05 August 2017 @ 01:36 pm
I'm looking for a story, I think it was eventually Destiel, where a young Omega Dean is kicked out/abandoned/or dumped by his pack/John, and found/taken in by Castiel and his pack. I'm 99% sure it was a Werewolf AU, and that Dean was an Omega, or possibly a sub? I remember Cas found him outside in the snow or something, badly injured? I think John had beaten him before abandoning him. I remember a scene where Cas brought Dean to someone to be healed, possibly Ellen? I'm pretty sure Dean was a teenager at the start of the story, and that Cas was the alpha of a large pack. It was quite a long story, possibly still a WIP, and I think it was on AO3. Thanks!
19 June 2017 @ 11:33 pm
Hi everyone,

I'm looking for recs where Castiel is really really devoted to Dean. Like Dean is his whole World. Sadly don't have much luck finding stories with this trope - so I hope maybe you know some.

Onesided Destiel or requited is fine by me, or even dark/creepy!Castiel, and also almost any warnings/ratings, just please give me a heads up if the story has them.
16 August 2016 @ 07:07 pm
So the specific fic I'm looking for is a Destiel fic I read in AO3 a while back and don't remember the title

What I do remember is that Alpha Castiel was driving and found a pregnant, Omega Dean in then middle of the road. He picked him up and took him home. Specific things I remember; Castiel took Dean shopping and he bought him a leather jacket and he said that Dean looked every inch the Alpha if it weren't for the fact that he was pregnant. Castiel's family had really low opinions of Omega's and basically treated them like crap. Also, there was a wedding between Michael and another Omega and Castiel took Dean. I remember Naomi was their mother. When they asked Dean's last name he said Winchester and they said that it was the same surname as the lawyer for Omega rights. He ended up being Sam who was looking for Dean. One other fact I remember is that Lucifer (I think) recognized Dean and Dean got scared of him.

Anyway, that's all I remember but hopefully, someone will know what I mean. remember but hopefully, someone will know what I mean.
Hi all,
I'm looking for four different things:
1. A specific Destiel fic where Cas was a witch, so was Gabriel I think, and Dean was his familiar(I think he could turn into an animal), the story is about how they meet, and there's a scene where John shows up, possibly at Bobby's when Cas is trying to heal Dean from something, and attempts to shoot Cas and/or Dean I think. Gabriel protects them I believe. Dean either didn't know he was a familiar or had been taught witches were evil or something. Thanks!
2. A general destiel fic search where Dean has a chronic illness or disability of any form, and Cas is his doctor and/or caregiver.
3. A specific destiel fic from a years back, set after Cas raises Dean from hell-in this story, Dean became a demon in hell, he had horns and a twisted appearance, and Cas had to take him somewhere for a long time to help him heal, keep him chained up because he kept trying to attack Cas. I think the horns fell off eventually or something.
4. Any fics where Chuck is a father figure to any of the boys, rescues the boys from being abused, or is in anyway remotely paternal to Dean, Cas, or Sam.
Thanks very much!!
I'm not looking for a specific fic. But any fic that has to do with Dean being traumitized from his time spent in Hell or Purgatory. It could be anywhere from being nonfunctional and not able to be left unsupervised to functioning but with severe PTSD. I really want to read about the emotional, physical, psychological effects of Hell or Purgatory on Dean.

Also they can be AU in that maybe Sam gets Dean out of Hell and angels aren't involved ot it can follow canon.

Also I'm good with both Wincest and Destiel, so if anyone knows any good fics I would be grateful!
Okay, I would like get some help again... I have the worst luck in the whole world. I looking for two specific fic.

1# I saw a fanfic months ago what immediately caught me right and then, but that was a Criminal Minds crossover, so I saved it for later, because I never saw any episode from CM. Some weeks ago I started the season06, so I wanted to start that fic too (finally!), but god, I can't find it anywhere. I already looked trough all of my place where I could save, I looked for sites, rec lists, but always nothing. This fic was a reason why I jump in a new fandom and I lost it. 😡 -.-
· it was a multichaptered novel
· human setting, mechanic Dean, ?agent? Cas
A serial killer kidnapped Dean and the BAU trying to find him in time, before the killer kill him too. There was lot of torture (hurtDean) and I think Cas was a BAU agent. Sam was a worried brother.

