02 August 2017 @ 04:46 pm
I´m looking for two diffrent kind of stories

1: Is there anything were Jensen hurts Jared and Jared goes away and Jensen has to work really hard to get Jared back? In many fics Jared forgives Jensen sometimes just because he showed up or after one date. I´m looking for something were Jensen really has to work for it.

2: Any fic were Jensen is a vampire (or were) and turns Jared.

Thank you for your help
06 February 2017 @ 04:53 pm
1.) So I read this fic a while ago and it was on LiveJournal somewhere not sure if it's in ao3 or not. It's Stanford era and Deans feeling really alone. John left and Sam stopped calling him, on the hunt he goes on this witch made this sort of Sam clone/thing that was suppose to kill him in a month or so but the 'sam' ended up atttached to him. Months later the real Sam shows up and Dean is mind controlled by the 'sam' to try to kill him but Sam and Bobby end up killing it.

2.) I was looking for some hurt dean (probably Stanford era or Au Idc) where Dean gets sent to the hospital and wake up in a coma months later. But john and sam don't show up and Dean is tragically hurt by that. (Self esteem issues Dean feeling alone) any fic that has something to do with Dean being alone and hurt is good with me.

3.) So I never really see a lot of Dean and Sam fighting and Sam being wrong fics. I was wondering if there's some kind of fic where Sam says something super horrible/hurtful to Dean and ultimately makes him feel like shit (and thinks that sam doesn't care but he does) I just want a boys fighting one where Dean ends up emotionally hurt or right during the argument. I really want Sam to be kinda an asshole in it. ( love sam! But I just don't see many of these)

Thank you all!
27 January 2017 @ 05:55 am

So in this fic Jared and Jensen break up (i cant remember the reason) and Jared has a hard time coping. His friends take him on vacation and he runs into Jensen and the guy they assume Jense left him for. Turns out, jensen was being blackmailed and was forced to break up with Jared. They find out ans rescue Jensen at the end.
08 January 2017 @ 05:40 pm
I'm looking for any stories where Sam says or does something mean to Dean when he's drunk (or on drugs or grieving or something). Would prefer if he realizes and is sorry later, but that's not necessary. Thanks!
I'm looking for J2 AU that I can't find anywhere :/ and unfortunately I don't remember that much about it. All I know is that:
- it wasn't very very long (maybe between 8k - 20k)
- the boys were together for some time already but something was very wrong between them - a lot of miscommunication, I think one of them thought they other cheats on him (I don't remember if he was right or not), they were arguing constantly and were very unhappy with each other
- their friends were I think Mike and Tom
- the fic had happy ending, they get back together and figure out stuff between them
- I think they went to a cabin or somewhere with their friends or they got stuck somewhere together - anyway, the situation forced them to make up

Is that sounds familiar?
Howdy y'all!

I'm looking for a story I read many years ago on the Internet. It must be ten years already (I'm getting old).

I remember the story vividly, but there are gaps in my memory.

Sam was deeply in love with Dean. Dean died tragically in some kind of incident with something or someone that wanted him dead, but not before giving birth to a baby boy that was his and Sam's son. Sam wasn't around to witness what or who killed him. They were so close to being a happy family, but that dream was cut short by Dean's death. Sam was heartbroken by his passing and, as the years went by, and he lived in only sorrow, despair and constant distress, became bitter and angry. He never let his son have any fun, not if he could help it at least, and was just in general a very strict person. They lived in somewhat of a manor. In my mind, I recall it being something of a mix between the mansion from Beauty and the Beast and the mansion from the Adam's Family. It was kind of spooky with a gothic architecture style type-thing to it and such. Anyway, his son grew only to know his father as a mean person. He never knew what happened to his "birth-father" because Sam refused to talk about it, so he couldn't exactly understand why his father was the way he was. One day, his son found a picture of Dean and, when Sam found out about it, he was furious to say the least. ❥

On another note, Sam had some stupid little bitch on the side getting his rocks off whenever he needed it. I think this individual might have been to blame for Dean's death, like it was all part of his grand plan to weasle himself into Sam's bed.

I'm pretty sure the son was gay, had a boyfriend, was a girly boy and found a way to time-travel back to when Dean died to try and save the day. Sam followed him.

I don't remember the end of the story.


Peace and love to you all!

* FOUND! It's [livejournal.com profile] sammyndeansgrl1's simply amazing Back To The Beginning (which you just have to read if you haven't already)

ETA: I was wondering if anyone here knows the J² story that goes as follows.

It's a story where Jensen lives very deep in the forest in a cabin, is recluse and is secretly a werewolf who chains himself up every full moon because he believes himself to be a monster, i.e. a danger to the public. Jared is a werewolf who just happens to meet Jensen somehow and falls "in like" with him. Jensen doesn't quite appreciate the company because he's afraid of what he is and what could happen if he lets himself get out of hand.

