13 May 2017 @ 05:45 pm
Hello, I am looking for a story that I just can not find, my google-fu is failing, not that it's all that good to begin with. Anyways, Jensen I think is in a rock band, Jared is homeless he lives at a nunnery (church, monastery) I think, but the head priest doesn't like him and keeps trying to kick him out. I think Jared had been kidnapped when he was a child and lived in a commune with his kidnappers until he escaped. The kidnapper still looks for him and finds him at the nunnery. Jensen takes a break from singing for a minute and goes to the nunnery, the nun there introduces him to Jared and Jensen ends up falling for him. Jared is kidnapped again and held in a hole in the floor in a rubber suit, He's rescued by Jensen and a group of people, I think Chris is there as well.

Please help! This is driving me nuts!

EDIT: found! Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] flawedteacup link in comments
Hey guys,

I looking for two specific fanic:
1: human setting AU, Cas was homeless and travels on bus all the time (for safety??), fell asleep beside Dean and used his shoulder for pillow while he slept (Dean didn't wake him up). Dean invite him to home for a dinner (he lived with Sammy), then asked him to stay for a while. I remember Cas painted out Dean's room with a gigant picture on the wall, but it was half finished. Dean gave him clothes and money and they got together, happy. One day Cas packed and leaved without a word, leaved a letter said he needed to go home to make his family together and make his mistakes right (he was the reason his rich family fell apart and became pretty poor). Dean was a mess, there wasn't any adress or phone number he can contact with Cas, but Cas sent letters for Dean time to time: sent the money he got from Dean and told how much damage he made already right. Dean was a mechanic at Bobby'. Later Cas came back, have money and asked Dean for a date, but Dean slapped the door at his face before throw his old clothes at him, along with all of the letters Dean wrote reply for Cas' letters (but he couldn't sent it bc Cas didn't leave any address). Dean was pretty heartbroken. Later Sam allowed in Cas (while Dean was away) to finish his paint on the wall, but Dean came home early.

2: I think it wasn't au, and somehow Cas got raped. The brothers supported him and it was a damn long recovery, bc he was afraid a bit and jumpy, so his mind was fucked up pretty much. He was fucked up emotionally, and that couldn't be healed fast. Dean know him very much and was really protective. I remember Cas avoid contact, like touch and hugs at all, but later he asked Dean if he would like to hug him, and Dean of course he was happy to Cas started open up for a bit, so he hugged him. And laters Cas started to eat a lot of chocolate but only one kind, that had a name "Kisses", and Dean needed a time to realise Cas eating that sweet because he want kisses, but real kisses, not the chocolate. It was a long fic, but my phone broke down when I read so I lost it.

20 January 2017 @ 09:41 pm
Hey all!

I'm looking for fics where J1 lives comfortably or is rich and J2 is poor and has low self worth/ is ashamed/sad, etc.

I'm especially interested in fics with this storyline with J2 as kids or teenagers, but I'll definitely take any age! I would love to read fics with rich/popular highschooler!jensen and poor!jared.

Self recs are awesome!

Thanks all! <3
23 October 2016 @ 11:22 pm

I'm looking for a specific supernatural rpf fic. I believe they were both in high school. Jensen was popular, Jared was a bit of a loner. Jensen was dared to befriend Jared and give him a makeover and get him a date for some sort of school function. Jensen's cousin was a hair stylist I think. Anyway, Jared found out, things got tense, but eventually worked itself out. If anyone has any idea of what story this is, please let me know. Thank you!

Also, I've been reading stories with mute/deaf/blind Sam/Jared and mentally ill/mentally disabled/autistic Sam/Jared and homeless Sam/Jared. I think I've read all that's been posted, but just in case, if you know of anything that is a bit harder to find, like isn't labeled for it, please let me know that too.

Thank you!

Story found! Title:My Problem is You Make Me Melt http://juice817.livejournal.com/200810.html or http://archiveofourown.org/works/6542323?view_full_work=true
13 August 2016 @ 09:03 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic about Castiel. Castiel goes missing, the angels (Zachariah?)removed his memory and gave him memories of a total different live (including a new name). The life he thought he lived trough was filled with all the bad stuff. He was also HIV-positive.
I've been looking everywhere and I just can't find it. I think it was gen.
08 July 2016 @ 12:17 am
Hey all, Im looking for a couple stories and so far I havent been able to find them, so Im hoping someone here knows them.