2# It's already a bit of foggy. I read this fic long-long time ago, some things I remember from it,
· it was a multichaptered novel
· in SPN universum
· in the bunker
· fallen(human) Cas
· Destiel or pre-destiel
In one of scene Cas was possessed by a demon (Abbadon maybe?, but I'm sure as hell the demon was female) and she tied down Dean, but not to some table, I think to someting what kept Dean sitting and vertically. They was in some room, maybe in a demontrap and maybe they wanted to trapping the demon, I don't know sure, but thing went down. The demon beat Dean up (a bit), but mostly tortured him with a knife, cutting him lot of place and deep, and she enjoyed the fact she could do in with Cas face, this hurt Dean the most. Then Cas expelled the demon from inside: he kept saying inself the Exorcism and the demon had to leave. I think she was very suprised and angered, and she threatened Cas to kill him if he expell her, but Cas wanted to protect Dean, no matter what. He was hurt because Dean got hurt by his hand, and the demon hurt him physically when she got expelled.
After this Dean can't trust in Cas anymore, he want but can't, no matter Cas apologized and he was in physically hurt shape because of the expelling. Emotionally both was hurt. Sam talked with Dean about Cas, his state and how hard is this for Cas too. I think this talking happened in Dean's room.

I hope somebody can show mercy on me and can help find it.
Also I hope I got some help with !!this post!! too, some of it is very important to me.

Okay, I can't find tags like torture, human Castiel (for any human setting AUs), possessed Castiel (so I used the demon!Castiel, what isn't fit but this is all what we have.)
I'm requesting this here because apparently google and other other search engines on fanfic sites don't seem to understanf my request for some to be protective OF Gabriel, not protective!Gabriel.

Just, any fics where Sam, Dean or Cas (or all of them, or maybe the other arcangels or someone!) looks out for Gabriel. I would love to see something where they are protective of him from his older brothers, but I'll take what I can get. (there was a cool AU fic where John Winchester was all protective of Gabriel in a scene where his mother was trying to guilt him into something, and making him feel bad, because Gabriel was Castiel's brother and therefore family)

I've already read the awesome one where he's hurt by a Black dog while humanish and all three of them are all caring and adorable towards him.

I have a feeling this sort of thing might come more under Dean/Gabriel... but I'm not very familiar with the pairing. Any pairing bar incest is fine with me. thank you.
Okay our awesome SPN family, we are dying to reread an old fic that we can't find and it's KILLING me and the others for days. So can anybody help us?

• It's a great Destiel ABO fic, AlphaCas/OmegaDean where Castiel is a Cop or Detective. Read a hard details ->>> )

• I remember in one point Cas broke his head in the bathroom and fainted and Dean couldn't take him out and in bed, because Cas was a big alpha and too heavy for Dean, so he stayed with him there and called Cas's ?friends/colleagues for help, because he was worried.

It's kind of sad but has an uplifting ending. It's a very old story and we think it's on ao3.
Lot of reader looked it but this is nowhere... :( It would be nice if somebody can find it for us...

Ps.: It's not the "Into your Hideaway" or "Eucalyptus". This story have other details!
Ps.2 & 3. ->> )
27 February 2016 @ 11:05 pm
I've rewatched season nine and now I'm craving some stories about the following things:

1) In Meta fiction Castiel stabs Gabriel to prove that he is dead - are there any stories out there where Gabriel has not been an imagiantion and Castiel realises that he hurt/killed his brother for real?

2) Any story with Cas and Gabriel being on a road trip together (preferably both of them being angels)

3) Any story with Cas and Gabriel becoming hunters. In every story I've found so far they both are human but I prefer them to be angels (maybe trying to hide from heaven or trying to fulfil their father's order to protect humanity). I will also take any story with both of them pretending to be human and hunters (hopefully with some interaction with other hunters).

4) Any story with both of them being human/powerless and getting arrested? Maybe they even have to call the Winchesters for help?

Slash stories are great but right now I'm more interested in gen.

Thanks in advance.
28 November 2015 @ 08:14 pm
if i am remembering this right, Castiel and Dean enter a BDSM relationship. Castiel is a lawyer or a Fed, I think... As time goes by Dean notices that Cas is working on a case that may put Alistair and friends in jail. but Cas and family/co-workers are having troubles finding witnesses willing to speak up. eventually Dean admits to knowing Alistair and later willing to testify for the D.A. ... Alistair and company get wind of this and Alistair almost succeeds in making Dean look as if he was taking his own life... I remember clearly that Dean was drugged and in the bath tub and he was crying saying he was sorry. and Alistair comforts him even as he slits Dean's wrist or thigh...

