17 January 2017 @ 12:12 am

I'm looking for this fic where a fire breaks out in the home that John and the boys are living in, or maybe they were on a hunt. Dean gets trapped under like a cabinet that fell or something while trying to help his father out of the house. And he get's really badly injured (maybe paralyzed, I can't exactly remember) because John pulls him out from under the cabinet even though Dean probably shouldn't have moved, but there was a fire so he didn't have a choice. John has to accept that Dean probably won't be able to hunt anymore. The boys are teenagers at this point.


I'm looking for a specific fic where Sam is in a wheelchair. The main part I remember is that when Sam is on one of the beds in the motel, Dean pushes the wheelchair away from him across the room so that Sam has no way of reaching it to follow him.

This one has been bugging me for a while.
08 March 2016 @ 06:01 pm
Hi ! I'm looking for a fic where following an accident of car or motobike when he's still at university , Sam is totally paralysed . Dean doesn't know about it and when he's coming for Sam , Jess tell him what happened . I think that in the end , Dean bringing Sam live elsewhere and abandons hunting .
Thanks in advance!
04 October 2015 @ 09:37 am
I can't remember if this was one story or a series. The story I'm thinking of takes place preseries, while Sam is at Stanford. Dean had been paralyzed and using a wheelchair either since birth or since the fire. At some point, some supernatural creature healed him, and he's struggling to adjust. I remember a scene where he has to climb stairs and finds it incredibly difficult, and any sensation below the waist is overwhelming, since he's never had feeling there before. He goes to see Sam at school and Sam assumes at first that he's a demon/shapeshifter.

Hope this sounds familiar to someone; I'd really like to re-read it.

16 September 2015 @ 04:46 pm

Are there ants fics where Cas ends up in a wheelchair or is paralyzed that aren't AU?
22 June 2015 @ 08:45 am
Hello all!

I'm looking for a particular fic where Dean is paralyzed from waist below (because of a hunt went wrong or because of the fire that killed his mom or whatever), which made people (especially hunters and supernatural creatures) thought he's not capable to hunt (a useless kid in dangerous, crazy world) and always told him to stop hunting and get an apple pie life. But, to their unknowledge, Dean is actually a genius in thinking out-of-the-box and he created many bizzare ways that allowed him to hunt (I remember that one where he composed a song by using demon exorcism spell as its lyrics so he could silently kick the demons away when he's in a bar without making the demons suspicious and didn't make the normal people think he's crazy, that's so bizzarely genius and Gabriel worthy).

Please help me to looking for this fic!

Oh, and I also would like another fics with the same plot like above (a disable but genius dean fic).

I don't mind if the fic is Gen or slash but if there's sex scene I want bottom!Dean only.

Thank you for your help in advance!
07 June 2015 @ 03:03 pm
Hey guys, hoping y'all can help me find a certain story. Could have sworn I had it on AO3 and saved but I can't find it. It's a Jared/Jensen. Jensen has a certain type of power where people can't seem to remember him. Except Jared can. Jared can kind of read minds when he's touching them. I remember Jared uses it to help the cops when others like them start being murdered. Thanks for any help.

Hello everyone,
I remembered parts of a story I've read some time ago but I can't seem to find it in my bookmarks. Here is what I remember:

Dean was in hospital but the doctors didn't know what was wrong with him. They put him in quarantine and wore masks and special clothing when being in contact with him. Dean was pretty much out of it. He might have had flashbacks of hell (I'm not sure about that aspect), because they kept manhandling him. At one point they took a sample of his spinal fluid I think and Dean was panicking.

Sam didn't know where Dean was at first. Finally he made it to the hospital and rescued Dean by disguising himself as a doctor or nurse. He dropped some kind of smoke bomb in Dean's treatment room, so everybody fled. Sam took Dean from the hospital but Dean was very weak and had problems with his legs, because Sam moved him to early after the spinal fluid extraction.

I can't remember what was wrong with Dean in the end. Maybe some kind of supernatural illness.

Any ideas?

Thanks for your help in advance

Edit: Found! Link in comments.

