25 March 2017 @ 10:04 pm
I've been looking for this fic since forever and it's driving me crazy!
Thing is i don't remember it very clearly but i'm pretty sure they are both kids leaving in the street and they get taken by a cop and his wife who has a baby girl. And at they end of the fic jared goes to his uncle but he gets beaten so he calls jensen. I think jdm is a also a cop in the fic and he comes to watch movies with them.
Please help me it's driving me insane!
24 February 2017 @ 08:40 pm
Hi, guys!
I am looking for a specific wincest fic, where Sam forces (kind of) Dean to have sex with him, then they have a fight and and Sam goes to Stanford without telling him. After that Dean stays at Bobby's and stop eating and talking at some point. Then he has some relationship with a hunter that visits Bobby and then I don't actually remember how, but he gets a little better. John comes to take Dean on the hunt. And they continue hinting.

Thanks in advance!
01 November 2016 @ 07:00 pm
Hi all,

I need some help finding a fic I read a long time ago, It was a high school au in which Jared, Jensen and some of the other CW crew go to high school together I believe one of them transfers to the school I am not quite sure which one. The thing I remember the most is that one of the Js was mute and the other J befriends him. I also remember that the mute J would always be by himself I kind of remember a scene where the mute J was sitting at a picnic table by himself and the other J would make a point to go sit with the other. I know for a fact that it is not "So Few Words" by anyothergirl415, although it is very similar and along same line.

Also if you would like to rec me your Favorite j2 Highschool fics that would be cool too. However no deathfics or ABO theme fics please.

I am sorry for the lack of details of the specific fic

Thanks in advance.
23 October 2016 @ 11:22 pm

I'm looking for a specific supernatural rpf fic. I believe they were both in high school. Jensen was popular, Jared was a bit of a loner. Jensen was dared to befriend Jared and give him a makeover and get him a date for some sort of school function. Jensen's cousin was a hair stylist I think. Anyway, Jared found out, things got tense, but eventually worked itself out. If anyone has any idea of what story this is, please let me know. Thank you!

Also, I've been reading stories with mute/deaf/blind Sam/Jared and mentally ill/mentally disabled/autistic Sam/Jared and homeless Sam/Jared. I think I've read all that's been posted, but just in case, if you know of anything that is a bit harder to find, like isn't labeled for it, please let me know that too.

Thank you!

Story found! Title:My Problem is You Make Me Melt http://juice817.livejournal.com/200810.html or http://archiveofourown.org/works/6542323?view_full_work=true
I'm looking for a J2 high school fic, where Jared is a shy, mute boy and Jensen is the new kid. He's attracted to Jared immediately, and they begin a relationship. At some point, Jensen gets fed up with all the students and teachers who bully Jared, and he brings a gun to school one day and shoots them. He's arrested, and Jared goes to visit him, but his mom tells him that he can never see Jensen again. The story ends with Jared shooting the rest of the people on Jensen's list so that he can join Jensen in juvie.
23 September 2016 @ 12:31 am
Hey, I'm looking for 1 specific fic plus a general rec.

1. It's a longer story, set after they've got the bunker. The bit I remember is Sam & Dean, or just Dean, go back in time & manage to save Samuel & Deanna Campbell from Azazel. They go back to their own time & find some things have changed & they get the updated memories along side the old ones. Deanna is still alive & they go & visit. I think this scene if further along in the story.

2. Any good sized mute!Dean stories. I've search the tag over at AO3, but there are more fics than just at AO3 :)


mods: I'd add more tags but there is none for just mute!dean or for Deanna C; not that I could find anyway.
Current Mood: chipper
02 August 2016 @ 08:33 pm
Dean is/was mute due to abuse maybe(?). He then meets Castiel and I believe they begin dating and he says his first words (again) to Cas. Cas possibly encourages Dean to speak at his own pace. Sam and Jess do not know that Dean has began speaking.
Sam does not know that Dean has began speaking.
Dean spills coffee on himself and then says the first words Sam ever hears from him.
Fuck. Sam is grows angry and starts yelling at Dean because it is the first word he says. Dean begins to have a flashback and then speaks multiple words seeing John instead of Sam. Cas grows angry. Sam feels guilty and explains himself.
I don't remember much more though. :/ Just that specific passage.
31 July 2016 @ 10:25 pm
Hey all,

I'm looking for any fics where Dean or Jensen suffers from some sort of speech problem, be it a stutter, mute or whatever!

