I read this fic which was part of a series where Dean was adopted/foster child. He had an abusive boyfriend (probably Crowley) who kidnapped him at some point. Cas was the friend who was trying to help. I remember Cas called the cops when Dean was kidnapped. There is a sequel where Dean and Cas are all grown up and well adjusted (mostly). Cas is a doctor and I think Dean is a social worker. They haven't seen each other in a while and I believe there is some villain from the past posing a threat. The fic ends with the villain taken care of using dubious means.
Also, Dean has tattoos.
I have been looking for this for so long, I am beginning to think I imagined it. Please help me out, good people of the internet. I know this is a very vague description, but this is my last hope.
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14 July 2017 @ 04:58 am
I was hoping you guys would be able to help me find a fic I read a few years ago.

It was an spn/American Idol crossover, set in a world where the supernatural isn't real, and where Sam and Dean both sign up for American Idol. With several other spn chars participating as well.
And it turns out that Dean had to have John institutionalized because he became a threat to Sam.

Anyone know where to find it?
03 April 2017 @ 08:01 pm
Yesterday I was dragged to a friends house to watch wrestle mania and wrestling is not my thing. But watching some of those matches and how close they are to each other and how tight and scantily clothed some of the costumes are it got me thinking to what an spn slash fic would be like about the guys as professional wrestlers. I'm looking for either J2 AU or AU wincest where the boys are brothers but they are wrestlers and not hunters. Does anything like that exist?
I'm picturing something like where they get matched together and one of the guys develop feelings for the other and starts having a hard time hiding it when they are so close to each other in spandex and enjoy being manhandled...
22 March 2017 @ 07:30 pm
There was a short fanfiction i ran across once, and it was about Sam being a dying incubus. He was a virgin who was coming of age for an incubus, and it was getting to the point where he would die without sex, but he was with Gabriel, who was human, having just told Sam he thought he was possibly asexual, though he ends up finding out he was wrong.
22 December 2016 @ 12:53 pm
Read this within the last 2 years on ao3. Its an alternative universe fic.
Think dean is a singer/famous and he and cas meet.
Their not together yet. Think pining on cas's side.
Dean has a one night stand with lisa (which he wakes up clothed and therefore thinks nothing happened)
Think its kind of slow burn. He and cas get together.
Then lisa shows up pregnant. Think dean and cas are engaged.
Lisa isnt a villian in this fic.
Dean and cas stay together.
Fair amount of drama and angst.
07 September 2016 @ 09:47 pm
I've read a couple of stories where Sam and Dean have completely normal lives but still contain Wincest and I'd like to read more. Can anyone rec me some more?

No AU's where the brothers are raised apart/dont know they are brothers or anything like that.

25 July 2016 @ 10:32 pm
For some reason, I'm dying for fics where Dean is sent to a universe where the canon events haven't happened, or time-travels back to when he was younger, yet he still has all his memories. Also, does anyone know of some fics where Mary finds out what the boys have been through and doesn't react well to it? Basically any fics where alternate universe or pre-series Mary/John/Sam meet canon!Dean.

(In case you want examples, some really good ones that I've read so far are:)

If I Knew Then What I Know Now:
Given an opportunity to change his family's destiny, Dean Winchester finds himself back in 1983 as his four year old self, yet with his adult memories still intact. But can he alter the events of that tragic night? And if so, will young Dean, his family, and Castiel be ready to survive all the evil that destiny has in store for them?

