08 November 2014 @ 09:45 pm
Recently I've been reading some alpha/beta/omega fics and enjoyed them! I also read a really good Blind!Jared fic that made me want to read more!

1. First a more specific request! I'm looking for fics where Sam and Dean (RPF is okay too) are transported into an alternate universe, cursed, or something along those lines, and becomes an Omega or Alpha.

2. A more general one. Just any A/B/O that you thought where good. With plot as well as good smut! PWP is okay though as long as it's well written! :-)

3. Fics where a character is blind, deaf or both and have at least a reletivly realistic portrayal of the blind/deaf community.

For all requests, I don't mind about pairings but I do like Dean/Cas or J2 and I love Sam/Gabriel. I prefer Sam or Jared to top but anything is fine!

Feel free to self rec!
11 July 2014 @ 11:03 pm
hey there, can you guys rec me any J2 or wincest fics where jensen or dean has some sort of mental disability? could be very bad or could just be something small. i will also take deaf, mute or blind fics. please bottom jensen or dean only if there is sex and i prefer no gen. thank you!
04 June 2014 @ 08:48 pm

ok, here I go again! from what I can remember its a pretty recently written fic. Jared is a loner, and he has an older sister who is kinda fast and loose and another sister who is a huge nerd. One day Jared is waiting for his older sister to pick him up from school and Jensen sits down next to him. Jared is kinda rude to him at first but, somehow figures out he is deaf and they become friends. Jared of course falls in love with Jensen. One day Jensen wants Jared to meet him in front of the school because he wants to ask him something. when Jared gets there, he sees him out front with a girl (Jensen's friend who can sign and is none too nice to Jared) and Jared leaves, broken hearted. Jared is up on his roof later on and Jensen gets up there with his guitar and sings him a song, which he is very embarrassed about since he's deaf and all, he also tells Jared that his friend asked him to prom but he said no because he wants to go with Jared. PLEASE HELP! I'M DRIVING MYSELF CRAZY TRYING TO FIND THIS ONE!!

So, as often happens, I got in a mood to read a certain genre. I'm currently looking for long J2 or Wincest physical disability fics, preferably that deals with navigating a relationship while dealing with a disability. My Kindle has a whole collection dedicated to disability fics, but they're not hitting my buttons at the moment. I re-read the Battlements verse and the Twists and Turns verse, which is what sent me on this search.
  • Jensen/Jared or Dean/Sam pairing

  • No preference who is disabled (it just happened that the last two I read were Disabled!Jensen)

  • No preference on disability (blind, deaf, paralyzed, etc.)

  • Longer the better...something I can really sink my teeth into

  • Focus on the disability and how it affects the relationship would be nice

So! Rec me your favorite disability fics! Fill my Kindle with goodness :D
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Hi all!
I'm looking for a specific fic that features Jared as a firefighter. I don't remember a lot of the plot, just that Jensen was deaf (I think) and didn't know his building was on fire so he was trapped. Jared is the firefighter that rescues him. Needless to say, romance ensues.
Does this sound familiar to anyone?
12 April 2013 @ 12:50 pm
Hey guys, I was hoping you could help my find a few different kinds of fics. I'm sure there must be more out there that I haven't found yet so I'm hoping you can help me turn up something new. Here is what I'm looking for:

  1. Wincest, where the boys acknowledge the fact that they are brothers, particularly during sex. Like them calling each other little brother and big brother during sex and using the fact that they are in an illicit relationship like a kink.

  2. J2, where the boys are some how in an illicit relationship such as teacher/student, employer/employee, a large age gap where one is under age, where they are both underage, anything like that and where attention is drawn to the fact that their relationship is taboo.

  3. Either wincest or J2 where one of the characters, it doesn't matter who, has either Asperger's or Autism.

  4. Either wincest or J2 where one of the characters, it doesn't matter who, is either blind, deaf, or mute.

  5. Either wincest or J2 where one of the characters, it doesn't matter who, is a recluse, or agoraphobic, anything where they wont leave the house.

  6. Either wincest or J2 where one or both of the characters are super adorably geeky.

  7. Either wincest or J2 that is so sweet and full of schmoop it's almost unbearable. One of those frilly, makes your teeth hurt, borderline crack it's so over the top schmoop.