I think i read it on AO3 and it may have been as recent as last year?

any help in finding this fic would be appreciated.
thank you,

FOUND - ORPHEUS by sysrae
31 August 2015 @ 10:20 am
Hi all,
I was looking for a fic that I read a few months ago. Dean was the Crown Prince of a Kingdom, and part of that Kingdom's tradition was to have a wolf shifter given to the royal child to take care of and raise. So Dean got Castiel when he was around 7, and was disappointed that he got an Omega wolf at first. But they grew up as the best of friends, and Cas became a fierce bodyguard. Cas couldn't shift into his human form until his 18th birthday... But when he finally shifted, Dean fell in love with him. I remember there were court politics in the fic and several assassination attempts and Dean had to fight a dragon to cure Cas of poison.
If anyone knows what fic this is, I would be sooo happy and grateful!
Thanks, guys!
I'd love a fic where Dean isn't all there when he crawls out of his grave... But that's okay, because strange things are happening around him, protecting him, and sometimes Dean thinks he can feel a strange presence... Protective/Guardian!Cas. Gen. Dean's affliction can be anything you want, but cookies if Dean is out of it enough not to be particularly concerned about The Thing, and Sam and Bobby have to pick up that slack.

Second, it would be wicked cool to read a fic where Dean actually did turn out to be one of those "special people" that can see and hear the true forms of angels like Cas was hoping.

Third! I want to see your favorite examples of great prose! Blow me away!

I wanna see your favorite monsters, too. I'd have to say mine is from Never Summer by ignipes.

Gen for all, but a little het won't kill me.
02 April 2015 @ 09:08 pm
I've been looking to find an old destiel a/o fic back that I read ages ago and really want to reread!!!
In it alpha cas works at home (restoring manuscript? translating them?) and the Winchesters move in next door. apparently when dean was discovered as an omega the family got money as there is some organization that looks after omegas and (unbeknownst to the alphas) the omegas are actually in control of who gets mated and who doesn't.
dean falls for Cas but cas sees himself as far too old and john doesn't like dean's new attitude and all. especially when dean starts reading after something cas said and starts to learn the rules.
later there is a fire in which john and mary die and Cas manages to save sam and dean and then goes crazy on one of the emergency workers who tries to intervene to look at the boys and dean has to calm him down. henrickson later turns up sent by the omega organization to check on them and see that dean is being treated okay.

Please help!!
17 March 2015 @ 12:00 am
I'm looking for Destiel or gen fics where Gabriel acts in a big brother/protective/healer manner towards Dean. Like, Dean is abused and Gabriel is Cas' guardian and helps rescue Dean, or Dean meets Cas and is whumped somehow and meets Gabriel. I'd particularly love any Destiel fics where Gabriel is a doctor and treats Dean for something. Or Dean is Cas' sub/omega and Gabriel acts in a protective/guardian capacity towards him for whatever reason. Basically, looking for fics where Gabriel is Cas' protective older brother and meets and eventually bonds with his little brother's rather broken boyfriend Dean.
No Dean/Gabriel please, just hurt Dean and comforting Gabriel.
Hopefully that ramble made some sense : )
06 February 2015 @ 05:51 pm
Looking for stories where Castiel has to care for or protect younger versions of Sam and/or Dean. Can be de-aged or just pre-series.

Specifically looking for stories where the boys are abused and Castiel is a doctor/pediatrician and is able to care for them, but other comfort stories work too. I think I read one where Castiel worked for CPS and had to care for the boys and I would like to find more of those as well.

If you know of any stories where Castiel has to gain wee!chester trust and comfort them that would also be awesome. Thanks!
15 January 2015 @ 08:26 pm
Hello guys!
So I'm a huuuuuuuge Dean girl. Basically everything I read is heavily Dean!centric. But... I left the fandom for a while and then when I came back I was like, wtf, everywhere is sick/hurt!Sam/Cas. Geez... it's just a matter of personal taste really but I just can't read anything like that! When I catched up on the TV episodes, just watching those sick/hurt!Sam scenes is a total torture to me.
So... any good bottom!Dean fics? If it also features a hurt!Dean would be great!
Prefer Destiel, but wincest will do, too. I'm not that picky as long as it has Dean's sweet ass effectively used :)
I'd love to read some long fics, but any length is OK.
Please rec me with Dean!centric fics! Also please no any kind of vulnerale/sick/hurt/insecure!Sam. That makes me kinda lose interest in everything... no offense. It's just not my thing. Same goes to Cas, too. I'd really love them being the BAMF and over-protective ones.