The Best Years of Our Lives, My Ass:
Dean goes to sleep in a motel room in Texarkana, and he wakes up 17 years old, in his childhood bedroom in Lawrence, Kansas, 1996. He has no idea how he got there, why his parents are still alive, why his brother is an adorable freshman with no memory of his adult life, and why the only ally he has in this place is the angel he left behind in Purgatory – somehow also 17 years old.
16 June 2016 @ 07:48 pm
Hi guys, I'm looking for stories where Sam and Dean are brothers but not hunters. Literally any AU with those two factors. The story doesn't even have to have both Sam and Dean as the main characters, it can be a Destiel story that features Sam and Dean bromance in parts or anything really. THANK YOU!!!
23 February 2016 @ 09:59 pm
Do any of you know of some good fics with Dean as a high school student trying to take care of Sam? Especially if they still move around a lot and they've just come to town (although that's more a bonus than anything else). Hunters or not, whichever. Cas as a highschool student, if he's in it. General fics are good too. Anything that loosely matches any of that, really, I've just got some anti-John feels right now.
29 September 2015 @ 02:44 am
I've been looking for this specific fic that I didn't remember the title or the author is. Dean admitted into asylum since he was a kid. I remember he was admitted because he's the only one who saw what happened in the fire that killed his mother (about the yellow eyed demon killed her), but when he tried telling anyone about that, no one believe him and thought it's just trauma. But Dean always said that demon killed Mary though months (or years?) had passed, so John admitted him to an asylum, thinking the shrinks could help his son. John and Sam lived in ignorance, until Sam got vision when he's an adult. But I think they think that's just dream, because I remember they believe about supernatural after Castiel the angel came and "kidnapped" Dean.
Hey guys,

Looking for two specific fics that I have lost, and have been craving like nobody's business.

The first is Pursuit, by hansons_angel. Have been searching for at least a week, finally found the title and author, but can find no actual version of it anywhere. If someone has a copy they might be willing to share with me, I would be forever grateful!!!

The second I can't remember the title or author. It's a college au, Dean and Sam go to school. Dean works full time (I think?) and Cas is his advisor or professor at college. At one point John burns down their house and Cas invites Sam and Dean to move in with him. Also I think they get a dog?

Anyway, help on both accounts would be very much appreciated, and would go a long way towards satisfying this reader.
05 July 2015 @ 12:05 am
I have to admit to really not remembering all that much of this fic, but it was set in a world where angels were known but they tended to remain aloof from society. Dean, though, someone attracted Castiel's attention as was selected to be his mate. It was a great honor. I don't think the Winchester's were hunters and Mary might have been around.

I also want to say it was A/B/O but I might be merging in a second fic.

Any fics along these lines would interest me just as long as Sam isn't somehow specially selected as well.
Hi! I recently read two very good fics, both similar in some ways but very different and enjoyable! They were

The Spirit of Lawrence High (http://archiveofourown.org/works/2594180/chapters/5776937): Dean Winchester is funny, gorgeous, brave, loyal, and a breath of fresh air in Castiel Shurley's life. Dean Winchester is also a ghost haunting Castiel's school, but nobody's perfect, right?


Jump the Track (http://archiveofourown.org/works/224944): It's Dean's senior year at Lawrence High, and he's already given up on himself. It takes the arrival of the strange, intense, awkward Castiel Delacroix at the school to prove to Dean that maybe his life is worth saving after all.

One similarity that both of these fics have are that Dean was raped by Alastair. The rape isn't central to the plot, and the stories mainly focus on the romance, but the angst is exactly the kind of thing I love.

I was wondering if anyone knew of any other AU fics out there with this kind of a plot? If two's a coincidence I'm hoping someone can find a third and make it a pattern. I do enjoy reading fics that are completely original and complex, but sometimes I enjoy sitting back and working through several stories with kind of the same basic setup and ingredients, especially when I'm stressed. Not that these fics aren't both creative and complicated, but they share very similar themes that I'd like to read more of!

Specific ingredients I'm looking for: Teenage Destiel (or I'd settle for college), regular-kid!Castiel, kind-of-outcast!Dean, low-self-esteem!Dean, bad-guy-teenage!Alastair. I also enjoy themes of depression, rape/assault recovery, and developing relationship.

Thank you!

Hi guys,

So I've been looking for J2 or Wincest AU's where one of the boys have a cruel or fearsome reputation, and as fate would have it, the other character is forced/manipulated into a relationship with him. Would love it if the reputation turned out to be at least partly false, and said character ends up having to soothe the other character's fears.

