28 August 2017 @ 09:49 pm
I'm looking for a story where dean has died and is an angel, and sam is slowly dying. I think he has brain injuries but he carries on hunting. Dean takes a vessel and tries to help. Sam takes a hunt where he has to confront a son he didn't know he had with ruby. The son had killed ruby by the time sam gets there and I think the final confrontation is in the kitchen.

Cheers in advance!!! ❤❤❤
03 August 2017 @ 06:26 pm
Hi all,

I've been a little short on fics lately so I'd love some recs from you lovely finders. I have a few parameters I'd like met, but anything similar should make me pleased as punch. Thank you in advance for any links y'all provide.

Things that are key:
Wincest or pre-slash gen (so it feels pretty gay)
Bottom!Sam only, please!
Not only PWP--some plot required

Things that I'd prefer:
Early seasons (1-3) or Kripke-Gamble era (6&7)
Hurt!Sam, either physically, mentally, or both (I'm a big fan of post Cage!Sam, kidnapped!Sam, depressed/suicidal/self harming!Sam, insecure!Sam)
Case fics are great, or at least something non-AU (so it has to deal with hunting or life on the road or the season plot arc)
Sexual tension is SOOO GOOOOD. I especially love fucked up!Chesters? Like their love isn't all floofy and cheesy? They'd kill for each other in a heartbeat, or they suck at communicating and fuck away their problems lol (it feels realistic to me when they know they share something but can't really touch on it at first, like in West Verse)
At least a hint of dark topics or spooky things
I like when Sam's powerbottomy or a lil slutty

So I know this is a really disjointed list haha but I've definitely read fics that fit the bill! I mentioned West Verse, there's also Play It Again, Sam, and Dictionary for a Dead Language... just to name a few I've read and loved.

Thank you again! Have a lovely week!

11 July 2017 @ 10:45 pm
Im looking for a fic where everythike dean thinks about the mark sam passes out and gets sick and I can't really remember much but dean kills sam and they somehow resurrect him I remember Charlie is in it and jo helps sam out of heaven
Hello! I've recently read Credit in the Straight World, Outside By the Blue, Blue Moon, Brittle, Boy Falling Out of the Sky, The Air Moves In, Invisible Boy series... Basically if you can find it under Sam Winchester/OMC and it's lengthy on AO3, I probably have read it! I'd love more fics though, so I hope you can help!

1. Fics that have Sam exploring his sexuality with a male, with Dean finding out or walking in on it. Bonus for Dean getting super overprotective! Wincest preferred but I'll take gen too. I don't mind what age they are.
2. Hurt! Sam with comfort. Rape, violence, anything.
3. Sam with an eating disorder or self harming Sam.
4. Infantalism as a lifestyle. I'd prefer baby! Sam if that's possible. I've read SailorChibi's works on Ao3 for this too.
5. Protective/Possessive/Jealous! Dean.
6. Dean walking in on Sam getting off.

I'd love everything to end with a happy ending! No death fics, please. I'm looking for Wincest only, no other pairings. I don't mind if it starts out as another pairing as long as it ends in Wincest. I'll take gen too. Thanks so much in advance :D
29 April 2017 @ 10:15 pm
I'm really hoping you guys can help me find this fic. I don't remember much but he goes.

I think John is off on a hunt and Dean is working as some kind of handyman in order to provide for him and Sam. Dean was painting a barn and became sick. If Dean didn't finish the barn he was going to be fired, so Sam finishes the job for him and makes himself sick in the process. I can't remember if the story is gen or Sam/Dean, sorry. I know it's not much to go on, but you guys are fic Ninjas! FOUND IN COMMENTS!
Is their any series were sam has asthma epilepsy or something alonf those lines. So john and dean has to baby him and look after him.

Also is there any stories were sam is tramatized and has night terrors and need consoling.
11 February 2017 @ 10:28 am
I'm looking for a specific fic: Sam went to school after a hunt. I think he was sick, or maybe he had just gotten hurt, but he passed out while running a mile, and Dean was called. I'm a bit spotty on the details, but I think he had bruises, and his friends were a bit suspicious about it.

