I'm looking for some stories where Castiel is struggling to get used to being human, and has trouble getting used to normal human things (like eating and sleeping maybe), which develops into health issues (eating disorders, insomnia, ect.)
29 January 2015 @ 03:14 pm
Hey guys, I've never posted here before but I thought I'd give it a try. A couple of days ago I read this really great Dean/Lisa Post-Apocolypse Fic where he's wasn't sleeping and in order for him to fall alseep Lisa sat him down in front of the cumpter and had him listen to YouTube vidoes...I don't remeber who this is by but if anybody knows where I can find it that would be awsome! Also anyother Dean/Lisa H/C recs that you have I'd love to read them.  Thanks and I hope everyone is having an awesome day. :) 
04 January 2015 @ 01:30 pm
Hello guys!

I'm trying to recall the title of a specific J2 fic and failing spectacularly. In the story, Jared fall upon hard times financially and moves into a big house with roommates Jensen, Danneel, and Misha. Jensen and Danneel are a couple in the story initially but they don't last long. After a while of living in the house, Jared realizes that something is off with Jensen and he finds out that he has multiple personalities - one being very flamboyant that also makes sure everyone knows about his attraction to Jared. There's another personality who's a bit more reserved and shy that I think had feelings for Misha. Danneel breaks up with Jensen after finding out that Jensen's personality was in control and slept with Jared. And I think Jared felt really guilty about it because he felt as though he raped Jensen since he wasn't in the frame of mind to give consent.

If anyone could help me find this awesome story again, I'd appreciate it greatly! :)
13 March 2014 @ 05:20 pm
I read a fic on fanfic.net that was set in season 5 and I'm pretty sure had about ten chapters. Sam started taking sleeping pills so he wouldn't say yes to Lucifer in his dreams, but Dean found out and got mad that Sam thought he deserved to have a good night's sleep after he started the apocalypse, so Sam got rid of them. It was gen. Any help at all is appreciated, thanks.
26 August 2013 @ 01:52 pm
I'm looking for a story where Dean is unable to sleep due to a curse/illness. He keeps thinking that he is seeing the pictures in the motel moving, but Sam doesn't believe him and think that it a result of Dean's lack of sleep. Please help. 
29 June 2013 @ 01:21 am
Okay so I'me looking for this specific fic. It's teenchesters and Sam is in love with Dean but feeling really neglected and he starts freaking out and crying at night. One night Dean finds him and the next day he convinces their dad to like, keep them in one place for a while. So Sam gets involved with basketball and Dean works at a garage, but there's this older guy (20s-30s) who is the athletic manager who starts to hang out with Sam. They're neighbors so when they start hooking up, one day Dean sees and gets really angry and tells Sam that there's a difference between someone who loves you and one who wants you.I remember a part where John thinks Dean should give Sam the talk and stuff at one point~

Any general fics with confused/sad teenchester sam is welcome too!

21 June 2013 @ 09:38 am
A couple months ago I read a fic and I can't remember any reason why I wouldn't have saved it. Anyway, now I can't find it and I was hoping someone could help me!

What I remember is, it was an AU where Sam wasn't hunting. I believe he was at Stanford and Dean would go off hunting and visit him every so often. Sam gets a call from Dean asking for help so Sam tracks him down to a motel room.

I can't remember exactly why Dean called for Sam's help, but I know he's been suffering from insomnia. Sam lets him crash at his place until he gets better. At one point, Dean meets one of Sam's buddies but he's so strung out from lack of sleep, the friend thinks Dean is drunk.

I believe the problem turns out to be a ghost that's been haunting Dean. *Spoilers* Dean apparently was suffering from exhaustion and fell asleep at the wheel and killed a young girl *Spoilers*

Any help would be appreciated!

Found: Insomnia
18 February 2013 @ 07:51 pm
So, I've been looking for this fic for awhile. I'm pretty sure it's Standford Era, and one day Dean just kinda shows up Sam's door and at some point admits that's he's been having trouble sleeping for awhile and hasn't actually slept at all in a couple days. Sam takes him to a doctor and Dean the doctor starts asking stuff like, "how long do sleep at night?" "do you have trouble falling asleep, staying asleep?" etc and Dean replies with something along the lines of getting any sleep at all for the past 5 days.