Thank you!
28 January 2013 @ 10:43 pm
I'm looking for a few generals and one fic

1) Blind!Jensen or Jared

2) Deaf! Jensen or Jared

3) A story that was posted a few months ago maybe. Jared was under the impression that Jensen was deaf and therefore started leaning sign language so he could ask Jensen out. He later finds out that Jensen's brother or sister is deaf and he just happened to be talking in sign language the day Jared saw him. ~ Found in comments!

Slash only please :)

Thank you!
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07 January 2013 @ 09:49 am
Hi, me again :) If anyone can help me out with any of the following, that would be very much appreciated as always.

1) I've recently discovered a love for non-AU orientation discovery fics, (I guess you could call them that), but the majority I've read were set in Jensen's point of view, with the exception of The Play-Nice Proviso (a beautiful read, by the way) which featured some points of view from Jared as well. Well, I'm looking for non-AU discoveries where it's mainly focused on Jared as the person who figures out he's falling for his co-star and tracks his feelings and doubts about it. If anyone has happened to come across this kind of fic, please send it my way :)

2) My friend sent me this edited picture of Jensen and it got me set off on a search for any fics where Jensen is in drag. I've come across a transgendered Jared fic so I figured drag!Jensen should exist as well.

3) any fics where either Jared or Jensen a) is dyslexic and the other J helps him out with reading and stuff b) has autism c) is deaf or mute

4) in need of some schmooptastic pre-slash wincest or spn gen that focuses mainly or solely on Sam and Dean's codependency. Can be 3rd person or outsider pov.

Completed fics with working pdf links are preferred but anything will do. Thanks so much in advance! <3
Hi all!

I'm looking for Sam/Dean stories, where one is deaf/mute/blind, etc and really relies on the other brother to get around or to communicate or perform daily activities.

Also, while I'm here, any Jared/Jensen stories where one is deaf/mute/blind, etc and they meet and get together.

I'd prefer first time stories with NC-17 rating.

Please no mpreg!

Thank you! :-)
02 January 2012 @ 08:06 am
soooo Happy new year and let's have some SPN AU stories! :D

Mute/Deaf Jensen fics, fics that feel realistic when u read it and not just mention he's deaf once and then treat the story as if this fact was never writen in the first place.

Same goes for blindness, i want to know how jensen 'sees' the world and  how he handles himself and other peoples reactions and actions towards him (born with it or accident induced)

Mental disorder stories, now this one i would love if it was in his teenage years and like.. hard core bipolar/schizophrenia stuff (think Billy Chenowith from sixfeet under), maybe he's in an institution and jared is part of staff? or even his doctor.

thnx in advance :D
25 December 2011 @ 09:20 pm
This is an old fic but I was reading a deafSam fic and it made me think of it. 

Jensen was deaf due to a disease he was suffering from, he was a writer for Supernatural and didnt leave his house much.  Jared meets and falls in love with Jensen (I think Jared still played Sam) Jensen try's discourage Jared by sleeping with a guy in the Greenhouse knowing Jared would catch them. I also remember some Jared cared about got hurt or dead and Jensen travelled on a train to comforting him even though it hurt him to travel. It was a fic with quite a few chapters and the normal cast of Fic characters. 

Anyone know it?
24 November 2011 @ 01:00 pm

HAPPY THANKSGIVING! I would like to take a moment to give thanks to this wonderful comm. You are all amazing and I don't know what I would do in this fandom without you.

Now then, I am looking for some cute, adorable wee!chester fics where Sam has a blanket and sucks his thumb and Dean teases him about it. Maybe John yells at him for it because he views it as a sign of weakness? It can be any age, but it would be a bonus if Sam still does it as he gets older and he becomes very secretive and extremely self conscious about it. It can be gen or wincest, but I would love you forever if its a sweet wincest fic. Can be any length and rating. Self recs are welcome. No WIPs and happy endings only please. Thank you!

Oh! while I'm posting I want to ask for some deaf/blind/mute fics. I have already read a lot of deaf, blind and/or mute Dean and I love them, but I'm looking to expand my horizons. I would love something where Sam, Jared, or Jensen are the afflicted one (though I'd still take hurt!Dean any day so rec them if you got them). I'd like it if either they were born that way and it's permanent, or if it's something that happens later in life that it's only temporary like a curse or something. I'd like either J2 or wincest, no gen please. I'd rather that you don't just link me to your delicious because then I'd be to tempted to read them all. I know there are a lot of these out there so please just rec me your all time favorites. Can be any length and rating. Self recs are welcome. No WIPs and happy endings only please. Thanks again!

25 October 2011 @ 12:27 am
Hi all,

Last time when I needed your help, I got great responses. I'm hoping y'all can help me this time round as well.

