29 December 2016 @ 08:50 am
Hey guys and gals. Does anyone have a copy of Potter's Clay by reading1066? I went to read it today and find that they journal has been deleted and purged. If anyone could send me a copy to proffesorx@hotmail.com or tell me where to find it, if the author doesn't mind it being shared that is, i would greatly appreciate it!
05 September 2016 @ 09:47 pm
Hey guys I'm looking for fics where Dean and Sam or just Dean find out about Adam pre-series
Maybe with Dean telling John he's not raising another one of his kids or just being bitter that he has to but loves Adam anyway and develops that same parental bond he has with Sam como season 1.
28 March 2016 @ 03:48 am
Hey guys, I'm looking for stories where Adam becomes part of the Winchester family with Sam, Dean and John for whatever reason, and Sam takes to being a big brother like a duck to water. I've read one story thus far where Sam suddenly becomes the middle child and feels like he just doesn't fit in anymore, but I want something where he's so awesome at being a big brother and he adores Adam and visa versa.

Thank you! 
22 December 2015 @ 09:27 pm

I was looking for a specific story where Sam commits suicide as a teenager. The story features John, Dean, and Adam (who was raised by the Winchesters/in the hunting life). The relationship amongst John, Dean, and Sam was rocky. I think Sam and Adam may have been close. I want to say he was mostly ignored or put down a lot.

After he killed himself, he pretty much became an unspoken topic in the Winchester household (they still kept his old duffel bag with some of his clothes and artifacts in the trunk of the Impala). Later on in the story, Dean and Adam were sent back in time and Sam was brought back to life.

I hope this wasn't too confusing. I'm probably mixing up other stories with the one I'm looking for lol!

EDIT: The story has been found! I did mix up the details of the story, though lol! The link for the story is in the comments :-)

Thank you every and happy holidays!
14 November 2015 @ 11:28 pm
So, I read these two stories a long time ago and now I can't find them. Any help is appreciated!

1. Sam was sexually abused by a fellow hunter as a minor. Dean didn't know but I'm pretty sure Bobby did. Anyway, the Hunter comes back around asking for help on a case and Sam tries to act normal so that Dean doesn't find out. I think the ending involved Sam telling Dean that he needed to tell him something. (I'm pretty sure I read it on FF)

2. Adam grew up with the Winchester's and at one school his teacher makes him stay after school for tutoring but Adam ends up getting repeatedly sexually assaulted by the teacher instead. Adam then developed an eating disorder to cope. I specifically remember a scene when Sam catches Adam bingeing and purging late at night. They try to put Adam in counseling but he refuses and purposefully scratches the impala. Adam eventually confesses to the assault. (I read this on FF as well)

Thanks so much! :-)
24 October 2015 @ 02:56 pm
So I'm hoping that when I get home from work at 11pm I have something to sit down, relax read after standing for many hours straight. I've notice how selfish Sam and John are is sometimes and how people seem to blame everything on Dean. So I really want to read 3 types of fic all revolving Dean.

1. The angels (any of them are overprotective of Dean and dislike Sam for some reason. If Lucifer like Dean better than Sam or Lucifer and Michael are fighting over Dean you'd make my day.

2. Dean leaves Sam and/or John and doesn't come back. If John and/or Sam have to look for Dean and find that he's happy and better of without him. If Dean is a genius/smart it's a pluss

3. People (meaning Bobby, Adam, Castiel, Jessica Moore etc.) calling John and/or Sam on their treatment of Dean. I would be jumping up and down if it's Missouri (or Becky) that does it because in the show she favors Sam a lot.

4. I really want to read some fic where Jessica and Dean get along really well. It's can turn into romance but just friendship is awesome with me. If Jess gets angry at John and/or Sam on behalf of Dean then I'll be very happy.

TODAY ANGST IS WELCOMED but give me some fluff in-between please.
Please don't make Dean quick to forgive people (John and Sam) that have hurt him
I'm starting to hate bottom Dean because that's all the stories I've read have. Don't get me wrong I really used to not mind it but it got annoying , really quickly. Warning if there is bottom Dean.