Can be slavery, a temporary contract, or something else completely, I don't mind. Not looking for fics where one of the characters are actualy evil, and happy ending is a must. Any recs would be greatly appreciated, thanks!

10 May 2015 @ 01:19 pm
I read this story a little while back, and now I can't find it. Maybe ya'll can help? It was a normal AU, where Dean had been taking care of Sam his whole life. Now, Sam is giving his graduation speech (and I'm pretty sure he is graduating from Stanford), and instead of giving his prepared speech, he makes one up on the spot thanking Dean.

I remember that Jess is in the story as Sam's girlfriend. And I remember that somewhere in the speech, Sam says something like "We did it, Dean" or "We made it, Dean".

Does anyone know what fanfic I'm thinking of?
02 February 2015 @ 05:15 pm
I've read quite a few AU fics on the usual sites like FanFiction, but as I don't know my way around Live Journal, I wondered if there were any fics there I might have missed.

I would rather they were gen but if the wincest isn't the main focus of the story that's okay too.
Only fics that have Sam and Dean, as opposed to Castiel and angels. It doesn't matter how old the fics are as I love the earlier ones.

I know I've trimmed the search right down to basics but maybe there's a gem of a story out there that I haven't read.

Thanks in advance. :)


I was reading a fic called "No Such Thing As True Love" by TheCreator on Archive of Our Own website. The author regularly updated and has last posted chapter 29 on 11/29/14. Then the updates email I usually get just stopped. The author regularly updated once a week at least. No warning of any kind to leave or stop. The story and author is just gone from AO3 archive. Anyone know anything about this? I have searched on google and I am not having any luck. I even researched on AO3 and come up with nothing.

Fandom: Supernatural

Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Gabriel/Sam Winchester, Castiel/Dean Winchester
Characters: Gabriel (Supernatural), Sam Winchester, Castiel (Supernatural), Dean Winchester, Ash (Supernatural)
Additional Tags: Teacher Castiel, Firefighter Dean, Teacher Gabriel, everyone's alive bitches, Alternate Universe - Human, soccer coach sam, Photographer Sam, Banter, cas and gabe aren't related, Eventual Smut, Angst and Fluff and Smut, Alternate Universe- No Supernatural, Dirty Talk, Panties, Emotional Constipation


AU where Gabriel is a cynical high school drama teacher who doesn’t believe in true love. Will the new soccer coach Sam be able to change his mind? All the while, Cas is trying desperately to get the attention of local firefighter Dean Winchester. Craziness is sure to ensue!

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11 January 2015 @ 11:39 am
There was a fic I read not long ago that i forgot to save, NormalAU, Dean is a lawyer and Cas is a social worker and they meet when Dean puts away the mother of one of Cas's charges, who bonds with both of them. the kid is a young teenage boy who gets sent to foster care and at one point runs away but then Dean and Cas start spending time with him, and they get together, and despite their relationship being so new they decide to adopt him and John wasn't happy about it thought it was happening too fast(and he had never really been thrilled with Dean being Bi) but he comes around. and Anna is Cas's sister or cousin but his only close relative. it might have been separated into several fics i'm pretty sure.
Thanks in advance.

Found: link in comments, (sorry about the mix up with the tags)
Hi everyone - I'm looking for a specific fic that I read a few years ago. Sam & Dean grew up in the slums that was predominately African American. I remember a scene where some gang member called Dean a pretty white boy or something like that. Sam and Dean grew up away from John because John etiher abandoned them or died, and the boys weren't hunters although it's implied that John was. Dean slept with someone in charge of a gang - it was very dubcon-y - and Sam later rescues Dean (I think). They later grow to be powerful leaders of a powerful gang/mafia.

14 October 2014 @ 01:28 am
I am in need of some help from all you lovely experts. I read two really good fics a while back that involved the legend/story of Tarzan and I was wondering if there are more. I'll take any story with even the hint of Tarzan from a retelling to just mentioning/being a part of the story. Any characters either supernatural or supernatural RPF is fine and any gene from gen to romance, any length I will take it all. Any and all help is appreciated.