I'm also looking for some general fics:
1. Sam hides an injury
2. School/outsiders believes that Sam is being abused.
3. Dean and John leave for a hunt, and Sam gets hurt, or he was already sick, and his condition worsens
29 December 2016 @ 08:50 am
Hey guys and gals. Does anyone have a copy of Potter's Clay by reading1066? I went to read it today and find that they journal has been deleted and purged. If anyone could send me a copy to proffesorx@hotmail.com or tell me where to find it, if the author doesn't mind it being shared that is, i would greatly appreciate it!
Hello All,

I really hope someone can help me find a specific fic written in 2012? its called
"Back to Old Remedies"

It looks like it was removed- does anyone have a copy or know the author to request if i could please have a copy?

I'm just looking for some Protective Big Brother Dean fics_ its like no one writes these anymore? Anything were Dean Rescues and takes care of his little brother by comforting him or Dean just being a real cool scary bad ass.

or follows through on some of those threats "touch him and I'll hurt you" rule

OR Dean taking care of a sick little brother, even though little brother is Sasquatch size- and tells Sam "doesn't matter how big or how old he is, he'll always be his baby brother to look after"

thank you guys all so much!
28 November 2016 @ 11:41 pm
I have looked for well over a month to find these and I could use some assiatance.

I remember Sam and Dean lived jn an apartment and Dean took care of Sam and they no longer hunt. It was a series of fics And In one Sam got sick and was having sensory issues and Dean has all these things to help him like a crash pad in the living room and closet with is full of different sensory items like different textures of things and lights depending on whay is needed at the time for Sam. They were eating breakfast and Sam panics and Dean has to take him to the special closet to calm him. Sam also most of the time sleeps in Deans bed with him and it was not a wincest fic. Just for comfort. It states Dean researced autism to help figure out how to deal with Sam's sensory issues. In a fic in the series it talks about Sam's obsession with blankets because soft things remind him he is not it hell anymore.

Any of this ringing any bells for anyone? It is driving me crazy!

Thank you in advance!

P.S : if anyone else also has any good post hell sam fics where Dean has to help take care of him feel free to drop those in as well.
14 November 2016 @ 11:12 pm
Okay, so a while ago I remembered two Sam/Gabriel fics, and wanted to reread them and looked everywere for both with no luck!

1) One of them was a completely human au, and had Gabriel as a nurse or doctor. He met Sam when Sam was hit by car, lost all of his memories, and was basically a child again. With no known family and Sam unable to tell them anything Gabriel takes him home to take care of them.

2)The second one was a short fic, and included Sam as a dying incubus. He was still a virgin in the fic and was coming to the point where he need to have sex or die, but was with Gabriel who just told Sam he was asexual, but they end up having a little bit of fun anyway.

I'm almost 99.9% sure both these fics were on Archiveofourown, and any help would be extremely welcome!

Also,if you have any short Sam/Gabriel, feel free to drop some links to those as well!

Hi (:

1. I'm looking for a fic I started reading a couple of days ago on fanfiction.net that i didn't get to finish. I forgot to bookmark it and I don't remember the title but it was about the boys when they were teens and Sam was acting kind of sick/depressed and Dean was really worried about him. Sam broke down one morning and Dean made him stay home from school... The last chapter I read had Dean stopping a robbery at a diner, but not sticking around to talk to the cops because he wanted to get Sam back to the motel. Sorry its not much to go on. Also, I dont know if the fic was finished or not - it might be a WIP. -Found! It's Open Book by pineapplefan

2. Also, with the holidays coming up, I've been trying to find some good Christmas fics. I've already read The Christmas Spirit by Noxbait, but that's a good example of what I'm looking for (the longer the better, and I love hurt/comfort)! I'd love to hear your recommendations! - only gen please!

Thank you!

03 October 2016 @ 11:50 pm
I've been searching for quite a while for all three of these fics.

1. This fic is kind of a redo of the striga episode where in this Sam is pregnant but he doesn't know until the striga attacks him and attacks the baby and he ends up having a miscarriage.FOUND!

2. This fic reminded me of The Crow because Sam and Dean were in a restaurant that ended up getting robbed and they both were both shot and 'killed'. Dean comes back and goes after the people that were involved and tries to find Sam. I remember in this one Sam was shot in the head up against a display case.

3. This story involved Dean and his flashbacks from hell. He creates a rack out of Sam's bed frame and tortures him. Sam is able to escape and stays with Bobby. It's a long time before he feels comfortable being around Dean.