I am looking for fics where Jensen is hurt after being in an abusive relationship. It can be physical or plain ol' emotional hurt. I'll take anything, as long as it shows that Jensen was deeply hurt by his partner.

I'd also love to read fics where him and Jared meet after he is disabled in some way.

Or something where Jensen and Jared know each other but lose contact over the years and when they meet again, Jensen has changed a lot due to an accident or a bad relationship and therefore, Jared feels guilty for not being there.

Gen or J2, doesn't matter. Any other pairing is a-okay!
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15 May 2011 @ 08:18 pm
1. A deleted fic called Skin deep by Hopenight. I can't find it anywhere. Help please.

2.I don't remember much of the story, just that Jensen was deaf and was on a date with Jared. Danneel was there to translate for them, but Jared ends up saying something that comes out wrong and Danneel gets offended for Jensen. She tells Jared the date is over, and explains to Jensen what Jared said and they leave. Maybe WIP

3.Jared breaking up with Jensen for some reason, but couldn't really let him go and both parties are still in love. I believe it is non-au, some scenes are at the supernatural set. The main storyline is about dealing with the aftermath of the breakup in Jared's pov, while winning Jensen's back.his scene I remember is Jared picking up Jensen in his car, describing an unexpected tear slipped down Jensen's face and he's being swallowed in the hoodie he's wearing, making him look really vulnerable and like a child. In the end, he just couldn't take it and alight from Jared's car.

4. It ends in wincest but begins with Sam married to a very much alive Jess. Dean hunting and finding a girl on the side of the road. He comes to Sam for help. Girl is not what she seems in the end. Girls name is Shadrack I think  *FOUND*

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Okay, so I thought I might ask you guys for help. I want to read nice long fics where Jared has to work to get Jensen. Like slowly make him in love with Jared, show him how great they could be together etc.

I want Jared realizing he's in love and want him to start steering feelings in Jensen's hard. Of course he should really WORK for it, not just 'I love you Jensen' and 'Oh I'm in love with you the whole time, too, Jared. 

Jensen might be shy, oblivious, blind, deaf.. Jensen may have doubts about the whole thing., it may be au, but doesn't have to... .  anything really, as long as there is the slow process that just stops your heart and you have to sigh with happiness. 

Selfrecs are welcomed too ^^ 

So yeah... anyone can help? *insert puppy eyes* Thank you!!
23 April 2011 @ 10:18 pm

Hey guys!
This is my first post here, so forgive me for any mistakes. You guys have been great in this community and that's probably the biggest reason I never had to ask for your help before.
I just finished my final exams two days ago so I have all the time in the world to read! YAY!!
I am looking for some serious hurt!Dean and/or hurt!Jensen fics.where Sam, John or Bobby take care of him. He could be blind, deaf, mute, physically challenged, mentally challenged, ANY kind of hurt and angst as long as he's being looked after by someone. The lengths of the fics are not an issue and neither are the pairings.
I'm looking forward to reading some great fics and hope you can help me with it.
Thank you all.

12 April 2011 @ 04:52 am
I don't remember much of the story, just that Jensen was deaf and was on a date with Jared. Danneel was there to translate for them, but Jared ends up saying something that comes out wrong and Danneel gets offended for Jensen. She tells Jared the date is over, and explains to Jensen what Jared said and they leave.

I think it might have been a WIP.
10 April 2011 @ 08:05 pm
I'm looking for a specific J2 fic. 

All I can remember is that Jensen in living with Chris Kane and he's deaf. Somehow, he meets Jared and they go on a date, with Chris tagging along to translate or something. 

I've read the deaf!Jensen fic with Misha, and it's not that one. 
27 March 2011 @ 07:09 pm



I'm new to this community so i would like to read your favorite

1. jared/jensen and/or Sam/Dean teen!fics and high school fics where they are madly in love and they know  what they have is like for forever, true love fics.

2. teen!fics where one of them is popular and one is deaf or blind or mute and they fall in love.

3. fics similar to Deadline on Love by lycaness i loved to read it.

 only happy endings please?

Thanks in advance!

23 March 2011 @ 04:25 pm

I'm looking for any and all deaf!Dean/Jensen fics that can been found. I've read through several pages of the 'hearing loos/ deafness' tag on [livejournal.com profile] hoodie_time and am looking for more.

Can be anything, AU, gen, casefic, absolutely anything.

