05 July 2017 @ 01:01 pm
I am dying for some serious Dean whump! I'll take any kind of hurt!Dean: emotional, physical, sexual! The more Dean!pain the better! I love canon-compliant (but prefer season 3 and earlier - or even better, pre-series!), and AUs as well. Dean/Cas pairing great, or Dean/Benny. Not a big fan of wincest. Don't see a tag for Dean/Alastair, but I'd adore some good Dean/Alastair fics too (canon-compliant or AU).

Annaliesemichael's "A Hole in the World" is a good example of Dean whump AU.
 
 
Hi Guys.

I'm looking for another oldie. Sam gets taken, by Yellow Eyes I think. John gets a call from Dean to meet him, and when John turns up, Dean has what appears to be burns on one arm. John gets a glimpse of Dean without a shirt and across Deans back is a tattoo of a dragon. Turns out that Dean has done some dark magic and when they go to rescue Sam, the dragon turns into a sort of armour/weapon.

Sound familiar to anyone? Its a wincest first time,and I would love to read it again.

Also, could you rec any fic where Sam and Dean get matching tattoos -whether they are bonding tatts, or just signs of propriety/love. Wincest is preferred, with not too much angst. I do like a happy ending. :D

I've tagged the best I could - Hope thats ok Mods?

Thanks guys

D xx
 
 
26 June 2017 @ 01:08 am
1. Is there any stories out there where Dean is born a Nephilim? Or when he's in his 20's he grows wings and is freaked out thinking Sam will reject him, or maybe other hunters, hunt him.

Plus 2. There was a story about a hunter wanting to get back at John for something he'd done and he poisons Dean and sends him up a mountain and a supernatural creature attacks him, I think he might be blind and only has a short time to live. Not sure if Sam is with him on the mountain. Does this ring any bells. Thanks to anyone that answers.
 
 
22 June 2017 @ 12:38 pm
Heya everyone! I've got a few types of requests today.

1. Any fics where Dean is spoiled by his partner. NOT in the sense where Dean has a rich partner or something and they spoil him with riches and pampering. I won't really say no to that, but the dynamic I'm looking for is something where Dean has perhaps been through a lot? He has low self-esteem and thinks very poorly of himself, and so his partner just pampers him with all the love and affection in the world and takes care of Dean and protects him and all that sappy shit. I'm just really craving something where Dean is shown all the love he deserves and more and is treated like the precious being he is ;_; (Kind of like the dynamic between Dean and Cas in the fics "Amnesia" and "The College Years" by intothesilentland if you've read those.)

2. Any fics where Dean is or was bullied? This can be canon or au, perhaps a canon fic where Sam didn't know Dean would get bullied and finds out years later? Or an au where someone helps Dean out when he's getting bullied and their relationship blossoms from there. Obviously this falls into my favourite category, hurt/comfort. Angst + schmoop = Heaven!

Yeah, that's about all I have for now. Just a warning, I really have a preference for sub!dean, and I generally prefer bottom!dean as well. If there's a top!dean scene, I'd prefer you warn me, and if it's dom!dean, I'd prefer you not rec it.

Anyhoo, thanks for reading! I'm looking forward to some recs coming my way, you guys never fail!
 
 
hi,

So Many year's back, I read a story about Dean's recovery from Michael's possesion. It is i think in the form of diary enteries by Dean in the end. Sam is taking care of him.
Any one remembers??

Thanks
 
 
 
19 June 2017 @ 12:22 pm
Found: No One Would Riot for Less

Looking for one particular fic: I recall Dean was hidden in a pocket universe or heaven. Cas and Dean were married. Godstiel was keeping him locked away until Dean worships him. Bobby and Sam barrel into the universe-or-heaven trying to get Dean to come back to reality and help them stop the Godstiel.

Looking for Fic recs for Godstiel/Dean.

any help would be appreciated. Thank you.
sincerely,
Jazzy


tags: genera:hurt/comfort, godstiel, destiel, pairing:cas/dean, looking for a particular fic, fic recs
affliction: fallen!castiel, affliction: hurt!dean, genre: domestic fic, character: castiel, character: dean, affliction: kidnapped!dean, attribute: adorable!castiel, genre: slash, genre: tearjerker, creature: angel, point of view: dean winchester, pairing: dean/castiel,
 
 
Hello!