I hope someone can help me find these fics, I've been really wanting to reread them. Thank you!
This is a fic I read ages ago:
It started with Sam having to choose between John and Dean and John was the one that ended up dead. Dean end up pretty "pissed" at Sam(John aand Dean were shouting why Sam should let the other one live).
They they end up going on a hunt about a mysterios sickness. Sam is feeling realy guilty and starts to hallucinate, wich he thinks because how bad he feels about his dad. Dean has been previously really unsupportive and they later find out that Sam has the sickness.

It might have been on ff.net but you never know.

I Apreciate all and any help!

Hey guys, I'm back and hoping you can help me find any of the following:

1)[FOUND] psychic!sam - a specific sam/jess fic where they and the other psychic kids share a house in california; also any psychic!sam recs where he uses his powers without any angst

2) sick!sam - any stories where sam hide some kind of condition from dean, whether it's hunt injuries/illness/pregnancy/etc.

3)[FOUND] explicit wincest - this is actually a specific story i read a looong time ago and haven't seen since. details under the cut

here )

I'd prefer any recs be gen or wincest.

Thanks for any help, especially on the last one!

08 May 2016 @ 06:55 pm
Hello Guys! I hope you can help me out with this story, but I have little hope. It was a work in progress the time I started reading it. I don't know if the author finished it or they abandoned it. This story starts out with John leaving the boys in a motel room while he goes on a hunt. I think Dean is around 8 years old and Sam around 4. Of course, they gave out of money while John was gone. I think Samuel got sick (with a fever) and Dean had to resort to some unsavory stuff, like giving an older man some extra loving for extra money. I think, he tried to kidnap Dean, but Dean got away from him. Dean then had to sneak around so the older guy wouldn't see him or CPS. I remember Dean climbing out the bathroom window with a very sick Sam....somehow they got to a diner and a good hearted waitress gave them so hot chocolate. That's all I can remember of the story. Sorry, but I can't remember anymore about the story.

thanks for reading and your help

24 January 2016 @ 10:11 pm
Hi everyone! I'm looking for a story I started (and never got to finish) about a month ago on fanfiction.net. It's a teenchesters story where Sam gets sick around Christmastime. I think I only got about halfway through but what I remember is he was having stomach issues and had to be hospitalized. I also remember that it was NOT appendicitis but something wrong with his intestines. John takes the boys to Bobby's and goes back to Lawrence to hunt something there. I also remember that Dean's girlfriend went missing. This was a really sweet story (lots of big!brother Dean which is basically what I live for) and I'd like to finish reading it. Any help would be appreciated! :)

Found! It's Mister Fantasy by pineapplefan.
17 December 2015 @ 05:04 pm
Hi again! This time I have a general search. Pretty much what it says on the tin. fics where Sam is hurt or sick (any level is fine but the more hurt the better imo) and Dean calls him pet names like babe or baby or honey, or some other equally cute name. I'd prefer if they were gen fics because the appeal here is that Dean manages to use these terms even on a platonic level to comfort Sam :). Also it doesn't have to stress it either, even just briefly mentioning it is so nice!! I've only found a couple that are like this and gen, any help is really appreciated!
25 November 2015 @ 05:20 pm
So. I read this story ages and ages ago at ff.net, probably around the time S1 aired.

Basically, Sam gets a cold that somehow enhances his psychic powers. He sneezes and things explode; lightbulb shattering and engines sputtering, those sorts of things. They try to find a solution and I remember they went to Bobby's for the cure. I also remember a scene where Sam was researching in a library and has a sneezing attack and the computers sort of explode.

I really want to read this one but I just can't find it anymore. And if you have more (classic or newer) whump!sam, sick!sam, hurt!sam, limp wrist!sam with protective!dean, then that would be awesome. Wincest optional but greatly encouraged. I just want to read hurt/comfort a lot. Thank you.
01 November 2015 @ 10:47 pm
Hi everyone,

I'm looking for completed Sam/Dean or J2 stories where the boys are already in an established relationship, and Sam (or Jared) is hurt, ill, attacked, kidnapped or in danger somehow. Protective Dean (or Jensen) is a must, as are happy endings.

Please? Many many thanks in advance.
31 October 2015 @ 04:58 pm
Does anyone have a copy of The Common Cold by Winchesterhaunt?

Their livejournal/ff.net account was deleted and the last thread the fic was mentioned in is a few years old.