1. Jareds parents died when he was younger and he went to live with his aunt, his aunt is a very busy woman and after a while decides that Jared is going to go stay with his uncle JDM up in the mountains, he goes and has a great summer, but then his aunt comes back and says that for the school year Jared will be going to live with Jensen and his family, Jensen does not go outside at all. So Jared goes and starts a great friendship with Jensen. Im unsure if they become a couple in the end.

2. Jared was raised by very absentee parents, by his nanny, he lives now in a monastary, and starts working at a homeless shelter where he meets Jensen who I believe is homeless, maybe in the business, I remember it was long, I think. Jareds parents are in the public eye and I think his dad gets busted for something, maybe hiring a hooker, Im not sure.

3. Pretty much the only thing I remember about this one is that Jensen and Misha (could be Dean and Cas) are angels they have been brought to a sanctuary because one of them has badly damaged wings, Jared/Sam adopts them and takes them home. I might have it mixed up, it might be that Sam and Dean are the angels and Cas adopts them. Which ever way Id love to read any stories like that

If anyone can help that would be great.

EDIT: one and two found by [livejournal.com profile] rose_the_hat and [livejournal.com profile] phoenix1966 thank you so much!
22 January 2016 @ 05:07 pm
This story has been in my head for a few days and I can't seem to find it in any of my favourites! I remember is was after Sam got his soul back and the boys were staying with Bobby. Bobby feels uncomfortable around Sam because he had attacked Bobby - sound familiar to anyone?

And I would love it if you could recommend any Wincest fics where Jared moves in with Jensen because of abuse, homelessness etc. The more hurt!Jared the better!
25 November 2015 @ 04:39 am

I'm looking for this one specific homeless teen Dean fic. He meets Castiel behind a dumpster behind the Roadhouse (I think?) when he's looking for a place to sleep after he got kicked out by his dad. In the end they both sleep there. They both work as a prostitute, sometimes together. One day Alistair kidnaps Dean and they don't find him for a few days (weeks?). In the end Dean ends up in the hospital and Sam and John are there as well? -->
I lost all my bookmarks so if anyone could rec some longer (preferably at least 10k but if you think a shorter one is amazing too please add as well :) ) fics with these themes that would be great;
- Dark pre-stanford/stanford era. Dean centric.
- Abused!Dean (all the abuse, by everyone, canon or au)
- Abused!Castiel (again all the abuse)
- Abused Sam, but only by Castiel,Dean or John.
- Any other dark stories with Dark!Sam/Dean/Cas
- Any story where John comes back from the dead after season 5.

06 October 2015 @ 10:16 am
Hi! This is an YEARS old fic, so I'm not sure if it still exists or not. I had the link saved on my old computer (which I stopped using 2 years ago after it crashed) and finally managed to buy a new one, so I'm collecting everything I'd lost... Anyways, that aside...

I'm looking for a story where Dean is a restaurant owner/chef and Cas is waiter (I think) or one of the jr. kitchen staff at his restaurant. One night Dean finds Cas still in the kitchen WAY after the hotel closed and realises that Cas is basically squatting there. He tells Cas to go home. I think a couple of days later, Cas burns or cuts his hand on something, and Dean tells him to take the night off. Later, Dean is going somewhere, late at night, and it is raining heavily, when he sees Cas trying to sleep behind some dumpster/ shop. He brings Cas home. The next morning he makes Cas breakfast, omelette with tomatoes... because Cas can't hold the knife properly.

