21 June 2017 @ 07:23 pm
I'm looking for meyerlemon's sequel/follow up to onelittlesleep/halfhardtorock fic They Say I'm a Bad Man and They're Right. Their journal is marked as deleted does anyone know if it's posted elsewhere or does anyone have a copy?

EDIT: FOUND
 
 
19 June 2017 @ 10:44 pm
Hey guys - this is a general search for two different kinds of fics.

First, are there any fics where J2 (or Sam/Dean) have a kid who feels like they have to 'come out' to them as straight? If J2, would prefer AU.

Also, any good female!J2 or female!Wincest fics you can recommend? I don't care how they ended up female, whether through magic, science, or they were born that way.

Thanks everyone! You guys always come through!
 
 
17 June 2017 @ 07:25 pm
I really thought I had a copy of this fic saved.

I'm looking for a fic. It is a Wincest AU. Sam is a girl, and has always been a girl. Its amn Old West story. I'm not sure if they are hunters or not. There is sexual tension between Sam and Dean and they ride around on horses, Dean's is called Castiel and Sam has a horse called Ruby. It was fairly lengthy.

I realize this isnt much to go on but maybe someone here can help.

Thanks!
 
 
 
I'm searching:

1. OlderBro Sam & YoungerBro Dean in Canon Universe. They are canonical biological brothers and still hunters. NOT de-age fic or Time/Dimension Travel fic. Preferly just Gen. But I love wincest too as long as not just PWP. Canon pair (Sam/Jess) accepted as long as they are not the main story. Example: The road always goes on and on

2. Female Dean with Canon Male Sam. Still canonical siblings, and hunters. Not Magic/Curse/Science turn Dean into Female. Dean BORN Female. Preferly just Gen. But I love wincest too as long as not just PWP. Canon pair (Sam/Jess) accepted as long as they are not the main story. I have no example for this one, so I need help.
 
 
07 June 2016 @ 09:27 am
Hi

I am looking for a female Dean fic, I don't remember much but I think it was curse that changed him to female. At one point Sam and Dean are being cased by the FBI or the police so they go into a club and Dean uses Sam's shirt as a dress so that they are not recognized.

Also any other good female Dean are welcome

Thanks
 
 
21 April 2016 @ 05:01 pm
I don't remember much from the story but Jensen was a girl who lived in the neighborhood and Jeff and Jared were some kind of criminals/crime bosses and she came over and the fucked her, there were other people in the room(i'm pretty sure she was underage). And I remember Jeff asked for her name and she said that her name was Jensen and he made a comment about people naming their kids weird names.Jensen may have been a cheerleader but I'm not sure.

Please comment if you think you know what story i'm talking about.
 
 
02 October 2015 @ 06:27 pm
looking for a specific fic that follows girl!Dean as she grows up. She learns to knit at a young age. She knits things for John, Sam, Bobby. At some point she uses knitting needles as weapons against a monster-of-the-week.

I'm thinking it was gen or Dean/Cas. Not positive on that.

I've tried variations of 'knitting' tags on AO3. No luck! anyone know it? Thanks!
 
 
Hey all!  I had a couple of general requests!

1. Are there any stories where Dean doesn't come to Stanford or Sam doesn't go with Dean that deal with what would have happened if Sam was there?  Whether Jess lives or not, either is fine.  :)

2. Are there any girl!Sam stories with her not related to Dean?  Just curious!  Also, anything with girl!Sam being protected from humans by Dean?  Or just protective!Dean with girl!Sam in general?

3. Are there any stories where Sam runs away pre-series (for a ligitimate reason, nothing that makes him the bad guy/selfish one/whatever) and they don't find him for a while?  Does he become a hunter?  Is he successful?  Something where he and Dean reunite later - brother bonding and forgiving on both ends?

Thanks so much!  Gen or het would be great!
 
 
01 June 2015 @ 09:11 am
Hi I'm looking for a few fics

1-female Dean/Cas, John was alive, the stop the apocalypse, John, Sam,Dean and Cas end up living together in a house. I think there is a picnic and Dean wears a yellow dress.

2- any female Dean where she's still capable hunter but John, Sam or Bobby treats her like a princess, sort of like we see with Jo when she is first introduced in the series.