13 January 2015 @ 06:45 pm


I am looking for any good Wincest fics where Sam is on a wheelchair/paralyzed due to an accident/illness or something like this.
H&C please :3

I had read this story a while ago, and i totally forgot its name. Im sure its a GEN fic and in fanfiction.net.

Sam and Dean were hunting down some witch in a jungle. And witch put some curse on dean. When Sam found him, he thought that Dean is dead. But infact, Dean was alive and couldnt move, also his eyes were opened the whole time. Sam checked his pulse and breathing, and tried to revive him. Due to the curse, Sam couldnt hear his heartbeat or something...
Later, there was a scene in which Ruby visited them in motel and she knew that Dean is cursed(because she is also a witch) but didnt corrected Sam.
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Hey! I've been looking for a specific story all day and hope you guys can help me out. Here goes.

Dean is angry at Sam, so they split up and they don't see each other for months until Dean shows up at Bobby's and finds Sam there. He re-injures Sam accidentally when they first reunite because he's angry/didn't know Sam was hurt, and Sam goes to the hospital. Throughout the fic, Dean finds out Sam got shot in the back during a robbery and injured his spine (Dean made this injury worse). Lots of h/c and guilt, and Dean reconnecting and helping Sam.

I remember they find out Sam was actually shot by a shifter (Dean watches the security tape from the robbery), and that shifter shows up again near the end of the fic in a big showdown.

I'll be forever grateful to whoever knows what fic this is! Really wanted to read it today.
Thank you.
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07 June 2014 @ 06:27 pm
This story just popped in to my head and I can't find it in my bookmarks. I know I read it a couple of years ago. Sam is shot in a bar and critically injured. He is also poisoned but I don't remember when or how that happened. The story follows his recovery and Deans commitment to do everything he can for Sam. Sam spends a long time in the hospital, Dean gets a job, renovates an apartment as Sam is in a wheelchair and even sells the impala to help cover costs. Anyone recognize it? Thanks!
08 February 2014 @ 03:42 pm
Are there any stories where Dean is seriously injured on a hunt and left paralyzed?

General or Wincest is great, would prefer nothing set in the later seasons with angels. And if preseries, no asshole!John.

Thank You

10 January 2014 @ 02:12 am
I'm looking for some J2 fics which consist of one of the boys getting a permanent disability like becoming paralyzed or having a limb amputated. I want him to be extremely bitter and angry about his situation. Much angst!! I'd like to see the boys become involved after the disability happens. No established relationships, please. I like both AU and Non-au genres. Completed fics only. Thanks for any help!
07 January 2014 @ 10:57 pm

I am looking for copies of fics in the basics verse by si star x, as I'd like to read those fics but the author's journal is currently on lockdown. I believe the titles of the two fics are "Making it Home" and "Back to Basics." I someone has them and doesn't mind sharing I'd be super grateful!
06 January 2014 @ 04:21 pm
Hey all! I hope you can help me. I am looking for a specific story that I once read (but can no longer find). Here's what I remember: Jensen has an accident falling while doing some work (I think cutting trees at his parents' house?) and becomes paralyzed. I believe this happens after Supernatural ends, and Jared does not know that Jensen is paralyzed and in a wheelchair. Jensen has been living/staying with his sister and has become very reclusive. Jensen and Jared see each other for the first time after the accident (several years - I think 3 or 4) at a restaurant (on one of their birthdays) while Jensen is with his sister, brother-in-law and niece and Jared is with friends. Jared is still a famous actor/movie star. They struggle to restore their relationship and ultimately love prevails (sigh!) with them moving together into a fully accessible house in LA that Jared built for Jensen. Thanks much.
So, as often happens, I got in a mood to read a certain genre. I'm currently looking for long J2 or Wincest physical disability fics, preferably that deals with navigating a relationship while dealing with a disability. My Kindle has a whole collection dedicated to disability fics, but they're not hitting my buttons at the moment. I re-read the Battlements verse and the Twists and Turns verse, which is what sent me on this search.
  • Jensen/Jared or Dean/Sam pairing

  • No preference who is disabled (it just happened that the last two I read were Disabled!Jensen)

  • No preference on disability (blind, deaf, paralyzed, etc.)

