18 June 2017 @ 12:15 am
I remember that the Padalecki and Ackles families were very close and would go up to like a lake cabin to vacation together. Jensen is a doctor and Jared is a forest ranger )or something similar). Jensen was in love with Jared when they were younger (and still is) but he received a wedding invitation and though it was for Jared but it was Megan's and he avoided the Jared and the Padalecki's for years until his mom makes him come to the lake cabin one summer.
22 February 2017 @ 06:52 am

I've been looking through book marks for a specific story where Dean was admitted to the hospital due to him having a bad asthma attack. I believe Castiel may have been his nurse or doctor. Eventually they fall in love.

Sorry if that isn't enough to go off, but I hope it helps :-)
03 February 2017 @ 11:20 pm

I've been looking for a specific fic.
I remember that Castiel is a doctor at a mental hospital, and he meets patient Dean.
Sam works at the same hospital as a nurse or something.
Dean thinks he and Sam are brothers, but they aren't.

I think I read it at AO3, but I'm not sure.

Can anyone help me?
I'm going out of my mind.
27 January 2017 @ 02:37 pm
Hi! I just remembered this fic that I read a while ago. It was posted on AO3, and now I can't find it for some reason. What I remember is that it was a human AU, set in a hospital. Cas is a doctor/surgeon known for being kind of a dick. Dean is a technician/EMT who is the only one that Cas can work with. I think the tagline was something like, "the best person gives you not what you asked for, but what you need." Something along those lines. Thank you so much in advance!
14 January 2017 @ 10:59 pm
I know this is very vague, but I only remember one (reoccurring) thing. J2 friends are trying to set up Jared and Jensen, but they manage to keep standing each other up or arriving late. Jared (I believe) is a doctor and was late due to surgeries/emergencies. I think at one point, Jared was late and walks in on Jensen badmouthing him for being late due to an emergency.

EDIT: Found in comments.
08 December 2016 @ 08:50 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic, which may be a figment of my imagination.

If I remember correctly, Jensen and Dean were twins. Dean was an omega but faked being alpha likes his brother. Jensen was a Doctor. Sam and Jared were running away from a very traditional pack and Sam goes into heat. Ends up being a Jensen/Sam and Jared/Dean fic.

There was the usual collection of CW actors making up the cast as well.

Does this sound familiar to anyone?

Found in comments below.  
14 November 2016 @ 11:12 pm
Okay, so a while ago I remembered two Sam/Gabriel fics, and wanted to reread them and looked everywere for both with no luck!

1) One of them was a completely human au, and had Gabriel as a nurse or doctor. He met Sam when Sam was hit by car, lost all of his memories, and was basically a child again. With no known family and Sam unable to tell them anything Gabriel takes him home to take care of them.

2)The second one was a short fic, and included Sam as a dying incubus. He was still a virgin in the fic and was coming to the point where he need to have sex or die, but was with Gabriel who just told Sam he was asexual, but they end up having a little bit of fun anyway.

I'm almost 99.9% sure both these fics were on Archiveofourown, and any help would be extremely welcome!

Also,if you have any short Sam/Gabriel, feel free to drop some links to those as well!

I'm searching for a J2 story I read on AO3 not too long ago. In this AU, Jared and Jensen have children, but were freshly separated due to Jared cheating. It's implied that they had been having issues ever since the birth of their second child: Jensen's work schedule being a big part of the problem.

Jensen is bitter and wants a divorce, and although Jared breaks things off with his lover, he doesn't want the divorce he's doing his best to reconcile without forcing the issue.

Jared returns to school to become a baker and eventually opens a shop. A couple memorable scenes:
1. Jared's lover is injured in an accident of some kind, and Jensen has the misfortune of having to stitch him up. The guy (who is shown to have feelings for Jared) tries to bait Jensen into fighting him, but Jensen resists the urge to punch his face in.
2. At some point Jensen brings their kids to Jared's new bakery and meets a classmate of Jared's. He becomes sullen and jealous, forcing Jared to confront Jensen about his double-standards.
3. Jensen starts dating again, but it's not serious. At some point their son wants to go to a cabin for his birthday, and the new bf suggests to come with, but Jensen vetoes it based on Jared's negative reaction.
4. When one of kid complains that Jensen doesn't make peanut butter sandwiches "right", he calls Jared who shares his secret and it turns into a touching moment.