This story was a "work-in-progress" last I checked, quite a few years ago. I lost track of it because it was taking so long for it to update, but I miss it deeply given that it was a real chocker. Thanks in advance! Here's two cookies for your troubles: Open Road and The Jelly Green Giant (rawr).

* FOUND! It's [livejournal.com profile] surevesta's fantastic When We Wake Up (when reading this story, don't make the mistake of getting too attached because the story has no end)totally tragic
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08 July 2016 @ 03:40 pm

I've desperately been searching for some stories. Maybe they don't exist, but some scenarios just won't leave my mind and I'd be endlessly grateful if anyone could recommend me something that entails one of the following:

1. Anything that focuses on Sam's hair. Getting it cut, buying special hair care products, simply brushing it, tying it up... The possibilities are endless and even if is only mentioned in the passing I'd be happy. Don't care about genre/pairings/timeline.

2. Dean 'disciplining' Sam in a non-sexual manner? Anything from giving him a speech to actually grounding him, even corporal punishment - I'm open for anything. Timeline doesn't matter but no wincest in that one please.

No AUs please, but self-recs are very welcome!
I'm at the end of my wits here and if I don't find any of those stories, I'll have to take matters into my own hands and write one myself, it's that bad.

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26 March 2016 @ 05:42 pm
Hi Im new to the community. I am looking for fics that have any of the following critieria. It can be jared/jensen or sam/dean

I am looking for stories that fall in one of these categories.

-Jared/Jensen-Friends that turn out to fall in love with each other (It can be one avoidng the other friend when they realize they themselves are in love and thought they were straight before
-Jared/Jensen- Married either fight or divorce due to cheating but happy ending
-Jared/Jensen- Dont like each other either because the person being an ass is in love with the other and thats their way of coping.Or they fall in love later. Please dont include The Play Nice Provisio. I've already read it. Thanks :)
- Stories like True Colors---where someone is mentally handicapped or handicapped in some other way and they fall in love.
-Jared Jensen/Sam Dean Pretending to be a couple but fall in love
Sam/Dean-- High School--no younger than 15/16 either one. But I prefer stories where the older one tries fighting the feelings first or has an issue with it because they are brothers.
First of all the one I'm looking for is NOT Matching Weights.

In the story the boys have finished a hunt and they get hurt. Sam of course doesn't tell Dean and it gets worse after they go to another hunt. I think Sam was hurt on the abdomen area. Sam then asks Dean for some cash and Dean only gives him a twenty saying that's all he could spare. Sam then walks to a free clinic and meets a doctor who thinks Sam's being abused. He then recommends he goes to the hospital. He takes the taxi because he's tired. At the hospital, the doctor tells Sam to rest and gives him prescription pills to help with the pain. When Sam goes to buy them he finds out he doesn't have enough money so buys the strongest over the counter medicine instead. He gets home and Dean thinks Sam's being mopey or lazy and gets mad that Sam hasn't helped with the current hunt. Then he finds out Sam's hurt and does what he can to help him. There's a scene where Dean calls the doctor in the hospital and finds out that Sam needs a few weeks rest. Then Dean goes to buy the medication feeling bad for not giving Sam the money he asked earlier and that the medicine was a little over twenty dollars. Dean makes Sam rest until he gets better.

I keep reading this story and forgetting the title so if someone would be so kind to tell me the title I'd greatly appreciate it.

Also any stories where Sam is suicidal, has a mental disorder, eating disorder, low self esteem or selective mutism that'd be nice. I don't care if it's slash or not if there's rape or any other stuff in it. One thing though is if it is slash I prefer bottom!Sam but it isn't necessary.

Thank you in advance.
29 November 2015 @ 11:20 am
First time writing here, sorry for any mistakes :$

Am looking for a fic that i just cant find.

It was jared/jensen/?? And somebody else, i keep thinking jeff..

Anyway it was first: jensen and the third person, and then the third person feel in love with jared and and told jensen that jared is going to be their husband.. Jensen felt like the third person didnt love him anymore cus jared got everythi g jensen got promised.

Jensen is btw a famous writer

I remember a scene, it was jensen book sighing and the third person invited jared and jensen was pissed.

Please help me find it. :(
23 September 2015 @ 10:26 pm
Hi Friends!!

(1) I am searching for a specific J2 story and really hope you can help me find it.

Here's what I remember about it.

(i) Jared/Jensen used to be boyfriends in high school .
(ii)Somehow Jensen breaks up and Jared is left broken-hearted. He goes away without giving Jensen a chance to explain and vows never to come home. But he isn't able to get over Jensen in spite of his hatred.
(iii)Jared actually stops coming home for many years for the fear of meeting Jensen whom he hates
(iv)Jared has to return home for Jeff's wedding and he meets Jensen again.
(v)I remember that Danneel/Sandy is Jared's best friend and she advises Jared that he will be able to get over Jensen after sleeping with him for once. And that's specifically the reason that Jared returns after all these years
(vi) But Jensen turns out to be awesome and he never lets Jared get away this time.