3- Dean comes out to his family

Thanks
 
 
09 April 2015 @ 09:37 pm
Hey all!  I have two unrelated things that I am looking for.

1. Are there any gen stories of Sam being either born a girl or turned into one that is gen or mild het, where Dean is protective of Sam?  Maybe something where Sam realizes that he/she is vulnerable and it kinda freaks him/her out, and Dean is angrily protective and all that?

2. Any stories that emphasize just how large Sam is - using his strength and size to save Dean, intimidate others, that kinda thing?  Sam is just so TALL and broad and it's awesome.  :)

I prefer gen please!  Thank you all so much!!!
 
 
I'm looking for many different type of non-spesific about Sam & Dean. I hope and wish you guys could recommend some good fic with plot or type that i search.

1. Dean take care of Sam or/and Sam take care of Dean story. Yeah, i know fic about them taking care of each other is a lot. But more spesificly is, the taking care of each other was include Feeding, Help Cleaning/Bathing, Change clothes, or even shared body warm. Not three of that in one fic (but would be awesome if one fic has three of those care), at least one of those in each fic. But please don't recommend K Hanna Korossy's works. Because i already read some of her works that absolutely has some of those scene in them. Preferly Just Borther Love here. Because i kinda just want family feels on something like that. But SamDean Wincest are still welcome. (keep it PG13 would be awesome!)

2. Fem!Dean fic. I want a good fic, a very good fic that people like to recommend because it was really good fic. But not just a simple Fem!Dean fic. The stories have to has Sam, Canon Male Sam, as his brother (whatever if he's older or younger). The Background is in Canon universe, so yeah, still Hunting Monster and all. Either Gen and just Family thing like Canon, or Fem!Dean is paired with Sam only, so yeah, Wincest include, and not Destiel or other. Canon relationship between others and Dean, but non romance story, as we can see, SPN is not Romance Film (even though in canon there's moment Sam/Jess, Sam/Amelia, Sam/Ruby, Dean/Cassie, Dean/Anna, Dean/Lisa, they always stay canon aka no one stay in relationship too long except with family or friends) are welcome. It the story mentioned about Fem!Dean ever had relationship with someone or she still have sex with Hooker or any Good Looking Guy/girl, was pretty much Canon, so it was an okay either. As long as it not ended as pairing. (because i'm not into Winchester Brothers/OC)
So yeah, the fic either Gen, Family/Brotherly Love between Sam & Fem!Dean, or Wincest. And the Fem!Dean is the Original Born as Female Dean ! NOT male Dean turned into female or female Dean would turned into male. Just Female Dean and all with brother Canon Male Same !
The story i had read so far of Fem!Dean are all wincest, most short and only oneshot, and with porn as plot in them.
I already read fics in this category, and my first was
Until It All Falls Down which absolutely hot and amazing. That's why i want more.

3. A very absolutely good/great/amazing/awesome Wincest SamDean fic that ended Happy Ending, no important canon character death except canonical one or OCs. Either the fic is with Bottom!Dean or most sex scene has Bottom!Dean but sometimes they switch, or no Rated M fic (NC17 or R18) AT ALL! Example: Memories Of Me and it's three sequel by Gillian Middleton.
Edit: P.S : Or maybe just Romance fic. Pure about feelings and Love, and some canonical Hunting, and no sex part? (if that even possible)

4. Mpreg/Pregnant!Dean by Sam (or at least Sam's seed). But not just simple pregant Dean, but really good one fic of that. Happy ending. No angst ending please. And the baby either born or the story isnt end with Dean reach to give birth yet. Doesn't have to be Canon, could be AU. Fem!Dean acceptable as well, as long as Sam still a male. Not blood related is okay too.
Example: In the Arch of the Door (Great), And Baby Makes Three (Good enough), Starsky & Hutch Never Had to Deal With Water Retention (absolutely Great. Dean was pregnant by speel of magic. Sam and Dean wasnt even together or even have sex before. This what i mean at part 'at least Dean pregnant by Sam's seed'.)