Thanks everyone :)
28 October 2015 @ 03:30 pm
I'm looking for a fic where Sam takes Dean to the hospital but is sick himself. He forgets where Dean is at and goes back to the hotel room looking for him. Bobby finds him and has to call an ambulance for him.
Any help would be appreciated.
02 October 2015 @ 02:46 am
I'm looking for the fic where Dean's leg is broken so he and Sam are living in an apartment where Sam is riddled with guilt and working and he gets really really sick, some other people he worked with died from the same illness.
I would also like to read some other sick Sam fic and let me stress SICK, I've read a bunch of injury ones but SICK is what I'm really looking for. Only really looking for Gen or Wincest, not really wanting any Het . . . at all . . . what-so-ever . . . I guess I have a Het squick . . . also not so much into Destial but I'll take it if it revolves around sick!sam.
Thanks in advance everyone! :)
28 September 2015 @ 09:49 pm
Hi friends!,
I am suddenly craving fics where one of the brothers have fever and the other takes care of him.
It's just that my lil sis has been suffering from viral fever for a week and I've been taking care of her. Now that she's okay...I really wanna read stories where either Sam or Dean has high fever and one takes care of the other.
I'm not just looking for weechesters or teenchesters stories....but even those where boys are grown ups and have fever....
General or slash...all stories are welcome as long as they are well written and have a happy ending.

Help me please?

Thanx a million
Okay the story goes that Sam is at Standford and is homesick and goes to see his counselor. She is Native American and really like him a lot. He tells her about dean and she thinks of dean as a chubby sensitive kid. Later Sam gets sick (allergic reaction?) goes to hospital and the teacher calls dean because Sam keeps asking for him. She is surprised by deans appearance. Dean is protective over Sam and eventually likes the teacher. The brothers wind up staying at her house and she helps them with issues and they help her with her infertility issues. At one point her husband calls about two kids recently orphaned in a far away country (doctors without borders kind of thing) and she think that it will be okay of they adopt them.

I think that is everything. Hope ya'll can help me find it. It's driving me crazy!
25 August 2015 @ 08:26 am

Looking for any stories where Sam in sick/hurt and goes into cardiac arrest. Could be before he gets to the hospital or after. No death fics. Any paring. Prefer pre-series or any with Bobby. Thanks.

12 August 2015 @ 10:05 pm
Don't remember all the details, but there's a specific scene where Sam wakes up to tension in the front seat after a hunt and realizes that his brother is willing to let him pretend to continue sleeping to not be involved in it. But he stretches and wakes up so one of the three in the front could move and Jo gets out to sit in the back while Ellen sits angrily in the front.

Other things I remember: Jo joins them for a hunt against her mother's wishes. Sam is sick and Dean keeps forcing him to take medicine that makes him sleepy and is generally protective.
30 July 2015 @ 02:30 am
Hello there! I'm looking for two fics, one is a one-shot I believe and the other a multi-chapter(with a sequel I think). I've googled, looked on here, and nothing looks like what I'm looking for. I thought it may have been one of Sammygirl's fics...but nothing looked right in their summaries, if it is, I'm so going to head-desk myself haha!

1. Teen Sam is in need of clothing, specifically a jacket since its winter. But John doesn't really pay attention(and is his normal hard-ass self until around the end). He keeps trying to ask, but it never comes out right. I remember he shoveled snow for the neighbors and may have been trying to get a job(which John yelled at him for). I think he also cleaned a tub? that was infested with something. Anyway, in the end, he's hospitalized, Dean is pissed and protective, and when John goes home, he finds all of Sams clothes, which are old and worn, with holes. John is upset with what he has done. I believe Bobby is there also.

Edit: #1 FOUND: Slipping Through the Cracks. Was actually a one-shot. Thank you anon!

2. Sam just got his acceptance to Stanford, and John and Dean aren't pleased. The main thing I remember, is Sam being flung from a window and being impaled on a tractor. And in the end, they agree with him going to college.

Thank you for your help! :D
(I hope i did the tags right)
23 July 2015 @ 03:38 pm
Young Sam has an Ear-Ache.He is at the motel with John while Dean is away.Sam awaits for Dean and then he comes and comforts Sam and feeds him the meds,which he refused earlier with John.

Thank you.
07 June 2015 @ 06:16 pm
Hi, I'm new, so I'm sorry if I got anything wrong.

Anyway, I've been trying to find this fic and am wondering if ya'll could help. I've read twice (both times found by accident) but keep forgetting to save/bookmark it, and now that I'm actually looking for it, I can't find it anywhere. This is what I remember:

I believe (but not 100% positive) I read it on Archive of Our Own.