I was hoping you could help me find Stanford era Dean-centric fics that have MINIMAL Sam angst. I'm tired of starting promising looking fics only to discover Dean spends all his time missing Sam or thinking about how smart and strong he is to get out of the life. It's both out of character and uninteresting to me when Dean has no anger or resentment about the fact that he was (in his point of view) abandoned. So I would like recommendations that aren't all about Sam's absence. However, a focus on his relationship with John is more than welcome, as are case fics.

I'm also looking for pre-series fics that explore the dangerous situations Dean was put in as a child with a focus on human monsters. Especially the scarily plausible idea that he was sexually abused in the past. A trope that I'm tired of encountering when it comes to this type of fic is when the predator is originally after Sam and either settles for Dean or Dean offers himself up to protect Sam. Please, recommend me stories that avoid that cliche and have Dean as the one who's in danger from the start. The only fics I'm accepting where that scenario plays out would be ones where Dean is bitter about what happened to him instead of perfectly content that nothing bad happened to his brother.

I apologize for how bitter this request sounds. I just want Dean trauma fic that is about Dean and only Dean and avoids cliches. If you happen to have something that fits the general description without necessarily being pre-series then I welcome that too.
 
 
03 June 2017 @ 08:04 pm
I'm looking for the following fics:
1. This one is pre-series and starts with John and Bobby in a bar. They hear a commotion in another part of the bar where Sam and Dean are (Dean is playing pool and Sam is watching) and see that some guy has punched Dean. Sam is pissed cuz Dean did nothing to provoke the guy. Someone else in the bar says the guy punched Dean cuz he reminded him of the guy his wife left him for. Dean and the guy who punched him take the fight outside and Dean easily beats him. At first, he seems to graciously accept his defeat and reaches a hand up for Dean to pull him up off the ground. But as he does so, the guy stabs Dean in the stomach. An ambulance comes while the guy is held back by other people from the bar.

2. The second fic is wincest. Dean and Sam had sex, but Sam reveals that he doesn't actually feel that way about Dean and he only had sex with him cuz he wanted to do something for Dean. Sam sees no problem with it and wants to continue doing it, but Dean is appalled and refuses. Later, Dean flirts with a witness and Sam gets jealous and realizes he does feel that way about Dean.
 
 
I'm looking for a fic where Dean and Sam are on a case in the middle of the woods and stumble across a group of armed men who (I think) hunt humans for sport.

They shoot Dean because they want to test the brothers' loyalties(?) and see if Sam abandons Dean to save his own skin, but the brothers end up taking the group down one by one, using survival tricks John taught them.

The fic was gen and, I think, an older one set in pre-season 5, but I can't be sure.

Edit: Found! To The End by K Hanna Korossy
 
 
28 May 2017 @ 08:11 pm
 Hi, guys! So, lately I’ve been craving for some hurt dean/worried John and Mary fic to help pass the time. I have a special appreciation for kid Dean and Teen Dean, being in school scenario or not. Mostly I don’t mind when Teen Human Castiel is thrown in the mix, but I really prefer when the ones comforting sick/hurt (at home or at hospital) Dean are Mary or John. Also, I have no preference about stories with or without supernatural, I just really need some hurt/comfort for Dean. I appreciate any indications.
Thanks!
 
 
17 May 2017 @ 11:59 pm
Hi,

So I read this story many year's back on SPN fan Fiction. It was about some monster/demon/spirit that attacks in sevens ( or nines) , like after initial attack on a person it will attack either in seven seconds, or miniutes , or 7 hours or 7 days , or 7 weeks or 7 years . It had attacked dean once when he was with John and diappeared. It comes after him in seven years when he is with Sam. There was an OC too whose father called her sweet pi or something.

Can any one recall the story or has link to it ? 
 