5. Sam & Dean as Married Couple, maybe? I have never read or found one before. Just curious. Preferly Bottom!Dean. But Switch is great too. Canon and/or AU ! Brothers or Non-brothers~


All Character please not too OOC. Would be awesome if their character personality stay in Canon. No Bad/Angst Ending !
 
 
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18 December 2014 @ 09:15 pm
Hi guys,
I was wondering if you knew any stories with Dean, who transitions/transitioned from female to male.

I'd especially love stories that deal with the 'being raised from hell by Cas' issue, and the fact that he's healed from all his scars at that point.
I'm sort of intrigued that this could sort of go both ways here:
- either Cas restores Dean to his biologically female form, because he restores Dean as he's intended by his DNA
- or Cas goes by Dean's soul (or whichever explanation fits) and restores Dean's body to his male form, but biologically male this time.
And the fallout from there...

Thanks guys!
 
 
 
i'm looking for a specific fic in which always a girl!sam gets arrested/taken in (deliberately, i think, to get information) and then dean fucks sam in the van they're using in the parking lot after.

i more than likely have some details wrong as i read this at least five years ago, but that's the general gist, so if you know of a fic that sounds similar but has some differences, you're probably right, not me!

thank you :-)
 
 
18 April 2014 @ 09:24 pm
does anybody know if onelittlesleep's part of this fic is still up anywhere? I know meyerlemon's sequel is still live but idk. alternately, please let me know if you have a copy
 
 
Hey!

In the genderswap tag, I saw someone asking for a story where Sam and Dean were cursed (by a witch?) to think that they had always been girls, so they thought they had been genderswapped. It wasn't found, but it sounds interesting, so does anyone know it?

It also got me interested in always-a-girl!boys genderswapping, so any stories were Sam or Dean (preferably Sam) was born a girl and then gets genderswapped into a guy.

Thanks!
 
 
Hey,

Does anyone have a copy of "When John Went Away" by [livejournal.com profile] bluetoastfics? I had it bookmarked at AO3, but the link doesn't work anymore, and when I googled it it came up but again, the link doesn't work. I checked their fic masterlist as well- no dice.

Also, I read a great little AU which basically had Jensen as Pepper Potts and Jared as Tony Stark, and I was wondering if you guys knew of anything similar.

Anyway, thanks in advance! :)
 
 
20 March 2014 @ 10:25 pm
1. Any fics with either Jensen and Jared breaking up or Sam and Dean? I want them to cause me to cry my soul out. I want a happy ending, but I guess I can live without one.

2. A fic where one of the boys (Jared, Jensen, Sam, or Dean) is a girl but they act like a guy. Like, they hang out with the guys, maybe has a short hair cut?? I don't know...

3. I was reading this really good j2 high school au fic, where Jared moves in with Danneel, Misha, Chris, and Jensen, and Jensen has dissociative identity disorder and his alters were named Bo, J, Jack, and more... If you could help me?
 
 
26 December 2013 @ 06:27 pm
I'm looking for always-a-girl-Sam/Jess. Any and all, as long as there's no wincest! girl!Sam/OFC is good too, if you have some. Or girl!Sam/any female character. go crazy.
Also, I read a story some time ago in which Sam was female-to-male trans that i would really like to read again. Pretty much the whole thing was preseries and at first Dean thought that sam was a lesbian, but sam admitted that it was more that he just felt like a guy. I think they left john and dean got a job and sam transitioned. I think dean eventually went into the military? It was on AO3 and the author had another au story where dean and cas were college roomates and cas was trans.
Thanks for either!
 
 
Alright, I've searched and searched and I still can't find it. I believe Dean is getting sent to alternate realities. One where he's a guy and Sam is a girl, one where they are both girls and one where Dean is a girl and Sam is a guy. I think in the one where Dean's a girl and Sam is a guy, girl Dean has kid. Any ideas?
 
 
Hello! I'm on a search for a few types of fics-

Boys born as girls-prefer sam to be female, mainly because I haven't seen it done as much

Genderswap-cursed object or something along those lines

Sister fics-Boys have a sister, either raised with them or they suddenly find out about her and take her hunting with them.