It took place around S8 (or early S9) because Sam is sick and him and Dean believe it has something to do with the trials, but Dean finds out Kevin had the flu and Sam just caught it. He decides to play a quick prank on Sam by making him believe he has something serious before telling him it's just the flu.

Dean eventually catches what Sam had, so Sam then takes care of him.

I believe it was around Christmas, because I remember Dean being too sick to go with Sam and either Kevin or Cas (or both) Christmas tree shopping. Also Charlie, Jodie and Garth come over. I remember Cas giving the boys a Playstation. When everyone goes to bed, Sam gives Dean the amulet back.

Does this sound familiar to anyone? Hopefully I'm not mixing two different fics into one lol
02 June 2015 @ 12:00 am

Hello everyone! :D

I'm looking for any H/C fics (Wincest or Gen, NO Destiel or any other ship) where:

-Sam (preferibly) or Dean gets an embarrassing problem and he's too ashamed to let the other know about it until it gets serious or the other one notice it. (I've already read The Nutcracker by Jasmineisland :) )

-Sam develops a condition (brain injury, illness, temporary or permanent wound, spell, whatever!) that leaves him unable to do even basic daily activities without the assistance of Dean (eating, dressing, bathing, ect) - I have already read Trialculosis Sam, thanks :)

-Sam is soaked and messy (feel free to choose what kind of mess) and Dean helps him to clean himself up.

I'm a die hard H/C fan and situations like these make me squee!

Thanks!! <3

Happy Friday Everyone it is 4:30 pm here in Los Angeles, waiting for the clock to chime quitting time :)

While I was looking thru Live journal and came across tags about of course CPS that Dean, John and Sam had to deal with from time to time when they where kids/teen and it got me thinking.

Are there any fics that they have to deal with this crap again years later even though they are adults?

I read one a long time ago where a doctor accuse Dean of abusing Sam and would not allow him to see him. I think this was in season 2 or 3? So something along those lines. Hospital staff thinking Dean is hurting Sam.

Or how about are there any that came back to bite them in ass years later? An old CPS case and they happen to be back in the same town; same hospital and the social worker remembers them and call adult protective services?

Or Adult services does get called in and they try interviewing Sam and he is angry that they would think Dean would abuse him. They don't believe him thinking he is not emotionally/mentally capable to know he is being abuse - since abuse victims are in denial.

yeah so anything along those lines would be awesome to read :)

thank you guys for all your help! CHEERS ( will have glass of wine on your guys behalf)
28 May 2015 @ 06:07 pm

Hello everyone!

I would like to read fanfictions with Sam dealing with Hallucifer.

The whumpier the better. It has to be followed by comfort from Dean though or it's not on ;)

Any rating!

Wincest or Gen, please <3

Thanks! ;)

19 May 2015 @ 08:53 pm
I'm looking for some fics. I hope you guys can help me.

#1. Any good J2 or Wincest fics. Bottom Jared/Sam is preferred. Any length is okay, but the longer the better. I don't care of it's AU

#2. Any J2 or Wincest fics where Jensen/Dean cheat on Jared/Sam. Any ending is okay

#3. Any hurt, sick, abused (in any way) Jared/Sam fics. It can be J2, Wincest or Gen, I don't care.

Thanks for your help.

I'm back to ask you lovely people if any of you have or know where I can find the following fic(if you can guess from my jumbled memory!)

1.  Sam has a talent show/show and tell and brings Dean in.  They start fighting on stage and Dean has a knife, and Sam has to defend himself.  All the kids thought it was so cool.  I can't remember the ages of the boys in the story, but I know they weren't late that old.

2.  Sam and Dean get kidnapped by a serial killer, who bricks them into a small room underground and they try and dig themselves out with an empty food can.  Dean has been giving Sam extra food and starts getting sick.  Sam figures it out and gets angry at the thought that Dean might die without him and leave him on his own.  They get rescued eventually.  Its wincest.  I believe it was written by gilliancave?, but I can't find her journal or fics anywhere, so it might have been deleted.  If so, does anyone know where I can find it?

I've checked the tags on here, but I'm going cross-eyed trying to find them, so I would be most grateful for the help.

