13 August 2017 @ 10:30 pm
I been trying to find this fic for like ever!!!!

I am pretty sure that in it that John and Sam are arguing while fighting over a gun. I forgot what Dean was doing but got shot some where when the gun accidentally fires. Dean goes to the hospital, but John and Sam are still fighting and Bobby is there too. I think John leaves Dean at the hospital and Dean has a meltdown.

That is mostly all I can remember.
Please help me I am dying to read this fic again!
04 August 2017 @ 11:17 pm

Lately, I've been thinking about this story that I read a while ago. I believe it was on AO3 and it may have been a Destiel fic. One scene vividly sticks out to me. The overal tone of the story was pretty angsty. In this scene, Dean went to a liquor store and pretty much consumed all of the drinks in stock. I believe he suffered from alcohol poisoning which resulted in him going to the hospital. Mary and Sam were in this story and think Castiel may have been a preacher.

If anyone knows what I'm talking about, I would love some direction lol
06 February 2017 @ 04:53 pm
1.) So I read this fic a while ago and it was on LiveJournal somewhere not sure if it's in ao3 or not. It's Stanford era and Deans feeling really alone. John left and Sam stopped calling him, on the hunt he goes on this witch made this sort of Sam clone/thing that was suppose to kill him in a month or so but the 'sam' ended up atttached to him. Months later the real Sam shows up and Dean is mind controlled by the 'sam' to try to kill him but Sam and Bobby end up killing it.

2.) I was looking for some hurt dean (probably Stanford era or Au Idc) where Dean gets sent to the hospital and wake up in a coma months later. But john and sam don't show up and Dean is tragically hurt by that. (Self esteem issues Dean feeling alone) any fic that has something to do with Dean being alone and hurt is good with me.

3.) So I never really see a lot of Dean and Sam fighting and Sam being wrong fics. I was wondering if there's some kind of fic where Sam says something super horrible/hurtful to Dean and ultimately makes him feel like shit (and thinks that sam doesn't care but he does) I just want a boys fighting one where Dean ends up emotionally hurt or right during the argument. I really want Sam to be kinda an asshole in it. ( love sam! But I just don't see many of these)

Thank you all!
I'm looking for some fics where Dean is physically injured, and claims to be fine. Except he actually is seriously hurt, and refuses to tell anyone.

What also would be cool if Sam was hurt as well, and all the attention goes to him, and not Dean. Like maybe it's a pre series fic where Sam gets hurt and John focuses on only him, ignoring Dean, thinking that he hasn't sustained any injuries, until Dean passes out, or has a seizure, or anything really.

I don't mind pre series fics, and I don't mind other characters in it as long as Sam and Dean are the main focus. Please, no smut or pairing between Sam and Dean, or other sexual relationships between anyone really.

As long as Dean is badly hurt (physically), and nobody knows the full extent of his injuries, until the bomb drops, and Dean's condition is revealed in some sort of a "bad" way, I'm okay.:)

Thanks to anyone for commenting. I appreciate it.
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31 December 2016 @ 05:10 pm

any Fics Where Dean Was Hurt On A Hunt But No One Notices Because Sam Was Hurt And John Was Worried And Ordering Dean Without Checking Him And Turns Out That He Is More Hurt Than sam


specific Fic On Ff.net Where Sam Was Hurt On A Hunt And Dean Too But John Didnt Know Or Didnt Bother To Check And Took Sam To The Hospital And No One Knew About Dean Untill He Passed Out Sitting Next To Sam Appearing To Be Sleeping And The Nurse Found Him And He Was In A Critical Condition

please Help And Thanks In An Advance

Hello, I'm looking for a story I read a long time ago, but I can not find my files and bookmarks at all. I wonder if anyone can help find it.
(Just to remember, English is not my first language, I'm using a translator to write so I apologize for any mistakes you might read)
It's a pre-series story: John, Dean and Sam were in the mountains (??) on a hunt that went awry and Sam was injured. John had Dean take Sam to the hospital, but he did not notice that Dean was even more injured and already showed signs of concussion. When John finally gets to the hospital and asks for news he learns that Dean was in the ICU in serious condition after passing out in the waiting room after a long time bleeding and no one notices and begins to feel very guilty for not having noticed Dean. If I'm not mistaken, John will see how the Impala got and note that there was even blood on the roof of the car.
I think Pastor Jim was also in the story, but I can not say.
Does anyone have any idea what this story is?

Update: Found in comments.
02 October 2016 @ 05:37 pm
Hi! I'm looking for non-specific stories where either Dean or Sam is hospitalised, lying in ICU. It doesn't have to be throughout the whole story, it might be just a chapter or two, I just want this to be. I don't care what the reason for being there is (though is usually a car/hunting accident). The only thing I ask for is no slash. Stories in progress welcome as well.

Thanks in advance
26 August 2016 @ 05:41 pm
Hi y'all, I'm looking for some nice and long (the longer, the better) stories. No wincest, no slash, just general entries. I don't care about rating, as long as it refers to stuff like harsh language, I also wouldn't mind some torture or more graphic descriptions of injuries etc.

About the plot, Dean doesn't need to be in the hospital in particular, it can be any other place (but I would prefer if it wasn't motel room, so more like Bobby's or the Bunker). He has to be incapable of taking care of himself (nice h/c please, preferably with Sammy as the 'protector'). I don't really care about what the reason is and if that's permanent or not, but I'd rather read stories with purely physical injuries, for example many broken bones after a hunt gone wrong or some other accident. Oh, and please no blind/deaf stories, I've read quite a few of them already.

Big thanks for any help :)
Hi all,
I'm looking for four different things:
1. A specific Destiel fic where Cas was a witch, so was Gabriel I think, and Dean was his familiar(I think he could turn into an animal), the story is about how they meet, and there's a scene where John shows up, possibly at Bobby's when Cas is trying to heal Dean from something, and attempts to shoot Cas and/or Dean I think. Gabriel protects them I believe. Dean either didn't know he was a familiar or had been taught witches were evil or something. Thanks!
2. A general destiel fic search where Dean has a chronic illness or disability of any form, and Cas is his doctor and/or caregiver.
3. A specific destiel fic from a years back, set after Cas raises Dean from hell-in this story, Dean became a demon in hell, he had horns and a twisted appearance, and Cas had to take him somewhere for a long time to help him heal, keep him chained up because he kept trying to attack Cas. I think the horns fell off eventually or something.
4. Any fics where Chuck is a father figure to any of the boys, rescues the boys from being abused, or is in anyway remotely paternal to Dean, Cas, or Sam.
Thanks very much!!
Im looking for a specific story where Dean discovers some kind of partially supernatural Hunters heritage, and goes on to steal a lot of books and artefacts.
Sam is at Stanford.
John is hit with some kind of rage curse and puts Dean in the hospital, then has to leave him at the Roadhouse.
Dean and Sam go on a cruise.
I think Sams friend Brady gets posessed, and his friends are introduced to the hunting world.
Sam qnd Dean encounter 'wolf' super hunters while hunting the wendigo.
I think it was time travel and an oracle helped dean, and satan cursed him to become the purest version of himself, but because hes actually a decent person it helps him instead of turning him evil.
Subtle slow-burn Dean/OMC, where the OMC is a rich, borderline immortal leader of a group of 'wolves' who arent actually werewolves exactly, but hunt all kinds of thjngs. However, they dont know about demons, so OMC has Dean explain them to him. They dont take it well, but the OMC is siding with Dean, and hes the leader, so the rest have to fall in line.
Dean has a lot of scars from when John attacked him, so he feels self-concious.
Sam is kind of a brat sometimes.
John is a jerk but Dean still loves him.
Dean makes a huge amount of money, betting online I think it was.
Dean is also a cardshark and cleans out even the wolves at poker in Vegas.
Anyway, I cant find it anywhere and its my absolute favorite story, so please, please let me know if you have a copy or know its name or author.

FOUND:Return to Go, on Fanfiction.net
18 June 2016 @ 02:17 am
So I'm a creeper who's been in the mood for some dean or Jensen stuff. I'm not really looking for any story in specific, just one that focuses around a hospitalized dean or Jensen. Please no gunshot wounds or petty things (wow how does that fit in the same category in my brain?), something really serious. And it doesn't have to necessarily take place in the hospital, so maybe a disease? I hope this makes sense. An example of something really well written like this is Wescott Prep Academy. I'm not sure who it's by but it's on fanfiction.net I'll probably be cool with anything. Uhm, au high school boys is preferred but it's whatever you know. No wincest please. I'm not strong enough for that. I really hope you guys can help me out. There's so much out there that I haven't read yet!
So, six years ago I signed up to be on the National Database for bone marrow donation, did my little cheek swab, signed the forms and that was that. I kind of forgot all about it, that was until a couple of days ago. I received a call informing me that I am a match and would I still be willing to go through with it?

So now I'm craving stories where either of the J's (or Sam and Dean) provides a life saving donation for the other (whether it be kidney, liver, platelet, or bone marrow etc.). Can include stories where they never knew each other before the transplant and then because of it they meet and then start a relationship or they can already know one another and this event just brings them closer. I'm a Jensen/Dean girl so perhaps he is the one that's ill and receives the donation but will take stories if it's the other way around too (Dean always has been my hero!):)

Self recs are always welcomed but no WIPs please.

Thank you in advance.
20 March 2016 @ 12:47 pm
Sam and Dean own a cafe that their dad left them. Across the street from the cafe is the Hospital where Gabriel works. Dean winds up in the hospital (I think a broken bone) and Sam meets Gabriel. They start a tentative relationship. Gabriel gets a job offer (in chicago?) and Sam find out about it. They fight or Sam thinks he should go, so he breaks up with Gabe so he isn't holding him back. Weeks or months later Sam still misses him. So he makes arrangements to start a second cafe in there. Sam then moves there to be with him. Of course Sam didn't tell him that he was doing so first.

If it helps this was a fic I found on Fanfiction.net or A03. Not sure which.
29 January 2016 @ 03:57 pm
So I have pretty much spent my entire day looking through the Hurt!Dean tag and a couple others for a general fic. I am not looking for a certain one but I would love if the fic had: Sam being super protective of Dean, Cas in there somewhere, Bobby or Gabriel being in the fic would also be really cool.
I don't mind what kind of hurt it is (broken bones, amnesia, fever etc.) just so long as at least one of the above is in there and that it isn't a death!fic.
I would prefer it to have no ships but I don't mind either way.
Extra bonus: If you can find a Protective!John hurt!Dean fic too.
27 December 2015 @ 11:38 pm
Hey! I'm looking for a specific fic, relatively short, wherein Dean and Cas are abducted together by the baddies--who I think are demons? Anyway, Dean wakes up and finds himself chained up, with Cas trapped nearby and unable to use his powers. Their captors come in and beat Dean up, give him some kind of truth drug, and interrogate him. In order to avoid giving them the information they want, Dean gives in to the urge to tell the truth by confessing his love for Cas. They get angry and beat him up some more, he tells the truth of his love for Cas some more, and Cas goes a little crazy watching this all happen. It's all told from Dean's POV, including a rescue which he doesn't remember much of, Sam driving them to the hospital (with Dean laid down on Cas' lap in the back seat), and Dean being handed over to the doctors whom he doesn't realize are trying to help (he fights them, thinking they're trying to take him away from Sam and Cas). It's awesome, and I can't find it anywhere!
20 December 2015 @ 10:17 am
I'm looking for a fic I read awhile back but can't find again. It was a Destiel AU where Dean was kidnapped by either Azazel or Alastair, I can't remember. After being tortured for a long time the police finally find him and he's admitted to the hospital where Cas works at. Cas is his therapist/doctor and tries to help get Dean get back to normal. I believe Dean is mute for most of the fic.
28 October 2015 @ 03:30 pm
I'm looking for a fic where Sam takes Dean to the hospital but is sick himself. He forgets where Dean is at and goes back to the hotel room looking for him. Bobby finds him and has to call an ambulance for him.
Any help would be appreciated.
24 September 2015 @ 06:43 pm
I'm looking for a one where Dean gets caught by a bomb while overseas in the army(?) and loses part of his arm.  The story starts when Sam get a call telling him that Dean's been hurt and is being sent to a hospital in Germany.  Sam and Jess step up and get married so her parents witll assist in their traveling expenses.  When Sam and Jess aren't in Dean's hospital room, a guy he thinks is a nurse named Cass watches out for him.  A possessed friend of Sam's gets to Dean's room and infects his arm, causing him to finally lose it.  John finally catches up with his sons when they're living in a apartment thogether with Jess.  Jess invites Cas to his first Thanksgiving feast.
10 September 2015 @ 02:20 pm
Hi I'm looking for a specific fic where Sam is getting beat up at school and Dean is in the hospital.

Sam tries to hide the bruises from Dean but his brother finds them and when he gets out of hospital he seeks out the kids who hurt his little brother.

Anyone know the name of the fic?

Thanks, Sarah
Hi! I recently read two very good fics, both similar in some ways but very different and enjoyable! They were

The Spirit of Lawrence High (http://archiveofourown.org/works/2594180/chapters/5776937): Dean Winchester is funny, gorgeous, brave, loyal, and a breath of fresh air in Castiel Shurley's life. Dean Winchester is also a ghost haunting Castiel's school, but nobody's perfect, right?


Jump the Track (http://archiveofourown.org/works/224944): It's Dean's senior year at Lawrence High, and he's already given up on himself. It takes the arrival of the strange, intense, awkward Castiel Delacroix at the school to prove to Dean that maybe his life is worth saving after all.

One similarity that both of these fics have are that Dean was raped by Alastair. The rape isn't central to the plot, and the stories mainly focus on the romance, but the angst is exactly the kind of thing I love.

I was wondering if anyone knew of any other AU fics out there with this kind of a plot? If two's a coincidence I'm hoping someone can find a third and make it a pattern. I do enjoy reading fics that are completely original and complex, but sometimes I enjoy sitting back and working through several stories with kind of the same basic setup and ingredients, especially when I'm stressed. Not that these fics aren't both creative and complicated, but they share very similar themes that I'd like to read more of!

Specific ingredients I'm looking for: Teenage Destiel (or I'd settle for college), regular-kid!Castiel, kind-of-outcast!Dean, low-self-esteem!Dean, bad-guy-teenage!Alastair. I also enjoy themes of depression, rape/assault recovery, and developing relationship.

Thank you!
I just got the sudden need for some hurt!Dean needing help in the bathroom.

I don't really care what the reason is --- if he's seriously injured, very sick, brain-damaged, or what. I don't care if he's just being guided to the toilet, if someone is supporting him as he sits, or if someone is helping to change his catheter or diaper. I wouldn't even mind if someone was just helping him shave or brush his teeth! I just need some heavy hurt, heavy comfort, and a touch of embarrassment curbed by a whole lot of caring affection. I don't care if the one who's helping is Sam, Cas, John, or Bobby... or anyone else, even a nurse.

No kinky shit please, and no Wincest! I'm looking for platonic hurt/comfort (although Destiel can be a relationship). I also don't care if Dean needing help in the bathroom is the focus of the story or just a scene. I just need my hurt/comfort fill!
Hi everyone.
I'm looking for two specific Fics:
what I remember of it , dean warned everyone about a bomb or explosion and then when it happened, he got cut off in that and had been trapped in some basement with some officer(maybe) that he thought dean is criminal and set a explosion,he cursed him before he dies.there were so much smokes on there that when bobby and his friend find Dean, they said that they should quickly transport him to the hospital.I remember the friend of bobby said something about the smoke was Toxic and dean should stop breathing any seconds which he did in the end.

I think dean trapped under the stones in some basement with Victor Henriksen and he couldn't move. Henriksen still thinks dean is criminal and doesn't pay attention to his injuries.there was some ghost on there that tried to kill them and Henriksen with dean's help fight it and in the end believe in the supernatural things.

Any fics that Dean is too much hurt that he can't protect himself and Sam should do that for him.

Any fics that dean and sam trapped somewhere without a help and dean's the one that bleeding or dying and Sam tried his best to protect him.

I prefer Gen.no slash or Wincest please.

Thanks for your help.
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10 April 2015 @ 12:05 pm
I don't know the exact details of them but this is what I can remember.

1) I think its a sequel to another fic where Sam was kidnapped but that might have just been at the beginning of the book. Sam is struggling to cope after it happens and ends up in a pyschiatric ward. He then tries to kill himself and one of the doctors stayed with him all night after it happened to try and calm him down and then Dean goes and visits him and they end up falling asleep on the couch before someone slams the door waking them up. I think Sam asks why Dean wants to take him home.

2) It's either wee!chester or teen!chester and Dean gets hurt on a hunt and John refuses to let Sam come to the hospital to see him. I think Bobby and maybe Pastor Jim or Caleb are in this story. They try and talk some sense into John but John isn't having any of it. John says something really harsh to Sam when he calls him and then I think Bobby shouts at John. Sam is upset by what's happening and I think he ends up in the hospital too.

Sorry for the terrible descriptions.

Thanks xxx
15 February 2015 @ 06:27 pm
I am looking for help finding a specific fanfiction that I read years ago and used to have bookmarked but have since lost. I cannot for the life of me remember the name or the author but I can remember general plot points and that it was quite long (10 chapters I think - or around that).

Okay from what I remember here are some key points of the story - one is s major spoiler for the story but, you know, it kinda helps with finding it:

  • It takes place when Sam is at Stanford and he gets a call from the cops that the Impala has been found and Dean is in hospital. I think Dean was found on the side of the road and was unpresonsive and remains that way

  • Sam goes to the hospital and Dean is pretty much catatonic - John is no where to be found and because Dean isn’t talking Sam has no way of finding out what happened.

  • I think Bobby is in the story - I think Sam contact's him to help with Dean when he realises that there is a case here.

  • They go to a house and Dean like flashes back and they find out Dean killed John and that’s why he is catatonic - he was possessed by a ghost?

  • If it helps the story would technically be AU since the story takes place before the Pilot episode when Sam is at Stanford.

FOUND: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/3187651/1/Rescue-Me
13 February 2015 @ 11:46 pm
Hello, so I lost this fic and I thought I had it saved but apparently I do not... So if anyone can help me that would be great! I don't remember the name or the author, but I'm pretty sure I read it on AO3. Anyway, what I do remember is that Dean (and I'm 99% sure Cas) are in a mental hospital of some kind and the only scene I really remember is where Dean was being abused by his past roommate (I think it was Alistair) and he took a screw out of the dresser and tried to kill himself. I think it ends up being a Destiel fic. If anyone can point me in the right direction that would be awesome!

Hello everyone,
I remembered parts of a story I've read some time ago but I can't seem to find it in my bookmarks. Here is what I remember:

Dean was in hospital but the doctors didn't know what was wrong with him. They put him in quarantine and wore masks and special clothing when being in contact with him. Dean was pretty much out of it. He might have had flashbacks of hell (I'm not sure about that aspect), because they kept manhandling him. At one point they took a sample of his spinal fluid I think and Dean was panicking.

Sam didn't know where Dean was at first. Finally he made it to the hospital and rescued Dean by disguising himself as a doctor or nurse. He dropped some kind of smoke bomb in Dean's treatment room, so everybody fled. Sam took Dean from the hospital but Dean was very weak and had problems with his legs, because Sam moved him to early after the spinal fluid extraction.

I can't remember what was wrong with Dean in the end. Maybe some kind of supernatural illness.

Any ideas?

Thanks for your help in advance

Edit: Found! Link in comments.

28 November 2014 @ 02:49 pm
  I'm looking for a fic where Sam takes Dean to the hospital but is sick himself.  He forgets where Dean is at and goes back to the hotel room looking for him. Bobby finds him and has to call an ambulance for him.
  Any help would be appreciated.
15 November 2014 @ 11:35 pm
Are there any other stories like this one - https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4987670/1/Not-Hungry - where Sam finds out that Dean sacrificed his own nutrition so that Sam could eat when there wasn't enough food for both of them? I'd especially like it if Sam finds this out when they are adults.

Any other stories about their different tastes in food would be good too. Maybe how Dean loves to cook or maybe some hurt!Dean where he has to adjust his diet and Sam convinces him to at least try and eat healthier.
I'm pretty sure this was an abandoned WIP but its an AU, I think pre-series or Stanford!era (or at least Sam is at Stanford), and Dean is called out to help some hunters with a case. It takes place in the desert and Dean is called because he knows Enochian really well. There's like rings around something, and each ring has Enochian guarding it. At one point Dean manages to get through a ring but it brings up (bad) memories; other hunters take bets on who can go farthest (whose the toughest); one of the hunters was Gordon. Anyway as they get closer to the center Dean starts to remember this guy Castiel, whose the love of his life. At some point they get through the rings and Zachariah was the one keeping him trapped (in a cave or below ground?) I remember the place floods but Dean and Cas get out and they end up in the hospital. When Dean wakes up - I think he has the burn on his shoulder and is extremely tired but is otherwise ok - he pushes to get to Cas's room and an OMC hunter tells the doctors to let him.

Other random parts I remember: there was another hunter about Dean's age who Dean used to have a crush on but he's married, and one scene (chapter?) is from his POV thinking about this and that he cares a lot about Dean. (Who I think was called - or he called Dean - Slick or Ace or Lucky.) During the story we find out Dean is in charge of making fake IDs for hunters (this OMC could have been better at it if he had more patience.) (I think he also had an extra insurance card that Cas uses?) I also remember - there may have been two hospital stays - but the OMC is calling all these hunters out (Bobby, Rufus, Jo, Ellen, OCs, etc) to help him rescue Cas and Dean - with his low self-esteem - expresses surprise and the OMC is like "duh, of course, if you love Cas we want to help." (Dean may have tried to call Sam for help and didn't get an answer right before this.) OMC was also worried about this Cas guy being good enough for Dean.

Not 100% sure but I think it was on A03.

Thank you so much for any help!


Found -- You are all that I adore by jenny_wren
04 October 2014 @ 01:26 pm
Hello! I have a general request, I was wondering if there were any fics set in season 9 where Dean gets (seriously) hurt and guilty!Sam ensues? Preferably fics set during the time where Sam was super angry at Dean and they weren't really... civil with each other. Bonus points if Dean hides his injuries and they get worse and Sam (despite everything he's said) feels super bad and guilty and takes care of him.

Gen only please!
28 August 2014 @ 11:37 am
Hello, I am looking for a fic for someone.  Could you help me out?

It's dean with some sort of brain injury (but if i remember correctly, it wasn't too severe) him and sam are at Bobby's. At one point Sam gets mad at dean for not doing anything/not helping/ being too dependent. One of those? And he storms out and dean thinks he leaves or something and Bobby yells at Sam when he comes back?
16 August 2014 @ 02:05 pm
I was just re-watching Wire in the Blood and the main character learns he has a tumor. When his doctor tells him of the symptoms if they don't remove it, well, it made me think of the boys.

Does anyone know of a story with either of them having to deal with something like this? I've come across a number of physical traumas/illness/injury stories but nothing regarding the brain.

I prefer no wincest or slash and no death-fic unless it's well done (No Line on the Horizon comes to mind)

Thanks in advance!
12 August 2014 @ 07:23 pm
I hope you can help me out! I love me some Dean whumpage, but I love strong Dean too!
No.1 : I have dealt with asthma and would love to read some asthmatic Dean. I have read some short one shots and I will not reject good recs for those, but I am looking for something a bit longer. They do not have to be as long as the wonderful Sammy Verse by Kira! But a story that really describes the issue would be great.

No:2 Any recs for our wonderful Dean dealing with a permanent injury would be much appreciated. I like him overcoming his problems- even if it is a slow process, realism is important. Things I love are Ratherastory's Fusion verse, Stairway verse by NwspaprTaxis and of course Roque_clasique's Drive verse

John need not feature, I am not his biggest fan :-) Happiest with Dean/Cas pairing but happy with none too!
Thanks! X
I would love to read some fanfic from the episode On The Head Of A Pin primarily dealing with what happens after Sam kills Alistair. Sam, Cas and Dean are all in the warehouse together. The next time we see Sam and Dean they are in the hospital, Dean is on life support and when Cas shows up Sam tells him to get in their and heal Dean NOW. I am hoping there are some fics that fill in the blanks - Sam rushing over to Dean trying to find out how bad he is hurt, rushing him to the hospital, what story to tell the hospital, how badly Dean is hurt, etc. Just some good old hurt Dean and caring/protective Sam.

Also if someone knows of some fics similar to this but don't necessarily revolve around this episode, would love to read those too!

Self-reccs are awesome too.

Thank you in advance!
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27 May 2014 @ 08:08 pm
I feed kinda dumb for not bookmarking this fic that I read a liked and now I need help to find it again. I have looked all over but my mojo doesn't seem to want to help me. Tried looking here too and under tags but not luck. I believe it was on fanfiction.net and it's pre-series.

From memory Dean was given a writing assignment in school and actually did it and gets praise for it but John and Sam don't pay attention. Dean is then in an accident (car I believe) right before they have to leave town and they have to stay because he is hurt bad. John is forced to step up and take care of Dean and Sam and finds out all Dean does for them and Sam does too and feel bad about how they ignored him when his story got them money they needed to stay and get Dean well.

Any help finding this would be great and if anyone wants to rec fics were John and/or Sam or someone else like Bobby or whatever find out about how much Dean does for them or feels guilty for ignoring Dean once he is hurt would be great. Any gene, pairing, length, rating.

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17 May 2014 @ 12:27 pm
Hey everyone!

I am looking for pre-series fics where Dean gets badly injured (could be anything- from getting hurt on a hunt to getting hit by a car etc...) and Sam and John are genuinly scared that they are going to lose him.
I would really love for a young Sam to freak out at the possibility of Dean dying and maybe John trying to comfort him.
Bonus points if Dean and Sam had a fight before the accident happened, or Sam having said some cruel things to his brother and now feeling terribly guilty for it.

Please no death!fic or wincest!

Thank youuuu!!
Hi Everyone,

My computer recently bit the dust, so I am trying to find some of my favorite stories that I no longer have bookmarks for. I've tried searching for the, but am not having much luck. It is a bit of a varied list...

1. Supernatural/NCIS crossover fic - This fic opens with Sam and Dean meeting Tony DiNozzo who has been kidnapped by 'terrorists' who are possessed by demons. It was a long fic that progressed with parallel stories of the NCIS team coming up with legitimate reasons for why Sam and Dean do what they do and the Sam and Dean story of them trying to protect the NCIS team from demons. I believe that I read it on fanfiction.net - (Found in Comments)

2. This fic deals with the long-term effects of Dean having been possessed by Meg and having a head injury during this possession (I believe he was struck in the head by a piece of concrete). It opens with Sam caring for Dean while he is still in a coma. It moves on to follow their progress as Dean wakes and has to relearn even the most basic tasks. Eventually, Meg and the demons return to make their lives difficult, but there is a happy ending (though Dean never heals fully). (Found in Comments)

Four J2 Fics
3. Dragon Fic - In this, Jared is a mechanist and Jensen is a dragon on the run from a guild that harvests his scales for materials. Jensen is in the form of a human when they meet and Jared doesn't learn that he is a dragon til near the end. (Found in Comments)

4. J2 where Jensen's cousin commits suicide. He begins to implode, struggling with drinking and depression and it is eventually discovered that his uncle had abused both Jensen and his cousin when they were children. (Found in Comments)

5. A/B/O fic - Jensen is the omega of Jared's neighbor (Mark, I think?). Jared meets them as he is considering an omega of his own, however he is concerned about how Jensen is being treated. He eventually discovers Jensen chained in the backyard, in the snow, and rescues him. The story goes on from there... (Found in Comments)

6. Last one is a story where Jensen has left acting after Supernatural and is now a driver in an extreme car racing series. The races involve lots of danger, relatively high risk of death, and to complicate the issue, someone is sabotaging the races and seems to be focused on Jensen. (Found in Comments)

Ok, this was super long! Thanks for your help in advance!!
09 March 2014 @ 09:12 pm
Hi i am looking for 1 general search and 1 specific story (obviously? xD)

1. general search: Anything where John is the one picking up Sam from Stanford not Dean. Where Dean is the one missing instead of John.

2. specific story: I remember that Dean wakes up in a hospital, Sam and John is there, but Dean does not understand what they are saing, he hears it as gibberish, and when Dean talks, he talks gibberish. So they all freak out, the doctor explains to John and Sam, but obviously can not explain it to Dean.


Thanks in advance for any help!!!
08 March 2014 @ 09:19 am
Alright I remember the basic premise of the story. It basically involved Sam and Dean injury inch each other in order to go to the hospital and get antibiotics or pain medication. It's Dean's turn and Sam accidently ends up seriously injuring him (I think he preforated Dean's intestine?)
Not looking for anything specific... just new fics with:
- John being an asshole / horrible father.
- Dean falling apart after Sam leaves.
- Hurt/Sick/Depressed Dean

I would prefer wincest (Sam/Dean) - No John/Dean unless it's included in a dub-con/non-con situation which would go with John being an asshole.
(* Although just Gen fics are fine too!)

Anything where Dean shows up bloody or battered at Sam's door or where someone calls Sam and he finds out how bad Dean really is since he left.
I feel like Dean is (despite his anti-chick flick attitude) a total nurturer and would probably be lost for what to do with himself after Sam is gone.

TLDR; Pre!Series/ Stanford-Era Hurt-comfort with Sam and Dean and maybe some asshole!John.

:P Just another excuse for Dean whumpage.
Current Mood: probably too many tags sorry x)
19 February 2014 @ 09:05 pm
Hi, I’m looking for three specific fics. Been searching for these for a while and haven’t had any luck, so I’m hoping you’ll be able to help!

1. I mostly remember the end of the fic; the guys were on a speeding bus of pensioners and I think the driver was unconscious or dead so one of the old ladies had to take over and they were speeding down the freeway whilst the boys went after the ghost (or whatever it was they were hunting-I’m not clear on that bit) at the back of the bus. I remember they ended up on the roof of the bus and once they’d got rid of the ghost & the bus finally stopped, paramedics had to attend to an injured Dean and carry him down from the roof. If anyone can find this for me, I’ll be over the moon!

2. I don’t remember reading the end of this, so it may be a WIP or I just lost it before I got the chance to read the rest. The boys were hunting something related to a shopping mall and separated; the building collapsed and Sam is frantic because Dean was in the car park at the time. He’s buried underneath the rubble and it takes days(?) and a whole rescue squad to get him out. Eventually they do and he’s taken to hospital, seriously injured. I remember Dean being in trouble with the cops because he wasn’t supposed to be at the mall for some reason, someone may be setting him up? Despite his condition, they had him under guard and handcuffed to the hospital bed. Something happens and Sam (possibly John & Bobby too?) arrange to get Dean out of the hospital asap and to a safe house to continue his recovery. The hunt is still unfinished. That’s as far as I got. There may or may not have been a young ghost girl that is somehow connected to Dean and the hunt and helped his rescuers find him...BUT I could be thinking of another fic...any ideas?

3. This one is really vague...basically I can only remember the one thing about it. Dean is in hospital (jeez I really like my hurt Dean don’t I?!) in agony despite the meds, putting on a front for his dad and brother when they visit, and once they step out of the room so Dean’s nurses can move him and give him a bed bath, his walls break down. Once the nurses are done, they ask Dean if he wants a moment to compose himself before his father and brother come back in. Heartbreaking stuff! I read it years ago and never found it again...

04 February 2014 @ 08:53 pm

I search for a Human!AU with Dean/Castiel. Dean had a car accident in which John died and Dean got hurt. Now he sits in wheelchair, has problems with his hands (?) and lives in a care home after he tried to kill himself. Another resident of this home is Jo. Sam is together with Jess and they live in Stanford.

Castiel starts to work as a volunteer and he can Dean persuade to participate in various activities. Also he talks with him about his depression and self harm.

I read the story on Ao3, it was complete and really, really long.

Does someone know the story? Thanks in advance!

- Lilly
24 January 2014 @ 09:13 pm
Dean has been through more than enough to drive him a bit off the edge, the whole upbringing as a hunter, hell, people he's let down....you name it. So:

I'm looking for any fics that involve Dean in a psych hospital, whether he is actually mentally ill, on a case,sane but misdiagnosed, or put there by an evil character.
18 January 2014 @ 04:15 pm
I'm looking for an AU (I think it was on ff.net) where Cas and Dean are patients in a mental hospital and Cas thinks he's an angel. Dean gets released but Cas is long-term. One day, Cas hears that "Red Bull gives you wings" and sneaks into the kitchen and drinks like three dozen Red Bulls, then jumps off the hospital roof. Anyone know it?
06 January 2014 @ 06:19 pm
I have a craving for hurt and sick Winchesters.
Permanent or long lasting effects.
A helping of blind and/or deaf is always appreciated.

Where there really is no good reason _why_ . Just bad genes and unlucky circumstances. Mix in a helping of less than stellar healt care, and perfectly ordinary injuries or childhood diseases can have huge effects.

As for timelines: Anything from pre-series to future-fic. But I don't like soulless Sam.

Long to epic stories and verses.
Prefer gen or het, but will read slash if it is well written.
I'm a Dean girl, but not fanatic.
And please, no death fics...

http://nwhepcat.livejournal.com/1279086.htmlNwhepcat's Rage, rage and all that crap is a perfect example of what I'm looking for.
I'm looking for two stories. Hope I'm doing this right.

1. Dean is injured in a hunt and after he is released from the hospital John keeps moving them around and forces Dean to train. I think John is angry or upset that Dean was injured and pushes him extra hard to make him stronger next time. Dean is having trouble recovering because of this and Sam is furious. Somehow Pastor Jim gets involved, I think Sam contacts him, and helps Dean get the rest he needs to recover. that's all I remember but it was great.

2. The next story was beautifully done and I would so like to read it again. Dean is dying and Castiel comes to collect him. It's such a great story.

Thanks for any hellp you can give me, I've been looking for these forever and your help is greatly appreciated!
25 December 2013 @ 02:13 pm
1. Specific Fic: I know I read it on fanfiction.net and that Sam and Dean were teens...I think Sam was around 12-13 and Dean was around 16-17 since he could drive. Sam was very reliant on Dean for lots of things, (driving him around etc.) and Dean had won an award for a piece of writing that John didn't care about. A short while after Dean took the car, got hit by a speeding car and broke his leg in several places....I think the title was something similar to "He's Always There" but I haven't been able to find it.

2. I'm also looking for fics similar to Prime http://archiveofourown.org/series/14309 and Stumbling Towards Spires of Freedom http://archiveofourown.org/series/29058 where Dean is a slave of some kind (not necessarily a sex slave) and it would be great if it was a longer fic.

3. Any sort of fic where Dean gets physical wings (by force or curse or whatever)

4. Any sort of fic where Dean is either a werewolf or skinwalker..similar to The Dog That Belonged To Himself http://archiveofourown.org/works/338959/chapters/548446
07 December 2013 @ 09:51 am
im searching for a fic where Dean was hurt/disabeld/sick and he is on the road with Sam.
Sam get´s him a bodypillow, so that Dean can bear the pain better.

Thanks for advice!

PS Sorry, for misstakes.English ist not my language.
Hey you awesome guys!

I'm looking for a fic in which Dean is a teenager and has some kind of brain seizure or bleed or stroke or something?
I'm pretty suret it belongs somewhere in the Brotherhood AU, because I remember a scene with Caleb and Dean. Deans seems to be fine and suddenly just collapses with Caleb not knowing what is happening and what to do? Propably major Caleb & Dean H/C occures after that (I'm a sucker for that ..).

I searched the whole Brotherhood site and googled and looked through the tags here. But I cannot find it or overlooked it. :( Or is it just my imagination running wild and this fic does not exist?

Thanks for any help or hint in the right direction!

Possibly found in the comments! Thank you!