Are there any fics with a character named Genesis??????
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27 August 2015 @ 05:47 pm
Okay I recently finished reading Hail Mary and Mary, Mary, Quite Contrary and Good Things Do Happen. I really want more stories like those. If it's just one or the other is fine as well but I loved if they were both ressurected. It would be a plus if Mary got mad at John for raising her children as hunters. If Adam is in it I will be very happy.  I don't min GEN, am in love with Destiel but want no wincest please. Big thanks in advance.
17 July 2015 @ 08:56 pm

  1. I really want to read some fic where where Dean takes care of a baby Adam, or a really kid adam makes an appearance as part of the Winchester family unit.

  2. Mary somehow coming back to life or talking to John, Dean and Sam and learning about how John raised them. If Mary gets mad at John I will love you forever.

I don't read wincest or any dean/jo, dean/lisa ( I tolerate if it's a small part of the story).
I don't  mind any other pairing, Gen, Slash (please just tell me if dean is bottom) is fine with me.

Current Mood: sad
Hey guys! I have a couple requests, and I'm hoping to get a lot of replies. I'm fairly new to this website, so this is like my second post. Hopefully, I still manage to clarify what I want.

Specific requests:
1) I read an AU a little while ago, where Sam was preparing to give a graduation speech (I think he was graduating from Stanford). John wasn't in the picture. Dean had raised Sam, and I believe he was working as a fire fighter (though I could be wrong). Jessica was still in the picture as Sam's girlfriend. Anyway, Sam makes this awesome speech basically thanking Dean for getting him this far. Near the end of the speech, I remember Sam said something like "We did it Dean" or "We made it". Anyone know what fic I'm talking about?

2) The other is one I just read recently, but forgot to tag. And I'm not quite as clear on this one. All I remember is that there is a scene, where John and Dean are discussing why the demon went after Jessica. I believe Dean is in the hospital. And John says he thinks Jessica was pregnant. I remember Sam comes in at the right moment to hear that. And then he starts talking about the baby. He says something along the lines of "So the demon wanted to make sure little Dean or Deanna didn't inherit" and Dean was really surprised. Not a big deal was made out of this, and it was just a scene in a chapter story. But if anyone knows what this is I would greatly appreciate it.

General Requests:
3) Any parental Dean to Sam (preferably with Adam also in it). Can be AU or regular. Please no Wincest, or super hurt Sam. If there is a lot of hurt I would prefer it to be Dean. Cause I'm an evil person.

4) Any stories with Dean around while Sam's at college. I've read Beer verse, and loved it, so if there is any others out there like this, I would love to read them.

5) Any powers!Dean (though I prefer telepathy)

Altogether, please no Wincest stories. I would prefer Gen if at all possible. (But if there must be ships, I prefer Destiel)

Thank all in advance!

03 May 2015 @ 10:02 am
Hey everyone!
I'm searching for fics where there's some disappointment aspect!

1)Dean or Sam feel upset because John lets them down or doesn't keep a promise

2)John is disappointed in the boys and they can tell.

3)Jared/Jensen/Dean/Sam's parents are really disappointed in them or ignore them and they acts out or tries really hard to impress them and it doesn't work.

4) one of the boys does something they're proud of and John ignores them and brushes it aside

and also,

Any fics with Adam or Ben living with the Winchesters!!! I really love ones where they're younger but I'm happy with all!

Thanks in advance :)
29 April 2015 @ 04:56 pm
Hello everyone!

So I got this sudden urge to reread this awesome fic I found forever ago and saved in my Favs List. It was by the wonderful hellesofbelles. It was a Dean/Sam and Adam/Sam fic. In it, Sam was Dean's sub but Dean had been sleeping with other women and Sam was getting depressed. So Adam, thinking enough was enough, decided to help Sam out. Dean walked in and everything turned out ok. So I click on the link and it doesn't work. Weird, I thought, but it has been a REALLY REALLY long time since I read it, so maybe I had the link wrong or something. And then I realized it. Hellesofbelles had deleted their livejournal. Sadness. I even made a sad face at my computer screen. So, I was wondering if anyone had this specific story on another archive somewhere or had it saved and would be willing to share it (and any other hellesofbelles fics I would totally welcome as well). However, if hellesofbelles does not want their work shared, that's totally understandable and ok. I do not want to tread on any toes or upset anyone. Thanks for any and all help!
Hi guys- haven't posted here before, and boy do I have a list
So I have way more Notp's than OTP's, and way more 'Nope!'s than tropes. I'm picky, is what I'm getting at here. So. What I'm looking for.
1. Any quality, in canon Destiel, with optional past!abusive!John, Chuck as God, interrupting moose, and/or a side of Sabriel.
2. Any quality, in canon Sabriel featuring hurt!Sam (no abusive!dean) or hurt!Gabriel (no permanent depowering or species change).
3. Any quality gen H/C featuring Sam, Dean and Adam. (no cage!fic)
4. Any quality gen H/C featuring Cas, Gabriel and/or Lucifer (no angelcest)
5. Any quality Lucifer/OFC or Lucifer/Jo H/C
6. QUALITY WING!FIC (like, NorthernSparrow levels of quality)
7. Any quality 'Cas looks after Claire' fic