  • Longer the better...something I can really sink my teeth into

  • Focus on the disability and how it affects the relationship would be nice

So! Rec me your favorite disability fics! Fill my Kindle with goodness :D
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26 September 2013 @ 01:08 pm
These days I'm into fics where life it self screws the boys over. Where natural causes, bad genes, sudden illnesses (and less than stellar health care), are the reasons for some major h/C. Disabilities! Sickness! Permanent (or long lasting) disability is ok. Magical solutions to problems (or experimental cures that could just as well have been magical, but the magician wears a white coat and has a medical degree....), are frowned upon.
A good helping of blind and/or deaf is allways appreciated.
No deathfics please.

NWHEPCAT's Rage, Rage, and All That Crap is a good example of what I'm looking for. http://hoodie-time.livejournal.com/505254.html

I'm a Dean girl, but not fanatic.
I prefer GEN or HET, but wel written slash is ok, if it's not too glaring obvious.
No kinks please.
17 May 2013 @ 01:17 am
I'm looking for a 'verse that I read on fanfiction.net a while ago. In the first story, Sam gets paralyzed and Gabriel offers to take him back in time so she wouldn't get paralyzed, but Sam decides not to because the woman that Dean fall in love with would die. Dean's girlfriend gets pregnant so that they can use some of the baby's stem cells to cure Sam. Sam falls in love with his physical therapist. Dean's child is born and he also adopts the son of a shapeshifter who stole his sperm. Dean eventually gets married and Sam regains feeling in his legs on Dean's wedding day.                                                                                                                                                                                                                                              In the subsequent stories, Sam walks again, he has kids too, Dean's wife dies and her children help bring her back to life in a different body.
08 April 2013 @ 02:06 pm
Hey there,
I was hoping someone could remember a fic for me. I believe it was a trilogy, and it was titled with parts from the old Humpty Dumpty nursery rhyme. "All the kings horses and all the kings men, couldn't put Humpty back together again". Yeah. Ummm, but yes, it's a flash back fic where Sam and Dean are hunting man made monkey like things, and one of them is clamped on Sam's leg so they go to pastor Jim's. Sam has to go to the hospital and he flashes back to when he was paralyzed by werewolves as a teenager. I remember Sam was really clingy to Dean cause of a venom in the monkey's saliva, and that John eventually shows up, so this is obviously first season/pre-series.
08 December 2012 @ 05:24 pm
1. (FOUND! by the lovely de_nugis, thank you!)
it's Sam/Cas, and I remember practically the whole thing, but I cannot for the life of me find it! >.>

It was future!fic, and Cas as he was in late s7 was living alone in a little house in the country, where he was a beekeeper. I think the house was yellow but I might be wrong. Sam came to visit him with a balloon for him and he noticed that the gate was off its hinges or something like that. it was really beautifully written and there was some mention of how Sam was comforted by how Cas was always in the same places when he came to visit... He made really bad lemonade with way too much sugar if I remember right, and I think Sam pretended to like it. Cas wanted Sam to stay longer but Sam said he had to visit Dean.

Dean was in the hospital, semi-comatose and possibly paralyzed, unaware that Sam was there, and Sam had to accept that this was never going to change. He hadn't been accepting this until now, but then he did, and he went to live with Cas. And I think there's a scene at the end where he cried in Cas' arms and yeah. It ended on a hopeful note for Sam and Cas (but not for Dean so much).

2. I'm a lot vaguer on this. All I really remember about it is that Sam hated having his hair cut, and the fic involves Dean cutting Sam's hair for him, and Sam crying. It might have been season four and Sam hadn't had a hair cut since Dean was away? Or some other reason, I think Sam hadn't had his hair cut in a while because Dean hadn't been doing it for whatever reason. (it was definitely older than anything where that reason could've been Purgatory, I think no later than s6). I remember Dean was really tender and loving and Sam cries while the haircut happens... It may or may not have been Wincest.