It was on Lj... either on some Destiel comm or someone's private journal. If someone recognises the story, I'd be really really grateful. Maybe even bake a batch of my trademark cashewnut-choco-chips cookies ;)
04 October 2015 @ 11:02 pm
Ok so I read this amazing, amazing story called The Galilei Program(http://archiveofourown.org/works/1902336/chapters/4101951).
It's really freaking awesome, and I want to read something like that, because one of my main headcanons for Dean is that he's an effing genius. Seriously. And I really love it when it's acknowledged by other people, especially when it's a high school AU *hint hint*

So please, if anyone finds any stories where Dean is acknowledged to be a genius, please tell me. I'm begging you.
After reading that story, I've been looking all over the place to find stories as good(I REALLY WISH THE AUTHOR CONTINUED WRITING ITTTTT)

I also would love it if you would find maybe something like that as a crossover, or an RPF?

Now then, for my second request I would adore ones with Dean or Jensen when they're down on their luck, or struck by poverty, or homeless, or poor or SOMETHING. Please? I just really love those kinds of stories?
Dunno why. I might be a bit of a sadist?
Same thing as before, crossovers and RPFs are welcome too!

(Gen or any pairing is fine, as long as it's Dean-centric)
10 March 2015 @ 09:53 pm
Hi everyone!

I find myself in the mood for angst. To this end, could please rec me fics where:

- Sam gets kicked out by asshole!John long before Stanford, for whatever reason, and how he makes it on his own? Whether he actually ends up going to Stanford or not doesn't matter. Ideally, Dean finds him eventually and they reconcile (may or may not be Wincest). However if Sam ends up not wanting to have anything to do with his family after how John/they (depending on the role Dean played in him getting kicked out) treated him, that's fine too.

A good example of the type of fic I'm talking about is Waiting for Rain by elwarre.

- Jared gets kicked out of home, again, for whatever reason, and how he makes it on his own. Preferably J2, but any other pairing also welcome.

- please no woobie Sam/Jared, or death!fic

Please and thank you.
10 March 2015 @ 08:33 pm
Some time ago I read a story that had a pregnant Jared and he was living on the streets. He was picked by Jeff and Jensen (I'm not sure if Jared was a prostitute) Jeff himself had a miscarigae and they offer Jared a room to stay. It was WIP and maybe it's finished.

I althougt take ever J3 recht you got.
23 January 2015 @ 02:51 pm
Hello all!

More research-requests! I need all your gritty down-on-their-luck streetkid stories, where Sam and Dean (or Jared and Jensen) grow up together but without supporting adults. Or one of them has a family, the other doesn't. I generally prefer Sam-(or Jared-)centric stories and love Sam-whump more than is healthy, but I'm happy to read any suggestions.

Any reason for their predicament is fine - dick parents, dead parents, missing parents, whatever. Canon, AU, RPS - it's all good. Preferred pairings are Sam/Dean and Jared/Jensen, but gen is great too. Mpreg and a/b/o are not really my cup of tea, but I'm good with pretty much any other story elements.

A few stories like this that I've read and loved: What Was and What Could Have Been, All in the Game, yo, and We Were Here.

Thank you!
04 January 2015 @ 01:30 pm
Hello guys!

I'm trying to recall the title of a specific J2 fic and failing spectacularly. In the story, Jared fall upon hard times financially and moves into a big house with roommates Jensen, Danneel, and Misha. Jensen and Danneel are a couple in the story initially but they don't last long. After a while of living in the house, Jared realizes that something is off with Jensen and he finds out that he has multiple personalities - one being very flamboyant that also makes sure everyone knows about his attraction to Jared. There's another personality who's a bit more reserved and shy that I think had feelings for Misha. Danneel breaks up with Jensen after finding out that Jensen's personality was in control and slept with Jared. And I think Jared felt really guilty about it because he felt as though he raped Jensen since he wasn't in the frame of mind to give consent.

If anyone could help me find this awesome story again, I'd appreciate it greatly! :)

I'm looking for a specific fic I read in the last year on Ao3 or fanfiction.com I think. John winchester goes on a hunt, takes the car. I think the boys run low on money and decide to live in a shack. Sam is in elementary/junior high, wants to join soccer. A monster is around their shack and they decide to fight it (maybe a wendigo?). Dean gets injured badly and Bobby shows up at the last minute to help. I think it was about 10 chapters, gen, like a pre-series case fic. Thanks!!!
Help me please! I am searching for a specific fic where Jared is a wealthy businessman in the closet and so he becomes a frequent client of hooker Jensen. One day Jensen cancels on him and Jared discovers that it's because he has cancer. because Jensen has no medical coverage or a place to go, Jared moves Jensen into his home. Mods unless I overlooked ti I could not find a prostitue/hooker tag.
Current Mood: hopeful
I am finding several fanfics these days hope anyone can help me.

