i remember is that some men put Sam under some sort of curse or spell were he couldn't be touched by men, it would cause him pain. I think they did it cause they thought he was gay, i cant really remember much, but please help
04 February 2017 @ 11:59 pm
My Google-fu has left me.......
I read this maybe a year ago, but can't remember title or author. And I can't find it through Google or any of my "normal" lists and communities.

Dean stays with John in a motel, and leaves for some reason. He gets trapped by a beautifull woman, but he can see that there is something wrong. She looks like two different peolpe at once..... Dean gets trapped in a room that looks beautifull, but he can feel the cave hidden in the glamour. He gets out after several days, he hasn't eaten anything that he has been offered but has found some rotten stagnant water in the back of the "real" cave. When he gets out he is blind to everything real but can see fae glamour, and (next to) no time has passed. John helps him with the curse afterwards.

The "Fair people", fairies, the Lords and Ladies, are called Fae in this story.

I believe it was on Livejounal. I think it was written in two or three parts, each of several chapters. It is long!

Found! Thank you.
05 January 2017 @ 01:00 pm
I keep looking for this fic I read but just can't find it. It was Sam/Dean Sam gets cursed somehow and every time Dean touches him he comes. Dean finds out after tackling Sam since Sam suddenly starts avoiding his touch.I remember that Dean tests how long it takes in a diner cause Sam would fight it in public. I'm pretty sure it was on livejournal.

Also are there any stories similar to this? I find a lot with Dean being cursed but not a lot with Sam.

18 December 2016 @ 09:10 pm
I'm looking for a story revolving around Sam and Dean. I'd appreciate it is someone could help me. I don't remember everything, but do I remember a curse being put on Sam putting him into a deep sleep. I can't remember if he gets hurt or if a witch does it. I think Dean takes him to Bobby's. I think Jody was in it too. Everyone is trying to think of a way to wake him up, but then Dean is told that only Sam's true love can wake him up. This bothers Dean, and he's told that true love doesn't have to be romantic or something. So Dean confesses his feelings to Sam. He jokes with Sam saying that the whole thing makes him Sleeping Beauty (Snow White?) and he's woken up. It's not a wincest or anything.
I'm dying to read again an old fic I lost and cannot for the life of me find on google
- it was eventually Sam/Dean
- teen!Sam is kidnapped, tortured and rape by a supernatural creature
- Dean and John never knew he was kidnapped
- Sam is let go by the creature with a curse written in his inner thigh (or something like that I'm not sure) that cause him to constantly seek pain and sex and to be unable to say no
- to break the curse he has to find someone that knows about the curse and love him nonetheless but he can't reveal to anyone what happened
- I remember Sam had sex with a teacher, kissed for the first time a class mate, and met Jen in a bdsm club
- Dean finds out about the curse thanks to the ghost of another victim of the same creature
ETA: FOUND in the comments

