29 April 2017 @ 06:14 pm
I am hoping somebody can help me. A long while ago most like even over 3 years ago I read a story where Jensen was a painter ans Jared was his canvas. Jensen was a famous painter of Living art, which meant the art was drawn on to the person and they were naked.

I remember a scene where Jensen is painting Jared and they have to take a break because Jared is getting seriously turned on.

Any help would be really appreciated. I can't remember the name of the author or the name of fic.


Found in the first comment.
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10 November 2016 @ 05:03 am
I am looking for a story about Jared, who is getting abused by his husband. I think his family made him marry the man because of money. They basically sold Jared to this man. I'm not sure what the husbands name is. The husband is very controlling and abusive. Jared gets sent to a ranch while his husband is away on business or something like that. He is sent there to be watched because the husband is paranoid and doesn't trust Jared. He hires people to keep an eye out for Jared. Jared is an artist, he loves to draw, but he is always told by his husband that he is horrible and should stop wasting time on something that will never amount to anything. Jensen tells Jared that he's an amazing artist. The ranch turns out to be the best place for Jared because he gets more confidence in himself. And he is surrounded by people who care about him. He meets Jensen at the ranch either the first day or the second and later on they start a friendship,but it becomes an affair overtime.The friendship takes time because Jared is very timid and doesn't trust easily anymore. Chad shows up at the ranch with help from Jensen. Chad and Jared haven't seen each other in a long time because Chad and Jared are not allowed to hang out. Jared has been forbidden to see Chad, so they keep it a secret from Jared's husband as long as they can. The husband eventually finds out. At the very end of the story Jared shows up at his house to get stuff. He gets raped and ends up in a fight for his life. Jared either kills his husband or almost kills him, by bashing his head with a lamp or something like that. Jared ends up at the hospital. Jared and Jensen end up together in the end.
Here are some tidbits I remember from the story.
The husband parades Jared in front of his friends. The husband may share Jared I forget. The friends are also are mob related. There's evidence against the husband relating to his shady deals. The man had been grooming Jared for a long time and the minute he turned 18 he asked to marry Jared. The dad said yes and forced Jared to sign papers. Jared's mom is either a drug addict or an alcoholic so she is no help at all. During his stay at the ranch he is made to make multiple calls to his husband. He must tell his husband everything about his day. I think Jensenis the one to find Jared in the house after the attack and blames himself for Jared getting hurt. That's all I remember.

I hope that helps and I hope it wasn't to confusing.
27 October 2016 @ 01:28 pm
I'm looking for a particular fic I read quite a while ago where Jensen is a tattoo artist, and Jared is his favorite canvas. Many details are fuzzy, and I'm sure that I'm conflating some from other stories, but the one I'm looking for features a rather possessive Jensen who doesn't want Jared getting tattooed by anyone else. In one scene, Jared has Chris (I think) tattoo him so that he can surprise Jensen, and Jensen gets jealous at first, but then thinks it's hot. I'm pretty sure they have sex in front of Chris while Chris is tattooing Jared. Like I said, the details are fuzzy but maybe someone recognizes the fic I'm thinking of.

Edit: Found in comments. Thanks!
25 July 2016 @ 02:30 am
Hi does anyone have a pdf of Some Pieces The Adjoin by goingtoqueens? The link to the story says Access Denied but since the podfic is still available on A03 I was hoping the author wouldn't mind it being shared. Thanks in advance!

Edited; Found, link in comments!
21 March 2016 @ 11:45 pm
in the fic one of the boys I think Jensen has Jared blow him while Chris tattoes Jensen.
I remember seeing someone search for this… last year. I think. Or maybe I found it last year…

Anyways – I forgot to save it and I’ve been looking everywhere for the last hour. Here, Ao3, FF.net…

The boys have this dream connection thing. I think Jensen used to live on Jared’s street – but idk – at some point it’s like Jensen’s like Jared’s imaginary friend?

They see eachother in dreams and stuff and both come to the conclusion that those are in fact, just dreams.

Jared studies art and Jensen’s an author. Jared starts to panic in class when they start studying a book that’s exactly his story with Jensen? Something about lovers trees or….smt like that. Apple and pear tree?

It’s all very specific in my head, I’m sorry xD
Hope you can help!
23 March 2015 @ 12:28 am
Low down on what I remember.

1. Jensen was an art professor and was slightly assholeish (i.e. knocked over a display and did not care) but he didn't care because Jared thought he was hot.

2. Jared was a mechanic/engineering student and there was sexy times on top of a car that made Jensen slightly jealous.

3. Jared was really craving cheetos for some reason (not mpreg) and there may have been sexy times using the cheeto powder.

4. Bottom!Jared

5. Super cute and funny

Please help me!
04 September 2014 @ 07:39 pm
Hey everyone,

I wanted to re-read Hot for teacher by jjjia912 but the lj account has been deleted. I ADORE the story, and I was wondering if anyone had it as a .pdf or knows where it can be found??? (I checked the authors deleted/deleted stories tag, but couldn't find it)

Your help is as always greatly appreciated!
Looking for something similar to "Teenage Dirtbag" by aythia, but not that one. Jensen is an artist, maybe kind of goth. Jared is a shiny, happy jock. They are dating in high school (I think Jensen paints a mural with colors in it that were inspired by Jared - maybe that's part of this fic). When they get to college Jensen's new art friends can't believe he's dating someone like Jared (who they refer to as a Ken doll). Does this sound familiar?

Edit: Found in comments!
22 October 2013 @ 01:55 am
While reading the fic Desolation Moonlight by , I was reminded of another fic where Dean was taking an art class.

Details: The fic starts with Castiel setting up for his new art class. The students walk in and one of them is Dean. Dean goes up to Cas to get his art supplies because he wasn't allowed to get them on his own time. (Dean is on parole, therefore he had restriction placed on him that made it difficult to get the supplies he needed for the class.) Soon the class starts and Cas asks to students to draw a still-life portrait of something in the room so that he can learn their skill level. Cas walks around the room, giving critique as needed when he gets to Dean. The first thing Cas notices is that Dean drew an object that most of the students had ignored. (It was a ornate handle of a jug/mug, I think.) The second thing Cas noticed was that Dean was very talented, with only minor errors in his drawing.

Later on, Cas gives the students a home assignment and at some point suggested to Dean that maybe he should draw a car part for the assignment. (I forget why Cas made that suggestion.)

The only other detail I remember is that Anna taught an advanced art class and Dean might have been recommended into taking that class next semester.

Found: It's To Dabble in Art by [livejournal.com profile] ru_salki99.
I forgot to rec the fic and of course I lost it. I remember, in it Jared was either a lawyer intern or student and Jensen was a son of Jared's superior. At some point they went to Africa. Jensen, I think, was an artist. In the beginning Jared'd thought very little of Jensen but later he'd understood him better and fallen in love. I remember, the fic was very romantic. May be someone could remember it? I'd be appreciative.
Found! Link in the comments.
18 July 2013 @ 01:41 pm
I'm looking for a Destiel Notting Hill AU. I think I saw that a while ago, but I can't remember where or the title.
Could you help?
Thanks :)
04 March 2013 @ 01:31 am
I'm pretty sure I didn't imagine this story, though I won't rule it out completely:
Jared is a tattoo artist and runs his own shop, Jensen might be too I think but I'm not entirely certain on that one. I don't remember much about the story aside from a specific scene where Jared falls asleep in his office or the back of the shop or something, and Jensen goes in and sort of nudges him awake even though I'm fairly sure the other workers at the shop warn him not to catch Jared off guard. When Jared wakes up, he ends up pinning Jensen to the wall like he'd fending off an attacker or something until he realises who it is and its like OMG I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to jump you like that. It turns out Jared was attacked a few years ago or abused or something that makes him startle really easy and go into instant fight mode. That's all I remember, Jensen might have been a new piercer guy at the shop...possibly. But I might be mixing it up with another story. Does anyone know what I'm on about here? Or have I just lost the plot?
27 November 2012 @ 04:39 pm
FOUND!!! Okay this is driving me crazy! I read this story a long time ago that had to do with Jared and Jensen (I believe) where they were living together and super in love except Jared was pulling away from Jensen. I think Jared was an architect or an engineer and his co-worker was Mike. Him and Mike were hanging out after work all the time that they weren't staying late to work. I remember they were always playing video games, watching movies, or smoking weed. At first Jensen is just jealous but then Jared starts either ignoring him or just being mean to him. Jensen finally gets fed up and leaves Jared. And even though Jared begs him he won't take him back. I think that it is a series that Jared and Jensen got together and moved out to LA or something for Jensen to be an artist. There is another one after it in which Jared does eventually win Jensen back. Can someone help me? I really want to read this again because it was really good :-)

Found: http://www.sinful-desire.org/archive/viewseries.php?seriesid=185
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18 October 2012 @ 07:03 pm
So I am looking for some of my favourite J2 fics to bookmark again and I remember this oneshot fic where Jensen had a bad day and he was in a bad mood. He comes home to see Jared dancing to his ipod, Jared is happy because he sold his first painting (Jared is an artist and Jensen is some kind of businessman I think) and when he tells Jensen that Jensen snaps at him. Then he regrets it when he sees how sad Jared is now and they make up and I also recall Jensen asking Jared for a dance too at the end. Anyone knows what I am talking about? I am going crazy trying to find it, my google fu fails me and delicious just plain won't load. Help please?

ETA: FOUND! Link in comments! Thanks so much for the help!
29 September 2012 @ 01:51 pm
I'm looking for a specific J2 story I red a couple years ago.

1) Jensen is currently an artist in his mid 20s but was formerly a prostitute. Now lives in a loft.
2) Jared is in high school or just graduated and leaves home or is kicked out because of his parents homophobia (I think).
3) The boys have some sort of sexual contact, but then Jensen decides it can't happen again, I think because if the age difference.
4) Towards the end, I think that the boys reconnect at one of Jensen's art shows, but I may be confusing that with another fic.
5)Other characters include Danneel and Chad.

Does this ring a bell with anyone?

Hey everyone, 

I've been trying to find these three specific fics for some time now, but I just cant, so I decided to turn here for help.

1. Fic is wincest fic, and Dean either broke up with Sam or forgot him and left. I can't say which one happened, because first I had merged two fics as one in my mind, so, but after Sam loses Dean he becomes desperate and he searches for djinn, so he can live with Dean in his head. And I think that in this 'dream'-world he can tell its not true? And then the real Dean shows up there some how, and he's like "are you really satisfied with this, Sam?" or something.

I really can't remember anything more about this fic, but I'm starting to be bit desperate about it, because I really want to read it again.

2. The other one is wincest fic as well, or more like verse of many one shots. But all I can remember about it, is that Sam breaks up with Dean and decides to try live normal life again and go back law school, and after that Dean gets some woman pregnant and marries her, because it's the right thing to do. But after becoming lawyer, Sam gets really drunk and calls Dean and they end up having sex again? And after that they have more sex behind Dean's wife's back. Also I can remember that Dean's marriage with this woman isn't the happiest one? And I think that the wife cheated on Dean as well? And they have more than one children. And that one of the fic's in this verse is like Sam grilling some beefs and going grocery store with Deans family. FOUND! Light!Verse

3. The third one is J2 fic, where Jensen is artist with serious trust issues and he thinks that people can't see behind his good looks, and he and Jared becomes internet friends, and after while Jared wants to meet him, but Jensen does not believe that Jared is any different than the others, so he hesitates about seeing him and when he agrees to meet Jared he has this one condition that Jared has to be blindfolded, and Jared is okay with that. So after the first meeting they have sex and I think at some point Jensen paints potraits of Jared. And I remember that Jared's friends were concerned about his relationship with Jensen. And after they've dated for a while Jensen goes to bar where he knows Jared is going that night, and he tries to flirt and hit on Jared to see if Jared falls on his good looks, but Jared is like 'No thanks, I'm dating someone' even though he hasn't seen Jensens face yet, and after that Jensen decides to let Jared see him. FOUND! Beneath the Surface

So yeah, thanks super much already. And I hope that I don't fail anything while posting this.

A few random reqs today:

1. Anything where Sam likes drawing. Would be totally cool if Dean didn't know about his talents and is impressed when he finds Sam's sketch book or something. Gen/wincest.

2. Wincest and Dean cheats on Sam. For whatever reason. Hurt heart broken Sam is love! 

3. Anything where Dean is the younger brother, much younger, like Dean is still a kid when Sam is in his twenties. GEN!

4. Showering together, shaving the other, washing the others hair. Gen/wincest.

5. Any broken fingers or toes? I can't seem to find the one where Sam drops a heavy ass book on his toe anywhere.
26 March 2012 @ 09:57 pm

I'm looking a fic named "Apology" where Jared is a cop (FBI maybe) and Jensen is an artist.

Thank you ;)
Looking for two fics, any help would be greatly appreciated.

One is where John leaves Dean and Sam with a hunter and he sexually abuses Dean. When Dean calls his dad John misunderstands and tells Dean not to be lazy/weak. When the boys run away to Bobby's because the abuser wanted Sam, John realizes the truth and is guilty. Anyone know it?

The second is an eventual wincest fic, where Dean and Sam are raised apart but somehow know each other via phone calls without knowing they're brothers. Sam is an artist and his art is throughout the chapters, he's also gay and in love with Dean?

I can't for the love of me find either so any help would be awesome!
08 January 2012 @ 12:44 am
Hi everyone,

1) I'm hoping someone knows this fic. I've gone through the artist tags in this comm and the J2 recs comm but I haven't been able to find it yet.

This is what I remember: Jensen is an artist with a condo and he sees Jared on the street and asks him to be his model. Jared accepts but he's actually part of a robbery crew. Jared later changes his mind but the crew still robs Jensen's place. Jensen is then traumatized and it skips a few years later where Jensen see Jared again but this time Jared is homeless and he agrees to model for Jensen again for a place to stay. - FOUND

2) I'm also looking for any fics post-Swan Song and pre-S6 relevation that Sam didn't have his soul back, where it focuses on the reunion of Sam and Dean and Dean having the cherry pie life but would choose to leave with Sam anyways.

Thanks in advance!
17 December 2011 @ 12:07 am
Edit: Found in comments! :D

I remember Jared was a struggling actor, and Jensen, an art teacher, recently broke up with his boyfriend (Chris) because he was cheated on. With no place to live, Jared and Jensen move in together, and they pretend to be a couple.

Jared was dating a girl named Adrianne, and Jensen has a brief relationship with Misha who lives in the floor below.

I just remember Jared getting jealous over Misha, and of course, J2 eventually end up together.

If anyone could find this, it would be greatly appreciated! Thank you!
06 December 2011 @ 01:17 pm
I'm looking for a fic that a read a few months ago. In it, Jared is a famous artist and has a daughter. He meets Jensen, who is his daughter's teacher. Jensen is a big fan of Jared's art, but doesn't know that it is Jared painting the pictures. At one point, Jared's ex shows up and causes problems between the J's. Does this sound familiar to anyone?

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19 November 2011 @ 11:31 am
Hey everyone. :)

I was just wondering if any of you could point me in the direction of fics that have anything to do with using tattoos as a form of bonding. I'm looking for either Balthazar, Cas or Gabriel using it as a way to mark Dean. I did read one fic where it was Jensen getting a dragon tattoo, and it was a tattoo of Jared he picked and they were paired up like that. Fics of Jensen, Misha, Richard, Jared and Sebastian would fill that as well.

Thanks in advance.
05 November 2011 @ 12:34 am

Hey, so, I just got a sudden urge for fics about artistic nudes. I would love something where Jensen is an artist and he has Jared model for him for some reason (for a high school or college art class would be awesome) and he becomes obsessed with drawing Jared and they end up getting together. Something along those lines? I'm OK with Jared being the artist and Jensen being the model.

I've also been wanting to read stalker fics. Anything with one J stalking the other for any reason. Creepy psycho stalker and socially awkward stalker or any other kind of stalker is all fine as long as it has a happy ending with them ending up together. I have a thing for voyeurism so that's always a bonus.

Mods: There is a a way we could get a model career tag? Right now the closest thing to model is porn star and I see that as very different even if it is a nude model. Could we also get a voyeurism kink tag and something for stalking maybe?

27 October 2011 @ 07:57 pm
Hi guys! I'm feeling kind of down today so I could use a good pick me up. I'd love to read some high school or college J2 AU's or non-AU's where Jensen is quiet, shy, self-conscious and has a low self esteem, but is unknowingly adorable. He could be self-conscious about anything, but I'd be really happy if he was self-conscious about his looks and/or artistic talents. And by artistic talents I mean it'd be awesome if he was a musician, artist, and/or writer but doesn't feel like he's any good at it and is constantly worried about what people think of him. And if Jared comes into the picture and comforts and encourages him well then that would be just perfect! No pre-established relationship fics, in fact, some pinning on Jensen's end would be awesome. Angst is great, but I need happy endings with lots of schmoop please. No WIPs, but self-recs are welcomed. Thank you!
Hi there :)

I'm looking for a J2 AU fic where Jensen is a comic book writer. He's done a series of comics which all feature Jared, who is based on his perfect guy. I can't remember all the details but Jared comes to life from the comic, and it turns out that some of the other characters got out too, and they have to go and chase the bad guy.

The only other thing I can remember is that there's some peas... yes, peas! I think there's a giant one, and they're always talking and chattering away giving a commentary of what's going on. I think one's also obsessed with porn, and wanted to watch J2 in bed!

Can anyone help?

Edit: Found. Thanks to [livejournal.com profile] kruel_angel and [livejournal.com profile] petite_madame :)