1)My friend told me is Sam change the past, but only he remember, Sam and Dean have sex then Dean feel guilty and send Sam to find their Dad, but while working with John, John being crashed and raped Sam, Sam run away hunt alone few years, meanwhile Dean married the girl Cassie, Sam sometime come to visit but stop coming when Cassie pregnant, leave a baby bed for present, but the yellow eye demon get Cassie but the baby is protect by the bed, Sam occurred to save Dean and two brother reunion, Dean finally notice Sam being raped before and he is going to find out the truth.

2)After 516, Dean throw the amulet away, but Sam take it back from rubbish bin and wash it , then he swallow it then two go hunting as usual, several days after Dean notice Sam didn't talk these days, then find out Sam's throat got cut by the amulet and he lose his voice can't talk ever.
The funny thing is the amulet is used to find god, everyone think Sam already said yes to Lucifer, no one trust him, and he can't even talk to them.

3)A bigbang story, Jensen take Jared home whom is homeless, Jared has mental problem and wear a red coat in lady style.

4)RPS, Jensen meet Jared at CW sinner party, I am not quite remember who told Jensen about Jared is a slut and sleep with everybody, I think is Chris? Actually Jared's manager used Jared sleep with the director to trade or pay his debt,and make Jared think that's why he get the role. Then there is rumors about CW will cut SPN, Jared went to the senior office and offer the deal he used to do, at that time he find out his director've been lie and use him, meanwhile Chris said will tell the public about how slut of Jared. Jensen went to Jared's house, Jared ask him to take care his dogs, and his hand has a gun. Jensen finally fall in love with Jared and happy ending.

5)Jensen meet a guy who look exactly like his co star partner Jared, his name is Sean, then they have sex, but the next day the man wake up is Jared and he can't remember anything, it seems Sean is Jared's other personality. It seems a series story.

Does anyone remember?

And there are few stories my friends searching for, but I only know the name some may not even know who write it, I search & google it but most of them are deleted or some of the links is not available and hard to find:

2)4 Stories of author Feather touch, but I'd like to collect the whole stories she write, not only this four stories!
Branded Yours
Forever Bound
Collared Hearts
Children of Men

3)Damaged Verse by cherryscott | PG - NC-17 (Jared/Dean)
Morning in the Evening
Crazy Faith

4)Such A Pretty Boy
Red As Blood

5)de-age sam

I hope someones can help me please!If anybody have a copy about those deleted story please send to my email, thank you very much! sau1412@gmail.com
01 June 2014 @ 09:29 pm
Hi, the Jensen Ackles/Jared Padalecki Run!Verse was deleted off Archive of Our Own and I can't find it in LJ. It has a homeless/mentally disabled!Jared and Jensen who slightly hesitantly takes care of him. I was wondering if anyone had a PDF or a working link for the 'Verse because i loved that story and now its gone  :( 
12 May 2014 @ 01:23 pm
I've searched through the deleted story and deleted journal posts. And I can't find this story listed, bt LJ keeps saying that journal has been deleted. So,does anyone have a valid link to the Run!verse by beckalooby? Or a PDF copy or something? If you do, but the author doesn't want it shared, that's OK! I'll be bummed, but no big deal!!

13 April 2014 @ 12:21 pm
I loved the story "A Little Home" by Iorhael that she wrote for BB2009. I went to the page I bookmarked to read it again, but found that the fic isn't listed anymore on her site.

Does anyone know have a PDF or Word doc of this story they can share? Obviously, if the author doesn't want it shared, I'm totally OK with that.
12 April 2014 @ 11:44 pm
I don't remember if it was sam/dean or jared/Jensen. I do remember that sam just got out of prison and didn't have any money besides what his parole officer gave him. He gets on a bus and tries to find a small town. He ends up walking and passes out on deans lawn. Dean wakes up and finds him and takes him to his shop where he is the owner and gives him a job. Dean is a mechanic. I remember dean had lost a foot or something when he was in the army. At some point sam is digging in the dumpster for food because he didn't have any money and didn't want to ask for help. The boys are NOT brothers in this fic.
Any help would be GREATLY appreciated! Thank in advance!