No wincest please.

23 February 2016 @ 11:19 pm
1. I've looked through the tags before, but I was wondering if anyone had reccomendations for fics where Sam, or even Sam and Dean, have always had visions, not just the ones sent by the demon. I've read jennytork's Two of Us, where Dean and Sam both started getting visions at puberty, and really enjoyed it. I was wondering if there are any other fics with a similar theme. I'd prefer gen, but if the story is well written and the pairing isn't the main focus, I'll read most pairings.

2. This may seem weird, but are there any fics where one or both of the boys get turned into something or grow wings or something and end up grooming each other and it doesn't end up being sexual? Even something simple like giving each other a massage after a particularly stressful case. Basically, a gen fic where the boys take care of each other in some physical way.

3. Finally, are there any fics where something happens and one of the boys is permantely mute? Preferably something long term, that happened when they were kids or teenagers? I read a fic a while ago about some monster stealing Sam's sight, and it said that usually it would take the voice first, but Sam wasn't very loud. I kind of wondered what would have happened if it had actually gone for his voice first.

Again, I'd prefer either no pairings or background pairings only, but I'll read most pairings if the story is well written. Lots of tags, but I'm trying to cast my net wide. Thanks in advance.
Just wondering does anyone know a fic where after 5.16 Dean throws the amulet away, Sam picks it up and washes it clearly then swallows it. Dean then noticed that Sam has’t spoken for a few days, until he found that the amulet has cut Sam’s throat and he could never speak ever again.

I really want to know where I could get this fic… seems that it’s been deleted.
Current Mood: confused
Hi! I'm looking for a fic I read a while back. In the fic Sam and Dean were cursed to be mute. The entire fic was set up as written conversations betweeen the boys so it looks like it's on paper with their differnt handwritingsl. There's eventually implied bottom sam.
That's really all I can remember
First of all the one I'm looking for is NOT Matching Weights.

In the story the boys have finished a hunt and they get hurt. Sam of course doesn't tell Dean and it gets worse after they go to another hunt. I think Sam was hurt on the abdomen area. Sam then asks Dean for some cash and Dean only gives him a twenty saying that's all he could spare. Sam then walks to a free clinic and meets a doctor who thinks Sam's being abused. He then recommends he goes to the hospital. He takes the taxi because he's tired. At the hospital, the doctor tells Sam to rest and gives him prescription pills to help with the pain. When Sam goes to buy them he finds out he doesn't have enough money so buys the strongest over the counter medicine instead. He gets home and Dean thinks Sam's being mopey or lazy and gets mad that Sam hasn't helped with the current hunt. Then he finds out Sam's hurt and does what he can to help him. There's a scene where Dean calls the doctor in the hospital and finds out that Sam needs a few weeks rest. Then Dean goes to buy the medication feeling bad for not giving Sam the money he asked earlier and that the medicine was a little over twenty dollars. Dean makes Sam rest until he gets better.

I keep reading this story and forgetting the title so if someone would be so kind to tell me the title I'd greatly appreciate it.

Also any stories where Sam is suicidal, has a mental disorder, eating disorder, low self esteem or selective mutism that'd be nice. I don't care if it's slash or not if there's rape or any other stuff in it. One thing though is if it is slash I prefer bottom!Sam but it isn't necessary.

Thank you in advance.
I actually found this is recommended on here a while ago & forgot to bookmark it but I'm looking to read it again & can't seem to find the post it was on.

In the fic Dean & Sam grew up apart, Mary survived the fire and took Sam to live with her dad but Dean thought they were dead... Dean gets news (a letter I think) saying that his grandfather died and he's inherited the house/estate. He goes to see it and Bobby is the house/grounds keeper who tells him that he has a brother. Sam is traumatised from being kidnapped by the Yellow Eyed Demon years ago and shut himself away in his head not communicating with anyone. As the story goes on we discover that Sam stopped communicating with people to protect them from himself and/or the demon... Dean gradually brings Sam out of his shell as the fic progresses...

If anyone can recommend this or something similar to it that would be awesome! Thanks in advance :)

p.s. I've tagged powers!sam but I'm not sure if he actually has powers in this fic so feel free to remove it mods if it's not correct
(mods, I hope this is ok. I know a bunch of folks have asked/searched for this story)

[livejournal.com profile] saraid has reposted her amazing story "Into my Head," which a lot of folks have searched for.