Thanks in advance!
30 November 2014 @ 06:19 pm
I have recently read "Higher Than Hell and Still Out Out of My Depth" by Maz Kazama and absolutely loved how Castiel took care of a sick Dean. To give you more ideas of what I already know and loved; I have also really enjoyed "I Cleanse the Mirror" by takadainmate, The Big Freeze" by strangeandcharm and "Who If I Cried Out Who Would Hear Me" by misachan.

So now I'm desperately looking for other fics in the same vein where Dean is either hurt or sick and Cas is there to help him. It can either be gen or Destiel, I really don't care. While I prefer it to be Dean, it can also be Sam, or any other Supernatural character really. I'm just really craving some (protective) caretaker!Cas.

Thank you so much for your help!
Originally posted by [livejournal.com profile] zoetron56 at In search of a Dean/Cas fic where Dean is trapped in an alternate universe with barbaric angels.
Originally posted by [livejournal.com profile] zoetron56 at In search of a Dean/Cas fanfic where Dean is trapped in an alternate universe with barbaric angels.
I humbly beg help in locating a fanfiction which I somehow misplaced on my computer!  I do not know the title or the author.  I can describe the plot as much as I can remember however.  After Sam left for Stanford, and John, of course, abandoned Dean, showing all the red flags of a lifetime of unforgivable neglect and emotional abuse against his firstborn.  Dean decides to continue hunting by himself with only Bobby as occasional step-father and research assistant.
    When he winds up tracking through the country in pursuit of some monsters or creature, he finds himself in another dimension, with no way of finding his way out.  After much retracing his steps, he gives up the quest for the magical doorway and starts thinking about day-to-day survival on this alien landscape. He then reverts to his training and tries to blend in with the alien society that he has absolutely no place existing within. Reduced to recons and snatch and grabs for food and concealing clothing, he can't help noticing everyone here possess rather large sets of angelic wings.  Dean also notices a rudimentary two-caste system to the angel's culture (if it could be called one).  The winged angels are the warrior upper-class, while the servants, field hands (a.k.a. slaves), and any other "undesirables" no longer possess those winged appendages.  These "lower castes" are treated beyond the bounds of cruelty, and Dean could only too well guess the sadism required to repeatedly hack a persons feathered limbs off to desecrate and humiliate  them to these pitiful creatures.
    Nauseating recon over, Dean took the only sane course of action, and ran far, far away from these sickos. While trying to steal some food from a isolated farmhouse, Dean is overpowered by a gorgeous black-winged angel called Castiel.  After the mutual, "What the F**" are you?" by both parties, the shit storm became readily apparent, that if anyone other than the two of them ever found out about Dean's differences.
Castiel decided to stash Dean in his upstairs apartments, in an attempt to hide him from everyone else.  Castiel brought him food and companionship.  They learned each others words, and described each of their respective realities.  Dean repeatedly expressed horror over the fact that if a warrior angle lost sparring combat three times, his wings would be hacked off and would only be useful in working in the fields.  After many talkings-to by Dean to Cas over the complete insanity of such atrocities, Dean finally convinces Castiel to come home to his reality, where far from perfect, but would offer him the opportunity to truly be a righteous warrior fighting real evil and not following demented brothers butchering those they don't consider worthy.
So I'm looking for some recs and one specific fic, please.

First, the recs.

Does anybody know of any stories where the boys are werewolves, but Castiel is still heavily featured? Maybe they've been wolves from the outset, but everything else happened the same way. Or maybe they both get turned, and turn the situation to their advantage, leaving Castiel with two boisterous Winchester!wolves to contend with.

Also, any stories where Cas is finding the boys a bit of a handful and confides in his brothers or Bobby over how hard it is to keep them safe and in line.

And now the specific fic. I think the angels were fighting a major battle, and Castiel took a hit for Uriel. Badly injured, he went on instinct to Dean, and Dean has a major panic and yells on Uriel. There's a tense moment when Uriel pours some kind of healing liquid onto Castiel's wound and I think he stopped breathing before he got better. But with the battle still raging, Uriel leaves Cas with Dean and orders him to look after Cas. This goes on for a couple of weeks I think, and Cas ends up geek bonding with Sam which bugs Dean.
21 June 2014 @ 03:19 pm
Hello again,

I'm looking for a type of fic where;

1) Castiel is upset over the way Dean treats Sam, whether abuse is present or just implied.