I believe it is a slowburn story in which they get to relearn each other. They date again, and eventually end together again after some major revelations are made (about a miscarried third kid)

I hope this rings a bell to someone. I've been searching for it for too long.

FOUND: Thank you!
24 September 2016 @ 02:38 am
Does anyone know what happen to One More Shot by sammyndeansgrl1? If someone has a copy I would love to have it, gomustangs2002@hotmail.com. Thanks!
26 March 2016 @ 02:41 am
I read a fic a while ago but now I can't remember what it was called or where it was. I think it was probably on ao3 but I could be wrong. It was a hospital AU where Cas was a doctor/surgeon and Dean was either a nurse or a technician. I can't remember if it was complete or WIP but I think it was a fairly long story. I think it was mentioned somewhere in the story or in the summary that Dean is so good at what he does and knows Cas so well that he's able to anticipate what tool Cas needs for surgery before Cas does/without being asked to pass it. The two of them tend to get paired up for surgeries together because no one else other than Dean is able to work with Cas because he is so demanding. It was Dean/Cas and also an all human!AU.
Any help that anyone can give me will be greatly appreciated :D
20 December 2015 @ 10:17 am
I'm looking for a fic I read awhile back but can't find again. It was a Destiel AU where Dean was kidnapped by either Azazel or Alastair, I can't remember. After being tortured for a long time the police finally find him and he's admitted to the hospital where Cas works at. Cas is his therapist/doctor and tries to help get Dean get back to normal. I believe Dean is mute for most of the fic.
07 December 2015 @ 09:06 am
Hi. I was wondering if there are any stories out there where Sam or Jared is a superhero, and Dean or Jensen is a cop/firefighter/doctor/soldier or some kind of hero in his own right, and the two of them have the same kind of guardian angel relationship that you usually see between Superman and Lois Lane.

I really like Sam/Dean, but there are some great RP and gen stories out there, too, so I'll take whatever you've got.

09 June 2015 @ 07:44 pm
Hey guys! How’s it going?
I’m hoping y’all can help me out.

I’d like some fics with the following themes if possible. I’ll take long or short fics it doesn’t really matter.

J2 are my main pairing.. Why? Because they’re awesome, that’s why. >.>

I’d prefer top Jensen with Bottom Jared but I’ll take switching and Bottom Jensen as long as he’s not made out to be weak or feminized. Bottom Jensen is something that I try to avoid but if the fic is good enough I’ll read it.

No death fics please and happy endings would be awesome because I’m a grown ass man and don’t want to be caught bawling my eyes out. Okay… maybe a single man-tear will do.


I’d love some fics with the boys as cops or doctors.
If there any cheating fics out there I’d like to read them. Extra cookies if it’s Jared who cheats on Jensen.

Any fcs with Jensen as a vampire (although I’ll take Jared as one too.(

Any fics with transgender boys?
Any fics with vampire Jensen?
Any fics in which one of the boys is gay, comes out to the other and the other at first doesn't take it well?
any fics with Jared being an ass at first?
Are there any fics where one of the boys is a porn star and the other isn’t?

I’ll probably be back at some point for some more at some point because I know how awesome y’all are when it comes to finding fics.

I’d also take Dean and Sam and sell recs are more than welcome.

Thanks again guys.

Oh and please excuse any typos or mistakes in this, I use a text to speech program on my pc which is currently being a pain in the ass. I’ll fix everything as soon as I can.


I've added all the tags that I can find... sorry mods if I've missed any.
20 May 2015 @ 11:50 pm
En lieu of last nights...uhm... interesting solution.... I was wondering if there are any fics where Sam or Dean works for Nasa or are astronauts?

Also, any fics where Dean Cas or Sam are Doctors?

Mods:  Help with the tags?
j2 specific fics:

1. jensen is part of a biker gang or something and calls jared "fox" and he was lawyer?

2. Jared is a doctor for a village that doesn't like his doctoring ways and Jensen is a dragon(?) that crashlands somewhere near the village and Jared takes care of him in his house. I remember it being incredibly long and plotty.

general wincest fics:

3. Jensen or Dean's looks cause him grief, like his masculinity constantly being questioned or challenged. Do you know of any like that? "He Looks Like It" by fallenforsupernatural fits, but I want something more serious. "Knockdown" by Mayalaen touches on it in one scene. Sam comments on dDean's "girly mouth" but then corrects it saying he knows Dean's a man and so on.