09 December 2010 @ 12:41 pm
...and it might not even exist.

I know there is at least one blind!Jensen story out there where he's blinded on the Supernatural set in an accident.

I was just wondering if there's any out there where he's deafened in an onset accident?
18 October 2010 @ 05:56 pm
Here's what I remember.
  • Jensen and Jared meet over the internet
  • They meet at a club where one of them goes down on the other.
  • Misha confronts them, Jensen panics and runs
  • Misha is Jensen's roommate
  • Misha tells Jared about how Jensen went deaf slowly
  • Jared realizes Jensen was reading his lips
  • Misha takes Jared up to their apartment to see Jensen
  • Jensen is amazed when Jared talks to him with sign language because none of his other boyfriends ever tried.
  • Misha and Jensen argue in sign language a lot.

I remember more bits and pieces, but if you don't remember it from all that, you don't know it. :P

Any help would be appreciated! I hate when I lose a good fic.

ETA: FOUND."After Ever" by Blynnk. Thank you, [livejournal.com profile] yggdrasilian!
17 October 2010 @ 07:15 pm
Hey everyone! Just looking for some good fics. I just tutored mentally disabled children today and I've been in the mood for some straight up angst/mental illness. Hope you guys can find anything that fits the description below.

1. Any blind!Jensen, blind!Jared, or deaf!Jensen, or deaf!Jared fics.

2. Anything that deals with abuse either to Misha, Jared or Jensen. Maybe if you could find anything that throws in some disorders that aren't mental such as eating disorders, or maybe they have a severe case of OCD then that'd be great.

3. I'd love you guys to death if there was a fic centered mainly around castiel/misha. I'm like a die hard fan of him and I just can't seem to find any fics that have castiel as a centered character that is more than one chapter. Well there is one that I'm reading, but it's a WIP, and I've been itching for more. So if you guys can find any fics like this, it'd be awesome.

Oh and when you comment, can you put what number it is as like a subject, or just in the comment box itself. Maybe a description as well, but it doesn't really matter. Thanks again!!! ^^
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29 September 2010 @ 06:37 pm
Hey guys!  I was kind of wondering if you guys could help me locate some awesome fics that you've read. Some of the stuff I look in then stories is either a blind Dean or mentally ill Jensen. So if you find stories that match to any of the descriptions below..PLEASE comment and tell me the summary as well as the link to the story.

1} I was kind of looking for a story where Dean/Jensen is blind and either lives on his own or is taken in by Sam, because without him he can't really do much. I think the fic that I'm looking for is where he's blind and deaf because of a witch wraith??? I don't exactly remember.

2} A mentally ill Jensen either in a mental hospital or staying at home somewhere with someone. If you want you could throw in a mentally ill Jared, or just have both in the same story. I'm more looking for Jensen, Jared stories rather than Dean, Sam stories.

3} If ANYONE can find a mentally ill Misha or a relationship with a mentally ill Misha with Jensen, or a mentally Jensen with Misha that would be great! Maybe if you could find a story with Misha in a hospital and he falls in love with one of the patients there (preferably Jensen)...and no xovers please.

4} Last one for today would be an abused Jensen, Jared, or Misha story. Um...I'm kind of leaning toward Misha getting abused a lot...may be one of them gets raped and has to cope with that memory for the rest of their lives.

Anyway in advance I would like to say for those that have commented THANK YOU SOO SOO VERY MUCH!!! I enjoy supernatural a lot and if one of you could help me with these stories please don't hesitate to post..even if it has nothing to do with any of these descriptions, and you read an amazing story that you just had to share..POST IT HERE! 


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06 July 2010 @ 03:22 pm
Looking for vampire and werewolf stories that are in no way related or crossedover with Twilight- Wincest only please.

Also looking for Cas/Sam Dom/s fics. Not heavy handling.

J2 fics where one of them are either deaf or blind. Not picky on which one.

And one more to go on. J2 Stories like Happy Little Trees.(sorry, dont know the link) Stories that have one or the other that are completely obsessed with the other. Crack/feel good stories that leave you smiling.
01 June 2010 @ 09:02 pm
Hi All,

I'm looking for a story link I lost. Its a multi-chapter story in which Jensen is deaf. In the first Chapter Jared and Jensen meet for the first time at a club, and Jensen has not told Jared he's Deaf. Misha is also there, and is Jensen's roommate. The have some 'fun' and Jensen runs off...

The story is somewhat new and doesn't appear to be in any of the previous posts requesting deaf!boys.