Summary: "Child Services caseworker Sam St. John moved from San Antonio, Tx, to Galveston, searching for a more gay-friendly environment. He never expected to meet Dean Winchester and his family, who run a horse ranch and riding stable on the island. They welcome him with open arms and Sam can't help falling for the silent green-eyed man.
Notes: Dean and Sam's biological relationship is undetermined and will remain so."

26 March 2015 @ 08:36 pm
I am searching for a specific fic. I remember really specific details. Sam finds out that Dean is in an asylum. I think John dumped him because Dean was pregnant. Sam goes and gets Dean out. Dean is mute except he will talk to Sam. Dean ends up getting a job at a grocery place. Sam is in college and has several room mates. Sam falls for the guy who runs the bar he works at(nick? lucifer? I think everyone who worked there went by demon names). Sam gets pregnant and moves in with the guy. Dean falls for their neighbor (Castiel) and later he gets pregnant too. If this sounds familiar please help. I can't find it anywhere.
13 March 2015 @ 02:17 pm
I am searching for a fic where Sam is trying to bring Dean back to life with a ritual. The ritual requires Sam to give up all types of communication for 3 (?) years. As a result he is viewed as strange/crazy/loner type of person.

the first year he gets Deans body back, second year Dean's body becomes animated but doesn't have "him" in it, and third year Dean resides in his body but doesn't know why Sam won't talk to him.

anyone know what story this is?

Thank you!
15 February 2015 @ 06:27 pm
I am looking for help finding a specific fanfiction that I read years ago and used to have bookmarked but have since lost. I cannot for the life of me remember the name or the author but I can remember general plot points and that it was quite long (10 chapters I think - or around that).

Okay from what I remember here are some key points of the story - one is s major spoiler for the story but, you know, it kinda helps with finding it:

  • It takes place when Sam is at Stanford and he gets a call from the cops that the Impala has been found and Dean is in hospital. I think Dean was found on the side of the road and was unpresonsive and remains that way

  • Sam goes to the hospital and Dean is pretty much catatonic - John is no where to be found and because Dean isn’t talking Sam has no way of finding out what happened.

  • I think Bobby is in the story - I think Sam contact's him to help with Dean when he realises that there is a case here.

  • They go to a house and Dean like flashes back and they find out Dean killed John and that’s why he is catatonic - he was possessed by a ghost?

  • If it helps the story would technically be AU since the story takes place before the Pilot episode when Sam is at Stanford.

FOUND: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/3187651/1/Rescue-Me
23 December 2014 @ 09:54 pm
So I've been following this community for a long time but only just decided to open up a livejournal so I could try it out for myself ^^

Its pretty much what the title says. I've been through most of the requests on the mute!boys tags and while I seen a lot of fic recs with mute!sam, gen and J2 fics, I hardly ever see any slash fics for mute!dean. Which is what I'm looking for today. I would like some Wincest fics but with mute!dean as opposed to sam (also preferably with bottom!dean (no non-con!) but bottom!sam is fine too). Surely there's got to be at least a couple of those in the fandom right?

Uh...that's pretty much it. I thank you in advance if you manage to find anything for me ^^
First: I am sorry if my english isn't the best, I live in Germany so my english is far away from perfect :D

1) It was a specific wincest fic and it was AU. I remember that Sam was a paramedic and Dean hunted but I think he was alone because the boys were raised apart. Sam had a good childhood though. So, I think Dean kinda theatened Sam to come with him but I am not really sure about that. They were at some kind of summer cottage and it was from Sam's ex. Sam and Dean had a lot of sex but they both didn't know that they're brothers. Later though, they discovered it. I think it was at Bobby's and he told them. After that Dean didn't want to continue with their relationship and Sam ran away. I forgot the ending so I have no idea what happened after that and I am dying to read it!

2) This fic is wincest too and an AU too but Dean and Sam were unrelated. Sam lived with John (not sure about that) and they hunted but John beat him. Dean was his teacher and I think somehow they were at the same time on a werewolf-hunt. The werewolf escaped so Dean gave Sam his number and told him he wanted to help. They fell in love and at the beginning Dean tried to ignore his feelings for Sam because he was his student but I'm pretty sure that they were together in the end. I remember that I read it at fanfiction.net.

3) Does somebody know good mute, deaf or blind!Sam fics? Long fics and any pairings are welcome (gen too) but it has to be sam!centric.

4) Are there any storys where Dean comes to Stanford and realizes that Sam's still hunting/helps people somehow or where he thought Sam's college life was oh so perfect but in reality Sam really had to work hard so he could pay for everything? Wincest and gen are okay.