 
20 April 2017 @ 09:21 pm
Hello all,
I was just thinking of some of my favorite gen fics, and I remembered one that I can't remember the title too. What I do remember is this: the boys are working a case that looks an awful lot like one that affected Dean a while back. People are falling into comas, with no reason. However, Dean is adamant that its a different thing, because he knows that when he was in a coma, he was aware of his surroundings and retains those memories. The current victims do not.
I would love to reread this fic, so thanks for the help!
 
 
14 April 2017 @ 12:39 am
Hey friends,
After tonights episode I'm craving fics with Dean falling or being pushed down stairs or over the balcony.
Hurt comfort is the best!  I remember one story from a couple yrs back where Dean was pushed (by a spirit?) down the stairs and went through the ballisters, hanging by one arm. I believe Sam had to grab on and maybe he dislocated his shoulder? I think Sam was also pushed and was laying in a heap at the bottom, had to get up to rescue dean? There may have been a female character that at one time went down the stairs as well. Haunted house maybe?
Any fics are welcome. Hurt Dean please.  Thanks.
 
 
I'm looking for any Jensen/whoever or Dean/whoever stories where Jensen or Dean is raped (by force or maybe he's being blackmailed into it) but the person he's with thinks Jensen/Dean cheated or otherwise had sex willingly. I read one story like this that was J2. Jensen got roofied but Jared was mad cuz he thought Jensen got drunk and cheated. I don't remember what that story is called, so I'm looking for that one and any others like it.

J2, Jensen/Misha, Dean/Sam, or Destiel would especially be appreciated.

Thank you!
 
 
Hi everyone!!
i am looking for a specific story that i read at FF.NET
what i remember from the story are:
1.Sam and Dean where kidnaped by a human and he totrured them
2.The psycho rapes Dean and Sam wakes up just in time to watch it happens
3.John comes to the rescue
4.they go to Missouri to help Dean heal

The story is GEN.
 
 
Current Location: Greece, Athens
Current Mood: anxious
 
 
09 February 2017 @ 03:32 pm
1. Looking for any fic where Dean knows he always comes back or doesn't really care and constantly just gives himself up (which he does anyway, obviously), but leaning more towards Sam and Cas just getting plain angry or trying to plead with him to stop.

2. Or any fic where the angels/anyone find out how favored Dean is by God, with God actually getting angry when someone kills or hurts Dean.

(There's a Teen Wolf crossover that was massively long on Ao3 where the whole town, I'm pretty sure, finds out about the supernatural, and Dean dies during a fight, not caring because he knows he can't die at all and he comes back minutes later and if anyone knows that one that'd be awesome)
Thanks!
 
 
06 February 2017 @ 04:53 pm
1.) So I read this fic a while ago and it was on LiveJournal somewhere not sure if it's in ao3 or not. It's Stanford era and Deans feeling really alone. John left and Sam stopped calling him, on the hunt he goes on this witch made this sort of Sam clone/thing that was suppose to kill him in a month or so but the 'sam' ended up atttached to him. Months later the real Sam shows up and Dean is mind controlled by the 'sam' to try to kill him but Sam and Bobby end up killing it.

2.) I was looking for some hurt dean (probably Stanford era or Au Idc) where Dean gets sent to the hospital and wake up in a coma months later. But john and sam don't show up and Dean is tragically hurt by that. (Self esteem issues Dean feeling alone) any fic that has something to do with Dean being alone and hurt is good with me.

3.) So I never really see a lot of Dean and Sam fighting and Sam being wrong fics. I was wondering if there's some kind of fic where Sam says something super horrible/hurtful to Dean and ultimately makes him feel like shit (and thinks that sam doesn't care but he does) I just want a boys fighting one where Dean ends up emotionally hurt or right during the argument. I really want Sam to be kinda an asshole in it. ( love sam! But I just don't see many of these)

Thank you all!
 
 
03 February 2017 @ 04:43 pm
Hey everyone

Ok, so I'm looking for a new link to a story that was on Samdean archive. I can't remember the Title or author, and stupidly just added a note on my own list which just reads "Dean blind, John's fault". Not helpful, lol.