(2) Can you rec me some fics where boys are exes , they meet after a long time and fall in love again? Fics where they have a lot of issues of hatred or mistrust in between, but they eventually fall in love again?

Thanx a million
Hi friends,
I'm really craving for fics where Jared has a terrible hatred or disliking for Jensen.Fics where he has totally misunderstood Jensen due to Jensen's looks, or his attitude or something he did in the past...but they fall in love eventually.

The stories along these lines I've read so far are:-

1)Our Story is Infinite by Elizah Jane

2)Between the Devil and the Deep Blue Sea by saltandbyrne

3)Best Seved Cold by fatebegins

I am not really looking for mutual hatred stories or for those where Jensen hates Jared (I've read plenty of those thanks to a previous search).

What I'm craving for are stories where Jared has sort of intense dislike for Jensen while the other sort of has very little idea about it.

Help me please? I'm open for stories of any genre... RPF, AU, Alpha/Beta/Omega, High School/College or anything else if it has Jared hating Jensen but eventually falling for him.

Thanx a million
09 February 2015 @ 11:25 am
Hi friends,
I have these following requests and I seriously hope you can help me.

(1)Any story where Sam is taking care of Dean?- I'm not lookin after 'deaged' Dean fics but where Sam is looking after Dean in any way. Any story with sweet, schoompy , brotherly fluff and banter is welcome.

(2) Stories where Dean and Sam are in their teens and they fight over something? I am craving to read stories where the brothers(preferably in teens) clash over something, but it gets resolved in the end. Stories with lots of teen angst, sibling rivalry and a happy ending. K Hanna Korossy , Authoressnebula, Marianna Morgan and Scribble2Much are my favorite authors and I've read all their stories. I really wanna read more. Help me please?

(3) Any story where Sam is working and Dean hating it? Most of the stories we come through have Dean working to earn money and looking after Sam. Can you rec me fics where Sam is working for a change and Dean not really liking it because it's his job as a big brother? I recently read the amazing A Crash Course in Road Safety by Skagtrendy and wanna read more stories of this genre.

No wincest please.

Thanx a million in advance
04 January 2015 @ 01:30 pm
Hello guys!

I'm trying to recall the title of a specific J2 fic and failing spectacularly. In the story, Jared fall upon hard times financially and moves into a big house with roommates Jensen, Danneel, and Misha. Jensen and Danneel are a couple in the story initially but they don't last long. After a while of living in the house, Jared realizes that something is off with Jensen and he finds out that he has multiple personalities - one being very flamboyant that also makes sure everyone knows about his attraction to Jared. There's another personality who's a bit more reserved and shy that I think had feelings for Misha. Danneel breaks up with Jensen after finding out that Jensen's personality was in control and slept with Jared. And I think Jared felt really guilty about it because he felt as though he raped Jensen since he wasn't in the frame of mind to give consent.

If anyone could help me find this awesome story again, I'd appreciate it greatly! :)
25 October 2014 @ 01:37 pm

I'm looking for fics whereby J2 are living together, and since Jared is in school/unable to work at that moment, Jensen is the one working and supporting the two of them financially. I would like this to be more or less the main focus. They could be fighting over financial issues, or not. Please, only bottom!Jensen :) this request was inspired by 'The life and times of Lois Lane' by Vorpalblades, where Jensen got a little frustrated over Jared getting fired constantly. Thank you :)
Hey Guys!

I've been on the look for this story that had Dean in this biker gang (or maybe some other type of gang?). Anyways, he meets Castiel who is a libarian (I am not entirely sure about that detail though). I think that they end up hooking up, maybe at a bar or something and get into a relationship.

Something Castiel gets kidnapped by one of Dean's gang rivals, Alistair I think, and when they finally rescue him he isn't the same. Soon, it turns out that the abuse the Alistair put Castiel through change him and his way of coping through it was violence.

I wasn't like normal domestic violence because in this case it was mutual. Castiel copes with his abuse by being more rough and aggressive with in all facets of there relationship, especially sexually. Castiel would urge Dean to be as rough as possible with him during sex leaving bruises and hand prints over his body, slamming each other against the walls and even hitting each other sometimes. Dean was initially against being that rough with Castiel, but he was slowly losing him so he went along with it.

Dean's friends start to notice this change in there relationship when they start seeing Castiel with bruises and hand prints over his neck, initially believing that Dean is abusing him. Several times during the story they make comments to both Dean and Castiel about how they are abusing each other.

Other than that, I do believe that Dean ended up getting locked up because he got framed for murdering someone he didn't actually murder.

There is also a small possibility that this story could have been J2
I recall reading this on Archive of Our Own (It might be on LJ as well) and this story also had a verse and was complete or at least this part of the verse was.
And also, I am 100% that this was completely top!dean with no switching present, or at least written.