Please no wincest, pre-series fic, Mpreg, amnesia!fic, ABO or AU's of any kind (UA's are good, though)

30 November 2014 @ 07:08 pm

I'm looking for a specific fic titled Forget Not Yet the Tried Intent , its about Adam and the boys. The summary is 'This is his family. His weathered and crooked brothers. They’re his responsibility, and he’s not going to let them down."

It's written by zooeyrye, but it seems the journal has been deleted and purged.  I'm hoping someone will have an alternate link or have it saved somewhere.

Thanks in advance.
30 November 2014 @ 12:57 pm
any stories where sam/dean raise adam or just sam/dean with adam as their brother. prefer bottom dean but i can get over it. will accept some adam in the relationship too. thanks!
23 November 2014 @ 10:26 pm
This is my very first time asking for help finding a story but not being able to find this one story is really driving me crazy.

Here is what I remember:

- I believe it was on FanFiction.com

- Adam was raised with Sam and Dean
- Adam starts getting sexually assaulted by a teacher but he is too afraid to confide to his brothers
- Adam then develops an eating disorder to cope
- Sam finds out about his eating disorder but Adam convinces him to not tell anyone
- Eventually, everyone else finds out and someone is making him go to therapy but Adam damaged the Impala to not go. Dean is livid and tells Adam that he doesn't care about what happens to him
- Adam finally tells his family what happened to him... John and Dean leave to go confront the teacher leaving Sam to take care of Adam.

I hope those are enough details in order for someone to identify the story! Thank you! :)
28 October 2014 @ 11:35 pm
Hey guys,

I'm looking for two specific fics I read a while ago:

1) Sam is at Stanford when he gets a call that he has a half brother (Adam) whose mom has died. Sam takes Adam in and takes care of him. Sam eventually gets sick and John and Dean come to the hospital where they find out about Adam. I think I read this fic on AO3, but I can't seem to find it.

2) Sam and Adam somehow escape the cage, but Sam comes back wrong. I remember Sam being almost incoherent and mentally unstable. Adam tries to take care of Sam and travels in search of Dean and Bobby. I also remember Adam feeling guilty because he thinks the reason Sam is mentally messed up is because Sam was trying to protect Adam while in the cage.

Thank you so much in advance for your help guys!
21 May 2014 @ 04:48 pm

Hi! I'm looking for stories where John takes Adam when He's little, so Sam becomes the middle child and has problem adjusting to the new situation or is feeling neglected or something like that.

I like wincest (bottom!sam),  but I would prefer gen stories where is more focus in the family and brother's issue, like in "Needed" by noobieninja (https://archiveofourown.org/works/930891).

thanks beforehand,


10 May 2014 @ 03:42 pm

Please can someone link me some fiction? I'm looking for anything where Dean is responsible for Adam - better if he raises him. I'm not fussy if Dean is Adam's dad, brother or other in the story. Not fussy if it is canon or AU. Just really want to see Dean in a position to take care of Adam.

No preferences of pairing, can be gen/slash/het and I don't mind spoilers. Any length but the longer the better!

There's a fic I've been struggling to find that basically went like this:

One day out of the blue, ordinary small town student Adam Milligan gets a visit from (or is summoned by? can't remember exactly) Sam and Dean, who went darkside and took over Hell. They rule openly and the masses are well aware, and know very well to fear the brothers, so Adam is extremely apprehensive at the prospect of meeting them. He's outright terrified when Sam and Dean reveal that Adam's father John was a hunter.