4. any good teenchester or weecest fics where sam comes out to Dean about being gay?
06 February 2015 @ 05:51 pm
Looking for stories where Castiel has to care for or protect younger versions of Sam and/or Dean. Can be de-aged or just pre-series.

Specifically looking for stories where the boys are abused and Castiel is a doctor/pediatrician and is able to care for them, but other comfort stories work too. I think I read one where Castiel worked for CPS and had to care for the boys and I would like to find more of those as well.

If you know of any stories where Castiel has to gain wee!chester trust and comfort them that would also be awesome. Thanks!
Hello guys!

This week was awful, so I really need some good stuff to read.

1) Fics in which Jensen cheats on Jared or in which Jensen thinks Jared is cheating on him but he's not. I don't care if it's AU or not-AU or if it has a happy or sad ending. I take everything.

2) Fics with an emotionally hurt!Jared or insecure!Jared. (Is there actually insecure!Jared out there? I just find the ones with Jensen, which I love, but I need some with Jared)

3) Fics that deal with non-con. It could be J2 or Sam and Dean. Actually I'll take every pairing as long as Jared/Sam is the one who is raped.

4) AU's in which Sam is a doctor/lawyer/soldier/whatever but is still Dean's brother and knows about hunting. Maybe something similiar to Kashmir? It's not really specific, I am sorry but I'm open for everything. Again, I don't care about the Pairing as long as it's Sam-Centric.

5) General Sam-Centric Fics? I read a lot of them but I crave more.

6) Amulet-Fix with a lot of hurt/comfort

Self-Recs and WIP's (if they're not abandoned) are very welcome! Thank y'all for you help <3
Current Mood: sad
26 December 2014 @ 04:12 pm
Going through some old bookmarked fics and realized i can no longer access any of the fics by [livejournal.com profile] audrarose. In particular I'm looking for a download/link to the one where Jared is a heart surgeon and he operated on Jensen's son. Thanks in advance!
10 December 2014 @ 08:36 pm
Hi! I'm looking for two fics. I thought I had them saved but I can't find them. So here is what I remember about them.

1st- Jensen is the city's M.E. and Jared is a cop that just moved to the area. There is a serial sniper? I think. Jensen is kidnapped and Jared comes to the rescue. I think the police station was shot up or something and that is how the sniper gets to Jensen. I can't remember the name or the author. Oh and I believe the sniper was ex military and had medical training? That's all I can remember.

2nd- Jensen and Jared are best friends in the beginning. I think they both are in love with each other but they don't know the other feels the same? I think Jensen is a paramedic or firefighter and Jared is a cop. One of their friends is murdered and Jensen is a witness but he is injured and can't remember anything. I think another one of their friends is arrested for the crime. That's all I can remember. I hope it's enough to help find these fics.

I also wouldn't mind any fics where Jensen is a dr./paramedic or any medical professional. Or cop/ F.B.I or law enforcement.

STORIES 1 AND 2 FOUND IN COMMENTS. Still take and recs you guys suggest though. THANK YOU!!
Current Mood: hopeful
I'm still a bit shocked that magser deleted her/his journal, I was there only a month ago...

As it says on the tin, I'm looking for "Behind the mask" by magser (tall_tales was the name of the lj) - "Jensen Ackles is in the home stretch...he just has to get through four months at the worst Asylum he has ever seen and he is a fully qualified psychiatrist. What he finds there though is much worse than he ever imagined, and like an old movie playing out in front of his eyes, he finds neglected patients, lazy doctors and an injustice he is determined to put right..."

Since the journal has been purged, I cannot contact the author to ask whether it would be alright to share (maybe someone here knows something?), but I just optimistically assume it's fine and ask if someone saved the story and would be kind enough to send me a copy (and I'd totally bake you virtual christmas cookies!)! :D