Ps I went crazy on the tags hope that is okay.
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27 September 2014 @ 10:07 pm
I am looking a specific story that puts the boys and John in an alternate universe. It chronicles their lives from their first motel night until the boys start hunting of their own accord. John drinks heavily, and initially Dean is responsible for keep Sam fed and quiet. As time goes on, John starts beating Dean, but Dean takes it so Sam doesn't have to. Then one night Sam stands up to John for Dean, and after both being beaten bloody, they escape to New York City. Dean gets a job at a garage and sends Sam to school.
31 August 2014 @ 02:53 am
The fic I'm hoping to find is a take of the film Doc Hollywood, with, I believe, Dean crashing the Impala and having to stay around while he repairs the damage to car and fence and meets Castiel.

I swear the fic exists but I can't find it to save my life. And I'm afraid I remember no more details from it as I'd not read it before I lost the tab. I'm really hoping this fic does exist and that I've not just been making stuff up in my head..
Thanks for any suggestions!
10 August 2014 @ 02:05 am
I kind of, sort of desperately want a wincest au were the brothers are raised just like any other normal family with no monsters and no hunting and fall in love. The only fic I've read like this is 'Verses Like Yours and Mine' a billion years ago and I haven't managed to find something similar since then! (I know someone has already asked for recs like this, but it was back in December and I'm wondering if there may be any different recs by other people,)

Hello everyone!

I need some help, please!! I'm looking for a specific story. It's probably saved on my computer but I can't find it without the title or the author's name. That's what I remember:

- Sam worked for cps or was a social worker

- Dean and his three (?) kids were his new case

- Dean was a selective mute

- he lived and worked on a horse ranch

- his wife Anna died some time ago

- as a child Dean lived on the streets with John, but John died or was killed

- Sam calls Dean a "savage child"

- I think Dean didn't like to be inside or wear shirts

- Sam was adopted as a baby by a very nice family

- at some point Sam and Dean went swimming in the ocean, then there was a big campfire an they danced around it

- another case of Sam was a pregnant girl who tried to commit suicide (or died?)

I don't remember if the boys were related in this story or not. The story was pretty long... Any ideas?

Thanks for your help in advance!

Found! Link in comments

06 June 2014 @ 01:25 pm
I would love to read any fics that involve Sam and Dean being raised to be Men of Letters. I'm not picky about plot specifics, just anything where the Men of Letters continued to exist and Sam and Dean were raised knowing about them or raised to be on themselves. (Or even if one was raised a MOL and the other a hunter.) Any pairing or gen fic will do, though Wincest is always a plus.

04 May 2014 @ 03:30 am
I'm looking for a fic where Cas (and also Anna) were captured (they lived underground with other angels afraid of humans) (they never saw the sun or something) and they are bought to a special center where people study them (I think they are angels but I am not really certain of this)
Dean is selected (but he doesn't exactly know what for) so they make him sign some papers and chose a (angel?) citizen, the people say they want to rehabilitate them in this world (but more like study them) Dean chose Cas
Cas don't talk very much but I remember something about him writing his name on a paper
they ask Dean to report info about him on a paper and they will take Cas back later
when they are home I remember Dean offer Cas to have a shower (he is very dirty) and give him some clothes
Sun hurt Cas eyes so he can't really go out but after a while he is very fascinated by the sky he look often by Dean's window. (I think I remember he was told stories about angels flying or descending by the sky by his family)
I don't remember much after that just that Dean don't let the people take Cas back and Sam panic but help them with law
there's a story with Micheal I think, they return to where Cas and Anna lived to find something
woah I'm sorry it's blurred it's been a great while and I think it's well known fic but I searched for 2 days and I can't find it, please help?
thank you very much !
have a great day/night :)
FOUND HERE : http://archiveofourown.org/works/820091/chapters/1553395
BY Joya Oscura [aol.com] thank you so much again you are truly a saint ;)

for the ones interested here's the summary:

Ascension by Suzstiel
When Dean Winchester signs up for a psychological experiment without reading the fine print, he's suddenly taking home former angel, Castiel. At first he is unsure how to handle having a new roommate, especially one with a rough past and going through an identity crisis, but slowly they spawn a friendship that grows into something more.
Link: http://archiveofourown.org/works/820091?view_full_work=true
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23 April 2014 @ 04:57 pm
I just finished reading Infrangible Road and I absolutely loved it. Can anyone recommend other fics where Dean and Sam aren't raised as hunters?
Hello! I haven't posted a request myself here before, but since I feel like I've been pretty good at answering other people's recs on here I thought I'd give it a go myself :) There are four (really more, but right now this is it :P) types of fic that I look for:

1. Is there any Captain America fusion fic out there with Dean in the role as Steve Rogers? This is really the only type I'm interested in, I've seen many versions with Cas as the captain, but that 's really not what I'm looking for. Alternatively any type of fic where Dean goes from zero to hero is gold in my book - especially if this involves some kind of physical transformation!

2. I've always been a huge fan of the Billy Elliot movie and musical and thinking about it a couple of days ago the story is perfect for a destiel-fusion with Castiel as Michael and Dean as Billy (they even have the same colouring!). So if anything like this exists out there I will be eternally grateful to the author who wrote it and the kind person who found it for me! (I know Billy Elliot isn't very big in the fanfiction world..)

3. Any fic where Dean discovers that he's really a prince, a chosen one in a fantasy!AU or rich or anything like that. Something that would entail a big change in his lifestyle, maybe he would need to undergo training, deal with the press or be expected to act differently. Anything that involves major lifestyle-changes really!

4. Any good Narnia/SPN-fusions/crossovers. I think I've exhausted anything that exists on ao3 and ff.net, but I might have missed some really good ones, and I'm also hoping there are some on LJ or tumblr floating around, that I haven't found.

As for pairings I don't really have any OTP and am fine with both het and slash, though I do prefer to not read wincest, if possible (I'll read it because if not I'll miss SO many good fics, but then I always have to imagine them not being brothers and it generally makes fic slightly less enjoyable for me). The most important part for me is really that it's Dean-centirc. Thanks in advance to anyone that answer my requests! :)
16 March 2014 @ 04:12 am
Hey everyone! I'm looking for a specific post-mpreg Dean/Cas fic that I read, I wanna say, within the last year or so.

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15 March 2014 @ 10:06 am
The fic I'm looking for features an unrelated Sam and Dean. Dean is a hunter and Sam is a photographer who runs a website selling research about supernatural stuff to hunters. They meet on a case and hook up, but Sam won't kiss Dean during sex because he was turned into some kind of were creature and he was afraid Dean would be able to tell by kissing him. After the truth comes out they go their separate ways, but then Dean tracks Sam down and a happy ending is had by all.

Hopefully this will ring a bell with someone.

Edit: Found in the comments!
06 March 2014 @ 03:44 am
I'm looking for a spesific Dean/Cas fic.

It was AU, Dean worked as a police officer in a town, he enters in a BDSM relationship with Castiel who is a computerprogrammer (I think).
Dean had previously been working as an interrogator somewhere else, and also been in a bad relationship with Alistair.
Sam and Charlie is in there to but not much, I remeber at one poit Dean is talking to Sam on the phone.

It was an WIP on SPN_kink or SPN_blinfold but I'm not sure.

Fool that I am I didn't bookmark it and now I can't find it again, it was very well written.

Thank you for all Help.