And for the general search, I'm starving for Sam/Dean or Jensen/Jared fics
with sexually abused Sam or Jared (NOT by Dean or Jensen)
that focus on rape recovery
with Sam-Jared being insecure, having nightmares, PTSD (etc) and Dean-Jensen helping him
novel-length fics are better, but I'll read everything
AU or not AU is the same;
I feel like I've already read every single fic about this topic (including all the ones I could find here) so please help me out!
THANK YOU and sorry for any mistakes: english is not my first language!
Hi all,
I'm looking for four different things:
1. A specific Destiel fic where Cas was a witch, so was Gabriel I think, and Dean was his familiar(I think he could turn into an animal), the story is about how they meet, and there's a scene where John shows up, possibly at Bobby's when Cas is trying to heal Dean from something, and attempts to shoot Cas and/or Dean I think. Gabriel protects them I believe. Dean either didn't know he was a familiar or had been taught witches were evil or something. Thanks!
2. A general destiel fic search where Dean has a chronic illness or disability of any form, and Cas is his doctor and/or caregiver.
3. A specific destiel fic from a years back, set after Cas raises Dean from hell-in this story, Dean became a demon in hell, he had horns and a twisted appearance, and Cas had to take him somewhere for a long time to help him heal, keep him chained up because he kept trying to attack Cas. I think the horns fell off eventually or something.
4. Any fics where Chuck is a father figure to any of the boys, rescues the boys from being abused, or is in anyway remotely paternal to Dean, Cas, or Sam.
Thanks very much!!
Im looking for a specific story where Dean discovers some kind of partially supernatural Hunters heritage, and goes on to steal a lot of books and artefacts.
Sam is at Stanford.
John is hit with some kind of rage curse and puts Dean in the hospital, then has to leave him at the Roadhouse.
Dean and Sam go on a cruise.
I think Sams friend Brady gets posessed, and his friends are introduced to the hunting world.
Sam qnd Dean encounter 'wolf' super hunters while hunting the wendigo.
I think it was time travel and an oracle helped dean, and satan cursed him to become the purest version of himself, but because hes actually a decent person it helps him instead of turning him evil.
Subtle slow-burn Dean/OMC, where the OMC is a rich, borderline immortal leader of a group of 'wolves' who arent actually werewolves exactly, but hunt all kinds of thjngs. However, they dont know about demons, so OMC has Dean explain them to him. They dont take it well, but the OMC is siding with Dean, and hes the leader, so the rest have to fall in line.
Dean has a lot of scars from when John attacked him, so he feels self-concious.
Sam is kind of a brat sometimes.
John is a jerk but Dean still loves him.
Dean makes a huge amount of money, betting online I think it was.
Dean is also a cardshark and cleans out even the wolves at poker in Vegas.
Anyway, I cant find it anywhere and its my absolute favorite story, so please, please let me know if you have a copy or know its name or author.

FOUND:Return to Go, on Fanfiction.net
17 July 2016 @ 04:44 pm
I read this fic AGES ago.

it had dean and gabriel in a djinn-like world, i'm not sure if it was really a djinn, and they were living a domestic-type life, like in the djinn-episode. Im pretty sure sam was in it, and that jess and mary were alive. dean and gabriel were dating, and as far as i know, dean did not know that it wasnt real, but gabriel did. he fell in love but dreaded the day dean would find out that it wasnt real.

i dont remember much else, but i'll add more if i can think of anything.

EDIT: Found by [livejournal.com profile] lytenakye!
Tricky Like That by Annehiggins
As the header says I'm looking for a specific fic that I read years ago but I have now lost.

I remember that it was a Mpreg fic. I think it was Dean, but I'm not 100% certain, who was cursed by a fertility goddess (as a thank you I think?) and then he became pregnant. The brothers ended up in a town where the doctor from Croatoan had moved to and she becomes their doctor. I think they settled down in that town and got new identities so that they weren't legally brothers anymore (there was a spell involved?). I'm pretty sure that Sam started work doing something with the local sheriff.

Major plot points that I remember:

Later in that fic or possibly in a sequel Sam and their kid got into a car crash but were virtually unharmed because the Impala is made of strong steel and didn't crumble like a new car would have. Also later in that fic or maybe in the sequel Sam is worried about their kid not walking yet and he is concerned because they are after all brothers and maybe that has genetically affected their kid. But at the doctors office the kid starts walking just before their appointment. 
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1. I am looking for a story where Dean is beat up by a bunch of guys from his school who are on the football team, he goes to Bobbie's to get help. He's pretty beat up and it turns out that most, if not all of them, were possessed. Bobby comments how it is amazing that he survived. At one point John and Sam arrive , discuss the situation ( it has something to do with Sam's power) they leave Dean alone at Bobby's where I think he gets attacked again. No pairing.

2. A deaged Dean fiction where Dean is 13 -17. Everyone , mostly Sam but Bobby a little too, wants him to stay young but Dean remembered how hard it was to be so pretty at that age. Sam forces him to go to school but he is sexually assaulted by his classmates. Sam has difficulty realizing that Dean is used to being strong and invulnerable . I think the witch that cursed him lives or hangs out on the beach. He eventually finds her.
Found!: The Do-Over

25 May 2016 @ 09:06 am
Hi All,

I can not remember the name or author of this fic I read awhile back and I think it might be a podfic too.  In it Dean had a compulsion to hug Sam.  I don't remeber what caused the condition but Sam was enjoying the new affection and Dean was reluctant to tell him that he did not actually want to be huging Same all the time.  The condition worsened as the story went on.  I rember a specific exchange between the boys that went something like this:

Dean: "Sam I hope I am not going to break your heart but I don't actually want to be diung this."