2) Sam is hurt (mentally, physically) or is suicidal and Dean doesn't seem to care/notice, but Cas does.

3) Dean loses patience with crazy!Cas (season 7) and treats him badly. Sam is the opposite and cares for Cas.

Whether Dean realises what he's done or not doesn't matter too much. Also, these do not have to be Sastiel, though that's always a nice bonus, so any pairing is fine.  Please no AU's (like human!verse, Cafe fics, etc) though Canon AU is fine.

Thanks so much!!
Hello everyone, my last two requests didn't show up for some reason so fingers crossed for this one.

The specific fic I'm looking for is Destiel with winged!dean. What I remember is that Dean had terrible backache and he&Sam didn't know what was going on. At some point they we going somewhere I guess I remember Impala being in the scene, Sam looks at Dean's back and rips out the wings? But they were not developed enough and covered in something sticky? and it was burning? I also remember Castiel coming down to help Dean. To be honest I'm not sure there was a relationship between Castiel and Dean but there probably was. Hope you can help me find this fic.
I'd also like other fics like the one I just described. Dean getting wings and Castiel helping him.
And lastly fics where castiel is really protective and possessive towards Dean.

Thanks in advance.
Howdy y'all! I'm back already, this time with a couple specific fics.

1) I'm looking for a canon AR with weakened Castiel in kid!Jimmy; The biggest thing I remember is that Castiel found his way to Bobby, having taken Jimmy from a bad home, and Bobby ultimately became Jimmy's father while Castiel (and Jimmy) recovered. There was also a bit where John visited Bobby with The Boys, and Castiel warned him about the future.

Or if you know of any other stories with Bobby as Jimmy/Castiel's father, feel free to post those too! (I recall reading at least one other story like that, but I don't remember enough details to be helpful.)

2) This one's another weakened-Castiel-in-kid!Jimmy fic, but this time he went directly to John, and the story followed Jimmy/Castiel growing up with John and the Wee!Chesters. There's one scene in particular I recall, the Shtriga incident modified/changed to account for Castiel being there, and after Castiel protected Sam, he/Jimmy became really weak and slept, initially so weak they worried all the Winchesters by not waking up.

(Major warning in both: child abuse for Jimmy before he and Castiel)

Thanks again for all your help!

P.S. to the mods: I apologize for any messed up tagging; the 'post entry' page wouldn't load all the way so I had to hand-type all the tags...
14 November 2013 @ 12:06 am
All I remember it's that while in the pit Lucifer meets a child harry potter and harry becomes important to Lucifer so much that when the Winchesters break the final seal Lucifer comes out in his true body and goes straight for harry.harry is then adopted as Lucifer's little brother.dean its the archangel Michael soul mate to Harry and castiel is Lucifer dominate soul mate. I do know that I found it on archive of our own but I can't remember the title of the story for the life of me
20 October 2013 @ 02:15 pm
Hello everyone! My computer crashed and I lost pretty much ALL my SPN fics, and considering how massive the fanfic fandom is, I could really use some help finding them!

This one is a longer fic (possibly a big bang?) ssn2 AR where the angels have gone back in time to basically kidnap Dean's soul for later use. It starts out with a car crash where Dean dies, and a Reaper hired by Michael&Co. tries to kidnap Dean's soul, but Castiel shows up in time to save him. Then basically the fic is Dean and Castiel fleeing from the angels, Fic )

This fic is one of my absolute favourites, so any help finding it would be rewarded with a million virtual hugs and cookies!
10 October 2013 @ 11:49 pm
I'm looking for any story where Dean is possessed and hurts Sam; there's one I specifically remember reading that I can't find and I really want to read it again.  It was set during season 1 I think, and when Dean 'woke up' from his possession he was in the Impala on the side of the road.  He called Sam and left a message saying he thought he had been raped because he was bloody in certain areas and when he got back to the motel he found Sam tied to the bed and terrified of Dean because possessed!Dean raped him.  Anything like that I would love to read though I would prefer if it had a happy ending!