Found in record time it was: Keep looking for water

20 January 2014 @ 12:06 pm
Hey I'm looking for a fic that was like dean and sam were raised by different families, john and bobby and aren't related. They've known each other all their lives and dean always hunted with john while sam didn't but they like each other and eventually get married but that isn't revealed until the end of one of the stories (it was a series) sam works at a bar and dean hunts an I think in one story sam gets pregnant! Help??
Hello guys :)
So I'm looking for a fanfic I read a while ago (it was wip but maybe it's complete now) I can't found it anymore, I searched everywhere but maybe not in the good way and you are my last chance, hopefully you'll know where it is :D
pairing : Dean/Castiel
It started with Dean and his best friend (neighbor) Chuck they were hanging out outside Dean's house (porch I think) and they saw that the house in front was now landed.
A family just moved in and they saw a teen of their age (something like 17 or more), looking awkward in a suit (Castiel)
they decided to talk to him.
After they go together at school and Cas invit Dean and his little brother Sam to his house and they met Cas's family, Gabriel, Michael, Anna and all.
They are invited to supper and I know at a point Dean while going to the toilet overheard a conversation between Michael and Uriel about the fact Cas invited and really like Dean, Dean heard them talking about things (angels things) he don't understand but he feels weird about it.
Dean tell Chuck and they go investigate and heard more but still can't understand what's the deal.
I don't remember but Dean confront Cas and Cas reveals him his family secrets (they are angels) while Gabriel show Sammy his wings cause the kid asked him and he like him.
I don't remember much more I know there's a movie night in the basement with Dean, Cas, Gabriel and Sam but that's all.
(ps : I think there was a vessel thing too Michael knew the Winchester brothers have something special, it was different than being vessels like in the show)
Does it ring any bell to you ?
I think it was on fanfiction.net but I may be wrong.
Thank you so much by advance and have a nice : day - night !

found by me (after months :p ) http://archiveofourown.org/works/224119/chapters/338982
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So I'm restocking my fanfic bookmarks after a computer failure, and to my dismay, I just learned that [livejournal.com profile] bubblegumhunny has deleted and purged their journal, including their 2011 big bang story "Bright Lights Will Find Dark Spaces" (one of my favourite AU stories)!

So I was wondering if this story might exist somewhere else, like on AO3 or something of the like? And/or if anyone happens to have a copy of the pdf, if it had one? (If not, I'll just have to mourn the loss of a great story and writer, but I needed to at least try to find it!)
I'm looking for any fics like Stopped at the Crossroads by fourfreedoms where Sam and Dean are not hunters and there isn't anything supernatural going on, but they're still brothers and there's still wincest.
1. There any political AUs? Could be a fusion/cross-over with West Wing or another show, but am really just looking for, like, Sam the speechwriter and Dean the press secretary and Cas the chief of staff (or any positions, I'm not picky, just government kind of jobs).

2. Any Third Watch fusions/crossovers? Or any stories where the guys are cops-paramedics-firefighters(-doctors) and meet up across cases/hang out across the departments.

3. S8 AU where Dean does the Hell trials instead?

I'd prefer Destiel for these but I'll read any ship or gen, and it can include any side characters. Self-recs are cool too.

Thank you!!!
18 August 2013 @ 05:44 am
I'm a complete idiot, because I read this fic like a week ago, but it's not showing up on my history (AO3 I hate you- not really tho). Just had to say that. Anyway.

In this universe, angels are a lot more involved- you pray to them and your pray goes to the particular cohort of angels assigned to the day on which you prayed, and the angel who's the best fit to help you with your problem gets shot down to Earth on a canon. On one Thursday, Sam Winchester prays for an angel to help his brother find his soulmate, because Dean's basically got no life as he spends all his time working as a detective and trying to find the serial arsonist who killed their mother ages ago.

Castiel has been alive for thousands of years and has never been assigned a prayer. He's sort of feeling like a bit of a failure at this point, but the leader of Wednesday-Friday prayer-assigning, Michael, assures him that his time will come. Unfortunately, when it does, it's a matchmaking prayer, Castiel's weakest area. However, determined to do a good job, he shoots down to Earth and meets Dean.

This fic has serial-arsonist-manhunting, Castiel breaking into an angelic library, secret love amongst the angels, illegal human food, and, of course, epic Destiel. I am in love with this fic and am a total idiot for losing it.

I'm like 99% certain it's on AO3. Please please please help me find it?