Also its a shot in the dark, but I have this vague recollection of a sam/Gabe fic, where I think John was abusive towards sammy, so Gabriel took him away, and de-aged him and raised him on his own. Pretty sure I read it on FF, but it was a while ago...

Thanks!
 
 
01 October 2013 @ 09:31 pm
Not sure if this even exists, but I'm looking for a story where one J2 is born as a girl, and lives as a girl, and will stay a girl. They could be girlie girl or to, boy, just as long as they fall in love with the other J. All other kinks welcome. :)
 
 
03 September 2013 @ 03:56 pm
Looking for long Mpreg fics for J2/Wincest. Don't mind if one of them is always female or if they're trans. I prefer bottom Dean/Jensen, but it's not a dealbreaker. 
 
 
22 June 2013 @ 12:34 am
I mainly have general request for anything you guys can throw at me.
Any fics can be gen, Destiel, or anything!, please just no Winest or J2

1) girl!Dean Fics! I have exhausted the search on ff.net and AO3 and can be born-as-a-girl or changed into one, but I would like them to be where Dean stays a girl in the long run. I would really like this to be Destiel.

1.5) Dean(na) has a kid with Cas or Gabriel would be awesome!

2) wee/teen!chesters I will bake you cookies if you throw me a fic that has John and maybe Sam realizing just how much Dean does after he is hurt. Please no death!fics, I'm a sucker for a happy ending.

3) Any fic where Dean is raised by Bobby for whatever reason, Sam can also be raised by him. Also if Dean is somehow disabled in some of these, but is still able to hunt would be amazing!

4) Any Destiel fics dealing with the fallout of season 8.

5) powers!Dean where he is also the younger brother would be amazing!

6) Gabriel, I love his snarky butt and love pairing him with Dean. (1) can also be Dean/Gabriel.

Thanks! I have a great need for fics right now! Also any fics can be mixed and matched! Self-recs are accepted! Also would be appreciated if Bobby were in the fics! (He is my spirit creature)
 
 
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03 June 2013 @ 09:41 pm
Looking for any Fem dom!Dean recs .Gender-bent!Dean or Born-a-girl!Dean doesn't matter
Wincest or Destial plz
 
 
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03 June 2013 @ 03:41 pm
A female Sam (Samantha) and Dean (Deanna? Dinah?) are roommates in college. They begin as friends and become more as the story progresses.
Alternate universe. Sam's POV.

Sorry I can't give more description for this one.
 
 
26 May 2013 @ 12:24 pm
I don't really know how to start this, so I'm just going to jump in. Fair warning, this list is long. Also, I'd just like non-Wincest fics.

1. crying!Dean fics. I don't care why he's crying, I just want him crying and Sam or John comforting him.
2. Dean or John is deaged and Same has to take care of them.
3. blind, deaf, hurt, or sick!Dean with Sam taking care of him. I don't care if how hard the injury is or how sick Dean is, if he's been blind or deaf since birth, if it's permanent or just part of a curse.
4. protective or smart!Sam. Just something where Dean or John realize that Sammy isn't little anymore.
5. girl!Sam. Because I'd bet she'd be awesome, I'd prefer Dean is still a boy, unless
6. doctor!Sam. At least have taken some classes, and how'd that would affect their hunts.
7. Crossovers with Criminal Minds (with a focus on Sam and Reid) or SuperWhoLock crossovers. Any kind. Though a focus on Sam, the Elventh Doctor, and Sherlock would be loved.
8. Sam as teenaged father please, or Sam with a daughter.
9. Sam realizing he's gay or bi, and John and Dean's reactions
10. Sam going back just mentally and impressing everyone with his knowledge, or physically and everyone wondering what the hell happened to make him like this.
11. abused!Dean. Any kind, but I'd like the main on it to focus on his recovery.
12. teen!Sam getting addicted to any kind of drugs or starts cutting.
13. teen!Dean getting an eating disorder or being raped and a focus on his recovery.
14. Basically any Castiel/Sam fics that don't meet any of these requirements. No porn unless it's part of a much larger story.

Thanks!
 
 
Hello, guys! So, my request here is pretty straight forward. I'd like the longest, multi-chapter het you'd be so kind as to give me.