FOUND! (in comments)
Current Mood: anxious
17 March 2014 @ 09:47 pm
My memories of this story are pretty vague but I'm hoping that someone can help me find it.

All I remember is that Dean was kidnapped (?) when he was pretty young. John's been looking for him ever since.

I believe John finds him years later, Dean has longish hair. Not like looong, but I think I remember it being mentioned that his hair was longish. Also, he's a hunter and John runs into him and I don't think he recognizes Dean at first.

Or maybe he's homeless?? I could be getting several stories mixed up- omg!

Gah. I know this isn't much to go on but even if you can't find the story I'm looking for, I'd gladly read anything else like it!

So please rec anything where Dean is

  • kidnapped as a child

  • John's been looking for him, finally finds him

  • Dean is either homeless or a badass hunter

Again, I'll read whatever you rec me!
23 February 2014 @ 01:14 am

So, I read this fic a little while ago where Jared and Jensen were friends from college but went their separate ways for a bit. Then, Jensen contacts Jared and asks to stay with him and his dad (who was JDM) for a while. Turns out, Jensen was on the run from an abusive ex (Tom?) but he and JDM fall in love with one another.

Jared sees them kissing in the kitchen and freaks. Jensen runs away and into Abusive Ex and there's a fight involving him, Jensen, and JDM where Jensen is ultimately stabbed.

In the end, Jared makes peace with their relationship and Jensen/JDM live happily ever after (or so I recall).

Any help would be appreciated. It's driving me crazy not to be able to find this.
03 January 2014 @ 09:15 pm
Hi, I watched 'Hotel for Dogs' and now I'm in mood to read some fic about homless/in foster care teenage Sammy or Jared, and Dean or Jensen taking care of him (maybe adopts him or something like that). Sam/Jared canbe prostitute as long as his a teenager. I don't mind slash but in case of wincest I would want boys unrelated. And please warn me if there is graphic abuse.
Thank you, you're amazing.
29 December 2013 @ 06:35 pm
NOTE: No slash or J2 fics please

Looking for fics where:

*Dean and Sam are homeless or either Sam or Dean are homeless

*Sam is deaf

*Dean and Sam are adopted or either Sam or Dean were adopted

*Dean adopts Sam or becomes his parental guardian (they don't have to be brothers)

*John hits or abuses Sam (no rape please)

*The boys hide injuries

*Sam is bullied

*Sam has cancer

*Sam and Dean are raised apart

*Young Sam (preferably wee!winchester or young adult but older Sam is fine too) has a learning disability such as dsylexia or struggles with his speech

*Sam is suicidal, depressed or self harming

*Sam has low self-esteem

*Sam and Dean are arguing, annoyed with each other, fighting

*Dean becomes violent towards Sam

Also generally looking for:

*Any adorable wee!Winchester fics

03 November 2013 @ 01:13 pm
Hi everybody, I was just wandering if there are any stories concerning Misha/Jensen or Dean/Cas adopt teenage Sam (Jared). I want to read a story where Sammy has no family or is abused (please no sexuall abuse). I like angsty fics, but any you give me will be awesome. Thanks a lot.
26 September 2013 @ 08:06 pm
Hi guys :D
I've a feeling I'm a lil bit addicted to spnstoryfinders :)
Well I'm looking for some fics about Jared (or Sam) being adopted by Jensen (or Dean).
It doesn't have to be slash, but it's ok if it is. I want stories where Jared is orphan or he's street kid and Jensen adopts him.
Thank you
10 September 2013 @ 09:34 pm
Hi everyone
I'm looking for some fics where boys aren't brothers. Sam/Jared is homeless kid (either run off from abusive home or kicked out for being gay or something different, it doesn't matter for me)and he's hurt and Dean/Jensen finds him and takes care of him. It can be slash or gen.
16 July 2013 @ 12:52 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic where Jensen is kicked out of the religious compound he grew up with for being gay. Jared is an actor, I believe, who finds him in an alleyway near set.