Thanks in advance!
(Couldn't find the Abuse tag)
Hi. I'm looking for a specific fic where Sam kept Dean from going to Hell. I've been searching for the fic for a couple years and haven't been able to find it anywhere. I can't remember the title or author, but I believe it was on livejournal. In the fic Sam made a deal with a demon to keep Dean safe. He had to get Dean to a specific location (I believe there was a circle involved somehow) and to do this he told Dean there was a hunt. In reality they were hunting the demon Sam made a deal with (or a cohort of said demon). This demon took Dean somewhere and used him as a cagefighter (Dean was still human I think). As Dean was fighting Sam was embracing the powers of the demon blood in his veins. He became a hot-shot powerful leader of a group of demons.
Sam and Dean eventually meet, but Sam doesn't remember Dean at all. Dean ends up going with Sam and Sam's band of demons somehow. I think Sam starts remembering Dean and this makes him angry.
As I said, it's been a while since I read so the details are kind of vague. I remember loving it and would really like to read it again. Any help would be appreciated.
01 August 2014 @ 10:05 am
I can only remember a few things about this story. I know that it was preseries, and John had left for a hunt. I think that Sam and Dean got in a fight causing one of them to throw a boot at a wall and disturb or break the salt lines. Sam then left and after a little while a monster was able to get into the room and attack Dean. It ended with Dean needing to be the one to kill it.
Any help would be appreciated!
08 July 2014 @ 05:45 pm
Hey !

I'm looking for fics where the boys (J2 or Sam/Dean) have sex after a fight between them.

I don't search make-up sex. I talk about shots or violent disputes that turns in rough sex (this calm the tension, or not). Can be consensual or not.

Only fics with bottom/Jared ou Sam please !

Thank you in advance.
17 May 2014 @ 12:27 pm
Hey everyone!

I am looking for pre-series fics where Dean gets badly injured (could be anything- from getting hurt on a hunt to getting hit by a car etc...) and Sam and John are genuinly scared that they are going to lose him.
I would really love for a young Sam to freak out at the possibility of Dean dying and maybe John trying to comfort him.
Bonus points if Dean and Sam had a fight before the accident happened, or Sam having said some cruel things to his brother and now feeling terribly guilty for it.

Please no death!fic or wincest!

Thank youuuu!!
Hi friends!
Can you please rec me J2 fics with angry sex or make-up sex in them? I am not looking for PWPs but for plotty stories where the boys are in a romantic relationship when they have a fight and end up having sex in the middle or end of it. Happy ending is a must. All fics are welcome except those with non-con (between the boys) and underage themes in them.

I hope you can help me ..
Thanks a lot in advance
18 April 2014 @ 08:46 pm
Hello! I'm looking some J2 divorce, break-up fics. The reason to separation could be cheating,drifting apart etc. I love hurt/angst/bottom!Jensen, so Jared is the "bad-guy" :D Big plus if they have children, can be mpreg(<-Jensen of course),

Thank you!
Hey, everyone! So today I'm seeking fics in which either Sam and Dean or Jared and Jensen are enemies. Or have an unhealthy relationship.

Gen or slash, both are welcome. I'm not really looking for abusive relationships or "just sex" relationships, but more actual enemy fics, like hunters who don't like each other or those of the hunter and huntee. I don't simply want a hit man who falls for his mark, for example, but a fic where they actively dislike each other. At least for a while. If they fall for each other in the end, or learn to work together for gen, that's fine, even great. But I'd like at least half the fic to revolve around being enemies. (I don't really mean possesion fics or fics in hell either). Here are some fics like the ones I mean:

Dark Love: NC-17, J2 Slash. Mpreg. Really weird, but I loved the love/hate relationship. It was twisted and amazing. There's a sequel too, so that's a plus. Summary: "Jared went undercover in the Ackles organization and fell for the top boss, Jensen. When they finally come to arrest Jensen, Jared finds out he's pregnant. But mobster Jensen is set free on a technicality. What happens when he catches up with pregnant Jared, who betrayed him?"

Neighbors: NC-17, J2 Slash. I totally wish this could have been more extended and detailed, and I felt that the hate was a bit too intense, but hey. It's good. Summary: "Jensen is the neighbor from Hell. So is Jared."

What I haven't found yet is a fic where Sam and Dean are like hunters in competition, who preferably aren't brothers. But occasionally one finds the other injured and helps them, before leaving as quickly as possible because they're still enemies... so... any fics like that out there? Thanks, guys!
20 March 2014 @ 10:25 pm
1. Any fics with either Jensen and Jared breaking up or Sam and Dean? I want them to cause me to cry my soul out. I want a happy ending, but I guess I can live without one.

2. A fic where one of the boys (Jared, Jensen, Sam, or Dean) is a girl but they act like a guy. Like, they hang out with the guys, maybe has a short hair cut?? I don't know...

3. I was reading this really good j2 high school au fic, where Jared moves in with Danneel, Misha, Chris, and Jensen, and Jensen has dissociative identity disorder and his alters were named Bo, J, Jack, and more... If you could help me?
So, I'm here again to ask for some rpf fics.

