05 March 2017 @ 08:55 pm

Im looking for a story that I could have sworn was from last years BigBang, but thats aparently not the case.
Its about Drag Queen Stripper!Jensen and Deaf Errandboy!Jared.
It takes Jared most of the story to realise his girlfriend is in fact a guy. The artwork with the story is beautiful as well. It shows Jared with half shaved hair and a manbun and a septum piercing.

Also, if you know any other good drag story,s, I,d love to read them.
23 October 2016 @ 11:22 pm

I'm looking for a specific supernatural rpf fic. I believe they were both in high school. Jensen was popular, Jared was a bit of a loner. Jensen was dared to befriend Jared and give him a makeover and get him a date for some sort of school function. Jensen's cousin was a hair stylist I think. Anyway, Jared found out, things got tense, but eventually worked itself out. If anyone has any idea of what story this is, please let me know. Thank you!

Also, I've been reading stories with mute/deaf/blind Sam/Jared and mentally ill/mentally disabled/autistic Sam/Jared and homeless Sam/Jared. I think I've read all that's been posted, but just in case, if you know of anything that is a bit harder to find, like isn't labeled for it, please let me know that too.

Thank you!

Story found! Title:My Problem is You Make Me Melt http://juice817.livejournal.com/200810.html or http://archiveofourown.org/works/6542323?view_full_work=true
08 November 2014 @ 09:45 pm
Recently I've been reading some alpha/beta/omega fics and enjoyed them! I also read a really good Blind!Jared fic that made me want to read more!

1. First a more specific request! I'm looking for fics where Sam and Dean (RPF is okay too) are transported into an alternate universe, cursed, or something along those lines, and becomes an Omega or Alpha.

2. A more general one. Just any A/B/O that you thought where good. With plot as well as good smut! PWP is okay though as long as it's well written! :-)

3. Fics where a character is blind, deaf or both and have at least a reletivly realistic portrayal of the blind/deaf community.

For all requests, I don't mind about pairings but I do like Dean/Cas or J2 and I love Sam/Gabriel. I prefer Sam or Jared to top but anything is fine!

Feel free to self rec!
So, as often happens, I got in a mood to read a certain genre. I'm currently looking for long J2 or Wincest physical disability fics, preferably that deals with navigating a relationship while dealing with a disability. My Kindle has a whole collection dedicated to disability fics, but they're not hitting my buttons at the moment. I re-read the Battlements verse and the Twists and Turns verse, which is what sent me on this search.
  • Jensen/Jared or Dean/Sam pairing

  • No preference who is disabled (it just happened that the last two I read were Disabled!Jensen)

  • No preference on disability (blind, deaf, paralyzed, etc.)

  • Longer the better...something I can really sink my teeth into

  • Focus on the disability and how it affects the relationship would be nice

So! Rec me your favorite disability fics! Fill my Kindle with goodness :D
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12 April 2013 @ 12:50 pm
Hey guys, I was hoping you could help my find a few different kinds of fics. I'm sure there must be more out there that I haven't found yet so I'm hoping you can help me turn up something new. Here is what I'm looking for:

  1. Wincest, where the boys acknowledge the fact that they are brothers, particularly during sex. Like them calling each other little brother and big brother during sex and using the fact that they are in an illicit relationship like a kink.

  2. J2, where the boys are some how in an illicit relationship such as teacher/student, employer/employee, a large age gap where one is under age, where they are both underage, anything like that and where attention is drawn to the fact that their relationship is taboo.

  3. Either wincest or J2 where one of the characters, it doesn't matter who, has either Asperger's or Autism.

  4. Either wincest or J2 where one of the characters, it doesn't matter who, is either blind, deaf, or mute.

  5. Either wincest or J2 where one of the characters, it doesn't matter who, is a recluse, or agoraphobic, anything where they wont leave the house.