I hope somebody can help me! (WIPs - as long as they're not abadoned - and self-recs are totally okay!)
Current Mood: frustrated
Once again I must ask for ya'll's help. I have too many stories stashed and cannot find one that I'm pretty sure I saved. In it Jensen (Dean?) is an underage hooker and also protects a very young, mute Jared (Sam?) although I don't remember that they were actually brothers. They are homeless at first, but are eventually adopted by a woman and her husband (the woman was a character on the show, I think, but can't remember who). JD Morgan is also a character - maybe a cop? Could also have been the potential for a Jared/Jensen relationship, but I think it was only suggested - Jared was very young, maybe only 10 or 11. Anyway, if ya'll can provide the title, it will be much appreciated!\

FOUND: Link in comments to WE WERE HERE
29 August 2014 @ 11:20 pm
Hey everyone,

I am looking for:

1.) AU stories in which the Js are doctors: While I have read a couple of stories in which one or both were doctors their profession was only a small part of the stories. I would love to read stories which have their medical professions (their life at the hospital, relationships with staff and patients etc.) as the focus points (J2 versions of Grey's Anatomy would be great as well)

2.) SPN death fics in which Sam dies (I've already read a bunch of fics in which Dean dies, so no need to rec those). I'm in the mood for really sad, heartbreaking stories! Bonus points if it's wincest, but I take Gen as well.

3.) Are there any good fics in which one or both of the Js is mute and/or deaf and the focus is on sign language?

Thanks you guys!
I am looking for a specific fic that I saw a few years ago that involved non-con, due to the dark content of the story I'm putting the request after the cut.

Read more... )

I am looking for hurt/comfort fics with Dean and Castiel, or J2 where one of them suffered any form of abuse or was hurt in some way and the other one takes care of them and deals with the after math, or one was abused in the past and the other helps get them past it. Can be gen or slash, any length or rating.

The stories I have found so far for this are Jensen Ackles Doesn't Exist by Xenodike, Coming Down on a Sunny Day by Maychorian, and Last Resort by Choosetolive and DreamsofSpike,
13 July 2014 @ 11:51 pm
Is there any fic where Dean has always been mute after what happened to his mother dying in the fire when he was four? Like, we know he stopped talking, but is there any fic where he never talked again as he grew and became an adult?

Gen or slash (Sam/Dean, Cas/Dean, any/Dean) are both ok
07 July 2014 @ 02:50 pm
When I got my new laptop my bf took his back and then deleted firefox along with every single bookmark I had there.  So I'm looking for some of the Wincest fics I really liked where I can't remember the title.  Two are non-con/rape the last is Sam getting Dean back from hell.  I'm not sure how much information would be needed so forgive me if I run on a bit.

1.  As a young teenager, Sam is looking for Dean and John in the town he's in because they left on a job and haven't returned.  He finds them in a house where a demon is keeping them, the demon is weird, like the father of all of the succubi and incubus, I say father but the demon supposedly looks androgynous, it makes a deal with Sam where if Sam stays with it for a certain numbers of months participating in a lot of sexual depravity, the demon will let Dean and John go and then it will let Sam go when it's done with him, neither Dean nor John will even notice his absence.  When Sam's time is up, the demon bestows some "gifts" on him, something about how this certain curse on him will end when he finds some one that knows what happened to him but loves him anyway????  The last part though is binding his mouth so he'll never be able to actually TELL anyone what happened.  After Sam is back with his family, whenever anyone wants to have any kind of sex with him he's compelled to comply.  He also seeks it out because that's part of the curse (what the demon called a gift).  I remember the whole story but I won't go on.

2.  Sam is taken and raped by . . . I think it's like some sort of offspring of Cupid, like THE Cupid/Aros.  Anyway, it takes him and rapes him and Dean finds it and kills it.  That's actually a separate story that's connected to the story that I'm looking for, the one I'm looking for is the aftermath in which Sam now basically suffers from a fuck or die curse that the "thing" gave him and Dean tries hiring prostitutes for him and everything but eventually, they have to start having sex.  The sexualization of there relationship is actually quite smooth, like no fuss involved.  Until they finally find the old lair of the thing and find a way to break the curse.  The only way to do that though is to go back to the beginning and make it so Sam was never kidnapped to begin with, which would also end the sexual relationship with his brother.  Sam finds out that this thing had hundreds of victims, all dying and I think being trapped it hell afterward or something to that effect, so that and the fact that both Sam and Dean LIKe their new relationship they decide not to break the curse.