He and Jared start a relationship, with Jensen being completely naive and innocent.

There is a line at the end about how when Jensen blows Jared, he knows its worship and subtext where Jensen thinks Jared is a guardian angel?

I cannot find this for the life of my so any help is appreciated! Thanks!
Jensen was mentally ill (I think he had an accident of some sort) and homeless. Jarred took him in and let him stay in his apartment where Jensen would spend the time while Jarred was at work building a 'sculpture' out of Jarred silverware and various other things. I think that Jensen's family found him toward the end and accused Jarred of abusing Jensen...It was rated NC-17.
09 June 2013 @ 11:48 am
there was a fic that I was hoping to read again I just can't remember the author or the name of it. So here are some details if anyone out there can help me out. I remember Jared has on last chance and Jensen's family takes him in has foster parents. Jared brother was sent to Jail protecting Jared and his sister. Jared sister was adopted however they wouldn't adopt Jared. Jared got attached to a Wild horse that help him when he need it. Jensen and Jared eventually hooked up. at one point Jared tried to kill himself because he thought They didn't want him anymore. There ended up being a sequel to it that jared ended up living with his brother because the state was finished with him when he turned 18 and graduated high school. He thought so his foster family was too.   Thank you for any help you could give me on these stories
18 May 2013 @ 10:31 pm
hey so im looking for angsty fics. and I mean ripping your heart out of your chest and stamping on it would be less painful kind if fic. ones I would really like: high school fics where character a has really low self esteem (self harms and is suicidal is a plus) and they are in love with the popular guy. emphasis on how alone they feel and perhaps how their home life isnt great is a must.

Basically pining fics where a character has no friends and they have kind of given up. aus are ppreferred if possible. eating disorder fics I would absolutely love too if you've got them.

any fics where being depressed or having a major drug addiction (perhaps they are homeless because of it) would also be greatly appreciated.

the longer the fics the better, I would prefer destiel but j2 and wincest are also fine. I would like the fics the be as well written as possible too. thanks in advance!
08 May 2013 @ 01:46 am
This is my first time posting, sorry for any mistakes. I'm looking for a fic I read a while back, I've tried looking for it everywhere but just can't find it. And of course I can't remember the name or author.

It featured unrelated Sam and Dean as kids, who were living on the streets together, and working as prostitutes. They are in a relationship together, though I think Sam was really young. A woman picks up Dean (not for sex - to try and help him), and ends up taking him and Sam back to her home to live with her and her family (her husband and I think a baby). Sam ends up being given back to the father (?) he ran away from, but Dean freaks out and is convinced that the guy is hurting Sam, which he is (the proof is recorded on an answering machine when Sam tries to call Dean). He tells a cop friend of the people that they're living with, and they go and rescue Sam. They're reunited in the end, it concludes with them hanging out under the bridge where they used to sleep as kids when they are much older.

Found! Actually J2, not Sam/Dean We Were Here
I'm looking for a specific fic that I read a couple of years ago. Jensen was a struggling actor (extra I believe) who had a small reoccuring background role on a show that Jared was the lead on. At some point Jensen gets kicked out of his house/apartment, and ends up sleeping on a bench - eventually Jared finds out, (Jensen gets injured?) and he invites him to stay at his house. There was angst, but I don't remember anything else....

Also looking for any general famous/not famous or rich/poor dynamic fics - preferably with Jared rich/famous and Jensen poor/not famous.

Thanks so much!
01 May 2013 @ 02:53 pm
There was a story where Jared, recently released from jail, gets on a bus and ends up in a small town. I don't remember how he meets Jensen, but Jensen takes him to his mechanic shop and gives him a job sweeping or doing small tasks. Later, when work is over Jared finds food through dumpster diving, but Jensen invites him to join the gang (ex marines, special ops, etc) to eat at a restaurant.

Later, Jensen and Jared fall in love.