Edit: FOUND fantastically fast by kruel_angel. Link in the post.
I want to read all incomplete and complete J2 stories about Jensen as a doctor or scientist who is looking for a male victim to force him to get pregnant.  Does anyone have them?  If so, post the links here.  Thank you for your time and help.
Google-fu and searching through AO3 has failed me, so I've apparently NOT bookmarked this fic. I'm searching for a story where Jared is a bored medical professional (doctor, etc.) - through secret experimentation on people he is able to give clients what they want in terms of kinks. He decides to create a perfect human bitch and posts an ad - Jensen is a college student and applies for the position. I remember Jared inviting Jensen to this house (i.e. home base) and telling Jensen he'd have time to do his school work. Jensen falls asleep and Jared injects some sort of solution into him to start the process, and Jensen wakes up to Harley (I believe that's the name of the dog) in bed with him. The staff help cover up (i.e. sleeping drugs in food) but are paid to keep their mouths shut. Last I remember this was still a work in progress. I can't remember if it was Jared/Jensen because I think there were only two chapters when I read it last.
29 August 2014 @ 11:20 pm
Hey everyone,

I am looking for:

1.) AU stories in which the Js are doctors: While I have read a couple of stories in which one or both were doctors their profession was only a small part of the stories. I would love to read stories which have their medical professions (their life at the hospital, relationships with staff and patients etc.) as the focus points (J2 versions of Grey's Anatomy would be great as well)

2.) SPN death fics in which Sam dies (I've already read a bunch of fics in which Dean dies, so no need to rec those). I'm in the mood for really sad, heartbreaking stories! Bonus points if it's wincest, but I take Gen as well.

3.) Are there any good fics in which one or both of the Js is mute and/or deaf and the focus is on sign language?

Thanks you guys!
12 August 2014 @ 10:20 am
1. It's an FBI Agent AU where Dean and Cas are both with the FBI. They already live together, sharing Cas's apartment, and then decide to get married because the benefits are cheaper. Dean was a veteran and PTSD from his service. There was a part where he took the shrapnel and used it to make Cas's ring and it was really emotional and stuff.
Sam and Ruby were together in this fic, too. I think Ruby had cheated on Sam and gotten pregnant but didn't know who was the father of her baby.

This was posted to AO3 but I can't remember the title or the author to find it again.

2. Cas was Dean's handler in the FBI. He was a part of the KGB or something and had his throat slit so he couldn't speak but they communicated via sign language. There was a warehouse or something that Dean went into that was under surveillance but was rigged to explode so he charged in to get some people out. Before he went in, he signed to the camera 'I love you' for Castiel. He lived, though, and then they went home and had happy-fun-times in the shower. I'm pretty sure this was posted on AO3 as well.

3. Dean was a nurse, I think, and Cas was a doctor. They were best friends for a long time and Dean had always been in love with him. Cas was married to Amelia/Daphne/somebody and she didn't like Dean because she knew he was in love with her husband. Somehow, Amelia/Daphne/whoever dies and Dean helps Cas through that and I think they're at some hospital function or swanky party where they finally reveal their feelings for one another. That's all I remember for this one and I've been trying to find it for forever!
28 July 2014 @ 10:25 am
Hey guys,

are there any stories basen on the "Sons of Anarchy" series? I've just started watching the show and cannot get enough of it, so I thought a nice J2 version would be amazing :-)

Thank you guys!
21 July 2014 @ 08:08 am
I have no idea where to even look for this...

I think it was Jared who's a doctor at a clinic that specializes in heart repair: if your heart is damaged by a break-up, the death of a loved one, even just extreme stress or something, the doc will open you up and sew the damage with specially chosen string or gears. There's a serial heart-stealer who's going around grabbing half of peoples' hearts, and Jensen gets his stolen. A cop is investigating Jared as a suspect, but he ends up giving Jensen half of his own heart because he's got a crush and Jensen's heart is too mangled to survive half on its own. Also Misha is a homeless? at least openly uncaring about where he spends his days guy who hangs out int he neighborhood and at the clinic.

Thank you! Adore this fic. On the subject, anything in the ballpark of this, fics where the heart can be interacted with, in any fandom, would be sweet. I know of two in Torchwood that I'll give if anyone cares.
05 July 2014 @ 06:03 pm

I'm looking for any J2 or Sam/Dean fics that feature very descriptive medical exams. I love Mpreg so prenatal exams and graphic births would be perfect. The fics don't have to be kink (although I am not averse to that!). Bonus points for any that include Tom Welling/Michael Rosenbaum/Justin Hartley etc as the doctor. Dr Ackles/Dean is cool too, but it would be nice having him as the angsting partner. I prefer Jared/Sam to be undergoing the exam.