Sam: "Then why are you?"

Dean: "I don't know!"

You guys are great so I hope you can help me out :)
11 May 2016 @ 09:28 pm

so the story I'm looking for is older than 5 years.
most likely Sam/Dean
somehow they end up with a mental link/bond but don't quite know what it is because one of them thinks in words the other in images and as a result it is confusing and not quite clear but they eventually realize what is happening.
I think John was in it.

i really hope someone remembers this, as its quite old. so,
thanks in advance!

Edit: thanks for finding it so quickly! Link's in the comments.
I am searching for a story I read a long time ago and can only vaguely remember the details of. It was a Sam/Dean story where they get mentally bonded and at first don't handle it well but over time they grow to depend on it. After they get used to and even begin relying on the bond it ends abruptly (it might have been a curse originally?) and the story ends with them freaking out about not being able to hear and feel each other anymore.

The other story I am looking for (it might actually be the same story) is where the boys get cursed and they are constantly changing, at some point one or both of them grow tails temporarily (for a month or so maybe?). I believe the author even wrote a short sequel thing about the time they spent with tails as in the original story it is kind of truncated over.

Any help finding either (or just the one if they are indeed the same story) would be much appreciated.  I apologize for not being able to remember more.
Hello wonderful people. Hope the new year is treating you well.

I am looking for a specific story. Can't remember if its actually Wincest or not but Dean becomes pregnant but I can't remember if its solely from a spell or if its a spell that worked because of wincest. All I remember is that Dean almost dies during delivery and then later the YED or other demon comes for the baby when it is six months old. I do remember other hunters (the usual, Caleb, Jim, Bobby and Ellen) gather to help the Winchesters protect the baby. During the attack, Dean is pinned to the ceiling and his stomach slashed just like what happened to Mary.

Thank you so much in advance if you can help locate this story. I've really been wanting to re-read it.

(note added) I remembered a little bit more of the story and wanted to add it in case it helps someone remember it. The boys know the demon is coming and Dean makes Sam promise that no matter what happens, he is to protect the baby...not worry about Dean...protect the baby at all costs. Hope this helps. I really, really want to read this story again. Thank you!

FOUND! http://samdean.archive.nu/viewstory.php?sid=347&textsize=0&chapter=1
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23 January 2016 @ 02:18 pm
I have been looking for this specific fic all over the place but I cannot remember who wrote it or the name of it. It's a pre-series teechesters fic with John/Dean, Sam/Dean, and a bit of John/Dean/Sam.

John and Dean (and maybe Sam) are on a hunt and Dean gets hit with a curse. John drags him home and he and Sam tie him down but the whole time Dean is spouting all the sexual things he wants to do to Sam. They get him tied down and John leaves Sam to watch him - with orders to not let him loose no matter what - as he goes back out to try to find a cure. By the time he gets back, Dean has gotten free and jumped Sam, though John comes back he can do anything. They tie Dean back up and then, with what is apparently their last chance at getting Dean free of the curse, John begins to fuck him. He and Sam then take turns throughout the night sexing the curse out of Dean until he's back to normal in the morning.
Hi! I'm looking for a fic I read a while back. In the fic Sam and Dean were cursed to be mute. The entire fic was set up as written conversations betweeen the boys so it looks like it's on paper with their differnt handwritingsl. There's eventually implied bottom sam.
That's really all I can remember
07 January 2016 @ 06:09 pm
Hey all. I'm trying to find a fic I read on Ao3. It was an animal transformation fic where Sam got hexed into snake form. It wasn't cute or fluffy at all, though. It was an angsty, creepy sort of fic where Sam found himself slowly losing time, memory, and even his personality -- becoming more and more snake and less and less Sam. It was mostly Sam POV, if I recall, and set at Bobby's?

Does anyone know where I can find it?
Story has been found here: Spectrum (in 4 parts), by [livejournal.com profile] tbrook.  The conclusion is here: Jumping at Shadows.  Thank you for the help, all you commenters!  :D

This is an old specific story I'm looking for.  It starts right where the series starts, just before Jess's death.  Sam passes through his own doorway on which somebody carved a cursed sigil, and he basically loses his mind.  The story is written in a very distinct stream-of-consciousness style from a third person Sam perspective, and I believe this moment is described as "the whole world took a step to the left."