Does anyone know this story!!!!! Please help!
21 April 2013 @ 01:13 am
The Lost fic I was looking for was about Jensen being homeless after he lost his job at a major company which he never cared for. One of the things I remember about it was he always got the same front row seat to watch Jared dance in ballet. They eventually went out, but he never contacted Jared again. Jared thought he was just stood up till one day he saw Jensen in the park with his belongings in the cold. He later let him come stay with him.

For the next one. Do any one have any good J2 fics when the guys have fights and make up later? It can be over anything.
Current Mood: mellow
I'm looking for a fic I remember reading that I'm almost positive was Dean/Castiel...except I distinctly remember Jared being in it so it might have been Jensen/Misha? They were roommates and Dean had been in love with Cas for years but hadn't told him. Jared is a homeless teenager who ends up living with them...I think he had a dog that Dean/Cas found and brought home? He initially thinks that Dean and Cas are a couple and I think ends up getting them together. I remember a scene where Cas is sick and is amusingly manipulative when feeling bad...like getting Dean to organize his closets and stuff.

Clearly this fic is just a great big jumble in my head, but is this ringing bells for anybody else? It's been driving me crazy for days and I can't find it anywhere.

FOUND! Link in comments.
07 April 2013 @ 07:53 pm
I saw a really interesting picture on tumblr, which I can't find. But its basically a story of Mafiaboss Dean owning the city and I guess fell for a HookerSam. Sam still goes out and does his job to earn his money but Dean's all jealous/possessive and stated since he owns the city, he owns Sam too. So i was wondering if there are any fics that fits the genre.

1.Mafiaboss Dean/Jensen-jealous/possessive
2. Hooker Sam/Dean

J2 and wincest is great. No destiel please. I did read a fic called Blood Brothers where MafiaDean was hunting Sam down for running away to Stanford and away from the "family business".Police agents was trying to get Sam to betray that family. Just to let you know that I read that fic already.
Blood brothers:
19 January 2013 @ 11:47 pm
Hi, Me again : )
I'm on a Dean/Cas kick, so... I'm looking for any Dean/Cas AUs where either Dean or Cas is mute and/or deaf for some reason, and they communicate just fine anyway.
Also, any fics that involved Dean and Cas dancing together, preferably in front of a crowd with lots of wows and OMGs they're so cute/hot/amazing/adorable involved.
Thanks : )
Also, any Dean/Cas fics where Dean is homeless, and Cas helps him, would be great : )
15 January 2013 @ 01:44 pm
1. Dean/Castiel. It was an AU where Cas is a mute drifter taken in by Bobby and Ellen. He hasn't spoken since his twin brother, Jimmy, died. There is a scene in the fic where Cas sits on the roof outside his window at Bobby & Ellen's. I think Dean climbs out there and sits with him. There's another scene where Dean finds a newspaper clipping in Cas' stuff about the death of his brother. - Dream As If You'll Live Forever by [livejournal.com profile] commodoresexual.

2. Sam/Dean. All I can remember about it is that Sam and Dean pick up an OC in a bar and take him back to their motel room so that the OC can watch them have sex. Sam tops and at the end, Dean tells the OC that Sam is his younger brother. - Libido by [livejournal.com profile] poisontaster


ETA: Added more details to #1.
29 October 2012 @ 01:18 am
1)So there's this vid on youtube that I love and its basically sam and dean constantly drinking and then doing each other. To me it seems like the brothers are basically getting drunk so that they can use the alcohol as an excuse to bang. lol That said, after watching it about ten thousand times I decided, I NEED A STORY OF THIS!

So what I am looking for is any fic (the longer the better) where it is kind of their unspoken thing to drink and then fool around or have sex, only they both kind of know what they are doing, they just haven't faced it yet. It would be amazing if their relationship progressed further than that and even more amazing if their first time together is also in the story. Please rec me anything along those lines! :D

2)Also, in the midst of moving across country, there were a couple days I spent in hotels and on couches while waiting for my apartment to be ready for me to move in and it kind of hit me that technically I was homeless for a few days there. D: so weird! (Obviously its not the same as actually being homeless but still) Of course, that led me to wanting some homeless Jared stories.

I really prefer homeless Jared over Jensen please and also only J2 for this request. I have read a lot of homeless Jared before so there is a good chance I'll have read the common ones but still, please rec me anything and everything!