Um second, anything with hurt/sick!Sam and protective!Castiel/Gabriel or any other angel if you can find it.
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27 August 2013 @ 12:08 am
Hello there,
A while ago-I want to say perhaps more than a year-I read a wonderful fic where Dean and Castiel are involved in a heavy battle against demons. Castiel is seriously injured, I believe trying to save Dean, and Dean then has to get them both to shelter to keep them safe. Castiel is looking less and less likely to make it, and Dean has just about given up hope when Uriel surprisingly appears and saves Castiel's life. While I'm quite certain of the plot, I'm only about 55% positive of the setting-the battle may have taken place in an open field, and the shelter was some sort of cave cut into a rock. That, however, may be negotiable.
I adored the story, but sadly when my old laptop died I lost all the files I'd saved on it, and this fic was one of them. I don't even have a title or an author's name to give, unfortunately. Any help whatsoever would be much appreciated. Thank you!
I've been looking for a fic and sifted through the tags but had difficulty finding it.
The fic basically has Dean getting drunk and made a deal with a demon to bring back John. However, he was too drunk to realize the price was Sam. And when Sam was saved from Hell, he found comfort with the smell of Castiel.
Something along those lines.

I remember a mention of Lucifer smelling like honey

Would greatly appreciate help with finding this fic
Thank you
17 July 2013 @ 10:51 pm
Looking for any kind of destiel fic where Dean's fear of flying comes up again.

no wincest please thanks!
15 July 2013 @ 06:18 pm
Hi all,
I'm looking for fics where Dean is hurt in some way, and he keeps asking for Cas, begging for Cas to save him, etc. And Cas is the only person he'll trust/let near him while he recovers. Do any such fics exist?
Thanks : ) Slash or Gen is great : )
05 February 2013 @ 08:02 pm
I'm looking for any fics where, basically, Dean chooses Cas. Like, any scenario where Dean is given some kind of choice or ultimatum, and he chooses Cas(instead of Sam, or example). Just love to see fics with Dean being incredibly faithful or loyal to Cas.
Also, any Destiel fics that detail how cavalier/hurtful/taking for granted Dean's family has been with him, with Cas helping Dean/being there for him like his family wasn't, never taking him for granted.
Thanks : )
09 January 2013 @ 02:28 pm
Hey People!!!

So I'm looking for stories where people feel very protective of Dean or Jensen. It can be a sibling, a parent, another family memeber, a best friend, anything really. If there is a relationship i would perfer for it to be slash, and if there is sex i want Bottom Dean or Jensen.

Thanks In advance people!!!!!!!!!!
13 December 2012 @ 11:52 pm
so I know that there are searches for jealous!Sam and evil!Sam, but I am hoping for clueless-jackass-Sam. I would like fics where Sam hurts Dean with words, carelessly talking about his crap childhood and Dean feeling like a failure, or Sam talking about going back to school/quitting hunting or Deans failures of hunts or shallowness when it comes to women, ect. Basically verbal pained Dean and Castiel notices and comforts or defends(though this is not neccessary) Dean.

below is a fic that has elements of what I want but it itsn't the main focuswhere Sam is talking to Babriel about things from Dean and Sam's past hurting Dean and Cas wraps his wings around Dean for comfort when he see's just how much Sam's tactlessness hurts Dean

The fic One a Wing and a Prayer by <ljuser="otp_destial"> is fantastic and there were a couple of scenes which made me want to read more things like it.

Deastiel preferred, no wincest unless its one sided Sam. Anything, setting or otherwise, would be awesome!     

Thanks in advance!
10 December 2012 @ 12:53 pm
I'm looking for any Sam/Cas fic (or friendship Sam and Cas) where Sam is hurt in some way and Cas is protective of him. I'd rather Sam was actually hurt and not just threatened. Dean and other characters can be protective too, but I'd like Castiel and Sam to be the main focus.

Thanks very much!
09 November 2012 @ 07:39 pm
Hi all,
I'm looking for any Dean/Cas fics where Dean has a very low opinion of himself/has no self-esteem/is always calling himself down, and Cas goes all bamf and gooey and fixes it. I realized I just described the show, seen with slash goggles-or sometimes not-but I really need a bamfy Cas teaches Dean to believe in himself fic-one of those fics where Cas is the first/only person who's every truly believed in Dean. I'd particularly love any fics where Cas sets other people-John, Sam, etc-straight about how brilliant/special Dean truly is.
This req is inspired in part by Anne Higgin's amazing stories, which I've re-read numerous times: http://anne-higgins.livejournal.com/
Thanks guys ; )
05 October 2012 @ 03:53 pm
Hey people, I really need your help. Again. Cause it's driving me crazy!! The fic was Dean/Castiel with Gabriel/Sam as second pair. Dean and Sam were demons. Angels for some reason that I can't remember right now were kidnapping or grabbing demons from hell and bringing them to heaven to mate or bond or something like that. Originally Michael brought Dean but he made Castiel take care of him so Dean chose Castiel instead. I can also remember that Dean was very hurt. Anyone remember this fic? Thanks in advance.
29 September 2012 @ 05:01 pm
Hi, I just read Absolution by wolfling and omphalos, and I was wondering if there are any other stories like that out there.