In this fic, Dean got kicked in the head by a lesser demon wearing a teenager, during the a showdown with the YED, and John is too obsessed with killing the YED to even notice Dean was in trouble.

I think John had drugged Sam or something to keep him out of the fight.

Dean is now blind and suffers from seizures. John tries to send Dean to some nursing home or something, but Sam steps in. Sam and Dean move to a small town where Pastor Jim helps them set up a home. Jim knows about the boys' sexual relationship.

Dean goes along to a kindergarten class and tells them stories. There's a scene where the boys are ice skating on a pond and John is spying on them and sees them kiss.

Can anyone help, pretty please?

To clarify; I need a link for this fic that's NOT to samdean archive.

The brilliant Calysta has now posted this story - "Love is never blind" on AO3

Thanks, lovelies.
 
 
Hi!

I've been looking for a specific all day. Sadly, I don't remember much from it except for one specific scene. In this scene, Dean is at his (or Cas's house) and he is attacked by a group of people and left severely injured. I think he and Cas may have broken up prior to the incident because when Cas got a call from Sam, he was states away. I think Dean is in a lengthy coma as well.



UPDATE- Found

2nd Update- Link to ePub source is in the comments.
 
 
Hello! Been looking for these fics for a while and finally got up the courage to post.

1. This one is a Destiel AU in which Dean is really close friends with Cas and they both are mutually pining for each other and Dean is under a lot of stress mostly due to John. Dean is working in Bobby's shop and since he's so stressed out he gets careless and ends up being pinned under a car or large toolbox. He is found by Bobby and taken to the hospital. When he wakes up in the hospital he has amnesia and doesn't remember anyone, but he definitely knows he's attracted to Cas and wonders if he's his boyfriend. Dean eventually gets his memory back, tries to deny his feelings, but eventually gives into them and it's a happy ending.

FOUND HERE

2. I don't remember much about this one but it is a Destiel high school AU that involved Dean bullying Cas and then them eventually getting together. Dean may have had some stuff going on in his home life or denial of his homosexual feelings that made him act that way? There was also a sequel (I think) where all of Cas's siblings hate Dean for bullying Cas before they got together and didn't understand their relationship which made Dean's self-loathing kick in. I also think Dean had some sort of confrontation with Gabriel at some point. Everything gets worked out in the end.


3. I have been searching for download links for all 4 books of Bloody_Adorable and evil_twin's Smoke & Lightning 'verse, which is a J2 AU fic, and all the links I've come across have been broken. Does anyone happen to know where to find working links to all 4 books or have copies they'd be willing to share?

FOUND: BOOK 1 BOOK 2 BOOK 3 BOOK 4

Thanks! :)
 
 
I'm looking for some fics where Dean is physically injured, and claims to be fine. Except he actually is seriously hurt, and refuses to tell anyone.

What also would be cool if Sam was hurt as well, and all the attention goes to him, and not Dean. Like maybe it's a pre series fic where Sam gets hurt and John focuses on only him, ignoring Dean, thinking that he hasn't sustained any injuries, until Dean passes out, or has a seizure, or anything really.

I don't mind pre series fics, and I don't mind other characters in it as long as Sam and Dean are the main focus. Please, no smut or pairing between Sam and Dean, or other sexual relationships between anyone really.

As long as Dean is badly hurt (physically), and nobody knows the full extent of his injuries, until the bomb drops, and Dean's condition is revealed in some sort of a "bad" way, I'm okay.:)

Thanks to anyone for commenting. I appreciate it.
 