Pairing wise, I'm particularly fond of Sam/Jess, Sam/Jo, Dean/Jo, Jared/Gen or Jensen/Daneel. I'll also take het wincest like girl!Sam/Dean or Sam/girl!Dean. Menage a trois pairings like Sam/Jo/Dean, Sam/Jess/Dean, Jared/Genevieve/Jensen or Jared/Daneel/Jensen (if that exists) are A okay too. And finally, I'll also take Sam/OC and Dean/OC stories.

I don't mind WIPs, but I'd prefer completed. I'll also accept one-shots that are more than 10,000 words.

The longer the better! <3 Extra points if it's on AO3 cos then I get to immortalize the fics as mobi files on my Kindle. :P

Thanks.
 
 
03 May 2013 @ 01:29 am
I've been trying to find this everywhere and I can't remember where I saw it. All I remember is that Dee had an injury and Sam needed to take off her vest and her bra to sow it up. She was wearing a jacket vest of some kind. Sam is maybe 13, or somewhere in his teens and this is all very embarrassing for him because he likes her. She knows it and teases him. I remember there's references to her promiscuity in all the high schools she went to, something about her having sex with all of the guys there and getting bored of them quickly. Sam gets an erection and tries to hide it, I think, and she thinks its cute or something.

I remember it was a rec'd fic. The person said it was the best girl!Dean they ever read because she acts like Dean, having a laid back, masculine, devil-may-care attitude that ringed true of Dean. I don't think there was any sex because Sam was underage.

Thanks!
 
 
26 April 2013 @ 11:49 pm
I'm looking for the Wayfaring Verse by [livejournal.com profile] salinasfic. Here's what I know about the verse: It's a born-a-girl!Sam, eventual Sam/Dean, angsty verse, and if I'm not mistaken, Sam doesn't go to Stanford.  I know that it's also a first-time fic, where Sam and Dean both have other partners before being with each other, and there's a possible threesome involved at one point.

The journal has been locked, and I've tried getting in touch with the author about the verse but after a couple of weeks, I have not gotten a response.  Does anyone have the verse that is willing to share?  The author's profile doesn't mention anything about not sharing (only that mutual friends can still view entries), but if it's not allowed, I understand.
 
 
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23 April 2013 @ 05:54 pm
Can anyone rec me any girl!Dean fics that have Dean(na) having to deal with sexism?  Not just men leering at her, but having an 'oh that's cute you think you can shoot that gun why don't you go fix me a sandwich' attitude. Or even a darker, 'why don't you just get on your back now' attitude.  Er...preferably not just for the purposes of kink though.  Always-a-girl!Dean or turned-into-a-girl!Dean would both be welcomed.  Any parings are fine.

On a similar note, any fics that show John or Sam treating female Dean differently than he did male Dean, whether that's for better or worse.  Being more protective, not wanting her to hunt, not approving of her sleeping around, etc.

Finally, I think I've exhausted the all always-a-girl!Dean/Cas stories.  I've read everything on swing_set13's Epic Dean/Cas genderswap list, and everything that's tagged on AO3.  Does anyone know of any fics that were written more recently (and therefore not on the list) and aren't hosted at AO3?
 
 
17 April 2013 @ 01:02 pm
General requests
1. Any fics where the characters aren't aware that they are related when they start a relationship/have sex. Either because they've never met, they havn't seen each other for a long time, or as the result of some curse they can't remember each other. I have a particular weakness for John/Dean and Dean/Adam. No Sam/Dean, because there's a good chance I've already read them.

2. Are there any Dean/Henry fics out there? Or Henry slash anyone?

3. Any fics where Sam was born a girl, but Dean is still male? No wincest please. Open to any other pairings though.

Specific
I read a story a while ago where Henrickson was right about Dean being a serial killer, and Sam was his innocent brother who got dragged along. The significant thing about the fic was that it had a video to go with it, telling the same story using clips from the show. Sorry I can't be more specific. I read/watched it a long time ago and that's really all I can remember.

Thanks in advance!
 
 
Hi there!