Basically, what I want is to see Cas making a sacrifice to save Sam, because he knows how important Sam is to Dean. The sacrifice can be anything, falling from grace, losing his wings, or literally taking a bullet/knife on Sam's behalf. Similarly, I don't particularly care what it is that Sam is being saved from. It may be a demon, monster, curse, or even his own addiction to demon blood.

All I want to see is,
a) Castiel making a personal sacrifice for Sam because he knows how much Dean loves his brother
b) Dean's gratitude afterwards.

Thanks in advance! :)
16 September 2012 @ 10:44 pm
Hey, I'm looking for two types of Dean/Cas fics:
1. Dean is raped, either in the present or sometime in the past, and Cas finds out/helps him heal/comforts him.
2. Fics where Cas is the only person in Dean's life who's never left him.
Thanks :)
02 September 2012 @ 05:46 pm
Are there any fics out that has Dean running away from Sam and John either because they hardly notice Dean when they're butting heads or because he just can't take it anymore when they fight. When they notice that Dean is gone - it could take them awhile to take notice if you want- they get worried and I want them coming to Dean and not the other way around plus I want Dean to be doing well without them. If Dean doesn't come back I want the fic to focus on John and/or Sam and they feel guilty and Dean's absence being really obvious to them. It can be slash or gen, doesn't matter

On a completely different matter can you find me some Destiel fics with a very submissive!Dean/possessive!Cas. Dean can be one of those petite and delicate kind of guys or just needs to feel loved and Cas feeling suddenly very protective of him the minute he sees him.
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01 September 2012 @ 06:36 pm

Hi y'all! 

I'm looking for any and all fics featuring Dean and Cas and the hurt/comfort element, with Dean being the one who's hurt and Castiel being the who comforts him/takes care of him/heals him/saves him...

Slash, gen, fluff, shameless angst, death!fic, physical pain, injuries, emotional pain and so on -- all is appreciated! I am not picky.

Thank you so very much in advance! *showers you in Dean-and-Cas-shaped confetti*

I hope I didn't screw up the tags... 

24 August 2012 @ 09:58 pm
Hey guys, it's been a while so I've got a few requests this time - I've been saving them up like pennies.

1. Fics where Castiel takes in a homeless Dean - anything like 300 Things by cautionzombies, because that fic is so awesome on so many, many levels. Yeah. Angst is a must!

2. Really, really long plotty case fics with Dean/Cas - I've overloaded on smut, basically I'm in dire need of plot! I already know of Unexpected Destinies by otp_destiel and again, majorly awesome. It's ridiculously good, so yeah, anything like that!

3. Protective/Badass/Possessive!Cas. Because when isn't that a turn on?

4. I realise this one may be a long shot but what the hell - rewrites of 4X16 OTHOAP - anything where Sam doesn't come riding in on a white horse and Dean sorts everything out himself. Anything, please?!

Please and thank you!

Oh, and no season 7 spoilers if you can! Only up to ep 4 over here in the UK!
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28 July 2012 @ 09:20 pm

(1)I just recently read Purple_Carpet's fic Mirrors, and I was wondering if there are any others like that; i.e. where Dean is cursed so that others see his soul or see him as he sees himself. Curses that force him to share his feelings are also good. I just want to see Dean exposed and other people realizing, maybe for the first time, just how much he has given and how broken he is.

Super extra bonus points if there's a fic of the sort mentioned above involving John.
Protective John/Sam/Castiel for any of the above situations are welcome.

(2)I would also be interested in fic where John realizes just what he's done to Dean in raising him the way that he has.

Hi there,

So I've got a craving for some Dean-Sam strife. Specifically, well, something along the lines of [livejournal.com profile] otp_destiel's Unexpected Destinies would be awesome . . . and by that I don't mean Dean/Cas or epic-length or anything, though those are great. What I want is Dean not forgiving Sam for some of the ridiculous shit he's pulled. The boys don't necessarily have to be apart, though I guess that would make sense, but it might be easier for the, you know, strife to occur if they were in the same vicinity as one another.