And that's all I remember. If you guys could help me find it, that would be wonderful! :D Thanks!

Alrighty, I've got a couple of things I'm looking for.

1) Dean is still having nightmares about hell (or maybe something else), and Cas is trying to comfort him in some way, maybe extremely confused and awkwardly, maybe not.

2) Castiel is having a difficult time adjusting to having human needs, i.e. eating and sleeping, and either has insomnia/fear of sleeping or develops some sort of eating disorder (the latter would make my life), and Dean is there trying to patch him up.

I would really, really like destiel and fluffuous comforting, but gen is alright too. Really, I'm not super picky about any of this stuff, so if you know of anything similar but not quite like my description, shoot.

Thanks a million! You dudes are awessome (;

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I'm looking for anything Dean/Cas with lots of nice, light, fluffy cuddling and/or bed sharing (hopefully and). I'd prefer nothing that's goopy to the point of being cheesy, but if big cheese balls are all you've got, then hit me; I'll give it a shot and long as it's written at least somewhat decently. I really just want copious amounts of sweet little destiel snuggles.
Bonus points for description of how one/both of them sleeps, comforting from nightmares or insomnia, one of them being a clingy or wiggly sleeper (or both of them just flopping all over each other; that'd be nice too), and extra mega supernova bonus points for anything with Cas laying on top of Dean.
Thank you so, so, so, so much!
You're all lovely, lovely, fabulous little peaches!

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30 March 2012 @ 09:29 pm
So I'm looking for this short one-shot fic I read recently called 'Touch'. It basically had Sam traumatized by the memories of the cage and unable to sleep. Dean wakes up to find him out of bed standing at the window (I think), and he gives Dean this teary-eyed, angsty, empty kind of look. And Dean takes his shirt off and hugs Sam, really tight, so that Sam can feel bear skin against him. I might be confusing this with another fic, but I think the reason Sam was so traumatized was because he had been deprived of all physical contact in the cage. Hence the bare skin hugging being soothing. The fic was Gen but borderline implied wincest, I think. The author generally wrote wincest and I remember reading a couple of surprised comments from readers commenting on her writing gen. I hope someone can help me find this coz it's been driving me completely insane...

So for the better part of the afternoon, I've been searching for a specific fic to treat myself for Valentine's. I read it a couple of months ago and just remembered it today. It's a J2 AU set in Canada

There's this accident . . . )
Does this sound at all familiar to anyone? Or does anyone have any similar J2 recs that they could share?
Thanks in advance for even pondering this request,

Mods: I hope I've tagged correctly, if I haven't, please let me know and I'll gladly fix it. I've never posted here before.
So, I usually try to avoid sounding so dramatic but my life lately has been incredibly hard. to be honest I'm cracking a little under the pressure and lately supernatural and spn fic is really the only thing that actually distracts me. For that reason I was hoping that all you wonderful people can help me find more to read! You have never disappointed yet, so here goes! 

(also i hope i got the tags right! mods please help if i messed up!)

here's the request! )
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20 November 2011 @ 09:20 pm
Does anyone know of any sories where Jared/Jensen, Sam/Dean, or Dean/Cas (or really any other couple - I'm not picky) get together, but then realize by the end of the fic that things just aren't working out? That they're too different, or they have too much to deal with, or there's too much against them? I just want to find a fic or two that have the couple parting with that sense of regret, and wishing things could have worked out on both sides. Thanks!
14 November 2011 @ 07:01 pm
Hello!  I looked through all the tags and couldn't really find anything dealing directly with phobias, so I figured I would ask all you wonderful people!  

Are there any stories out there that have Sam dealing with a phobia in any way?  Like where he gets kidnapped or stuck in a hospital and he has a fear of being tied up or restricted to small spaces, or where he has a fear of fire or something.  Could be any phobia.  The boys could be on a case or at Bobby's or between cases.  Doesn't matter where in the series it takes place.  Wincest is fine as well!

Thanks in advance!
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23 October 2011 @ 05:14 am
This is an open search. I just want some good old wee!cest fic with strong ..... STRONG ANGST, with Sam's struggles with his lust for his old brother and the pain of not be able to get it. (or they both struggle and felt guilt afterwords)

NC17 only, hardcore/pwp is even better.
bottom Sam only. macho Dean is even better.
I don't mind it is long or short, non-con or underage, as long as it is a good read.