3.  Sam trades his voice for five years to get Dean back from hell.  I'm surprised I can't remember the title.  Basically Sam has to not talk, nor communicate in written word for five years to get Dean back, if he does either, Dean will be sent back to hell permanently.  He only gets a little it back at a time, year one he gets Dean's body, year two his heart starts to beat and he starts breathing, year three he wakes up but he's just sort of vacant, he doesn't speak and Sam has to lead him everywhere, feed him and make sure he uses the bathroom, then year five, Dean is all there but Sam has a whole 'nother year in which he can't speak but when Dean isn't around he gets anxious and needs to be with him and eventually sex happens.  Anyway, there's art work in the fic.

Y'know while I'm thinking about it, I THINK there's another fic, not wincest but about non-con.  I have one I've saved that is about Sam hating his birthday and telling Dean that it's because on his sixteenth he was raped by a friend of John's.   Now, I don't know for sure but I THINK there was a follow up fic where John find the guy and kills him . . . I think, not sure.  Thought I'd throw that in there while I was at it.

Sorry about the rambling and thanks so much in advance!

Hello everyone!

I need some help, please!! I'm looking for a specific story. It's probably saved on my computer but I can't find it without the title or the author's name. That's what I remember:

- Sam worked for cps or was a social worker

- Dean and his three (?) kids were his new case

- Dean was a selective mute

- he lived and worked on a horse ranch

- his wife Anna died some time ago

- as a child Dean lived on the streets with John, but John died or was killed

- Sam calls Dean a "savage child"

- I think Dean didn't like to be inside or wear shirts

- Sam was adopted as a baby by a very nice family

- at some point Sam and Dean went swimming in the ocean, then there was a big campfire an they danced around it

- another case of Sam was a pregnant girl who tried to commit suicide (or died?)

I don't remember if the boys were related in this story or not. The story was pretty long... Any ideas?

Thanks for your help in advance!

Found! Link in comments

I'm looking for a story I read a long time ago that centers on Sam saving Dean from hell á la Orpheus and having to remain mute for an extended period of time (a year maybe). Dean doesn't realize why Sam won't talk and gets angry with him. I seem to remember it being much longer than the other Orpheus!Sam fics I found looking for this one.

From what I remember, it starts after Sam saves Dean and there isn't any "onscreen" time in hell.
21 April 2014 @ 07:43 pm
I am new to this fandom and I hope I've not done something wrong.I'm looking for an article. It's has something to do with the amulet. The plot is setted after 516. After dean threw amulet into rubbish can, Sam has picked it up, and washed it clearly, then Sam swallowed it. Afterwards Sam pretended like nothing has ever happened and hunted with dean as usual. Dean found Sam hasn't spoken for a few days,until then he knew that amulet hurt Sam’s throat,and he can't speak ever since.
I do want to read this article, if you have some information, please tell me as soon as possible.
What I can remember is dean and Sam are rescued from demons by Bobby, Jo, and Ellen. Sam is catatonic and dean is mute and doesn't recognize bobby, Ellen, or Jo. I remember Ellen and bobby trying to give dean a bath while Jo watches over Sam.

I can't find this fic again and it's driving me nuts! Any help is appreciated!
19 October 2013 @ 07:42 pm
Hello there! Recently introduced to and recently addicted to SPN. Of course I had to begin reading SPN fancition.

I found this fiction a few days ago, but lost its url. I'm hoping that you guys can help me:

Because they are always moving from place to place, Sam becomes stressed and stops talking completely. Dean notices the change only after a few weeks of communicating with him through head nods, shrugs, etc. Dean eventually confronts his father about Sam, but John tells him that it's just a phase; many more weeks pass by before he listens to Dean's advice. They finally settle down in one place for several months - the longest they've ever stayed anywhere - and Sam begins speaking again. Something happens and John has to leave them for a while... I've forgotten the exact details past this point, but somehow Sam acquires a cat and John tells him that he can't keep it.