D xxx

EDIT: Found. Links in comments
11 May 2015 @ 06:04 pm
Looking for fic where Dean or Sam administers powerful painkillers to the other against their will because they need it and brother knows best.
27 April 2015 @ 10:07 pm

My friend and I are driving ourselves crazy about that fic. We can't find it anywhere!

It was a short fic (oneshot, maybe?) where Sam was in a hospital room with other patients.

He suddently felt sick and threw up all over himself, grossing the people around him who began to say stupid things to him.

Dean barked at them and helped Sam to clean himself up.

Any bell?

PS: Any suggestion regarding fics with a scenario like this one (or similar, as long as there's some whump!Sam and helpful!Dean) is very much appreciated ;)

Thanks a million to anyone who replies!



Can you please suggest me some fanfics where Dean has to give Sam an injection or viceversa?

I prefer H/C stories, but any genre/rate is very welcome. No Demon!Dean or 10x03 coda fics, please.

Wincest or Gen would be awesome!

Thank you!! :)

17 April 2015 @ 08:38 pm
I'm looking for any fics which explain why Sam didn't search for Dean when he was in purgatory. Maybe he had cancer or an illness, just something that prevented Sam from being able to search. I love Wincest and gen, but I'll take any pairing except Dean/Cas. Thanks!
Hi guys,

Here's what I remember.
John is off on a hunt and leaves Sam & Dean at a house they're renting. Dean gets a job, some kind of handy man? I think sam is still at school. Anyway, Dean becomes sick, so Sam does his job for him while he's sick. I'm sure there was something about a barn being painted? Also, I'm not sure if Sam becomes sick himself. I can't for the life of me remember if it's gen or slash,

I know it's not a lot to go on, but if it sounds familiar please let me know. I'm going nuts here!

*Mods, I wasn't sure what to tag, so I pretty much tagged everything I think might be relevant. Hope that's ok.

Hi everyone. I'm looking for a fic that I read at some point but forgot to save the link of.
It's a Gen, and I'm pretty sure Sam and Dean are the only characters until the last part/chapter, when there should be some random paramedics (although Bobby might be mentioned or be called). It could be set in the first two series. I'm pretty sure it is a multi-chapter story.
The boys are hunting in the woods and/or on the mountains (possibly a wendigo, but I can't remember.) Sam gets hurt, brakes his ribs. Dean might be slightly hurt too. Unable to walk far and without signal, they find shelter into a cave and there they rest for a while. It's possible that Sam tries to hide his injuries at first. However Sam gets worse and I'm pretty sure he develops pneumonia, anyway he's feverish. At some point Dean needs to get out to find clean water. There might be flashbacks. In the end, they're rescued by an helicopter. I probably read it on FF.net, but I'm not 100% sure about that.
Thank you everyone for your help!

01 March 2015 @ 08:07 am

I'm looking to read stories that make me cry. They can be sick, hurt or death fics. Fiction about self-sacrifice, Cancer or dying to save family are preferred. I prefer stories per- series or set in later seasons 8, 9, or 10. Sam or Jared as main character please.

08 February 2015 @ 09:04 am
hey yall, i'm looking for a SPECIFIC fic which has been haunting my memory for like, the better part of the month. if anyone can help me find it, i would be so incredibly grateful.

here's what background stuff i can remember:

  • sam pov

  • mid-late seasons (set between s5 and s8, s7/8 is my best guess)

  • canon fic, not an AU

  • hurt comfort, emphasis on the hurt

  • sam is physically and psychologically ill

  • dean is mad depressed and sam thinks about it in the fic

there's a snippet that i can't stop thinking about. it was exceptionally well written, and sam's internal monolog was so tight and spot on. in the scene:

  • sam is hurt, sick, frustrated, desperate

  • he goes for a run in the rain and pushes himself hard

  • thinks about faking it til you make it

  • thinks about smiling when you don't want to smile

  • his internal narration highly endorses the above points. he wants to play through the pain.

  • dean is shouting for him but sam is too sick and too wrapped up in his own thoughts to hear him

  • ... until he collapses

please, oh spn gods, a sacrifice in your name if you bring this fic back to me!
Sometimes I read awesome stories on LiveJournal that have no AO3 link or PDFs. I could copy and paste everything into a Word document and create my own PDFs, but I figured I'd ask around about a few specific fics first and maybe even find some gems... and if anyone knows how to download ff.net fics, that would be amazing. Reading them is great, but sometimes authors delete their own work. I've been collecting my favorite fics lately to ensure I can always read them.