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15 August 2011 @ 10:39 pm

Too tired to comment...

1) J2, BDSM. Jensen is in a relationship where he is basically a trophy husband. In responce, he gets a job as a seceratary for Jared and his company (which specializes in BDSM). He falls for Jared. I rememeber this one part where he says that Karate is defending the circle, while tai-chi? was ```please, come into my circle`` and he defends himself using these teachniques.


2) boys dealing with exaution. ex, Dean`s return from Hell, Castiel`s inability to sleep, Sam`s dreams, etc.

3) touch-starvation. Dean, Sam, Castiel badly needing human contact.

For both of the above I would perfer to see others mentioned comforting them. Wincest is fine, though I perfer Destiel.

That`s just about it. I`ll be more energetic in thanking finders then I am in posting. I`m just so. Freaking. Tired.

Thanks for putting up with it.

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29 May 2011 @ 01:56 am

I'm trying to find a fic that I only read quite literally the other week, and for the life of me I can't find it again. I'm sure it was on ff.net and I'm also quite sure it was a recent fic and WIP... I've searched for it on the tags here, ff.net and I've even used google but all with no success, I'm very hopeful someone here can help! From what I remember:

Sam had gone to Stanford and John had told him never to come back etc..., while he was there he had met Jess and had married her, and they had a daughter, but demons started coming after Sam and Jess was killed (I think in a car crash). All though this Sam had tried calling Dean but kept getting voicemail, but it turned out that Dean & John had lost/ditched their cellphones and had new numbers. Sam basically went under the radar and took his daughter with him (who is still a baby through the fic), constantly keeping moving and trying to avoid demons, exercising the ones that do catch up with him. Eventually Dean finds him & takes Sam and the baby back to Bobbys, after he fights off hunters who have caught up with Sam. The hunters were after Sam because of something John & Dean had done to one of their family I think.

I've looked at this community for a while but this is my first time making a request, I hope I do it properly!
18 April 2011 @ 12:20 am

Hi all! Two requests.

1: I'm looking for a fic I read a while ago, Sam was somehow "poisoned' by a Djinn(?) which caused his body to slowly numb everywhere. Dean was left to care for him, and in the end, Castiel came to the rescue.

2: Due to the story above, I'm looking for any story with Castiel taking care of BOTH Sam and Dean, whether it's due to sickness, tiredness, idiotness ect, and not just him 'beaming' them out of the way, but actually taking care of them. 
Any and all fics are welcomed. I'll read anything that's not too graphic (I am over 18, I just don't enjoy it).

Thank you in advance!

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31 March 2011 @ 10:07 pm
And I can't believe I was apparently stupid enough to not put it in my memories.

99.9% sure it's on LiveJournal.

Season 6 general spoilers here )

Help me SPN story finders: you're my only hope.

FOUND! In amazing record time by [livejournal.com profile] metallicarskank; it's In Time by [livejournal.com profile] lazy_daze

I just read this- The Notebook http://samidha.livejournal.com/1257827.html  and it made me remember another fic I read where Sam was writing in a journal shortly after Jess died to help him deal with his thoughts and things (he started one night when he couldn't sleep and just kept writing).  Dean kept seeing him writing in it and wondered about it and I think teased him about it, and then he was reading it in a diner when Sam wasn't there and he hid it under John's journal (I think?) when Sam found him with it, but Sam told him to go ahead and read it.   Not everything in the journal was about stuff that was happening at the moment, but a lot was his memories of happy times growing up and various events that stood out to him.  I think he may have wrote about a time he and Dean (and John?) went to a carnival or something when the boys were little, and things about Jess, etc.  I remember Dean noticing how he he could tell Sam had written certain parts in the dark (at night when he didn't want to wake Dean) because of the way the writing looked compared to the rest.   Sound familiar to anyone? :-)

mods: I didn't see a season 1 tag?