Thank you so much, wolfish_willow. :)
26 July 2013 @ 04:50 am
Hey guys

I've been searching for this story since forever and this is my last resort

I remember the fic started with Jensen finding Jared in a box or tressure chest or something
J2 fall in love and the king (or prince, don't remember ) who is actually Jensen's brother but they don't know that kidnapps Jared
and falls in love with him
Jensen tries to save Jared from the king ( who is actually good ) but Jared refuses to go with him
JDM is evil and plans to kill the king
Mute Jared talks in the end to uncover JDM's evil plan
Finally Jared is in a three way relationship with Jensen and the king ( the brothers )

I feel like I complicated the story ^-^

But thanks in advance
09 July 2013 @ 01:19 pm
I am looking for a fic in which Sam confesses his feelings, and Dean does not return them, resulting in Sam running away to Stanford and no longer speaking at all. The boys communicate through emails. Sam ends each one with "I still love you." Kinda vague, I know. Can somebody help me?
01 July 2013 @ 05:25 pm
hey y'all.

I'm looking for a couple of fics.

1) It is short and cute. Is from baby Sammy's POV. he's upset Dean is giving John all his (Dean's) attention. So Sammy teaches himself to walk.--FOUND

2) not a particularly lengthy fic. It was and outsiders POV. Sam and dean come into a diner and order dinner. I think Sam wanted dessert but there was only enough money to have one dessert and the waitress gave them both pie for free. The whole fic was from the waitresses POV and was about her thoughts on Sam and Dean's situation/interaction. --FOUND

and I'm wanting recommendations of fics where Dean doesn't talk just after Mary was killed (I've read a couple where he does that) and how john deals with it and Dean's interactions with baby Sammy. Please no bad father John or severe AU's.

Thanks in advance to any and all who help.

Current Mood: sore
Hi y'all!
I'm looking for this fic (of which I stupidly forgot the name) where Jared is mute (he can talk but chose not to), but then Jensen moves in next to him and goes to the same high school and they form a relationship. After some time Jared starts talking again but just to Jensen and later he tells Jensen why he decided not to talk anymore and it's because when he was in summer holidays with his family he slept with this guy but then found out that he was married.
And yeah that's all I remember !
Thanks so much if any of you know it!
12 April 2013 @ 12:50 pm
Hey guys, I was hoping you could help my find a few different kinds of fics. I'm sure there must be more out there that I haven't found yet so I'm hoping you can help me turn up something new. Here is what I'm looking for:

  1. Wincest, where the boys acknowledge the fact that they are brothers, particularly during sex. Like them calling each other little brother and big brother during sex and using the fact that they are in an illicit relationship like a kink.

  2. J2, where the boys are some how in an illicit relationship such as teacher/student, employer/employee, a large age gap where one is under age, where they are both underage, anything like that and where attention is drawn to the fact that their relationship is taboo.

  3. Either wincest or J2 where one of the characters, it doesn't matter who, has either Asperger's or Autism.

  4. Either wincest or J2 where one of the characters, it doesn't matter who, is either blind, deaf, or mute.

  5. Either wincest or J2 where one of the characters, it doesn't matter who, is a recluse, or agoraphobic, anything where they wont leave the house.

  6. Either wincest or J2 where one or both of the characters are super adorably geeky.

  7. Either wincest or J2 that is so sweet and full of schmoop it's almost unbearable. One of those frilly, makes your teeth hurt, borderline crack it's so over the top schmoop.

Thank you!
15 March 2013 @ 06:42 pm

I'm looking for four stories

1. Jensen and Jared are in high school and Jared stutters very badly. They go to different schools and end up being paired up as partners on an online project. They become very close and when Jensen starts acting to meet Jared. Jared freaks and stops talking to him online. At some point Jensen just goes to Jared's school and they meet. ~ FOUND

2. The two are getting ready to go to college and Jensen changes his relationship status on FB from in a relationship to single. I think Jared and Jensen break up in a coffee shop because I remember Jared throwing ice coffee at Jensen. Then when Jared gets to school he finds out Jensen is his roommate. The whole roommate confusion was a setup by Jensen and Chad to get Jared to start talking to Jensen again. ~ FOUND

3. Dean is in love with Sam while Sam is at Stanford. The whole story was a series of letters and postcards. Dean considers killing himself because he thinks he's so messed up in the head for being in love with his brother. The only thing I remember for sure was a picture of a letter with blood dripped on it saying ... "You can say this to your brother?!" ~ FOUND

4. Sam stops talking at the age of 5. He can talk but decides not too, he and Dean and very close. John ends up trying to send Sam to a boarding school to give the boys some distance and Dean freaks out. He and Sam run away together and end up lovers. In the squeal Dean becomes blind on a hunt and John, he and Sam all make up. This story was from a long time ago so I don't remember much. >.< ~ FOUND