Almost 100% certain this was both a oneshot and posted to LiveJournal. Not entirely sure Adam still lived in Windom, but I can't remember that he didn't. May or may not have been Wincest. Pretty sure Adam was already in college, but he might have still been in high school.
26 February 2014 @ 07:21 pm
Okay I'm having trouble finding a specific fic where God sends Dean and Sam and a whole lot of others to the HP world for a vacation. Before the levianthans. It had Bobby and Ellen as well as Jimmy Novak as adults with Dean, Sam, Adam and all the angels with some of the demons as kids. I remember that Dean is mad that Sam was in Slytherin with Lucifer and Crowley as well as Adam being a Hufflepuff (I think) with Michael. Also there was teasing about Dean/Cas. Any help would be appreciated I read it before and have been looking all over for it to read again. Thanks!!
21 February 2014 @ 02:27 am
I'm looking for a story, any story, that basically follows canon, only Sam and Dean know about Adam.
I'd like something where John doesn't hide Adam from his brothers but he still lives with his mom.
Something long would be nice, but any length would be appreciated.
30 October 2013 @ 09:55 pm
I'm looking for a gen fic which introduced  a seven year old Adam to Sam and Dean when the Winchesters were teenagers. When Adam's mom dies, child services tries to contact John but reach Dean instead. Dean decides to pull Sam out of school and head to Minnesota to take custody of Adam. When they get there, they find out Adam is being stalked by some kind of spirit or demon (I think it was referred to as a hollow child). The fic ended with Dean and Sam moving to Adam's hometown and the three of them lived together with Dean as his brothers' guardian.
24 October 2013 @ 07:22 am
I'm looking for another fic I lost when I lost my bookmarks. I just go along and suddenly remember, hey, there was this fic.... then i start looking. And if I can't find it, I come here, where there are a lot more people with better memories. I hope you can help this time.

I think it's AU, and possibly sam and dean were adopted or raised in a foster family. I'm pretty sure it was just sam and dean, but maybe adam was there too. Or I'm wrong about all of that part. It could have just been the Winchester family living a normal non-supernatural life.

Teenage Dean gets a girl pregnant and winds up raising his son with help from his family. There was one scene where Dean and the toddler (I don't remember the kid's name) go to visit Sam at Stanford and someone snotty woman (maybe related to Jessica?) was really rude to Dean.

It might be a story in a series. I know that's not much to go on. Thanks for any help you can give.

Found in comments.
03 October 2013 @ 05:37 pm

I'm looking for fics in which Dean becomes the guardian of Sam and/or Adam due to Johm dying or neglect or abuse from him. Length and rating doesn't mattter.

Bonus points if Bobby, Ellen, Pastor Jim, etc. are in the fics as well :-)
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24 September 2013 @ 05:17 pm
I read this on ff.net some time ago.  It was Adam's POV, in the Cage.  First Castiel came and got Sam's body, and then...well, I think I might be conflating two fics, because I remember both Death and Crowley showing up to save Sam's soul.  The part I'm very clear on, however, is that Adam was finally rescued by the faerie dude from "Clap Your Hands If You Believe".
29 August 2013 @ 12:32 pm
Ok. Today I'm looking for specific fic.

It's about angels and hunters create huge devil trap. Jake is the boy king. I read this some time ago and don't remember very much but i suppose there were Gabriel, Bobby, and in some kind of form Mary, John, Kate Milligan. I believe there was pairing sam/gabreiel ; dean/cas.

If this remember anything please give me a link or title.
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28 August 2013 @ 09:59 pm
So, I remember it was a Percy Jackson crossover where Dean and Sam somehow get a hold of Luke Castellan and then spend hours trying to convince him he's Adam Milligan while Luke sits there rolling his eyes. At first he just repeats whatever they say to get them off his back but then he insists he's the son of Hermes and he can prove it. Then he pulls out his flying shoes and smirks at their faces when they see it,
23 August 2013 @ 08:48 pm
Hi. I'm looking for stories of Dean finding out about Adam as his father's son and reaching out to him. Not happily exactly.. You get the point no?
There is also one where Dean finds out about Adam and even though he's hanging around Adam by request of his dad he thinks Adam's gonna hate him anyy day now? Please tell me someone knows this fic!! I've been trying to find it..

And yeah first post for request. please help out~
I'm addicted to TED Talks and found this video of the Sleepy Man Banjo Boys, a bluegrass band comprised of three brothers (all of them under-16). I'm a huge sucker for bluegrass, but I had a funny sense of familiarity throughout the video, and realized that the fiddler and the guitarist (the two older brothers) reminded me of the actors for kid!Sam and kid!Dean on the show, down to the Dean-lookalike's ring. We never really saw kid!Adam on the show, so I'm giving the banjo player the benefit of the doubt.

Hence, this post. I'm looking for:
a) AUs where the three Winchester boys grow up together - can be set pre- or post-Stanford.
b) AUs where any or all of the Winchester boys are musicians of any kind, professional or not. Preference for instrumentalists, not vocalists; extra love given to bluegrass or country music.
c) Any combination of the above.
30 July 2013 @ 05:37 am
I was just watching old episodes of the show Brotherly Love and it occurred to me that it would be perfect for an SPN fusion. So, are there any fics where Dean is like "Joe" to Sam's "Matt" and Adam's "Andy"? I'll take any variation on the theme of older (half and/or estranged) brother Dean taking care of and reconnecting with younger brothers Sam and Adam while working at the family shop/being domestic-ish.

Gen, Destiel, or very minor Dean/OC preferred, but mainly I'm just curious if this type of fic exists anywhere!
17 April 2013 @ 01:02 pm
General requests
1. Any fics where the characters aren't aware that they are related when they start a relationship/have sex. Either because they've never met, they havn't seen each other for a long time, or as the result of some curse they can't remember each other. I have a particular weakness for John/Dean and Dean/Adam. No Sam/Dean, because there's a good chance I've already read them.

2. Are there any Dean/Henry fics out there? Or Henry slash anyone?

3. Any fics where Sam was born a girl, but Dean is still male? No wincest please. Open to any other pairings though.

I read a story a while ago where Henrickson was right about Dean being a serial killer, and Sam was his innocent brother who got dragged along. The significant thing about the fic was that it had a video to go with it, telling the same story using clips from the show. Sorry I can't be more specific. I read/watched it a long time ago and that's really all I can remember.

Thanks in advance!
10 April 2013 @ 11:24 pm
Hey guys,

I'm looking for a fic where Adam comes back from the Hell but he's somehow merged with Michael. I remember that one of the stories had Dean tell Sam that he felt like he just said goodbye to his kid when archangel!Adam has to go help Heaven out. It was really good. A little bit angsty but I loved the idea.

I think it was on Ao3 but I'm not 100% sure.

Any help would be appreciated. Thanks!
1. Any fics with Emma (from 7.13 Slice Girls)? I'm looking more for AUs (like a Destiel fic where Dean is raising Emma or Dean's with Lisa and Emma and Ben are half-siblings) but I'll take anything, such as Dean running into her in Purgatory or even codas to that episode or fics that go AU from that episode.

2. AUs that have Adam as Sam and Dean's half-brother. He doesn't have to be a major part of the story, but where one or both of the boys has a relationship with him. An excellent example would be A More Covalent Bond by 8sword

3. fics that focus on Charlie Bradbury-Dean friendships. An amazing example would be And Then We Wait by anglophileprussian

Self-recs always welcomed. My fave pairing is Destiel but I'll read any ship.

Thank you.

Mods: no character:Emma tag?
13 March 2013 @ 11:50 am
hi again, I hope you can help me. I'm looking for a story I read a few months ago. the story is set right at the end of season 5, in it Dean Adam Sam and Cas are fighting some monster that transfer Dean to a 4 year old and Adam Sam and Cas go into his memories to try and help Dean. it is Dean/Cas story. I hope someone remember this story, I lost all my bookmarks, and it's a very good story.
22 January 2013 @ 05:50 pm
I'm gonna turn 20 tomorrow, and I thought I might celebrate leaving my teen years behind with a bunch of Dean fics. Hopefully, I'll be lucky and get lots of recs :) Some of these are actually regurgitated versions of my old searches, but I wanna see if I can get new fics outta them.