FOUND! The Request, by [livejournal.com profile] cloudyjenn
09 June 2013 @ 10:51 pm
I try to be as specific in the description as I can but I read this story I'm looking for a long time ago. It's a Dean/Sam AU where Sam has nothing much to do and I believe his neighbor asked him to look after Dean because he suffers from some kind of mental illness. (I'm pretty sure it's Sam/Dean not Jared/Jensen, but... well, can't really remember). They live on a farm and they aren't brothers, it's totally AU. Sam looks after Dean, and there's a scene I can remember where Sam takes Dean to a BBQ party with his friends. There's also horse-riding involved. And Dean standing in front of the window. It was a pretty long fanfiction too and it's quite "old" I think, I read a few years back.
Thank you in advance! I'll be eternally grateful if you could help me find this story!
21 May 2013 @ 10:05 pm
Hello everyone.  I am looking for any fics in which Sam and Dean are still brothers but they aren't hunters.  I don't care whether they grew up apart or together, but I want them to still care about each other.  I want one or both of them to have feelings for each other.  I don't mind if the boys are paired with others at first, but I want it to lead to Sam/Dean.  I just read my first au yesterday where Dean was a model married to this older rich guy, but left him for Sam.  It was awesome and I really would like to read some more.  Any rating is fine.  So if anyone has any suggestions???       Oh...btw, The only pairing I would not like is Sam/Jess.  Thanks guys!!!
I'm looking for a specific fic. Dean grows up as an only child (I think... he might have a sister) and Mary and John are both alive and none of them hunt. But Dean knows he's supposed to have a brother named Sam. He talks about him all the time. And eventually he leaves home to go find Sam. And he does!

I'm not sure if I'm mixing up several fics, but I think Sam might have somehow wished himself away to protect his family. And when Dean finds Sam he might find him on the side of the road without anything because Sam got robbed by someone he got a ride from.
25 February 2013 @ 10:07 pm

I’ve been looking for 2 stories for a while now but I can’t seem to find them at all, I would really appriate it if someone could help me find them! I remember that I’ve read both of these stories on FF.Net but I just can’t remember the author or the title of the stories I’m looking for. one of them is a Deaf!Sam fic and the other is abused!Sam fic.

explanation behind the cut )

I would be really, really gratefull if someone is able to help me find these 2 fics!

Thanks in advance!:D

EDIT: Both found!:D
24 February 2013 @ 05:25 pm
Hey Everyone,

So I have a memory of a fragment of a story and trying to figure out what it is is driving me crazy. What I remember is this: I believe it was an AU fic with Sam and Dean living in a condo and both attending the local college. They've either stopped hunting or are doing normal life and hunting (I'm not sure which). Sam finds Dean in his bedroom ill, possibly with a seizure or an extremely high fever. EMS is called and take Dean to the hospital. I think he is diagnosed with some form of cancer. Any thoughts? I also feel like the story had something to do with dragons being the key to curing Dean's illness...

18 February 2013 @ 02:22 pm
I'm looking for any fic that has Sam or Jared as a loyal soldier/fighter/right hand/assistant/servant/whatever to Dean or Jensen.

Basically, any story that stresses the loyalty and respect Sam/Jared has for Dean/Jensen, where Sam functions as a shield or weapon for Dean or even addresses him with a formal title. I'd also like it if this respect, even though it's clear that Jensen/Dean has a higher status, were mutual so no slave fics, please. Maybe even a story where Jensen/Dean doesn't like how formal the younger man is with him or that he'd do anything for him, but that's not necessary. AU, canon, gen, J2 or Wincest are all fine.

Thanks in advance!
I read this one quite a while ago, so the details are a little sketchy.
It was an AU where I think Dean was on a Baseball team, with an established relationship with Cas, who none of the team had met so assumed he was female. Dean brought in lemon cakes and stuff from him, then at a match he tells the Team that Cas is coming and when they see Dean kissing some dude as opposed to his girlfriend they're kinda surprised. It's a very happy-go-lucky fic. Ring any bells?

Found in comments!
Hi. I'm looking for some Destiel Jealous!Dean fics, so if you have any, any at all, please feel free to comment. Once upon a time I had a nice list of it, but most of it got identically erased. I'm now in the process of hunting some of those down down and reading some news ones along the way.