I have read Compulsory Propagation, Surrender, and the awesome A Matter of Coincidence verse by ObsidianRomance.

Again, here with requests from thej2library and samwinchesterappreciation.

1. Any gen or wincest/sastiel/Sam-centric pairing fics where Sam is a doctor, nurse, or some other sort of medical professional?

2. A fic where Jensen was a sheriff of some sort and Jared and his brother were Polish immigrants and i think chad was there too? Jareds brother could only speak Polish i think. There were two parts, it was really good.

3. A fic where J2 have been sleeping with each other and Jared knows that Jensen is in love with him but chooses not to do anything about it. Jared spots Jensen moving on with another actor on set, they've just exchanged handjobs or blowjobs in Jensen's trailer and Jared comes over furious and ends up taking Jensen outside his trailer.

Hey all! I'm looking for fics where a doctor visits Sam or Dean, or Jared or Jensen at home. Preferably set in modern day, because it's so rare. Blizzards, other bad weather, or simply refusal to go to the hospital might bring the doctor to them. I've found a couple:

The Raven - a doctor who's actually a ghost or dead guy visits sick Sam when he and Dean are investigating the history of a hotel. It's pouring outside, roads are flooding, that sort of thing. The doctor is supposedly on-call for the hotel. One of the first things Dean says when he opens the door is, “You’re a doctor? What, from the eighteen hundreds?"

Growing Pains - a doctor is fetched for injured Sam in Chapter 11 of this pre-series story. John stays with Sam while Jim goes to find a doctor and bring him to the motel. (Dean in otherwise injured and thus, temporarily out of the picture). One of the first things the doctor mutters in way of a self-introduction is, "Hal Birdstrom, freshly kidnapped from County General. Is this my patient?"

There was also one I can't seem to find in my bookmarks wherein Sam and Dean were both injured and broke into some kind of animal hospital or something. Pre-series, I think. It was from the "doctor's" POV. Sam was stitched up on the table first, while Dean held the doctor at gunpoint. True, it's not exactly a home visit, but it was a unique situation and I liked it. I get tired of reading about normal clinic/hospital/office visits.

Other situations might have: mob doctors, doctors that "won't ask any questions", field doctors, mad scientist doctors, EMT park rangers, Jared or Jensen as the doctor (outside a hospital setting), and more.

Any other fics like these out there? Any rating, wincest or not, self-recs, Jared and Jensen fics welcome. I'm open to pretty much anything. Thanks!
30 March 2014 @ 08:46 pm
Hi guys, I'm looking for stories where Jensen and Jared are both in the emergency services. I.E. doctor/cop. doctor/fireman. fireman/cop. I've already read [livejournal.com profile] agt_spooky's stories and I'm wondering if there's anymore in this vein. Thank you guys. 
Okay, this is gonna sound really vague, because I don't remember much about it.

Dean was some sort of a .. non-human thing that Castiel had been assigned to take care of/examine. Dean was held in a cage or something like that, and Cas takes a liking to him and vice versa.

Sorry I can't be more spesific. :/
Hi all,

I'm looking for fics containing Jensen as a nurse, but I'll take Doctor Jensen (or Ackles, as the case may be) too. I read Aiming to Shoot You Down where he's a nurse and just fell in love with it. Any rating or slash/wincest is fine. I prefer for fics to not be too dark - I remember reading one where Doctor!Jensen only met Homeless!Jared because he was gang raped and left for dead in an alley. *Squirms* I'll take any recs, but if the fics could be a little lighter like Aiming to Shoot You Down, that would be SO nice. Thanks!
08 February 2014 @ 05:20 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic in which Sam is a doctor. I read it quite a while agai so I'm a little fuzzy on the details. I hope what I remember will sound familiar to someone.

Sam was either kicked out by John or ran away when he was younger (I'm leaning towards kicked out). He went to another hunter to live (I'm thinking it was Bobby or Pastor Jim). Years later he is a doctor with a small practice in a small town. Other hunters know about him, but Dean and John don't. (Dean is initially angry with Sam because he thinks he left voluntarily.) John is injured on a hunt and is brought to Sam. Sam saves his life a reconciles with Dean, but not John.

It's a rather long fic and there were a few twisting plot points (like, I remember that Sam's clinic burns down at some point and I think he's using a different last name - maybe Singer) but that was the main gist of it. I hope someone recognizes it.

