21 February 2016 @ 06:35 am
Hello! I have two requests, one for a specific fic and one general request.

1) Specific: Can't remember how long ago I read it or where I read it or even if it was wincest or gen. But I think it was really early seasons, and Sam either was or Dean was afraid he was going to leave for Stanford again. They find this weird wooden doll thing. When Dean falls asleep, he wakes up in a parallel timeline/universe where the YED was possessing John indefinitely and Sam had gone darkside, but the three were together and Dean struggles with how much he wants that. Every time Dean shifts worlds one of the limbs of the doll like folds up? I think in the end he figured out a way to stay in the parallel world by burning it because at least there his family wanted him or something. I know the evil Winchesters had caught Jo and Bobby and were going to kill them. FOUND - link in comments

2) General: There are a lot of dark/evil boys fics, and I love them. But it's also fun to read ones where John is dark too, especially when that makes the whole family a weird and twisted group that even other hunters are afraid of. Can be gen, or wincest if John knows about them and doesn't care at all. Examples: here and here.

Thanks for any help! :)
1. Hey, so, I'm looking for fics where Sam's at Stanford, and Dean (and/or John) comes up on the news... As a serial killer. Or similar. Ergo, Sam's friends know. I wanna see an apple-pie Sam deal with the fallout of a Skin/Nightshifter/Slash Fiction-type scenario. (Edit: By Slash Fiction, I mean the episode, not the genre. Sorry for the confusion... :p)

Or, you know, anything of the "Sam's family is fucking terrifying" variety.

I've already read "Fellowship of the Nine" and "And They Cry to See Your Face", by the way.

2. Scary fics! I've read a lot of horror, mostly hell-based stuff, but only one fic I've read had that sweet, sweet suspense that gives me fear-tears, and that was "Never Summer" by ignipes.
21 December 2014 @ 06:46 pm
Hey there!
I am craving some fics with hurt!Sam, bigbrother!Dean and a real badass!John. Something around John, maybe because he is possessed, drunk or just in a bad mood, hurting teenage Sam in a physical and/or psychological way and Dean, as the awesome brother he is, protects his baby brother from their father.
Read Whiskey by mentholpixie yesterday and now I really want to read other stories like that.
Hope you can help me.

25 June 2013 @ 07:14 pm
Gathering some fics to recommend for my friend, and I cannot, for the love of strawberries, remember where this fic is.

It was of a moderately long fic, composed of either two parts or the initial story and a sequel. Dean was deaf from a young age - older than five, but younger than twelve I think. John is emotionally/verbally abusive and neglectful to Dean after he becomes deaf, and then becomes physically abusive after Sam leaves for college. At one point John is possessed by a demon, and Dean does not realize the difference until a few days/weeks later. Because of John's abuse, Dean develops an eating disorder.

The first part (or the first story) is set before/during Sam's Stanford years, and the second part (or the sequel) takes place during season 1. The latter is more focused on Sam realizing that something is wrong with his brother and trying to figure out what it is/how to help him.

Thank you in advance.
22 September 2012 @ 07:48 pm
I went to see Jeffrey Dean Morgan's movie The Possession today, and found myself wanting to write fic where the Winchesters are in the same situation. Has anyone already done so? I'd love to read them.
07 August 2012 @ 08:32 pm
Hey everyone. I'm looking for any possession fics that occur pre-show. In particular I'm looking for any possession fics where John's heavily involved. I'm fine with any of the three of them (Sam, Dean, or John) being the one who's possessed. I'd prefer gen only if possible.
18 April 2012 @ 08:15 pm
Not sure if this kind of story exists but here it goes. Are there any fics out there were John or Mary was possessed by Azazel during Sam's conception making him a Cambion/Antichrist like Jesse in I Believe the Children are Our Future?
Current Mood: apathetic
09 January 2012 @ 11:08 pm
Hey, I'm looking for a fic in which John, Dean, and Sam travel to these woods to investigate mysterious phenomena. When they go they wind up losing Dean; however, they DO find a young, feral Dean who thinks John is the YED. Turns out the kid came from an au where the YED possessed John and basically took over the world with a horde of demons (there were posters of YED-John everywhere). In the end, John and Sam exchanged child Dean for their own Dean (though they were really just trying to get there own Dean back).

As for a general search, I'm wondering if anybody can rec anything where Sam walks in on Dean fingering himself, I really don't care about the context. I really want to read that; please don't judge me.
Okay. I've been looking for this for weeks, and, god, it was SO easy the first time, but, I cannot not find a damn thing on the new frigging delicious anymore, and, from what I hear, I'm not the only one with that problem, so, here I am, again.....

The first fic I am looking for is a YED!John fic. Didn't there use to be a tag for that on here once, I miss that. Anyway, pre-series, or, should I say, AU. Dean goes with Sam when he goes to Stanford, and, as I remember it, possessed John had found their little house in woods, and, Sam came home, he was a lawyer, (so, this is post stanford) the wincest was faint, not even any kissing, could have easily been called gen in some circles. (all in the eye of the beholder I guess, like some say that Erik and Charles, from the x-myn, wouldn't have been jumping at it like bunnies...... well, thats their opinion. Cough, nuts, your nuts, people!) but, it was implied in the whole 'living together' thing, then, John dies, realizing he hadn't even felt all the numerous protection charms everywhere, and, this had been a trap.

The second is set in a large verse where, John dies when the boys are both young, but, Dean is old enough to take care of Sam. I really remember that there was short fic set in the verse, where, Sam and Dean were on the beach, rubbing lotion on each other, (sigh) and, a girl from Sam's college, crushing on Dean, had said some mean things about Sam, and, Dean gave her the look of death. Her friend reflects that her friend won't getting anywhere with him now. The boys are already sleeping with each other by this point in the game, by the way.

I have been looking for so long, (used to be so much easier on delicious, cries) but, I'm so hoping someone here can help. So, please, please? LonePanther.

EDIT: Found! On the first day! First one By imaginecoolname, so fast, and, noticable mention to one ofthe wonderful slash loving sis(bro)er of My soul, who jumoed in so close it was a photo finish, sandycub! And, second found by, the persen, if I was ever having kids, I now owe it to, reilaroo! Thank You!
21 October 2011 @ 04:13 pm
Looking for a specific story I read it like about maybe two years ago and i was never able to find it again. I believe it was on fanfiction.net and was a wip at the time. I know that it starts off with a possesed john beating a young sam outside of a motel and he ends up in the hospital with terminal injuries. It could be someone else that caused this though. I also remember that he was in a wheelchair because of messed up muscle function and breathing problems. I belive that dean was also hurt very badly for a little while in this fic and he was also in a wheelchair for a couple of chapters. I also belive that bobby, pastor jim, and some of the other hunter friends were involved also. I also remember one chapter where sam is worried that he will be useless to everyone becuase all he does is pretty much sleep throughout the whole day.

Thank You!