1. Smart!Dean is canon to me, and I love reading fics that have this. School fics would be awesome - high school or college, I don't mind either way - but this sort of fic can be set whenever and wherever.

2. Considering up top, I have a hankering for Destiel fics where Dean is practically cliche. You know the type - smart, popular, awesome, kind... an amazing older brother. I only ask that he's not an asshole, since popular!Dean is sometimes written as that.

3. Fics that basically have the world finding out just how important to the grand scheme of things Dean is - and I'm talking Messianic connotations here. Fics that grounds in the fact that a whole lotta extraordinary things (even by hunter standards) seem to revolve around this BAMF. Outsider POVs are loved.

4. Related to #3 - any fics out there that deals with how the supernatural world views Dean. Like how his soul was shining brightly even when the Pit, or how some angels consider Dean damn near holy.

5. Stories where Castiel, through his own ignorance to social norms or maybe a lack of faith in Dean's own commitment, cheats on him. AU or canon, I just wanna read fics where Dean is the one who wants to commit, and Cas is the one who screws up. Happy endings, though I want to read guilty!Cas and hurt!Dean.

6. Rockstar or celebrity AUs where Dean defies stereotype. Destiel please.

7. Girl!Dean fics are loved. Especially irresistible, totally aware of her own hotness girl!Dean. I would really prefer Destiel, but this is also the only way I'll read Wincest, so I'll accept those too.

8. Chef!Dean, or maybe baker!Dean. IDK, just want to read fics with him like this.

9. Michael!Dean? Not fics where Dean says yes to Michael, but fics where he was Michael all this time. Oh, since I'm on this anyway, any fics out there where Dean is actually God or something, or his vessel.

10. This one is the orange in a bushel of apples - I'd love to read fics where Dean has both younger brothers with him. Like, it can be from Adam's POV, or even just fics where he has a brotherly relationship with Dean.

** If there's a pairing, Destiel is my OTP ^^ No Wincest recs please, except for #7.

Whew! That was a lot, and I don't know if I'll get any bites, but I can hope! So please, make this birthday girl's wishes come true, and rec me some Dean fics! :)


1. For all the High School (and college) AUs I've read, I don't remember ever reading one that has Adam in it too. (Or besides a few that has all three boys adopted.) So just, anything like that, an AU where Adam grew up with Sam and Dean, or Sam and Dean find out about him when they're still in high school, or that deals with them having a half-brother they never met. I don't need it to be the whole focus of the story and it can have any pairing/be gen, and it doesn't even have to focus on Adam (like, it can be a Destiel story with brief mentions of Adam) but just something that falls in the general request of (HS/college) AUs with Adam. - I prefer Destiel for HS AUs, but again, I will seriously read any pairing. Can be a crossover too.

2. A fusion with One Tree Hill. I don't really care which character stands in for which other character, but I'm looking for SPN characters in the OTH world. Please no crossovers (SPN characters interacting with OTH characters), just fusions. Any pairings or gen. 

Self-recs welcomed. Thank you for your help!

04 January 2013 @ 09:21 pm
I'm looking for fics that are either AUs where Adam has a strong relationship with Dean and Sam (I'm talking about growing up together, or at least, know about each other their whole lives sorta thing) or maybe fics from Adam's POV where he thinks about his brothers.

I'm a Dean!girl so I love reading about lil' (or not so little) Adam hero-worshipping his eldest brother. Also, I'd love it if you can rec me Destiels but with Adam as one of the characters, if there are any, though I'm perfectly happy with gen.

No Wincest please!

*Edit - Oh, and no Midam (Michael/Adam) either please.
I hope all you wonderful people can help me with this...

Mods: first time posting here, did my best with tags, apologies for any mistakes, will be happy to alter however you direct.

1. Are there any fics out there focusing on Sam and Adam's time in the Cage? I'm looking for any and all fics dealing with this, but especially those that have Sam being all protective big brother, and doing everything he can to protect Adam from Lucifer and Michael. Great examples of what I'm lookin for are A View from the Cage by Tyranusfan over at FFnet and "Hell's Angels" by [livejournal.com profile] cece_away

2. Any fics that focus on Sam and Adam's relationship of big/little brother. If Dean's also in there, all the better. Once again, any and all fics welcome that have an in-depth exploration of the dynamic between the boys, not just a nod in passing that Sam is now also a big brother and Dean has two little brothers to look after.