  6. Either wincest or J2 where one or both of the characters are super adorably geeky.

  7. Either wincest or J2 that is so sweet and full of schmoop it's almost unbearable. One of those frilly, makes your teeth hurt, borderline crack it's so over the top schmoop.

Thank you!
28 January 2013 @ 10:43 pm
I'm looking for a few generals and one fic

1) Blind!Jensen or Jared

2) Deaf! Jensen or Jared

3) A story that was posted a few months ago maybe. Jared was under the impression that Jensen was deaf and therefore started leaning sign language so he could ask Jensen out. He later finds out that Jensen's brother or sister is deaf and he just happened to be talking in sign language the day Jared saw him. ~ Found in comments!

Slash only please :)

Thank you!
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07 January 2013 @ 09:49 am
Hi, me again :) If anyone can help me out with any of the following, that would be very much appreciated as always.

1) I've recently discovered a love for non-AU orientation discovery fics, (I guess you could call them that), but the majority I've read were set in Jensen's point of view, with the exception of The Play-Nice Proviso (a beautiful read, by the way) which featured some points of view from Jared as well. Well, I'm looking for non-AU discoveries where it's mainly focused on Jared as the person who figures out he's falling for his co-star and tracks his feelings and doubts about it. If anyone has happened to come across this kind of fic, please send it my way :)

2) My friend sent me this edited picture of Jensen and it got me set off on a search for any fics where Jensen is in drag. I've come across a transgendered Jared fic so I figured drag!Jensen should exist as well.

3) any fics where either Jared or Jensen a) is dyslexic and the other J helps him out with reading and stuff b) has autism c) is deaf or mute

4) in need of some schmooptastic pre-slash wincest or spn gen that focuses mainly or solely on Sam and Dean's codependency. Can be 3rd person or outsider pov.

Completed fics with working pdf links are preferred but anything will do. Thanks so much in advance! <3
26 December 2012 @ 09:37 am
Hi guys I've gotten really into deaf/mute Jared fics but I can't seem to find many. So I'm hoping you guys could help me by recing all your best deaf/mute Jared fics, bonus points if Jensen learns sign language just for Jared. I've already checked the j2 recs page.
16 September 2012 @ 01:06 pm
I remember reading this story a while ago and I really loved it but my old computer crashed and I lost everything I saved.

The story is about Jared and Jensen in high school. Jared is deaf and wears a hearing aid to help him but he still can't really hear that well. They become friends somehow and start to get pretty close. Jensens voice is low enough that Jared hears him much better than he can hear other people. There is one point where that have a fight I think and Jensen shows up at Jared house, he goes into Jared bedroom while he's taking a nap and starts talking to him. Jared hears him talking and realizes he doesn't have his hearing aid in but can still hear Jensens voice.

I'm pretty sure that this next part is part of the same story but it might be from something else: Danneel finds out Jensen is friends with Jared (the deaf kid) and wants to be friends with him too. I remember Jared is a painter and he is painting this picture of and eye but it's really creepy and good. While he's in the art room painting, him and Danneel are writing notes back and forth. I'm pretty sure the painting has something to do with Jared being abused at home by his dad.

So.. it's all kinda jumbled in my head but I think if anyone knows the story, they'll get what I mean.

Please and Thanks guys.
Hi all!

I'm looking for Sam/Dean stories, where one is deaf/mute/blind, etc and really relies on the other brother to get around or to communicate or perform daily activities.

Also, while I'm here, any Jared/Jensen stories where one is deaf/mute/blind, etc and they meet and get together.

I'd prefer first time stories with NC-17 rating.

Please no mpreg!

Thank you! :-)
06 March 2012 @ 10:08 pm
Hey guys. I hole y'all can help me with this.