Edit- fic found:   "Written in Dreams" by Maygra http://chaikhana.net/spn/written.html

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29 January 2011 @ 09:59 am
Specific Fic
This is like my gazillion attempt at finding this story lolz. It seems to have just vanished or I'm the only one who seemed to have read it. I remember that Sam was about 17 or 18 and was really stressed and exhausted. Like run ragged from too much studying with the hunts etc. and was coming down with something. I remember a scene where Sam was relentlessly studying and didn't even stop when Dean walked in. I remember Dean removing him from the studying and making him get some rest. Does this sound familiar?

1.Also a general request of stories where Sam is either run down or exhausted for whatever reason be it school/hutning/angst or something and Dean has to get him to slow it down and rest.

2. Also as much as I love my J2 can you guys rec me some good gen fics where in Jared is sick or hurt with comforting BFF Jensen? (Ok ok if it's RPS I'll take it too just wanted to read some gen fics.)

Found! Link in comments.
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22 January 2011 @ 02:42 pm
It seems like I started to read a fic once where Sam had fibromyalgia (I know it occurs more commonly in women but it can also affect men) but now I have no idea where I found it.  So I was wondering if anyone knew of any such fics.  Any and all recs, including self-recs, are welcome. :-)
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08 January 2011 @ 11:36 am
OK, so someone else just made a request that gave me the idea to do the same- ask for recs to read while I'm out of town. :-) So...

Are there any fics where Sam/Jared suffers from some sort of chronic pain, whether it's due to an illness, old injury, or whatever?

Any fics where Sam is tortured, maybe while held prisoner or something? But I'd prefer it NOT to be a Sam-being-tortured-while-in-hell fic. 
I'll put this last one under the cut for possible spoilers for 6x9... )

I would prefer gen for these if possible.  Self-recs are welcome. :-)
Thank You! :-)
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12 December 2010 @ 04:13 pm
So I feel vaguely dirty doing this. <<
I was wondering if anyone knew any good J2 or Wincest fics in which one of the boys was a slave or held against his will, and the other did some awesome badassery to free him. Then there is lots of hurt/comfort and "I'm here for you, dawg." and love goin' on. With loads of angst, schmoop, and a happy ending.

Anything blind/deaf/dumb fics are good with me. Basically anything with one boy having a savior complex, and the other needing saving.

If this should have one of those cut-away thingies for warnings and such, please tell me, and show me how to do it. 'Cause I have no idea.

Thanks much.
01 December 2010 @ 06:31 pm
Ok so I've been reading for a while now and I've developed a taste for a certain type of story.

ANYTHING and I mean anything where the boys, whether so named boys be Sam/Dean or Jared/Jensen, have something wrong with them.

I don't care exactly whats wrong wtih them (blind, deaf, mute, mental illness, hurt, sick, etc). What I do care about is that these stories be happy endings, slash gen or wincest, slightly long to epically long, and well written.

I've read a lot of this type of story already but I will appreciate anything you have.

Bonus cookies to people who give me lists of the above mentioned stories.

Thank you in advance. :D 
25 January 2010 @ 11:58 pm
Okay so I read this fic (To Sleep Perchance to Dream by [livejournal.com profile] esophe). Since then they've deleted their account, so I can't find this fic anywhere. I recced it in my lj so I have a couple lines from it, to kinda jog someones memory,

"Sometimes, when Dean slept, his fingers clawed into the mattress, fingernails scratching over the sheets and his lips moving wordlessly, his mouth sometimes stretched so wide and for so long that it looked like he was screaming."

Other things I can remember about it is that it deals heavily with Dean's sleeping issues post-Hell, I know Sam was a part of it, but I can't remember if Castiel was too.

Also if anyone knows any good non-Wincest [but slash (especially dean/cas), het, and gen are fantastic) Dean with sleeping problems fics then throw them my way.

Thanks a bunch!

12 September 2009 @ 02:16 am
1)Im looking for a story i read awhile back about how Supernatural ended and Jared went on a tour of the world to get away and everywhere he went he started leaving his things behind...when he gets back Jensen picks him up at the airport (Chad was spoce to)and he stays with Jensen...at one point Jay bakes M&M cookies and cleans the garage and avoids taking calls from Sandy...Jared and Jensen end up together.Does anyone remember this story???