Thanks so much!
Current Mood: hungry
03 March 2013 @ 09:47 pm
Hi guys! There's this story, reletavely new (I want to say it was posted last November? Something like that) where Wee!Sam get's catupulted into the 2014 future, and it's awesome. And I can't find it anywhere. At all. :(

So, what I remember is the younger Winchester family track down the trickster, and he renders Sam mute and sends him to 2014 in an attempt to stop the apocalypse, but everything's still messed up. Sam hides out in a croat infested ghost town being paranoid and awesome until a ragtag crew of survivors finds him and hauls him back to their survivor camp, where Dean goes crazy on this thing wearing his dead brothers face. Once they figure out he's the real deal, Sam's trying to fit in to the camp, and the lady in charge of the drinking resivuoir is a water Nazi, and Cas has Samsitting duty but Sam is smothered and keeps escaping, and the crew that brought Sam in and Dean don't like each other very much, and Sam talks (not literally) his way into going on a scavenging mission, and everyone's sceptical until he shoots a croat in the face, and then things go downhill and SPOILERS!! Sam get's bit by a croat and Dean won't leave him, and Cas win't leave Dean. Ring any bells?

It's multi-chapter, complete,  is on LJ, and has art.

Please please please let someone know what I'm talking about.

Thanks in advance!!
03 March 2013 @ 10:13 am
I'm looking for a story I read a while ago. I think it was sort of a retelling pre-series where Dean was occasionally mute. I think he used "the silence" to protect himself. And when he was in hell Alastair couldn't get him to break before Castiel rescued him.

Also if anyone know any other stories where Dean got out of Hell unbroken, please send me the link. Or any story where Dean get's himself out of hell, without becoming a demon.
25 February 2013 @ 10:07 pm

I’ve been looking for 2 stories for a while now but I can’t seem to find them at all, I would really appriate it if someone could help me find them! I remember that I’ve read both of these stories on FF.Net but I just can’t remember the author or the title of the stories I’m looking for. one of them is a Deaf!Sam fic and the other is abused!Sam fic.

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I would be really, really gratefull if someone is able to help me find these 2 fics!

Thanks in advance!:D

EDIT: Both found!:D
20 February 2013 @ 04:17 pm
Looking for two types of fic here.

1) Mute!Dean - Dean with selective mutism or just choosing not to speak because all he does anyway is follow Dad's orders or listen to Dad and Sam argue. Not really looking for a Dean who's mute because of a physical condition.

2) Slightly masochistic Dean who just takes Sam's/Dad's verbal/physical abuse when they're drunk or upset, because he feels like that's his role. I remember reading one specific fic like this, but I lost it. Any other similar fics would be much welcome!
19 January 2013 @ 11:47 pm
Hi, Me again : )
I'm on a Dean/Cas kick, so... I'm looking for any Dean/Cas AUs where either Dean or Cas is mute and/or deaf for some reason, and they communicate just fine anyway.
Also, any fics that involved Dean and Cas dancing together, preferably in front of a crowd with lots of wows and OMGs they're so cute/hot/amazing/adorable involved.
Thanks : )
Also, any Dean/Cas fics where Dean is homeless, and Cas helps him, would be great : )
15 January 2013 @ 01:44 pm
1. Dean/Castiel. It was an AU where Cas is a mute drifter taken in by Bobby and Ellen. He hasn't spoken since his twin brother, Jimmy, died. There is a scene in the fic where Cas sits on the roof outside his window at Bobby & Ellen's. I think Dean climbs out there and sits with him. There's another scene where Dean finds a newspaper clipping in Cas' stuff about the death of his brother. - Dream As If You'll Live Forever by [livejournal.com profile] commodoresexual.

2. Sam/Dean. All I can remember about it is that Sam and Dean pick up an OC in a bar and take him back to their motel room so that the OC can watch them have sex. Sam tops and at the end, Dean tells the OC that Sam is his younger brother. - Libido by [livejournal.com profile] poisontaster


ETA: Added more details to #1.
It's about Dean going to live with Sam in a small apartment, Dean doesn't talk at first, Sam works and cooks in the small kitchen that they have, giving a commentary as he does.  I know he takes Dean to an Italian restaurant and tells the owners that Dean is a war veteran to explain why he doesn't say anything and at the very end, he shows Dean the impala that has been stored for safe keeping in a garage, and they drive off into the sunset.