01. Sam/Jared with Bipolar Disorder, Dyslexia, Mute or Deaf.

02. A Non-AU in which the J2 are still actors but Jensen works on Days and Jared on Gilmore girls.

03. An AU in which the boys didn't go into acting at all.

04. AU's in which Sam doesn't go to Stanford, but doesn't get depressed about it either.

Nothing too long. J2 or Wincest only. Tagged the he'll outta this so look there for specifics.

Thanks guys. :)
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24 November 2011 @ 01:00 pm

HAPPY THANKSGIVING! I would like to take a moment to give thanks to this wonderful comm. You are all amazing and I don't know what I would do in this fandom without you.

Now then, I am looking for some cute, adorable wee!chester fics where Sam has a blanket and sucks his thumb and Dean teases him about it. Maybe John yells at him for it because he views it as a sign of weakness? It can be any age, but it would be a bonus if Sam still does it as he gets older and he becomes very secretive and extremely self conscious about it. It can be gen or wincest, but I would love you forever if its a sweet wincest fic. Can be any length and rating. Self recs are welcome. No WIPs and happy endings only please. Thank you!

Oh! while I'm posting I want to ask for some deaf/blind/mute fics. I have already read a lot of deaf, blind and/or mute Dean and I love them, but I'm looking to expand my horizons. I would love something where Sam, Jared, or Jensen are the afflicted one (though I'd still take hurt!Dean any day so rec them if you got them). I'd like it if either they were born that way and it's permanent, or if it's something that happens later in life that it's only temporary like a curse or something. I'd like either J2 or wincest, no gen please. I'd rather that you don't just link me to your delicious because then I'd be to tempted to read them all. I know there are a lot of these out there so please just rec me your all time favorites. Can be any length and rating. Self recs are welcome. No WIPs and happy endings only please. Thanks again!

06 July 2011 @ 09:39 pm
Ok a couple of requests..

1. Any Blind/Deaf Jared? Anyone? It could be AU, NON-AU not much to request except the pairing be J2 and maybe some bottom!Jared? Though I am not picky.

2. Of course MPREG's I swear I am a mpreg whore or something. I probably read all of them but meh...I am bored so I would read again. It can be mpreg!Jared or mpreg!Sam either one I am not to fussed.

3. Ok this is a fleeting hope but I do have alot of [livejournal.com profile] freakn_out 's fics saved on PDF but one I really wanted. I checked on the website that hosted them but it wasn't on there. Mainly because this story was only on her livejournal and not her other site. It was called The Artist and Jared was abused by JDM, Chis was his one and only friend and Jensen was a lawyer as was JDM. Jared sketched atop his building. So sound familiar to anyone? Y/N? All I am asking is maybe someone saved it? Since it's not re-uploaded on the one LJ and it was never on her other website.

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Hey, does anyone know of any fics where Jared/Sam is crazy, like as in full out mentally insane, not just a little bit unstable?  I don't care if it's AU or not or if he's committed or not or really too much else, just that. :-)

Also, any where Sam/Jared is deaf and/or mute?

09 May 2011 @ 09:45 am
I'm looking for 2 specific stories:

1. Jensen is an animator (for a Disney/Pixar like studio) and he meets an autistic (I think) Jared at a mall/shopping center. Last time I checked it out it was up to like 6 chapters, does anyone know if it was finished? Can you link me to what there is?

2. Deaf!Jared and Autistic Jensen (I think) are cowboys/rodeo people. This one features more of the RPS friends (Chris and JDM for sure, I think Chad and Steve C. make an appearance too).
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27 March 2011 @ 07:09 pm



I'm new to this community so i would like to read your favorite

1. jared/jensen and/or Sam/Dean teen!fics and high school fics where they are madly in love and they know  what they have is like for forever, true love fics.

2. teen!fics where one of them is popular and one is deaf or blind or mute and they fall in love.

3. fics similar to Deadline on Love by lycaness i loved to read it.

 only happy endings please?

Thanks in advance!