Jess dies the same way she did in the series, and Dean shows up after Sam calls him incoherently from the kitchen floor.  Dean tells him to stay put, because he was already almost there.  The rest of the story is basically an insane Sam-styled warped perspective on the beginning of the series.  Dean is looking for their father, but his search has been completely disrupted because Sam is incoherent.  He can speak, but the things he says are often uninterpretable without any perspective on the things he's hallucinating.  Sam frequently begins screaming for reasons completely incomprehensible to Dean.  Once at a gas station he starts screaming because he is afraid he will fall into the sky.  He keeps seeing a man in a trenchcoat following them.  The television looks like an eye watching him.

I think the story is in 5 parts or so.  I read it on livejournal, and the author had a blue background.  Sadly, that is all I can remember, and keyword searches have gotten me nowhere.  The story is gen, no pairings.  It's implied that the man in the coat is Castiel, but this is never said outright, and I think Bobby shows up at one point, but other than that it's just Dean and Sam.  The style is the most distictive feature.  It read almost like poetry-prose.  And it would be at least 4 years old, probably more.  If anyone can help me find this, I would be so grateful.  It was an amazing story, and I'd love to read it again!
28 October 2015 @ 12:32 am

I read this story a couple years ago, and it may have been a couple years old, at the time.

Dean waa cursed and turned female. He was told the curse wouldn't be broken until he suffered great hurt or lost something he truly loved...something to that end.

Woman Dean is hunting with Sam (and evtually other stuff) for about a year, and unbeknownst to Sam, becomes pregnant. Cue great loss, and he becomes male, again. Lots of angsty hurty stuff ensues.

I seem to remember it being longer, and their were definitely a few timestamps, including one about adopting children who's parents were killed by demons, and another about getting glasses.

Help me Obi Wan!
I'm going on a long road trip soon and wanted some awesome fics to pass the time! I haven't read a SPN fanfic since March 2014 (ish), so I'm looking mostly for fics created in 2014 or 2015, but that's by no means a rule. These are some of the genres I like, but if you have any angsty/dark/epic personal favorites, feel free to share those, too!

I prefer Wincest and Gen, but will read Destiel, RPS, and OC Romances if the story is really good. I'm cool with very dark fics, and I have no problem with major character death... I like me a good tearjerker. I'd prefer if the fics don't go too AU (unless it's a crossover or something), but again, I'll make exceptions for a good story.

Thank you all in advance! :D

1. Blind!Dean or Blind!Jensen. Or more generally, any fics where Dean/Jensen isn't born disabled, but becomes disabled over the course of the fic. Will read disabled Jared/Sam if the story is good enough.
2. Demon!Dean, especially AUs where Dean wasn't cured in 10x03.
3. Crossovers with Merlin, Stargate (SG1/Atlantis), Star Trek (TOS/TNG/VOY/Movies), Doctor Who, Dark Angel, NCIS, or Fringe.
4. Sam/Jared or Dean/Jensen are transformed into some supernatural creature. I especially love fics where Dean is transformed into an angel or some kind of winged creature... super mega bonus points if you can find one that isn't Destiel.
5. Dean-Is-Michael fics. Also, Dean-Is-[any role Jensen has played in the past] are pretty cool.
6. Amnesia!Dean or Amnesia!Sam.
7. One of the Winchesters is cursed.
8. Any fics where Dean is (willingly or unwillingly) used as a vessel. I kind of expect Destiel in a fic like this, so it's fine in this case.
9. Bodyswap fics!
10. Possessed!Dean
11. Fics where Dean decided to stay young in "About A Boy."
12. Cast-Are-Characters or Cast-Meet-Characters.
I read this story a long time ago (years I think) so what I can remember is this...

Dean is cursed and doesn't remember that Sam is his brother. The boys go back to Bobby's house to try and fix the curse. At one point Dean offers Sam some kind of meat (a burger maybe?), but Sam refuses and when Dean asks why Sam said he'd know why if he remembered Sam at all. I think this comes from when Sam was tortured by his cousins and one of them tried to literally eat him and he still has the bite marks from it.

I also think Dean didn't really want to remember he had a little brother all that much because he liked being an only child.