3. Okay, for my specific request, there's this fic, which I glanced at in passing some time ago, thought I'd go back to it, and then forgot to add to bookmarks *headdesk* I'm about to drive myself crazy looking for it, so I fall on bended knee for your help:

- don't remember fic title or author
- don't remember where I came across it, but definitely not FFnet
- one-shot, introspective piece from Lucifer's POV, after Sam is gone from the Cage. Lucifer's remembering their time in the Cage together. Michael wasn't present in the story, I think it's mentioned he wandered off to some far reaches of the Cage? The story makes a point of how the Cage is extremely vast, lonely and... grey? Fic mentions past Lucifer/Sam non/dub-con, and Sam/Dean as an established relationship. The bits I remember with some sort of clarity is how Lucifer would turn into Dean sometimes to get Sam to tell him that he loved him, and wished that Sam would tell that to him without the Dean-disguise; and also at one point, Lucifer reflects on Sam's eyecolor, mentioning how they have golden flecks, and wonders whether Dean's aware that these flecks (which Dean's crazy over) are actually the result of Azazel's tempering and demon blood - Lucifer was going to tell Sam this, but kept putting it off for reasons I don't remember and didn't get the chance before Sam was out. Story ends with Lucifer saying something like "I love you, Sam Winchester" to himself. And I think the color green was in there somewhere?

Help, anybody? Please and thank you.

EDIT: No. 3 found - and is written by - by the awesom [livejournal.com profile] anniespinkhouse! Further recs for Nos. 1 & 2 always welcome :)
23 December 2012 @ 01:05 am
= Sorry if its too long=
first thing is,
1) a specific fic, on fanfiction.net basicly I just remember that Sam was 4 maybe, something like that, and John was really mad at him for some reason? anyways, he pushed him off the stairecase and Sam ended up breaking his arm but I think he didn't cried at all and Dean obviosly was all like awesome protective big brother and also John was driving them to the hospital, something like that. PLEASEEEEEE , tell me you know what I'm talking about
now moving on the the genral requests :)
2) I just loveloveolve ADAM ! but I don't seem to find lots of good Adam fics!
baiscly, anything that has Adam in it BUT stories that include Michael or the pit, hell, whatever nothing that has to do with season 5.
I'm a big fan of AU versions, in which Adam allways lived with the winchesters, or that he came in a younger age,  pre series teenchester, weechesters, you know
If you'd give me some good hurt\limp\sick Adam with brotherlylove from Sam and Dean I'd love you forever.
Also, I'd rather once that are on LJ than on Fanficiton.net cause I think I read almost all of the Adam fics there, so... yeah
3) So... I've never came across these kind of story but I REALLY REALLY hope there's something like that out there
ok, so domestic fic, oh and GEN only so obviusly they have kids from women, and have wives or...not  they just have to have kids it could be only Sam having kids or only Dean or both whatever, one of Sam's or Dean's kids is really sick or injured and its all about the way they help eachother deal with it and just lots of fluff anf cute moments. If something like that even exict.
4) Last one is just any fic that has Sam breaking his arm or leg, sprains are good too
again, I'd rather from LJ cause I'm kinda new here and I don't know a lot of fics here
elf -recs are welcome, and NO WINCEST to anything.
J2 for the last one is fin
Thank youu in advance x :)
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21 December 2012 @ 10:12 pm
Yes you read right i dont honestly know where this came from it may just be my head out of wack but i was wondering if there are any stories with Bela and Adam or Michael inside Adam meet while in hell and get out whether the boys (sam, dean, cas, bobby) finds out i really dont care

while i am at it are there any where Bela gets out through whatever or Adam by any chance
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04 December 2012 @ 11:00 am
I am looking for a fic that I read awhile back. Dean died when he got between Lucifer and Michael. They all ascended to heaven, including Sam and Adam. In heaven they are reunited with their loved ones. Dean is God's vessel. I think it was Destial. Does this sound familiar to anyone?