06 February 2011 @ 08:46 pm

I was hoping that all of you wonderful people out there could help me locate some stories where Jared is either physically challenged or disfigured in some way. I don't care what his condition is (paralyzed from a car crash, Cerebral Palsy, Muscular Dystrophy, Spina Bifida, deaf, blind, burn scars on his body or is facially disfigured or anything along those lines) or if he was born that way or if it was caused by an accident later in life. He can be in a wheelchair or need braces on his legs or other assisted walking devices. He can be confident about himself despite his challenges or he can be incredibly insecure and shy... doesn't matter. All I ask is that he doesn't have Autism or other disorders along those lines (I work w/ kids w/ Autism so those stories can be a bit hard to read).

I also don't really care what Jensen's role is or how he and Jared meet so long as the two of them end up together at the end.

Prefer NC-17 endings at least but I will take whatever you guys have.

Thanks so much for any help that any of you can offer me! I know there are stories like this out there and I really want to read them. :)
22 January 2011 @ 09:56 am
Hey guys. Yeah, I'm -back-. I know. ^_^ Good news is, I figured out Delicious! Now I just gotta go back and start tagging my favorites. Which brought me here. I'm lookin for:

1) A very specific fic. I can't quite recall if it's SPN AU or J2, because I thought it was Sam and Dean, but I clearly remember Jeffery Dean Morgan, so I'm not 100% sure. Jared/Sam just moved to Cali to be in the movies, and JDM almost hits him with his truck. He cons Jared/Sam into posing for underwear commercials for a buddy of his, and takes him out to a strip club to celebrate. Where he meets Jensen/Dean, who's dressed as a Geisha and stripping. Turns out Jared/Sam moved into Jensen/Dean's apartment building. I clearly remember Jensen/Dean was manic/bi-polar, and freaked out because Jared/Sam didn't 'think' his place was clean enough. His walls were painted red from one of his previous episodes. It was a great read, a really long one, but good. Anyone know this one??

2) And the previous, with several others I've started tagging, got me to realize 99%, if not all, of my mental-boys are something wrong with Jensen. So now I'm on the hunt for Jared with mental illnesses (Autistic, depressed, bipolar, manic-depressive, what have you). There's one where Jensen rolls a marble all the time, and he's waking up from a 'walking coma'.... that sorta deal works too. Just something where Jared isn't 'normal'. Also, I'm hunting any stories where there's more of an emphasis on Jensen taking care of Jared. Again, most I have tagged are Jared taking care of Jensen, for whatever reason. Jensen is older, and I want some fics that focus on that. H/C, tying in with above, illness, blind, deaf, hurt, visions (Jared here, not Sam. I know I've read one somewhere),...  whatever. Just Jensen taking care of our boy.

Thanks everyone. ^_^ "

*goes back to diligently tagging like mad* 
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17 October 2010 @ 07:15 pm
Hey everyone! Just looking for some good fics. I just tutored mentally disabled children today and I've been in the mood for some straight up angst/mental illness. Hope you guys can find anything that fits the description below.

1. Any blind!Jensen, blind!Jared, or deaf!Jensen, or deaf!Jared fics.

2. Anything that deals with abuse either to Misha, Jared or Jensen. Maybe if you could find anything that throws in some disorders that aren't mental such as eating disorders, or maybe they have a severe case of OCD then that'd be great.

3. I'd love you guys to death if there was a fic centered mainly around castiel/misha. I'm like a die hard fan of him and I just can't seem to find any fics that have castiel as a centered character that is more than one chapter. Well there is one that I'm reading, but it's a WIP, and I've been itching for more. So if you guys can find any fics like this, it'd be awesome.

Oh and when you comment, can you put what number it is as like a subject, or just in the comment box itself. Maybe a description as well, but it doesn't really matter. Thanks again!!! ^^
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06 July 2010 @ 03:22 pm
Looking for vampire and werewolf stories that are in no way related or crossedover with Twilight- Wincest only please.