1. I'm looking for the PDF of Instinct by highermagic. Or an AO3 link.
2. Anything by K Hanna Korossy or KKBELVIS, two of my favorite authors. I love love love their stories, but I can't find PDFs anywhere.
3. What is Always and Everywhere by portraitofafool, an apocalyptic AU in which Sam is a werewolf gladiator and Dean is crossing the country in search of him.

4. And, hey, any amazing recs or self-recs that have PDFs. I prefer lengthy Sam or Jared-centered fics, nothing too dark, wincest okay, bottom!Sam or Jared, and minimal Cas. But I'll take all suggestions, and others on this board will have other tastes. I also love sick fics!

02 January 2015 @ 08:37 pm
Happy (late) New Year everyone!

So I guess they've removed all the links off the delicious for Blindfold spn, because I can't find their fics anymore, but I remember there was a wincest fill where Dean was very sick and Sam found that...well, pretty irresistible. I remember that Sam kind of coaxes him into having sex, because he was just so helplessly turned on by Dean's 'feverish helplessness' (it wasn't rape..they were in an established relationship and Dean, even though he was really sick still gets into the idea in the end, because well..its Sam).
Anyway...I know it's a long shot, but I was wondering if there were any fics like that? It doesn't even have to have the boys in a relationship, it could perhaps even be Sam coaxing the other brother into having sex with him when Dean is helplessly sick and can't resist him (yes, I know I'm twisted...). It could even be the other way around with Sam being sick instead instead of Dean.

If there aren't any fics like that, I was wondering if you could rec me any Wincest fics (not gen) with sick!boys. Just schmoopy, fluffy fics, with one boy being all concerned and taking care of their sick brother.
Pretty, much like a gen fic in that trope, but with the added bonus of a relationship between them, so little kisses and touches while taking care of them... (or porn depending on the story) ^^

Umm...thanks in advance guys ^^
Hi guys,

I'm looking for a lengthy fic where Jensen is a secret agent. He and his team drafted Jared into helping them. Jared works undercover for them at a hotel, speaking several languages fluently. He goes out with the mark on a yacht and drinks a little. They go to bed together that night. Jared overhears a phone call in Arabic, or some other foreign language. I think his undercover name was Ben. After he sleeps with the mark, he goes to Jensen, throws up in the bathroom, and they have sex in the shower. The ending was tricky... I think Jensen thought Jared was dead or something like that, but he wasn't. The mark dies.

Secondly, any Chirstmas fics where Jared or Sam is hurt or sick are much appreaciated.

And since I'm here, if y'all have ever read a fic where Jared is a cop, gets shot, and meets nurse Jensen in the hospital, I'm looking for that fic too.

10 December 2014 @ 10:22 am

Just wanting to find stories where one of the J's is marrying someone else and the other J stops it at the last minute and announce their feelings, or they were in a secret relationship before.

Also are there any stories where the guys start dating and does NOT know the other one is poor. Like they go for expensive meals or outings and the other struggles to pay for it.

Lastly, is there any stories similar to Ambush on FF.Net and Sam gets badly injured and takes ages to recover while still running from the bad guys.

I am open to any style of writing or story type.

Thank you so much
17 November 2014 @ 03:11 pm
Dean comes back to the motel to find a sick Sam feverishly cleaning the weapons, stating that Dad told him to clean the guns. He's so out of it that one of the guns is actually loaded. Set post Lazarus rising

I just read this like a week ago and now can't remember the author. Thanks in advance!
11 November 2014 @ 09:32 am

Looking to read any stories where Sam drowns or needs CPR. Any Era. Anyone rescues him.

28 October 2014 @ 11:35 pm
Hey guys,

I'm looking for two specific fics I read a while ago:

1) Sam is at Stanford when he gets a call that he has a half brother (Adam) whose mom has died. Sam takes Adam in and takes care of him. Sam eventually gets sick and John and Dean come to the hospital where they find out about Adam. I think I read this fic on AO3, but I can't seem to find it.

2) Sam and Adam somehow escape the cage, but Sam comes back wrong. I remember Sam being almost incoherent and mentally unstable. Adam tries to take care of Sam and travels in search of Dean and Bobby. I also remember Adam feeling guilty because he thinks the reason Sam is mentally messed up is because Sam was trying to protect Adam while in the cage.

Thank you so much in advance for your help guys!