First: I've this insane addiction to angst fics with happy ending in this period, so I'd like to read fics in which Jensen and Jared have a really bad fight and end up avoiding each other, both hurting but too proud to make the first move. Eventually, something changes, like Jensen deciding to move out Jared's place, or during a verbal confrontantion one tells the other something truly hurtful and then regrets it after seeing the other's reaction, or really, whatever else, but there should be an happy end in which they finally kiss and make up (literally or platonically, it's not really important). I prefer long fic but I'd take just about any lenght for this, the most important thing is the focusing on J2's relationship: they can fight even later in the story, but the fight has to have the main focus in the whole thing and I'd love to see the two's feelings and thoughts about it. I'm good with both slash and gen fics. Please, I would be extremely grateful for non-AU fics.
I've read everything tagged "fights and arguments" in j2-recs livejournal, so none of that, please.

Second: I've read a lot of deaged!sam and deaged!dean fics, and also a bunch of good deaged!jared, but I've read really few deaged!Jensen fics, and none with deaged!Misha. I'd like to read something with a physical but not mental deaging. Like, deaged!Jensen (or Misha or both) who has big Jensen's memories, but is stuck in a small body and acts a little childish without noticing. Something like "little green eyes" would be awesome, I love that fic! Always J2, or J2+Misha, or even Cockles. I'm good with other minor character helping, but not too relevant. If the deaged one is in a relationship with the other, no sex or anything related until he's back to normal. About the fic, the cuter, the better!

Third: I'd love to read something with hurt!Jared after a bad break up (with Sandy, or with Gen, or with anyone) and Jensen being all protective and supportive and just being his best friend when Jared needs him most. I'm good with them as only friends, or if they slowly become lovers after Jared's break up.

I'd be glad to read self-recs, don't be shy! And thanks in advance!
Current Mood: hopeful
21 January 2014 @ 09:19 pm
Hi friends!
I am craving for fics where Jared and Jensen are in a relationship and they fight for some reason but make up in the end . Fics with make up sex scenes after bitter fighting are what I am looking forward to, and also those fics where their fight ends with lot of fluffy moments.

Thanx a million in advance
1. I'm looking for a specific J2 fic w/ Jared and Jensen in an established relationship and Jared's going into the army-not necessarily because he wants to, I think he promised his dad that he would or something. He offers to stay if Jensen asks him but Jensen knows the army is important to Jared so he doesn't. I think it might've been a WIP that left off with Jared leaving for the army when Jen was still asleep. I was wondering if it sounded familiar to anyone.

2. I'm looking for any angsty J2 fics that maybe have the boys fighting or breaking up and then getting back together or some other kind of happy ending.

3. I'm looking for something where one thinks the other is cheating but it isn't true. Or any fics where they are cheating but please have it be Jared cheating and let me know if they are actually cheating because stories like that make me sad and I need to be in a certain mood to read them.

4. Any stories where one of the boys is an addict or suffers from substance abuse.

5. Any stories with mpreg Jensen. I recently read An Unexpected Love and now I really want some of these.

6. Last but not lease any tearjerkers but with happy ending (and please let me know if cheating is involved).

Or you can recommend any J2 fics you think are worth reading but please warn for infidelity or deathfics.

Any and all help is appreciated, thank you!!!!!
29 December 2013 @ 06:35 pm
NOTE: No slash or J2 fics please

Looking for fics where:

*Dean and Sam are homeless or either Sam or Dean are homeless

*Sam is deaf

*Dean and Sam are adopted or either Sam or Dean were adopted

*Dean adopts Sam or becomes his parental guardian (they don't have to be brothers)

*John hits or abuses Sam (no rape please)

*The boys hide injuries

*Sam is bullied

*Sam has cancer

*Sam and Dean are raised apart

*Young Sam (preferably wee!winchester or young adult but older Sam is fine too) has a learning disability such as dsylexia or struggles with his speech

*Sam is suicidal, depressed or self harming

*Sam has low self-esteem

*Sam and Dean are arguing, annoyed with each other, fighting

*Dean becomes violent towards Sam

Also generally looking for:

*Any adorable wee!Winchester fics

21 December 2013 @ 11:49 pm
I was rewatching S5 but more specifically, 5.18 and what caught my attention was the difference in trust levels between Sam and Dean.Read more )
21 September 2013 @ 09:05 pm
Hi friends!!
Can you please rec me some great Jared/Jensen revenge fics? I am craving for any story where one of them wants to take revenge over the other over any issue but falls in love on the way. The only two awesome fics I have read on this theme are REVENGE by [livejournal.com profile] magser and BEST SERVED COLD by [livejournal.com profile] fatebegins.

Any fic either top Jensen or top Jared on the theme of revenge is welcome if it has a happy ending.