This may or may not be me mixing two stories together, so if any of this sounds familiar let me know. Thanks guys!
Hey everyone, I'm looking for 1.) AU-fics with Dean and Sam unrelated in which Dean is either a demon or a vampire and meets Sam; they end up together. Something like -In Arcadia Ego- and -Fortress- by the same author (I know they are still considered related in Fortress). Preferably long fics, but I'll take what I can get. I would really like it to be top!Dean, please warn me if it's not. Also I'm okay if Dean is some other kind of creature as long as he is strong or has powers or is plainly superior to Sam on some level.

And 2.) much like Fortress I'm yearning for a long-term fuck-or-die curse with top!Dean and bottom!Sam. Doesn't matter who's inflicted by the curse, I reckon they aren't even that many fics with this request. I thought I'd ask the shared brain pool of the spnfamily; if anybody knows, it's you guys. Basically I'd like either one of the brothers to be cursed and end up having sex with the other, but it's not supposed to be a one-time thing. They have to keep on appeasing the curse otherwise they die (or the one who's cursed at least).

Please no Destiel in any recs...
Self-recs welcome.

Thanks in advance!
Hey all!
I'm looking for three specific fics and I have a general search. The 3 specific fics are as follows:

  1. This is a drabble/oneshot set after the epiode Skin in season 1 (1x06). It is a very short fic. It is basically about Sam wondering if he was wrong and what he thought was the shapeshifter was actually Dean, and who he thought was Dean was actually the shapeshifter. He tells Dean this and Dean says it doesn't matter, the shifter can download people's memories so he would act the same and he says it would be "a monster's second chance". They go to a bar and Sam keeps bringing up this topic, saying that it must be symbolism that Dean shot himself in the head and Dean tells him he once slept with a guy that looked like Sam and asks if there is any symbolism in that. They then go back to the motel and Sam tells Dean he'd know if it wasn't him and Dean says he wouldn't. The fic ends along these lines.

  2. The second fic is one where Sam is deaged and I can't really remember anything about it (why he was deaged, who did so, etc) except for the ending where Dean asks Sam if he liked him when Sam was a teenager. Sam is quiet for a while and Dean says "Forget it" but Sam then explains that even though Dean was his brother, he kind of acted like a mother to Sam so Sam kind of resented him for it. Sorry for the lack of details, but I really can't remember much more.

  3. The final fic was again, deaged Sam. Sam, Dean & John (I'm not entirely sure John was with them though) are on a hunt together and they get cursed by faeries who de-ages Sam. The curse works a certain way: Sam has to say no a certain amount of times for him to reach his normal age. He starts off as a child and Dean uses flashcards and makes up stories to make Sam repeat the word "No" over and over again. Sam does so and he starts growing older and older. Eventually he reaches the age he was when he was at Stanford and Dean has to explain about Jess to him. Finally Sam becomes his age again.

Any help on any of these fics is much appreciated as I am so desperate to read them!

Thank you heaps in advance!
23 June 2015 @ 12:49 am
Hi, are there any fics out there that deal with sex-switches realistically? There are a lot of fic in which some curse or spell turns Sam or Dean into a girl, but most of the time (especially if it's Dean) there's a whole lot of "Hey look, boobies" rather than a more realistic interpretation, in which the victim has dysphoria in their cursed body and hates being misgendered because of the way their body looks now. I'd really love to read a fic in which the victim of the sex-switch curse hates their cursed body, experiences dysphoria, and the brothers are using all their power to break the spell as fast as they can!

I would prefer Dean to be the victim, but I wouldn't say no to a fic of this theme with Sammy as the cursed.

I'd also really love it if at first, the un-cursed brother is all jokes and humor and thinks it's kinda funny, until they realize that the cursed one is not enjoying it at all.

PLEASE no Wincest, and PLEASE, I don't want the person who cast the curse to be one of the boys (or John). I'm also not looking for any fic in which the victim's body is altered with a kinky intent, such as nursing/rape. I'm just looking for the regular old trope with a slightly more realistic twist.