 
Current Mood: anxious
 
 
26 January 2017 @ 09:04 pm
I'm looking for some fics where Sam seriously hurts Dean. By this I mean physically, not mentally. The injury could be near death, or just really painful to Dean. Sam might do this by accident, like maybe he screws up on a hunt, or maybe he might want to hurt Dean in some way, but accidentally takes it too far, such as maybe Sam and Dean are in one of their fights, and Sam hits Dean too hard, or possibly he might do something really serious like stab or shoot Dean whilst in a really angry mood. Any of these would be amazing, or any other suggestions. I don't mind pre series fics, and I don't mind Castiel or other characters in it, as long as it is mainly based on Sam and Dean. No love or smut, especially no Cas/Dean or Dean/Sam pairing, all just Sam hurts Dean, and NO DEATH FICS! I know, I'm a horrible person, I just love these kind of fics. for a bonus, maybe Dean doesn't tell Sam how badly he is hurt, until he collapses or something, and Sam is guilty as hell. Thanks in advance! :)
 
 
24 January 2017 @ 12:49 pm
So...I've read every story in Ridley and Tidia's Brotherhood 'verse multiple times. I love them so much, mostly because of Caleb. I love the dynamic between him and Dean, the way he looks out for Dean in the same way that Dean looks out for Sam. I'm looking for more stories like that, they can be stories written by other authors in the Brotherhood 'verse or stories with another OC who takes on the role of big brother or protector for Dean. Hurt/Comfort is my biggest kink. Anything well written and the longer the better. Thanks so much!!!
 
 
23 January 2017 @ 03:26 pm
Does anyone know a fic in which is in Bobby's POV and little Sam asks him if he likes him better than Dean and Bobby says yes which hurts little Dean's feelings?

I know i read it but for the life of me i can't find it

Please help?
 
 
17 January 2017 @ 12:12 am
Hello!

I'm looking for this fic where a fire breaks out in the home that John and the boys are living in, or maybe they were on a hunt. Dean gets trapped under like a cabinet that fell or something while trying to help his father out of the house. And he get's really badly injured (maybe paralyzed, I can't exactly remember) because John pulls him out from under the cabinet even though Dean probably shouldn't have moved, but there was a fire so he didn't have a choice. John has to accept that Dean probably won't be able to hunt anymore. The boys are teenagers at this point.

Thanks!
 
 
15 January 2017 @ 12:38 am
There was one story I remember like this where, John is actually in a bar or diner and hears some men talking about the man they had all enjoyed in the bathroom or motel and he realises it's dean they are talking about, not sure what he does after that. Does this ring a bell with anyone or are there similar stories out there with the same theme? Thx to all who reply
 
 
Hi, everyone!
I'm looking for any fic with Sam become the Boy King or getting possessed by Lucifer, and make Dean his consort. One plus, if Dean's unwilling but he couldn't say "no" to Sam. Double plus, if Sam's so possessive on Dean. Triple plus, for BAMF!Dean (like maybe the demons afraid of Dean because he was the most favorite pupil of Alastair, or maybe Dean's adored by the demons because he's the only one who doesn't afraid to reprimand the BoyKing!Sam/Lucifer!Sam if he's gone too far). I accept any genre, but I only want bottom!Dean if the fic's an explicit one.
Thanks in advance~!!
 
 
03 January 2017 @ 01:14 pm

So Yeah Me Again!!

im Looking For A Specific Hurt Dean Fic I Dont Remember Alot But I Remember A Scene Where Dean And Sam Were In The Hospital And Dean's Condition I Think was worse and he wanted to see sam and he walked to hus room and was bleeding and found john and sam fighting and i think he fell and passes out and was taken to the OR.

Thats all ...thanks in an advance

 
 
31 December 2016 @ 05:10 pm

#1
any Fics Where Dean Was Hurt On A Hunt But No One Notices Because Sam Was Hurt And John Was Worried And Ordering Dean Without Checking Him And Turns Out That He Is More Hurt Than sam

#2

specific Fic On Ff.net Where Sam Was Hurt On A Hunt And Dean Too But John Didnt Know Or Didnt Bother To Check And Took Sam To The Hospital And No One Knew About Dean Untill He Passed Out Sitting Next To Sam Appearing To Be Sleeping And The Nurse Found Him And He Was In A Critical Condition

please Help And Thanks In An Advance

 
 
Hello, I'm looking for a story I read a long time ago, but I can not find my files and bookmarks at all. I wonder if anyone can help find it.
(Just to remember, English is not my first language, I'm using a translator to write so I apologize for any mistakes you might read)
It's a pre-series story: John, Dean and Sam were in the mountains (??) on a hunt that went awry and Sam was injured. John had Dean take Sam to the hospital, but he did not notice that Dean was even more injured and already showed signs of concussion. When John finally gets to the hospital and asks for news he learns that Dean was in the ICU in serious condition after passing out in the waiting room after a long time bleeding and no one notices and begins to feel very guilty for not having noticed Dean. If I'm not mistaken, John will see how the Impala got and note that there was even blood on the roof of the car.
I think Pastor Jim was also in the story, but I can not say.
Does anyone have any idea what this story is?