Thank you so much
01 September 2013 @ 06:30 pm
A while ago I read a story -the beginnings of one anyway- where Jared was purposely trying to piss of Jensen. I don't know if he was kidding around or if they had been fighting but Jared was doing/saying a lot of shit to piss Jensen off. Finally Jensen snaps and starts beating the shit out of Jared -on set I think- and Jared even asks him to stop/tries to get away but Jensen doesn't let him. I don't think it was really an au, and was a WIP at the time but it's probably finished by now. I THINK -I don't know for certain- that it was a J2 fic but it could have been gen as well. Any ideas? Thanks a ton guys!
13 August 2013 @ 11:50 pm
1. I was hoping you guys could give me all/any fics you have where Dean is really angry or drunk or cursed and hits Sam. Hits or punches him. But afterwards he feels really bad and guilty. A lot like: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/7193090/1/Always_forgiven
Sam can be scared or feel betrayed or angry or something. It could be only one part in a long fic, or it can be the entire fics focus. preferably pre-series but I'll take any season. self recs are very welcome. please please please!!! I am desperate!!! Thank You so much!!
2. Similar to above, only someone else hits/punches/hurts Sam or tries to and Dean gets really protective. Like if John hots Sam, or they are in a bar and someone tries to threaten or hurt him and Dean gets all up in their face and stuff.
Wincest or Gen
Current Mood: bored
08 July 2013 @ 05:39 am
I'm trying to find a specific story.

-Sam thinks Dean is cheating on him.

-What actually happens though is Dean has been going to a place to have a leather bracelet made for Sam.

-Sam blows up at Dean, but then Dean goes outside and Sam feels bad and then discovers the truth.

FOUND: When You Can't Hold What I Hold Dear, by sinestrated
10 June 2013 @ 03:57 pm
Good afternoon,

I was hoping to get some help here once again. I have been here and at other sites looking for GEN Jared/Sam stories. All of the stories I have found so far have Jensen/Dean hurting Jared/Sam (Mentally and Physically) but on these stories Jared/Sam is the one that asks for forgiveness because he knew that Dean/Jensen had issues?

NO more please!!! :)

I would like help finding:

1) Stories that have Jensen/Dean Mentally (words, attitude, ect) hurting Jared/Sam and having to work their darn best to apologize and have Jared/Sam forgive them. If the story is long and has hurt Jared/Sam even better. Also would be good if others tell Jensen/Dean that he is hurting Jared/Sam. The longer the better since I want Jensen/Dean to really be sorry and have to work on being forgiven. Gen stories are great. If wincest or j2 please only Top Jared/Sam only.

2) Stories that have the guys fight and Jared/Sam comes on top. (Physically) Jared/Sam is a good fighter and they are a hell of a lot bigger than Jensen/Dean. I would like to find some stories where Jared/Sam actually do get the upper hand on a physical fight. There are none that I could find. Gen stories are great. If wincest or j2 please only Top Jared/Sam only.

3) Stores that have Jared/Sam hurt himself because of something Jensen/Dean said or did and Jensen/Dean fixing what they did. Gen stories are great. If wincest or j2 please only Top Jared/Sam only.

4) Any stories that have Jensen/Dean treating Jared/Sam badly for whatever reason and all of their friends and family try to tell Jensen/Dean that he is wrong on what he is dong. And that Jensen/Dean have to work on getting not only Jared/Sam's forgiveness but also their friends and family. Great if the friends and Family go supper protective on Jared/Sam. Gen stories are great. If wincest or j2 please only Top Jared/Sam only.

As stated above: Gen stories are great. If wincest or j2 please only Top Jared/Sam only.

Mods, please forgive any errors on the format of my request.
Hi friends,

I'm looking for fics where Jared and Jensen are in a relationship and there is a crisis of some kind. Crisis can be anything ranging from either of them hiding secrets,cheating, issues with an ex, illness,jealousy or ego problems. Basically any J2 fic where an issue threatens to tear them apart but it gets resolved in the end. Any fic is welcome as long as it's well written and has no extreme underage in it. Happy ending is a must:)

Help me please!!!

Thank you so much
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01 May 2013 @ 06:10 pm
I was just looking for a bunch of fics with Sam where he gets depressed or tries to run away or exhausted and severely sad or something and ends up breaking down, and John sort of calms him down and reassures him of his place in the family or something along those lines. Anything from drinking to bullying to sam hiding an injury cause it's "his fault" to suicide is fine (as long as it's not a death fic)
I'd prefer in character stories, so no complete asshole John but he can be nasty.
Any big brother cute Dean stories too are fine.
I really just want any teak jerker sam fics, and maybe some wee!chester "I should've died instead of mom" sam with good john and dean.
21 April 2013 @ 01:13 am
The Lost fic I was looking for was about Jensen being homeless after he lost his job at a major company which he never cared for. One of the things I remember about it was he always got the same front row seat to watch Jared dance in ballet. They eventually went out, but he never contacted Jared again. Jared thought he was just stood up till one day he saw Jensen in the park with his belongings in the cold. He later let him come stay with him.

