The latest episode has reminded me of how much I love fics where the Winchesters are just huge BAMFs.
I'm looking for fics that show how actually dangerous Sam and Dean can be, especially against "normal" enemies (i.e. nothing world-ending (although they do kick ass there too)). Can be monster or human related (e.g. law enforcement etc). Outsider POV is always cool for these kind of things, but that's not a requirement.

Can be Sam and/or Dean centric (although I'm more of a Dean!girl *cough*).

Double bonus if you could point me towards "Dean being a dangerous bamf in Hell/ Purgatory" fics

I'd prefer no Wincest, but I'll read it if you think the story is just that good.

Thanks! :)

[Is there no "Hell" tag or did I overlook it?]
08 November 2016 @ 08:59 pm
So... I have read this fic Inheritance of a Demon by WoodiestComics, and I feel mesmerized, literary. I intrigued by Dean's close relationship with Alistair in Hell (it's Stockholm Syndrome in a new level), and I want to read another fics that just like this. Is there any fics out there about Dean has very close relationship with Alistair in Hell? Please help me find it. I accept Gen (like maybe Alistair makes himself Dean's father) or slash between the two.
15 September 2016 @ 02:16 pm
Looking for these kind of fics.

1.) Are there any fics out there where the bad guy or whoever realizes that torturing Dean and his family/friends isn;t the way to get him to do what they want. Instead they realize making sure Dean's family/friends are safe is the way to get to Dean. Basically a villain is smart enough to realize Dean's loyalty is his greatest strength and make Dean loyal to himself, and that torturing won't work. I.E Zachariah tricks Dean into saying yes by lying about the apocalypse promising Sam will be safe and so on. Dean gives himself up to Allistar/Azazel/whoever as long as his dad and sam are safe etc....

2.) Dean sacrifices himself for John/Sam to whoever.

3.) Opposite time. Are there any fics where Dean refuses to deal with Sam/John's bs and just ups and leaves. He doesn't come back and moves on with his life.

4.) Episodes concerning Sam's heaven. EP 5.16 I don't want an amulet fixit fic I want Sam to realize why exactly Dean was so mad because I feel like he didn't get it. I'm an older sibling and I can guarantee you if I found out my younger siblings heaven didn't feature me at all I would be pissed and hurt. So any fics with Sam realizing that and apologizing and NO ZACHARIAH MANIPULATED SAM'S HEAVEN. that;s too much of a cop out and Sam is given enough cop puts in the show.
17 August 2016 @ 11:45 pm
Hello all!
I love a good 'n' angsty prison AU, and have consequently been running out lately. I've been through most of the popular ones on AO3, but haven't had the chance to explore other places. I was hoping I could get some good recommendations here!
I don't care if it's gen or slash, but no Wincest please. Also, Dean-centric is preferred. Bonus if Alistair is a character!
Thanks a lot!
14 August 2016 @ 04:10 pm
Does anybody have a copy of After the Flesh by QueenGeekKeri. I really want to read it. I found the pdf version but after the first page nothing else shows up and I really want to read it. The story has appERANTLY been deleted and I was wondering if anybody has a copy if so can you email it to me
29 January 2016 @ 01:02 am
All general searches, and all gen-oriented. Self-recs are totally cool as always. Thanks!

1. I'd like to read about the nature of souls.

There was a fic I read some time ago by silver ruffian where Death gave Sam's soul to Dean, and he had to carry it around with him on the way to Sam's body. (And
I think we've all seen smaller asides, usually by Cas, in fics about the effects of Hell and et cetera on human souls, too...) I thought it was interesting to see how it looked and acted, in a way that was different than ghosts and spirits. In that particular fic, is was of course Soulless Sam's antithesis; all emotion and feeling without conscious barriers in the way. I'd like to see more of that, whether that's the direction it goes in or not. Though as always I prefer the subject to be Dean :p... Sam's okay if it's adorable enough, however. Maybe Sam saves Dean from Hell and cannot yet return him to his body. Maybe it's Cas healing the demony bits post-hell. Maybe the monster of the week literally bares his soul... Anything!

2. Something involving Demon Dean and human blood, not counting the cure. We saw Crowley go through a human blood addiction. What about Dean?

And sans addiction... What if the cure would only work for so long, and Dean needed more shots of human blood every so often, or in certain cases, to keep him from lapsing back into demonhood?

3. Outsider POV on Dean and Alastair's screwed up relationship. By "outsider" I mean someone that knows Dean. Sam, Bobby, etc... There was a really good one I read called
These Bones of Mine by amaresu, and another called Sometimes It Is Barren by rockpaperscissor. Alastair does not have to be there in the flesh, or even alive. Maybe Dean's just talking to someone about it, and we get to see their reactions.

4. I literally cannot find one single fic involving Sam having visions of Demon!Dean. Not one!

5. I can't imagine it would go very well if a shapeshifter or something attempted to download Dean's memories post-Hell... I would be 100% okay for crack on this.
25 November 2015 @ 04:39 am

I'm looking for this one specific homeless teen Dean fic. He meets Castiel behind a dumpster behind the Roadhouse (I think?) when he's looking for a place to sleep after he got kicked out by his dad. In the end they both sleep there. They both work as a prostitute, sometimes together. One day Alistair kidnaps Dean and they don't find him for a few days (weeks?). In the end Dean ends up in the hospital and Sam and John are there as well? -->
I lost all my bookmarks so if anyone could rec some longer (preferably at least 10k but if you think a shorter one is amazing too please add as well :) ) fics with these themes that would be great;
- Dark pre-stanford/stanford era. Dean centric.
- Abused!Dean (all the abuse, by everyone, canon or au)
- Abused!Castiel (again all the abuse)
- Abused Sam, but only by Castiel,Dean or John.
- Any other dark stories with Dark!Sam/Dean/Cas
- Any story where John comes back from the dead after season 5.

1.) I'm looking for fics where Sam gets to observe Dean and Alastair's relationship (Gen or otherwise). Great examples of this are Amaresu's creepy stockholm syndrome fic These Bones of Mine and reapertownusa's whump-filled Through the Shadows of Hell.

2.) Fics that use a different interpretation of angels than they are in canon. For example, ones that don't take vessels, or act more in line with traditional Biblical depictions. (Meaning, I'm not looking for those AUs where angels are minor creatures on par with vampires, or Slave AUs, nothing like that.)

3.) Protective!Bobby on behalf of Dean. Somehow I haven't come across a lot of that??

4.) Preseries fics where Dean's more... Unpleasant fates/qualities (Alastair's apprentice, the Mark of Cain, etc) are hinted at or revealed, to the confusion of his family. Perhaps he's told his fortune, or comes under the effects of one of those many spells that are supposed to reveal or depend on innate qualities, or something that bares the soul. That kind of thing.

5.) Speaking of that, there's a specific fic I can't seem to find again where the boys find an artifact in the bunker (maybe it was a crystal ball?) and it shows them representations of their souls. I believe Sam was a tree and Dean was a dragon?

Gen for all of these, please, except for possible Dean/Alastair. I don't mind if they're just smaller events in larger fics.
Hi! I recently read two very good fics, both similar in some ways but very different and enjoyable! They were

The Spirit of Lawrence High ( Dean Winchester is funny, gorgeous, brave, loyal, and a breath of fresh air in Castiel Shurley's life. Dean Winchester is also a ghost haunting Castiel's school, but nobody's perfect, right?


Jump the Track ( It's Dean's senior year at Lawrence High, and he's already given up on himself. It takes the arrival of the strange, intense, awkward Castiel Delacroix at the school to prove to Dean that maybe his life is worth saving after all.

One similarity that both of these fics have are that Dean was raped by Alastair. The rape isn't central to the plot, and the stories mainly focus on the romance, but the angst is exactly the kind of thing I love.

I was wondering if anyone knew of any other AU fics out there with this kind of a plot? If two's a coincidence I'm hoping someone can find a third and make it a pattern. I do enjoy reading fics that are completely original and complex, but sometimes I enjoy sitting back and working through several stories with kind of the same basic setup and ingredients, especially when I'm stressed. Not that these fics aren't both creative and complicated, but they share very similar themes that I'd like to read more of!

Specific ingredients I'm looking for: Teenage Destiel (or I'd settle for college), regular-kid!Castiel, kind-of-outcast!Dean, low-self-esteem!Dean, bad-guy-teenage!Alastair. I also enjoy themes of depression, rape/assault recovery, and developing relationship.

Thank you!
13 February 2015 @ 11:46 pm
Hello, so I lost this fic and I thought I had it saved but apparently I do not... So if anyone can help me that would be great! I don't remember the name or the author, but I'm pretty sure I read it on AO3. Anyway, what I do remember is that Dean (and I'm 99% sure Cas) are in a mental hospital of some kind and the only scene I really remember is where Dean was being abused by his past roommate (I think it was Alistair) and he took a screw out of the dresser and tried to kill himself. I think it ends up being a Destiel fic. If anyone can point me in the right direction that would be awesome!
I read this story a while ago. Dean is part of this club thing, and asks Gabriel, who runs it, to help him find a dom. Gabriel finds Cas, and I think Cas agrees to pay him 10000 a week? I could have that wrong though.
Dean was in a bad relationship with Alastair before this and he left scars on his back. They end up falling in love, but i dont remember much of the rest of the story... Help?
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28 August 2014 @ 03:11 pm
I've read a few season 4 AU's, but I've never come across one where Dean is the one that gets revenge and kills Allistair himself.
So I'm wondering if there have been any written. I just love the idea of Dean getting his own revenge for everything that Allistair did to him in hell. And its Dean that kills him. That seems like it would be very fitting to me. So i'm hoping something like it exists.
Can be a short story/one shot or it can be a part of a larger story.
Dean's POV/Dean Centric preferred.
Thanks all :)
Hi, I need a some help finding two specific fic today!

The first one was a Dark or possibly God!Castiel Destiel fic, where Cas kept Dean captured and tired to get him to join his cause. I vaguely remember that at the end of each chapter when Cas failed or broke Dean, he wiped the slate clean and restarted using a different technique of torture to try to result in a more favourable outcome in the next chapter. I'm 80% sure in was on AO3.

The second was a old fic that was set during Dean's time in hell. It was Alistair/Dean and it featured Bela as a Harpy demon like creature. Another detail is that Alistair's demon form had a pair of deer antlers and at one point Dean realised he had also started to grow horns and a tail as well. Pretty sure this one was on lj.

Sorry for having such a dodgey memory and not being able to give more details!

Thank you! (put dean/omc in the tags because of no Alistair/Dean pairing tag)
10 November 2013 @ 06:39 pm
Hi :) I'm looking for a specific fic that I came across a while ago and could never find again. I can't remember if it's wincest or gen, but Sam and Dean were chasing a witch (I think) and she locked them into their memories of Hell, but together. And Alistair was torturing Dean and Lucifer was torturing Sam and they both got to see what the other one went through.  Also, I believe at one point they kind of overlapped and Dean was torturing Sam, but they managed to break out of the spell.  If anyone has any memory of this, I would be so grateful!  Thanks so much!

FOUND: Fault Lines
08 October 2013 @ 10:03 pm
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18 March 2013 @ 10:53 pm
I have a few requests.

1. Are there any fics that show Dean going to hell each time he dies in Mystery Spot? I seem to recall one with Alistair, but it is only a vague recollection. And I'd love it if anyone knew of any fics with this premise.

2. Jo-centric fics.

3. Dean/Jo fics where she travels with them.

4. Smutty Dean/Jo fics.

5. Dean/Cas/Jo fics (do these even exist?)

Thanks for any help, particularly with the first one.
08 March 2013 @ 06:48 pm
Specific fic:
A) Dean was in Hell and he was tortured by Alastair who then took a Hellhound that was once John Winchester and forces Dean to be bred by the Hellhounds.Details... )
I found the link for this one! It's here.

B) Dean was hit by a spell intended for Sam when Sam came across a witch that he was intimate with during his time as Robo!Sam. The spell was designed to expel the soul for a day or so. Dean collapses when he takes the spell and Sam brings him back to the motel. Castiel is called and he notices a young boy in the room but does not comment and asks Sam what happened. As Sam explains Castiel concludes that the young boy is Dean. Castiel tells Sam that Dean is there with them and that he will most likely go back into his body once the spell has run it's course. There are wings in this fic.
Found! Here it is! [x]

C) Sam and Dean are turned into Gargoyles because John went after a nest of Gargoyles who turned out not to be not something evil. John leaves the boys at Pastor Jim's because he cannot bring himself to separate supernatural and evil.
Found in the comments below! [x]

General fics:
1) Where Missouri interacts with the boys, Dean especially. I would like to read fics where she has a role in the fic.

2)  The same as (1) but with Ellen Harvelle.

3) Where Dean gets turned into a Canine (not wolf). The curse that can be permanent or temporary. He could also be a skinwalker.

4) Crossovers with My Bloody Valentine (2009)

Gen or slash is fine.
Destiel is preferred. Let me know if it Wincest.

Thanks in advance!
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19 October 2012 @ 03:47 pm
Hi there, I've finally finished Pheonixdragon's Perspective and liked the idea of Alistair behaving like a father, more so than John, and I was wondering if there are any fics out there that focus on Dean and Alistair's relationship that's similar to a father/son relationship. Please Gen and/or AU, Dean can be a full on demon or just starting out as one; any kind of genre except for slash will do and please let Dean enjoy Alistair's affection instead of resenting it....and that's all I can think of right now.

Thanks :)
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Searching for a fic in which Alistair makes Castiel believe that he (Cas) is being abused by Dean. As the fic progresses, Castiel becomes more confused as to what's real and what's happening in his mind. Meanwhile, Dean doesn't understand why Castiel begins to fear him. I believe this may have been a prompt fill for Supernatural Kink Meme (spn_kinkmeme) but it may have been someplace else. Thank you for any help!
27 May 2012 @ 09:57 pm
1. Specific Story: I think it starts with Dean torturing Alistair, who tells him that when Castiel pulled him out of Hell, he cut out the Demon in him. Dean starts to torture Demons that they run across. He finds an abandoned airplane hanger, I think, and fills the basement area of it with torture devices. He finds Ruby, and tortures her for days there while singing, "Ruby, Don't Take Your Love To Town" to her. He calls her and taunts her on the answering machine while he's with Sam. I think Bobby tells Sam about the trail of dead, tortured demons that have been following them and he figures out it's Dean. That's all I remember.

2. Any stories where Dean displays his master torturer skills or people mention how scary/dangerous/etc it is that Dean has those skills when they hear about them or see them. Something like that.

Please and thank you :)
21 May 2012 @ 01:25 am
I'm looking for a story that I lost that goes kinda like this 
Dean is in high school and is a drug addict. Cas is the school counselor or something like that. He talks to Dean frequently. 
One day when Dean buys drugs from Alastair, he offers Dean some new drug that is some sort of date rape pill. This takes place by the school bleachers which Cas checks to make sure that no teenagers are having sex by, and he sees Dean and Alastair.
Alastair makes a run for it and leaves Dean lying on the grass. Cas calls Anna and Uriel, and they get Dean home to Cas. 
Later on Dean decides that he wants to kill Alastair because of what he did. He shows up at Alastairs apartment with a gun. He fails, and Cas and Lucifer who is Cas' brother saves him. They shoot Alastair, and tell the police that it was in self-defense. I think Dean shot Lucifer in the leg too.
After that I think Dean goes to rehab, but shows up at Castiel's front door when he's clean.

12 April 2012 @ 07:05 pm
I read a fic a few months ago about Dean's time in Hell while he was working with Alastair. 
I don't remember most of it, but I do remember there was a little demon girl OC who had a collection of Dean's eyes that she kept in a box and she spent the majority of the time with him climbing on his back asking for his eyes. If I remember correctly they were friends. The fic was mostly interaction between those two with Alastair coming in only at the end.
Hello, looking for pre-4.01 au or canon-compliant dark!fic about broken!Dean's time in Hell: Alistair treating him as an apprentice, torturing people, etc. Demon!Dean would be golden.

Or, more specifically, would love to see Castiel coming to save Dean and finding demon!Dean instead, with any outcomes (like demon!Dean torturing Castiel).

Thanks in advance!
10 April 2012 @ 08:33 pm
I'd be forever grateful if anyone had some fics that kind of match what I'm looking for. Alright here we go:
  1. Dean was in hell for 40 year, right? I want fics where that shows. For example: he has nightmares, he comes back with a few new kinks, he misses being tortured, ect,ect. Basically, I'll take any fics where post-hell Dean is not exactly the same as pre-hell Dean. I'll take any parings (preferably destiel or gen but I'll take wincest too, gotta share the love). Dean/Alistair gets you brownie points.
  2. Any Dean/Alistair fics. It's so fucked up it works (at least in my mind it does)
  3. And finally, someone tries to torture Dean but they fail spectacularly because he was in hell for 40 years.
26 February 2012 @ 10:25 pm
any fics about Dean being tortured by Alistair in hell? i'd prefer fics that tell it either as it happens or Dean recounting the experience to Sam.
also, I read a j2 fic one time that had a side pairing of Misha/James Roday and since then i've really wanted more of that pairing. i'm pretty sure there's not much of it, but anything you can find would be great. thanks!
24 February 2012 @ 09:19 pm
So, I'm looking for two specific, very different fics.

The first might have actually been a comment fic somewhere, but basically wee!Sam's worried, alone in a motel room, waiting for John and Dean to get back from a hunt. When they get back Dean's hurt pretty bad, bleeding all over, and Sam's so scared he breaks down crying. It takes place at the boys' beds, and basically John sweeps up both his sons and hugs Sam and promises everything gonna be ok until he calms down. It's cuddly and very sweet, but also very believable. 

The second is a gruesome hell-torture fic. The premise is that Sam's gone down into Hell and to get Dean out he can't speak for a year. Dean is his torturer, and doesn't recognize him, but is incredibly fond of him anyway. Alistair's convinced that'll break Sam, but Sam's silence and trust is so pure than Dean  goes slow, so he can savor his time with this soul before he breaks it. He works all the way up to holding Sam's bare, beating heart in his hand, and nothing has ever felt better. Dean draws it out so long he wastes the whole year without breaking Sam. This one was also made into a podfic. 

If anyone's seen either of these, I'll be really excited. Thanks!
13 January 2012 @ 10:41 pm

I'm looking for fics where Dean's daddy issues are showing. Mostly some d/S undertones and Dean calling his partner 'daddy'. (As long as Dean is showing a slightly wanton side and calling someone 'daddy' without being 100% sarcastic, I'm happy!) 

I want Dean to be bottom, but other than that -- all (slash) pairings are welcome. Wincest, Destiel, Alaistair/Dean; you name it! Setting -- au or non-au doesn't matter either.

Thank you!
10 January 2012 @ 09:42 pm
Again, fellow fangirls, you were awesome! Thank you so much for your help!

It's a new year, so I have to get my next fix - only natural, right? ^-^ So I'm counting on you all to help me out like last time, although I realize this is quite a bunch to ask for... Alright, so I'm looking for rare pairings - Slash rules again (but friendship/uneasy alliance/gen is welcome as well), of course!

1. Dean/Jimmy Novak (the less Castiel comes into play, the better!)
2. