I'm looking for some fics where Dean is physically injured, and claims to be fine. Except he actually is seriously hurt, and refuses to tell anyone.

What also would be cool if Sam was hurt as well, and all the attention goes to him, and not Dean. Like maybe it's a pre series fic where Sam gets hurt and John focuses on only him, ignoring Dean, thinking that he hasn't sustained any injuries, until Dean passes out, or has a seizure, or anything really.

I don't mind pre series fics, and I don't mind other characters in it as long as Sam and Dean are the main focus. Please, no smut or pairing between Sam and Dean, or other sexual relationships between anyone really.

As long as Dean is badly hurt (physically), and nobody knows the full extent of his injuries, until the bomb drops, and Dean's condition is revealed in some sort of a "bad" way, I'm okay.:)

Thanks to anyone for commenting. I appreciate it.
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06 January 2017 @ 11:12 pm
I am looking for any fics where Sam has been kidnapped by someone and then when he is found, he has to go through some sort of therapy - physical therapy, counselling, things like having to learn something again - because of the trauma he went through during the time he was kidnapped or because of an injury. It is the aftermath that I am particularly interested in, and is why I am asking for something with Sam having to have treatment of a certain kind.

If anyone can recommend any fics, that'd be great. Thanks!
31 December 2016 @ 05:10 pm

any Fics Where Dean Was Hurt On A Hunt But No One Notices Because Sam Was Hurt And John Was Worried And Ordering Dean Without Checking Him And Turns Out That He Is More Hurt Than sam


specific Fic On Ff.net Where Sam Was Hurt On A Hunt And Dean Too But John Didnt Know Or Didnt Bother To Check And Took Sam To The Hospital And No One Knew About Dean Untill He Passed Out Sitting Next To Sam Appearing To Be Sleeping And The Nurse Found Him And He Was In A Critical Condition

please Help And Thanks In An Advance

Hello, I'm looking for a story I read a long time ago, but I can not find my files and bookmarks at all. I wonder if anyone can help find it.
(Just to remember, English is not my first language, I'm using a translator to write so I apologize for any mistakes you might read)
It's a pre-series story: John, Dean and Sam were in the mountains (??) on a hunt that went awry and Sam was injured. John had Dean take Sam to the hospital, but he did not notice that Dean was even more injured and already showed signs of concussion. When John finally gets to the hospital and asks for news he learns that Dean was in the ICU in serious condition after passing out in the waiting room after a long time bleeding and no one notices and begins to feel very guilty for not having noticed Dean. If I'm not mistaken, John will see how the Impala got and note that there was even blood on the roof of the car.
I think Pastor Jim was also in the story, but I can not say.
Does anyone have any idea what this story is?

Update: Found in comments.
17 October 2016 @ 08:09 pm
Hey y'all!

I'm looking for a specific fic, where Sam and Dean went their separate ways after Lucifer is released. Sam finds out he's pregnant, but can't tell Dean. Sam ends up attempting suicide in his motel bathroom, where his boss (from the local bar) finds him.
02 October 2016 @ 05:37 pm
Hi! I'm looking for non-specific stories where either Dean or Sam is hospitalised, lying in ICU. It doesn't have to be throughout the whole story, it might be just a chapter or two, I just want this to be. I don't care what the reason for being there is (though is usually a car/hunting accident). The only thing I ask for is no slash. Stories in progress welcome as well.

Thanks in advance
24 January 2016 @ 10:11 pm
Hi everyone! I'm looking for a story I started (and never got to finish) about a month ago on fanfiction.net. It's a teenchesters story where Sam gets sick around Christmastime. I think I only got about halfway through but what I remember is he was having stomach issues and had to be hospitalized. I also remember that it was NOT appendicitis but something wrong with his intestines. John takes the boys to Bobby's and goes back to Lawrence to hunt something there. I also remember that Dean's girlfriend went missing. This was a really sweet story (lots of big!brother Dean which is basically what I live for) and I'd like to finish reading it. Any help would be appreciated! :)

Found! It's Mister Fantasy by pineapplefan.
The story as I remember is Dean and Sam had a sexual encounter when Sam was a teenager. Miscommunication: Dean thinks he molested Sam, Sam thinks he forced Dean. Sam goes to college, Dean refuses all contact. Jess finds painting Sam did of Dean, can tell Sam in love with Dean. Dean's hurt by a black dog and calls Sam but Dean makes him hang up the phone. Sam ends up in psych ward (accidentally?) and tells doctor he's in love with his older brother. Dean gets message that Sam tried to kill himself. Gets to hospital but Sam already checked out. Sees Sam's chart where doc says Sam was molested by his brother. Therapy sessions for Sam, Dean calls, talks to Sam's doc. Ultimately they get back together. Very angsty, lots of guilt. Amazing story but I can't find it! It's a few years old - maybe written in 2011 or 2010?
28 October 2015 @ 03:30 pm
I'm looking for a fic where Sam takes Dean to the hospital but is sick himself. He forgets where Dean is at and goes back to the hotel room looking for him. Bobby finds him and has to call an ambulance for him.
Any help would be appreciated.
02 October 2015 @ 02:46 am
I'm looking for the fic where Dean's leg is broken so he and Sam are living in an apartment where Sam is riddled with guilt and working and he gets really really sick, some other people he worked with died from the same illness.
I would also like to read some other sick Sam fic and let me stress SICK, I've read a bunch of injury ones but SICK is what I'm really looking for. Only really looking for Gen or Wincest, not really wanting any Het . . . at all . . . what-so-ever . . . I guess I have a Het squick . . . also not so much into Destial but I'll take it if it revolves around sick!sam.
Thanks in advance everyone! :)
25 August 2015 @ 08:26 am

Looking for any stories where Sam in sick/hurt and goes into cardiac arrest. Could be before he gets to the hospital or after. No death fics. Any paring. Prefer pre-series or any with Bobby. Thanks.


I read this fic ages ago and now can't remember where and it's driving me crazy. In the story Dean is working as a waiter and spills wine on papers that Cas is reading at a table. Cas gets him fired and later feels bad about it. Meanwhile, Dean is desperate for money as he has to pay for care for Sam who is in long term hospital, so Dean sells his body. Cas who is rich drives by and picks him up (a little 'pretty woman' really). Does this ring any bells for anyone?

Thank you in advance for your help.
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30 July 2015 @ 02:30 am
Hello there! I'm looking for two fics, one is a one-shot I believe and the other a multi-chapter(with a sequel I think). I've googled, looked on here, and nothing looks like what I'm looking for. I thought it may have been one of Sammygirl's fics...but nothing looked right in their summaries, if it is, I'm so going to head-desk myself haha!

1. Teen Sam is in need of clothing, specifically a jacket since its winter. But John doesn't really pay attention(and is his normal hard-ass self until around the end). He keeps trying to ask, but it never comes out right. I remember he shoveled snow for the neighbors and may have been trying to get a job(which John yelled at him for). I think he also cleaned a tub? that was infested with something. Anyway, in the end, he's hospitalized, Dean is pissed and protective, and when John goes home, he finds all of Sams clothes, which are old and worn, with holes. John is upset with what he has done. I believe Bobby is there also.

Edit: #1 FOUND: Slipping Through the Cracks. Was actually a one-shot. Thank you anon!

2. Sam just got his acceptance to Stanford, and John and Dean aren't pleased. The main thing I remember, is Sam being flung from a window and being impaled on a tractor. And in the end, they agree with him going to college.

Thank you for your help! :D
(I hope i did the tags right)
08 July 2015 @ 07:57 pm
I'm looking for a Southern Comfort fic where Dean actually shoots Sam. And during Sam's recovery he takes what Dean says to heart and the compromises his health.
26 June 2015 @ 06:14 pm

General search for any stories where Sam gets hurt on a hunt and hides his injury. Especially if his hidden injury comes with stiff consequences. bonus for those around him feeling guilty for yelling or ignoring Sam after the hunt.

02 June 2015 @ 12:00 am

Hello everyone! :D

I'm looking for any H/C fics (Wincest or Gen, NO Destiel or any other ship) where:

-Sam (preferibly) or Dean gets an embarrassing problem and he's too ashamed to let the other know about it until it gets serious or the other one notice it. (I've already read The Nutcracker by Jasmineisland :) )

-Sam develops a condition (brain injury, illness, temporary or permanent wound, spell, whatever!) that leaves him unable to do even basic daily activities without the assistance of Dean (eating, dressing, bathing, ect) - I have already read Trialculosis Sam, thanks :)

-Sam is soaked and messy (feel free to choose what kind of mess) and Dean helps him to clean himself up.

I'm a die hard H/C fan and situations like these make me squee!

Thanks!! <3

Happy Friday Everyone it is 4:30 pm here in Los Angeles, waiting for the clock to chime quitting time :)

While I was looking thru Live journal and came across tags about of course CPS that Dean, John and Sam had to deal with from time to time when they where kids/teen and it got me thinking.

Are there any fics that they have to deal with this crap again years later even though they are adults?

I read one a long time ago where a doctor accuse Dean of abusing Sam and would not allow him to see him. I think this was in season 2 or 3? So something along those lines. Hospital staff thinking Dean is hurting Sam.

Or how about are there any that came back to bite them in ass years later? An old CPS case and they happen to be back in the same town; same hospital and the social worker remembers them and call adult protective services?

Or Adult services does get called in and they try interviewing Sam and he is angry that they would think Dean would abuse him. They don't believe him thinking he is not emotionally/mentally capable to know he is being abuse - since abuse victims are in denial.

yeah so anything along those lines would be awesome to read :)

thank you guys for all your help! CHEERS ( will have glass of wine on your guys behalf)
28 April 2015 @ 01:37 pm
Hey all,

Once again I have precious few details for you but let's see what you can do...

Season 7 Hallucinating Sam gets injured and ends up in the ER. He freaks out and starts yelling. Dean hears him from the waiting room and runs in to calm Sam down. He may even threaten a doctor...

Do the best you can.

10 April 2015 @ 12:05 pm
I don't know the exact details of them but this is what I can remember.

1) I think its a sequel to another fic where Sam was kidnapped but that might have just been at the beginning of the book. Sam is struggling to cope after it happens and ends up in a pyschiatric ward. He then tries to kill himself and one of the doctors stayed with him all night after it happened to try and calm him down and then Dean goes and visits him and they end up falling asleep on the couch before someone slams the door waking them up. I think Sam asks why Dean wants to take him home.

2) It's either wee!chester or teen!chester and Dean gets hurt on a hunt and John refuses to let Sam come to the hospital to see him. I think Bobby and maybe Pastor Jim or Caleb are in this story. They try and talk some sense into John but John isn't having any of it. John says something really harsh to Sam when he calls him and then I think Bobby shouts at John. Sam is upset by what's happening and I think he ends up in the hospital too.

Sorry for the terrible descriptions.

Thanks xxx
04 March 2015 @ 07:44 pm
I just remembered, I am also looking for another hurt!Sam fic.

Sam doesn't want to be Lucifer's vessel so he finds a way to lock him out by carving sigils on himself and burning himself with Holy Oil. I know Dean was in it,and Cas too. Cas tried to heal him but coudn't.

Thanks again for your help!

01 March 2015 @ 08:07 am

I'm looking to read stories that make me cry. They can be sick, hurt or death fics. Fiction about self-sacrifice, Cancer or dying to save family are preferred. I prefer stories per- series or set in later seasons 8, 9, or 10. Sam or Jared as main character please.

Hey guys. I'm looking for 2 fics, and I don't care if it's a self rec, if you wrote it, or if you found it after I post this. Anyway, these are them:

1) John finds Sams Stanford letter and ruins Sams plans for his attendance. Sam, heartbroken, tries to kill himself.

I don't care if Sam dies or not, but Dean has to be devastated and John has to see the error of his ways.

2) Sam thinks that John doesn't love him and runs away, only to be taken in by Gabriel and turned into a Trickster.

John and Dean (and maybe Bobby) have to run into them eventually. Gabe and Sam have to be a couple.
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28 November 2014 @ 02:49 pm
  I'm looking for a fic where Sam takes Dean to the hospital but is sick himself.  He forgets where Dean is at and goes back to the hotel room looking for him. Bobby finds him and has to call an ambulance for him.
  Any help would be appreciated.
28 October 2014 @ 11:35 pm
Hey guys,

I'm looking for two specific fics I read a while ago:

1) Sam is at Stanford when he gets a call that he has a half brother (Adam) whose mom has died. Sam takes Adam in and takes care of him. Sam eventually gets sick and John and Dean come to the hospital where they find out about Adam. I think I read this fic on AO3, but I can't seem to find it.

2) Sam and Adam somehow escape the cage, but Sam comes back wrong. I remember Sam being almost incoherent and mentally unstable. Adam tries to take care of Sam and travels in search of Dean and Bobby. I also remember Adam feeling guilty because he thinks the reason Sam is mentally messed up is because Sam was trying to protect Adam while in the cage.

Thank you so much in advance for your help guys!

#1) So there is one fic that I know is K Hanna Korossy's that I can't find for the life of me (because of her 22+ pages of supernatural fics with generic summaries..). Sam gets hurt during a poltergeist hunt, and accidentally slices his wrist when it throws him (through a window maybe?). The hospital thinks he's suicidal, puts him on watch and restraints, and he's kinda freaking out about it. Dean comes in and busts him out of the ward. ^^This story is mentioned in her other fic My Strength is Your Weakness

#2) The other one I'm pretty sure is her's as well. Dean gets possessed by a demon (Meg?) and it drugs Sam and takes him from the impala to motel after motel, he's always tied up or handcuffed. Sam gets beaten up multiple times and at the last motel manages to get a splinter from the headboard and unlock his cuffs. He draws a devil's trap and catches Dean/Meg and starts to exorcise but she gets free and stabs him. Bobby bursts in and finishes the exorcism, cleans the boys up. Dean finds out he was possessed for about 5 weeks.

Thanks to whoever knows what these are!
22 August 2014 @ 09:43 pm
Hi guys,, I don´t know if you could help a friend, she is looking for a specific story,

something like this:

Basically Sammy was in hospital in a coma, pretty sure it was after the wall broke, but it did have Bobby in it. Anyway, Dean had to dream walk sort of to pull Sammy out of the coma and then it turned out that the only way to do so was to answer the two questions "Who am I?" and "What is it worth?"

Do you know what story is this?

Thanks for your help!
16 August 2014 @ 02:05 pm
I was just re-watching Wire in the Blood and the main character learns he has a tumor. When his doctor tells him of the symptoms if they don't remove it, well, it made me think of the boys.

Does anyone know of a story with either of them having to deal with something like this? I've come across a number of physical traumas/illness/injury stories but nothing regarding the brain.

I prefer no wincest or slash and no death-fic unless it's well done (No Line on the Horizon comes to mind)

Thanks in advance!
12 August 2014 @ 12:34 pm
Hello everybody

I'm going to be doing a long train trip soon and wanted something to read.

Does anybody know any stories where Dean has had to leave Sam with someone or in a hospital/care home due to Sam having care issues or post Lucifer taking him over.

Specific story
I know it was a J2 story. All I can remember is Jared standing in the rain outside Jensen's nan's care home begging him to come back to him.

I know it's not a lot to go on but I have seen miracles on this page.

Thank you xxxx
30 July 2014 @ 04:57 am
Hi guys!

So, A few months back i was wondering through this community when i found someone recommending a story about Sam getting raped by a possessed Dean.

I didn't really get the chance to finish the story and i lost track of it, so i don't know how it ended. But it started with Dean and Sam being in a motel room when Dean got possessed by some demon and raped Sam. I don't recall how exactly, but somehow they got red of the demon, and Sam was left traumatized and afraid of his brother for a while or something like that and Dean was extremely guilty. Later on at some point Sam started visiting a therapist.
Btw, i forgot to mention that i read this fic as an e-book because i guess that was the only way to read it 'cause it was not posted anywhere else (Though i'm not quite sure about that :/)

Thank you guys in advance :D
05 July 2014 @ 06:13 pm
Hi all,

I am looking for a specific story where Dean has to put Sam in the hospital. Sam is afraid/disoriented and has to be restrained (and probably sedated) until he is coherent enough to deal with being in the hospital. I could be wrong but I am thinking it wasa respiratory   problem that landed him there. Sorry I don't have more specifics.

05 July 2014 @ 06:03 pm

I'm looking for any J2 or Sam/Dean fics that feature very descriptive medical exams. I love Mpreg so prenatal exams and graphic births would be perfect. The fics don't have to be kink (although I am not averse to that!). Bonus points for any that include Tom Welling/Michael Rosenbaum/Justin Hartley etc as the doctor. Dr Ackles/Dean is cool too, but it would be nice having him as the angsting partner. I prefer Jared/Sam to be undergoing the exam.

I have read Compulsory Propagation, Surrender, and the awesome A Matter of Coincidence verse by ObsidianRomance.

1. I am looking for wincest fics, set in pre-Stanford era (funny how we call that an 'era', huh?) in which Dean tries to come to terms with his attraction for his teenage brother. I prefer something from Dean's POV in which he finds Sam insanely attractive and is falling in love with him. But, he also feels that he is sick and tries to stop feeling that way about his little brother. It doesn't matter if Sam returns Dean's feelings or not (though I would love it if he did. We all like happy endings, after all) I just want to see Dean struggling with his feelings.

2. Any gen or wincest fics in which Sam gets sick or hurt, Dean is partially or fully responsible for that and Dean feels guilty.
I read so many fics that fit the description but back then, I didn't bookmark these fics. Some of the scenarios that I remember are: Dean feeds Sam spoiled chicken and Sam gets sick (though Dean didn't intend for that to happen, he was just angry). Then, one fic in which Sam complains of being sick just before they have to go on a hunt and John thinks Sam is faking it. But, he does leave Dean with Sam and Dean isn't too happy about being left out of a hunt. Later, Sam gets so sick that he is hospitalized and Dean feels guilty. Another fic, which is set in S7, has an alcoholic Dean accidentally shooting Sam when on a hunt and once again, Dean feels guilty (surprise, surprise).
So, rec me any fics that are similar to the scenarios I mentioned. You don't have to find these specific fics for me but, I'm sure they will turn up somewhere in your recs. I'm just looking for fics of the hurt/comfort nature with sick/hurt!Sammy and guilty/protective!Dean.

I do prefer bottom!Sam if there are NC-17 scenes involved. But, right now I am looking for the story and character emotions rather than the smut so, I'll take bottom!Dean too. Just drop me a little warning.

Thanks in advance.

Mods: I've have a problem in which all the tags I choose for my post disappear after you've approved the post. I brought this to your notice and kruel_angel told me that it's because I'm using a plus account. I was asked to leave a note at the bottom of my post. So here goes...
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29 March 2014 @ 01:29 am
I'm looking for a fic I read on fanfiction.net. In it, Sam was gaining a lot of weight despite the fact that he was barely eating anything and John left him at Bobby's because John deemed Sam unfit to hunt. Bobby ended up bringing Sam to the hospital and it turned out he was retaining water because of some sickness. Thanks for any help!
09 March 2014 @ 09:37 pm
Hi guys I'm looking for fics where John or Dean kill Sam either on accident (i.e. a car crash) or on purpose (can't save him), they don't even have to be the ones to do it, but they should be directly responsible for it in some way (i.e. sending him out unprepared for a hunt, driving him to suicide) . Whether Sam comes back or not is fine, really I just want massive amounts of angst.

Wincest or gen is fine, pre-series would be amazing.

Hi everyone, I'm new to this and I read the rules, so I really really hope I'm doing this right. I've search everywhere to the best of my abilities for a fic that I read years ago. It is Gen I think, and it deals with a hunt for a witch ending with said witch cursing Dean. The boys don't mind it much and move on, but suddenly Sam starts getting sick, everytime more often, till one day he convulses and ends up in the hospital. To his horror, Dean realizes that Sam gets sick only when he is near him; the nearer Dean gets to Sam, the worst Sam gets, so he ends up leaving him at the hospital, and Sam, who has also figured this out, begs Dean to come see him anyways because he cannot live without him. They eventually find a way to reverse everything, I think that Bobby comes to help them. I don't think it was on fanfiction, and I really don't remember much more than this; Google hasn't helped me find it either. I appreciate all the help you can give me!
10 February 2014 @ 06:37 pm
I'm looking for a fic I read a while ago where Sam was taken by a demon (I'm almost 100% positive it was Meg) and tortured. She did things like burn his feet with boiling water. He was rescued by Dean and Bobby (maybe Caleb) and they took him to a hospital that was a safe haven for hunters. Everybody in the hospital was either a hunter or knew about hunting and Sam started recovering there. I remember a scene where Dean took Sam to a petting zoo and got a dog but he started barking at their sandwiches and they figured out that their food was poisoned. I'd really love to find this fic again and any help is greatly appreciated. Thanks!
Found in Comments
08 January 2014 @ 04:08 pm
Hey guys,

i am suddenly in the mood for some really nice angsty fics with hurt sam. its simply has to be dean having to take sam to the hospital and his panic attached to it. i want the focus to be the trip to the hospital and dean's worry and not necessarily the act that gets sam there- thought any good hurt sam fic will do.

But big time - big bro dean please.

Thanks in advance
06 January 2014 @ 06:19 pm
I have a craving for hurt and sick Winchesters.
Permanent or long lasting effects.
A helping of blind and/or deaf is always appreciated.

Where there really is no good reason _why_ . Just bad genes and unlucky circumstances. Mix in a helping of less than stellar healt care, and perfectly ordinary injuries or childhood diseases can have huge effects.

As for timelines: Anything from pre-series to future-fic. But I don't like soulless Sam.

Long to epic stories and verses.
Prefer gen or het, but will read slash if it is well written.
I'm a Dean girl, but not fanatic.
And please, no death fics...

http://nwhepcat.livejournal.com/1279086.htmlNwhepcat's Rage, rage and all that crap is a perfect example of what I'm looking for.
06 January 2014 @ 09:09 am
I know this was on Fanfiction.net. Sam is in the hospital as a John Doe after being hit by a car and he keeps asking for "De". But they had an argument before Sam left the motel so Dean thought Sam had left. Then Dean finds Sam's duffle in the trunk and starts looking for him.

FOUND As Long As I'm Around
06 December 2013 @ 06:22 pm
So I've recently developed a craving for Teen!Sam getting his leg amputated. I'd like to see ones where he gets injured on a hunt (maybe has to cuts his own leg off?), but illness is fine too. Bonus points for fics that show how Dean, Sam, and John cope/adapt. No wincest please!
04 December 2013 @ 11:56 pm
It has been driving me crazy. I have been looking for a fic for days. It was a weechester fic where sam, dean, and John are hunting a wendigo that turns out to be two. Sam gets separated and falls down a hole with bones in the bottom. He is stuck there for a while and eventually tries to climb out by jamming the bones into the wall of the hole. He falls on a rib bone (I think?) and then dean finds him. Not much to go on I know but if you could help me out that would be great.

Found!!! (In comments)
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19 November 2013 @ 07:03 pm
This has been driving me nuts for days now. I know I have read this story 100 times and I know I have it on my favorites list on ff.net buuuuutttttt I can't remember a single thing about it except for this one scene.

Sam has a very high fever due to an injury and/or illness. I think Dean and Sam are staying at Bobby's. Dean is downstairs arguing with Bobby. Because of the fever, Sam is delirious and he sneaks out the door. He is wandering the highway and collapses. A cop sees Sam and goes over to help him. Sam is calling for Dean. The cop asks if he means Dean Winchester. The cop then says "you must be Sam Winchester. I am officer so and so and I'm working your case." The cop loads Sam into the car and drives him to Bobby's. Dean realizes that Sam is missing and is frantically trying to find him. The cop pulls up and tells Dean "I think it's past time you take Sam to the hospital". Dean agrees and I think Sam has a seizure at that point.

That is all I remember and I know I'm going to slap myself in the head once someone tells me what story it is.
10 October 2013 @ 04:28 pm
Hey, I am looking for a specific fic :)

I read a story a while ago where Sam is at Stanford and he is stabbed and the doctors don't think he'll survive or if he does he'll never walk again. Dean makes a demon deal to save his life and in return Dean has to forsake his family, he can't contact anyone from his past and he can't tell anyone his name is Dean Winchester. If he breaks these rules Sam drops dead. He also needs to bring the demon two human fingers? I don't remember specifics but later in the story you learn that he gave the demon his fingers and then when he finds the who stabbed Sam and kills them and takes two of their fingers. I think he gets labeled a serial killer or a psycho. He later runs into Sam and Jess (or maybe just Sam or just Jess) and they see his amulet and ask Dean where he got it, his response is something like "I got it off the first person I killed." He leaves and then later he goes to this house (he'd been seeing this girl and she wanted him to meet the family? I think) and it turns out Jess is there and that the girl is her sister. I think it ended there, I'm looking to see if it was ever finished. Fingers crossed that I didn't just mix up a bunch of stories or give too many wrong details.

I hope someone can help me, I've looked all week and can't find the story. Thanks in advance for any help.
I'm looking for two types of fics, please:  1. Fics where Sam goes to join the military. Something like beckal00by's Marine!Verse.  2. Any type of fic which explains why Sam didn't look for Dean. Could be because of cancer, disease, coma, or something else (maybe not health related, but something that prevents Sam from searching for Dean like he WANTS to do). I just want some Poor!Sam! Only wincest or gen, please. Thanks so much!!!
03 September 2013 @ 02:10 pm
A while back ago I found a fic where Dean was in highschool, and I'm going to assume that in the later chapters, it reveals that Castiel is, too. At first, Dean explains that Sam (who is currently out of the picture) is "coming home" from somewhere, and hints that he may have been sick or have had mental problems in the past. He then later talks about how Sam always insists that he go to school and get a decent education (possibly because he isn't getting one himself due to his poor health and constant need of medical attention?). Dean is just about to go to his school, remembering that Sam is in fact coming home today, and he'll be upset if he sees that Dean has yet to leave. But just as he's walking out of the doorway, Sam shows up. Dean gives him a small tour of the house, explaining that it's Bobby's, and that John has yet to show up. After school, Dean heads to a bar where Ellen works, gets drunk, and starts to make his way back home. He's confronted by Crowley and Gabriel (highschoolers, I suspect), and is attacked. Castiel comes to the rescue, and brings Dean home. End first chapter.
All of the characters that show up in this one chapter are:
Sam, Dean, Castiel, Crowley, Gabriel, Ellen, and Jo, with mention of John, Bobby, and possibly Mary.
31 August 2013 @ 10:58 pm
I'm looking for a fic where Sam and Dean got trapped in a cave which partially collapsed, concussing Dean and breaking Sam's leg. What I remember of it is that Sam isn't sure how long it will take Bobby to find them, so he is very stingy about the water, especially where he is concerned. Dean throws up on his leg but Sam is afraid of running out of water, so he doesn't clean it and it gets infected.
As time goes by and infection sets in/dehydration takes its toll, Sam (mistakenly) begins to assume that he will die and it is what Dean would want, because of John's prediction that Dean will have to kill Sam.
Eventually they do get rescued, and Dean needs minimal treatment, but Sam is near death and is hospitalized. Dean is furious in a protective/worried way, because they was still plenty of water to spare that Sam could have consumed or used to clean his leg.
Sorry, I know this is very specific but no matter how much I search, I can't find it.
23 July 2013 @ 11:57 pm
Hi friends:)
I had been really sick with fever for the last few days and it made me crave for some really awesome sick Sam stories.So can you please rec me some stories where Sam has fever etc or he faints and it scares the hell out of Dean? I am not really looking for stories where Sam has chronic diseases, but for those in which he falls seriously sick and has to be taken care of by Dean.Fics with hospitalized Sam is welcome too. Plenty of brotherly schmoop and a happy ending is a must . Can be from any season or time frame.Self rec is most welcome.
Please rec me your favorite ones? *shows puppy eyes*
No wincest please!

Thanx a million
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21 July 2013 @ 03:22 pm
The first think I'm looking for is a specific fic.  It was pre-series where Sam had just been brought back from the hospital and Dean didn't like him at first and then something happened to Sam(it didn't really go into detail about what it was) Dean finds him and Sam is brought to the hospital.

2) Any stories that take place after Sam gets his soul back but Bobby is still mean to him and Sam either gets hurt on a hunt/anywhere else or he feels like Bobby doesn't want him around so he tries to leave?

3)Any Supernatural crossovers with Black Butler/Kuroshitsuji, Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter or Rise of the Guardians with Sam as one of the main characters?  I'd prefer if there were no OC's but if there are I'll still read the fic.

4) Any stories where Sam doesn't go to Sanford and something bad happens to him because of it.

Thanks in advance!
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In this story, Sam has a long-term infection and it puts him in a rehab facility for many months. The first scene is the day Sam is released. Sam is still VERY weak and needs a wheelchair. Dean takes him to an apartment that he got them that is handicapped accessible. There is a pool and spa nearby that will help with Sam's rehab. Also there is a lake (and turtles) that Dean takes Sam to to help him walk again. Also there is a scene where Sam try's to drown himself in the spa when Dean isn't looking. Thank goodness Dean arrives just in time.

Any ideas? I know this a a ff.net story. Thanks!!!