For the next one. Do any one have any good J2 fics when the guys have fights and make up later? It can be over anything.
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07 April 2013 @ 07:53 pm
I saw a really interesting picture on tumblr, which I can't find. But its basically a story of Mafiaboss Dean owning the city and I guess fell for a HookerSam. Sam still goes out and does his job to earn his money but Dean's all jealous/possessive and stated since he owns the city, he owns Sam too. So i was wondering if there are any fics that fits the genre.

1.Mafiaboss Dean/Jensen-jealous/possessive
2. Hooker Sam/Dean

J2 and wincest is great. No destiel please. I did read a fic called Blood Brothers where MafiaDean was hunting Sam down for running away to Stanford and away from the "family business".Police agents was trying to get Sam to betray that family. Just to let you know that I read that fic already.
Blood brothers:
15 March 2013 @ 08:04 am
Hey, everyone! I'm off for a few days and was hoping you all could rec me some good fic to read.

1. Are there any fics out there where the boys talk about the possibility of Sam not being born? Like Sam thinking Dean would be better off if he hadn't been born and Mary were still alive, or when they went back in time in season five and Mary was already pregnant with Dean, Sam could say she should just have Dean, and not him.

2. Any fics dealing with Dean being the only person who is allowed to call Sam "Sammy".

3. Fics with Sam doing things for Dean. Like doing nice things for Dean because he loves him, or working hard in an effort to make Dean proud. Fics that show (preferably outside of a life-or-death scenario) how important to Sam Dean is to Sam.

4. Anything where the boys have a relatively minor fight, not a big one where they have a big falling out or try to leave or anything like that, just being annoyed and snippy with each other or having their feelings hurt, and then work things out.

5. On a related note, I love Amulet fix-its. I've read all of them I could find, which was fewer than I expected, so if you know any, I would love to see them.

6. Lastly, your favorite wincest fics with a slower build to their relationship? I prefer bottom!Sam or switching, but I'll take whatever you have.

 As far as timeline is concerned for all of these I don't care if it's pre-series or not, and of course self-recs are welcome.Thanks! 
1) Fics where Sam is the one on the receiving end in Asylum of Dean's anger and gun.
2) Kind of related to number one. Dean's gun in season 8 Southern Comfort was loaded.
3) Fics where Dean hits Sam and Sam is scared of Dean/hurt because of it. Not like regular beatings but more like in Bloodlust or Born Under a Bad sign with one of Dean's random pissed-off-at-Sammy punches.
4) Dean says something emotionally abusive that makes Sam cry/seriously depressed. I'd like it if Dean felt guilty about it, but not necessary.
5) Fics where they're having sex but Dean is emotionally constipated about it and Sam feels used.
6) Fics where Sam commits suicide/tries to because Dean has been ignoring him or leaves him, thinking it is what Dean wants.

I'm fine with Wincest or gen, but no fics that include non-con or are WIP's please. Thanks a ton to everyone who responds! :D
19 February 2013 @ 07:36 pm
Hi friends:)
I have one request and really need your help
1) ONE SPECIFIC FIC- I read an awesome J2 AU HIGH SCHOOL FIC long time ago but lost it. Here's what I remember about it.
(i) I am pretty sure that the name of the fic is something like 'Every puppy needs a boy' or something similar.
(ii) Its a highschool fic where Jensen had a boyfriend in the beginning. Jared has a crush on Jen.
(iii) Jared works in a pet store.
(iv) Jensen gave his boyfriend two puppies on his birthday which he returned when they broke up.
(v) Jared helped Jensen take care of the puppies.
(vi)Jensen's bedroom had a round bed.

Thank you so much:)

Found by the awesome [livejournal.com profile] kruel_angel :- Every puppy should have a boy by [livejournal.com profile] verbalavalanche.
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18 February 2013 @ 04:13 pm
I'm looking for some recs. Can be dark, noncon, gen,self harm whatever you think is good :D

1. Guilty!Dean in which he says something in anger/while drunk/noncon/abuse ect. purposely to hurt Sam (family always know what to say that will hurt the most).

2.I kinda was wondering if there are any fics which addresses the voicemail of Dean calling Sam a monster(?). Sam may have kept to remind himself of what Dean thinks or that Dean finds out.

3. Sam thinking he is some sort of freak/monster. Sometimes I think sometimes that Sam really believes he's is a "freak" while Dean uses it more casually.

I like wincest but gen is ok.
Hey guys, so I'm kind of on a "gang up on Sam" mood. Could you guys recommend some fics where say, Sam and Dean get in a big fight and Dean says or does something that really hurts Sam's feelings? Extra brownie points if he makes Sam cry. I'd rather Dean wasn't abusing Sam or something. Maybe they get in a fight and Dean takes a swing or something but no actual full on beatings. I'd like Dean to feel super guilty about hurting Sam. Wincest, gen, whatever is fine.