I know it was posted on PadacklesRPS, but I don't know where else.

If someone could point me in the right direction, that would be awsome.


22 May 2010 @ 11:07 pm

Does anyone know where I can get my hands on a PDF or e-book version of [livejournal.com profile] splashpink 's Louder Than Words fic? I can vaguely remember someone saying they had, or posted a link, to a PDF version, but I can't for the life of me remember where or when I saw the post, and I've exhausted all my resources. 

Thanks for any and all help! :D
01 May 2010 @ 08:25 pm

ok so this may seem like a lot to ask but its fairly simple.


1) I've read several stories where one of J2 or the Winchester’s have a disability. My favorites are True Colors, Never The Same, What Happens To Us, Christmas Wish and Us Against The World. So anything along that lines, lemme know ok? I love deaf or other disabilities, except the boys going crazy. I’m disabled myself so I like to see how other people precieve the POV. Het or gen is preferable, friendship. But Slash is fine if it’s mild or not too much sex. Cuz I’m not that much into slash or wincest but I haven’t seen any that have been het except Never The Same.


2) If anyone has any Dean/Anna fics, send them my way. I’m a huuuuuuge fan of their relationship (which is why epi 5x13 broke my heart lol).

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15 April 2010 @ 05:48 pm
=( does anyone know where I can read the quiet verse?  not-refined.livejournal.com was the one that posted the fics but now seems to deleted the account =( 

summary: Jensen was deaf and Jared was taking piano lessons by his cousin

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30 November 2009 @ 10:15 pm
Hey guys, I know this may be a long shot, but i'm looking for any J2 High School AUs where Jensen is deaf. Does anyone know of any? Self-pimps welcome. TBH, i'll even take college AUs if you have them.
21 August 2009 @ 09:15 pm
For both of these searches, I'm specifically looking for either wee!chesters or teen!chesters. Rps too, but still with the boys being young. Jensen/Dean and Jared/Sam can be older later in the fic, as long as it starts with them as adolescents.

1) One of the boys is either deaf, blind, or mute. Mute can be a disability or it can be by choice or due to a traumatic experience. In the case of deaf or mute, I'd love to see the boy mistreated or talked down to because people think he's stupid or mentally retarded. Extra cookies if the other boy is protective over the disabled one.

2) Abuse fics that can be any and all kinds of abuse (physical, emotional, sexual). I'm looking for really angsty stuff. The boys can be together or come together later. One or both can be abused. It can be foster care, homelessness, adoptive, etc... 

These can be wincest/j2 or gen. Any and all ratings. WIPs are okay. Self recs welcomed : )
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24 July 2009 @ 04:59 pm
Hello everyone!Recently,I read a Harlequin novel titled "Dear John".It got me wondering,are there any J2 "Dear John" fics out there?As in,one of the boys is a soldier/marine/flyboy,and the other writes to him.They could be lovers,but it would be best if it was a first-time fic, the boys having never seen each other and their only correspondence being through letters.

Cherry on the cake:If the non-military/marine one has a secret--he's disabled(I'm thinking,wheel-chair,or maybe deaf/mute).But this isn't absolutely necessary.

Thanks in advance!
10 March 2009 @ 11:38 pm

Hi everyone!

I'm looking for 

1)a fic I stupidly forgot to bookmark...sigh...In it, Jensen had an illness which made him deaf. He was dating David Boreanaz and then he met Jared, David's best friend. I remember it started off with them at a party? Oh & Samantha Ferris looked after Jensen!

2) Any new 4.14 fics, slash especially!

Help me please?!
1) FOUND thanks to rah ram & deviant dev : Louder Than Words by splashpink[profile]

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24 February 2009 @ 08:52 pm
Hiya all! Just recently diving into the J2/SPN fandom and I think I will have enough fics to read for the rest of my life! But...I was wondering if there were any J2 AU fics where Jensen or Jared was deaf or mute (or both lol).

Thanks in advance! :D
28 November 2008 @ 08:48 pm
I've read [livejournal.com profile] minubunny's True Colors, and [livejournal.com profile] annie46's 'verse where Jensen is a cop and Jared is deaf and mute. So I'm looking for other stories along these lines. I guess if any slow!Jensen fic's exist I'd read them too (like [livejournal.com profile] not_refined's The Quiet 'verse). Please tell me other stories focusing on slow (I shudder to use the word retarded maybe 'Mentally Handicapped' is the better term?) Jared do actually exist.

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