1. AU in parts. I think the scene started out in a diner, with Sam complaining about how Mary (both their parents are alive) kept bugging him about his lack of relationships. Sam then asked Cas to come to the Winchester home for Christmas dinner as his date. Dean strongly opposed, Cas did not. Cue epic jealousy and angst.
When they arrived at the house, John made a jab about how he thought it was always the older Winchester that Cas had his eyes on.

There was a flash back to the first time Cas and Dean met, where Cas asked Dean out in a parking lot but Dean rejects him(an action which Dean now DEEPLY regrets now). Dean later met Cas again as his roommate, Victor's boyfriend.

At the end, Dean drives Cas home and kissed him by the doorway?. Cas got angry. Cue feelings sharing.

2. I think the boys were celebrating Thanksgiving/Christmas at Bobby's? For some reasons, Dean thinks Cas is in love wit Sam. Cue the most hilarious jealousy/man-pain/breakdown scenes from Dean.

I remember Dean kept describing some sort of ever changing animal flopping around in his stomach every times he thinks about Sam and Cas together. (monkey/whale?)

Once scene I vividly remember is Dean having a complete mental breakdown in a supermarket(falls to his knees?) while out shopping with Sam for ingredients for Bobby.
He's completely overwhelmed by the thought of Sam and Cas being together, and his thoughts go something like: Sam and Cas are gonna get married, they're gonna have adopted kids from Cambodia, I'm gonna be a frigging Uncle. Then Sam sees him on his knees and gets pissed off because he thinks Dean is just goofing off.
Hey y'all! I'm trying to find a story I read a few months back that I cannot find for the life of me. It was a non-supernatural AU wherein Dean was a social worker and Cas was a doctor and his best friend; the two of them went out to Bobby's (ranch?) for Sam's wedding to Ruby. Sam'd had a lot of problems with drugs in the past and Dean disliked Ruby because he felt she perpetuated the problem. Ellen and Jo were around too, as I recall. It was absolutely excellent and I cannot remember who wrote it or what it was called, and my searching has proved thus far fruitless. Any of you know what I'm talking about?

Thank you so much!
Hi guys I was hoping you guys could help me with two things
1) the first is if there are any Fics that have dean and Lucifer fighting over Sam. I'm not very picky but I would prefer if there was no character deaths or non-con.
2) The second is a specific wincest Fic i read a while back with Sam and Dean not brothers. Dean is a retired hunter after a accident that left him with an injured leg, I think he's living at Bobby's but Bobby is gone, I cant remember why. Sam has a daughter and they are running from his ex I think. THey meet when Sams car breaks down and Dean lets them stay with him for a while. Sorry thats all I can remember.

If anyone can help that would be great. THanks in advance.
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Hi! I hope everyone is doing okay during the hurricane. I am interested in reading this story ths that I neglected to save. In it, Sam and Dean aren't brothers. John and Dean (and I believe Bobby, also) belong to a group of hunters. Sam and his mother (who is a witch) live in a town where everyone hates them. Sam's mom isn't evil, but the townspeople think that she is. Long story short, the Winchesters and Bobby end up killing her and they feel bad about Sam, so they end up taking him with them.

My memory is kinda awful, but if this summary seems remotely familiar, I would appreciate your help!

As a general request, if anyone knows of any stories where Sam is thought to be a supernatural (or maybe he is one, or was kidnapped by one, etc.) and the Winchesters take him in (out of guilt, they find out he's their son/brother, or they were going to kill him, etc) I would be sooo happy.

Also, if Dean or anyone harbors any bad feelings towards Sam and it takes a while for people to warm up to him, that would be a major plus!

Note- I just finished reading Freak Camp :-)
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26 October 2012 @ 02:50 am
Hi guys, could ya'll please rec me your favorite long, complete, nc-17 rated first time Wincest AUs? Either boys raised apart, or boys raised together but not hunters. No non-brother AUs though, please! Well, thanks!
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