Edit: found in comments
16 November 2013 @ 06:22 pm
Hi all!!

I'm looking for some au fics that feature Doctor!Jensen, Bodyguard!Jensen or Cop!Jensen please. It would be extra great if it had hurt!Jared, Insercure!Jared or upset!Jared.

I'm pretty sure I've read most of the older ones that are out there but please rec your favourites anyway in the chance I've missed one!! My only things are J2 only and bottom!Jared if there is sexual scenes. Please please warn for bottom!Jensen.

Thanks in advance for any and all help :-)
28 August 2013 @ 06:57 pm
hi. I need help finding a rps spn fic.
okay jensen is a reproductive doctor of some sort and he comes up with the idea of making a man pregnant. it was very sciencey so I don't quite know how to describe it. all I do know is that he injected himself with hormones so that he could do the procedure. he kept a journal, and other things.
help me find it.

FOUND in comments
Current Mood: happy
28 August 2013 @ 05:17 am
Hey all! I am here looking for two things:

1. Fics with Dean, Sam, & Cas where there is some sort of love triangle-- Sam loves Dean, but Dean only has eyes for Cas, for example (or any sort of combo like this)-- and the resulting jealousy/drama/angst that comes from that. If it ends up being Wincestiel that is A-OK.

2. Any fics where Sam is a doctor. I've looked at the tags, but most stories are J2 or feature Dean as the doctor.

I like all slash pairings (as long as they are SPN and NOT J2, Cockles, etc.) and any rating is fine. Prefer top!Dean always.

Most kinks are fine with me EXCEPT dubcon and noncon. And lastly, I like happy endings. :3

Thanks, everyone!
10 August 2013 @ 12:48 pm
Does anyone have a .pdf, word doc or alternate link for So Close To My Heart by [livejournal.com profile] audrarose? They've completely locked their journal and I need that fic like burning. Pretty please?

FOUND in comments, both a dreamwidth link and a pdf.
12 June 2013 @ 04:28 pm
Hey there!

I know that this probably should be something I have saved to my computer but I'm a continuos failure at doing that so....

This story, if my memory is correct, has a pregnant Dean being found on the side of the road by Jensen?  Maybe Jared?

I remember that he was pregnant and Jensen and Jared couldn't get pregnant but were trying.

Jensen was a doctor and I'm pretty sure Jared was a nurse?  I know that Dean had run away from Sam and his dad without telling them he was pregnant.

Ring any bells?


Also, looking for the best recs for overly tired Jensen or exhausted Jensen with Jared not realizing how much sleep Jensen wasn't getting.  This could be due to overwork, insomnia or just not having time to sleep / eat / take care of himself and Jared having to jump in and force him to do it.
26 May 2013 @ 12:24 pm
I don't really know how to start this, so I'm just going to jump in. Fair warning, this list is long. Also, I'd just like non-Wincest fics.

1. crying!Dean fics. I don't care why he's crying, I just want him crying and Sam or John comforting him.
2. Dean or John is deaged and Same has to take care of them.
3. blind, deaf, hurt, or sick!Dean with Sam taking care of him. I don't care if how hard the injury is or how sick Dean is, if he's been blind or deaf since birth, if it's permanent or just part of a curse.
4. protective or smart!Sam. Just something where Dean or John realize that Sammy isn't little anymore.
5. girl!Sam. Because I'd bet she'd be awesome, I'd prefer Dean is still a boy, unless
6. doctor!Sam. At least have taken some classes, and how'd that would affect their hunts.
7. Crossovers with Criminal Minds (with a focus on Sam and Reid) or SuperWhoLock crossovers. Any kind. Though a focus on Sam, the Elventh Doctor, and Sherlock would be loved.
8. Sam as teenaged father please, or Sam with a daughter.
9. Sam realizing he's gay or bi, and John and Dean's reactions
10. Sam going back just mentally and impressing everyone with his knowledge, or physically and everyone wondering what the hell happened to make him like this.
11. abused!Dean. Any kind, but I'd like the main on it to focus on his recovery.
12. teen!Sam getting addicted to any kind of drugs or starts cutting.
13. teen!Dean getting an eating disorder or being raped and a focus on his recovery.
14. Basically any Castiel/Sam fics that don't meet any of these requirements. No porn unless it's part of a much larger story.