2)Ive been searching for this one for awhile and have even posted here but still havent found it...It starts with Sam in bed and he cant sleep becouse of nightmares and headachs...then the heater quits and hes freezing and shivering...Dean climbs in bed with him and cuddles....Dean starts doing that every night and starts feeling Sam up,Sam knows dean is hitting on him,then handjobs...Sam keeps thinking he should stop it but he wants to see where it goes and how far Dean will take it and he sleeps better....their in a dinner at one point and Dean gets possessive when a girl hits on Sam...At the end Dean finely goes all the way and says something like waiting is like fine wine....Please,please does enyone know this story...its my feel good fic and i lost it when my computer crashed earlyer this year,found my others but not this one and I got it from here to begin with.

Thanks for all help!!!
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15 August 2009 @ 08:56 pm
I wasn't reading much lately, because I was finishing my own story, and now I don't really know what are the latest happenings in the fandom story-wise. I'm of the strange breed that likes WIPs, and I mean honest, true to God WIPs that are not "finished stories updated twice a week", because I can't usually read fast enough to keep up with them. Give me your (or somebody else's, but I mean literally too, self-recs are awesome) best Work in Progress stories, that I can track and get excited when they will be updated in a month. Or less.

I'm looking for stories that are J2, not longer than three chapters now (oh, they may be a little longer, if they meet the following demands), are angsty, depressing, preferably deal with illness or disability and with both of the boys equally hurt (although in a different way, y'know), or with emphasis on Jensen hurt. It may be Actors, or AU.

Wow, I tagged it like whoa! But yeah, any and all of those tags would be awesome.

01 December 2008 @ 07:49 am
I've had great results here in the past, so once again I come begging help.

Two specifics

1) Sam is in his early teens, and he bumps into a man coming out of a bookstore. Somehow this transfers the curse/attention of a dream-witch to him. The witch enters Sam's dreams and abuses him, going as far as to have him dreaming of being raped by Dean. John goes after the witch and leaves Dean to keep Sam awake.

2) John has another son, who's super angry about being ignored and abandoned by his father. He hunts down John to kill him, and on the way discovers that he has older half-brothers that John raised. He confronts all three with a gun  but realizes he was the lucky one when he learns the truth about what's out there in the dark..

One longshot

3) While watching Ruby's interaction with Sam I had this weird idea, and I'm kind of wondering if anyone had written a fic anything like it. What if Ruby is really Jess? It makes a weird kind of sense. Maybe the Boy-King's faction of demons needed a demon to train, motivate and get close to Sam? Who better than Jess? Who would know better which of his buttons to push, and when to do it. Maybe she didn't get the full Hell treatment, and that's why she remembers being human.

I'll take anything along those lines, it doesn't have to be Jess, could be anyone from Sam's past. Wincest, gen, or even het, self-pimps, anything goes.

Thank you.
17 November 2008 @ 02:53 pm
Just looking for 2 types of stories:

(1) Any fics where Sam drugs Dean for any reason
I know about His Exceptions to the Rule by pdragon(morphine) and love it

(2) Any fics that deal with Dean not sleeping at all or very little for a long period of time and Sam notices.
Edit: I have also found Onari's 'Insomnia' and 'Remember This'

Only gen fics please, any season is cool.

Edit: A few non-gen fics were rec'd. Please pay attention to the warnings/pairings if this offends you.
16 November 2008 @ 08:03 pm


1) Some sort of fic inspired by the movie Momento with Jensen or Dean as the one with memory problem. Like in the movie he doesn't have short term memory and has to take snapshot to remember people and like Sam or Jared is the only one that Jensen/Dean remember.

2) Any fic where Jensen or Dean had sleeping habit trouble like insomnia.

3) A fic where Jensen/Dean and Jared/Sam where together but Jared/Sam does something that hurt Jen/Dean so much that he leaves and several years later, Jared/Sam that had looked for him all this time find him but Jen/Dean had made a new life with family and all (like Jen/JDM or any other OMC or Dean was leaving with his new family and John was helping to hide him).

4) Any fic where Jen/Dean is really small. Like even more smaller than he really is and the author just change his height in a AU. And the author insists on how tiny he is like next to John, Sam, Jared, etc...
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10 November 2008 @ 02:18 am
Hi all,
Remember back in the first season when Sam pretty much just couldn't get to sleep? Are there any fics out there where he starts feeling the effects of sleep dep, and maybe passes out? Both slashfic and gen are appreciated.