Also looking for Cas/Sam Dom/s fics. Not heavy handling.

J2 fics where one of them are either deaf or blind. Not picky on which one.

And one more to go on. J2 Stories like Happy Little Trees.(sorry, dont know the link) Stories that have one or the other that are completely obsessed with the other. Crack/feel good stories that leave you smiling.
01 May 2010 @ 08:25 pm

ok so this may seem like a lot to ask but its fairly simple.


1) I've read several stories where one of J2 or the Winchester’s have a disability. My favorites are True Colors, Never The Same, What Happens To Us, Christmas Wish and Us Against The World. So anything along that lines, lemme know ok? I love deaf or other disabilities, except the boys going crazy. I’m disabled myself so I like to see how other people precieve the POV. Het or gen is preferable, friendship. But Slash is fine if it’s mild or not too much sex. Cuz I’m not that much into slash or wincest but I haven’t seen any that have been het except Never The Same.


2) If anyone has any Dean/Anna fics, send them my way. I’m a huuuuuuge fan of their relationship (which is why epi 5x13 broke my heart lol).

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04 January 2010 @ 04:03 pm
I know I have this story saved on another computer, but alas I can't access that one at the mo. I want to say it was written by Annie_46, but I'm not 100% certain about that.

Jared works in his parents diner; Jensen happens in one day and Jared reacts to him in a (good) way like he's not reacted to anyone before. I think at one point Jensen takes Jared on vacation to the ocean. In the end I'm pretty sure Jared gets his hearing back.
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21 August 2009 @ 09:15 pm
For both of these searches, I'm specifically looking for either wee!chesters or teen!chesters. Rps too, but still with the boys being young. Jensen/Dean and Jared/Sam can be older later in the fic, as long as it starts with them as adolescents.

1) One of the boys is either deaf, blind, or mute. Mute can be a disability or it can be by choice or due to a traumatic experience. In the case of deaf or mute, I'd love to see the boy mistreated or talked down to because people think he's stupid or mentally retarded. Extra cookies if the other boy is protective over the disabled one.

2) Abuse fics that can be any and all kinds of abuse (physical, emotional, sexual). I'm looking for really angsty stuff. The boys can be together or come together later. One or both can be abused. It can be foster care, homelessness, adoptive, etc... 

These can be wincest/j2 or gen. Any and all ratings. WIPs are okay. Self recs welcomed : )
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24 July 2009 @ 04:59 pm
Hello everyone!Recently,I read a Harlequin novel titled "Dear John".It got me wondering,are there any J2 "Dear John" fics out there?As in,one of the boys is a soldier/marine/flyboy,and the other writes to him.They could be lovers,but it would be best if it was a first-time fic, the boys having never seen each other and their only correspondence being through letters.

Cherry on the cake:If the non-military/marine one has a secret--he's disabled(I'm thinking,wheel-chair,or maybe deaf/mute).But this isn't absolutely necessary.

Thanks in advance!
01 May 2009 @ 12:38 am
1. Was watching "death takes a holiday", and specifically the scene where the boy tells dean that cold whether can cause an asthma attack and dean said he didn't know that, but sam didn't say anything.

I was wondering if there was any good fics that deal with either Sam or Jared having asthma. Bonus points if Dean/Jensen didn't know about it until the something happens.

2. any fic where Sam/Jared has a condition in which he needs to take medication of some sort to keep it under control and Dean/Jensen find out. eg. diabetes, epilepsy

3. looking for fics where Jared is either partially or completely deaf but tries to hide it from Jensen or needs glasses but tries to hide it from Jensen, and Jensen reacts badly when he discovers Jared hid it from him.
24 February 2009 @ 08:52 pm
Hiya all! Just recently diving into the J2/SPN fandom and I think I will have enough fics to read for the rest of my life! But...I was wondering if there were any J2 AU fics where Jensen or Jared was deaf or mute (or both lol).

Thanks in advance! :D