Thanks guys! :D

(link to the video I mentioned if anyone is interested= http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mQ6ZfYHuJx8)
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08 October 2012 @ 03:19 pm
Hi all!
Please help me find a story i read not so long ago and didn`t bookmark, but can`t remember its name and author at all.

In short - Jensen runs a whorehouse he inherited from his mother and asks homeless Jared to work in a kitchen?
I even remember there was kind of dub-connish relationship between them due to the fact that Jared owed Jensen everything.

Thanks in advance!

UPD. Found, thanks to [livejournal.com profile] sweet_deserved!
13 August 2012 @ 11:45 pm
Hi! I suddenly got this craving for troubled youth fic, so I was wondering if anyone knows of any J2 stories where one J, Jensen preferably, is a troubled teen living in some kind of home for boys who have behavioral or emotional problems, have a history of anti-social or sexualized behaviors, or drug abuse or dependency. One of those places where they live there and go to school there because they are currently considered a danger to themselves and society. I'd even go for a place like juvie, but it doesn't have to be. It could also be a place that takes in runaways or youth that have no place else to go. And the other J, preferably Jared, is a worker there who is trying to help them and he does help and eventually they fall in love.
I'm also looking for stories where one J, preferably Jensen, is is in foster care. The other J takes him in and they get close and form a relationship.
I'd like it if Jensen was around 16-17 for both of these so that he is close to getting out of the system when they meet and then they have their happily ever after, but I am open to anything. Does anybody know of any stories like this?
13 August 2012 @ 12:26 pm
Hi again, I'm looking for a specific J2 fic, Jared is homeless and mentally ill, I think that Jared's mom had just died. Jensen takes Jared in, I think at one point Jared tries to make Jensen a cake and burns himself. 

Thanks so much! 
13 August 2012 @ 12:36 am
I am terribly angry at myself now because I lost another fic. So Dean told Sam to get lost because he did not want him around anymore. This was in, maybe,early Season 5. Sam  left even though he didn't want to leave. Then I think Sam turned into like a homeless person or something of that nature. After that a female bartender tells him to call Dean because Sam looks sad. So Sam calls Dean, but Dean does not answer or something. And then Sam, who never gives up, goes to find Dean and talk to him. Sam finds Dean and sees that Dean has a relationship with Cas. So Sam leaves or something. Cas ends up like telling Dean to let Sam come back. Whoa, but at first Cas was really mean to Sam!

That's all I got. I always wanted to tag a post as homeless.
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03 August 2012 @ 12:12 am
I was reading Relative Gold by the wonderful Dayspring where four year old Sam is presumed dead in a fire and is illegally adopted. Sam and Dean meet again almost twenty years later on the team plane to the Greece Olympics; Dean, who's been living with Bobby for the last several years, on the shooting team and Sam on the swim team. (Note: I have to pause to highly recommend the site Dayspring's Desires where you'll find terrific Supernatural, Highlander, and Harry Potter stories.) Anyway, I started to wonder if there were any stories where the boys were not raised by John. They could be taken away by Social Services. John could turn them over to Bobby, or Pastor Jim, or to Mary's family. Or they could even raise themselves on the streets. Sam and Dean could stay together through the years, or be raised apart. Het, gen, slash, or Wincest, I don't mind. I'd just like to see a story where John meets up with his sons after many years of not contact. Are they happy to see each other? Or are the boys hostile to their absent father? Have they been hunting; or leading another life?

Don't bother recommending the Different Road series by San Antonio Rose and Jenny. Read that one several times and will read it many times more.

Mmmmm, so many good ideas, so little writing talent. I'm forced to rely on the talent of others for good stories.
03 July 2012 @ 11:35 pm
I have been doing most of my reading on my phone lately, specifically on the fanfiction.net app. It's incredibly convenient, but I'm having a hard time findind nice long wincest and J2 stories on fanfiction.net.

I was hoping I could be directed to some H/C, (disabilities perhaps?) mental institutions, maybe some homeless J2, or the boys in prison, or pretend couples. Actually anything of a decent length that is good would be awesome! :D
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