25 September 2012 @ 07:31 am
I just read this story last month some time. Adam was hunting with them and slyly telling Sam that he should jump Dean's bones. Etc. Sam was jealous of the timeDean spent with adam.

Any other stories where a thirdparty, preferably someone close to them, encouraged the lurve will be great.Thank you.
So somewhere along the way, our heroes fall off the wagon and Sam is into the antichrist thing or something, and Dean sides with him. They have a gloriously terrifying reign on earth. Then in some small town in the Midwest, they come across a med student, who's about as vanilla civilian as the Winchesters are not. Apparently this kid is John Winchester's bastard.

So Adam is summoned and is scared out of his wits because nobody told him what he's here for. He learns from Sam and Dean that John was a hunter, and he thinks they'll kill him for being John's son. I can't remember, but I don't think Sam and Dean told Adam he was their brother. I think they just sent him back to his normal life without a clue, but I could be wrong. I don't think so, though. And I am almost entirely certain that this is told from Adam's POV. It's a pretty short piece.

On that note, I notice there is no tag for Adam's POV.
29 June 2012 @ 11:40 am
Sup everyone,

!) This idea just popped into my head I am literally watching "Point of no return" on tv with the boys Dean, Sam ,and Adam together again and i was wondering if there are any fics where the boys are like crazy over protective of Adam like when Michael was taking Adam as his vessel i really wanted Dean and Sam to break down that door and take him before he gets body snatched

2) Also i read this story where Sam and Adam where in the pit and Sam was doing everything to protect Adam though Adam kept trying to protect Sam, Sam would not let him get hurt and i know Adam played chess against Lucifer to buy Sam time to heal

3) And of course i would LOVE if there are any deageaged!Adam fics out there and the boys care for him or hell any where the boys ALL of them grew up together with Dean momma hen over both Sam and Adam, and Sam over Adam

Any way thanks ahead of time to anyone who are a help:) Also Cas, Bobby, and John can be in the fics as well trying to Protect the boys or as a deanXcas are welcome too
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There was this story that I read a while ago before Sam and Dean found out about Adam. It was a story in which they found that they had a younger brother that John had fathered. I believe that his name was Reese. It was a really long story. I think the story was named Our fathers sons or something like that. I have been looking for it and I have been unable to find it.
Any help would be greatly appreciated.
Found: One Father's Sons

Also I am looking for any stories in which Sam and Dean interact with Adam. I always wanted to know how that relationship would have progressed but Adam was taken away.

Also additionally Deaf Dean or Dean with an illness of any kind.Any and all recs would be greatly appreciated. No death fic though!

Thanks in advance!!!!
i though that i found this story here, but after looking in tags for almost two hours i am giving up :(
cas rules heaven, sam rules hell (adam his second) and dean is mechanic who lives with lisa. ones a month they go to some diner and talk.
it was series of short stories from diners staff & regulars poin of view.

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17 May 2012 @ 06:30 pm
So, by all rights, I should've found this by now considering the number of details I have on this fic, but for some inane reason, I haven't, and I don't remember the title or author.

Michael!Dean (sorta) )


general Adam request )
16 April 2012 @ 05:39 pm
Could somebody rec me good vids about angels, they crazy family and probably they relationships with they vessels?
I'm talking here something like Angel and they vessels by Pelagia911 on Jar of hearts or Runs In The Family done by kaiyote. Anything similar, folks?
if there are similar x-over over there - rec them too :)
05 April 2012 @ 08:04 pm
Hey All,
I am looking for any fics in which Sam/Jared or Dean/Jensen has an eating disorder, Dean/Jensen is prefered but I am not too fussed either way. Also if there is some Adam one out there I would LOVE LOVE LOVE it :)
It can have a pairing or not, but if it does I would rather it be Wincest or J2
Thanks in adavance :)
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Hi guys!

I'm looking for a AU in which Dean has retired from hunting because of an injury. There is some sort of war going on in Heaven and Dean finds Castel's fledgling, who everyone thought was dead.

Castel and Gabriel find out from Sam that Dean has the little guy.

I think Adam is in some of the later stories.

Thanks for any help!

Mods: Do we need a fledgling!fic tag or should I use egg!fic?

Edit: Found! It's the Abe Verse by [livejournal.com profile] ameonna1!