Thanks :)

Found - Link in comments
07 January 2013 @ 09:49 am
Hi, me again :) If anyone can help me out with any of the following, that would be very much appreciated as always.

1) I've recently discovered a love for non-AU orientation discovery fics, (I guess you could call them that), but the majority I've read were set in Jensen's point of view, with the exception of The Play-Nice Proviso (a beautiful read, by the way) which featured some points of view from Jared as well. Well, I'm looking for non-AU discoveries where it's mainly focused on Jared as the person who figures out he's falling for his co-star and tracks his feelings and doubts about it. If anyone has happened to come across this kind of fic, please send it my way :)

2) My friend sent me this edited picture of Jensen and it got me set off on a search for any fics where Jensen is in drag. I've come across a transgendered Jared fic so I figured drag!Jensen should exist as well.

3) any fics where either Jared or Jensen a) is dyslexic and the other J helps him out with reading and stuff b) has autism c) is deaf or mute

4) in need of some schmooptastic pre-slash wincest or spn gen that focuses mainly or solely on Sam and Dean's codependency. Can be 3rd person or outsider pov.

Completed fics with working pdf links are preferred but anything will do. Thanks so much in advance! <3
26 December 2012 @ 09:37 am
Hi guys I've gotten really into deaf/mute Jared fics but I can't seem to find many. So I'm hoping you guys could help me by recing all your best deaf/mute Jared fics, bonus points if Jensen learns sign language just for Jared. I've already checked the j2 recs page.
19 December 2012 @ 09:41 pm
like the subject line says, I'm looking for fics where Jensen stutters or has a speech impediment and he feels really insecure about it and maybe stops talking. Jared is all awesome and wooing Jensen and they have a HEA.

Jared/Jensen only and if there is sex bottom!jensen only.

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19 December 2012 @ 04:14 am
So a while back I read a fic where Jared worked for some corporation that basically took down nutters and one day he comes accross Jensen in some nutjobs lab and Jensen is part Cat (ears and tale ect) and Jensen goes to live with him. Some other things I remember are Jensen hates wearing clothes, Jared (possibly?) assumed Jensen was intended for adult things by the crazy dude who made him but was in fact wrong, Jensen (for a time?) couldn't speak at all. 

Uhm, if anybody knows this fic, I will love you forever. 

PS any other Cat!trait fics for any SPN/SPN RPF is great. 
09 December 2012 @ 11:02 pm
I'm doing GCSE mocks at  the moment  (the horror of year 11) and I'm looking for something that can soothe the pain of trigonometry. As such, I have few requests, if you please!

1. I want some Deaf!Dean. I'm not sure why but I have a real soft spot!  I want Dean learning or teaching sign language. 

2. In connection, I want some Mute!Dean. I would prefer it if he never started talking after Mary's death but I'm happy for other reasons!

3. Also, I would like some Smart!Dean. I feel like there's a need for Dean being quietly but brilliantly intelligent in my life! I would like it if he got into college but didn't accept it or went to Stanford with Sam. Additionally, I would like it if Dean is actually smarter than Sam but keeps it quiet.

4. I want your favourite hurt/comfort!

5. I would also like some fics where Dean or Sam come as gay to their brother and John and the repercussions of that! (Is there a tag for this? I can't seem to find it if there is...)

I don't mind some Destiel but ideally no slash and definitely no Wincest please! However, if Wincest is all you have then throw it at me!

Thank you!
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30 October 2012 @ 09:40 pm
I was wondering if anyone knew of any gen/het fireman!Dean fics?

More general, any gen/het fics where Dean and Sam are not hunters? Or one is and the other isn't? I'm also searching for gen/het fics where Dean and Sam are raised apart (but still brothers).

Lastly, I'm looking for multi-chapter fics where Dean (or Sam) is mute, deaf, or blind. But not born that way. I've read a bunch of one shots with such a theme but I'd like something that I can really dig into.

Thank you so much for any help! :D
28 September 2012 @ 09:02 pm
Hey! Me again.

Basically, I remember reading a fic ages ago in which Jared moved in to the apartment next to Jensen's (who was living with Chris, if I remember correctly.) Jensen was super shy (possibly agoraphobic?) and I remember one specific part where Jared was talking to Jensen through the divider on their balconies and Jensen was knocking against it in response. I also seem to recall something about Jared lending Jen an old stuffed animal to 'look after'. Oh, and something about a trash chute.

I hope someone knows what I'm on about! Thanks in advance.
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