I need a little pick-me up from the emotional roller coaster of a week I'm having, and I'm hoping you guys will oblige :)

Anyway, I'm looking for fics that are:

1. Fics where Dean is actually a good student in school (HS or College, I like both, though I don't read too much Wee!Chester). I always figured John would never put up with Dean doing anything less than stellar, Marine-standards bearing man that he is. Also, if Dean got into too much trouble or got really bad grades, it would just call too much attention to their home lives. I would love it if these are Destiels.

2. Girl!Dean fics where Dean has always been a girl and is the only one is the cast who's been genderbent. I'm really interested with the idea of Dean as a girl growing up in the all-male world of canon!Dean and how she adapted. Also, I'd love AUs just as much as canon in this case, especially if set in HS or College since I haven't read much of those. Destiel pairing please.

3. Any fics out there that have elements of Dean being really good friends with Gabriel or Chuck or Charlie? If it's with Gabriel, please don't have it turn out as Sabriel, since I'm not a fan of that. Chuck needs more love I think, and I really like the thought of Dean being friends with someone like him. Charlie and Dean are my BrOTP, so I will always ask for this. Once again, Destiels are loved.

4. This one is pretty general - any fic where Dean's soul is written as pretty amazing, and I'm talking like shining-beacon in the supernatural world kind of amazing. Destiel is my preferred pairing if there is one, of course.

No Wincest please! Thanks you guys!
 
 
Can you recommend me any stories with a transgender character, a character with intersexual characteristics, someone facing problems because of their gender identity,

... or stories with a (pansexual) character, who deliberately ignores the gender binary and sexual orientation categories?

RPF with J2 would be good, though I would be fine with any pairing or Gen.
Preferrably AU and completed fics.

I really hope that you can help me out! I've been looking in a lot of places, but most stories were Winchester, Wincest or just cross-dressing fics.

Thank you so much in advance!

Example: "Oh, My Queen!" by [livejournal.com profile] cherie_morte
http://infatuated-ink.livejournal.com/78701.html
 
 
08 February 2013 @ 05:43 pm
I've been reading so many fics where Sam and John treat Dean badly, neglect his feelings and that sort of thing, and while I do love them, but I need me some fluff please.

1)fics where Sam, John or both spoil Dean for whatever reason, his birthday.
2)Sam or John goes back in time, determined to make life better for Dean.

So, I also heard that aparently Mary was a hunter (My falling out with the show has put me off actually watching it past season 2/3, but  I still look it up sometimes) So...

3) So, any fics that explore the fact that Dean is a born hunter. John and Sam are so terribly... just *not*, they're in it for revenge, and once that's done, if the whole Angel/Demon crazy thing from the later seasons never happened, and John hadn't died, once the YED was killed Sam and John would give it up, they would go back to a normal life, and though Dean would probably enjoy having a proper home base to work from, he would still be a Hunter.
4) Any fics where the YED doesn't come and Mary takes Dean out on his first hunt, while John and Sam do father/son stuff. Because I reckon in a normal world Sam would be a total Daddy's boy, they'd talk school and stuff, and Dean would be a Mommy's boy.

And lastly some other little fics I'd love to see.

5)Where Dean has always been a girl, but dresses as a boy for convience sakes (John's old shirts, and to be able to have hand me downs for Sammy). Some fics where Sam likes seeing her get dressed up all girly, because it means they have money to spare and that Dean is treating herself, and relaxing.
6) Dean has his home base at Stanford while Sam is at college, and Dean shows up occassionally to hang out with Sam. Maybe Sam's friends think this is weird because all of them would kill to just be away from their annoying siblings, and Sam just grins and enjoys it!

Gen only if possible. though I might take a Wincest if it's pretty damn awesome. But Gen if you can. Thank you all so much for the help!
 
 
16 January 2013 @ 08:24 pm
Hi everyone !

First of all, Happy new year to everyone !

1) I'm looking for wincest stories where Sam was born a girl (no curse or whatever) and Dean is still the Dean we know.
You can recommend anything, even very old stories because I rarely read this style before.
Just send me anything you have as long as they're not WIPs because I get frustrated when they are abandonned.
Also, I only read stories with happy endings please (too many sad endings in real life)
All lengths and all ratings are happily accepted.

2) And there is also another search that I'll probably crosspost on cmficfinders.
I'm looking for all the stories that you can find where Sam Winchester/Spencer Reid (from Criminal minds) are the main pairing. Those two are just amazing together in the very few stories that I read so please please please, feed my new obsession.

3) And, just in case, if you know any Sam/Derek or even Sam/Spencer/Derek story, I would just be delighted !

Thanks in advance.
Vanessa

PS to mods : I hope this is ok to group those requests in the same post.
 
 

Specific fic! I can't remember the title but the Winchesters were working together, Papa John was there too, and they had managed to gank the witch I think but she managed to cast a curse on Dean. He woke up the next day the splitting image of his mother and Sam was the one there with him, John was out when the curse struck. 
So Sam freaks out about the lady in the room while Dean doesn't get it until Sam points it out that he's a chick. Dean goes into the bathroom and stays there for loner than usual, silent.
Later John comes in, sees Dean and after an attempt can't ignore how much it just hurts to even look at Dean before he leaves. Dean is crushed, becomes mute and sinks onto the floor because he was the reason why John left. Sam holds him in comfort and Dean still doesn't make a sound when he is shifted back.
The curse was that silence was payment I think....

Found it was! Found it was!! In the first comment below! (screwed up some of the details though...)

A few general requests:
1) Are there stories where Dean is cursed to become female or look like his mother that does not end in Wincest? 
- Dean can remain as a woman or he changes back to manly Dean!
2) Dean was born a woman and gets pregnant (Not through the Winchester men please)
- Dean can choose to keep the baby, give it to someone else or suffer a miscarriage leading to angst
3) Are there any fics that have parental!Ellen towards Dean?
4) Mermaid/merman Dean?
5) Feral Dean

No Wincest please... Or if it is really good (as in disturbing or just plain good), give me a heads up please.
Destiel, Debriel & Dean/omc is a-okay with me!

 
 
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23 December 2012 @ 04:05 am
Hello everyone!

I wondered if there was any slash out there with Dean and Benny where Dean was born as a girl and is a FTM. And a, well, really surprised Benny. I'll even take fics where Dean was always a girl. A manly girl, but a still girl. It doesn't matter waht Benny's reaction is.

Is there something out there? Thanks to all!
 
 
04 December 2012 @ 06:27 pm
i don't recall a whole lot about the fic, or if there was a pairing in the fic, but if there was, it was Sam and Dean.

Cut for fic spoilers )
 
 
Hey guys! Hoping you magic folk here can help me out with two fics I've lost.

1. Girl!Dean, and I think it was always a girl, rather than a curse or something else. Sam was still a guy, and it was pretty much PWP. Dean was pretty bossy and in control, telling Sam exactly what to do and how to do it.

I recall there was a scene where Dean was sitting on a dresser or table or something, while Sam gave performed oral sex on her. FOUND! Link in comments.

2.Supernatural was a TV show, and Sam and Dean were watching it and commenting on how unrealistic it was, something about how it was the glamorous Hollywood version on their lives? I think (not entirely sure) Dean may have smoked, and I think there was a part where it pointed out how the Sam and Dean on TV were magically unscarred. I'm not sure if it was gen or Wincest.

Sorry I'm so vague on both of these, I would love to read them both again! Help me out? :)
 
 
02 October 2012 @ 08:07 pm
I would like some het Wincest please. So one of the boys being born as a girl but NOT both.
 
 
09 September 2012 @ 01:42 am
hello!

this might be a longshot but i was wondering if there were any complete meduim (10,000) of longer sized fics that where Dean expiriences gender confusion. it can be in the form of cross dressing, being a hermaphrodite, genderswap, transgenderism, ect. it doesn't have to be overly serious but i'm not looking for straight kink either (though if it's in there as well it's welcome!). i'm looking for Slash or Gen mostly (though no kid!fics please), any pairing! oh! and no complete AUs please, hunter!verse only

thanks!
Aki
 
 
03 September 2012 @ 12:53 am
1) specific- I don't remember much about the details of this fic, but it was a Wincest version of The Swan Princess with always-a-girl!Sam in the role of Odette. And there was sex, possibly underage. It's a fairly recent fic; I remember it being posted a few months ago, but I can't find it again.
-->Found in the comments! (I love you beautiful, beautiful people) Now Sleeps the Swan by [livejournal.com profile] cherie_morte

2) general- any other wincest, J2, or sabriel Swan Princess/Swan Lake fics, please. I checked [livejournal.com profile] kruel_angel's Movie Remake Masterlist, and there were no entries for either.

3) PDF request- does anyone have a copy of [livejournal.com profile] kawachu's J2 Stardust fic, I saw you shine in the starry sky, or know where else I can read it since the account's been deleted? Please and thank you!
 
 
Hey guys.  I have a couple of general requests for you today.  
1.  I'm hoping to read something where either Sam or Dean is the parent of a little girl (or teenage girl either way).  Preferably, I'd love to see Dean/Cas, and I don't really care who you pair Sam with.  Just shoot me your favs please and thank you!

2.  The other is I'd love to read boys turned into girls or born as girls.  It's an interesting concept and I was wondering if anybody had any good suggestions.  I have looked through some things, but everything I've started to read has seemed a little, off, so yeah, suggestions would be great.  :D

3.  This is sort of an afterthought but any good fics where the boys grew up with a little (or middle) sister woud be great too!

Thanks Guys,
                       ~Azzy

P.S.  No Wincest PLEASE
 
 
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25 August 2012 @ 11:03 pm
I am not sure if such a fic actually exists, or if it was just a bunny or prompt I read somewhere. But I vaguely remember a retelling of the pilot wherein Sam(antha) is a girl and Jess(e) is a boy, and after Jess' death Sam discovers she's pregnant? I don't recall anything after that - if the story continues after the birth, or how Dean reacts, or anything. Just that little bit.

Hope someone recognizes this, if I didn't just imagine it :) Thanks!
 
 
I'm on an eternal quest to find good self harm/eating disorder fics for dean and jensen, so I'd be happy to get any good ones! it can be any pairing, au or canon, at any age, but it has to be self inflicted (in the case of eating disorder fics). I've already read In a Mirror Distorted and Indistinct and most other often-recced fics though, so lesser-known fics would be much appreciated!

I'd also like some fem!Winchesters, but no curse-related genderswap, simply them being born female. I'd rather them still be hunters, but I like AUs, too. I'd prefer gen fics for this, but dean/cas and or sam/gabriel is fine also. NO wincest on this one, please.

thank you!
 
 
09 July 2012 @ 05:15 pm
Are there any stories where Dean or Sam are biologically female but have always lived as a boy? So much so that the other brother sometimes forgets he technically has a sister? Note: I don't mean genderbend fics - not actual transformations. I mean where Dean or Sam is a boy in a girl's body. I actually vaguely remember reading one like this with Dean as the transgender - I think he grew up as a boy because he didn't think John wanted a daughter? Will read Wincest, but no weecest or daddycest, please.

I will also accept fics with Jared or Jensen in the same situation.

Thanks, all :)
 
 
09 June 2012 @ 09:21 pm
Hi!

I'm looking for a story in which Dean was a girl (born female). It was some kind of AU, but I can't remember if they were ever hunters or just retired. I think Castiel had fallen (or maybe he was always human?).

It was Destiel and Cas decides to take Dean(na) out on a proper date (and asks Sam, of course). And then he takes Dean(na) out for a picnic and she wears her only dress and I think she braids her hair. It's a very sweet thing, mostly so because Deanna never really allows herself to be feminine/girly.

Does anyone know what I'm talking about? I'd really like to read it again!

Thanks in advance!
 
 
I looked through all the tags, but could not see any that related specificly to FtM transgender issues.

Does anyone know of any good fic, either AU or Canon that has a FtM!Dean? I know canon might be a bit difficult, as we've seen Dean presenting as male very young, in the 80's, in rural Kansas....

Anyway, FtM!Dean with awesome!understanding!Sam, Bobby or even John. I'd also love a fic where Cas is aware (having remade Dean and reading his soul and all that) and treats it as a non-issue, (or is fine with it once Dean explains)

Cas/Dean is of course a bonus, but I'm easy. Wincest/Threesomes/Gen/Whatevs

(sorry for the sunbject fail mods, I had restarted from a saved draft!)