I really hope a fic like this exists out there!
21 June 2015 @ 08:01 pm
1. the boys (both) are deaged physically, permanently, and grow-up again, either by witches, wishes and time travel. It must be permanent and well everything else goes. {I, myself would perfer a happy ending but others may not so post both,}
[I've looked and I can't find many where it is permanent, so even if you point me towards the right tag to comb though that'll be awesome]
2. Happy endings, seriously I am looking for fluffy and 'everything is all better' stories that don't pass over in to too sweet and fake. 
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Are there any fics out there in which Dean is turned into some kind of animal? I don't care what kind... Cat, dog, bird, fish, I don't even care if it's full-body or just mental, or if it is a bridge off of "Dog Dean Afternoon". I'd like any and all animal-Dean fics.

Please, no were!fics though! I'm not looking for weres, strictly temporary/semi-permanent spells/curses. I don't care if the story is cracky or angsty. I'd love it if Dean was unable to communicate or if a new means of communication had to be reached. I'd love it if Dean became trapped in an animal body that was fragile and he had to be watched and protected. I'd love a situation where Dean kept his human form but had his mental capabilities turned animal, and Sam had to watch over him while they struggled to turn him back. I'd love any animal!Dean situation, really.

No Wincest, please. I'm fine with Destiel and I love gen.

I've already read "What has eight tentacles and isn't allowed to eat pie": http://archiveofourown.org/works/998768
06 April 2015 @ 02:52 pm
I think I read a story a while ago where some sort of beastie curses Sam & Dean with a fuck or die. Standard, but the twist was that they were already in a relationship, and nonchalantly got down to the sex.

I think it was on AO3, but I could be wrong.


Five Times Dean and Sam had to F*ck-Or-Die by smallcaps.

Thanks [livejournal.com profile] adamantina_lj!
01 April 2015 @ 08:49 pm
Do you ever randomly remember tiny bits of awesome fics you read ages ago, but can't for the life of you figure out where to even start looking for them? That's where I'm at right now.

1. Stanford era, John gets posessed by the YED who, instead of going on a boring murder spree, decides to play with Dean's issues by pretending John is under some kind of curse that gets rid of his self control. I remember the first scene was set in a diner, "John" comes back from the restroom, inapropriately scratching his junk and when Dean says something about it, he just casually slaps him across the face and that kind of sets the tone for what kinds of inhibitions this pretend-curse is blocking. The physical abuse gets worse as the story goes on and I'm almost sure it turns sexual at one point, but I could be wrong. And then there is some angst from Dean's side about how without his self control, his dad's first instinct is to just whale on him all the time, and possibly from John because how could Dean not figure out that this isn't what he would be like without a filter.

2. This is a long shot. I really only remember that I read it on ff.net, years ago. There was a scene that was set during Devil's Trap. Sam drags a severely injured Dean out of the cabin to get them all to the hospital, and somehow their conversation turns to Pastor Jim and how he would always make waffles (pancakes?) the way Dean likes them and not Sam, and Dean just kind of resignedly says something about how Sam just has to deal with not being someone's favorite for once.

Thanks guys!
30 March 2015 @ 01:46 pm
I read this story about three or four years ago I think. I wasn't reading wincest at the time so I didn't save it and now I wish I had. Here's what I remember:

1. It was a canon story set before season four (I think).

2. Sam was (cursed?) and became a girl. Sam and Dean were not in a relationship before that but got together over the course of the story.

3. In the beginning Sam came out of the bathroom as a girl and his/her jeans no longer fit over her hips. Dean was freaked but Sam said he/she had always been a girl and Dean's "sister" and Dean started to wonder if there was something wrong with HIM. Sam was only messing with Dean, he really had been turned into a girl.

4. Dean would hold Sam while she cried (I think at one point they were spooning with Dean on as the big spoon.)

4. In the end Sam admitted that he had always had feelings for Dean. Dean didn't tell Sam but it was revealed that Dean only started to fall in love with Sam after he became a girl.

I really hope someone can help me find this.
27 February 2015 @ 10:43 pm
So this is my first ever time on livejournal, so I hope I'm getting this right... (mods, I hope my tags are correct)

Umm... so I'm looking for those classic wincest "cursed to fall in love/express your true feelings/be overly protective/possessive" fics. Can anyone help me on this please?

One fic which I've already read is I Wanna Hold You Till You Die, by Lazy_daze but is there anything else? (I could swear there were, I've just forgotten them!)
12 February 2015 @ 03:36 am
I've been absent from the fandom for a good while & I'm trying to find a fic that I read a while ago which I loved, I've been searching google for a few days now with everything I can think of to find this and it's driving me crazy so I'm hopeful that someone here can help me.