I got the desire for these types of fics from this spnstoryfinders post (http://spnstoryfinders.livejournal.com/7967204.html) so if you wanna read some to check it out because there is plenty of good recommendations. :) Thanks in advance!
05 January 2013 @ 10:00 pm
Hey guys! I'm hoping you guys can help me find some recs this evening. I'm looking for a few things

1. I'm looking for some guilty!Dean fics. Anything where maybe he hurts Sam emotionally or physically and realizes his mistake and feels guilty for it and comforts Sam. Maybe he's drunk or really angry? Anything will work. Wincest and Gen is okay.

2. Secondly, I am looking for fics where Sam and Dean grew up as foster children and Sam is severely abused and Dean is super protective over him. Can be Au, wincest and or gen. Anything will do with this.

3. Anything where Sam is deaf, blind or has some sort of developmental syndrome like autism or aspergers or anything of the sort. Muchos protective Dean is appreciated!

4. Anything where Sam is bullied. 

5. Dean discovering Sam was abused when he was a child (whether by another man, John etc.)

And that is it. (Can you tell I am really in the mood for some juicy, angsty, hurt!Sam fics? lol) Thanks guys!
13 November 2012 @ 10:57 pm
I've started reading some mafia AUs and I would like some more! but I can't find alot with Dean as a Cop AND Cas's family being the mafia etc. I would love some help with this! I love Dean as a cop mostly but If you have  anything similar I would like to read that as well! Thanks for the help!
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20 October 2012 @ 07:26 pm
heyy! i was looking for a specific story, i hope you can find it! sam is 14 i think.
SO... Sam was in a school play but john needed him on a hunt, they argued and john yelled something really hurtful to sam, and sam went into his room and cried. then on the hunt they split up the find a black dog, john wen tone way and sam and dean went another way. dean said something really hurtful to sam and sam got really hurt and vowed he would never cry again, they found the black dog but john and dean got knocked out, sam went after it himself, he found it, and lurd it into a cave then he cut its head off but he was stuck in the cave and he had to butcher it to get out. john and dean found him. and were horrified, but sam was okay. they went back home and over the next few weeks they notices sam was cold and distant so they took him to pastor jim's and in the chapel sam spoke to jim while dean and john eve's dropped. and he explain the jim, then yelled at dean and john and jim was very disappointed in john and dean and then they went to sam and were like "i love you! come back to us!" but sam said he would never be the way he was again. when they were packing to leave jim's sam talked to dean and said he "lost his soul" and dean vowed he would bring sam back and they hugged.

well thats all i can remember, i hope you can find it, it was on fanfiction.net. i can't find it :( so please send me the link or something! thanks!
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04 October 2012 @ 03:51 pm
Hey everyone,

I have a sudden itch to read fics where Jensen kicks Jared's ass. As in, full-on whaling, broken noses and black eyes type of ass-kicking.

Here's the catch: no curses/possessions/spells/drugs/whatever, it's not an abusive relationship, it's not because Jared wants it, and no one is forcing Jensen in any way, shape or form. Jensen is simply pissed off by Jared, and shows him. With fists. Jared can fight back or not, it doesn't really matter as long as Jensen is the clear winner.

Will also take Dean kicking Sam's ass, again with the above stipulations. I'd be good with one decent, jaw-breaking punch as well. If there are any pairings, J2 and Wincest preferred.

(I hope this isn't an odd request? I've certainly seen stranger, at any rate.)

Thank you!

[Edit: The comments on this entry have spoiler-y type material for Season 8. So if, like me, you haven't yet watched the first episode and don't want to be spoiled, don't look at the comments.]
30 September 2012 @ 01:30 am
Hi I was wondering if there were any stories, based on episode 22 season 4, where after the big fight between brothers Sam goes with Dean and not Ruby? It can be anything, Im looking for hurt/comfort but I'm desperate for anything. Desperate should be a tag. Searcher:desperate.

Can be slash or general.
14 September 2012 @ 04:55 am
I'm looking for stories where Sam breaks Dean's heart (unintentionally) either by leaving or not realizing that Dean has feelings for him, etc. And then has to work on getting/winning Dean back. Bonus points if Dean goes into hiding and Sam has to track him down. Preferred wincest but gen is also fine. (I don't mind Mpregs or gender bending etc.)

I'm also looking for attempted suicide fics, either J2, Sam/Dean (wincest or not) the more angst the better. (Although I wouldn't mind happy endings)
02 September 2012 @ 05:46 pm
Are there any fics out that has Dean running away from Sam and John either because they hardly notice Dean when they're butting heads or because he just can't take it anymore when they fight. When they notice that Dean is gone - it could take them awhile to take notice if you want- they get worried and I want them coming to Dean and not the other way around plus I want Dean to be doing well without them. If Dean doesn't come back I want the fic to focus on John and/or Sam and they feel guilty and Dean's absence being really obvious to them. It can be slash or gen, doesn't matter

On a completely different matter can you find me some Destiel fics with a very submissive!Dean/possessive!Cas. Dean can be one of those petite and delicate kind of guys or just needs to feel loved and Cas feeling suddenly very protective of him the minute he sees him.
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