08 May 2013 @ 06:23 pm
Hello everyone I've been looking of this really great J2 au but have been unable to find it. Hopefully you can help me. From what I remember Jared and Jensen were married with two kids. Jensen was a doctor and Jared was the owner of a coffee shop(?). They lived in a small town and were going through a divorce because Jared had cheated on Jensen. The story started midway through the divorce and focused on why Jared cheated as well as how the divorce helped the two to better understand and eventually remarry. There was lot of super awesome and realistic buildup to the their second try at a relationship. Jared's dad was also a doctor as the same hospital as Jensen. I think when it discussed their past Jared got pregnant right out of high school and never had a chance to go to college so that was one thing he did after the divorce, I think he went to a school for chefs? This is all I can remember and I'm sorry I've written it in such a confusing manner hopefully you'll be able to help me out. Thanks in advance
24 March 2013 @ 05:51 pm
Hey, I've been looking for good Dean/Castiel AUs with Cas as a doctor. I've read (and loved) Asunder, New Heaven Over a Brand New Sky and its prequel and I've been not having much luck finding similar stories. Can anyone recommend some? I'd prefer it if Dean wasn't his patient, though ;)

I'm also on the lookout for detective/FBI/cop AUs with Dean, Victor Henrickson and Cas as some of the characters. I've read a few well-known ones but I'm on the lookout for more.

If anyone can help I'd really appreciate it!
10 March 2013 @ 10:53 pm
I'm trying to locate a fic I read a while ago that I haven't been able to get my hands on again. I don't remember too many specifics, but Dean was a patient in a hospital for mental issues of some kind, and Castiel was his psychiatrist. It's possible Dean wasn't talking in the beginning? I could be remembering that wrong. A while later, Cas knew he and Dean were forming an overly attached bond, and he was worried about that because of the doctor-patient thing. I'm pretty sure Sam was in the picture, discussing Dean with Cas and whatnot. I seem to remember conflict between Cas and some of the other doctors, too. Kinda vague, I know, but hopefully this rings a bell -- any help would be much appreciated!

EDIT: Found! Finding His Voice by earth_heart.
EDIT: Found in comments!

I can't remember the title or author of this fic, all I remember is that Jared overhears Jensen talking on the phone to his dad and Jensen is crying and telling his dad "he's in deep." Jared can't imagine what could possibly make Jensen sound like that, little does he know its because Jensen has fallen in love with him. I'm not sure, but I think maybe Jensen thought he was straight until Jared. I remember Jensen's dad tries to comfort Jensen by telling him he's a good man and he'll figure out the right thing to do or something like that.

Also, I was wondering if anyone has a copy of a story I believe is by [livejournal.com profile] karfraegh (it was originally under her other pen name, garvaldmains) where Jensen kidnaps doctor Jared and forces Jared to go with him to a special hideout. Jensen's daughter was kidnapped or something and Jensen had been in jail. Jensen is hurt and Jared patches him and slowly grows to believe in Jensen's innocence or something like that. I tried friending her, but apparently the journal has been untouched for nearly a year and I guess I'm out of luck with that avenue.

Thanks in advance for the help.
15 February 2013 @ 07:14 pm

Y'all were awesome in my search for J2 fics on AO3!

Now I'm looking for a specific fic which was already on my Nook. I read it and realized I only had the first part. I have the title and information, but no author. I've searched relentlessly today for the fic here, on AO3, on Google, on J2 rec lists of doctor fic, but I've had no success. I loved the first part and really hope y'all can help find more of the fic.

Virgin!Jared goes to his new doctor (Jensen) for a physical and gets more than he expected. (There is another fic like it that keeps coming up, queerly_it_is' great "You May Feel a Slight Prick" but that's not the one I'm looking for.) Jared runs into Jensen in the grocery store, and Jensen ends up coming over for a Firefly marathon. There's kissing and then fleeing by Jensen. That's all I have saved.

Here's the info I have on my .pdf version on my Nook; I think it's copied exactly from the author's header (minus the helpful links indicated natch):

Title: A Routine Exam
Pairing: J2 AU
Rating: NC17
Disclaimer: I don't have a thing to do with anyone in this story. In fact, if you have anything to do with the show, please hit the back button now.
A/N: This was written for the bottom!Jared meme that transfixeddream did here. If you haven't perused, go now! Anyway, deirdre_c prompted "Jared goes to see Dr. Ackles for a complete physical" and I took a shot.

Everyone there was so awesome and encouraging to me when I posted the initial part of this fic, that it has inspired two more parts and likely may even become a verse of some kind because these characters just keep talking to me. This is how it started. Part two is how it continues.

Would LOVE to read more of this fic. In the meantime, will read all the wonderful recs you received in my other post.
24 January 2013 @ 11:16 pm
Hey, y'all,

I'm looking for au stories where one of the J's is in a caretaker role like a doctor, nurse, physical therapist, home health assistant, etc. And the other is the patient needing tender lovin'…er-- care.

Please no mpreg, no were-creatures, no vampires.

Thanks in advance!
06 January 2013 @ 01:06 pm
1) One J can't pay his rent and landlord J says he can pay "another" way, lol. Non-con not really wanted, dub-con is fine though. Doesn't matter which J is which.

2) One J goes in for a physical and ends up getting more physical with doctor J then planned. Also doesn't matter which is which, just again no non-con. :)

3) Size kink fics. By size kink I mean two things. Fics where one of the J's is really big down south OR a fic where Jared is the same height and size but Jensen is a lot smaller than him.

4) Looking for Dean/Castiel fics that include them having sex REALLY early into their first meeting. Like when Castiel is still super awkward and still grabbing ankle for Heaven and starting the Apocalyps earlier. I just read a fic like this where Dean and Castiel have sex in AYTGIMDW during that "You should show me some respect," scene and I though it was really awesome. Bottom!Dean preferred, but bottom!Cas is perfectly fine to :).

5) Lap!sex fics. Doesn't matter who is in which position.

6) Wall!sex. Doesn't matter who is in which position.

7) J2 lawyer fics where they're against each other on a case and end up like having hot, angry sex in the bathroom, lol. I think I've read a couple of these and they never disappoint :P.

8) And finally, fics where their enemies with benefits. They don't hate each other -or at least don't like each other- but they're still physically attracted to each other so they have hate sex. They can end up together happy but it's not a necessity.

Well, that's about it, lol. Figured I'd give you guy's a lot to work with to make things easier while also getting a variety of choices :). Thanks to everyone in advance!
Hey y'all! I'm trying to find a story I read a few months back that I cannot find for the life of me. It was a non-supernatural AU wherein Dean was a social worker and Cas was a doctor and his best friend; the two of them went out to Bobby's (ranch?) for Sam's wedding to Ruby. Sam'd had a lot of problems with drugs in the past and Dean disliked Ruby because he felt she perpetuated the problem. Ellen and Jo were around too, as I recall. It was absolutely excellent and I cannot remember who wrote it or what it was called, and my searching has proved thus far fruitless. Any of you know what I'm talking about?

Thank you so much!
14 December 2012 @ 02:12 am

Hello again,

This time I can't find an old SPN fic that I read on FF.net.

Hurt!Sam and it involved the brothers being separated. They had a missunderstanding or resentment because of that or something and the two brothers weren't that close and thus, separated (I think Sam left or something and John told Dean it was because of something else).

Anway, the two brothers reconnect and I distinctively remember Sam having 3rd degrees burns on his torso (or back) from trying to save Jess from dying. He is a doctor of some sorts and he's loved by all in the small town he lives in. Pastor Jim is also in the story (if not him, then one of the older dudes).

Dean and Sam do reconcile.



02 December 2012 @ 11:54 pm
Hi all!!
I'm looking for recs please as you are always extremely helpful on here and always give me something to get stuck into :-)

1) Doctor!Jensen pleeease! I have read all the ones on J2_Recs and just read My Heart’s Beating (Just Because of You) by [livejournal.com profile] alienat which is amazing BTW!!
2) Bodyguard!Jensen, again I have read all the ones at J2_Recs.
3) Vulnerable/Upset!Jared with Caring/protective/sweet!Jensen.
4) Any fics where Jared has a stalker? Preferably not Stalker!Jensen.

I especially love hurt/sick!Jared and love when Chris/Chad/Mike etc are in the fics also.
I don't mind if they are au or non-au and any length is fine but J2 only please. I will read anything (mpreg,kinks etc) but MUST be a happy ending and Bottom!Jared ONLY please :-)

Sorry that seems like I'm really fussy lol :-) Thanks for your help in advance!!