Thanks! <3
29 August 2012 @ 10:08 am
Specific search: For the life of me can't remember the name of the author or the title of the story, but in it, Sam was in a coma for a long time due to a brain injury. I don't remember much else, except that Dean started to realize that Sam was emerging from his almost vegetative state when his eyes started tracking some kind of flashing lights. I'm sorry I don't remember any other specific details except that I believe John was in this story too and had pretty much given up on Sam ever waking again and left Dean to do all the work in caring for Sam.

General search: I'd love to read some stories where Sam is paralyzed, whether it be a permanent condition or not. Any and all recs would be most welcome.

Thanks guys!!!!
29 July 2012 @ 01:23 pm
Hi everyone, I'm looking for some hurt Sam (as usual). Gen only please.

I really want, basically, the most brutal stories you've read, extreme injuries, limb loss maybe, surgery, particularly brain surgery but any kind of surgery is fine, just... I don't know, shock me. Make me hide behind my fingers while I read and wince.

Protective frantic Dean is a must, Dean trying to fix injuries or just trying to keep Sam alive until they get to hospital, that kind of thing. Non-con is fine, pre-series is fine, basically anything as long as it's GEN and has epic hurt Sam with big brother Dean. Oh, and no death fic please.

08 June 2012 @ 10:18 pm
Hey People!!!! So i was wondering if you guys knew of any good stories that have paralyzed Jensen or amputee Jensen. I have read some where is is paralyzed and an amputee and i was wondering if there were more out there :)

Thanks in advance!!!!
11 April 2012 @ 09:20 pm
I am looking for a story I read a long time ago on ff.net, in it Sam found out he had a degenerative condition like Friedreich's ataxia, where he slowly lost control of his limbs and had to use a walking stick. I think he also had trouble with his speech and vision due to the disease. I remember he was  not staying with Dean and John for some reason, but staying somewhere with a girl? and Dean came to visit him. It was a really long story and possibly had a sequel.

Can anybody help???

Thanx in advance
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28 March 2012 @ 08:35 pm
I was reading If I wanted silence and it reminded me of another fic were Jensen is paralysed. Jim looks after him but he has to  go away so they need to hire someone else to look after him. Jared is hired
Read more... )

Thanks in advance not a lot to go on but someone might recognise it 
25 March 2012 @ 09:42 pm
**Found! And so quickly! Thanks!**

Hey guys :) After months of using this, I'm finally requesting help!

I recently read a fic like Just One Breath where Jared is accidentally shot in the back by Jensen while shooting a scene. I think Jared might be paralysed in his legs afterwards and although he forgives Jensen, it takes a while. I'm pretty sure they end up together, but that's just cos they always do :)

**plot ruin!!** Don't read on if you don't want to know how it ends!

Turns out it was a set up and the prop gun was swapped with the real gun by Gen, who is actually a psycho bitch. I think she dies at the end.

I've googled,  searched tags, tried the search on this community (is it broken now?) and gone through my saved ones (I'm really surprised it's not there!). If someone could help, it'd be appreciated! *Mwah!* -
18 March 2012 @ 07:26 pm
Preferably something under 20k or I won’t get anything done tonight.

Destiel that addresses one ore more of these:

  • Wolf/Werewolf AU
  • Bipolar disorder
  • Any kind of disability or mental illness for one or both characters
  • I love fics where one of them is dependent on the other for something or everything
  • love angst/deathfics that are balanced by a little fluff
  • lots of Sammy plz (I really like Dean chooses between Sam and Cas, but if Dean chooses Cas, don’t even bother reccing it)
Thanks in advance! :)
25 February 2012 @ 01:56 pm
Hey guys!

I'm looking for a few fanfics and I really hope you can help me!

Specific search:

1.) I read it a few weeks ago but I forgot to bookmark it. It has a brain damaged Sam, I think he had been disabledby a drwoning accident a few years ago. He later lives with Pastor Jimmy and Dean's daughter calls him "Babu".

2.) All other stories with any disabled!Sam. I don't care about wincest etc. I just want to read something good. He can be blind, deaf, paralyzed, brain damaged... I open for everything!