Update: Found in comments.
 
 
21 December 2016 @ 02:06 pm
The story im looking for is over 8 years old. It was on fanfiction.net.
The summary was basically that mary lived and dean was taken by the yellow eyed demon and raised as his son.
Mary and john had more kids.
Dean met either john or caleb on a werewolf hunt about 20 years later.
Then again somewhere that was haunted by ghosts.
They then find out dean is their son etc.
They then tell dean, he meets his siblings and deals with his 'father', the yellow eyed demon.
Dont think this fic had any pairing except john/mary
No Castiel.
Found. Links to download in comment.
 
 
18 December 2016 @ 08:11 pm
Any fic in which Cas breaks Dean's heart . any universe (No supernatural- Highschool AUs - Angels and Demons)
 
 
02 December 2016 @ 11:26 am
I'm looking for any fics where Castiel hurts Dean. This could be mentally, physically, emotionally, or sexually. It can be him doing it under his own will or something making him do it. Maybe Dean is afraid of Castiel. Stuff like that!

I would prefer that any fics be Destiel and I'm looking for happy endings if possible. Established Destiel is fine or they can be getting together fics. Both canon and AUs are fine too. Thank you!
 
 
22 November 2016 @ 12:15 am
Does anyone know any stories in which Dean feels hurt and betrayed for the fact that everyone knew that sam was alive?
 
 
14 November 2016 @ 07:30 pm
Hi!

Please help me find some fics where Dean/Jensen gets drugged!!
And Sam/Jared comes to the rescue!! =)

Holding out for an hero! ;)
 
 
23 October 2016 @ 12:14 am
Cas and Sam are trying to save Dean from something or someone, maybe Azazel, and Sam takes dream root to go into Dean's dreams to get a means to do that, Cas tell him not to open any other door in Dean's mind except the one he's mean to, because he might not like what he finds. Sam swears to do that but curiosity gets the better of him and he starts opening all the doors and finds things out, then he opens one that shows Dean torturing Jess when he'd been in Hell. Not sure what happens after that or if the story was finished, does it ring any bells to anyone. Thanks to any who answer
 
 
16 October 2016 @ 10:34 pm
Hey,
I was wondering if there are any fics out there where Dean takes the role of Mozes (like in a "the prince of Egypt" kind of way). I just watched the movie and I'm craving that kind of interaction. Especially if the angels and demons end up getting pretty involved as well.
Secondly, do you guys have any Holy!dean recommendations? Or where he gets stigmata or something similar? (I've read http://archiveofourown.org/works/2093235?view_full_work=true, Lazarus needs a rope of scarlet thread)
I'm ok with any pairing except for Dean/OFC or Sam/OFC.
 
 
14 October 2016 @ 12:03 am
Okay, I read this years ago and I tried looking for it and it has never been found, I gave up, and now I'm remembering it again. It's a Sam/Dean fic when they're in their teens, I don't really read them anymore but this is the only story stuck in my brain.
Teen Sam/Dean are on a hunt (pretty sure) and they end up under/in a mountain and become trapped there. Sam and Dean, Dean especially actually, are hurt from the ordeal of falling, crawling through small spaces, and being trapped for so long. I remember their relationship developing as they're trapped and they finally admit their feelings for one another and have to take care of each other. John and a team of people finally find them after a while and they get out and are put in the hospital where they refuse to separate from each other.
I'm quite sure it's multi-chaptered and I'm 95% sure it's on Ff.net. If anyone knows this fic, please please tell me. Because it's actually been driving me crazy for years. Thank you!
 
 
13 October 2016 @ 10:43 am
Hello wonderful people. I would like to request your assistance in locating NCIS crossover stories where Team Gibbs meet the Winchester boys when they are kids or teenagers. I'll even take stories in Season 1 of SPN. Would like stories where Gibbs is impressed with the way Dean takes care of Sam but feels bad that he doesn't get taken care of himself. Stories with hurt Dean are a plus.

Ive searched a lot of the stories on this comm but havent found many when the boys were young/little.

Please no WIPs and self recs are always welcomed.

Thank you! :)
 
 
Hi everyone. I'm looking for 8ne specific fic and then a sort of general type of fic.

The specific fic was Sam/Dean. They were together. Sam liked rough sex, always bending Dean over something or slamming him into walls, but Dean preffered gentler sex,he just wasn't able to tell Sam. I think they work it out. I'd like to find that story or anything like it.

I've recently read a couple of post-hell ptsd stories, one of them dealing with sex and Dean's (lack of) recovery from what he suffered in hell. I would love to read more, especially ones about his recovery and sex, but really any stories dealing with the aftermath.

I appreciate any help you can give ☺


Edit: the first one has been found, link in comments.
 
 
03 October 2016 @ 11:50 pm
I've been searching for quite a while for all three of these fics.

1. This fic is kind of a redo of the striga episode where in this Sam is pregnant but he doesn't know until the striga attacks him and attacks the baby and he ends up having a miscarriage.FOUND!

2. This fic reminded me of The Crow because Sam and Dean were in a restaurant that ended up getting robbed and they both were both shot and 'killed'. Dean comes back and goes after the people that were involved and tries to find Sam. I remember in this one Sam was shot in the head up against a display case.

3. This story involved Dean and his flashbacks from hell. He creates a rack out of Sam's bed frame and tortures him. Sam is able to escape and stays with Bobby. It's a long time before he feels comfortable being around Dean.

I hope someone can help me find these fics, I've been really wanting to reread them. Thank you!
 
 
02 October 2016 @ 05:37 pm
Hi! I'm looking for non-specific stories where either Dean or Sam is hospitalised, lying in ICU. It doesn't have to be throughout the whole story, it might be just a chapter or two, I just want this to be. I don't care what the reason for being there is (though is usually a car/hunting accident). The only thing I ask for is no slash. Stories in progress welcome as well.

Thanks in advance
 
 
29 September 2016 @ 11:20 am
Hey everyone!

This is oddly specific but I'm a sucker for hurt / comfort and guilt so I guess that's what I'm looking for! Anything with hurt/comfort and guilt would make my week!

One example of something I'd like to read more of is a situation where J1 smokes and J2 has asthma.

I read a fic that has this and I'd love more if they exist!
(The Ones that Swallow you Whole - Summary: A near-drowning has left Jared deeply afraid of water--a big problem considering he lives in a beach town. Jensen's a sailboat-builder who's survived a few things himself. )

Anything where one of them is accidentally hurting the other and they feel badly about it. I know, that's kinda messed up! But I don't care. ;)

I only read gen, J2 and wincest, but self recs are great!
 
 
27 September 2016 @ 12:19 am
Hello, I would like to find stories where Dean gets CPR. It may have been performed by any one, preferably Sam or John Bobby.

Please prefer stories without pairing. In Destiel in Wincest (but if there is recommendation of these I'll read too).

Sorry mistakes, but English is not my first language and the translator does not always help.
 
 
25 September 2016 @ 12:32 am
John is Dean and Sam's commanding officer in this story, and he sends Dean off on a mission alone and Dean gets caught and tortured, and John is just going to leave him there. Sam tracks his brother down and saves Dean, they figure out that John did it on purpose. The two of them leave John but he tracks them down and Sam believed John hates him. In the end they are in a cabin and John finds them, but the boys have rigged the place to blow up and let John believe they are dead. Can anyone give me the title for this story, Thx in advance.

(sometimes I find it really hard to find the right tags for the story)
 
 
Hi everyone, I'm looking for a fic whose title I cannot remember that, if I recall correctly, took place some time after the events of S05E03 "Free to Be You and Me," when Dean told Sam to "pick a hemisphere" after they had learned they were Michael and Lucifer's vessels. I guess it would be considered canon-divergent since Sam and Dean end up not reconciling or getting back together for a year or two, when they accidentally end up on the same hunt-- I think they might have been hunting a vengeful spirit in a barn or something? But the hunt was only a brief part of the story.

Anyway, during the hunt, Sam saves Dean from getting killed, I think, but Dean is still badly hurt, so Sam drives him back to the motel where they both happened to be staying and patches him up. On the way, Dean starts getting curious when he notices Sam's limp, which only becomes stronger when Sam goes out of his way to avoid talking about it, so Dean ended up sneaking into Sam's motel room the next day and saw Sam's prosthetic leg laying on the bed right before Sam came out of the shower. Dean was so shocked he threw up, and Sam ended up explaining that he had been hurt on a hunt (I think?) and had to have his right leg amputated, but didn't call Dean because he didn't think Dean wanted anything to do with him. Dean suggests that they start hunting together as brothers again, but Sam is conflicted because Lucifer has been making his phantom pains worse or something in an effort to force Sam to say "yes" to him, and he's afraid he'll eventually give in to relief the agony, I think?

I'm pretty sure that was more or less it as far as the story goes-- I am almost positive it was a one-shot, and that it was written in third person but in Dean's point of view. If I recall correctly, I read it in a Supernatural community here on LJ, but I'm having no luck whatsoever in tracking it down in any of the comms I belong to, and I didn't see it in the relevant tags here, either, so I don't know if its just been deleted or moved to a different site or what. If anyone can help me out in finding it, I would be so grateful! This is my first post here, so I'm hoping I did everything correctly.

ETA: thanks to the lovely [livejournal.com profile] lennelle the fic has been found! it is "Sufferance" by [livejournal.com profile] utsusemia
 
 
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(Sorry for the mistakes. English is not my first language and I am using a translator to write this post)

Hello, I'm obsessed with fanfiction Dean Centric, pre-series or Stanford Era. I would like to read recommendations in which John acts protective / parental / guilty with his older son (with or without the presence of Sam).

I always see stories focusing on Sam, but I can't deny that Dean is my favorite. Do you have any recommendations for me? I'm used to visit the site and think I read a lot indicated here.

Please: Gen stories, not Wincest without pairings if possible.
 
 
10 September 2016 @ 12:45 am
I am looking for a specific fic.  I am sure I was reading it on AO3 I lost my bookmark and I don't remember the name of the author or fic and I can't seem to find it.

 What I remember is that is was a WIP Its has a soulmate/truemate storyline.  Also I think its Sub/Dom/Switches.  Dean is Sub. its starts off with John taking Dean when he was little and told him that Sam and Mary were dead (I think) John tells dean that people like Bobby don't like Subs so not to bother trying to contact them but John had told everyone else that Dean was dead.  John treats Dean like crap says he isn't good for anything because he is a sub.  Sets him up in a house somewhere to act as his personal research library and medic as John travels hunting.  Dean has a job as a mechnic.  I think he works with Benny.  Anyway he ends up fixing Cas' car and he turns out is Sam's roommate.  Also later in the story Dean has an accident at the shop and get run over by a car and bust his leg.  I would really appriciate help finding this its been driving me nuts for weeks
 
 
01 September 2016 @ 01:44 am
I'm on a bit of a bad-father!John kick at the moment (mostly because I love the angsty h/c it causes for the boys), hence my two requests:

1. Are there any fics out there where John mistreats or abuses Sam (physical, mental, etc.), yet when Sam tells Dean about it Dean doesn't believe him (at least initially)?

2. Conversely, are there any fics where John is hard on Dean or treats him unfairly and Sam protects him/stands up for him? This can be physically or verbally protecting Dean from John's actions, or just backing Dean up when John pushes too hard. Not looking for age-regression fics. I've seen this theme come up in deaged!Dean fics, but never in scenarios where their ages are kept unchanged.

Really appreciate any recs you send my way! Any pairing and timeline are accepted.