So I guess either end of s4 - beginning s5 with the whole Ruby-Lucifer-demon blood thing, where the result isn't the End'verse, or beginning s6 when Dean finds out Sam's been alive for a year and neither Sam nor Bobby felt Dean should know (because while Sam canonically didn't have a soul, Bobby most certainly fucking did).

It's cool if amends are made eventually, I don't necessarily want them to stay at odds, I just want Dean to stand up for himself without crawling back because apparently his brother still can't manage to do the right thing without him (s5) or simply taking it (s6). Some well-written (maybe protective?) Cas would also be appreciated.

Um...pairings...could be gen, could be Dean/Cas, could be whatever, as long as there's no Wincest (past, present, or future) or Sam/Cas we're good.
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20 July 2012 @ 08:32 pm
Hi guys!

Anyone knows fics where Castiel is really obsessed or possessive over Dean? It can be stalking, or doing anything/everything for Dean (even without his knowledge).
Bottom!Dean preferred, but heck I take anything with this theme - can be fluffy or really dark, doesn't matter as long as this fits.

So, cookies for ficcies~
12 July 2012 @ 02:03 am
any fics where cas either likes deans beer belly or preg belly and is protective when someone saids something bad about deans weight
Hi there,

I recently read the (thoroughly enjoyable) fic "Happy Thoughts" by Janissa11/EB, and would like to read similar fic showing Sam, Dean, or (best) Castiel impatiently going through routine medical situations - physicals, checkups, minor injuries/sickness, etc.  Bonus points for minor indignities (needles in the rear, hospital gown mishaps).

The picture I have in my head is something like 'Sam bullies Dean into going for regular physicals, b/c we're not getting any younger, and just because we fight the supernatural doesn't make us immune to atherosclerosis, and Dean, who's never had a thorough physical as an adult, is highly uncomfortable with the whole thing.' or 'newly fallen/falling Castiel suffers through his first medical appointment and does not earn a lollipop'.  I don't know if a story of such exact plot exists, but mainly I'm just looking for something kind of in that general area. :)

Preferably, it would be mainly light-hearted, with lots of brotherly teasing and sarcasm, but if the story moves into more serious territory that's okay too.  Also, if the fic's focus is a larger plot, but there are some good scenes that fit the description, I'd love to hear about them too.  I'm looking through the various Affliction! tags as I'm sure there are many great recs in there, but it's hard to know where to start, given that I'm currently thinking of either check-ups or minor issues rather than a specific larger condition or major injury being the focus of the story (though, again, I don't mind recs of that kind for good fic!).

I am specifically searching for gen, but would accept non-incestuous, light slash or het (eg Destiel) for stories where sex and physical intimacy doesn't play a big role in the story.  Please do not rec incest or explicit slash.  Also, I prefer no RPF.

Other than the pairings/no-RPF, I am open to almost anything - case fics, wee!chesters,crossovers, kid!fic, AUs, etc.

Thanks in advance!!

Mods: I'm brand new to LJ and have tagged as best I could, but would welcome pointers or additional tags if you find them appropriate. I found that lots of tags matched what I would like to see, but few were absolute must-haves, and I don't want to limit the pool.  Thanks for such a great, well-run site.
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03 July 2012 @ 06:05 pm
Hey everyone....
Can someone recommend me stories with disability Dean, especially stories of Dean with mental disability. But, if there's no such stories, any disability would do. Been wanting to read hurt dean with protective Sam, John and others.

Self recs is highly welcome.
Crossovers are welcome too.
Gen or slash, doesn't matter
Thanks ^o^
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CastielxDean stories where Dean falls from a height and Castiel catches him. 

29 June 2012 @ 01:41 pm
I've just finished reading cloudyjenn's Second Childhood and I was hoping to find something similar.  I really love the Dean/Cas pairing and the two of them raising a de-aged Sam is just beautiful.  Anything with a similar plot would be appreciated.  Even if it's something along the lines of Dean/Cas raising another child,(Ben, maybe?) but I'd really love to see Sam involved somehow. 

Thanks Guys!

P.S. to the admin that chooses whether or not this goes in, my last one was rejected, and I'm not entirely sure why, so if there is something wrong with the way I'm attempting to post, I'd like to know how to fix it.