Thank you! :)
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04 February 2012 @ 04:27 pm
Request No. One:

I'm looking for a non-human!Dean fic. Please no were-wolf or animal transformation fics, I'm just looking for something where Dean is some sort of supernatural monster or something but he hides it from Sam. Maybe John knows, maybe not.  

Is there anything like that in existence?

Request No. 2:

Dean and Sam are brothers but don't know it. But of course, eventually they find out. Conversely, they aren't brothers but they think they are. Eventually they find out and angst ensues.

Either way, please no Dean/Sam!

Request No. 3:

I have several squicks- I hate animal transformation fics, I hate werewolf transformation fics, I hate brain damaged fics, I hate stuttering fics, I hate MPreg fics, I hate sis fics, gender swap fics, paralyzed boys fics, super nice, caring John fics, evil!Dean or Sam fics, and I hate Adam fics. I avoid these like the plague.

So this is my request- do you know of any fics that include any of those things but they are so, so incredibly good that you think it might either change my mind entirely or be the the story that is the exception?

Just, please no slash!
11 January 2012 @ 07:46 am
I'm looking for Dean/Castiel fics where one (or both) of them are physically or mentally afflicted and somewhat dependent on the other. I'll take gen too.

Examples of what I've read/am looking for:

Hummingbirds - Mute!Castiel

Ghost Dance - brain damage/mentally ill Dean

(Those are both beautiful by the way. Check them out.)
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05 January 2012 @ 02:39 pm
So I am looking for a fic and I cant remember if I read it at Sinful Desire or on LJ but from what I can remember Jared and Jensen have been together since they were kids and Jensens mom is extremely homophobic and j2 goes to stay at the with the Ackles because they wanted to make amends for sending Jensen to some school, and for not being there. Jared ends up getting hit by a car and gets pralyzed I think and Jensen has to take care of him. I know Jared starts to walk again and towards the end they adopt a kid. If anyone could help me, I would appreciate it so much. Not knowing where this story is, is killing me. THANK YOU!
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14 November 2011 @ 11:18 pm
Hey, I finally got a request to post, one more request and then I need to call it a night.  Sam, then Caleb are kidnapped by vampires and Sam has a back injury and may be paralyzed.  (WeeChesters).
27 October 2011 @ 09:26 am
Hi there,

I searched for this story a while, even here. But I don't really know for what specifics or tags I'm looking for. So perhaps you can help.

It's a long fic and plays in the future for the most part.
Jensen got injured (on set, I believe) and quits filming supernatural. The press and Jared are giving him a hard time and he has to work very hard to recover from his injury.

Jensen and Jared don't see each other for years.
Jensen goes into post production and works for a small but sucessful post production company (as CEO? Something like this?).
He lives in a big house with friends and their families and has a gay nurse to help him with his troubles caused by the injury. Chris and Steve are there also, I believe, with fierce protectivness.
Well, and some day Jensen and Jared meet again.

Hope you can help me, I would love to read this story again! Thank you!
25 October 2011 @ 12:27 am
Hi all,

Last time when I needed your help, I got great responses. I'm hoping y'all can help me this time round as well.

I am looking for fics where Jensen is hurt after being in an abusive relationship. It can be physical or plain ol' emotional hurt. I'll take anything, as long as it shows that Jensen was deeply hurt by his partner.

I'd also love to read fics where him and Jared meet after he is disabled in some way.

Or something where Jensen and Jared know each other but lose contact over the years and when they meet again, Jensen has changed a lot due to an accident or a bad relationship and therefore, Jared feels guilty for not being there.

Gen or J2, doesn't matter. Any other pairing is a-okay!
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Hi Again,

I was wondering if there are any fic that are AU's of All Hell Breaks Loose Part 1 and events there-after where that somehow sam survived being stabbed by jake and he ends up paralyzed from the waist down. Can be wincest but I am looking for gen on this story.

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18 May 2008 @ 05:47 pm
Alright, I left SPN Fanfic for quite a while to read Green Day fic =P Which was fun, and I've begun to read another SPN fic now, but I got to thinking of one of the last stories I was reading before I switched to GD, 

Fic FOUND!! In Reverse by sodakey
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