The details from what I remember are pretty vague:

- it's an older fic I'm 90% positive
- it's either time travel or an alternate universe which Sam is sent to
- a spell or a curse which causes Sam from the present time to swap places with Sam ion the past (who also has a brother called Dean)
- I'm pretty sure the brothers from the past weren't hunters but don't quote me on that
- the alternate Dean thinks that Sam from our time is insane as he speaks about hunting and time travel and has him committed where he really suffers in the institution.
- there's a scene where Dean visits Sam at the institution & Sam begs him to him home and tells Dean they are hurting him but Dean passes it off as his illness
- he escapes and a girl called Jessica (I'm pretty sure) helps him and nurses him back to health

That's really all I can remember but I'm pretty sure that Dean in present time finds a way to communicate with his Sam in the fic too.

I know this could be any number of fics so I'll take any recommendations along these lines too.

Thanks in advance!
05 February 2015 @ 03:28 pm

In the story which I believe was on AO3 had Dean cursed which had is confidence taken away and could not properly defend himself...I believe. He also develops a stutter.

I do remember two scenes:

• Dean and Sam are in a library doing research. Sam goes to look for a book leaving Dean by himself. A college professor sees by himself and tries to take advantage of Dean in his current state but Sam comes to the rescue!

Fic Ending Scene... )

So I'm going out of the country and along with the new fics I got on my last request, I need some other new fics to keep me occupied on my 14 hour flight :)

1. I've already requested this before but I received no response, so I'm hoping this time I'll get lucky. I am looking for wincestiel wing!kink stories. There seems to be a massive shortage of this in the fandom and I'm really deseprate. Last time I asked for bottom!cas, but this time I'll accept anything.
If however, there are no such stories, can you just rec me your favourite wincestiel pwp stories, where Cas is the main focus of the boy's attention, if you know what I mean ;)

2. I know this s kind of an old trope, but are there any fics where Sam or Dean are cursed (by whatever), and make them desperate to please the other, or  blindly obey the other's will? You know a sort of  infatuation/obediance curse. I would prefer it to be wincest, but gen is fine too. (If wincest, no non-con please! Dub-con fine)

I really hope someone can help me find these fics :)
02 December 2014 @ 04:37 pm
I was reading a multi-chapter story yesterday and today I can't find it! It's pre-series. John, Dean, and Sam were hunting a witch who had already cursed/killed several people. She curses Dean so that every time Sam gets angry Dean is ill. He has two heart attacks before they discover the trigger. He goes to a clinic run by a white witch who's a friend of Pastor Jim's while they try to figure out how to break the curse. Sam tries to stay calm but he and John are fighting about Sam going off to college so Dean's health keeps relapsing. I thought the author's name was something like 'spurge93' but I can't find anything like that!

Please help, I need to finish the story!
30 November 2014 @ 11:19 am
Hey! I'm looking for a fic in which John puts an obedience curse on Sam. Sam now has to obey any order from Dean. I remember John and Sam fighting and John told Sam to do push-ups and Sam refused. Dean eventually ordered him to do them. The second part of the fic was Dean comforting Sam afterwards.

It's definitely pre-series and it was gen/pre-slash. Most likely on livejournal and in two parts.

I'm also interested in any other fics involving curses/spells. No slash, please!

Did I create a livejournal just to find this fic? Yes. Yes, I think I did ...

21 November 2014 @ 11:48 am
Hey there,
I am desperately searching for a fic to give to a friend of mine who is right now discovering fanfiction (and we want to have her covered, right?)

I don't know author or title but I remember the following:
Dean was turned female by a curse by Gabriel's daughter (which they find out later in the story, but she was bamf! =) ). The story describes in details how different Dean feels and how he deals with being female including clothes shopping with Sarah and ponytails and tears.
Sam was hurt and Sarah Blake came to help him with physical therapy while they stayed at Bobby's.
Castiel didn't mind Dean's change and told him that the vessel was of no importance. I think there was somethin in there with a mark Castiel left on Dean (not 'the mark' something new) as Dean was some kind of warrior. I think there was some mild Dean/Cas in it somehow (or not so mild, I don't really remember).
I just want to find this fic again because it is (in my oppinion) the best written genderswitch I have ever read and I want to share it with my friend.
So I really, really am crossing my fingers that somebody knows which story I mean.
Thanks a ton! <3

FOUND: It was the path we choose from tenoko1 (http://tenoko1.livejournal.com/163519.html) =D Go read it it's awesome!!!!
Hi guys! I know this is a long shot and it's extremely unlikely that anyone will know the fic I'm looking for because I honestly don't remember much about it. It's several years old....maybe like 5 years or so? It was a WIP that I had bookmarked on my old pc before it crashed and burned and was wondering if it was ever finished. Basically I mostly remember the last scene where Dean was alone (I believe on a cliff but could have been in a desert) and he was injured badly. Not sure if it was a mountain lion or a supernatural creature but I seem to remember him being scratched up with claws and the way it left we weren't sure if he was going to survive (though it wasn't tagged as a death fic). I believe Sam was at Bobbys recovering from an injury or sickness? And I think he just discovered how Dean felt towards him (or maybe they just had 1st time Wincest) and maybe he wasn't too accepting at first or was upset or something? Which was why Dean left? I might be mixing up stories but the part I remember most was Dean being stranded and hurt at the end of the cliffhanger. Ring any bells? Since I don't remember much I'm guessing on some of the tags.

Thanks :)

Edit: I might be mixing stories but I *think* before they got to Bobbys Sam was cursed or something and was feverish, etc and begging Dean for sex. Dean had been hiding his feelings for Sam & held out as long as he could before giving in.
Hi guys,

Looking for a specific fic where Dean gets hit by some kind of near-death paralysis spell during a hunt that leaves him conscious, and so he gets to hear Sam break down when Sam thinks he's dead. S4 fic, because I remember Ruby enters the mix at some point, and is aware that Dean's still alive but conveniently neglects to tell Sam.

Also, if anyone knows any other fics along this line where one brother gets cursed and the other thinks he's dead, that would be really great!

ETA: Found by the brilliant gluisa88. It's Sleep Eternal by LittleFairy78
"Dean's shutting himself off from Sam. An argument makes Sam think Dean would love him more if he was more like his big brother. After a supernatural encounter changes Sam, Dean realises how much he really appreciates his brother the way he is"

Does anyone have a link or a copy? It was on fanfiction, but is gone. I don't know the author, so don't know if there is a request not to share.
07 October 2014 @ 07:51 pm
Ok, I've got a few things that I'm hoping people could recommend to me... I'm also open to J2 fic recs.

1.) Fairy!Dean or Dean in the Fae realm. (I've already read Gossamer, In The Fields of Oberon, and The Sky Was Full of Wings and a few others, but I'm always on the prowl for more...)

2.) Dean turns into some form of mythical creature (dragon, centaur, unicorn, merman, etc.).

3.) Deer!Dean. I've read Deerstiel and was wondering if there were anymore fics out there like it?

4.) Dean uses American Sign Language as a main form of communication.
07 September 2014 @ 12:30 pm
Hi all,

I read this fic a while back and for the life of me, can't find it again. Dean was cursed to spit up cum, and Sam started noticing his perfect lips for the first time. Dean was grossed out and somewhat traumatized, Sam was turned on.

This, and pretty much and any other great curse fic rec would be greatly appreciated.

Thank you!
03 September 2014 @ 10:03 pm

im looking for a hurt sam fic... and all i know is that it was on fanfiction.net and sam was cursed or something and he slowly started to loose control of his body. Him and dean stay at bobby's house also sam's symptoms are that he goes stiff and can't get of bobby's couch at one point. I also remember a scene where he has to drink shakes because he has lost most control over his body...

I had read this story a while ago, and i totally forgot its name. Im sure its a GEN fic and in fanfiction.net.

Sam and Dean were hunting down some witch in a jungle. And witch put some curse on dean. When Sam found him, he thought that Dean is dead. But infact, Dean was alive and couldnt move, also his eyes were opened the whole time. Sam checked his pulse and breathing, and tried to revive him. Due to the curse, Sam couldnt hear his heartbeat or something...
Later, there was a scene in which Ruby visited them in motel and she knew that Dean is cursed(because she is also a witch) but didnt corrected Sam.
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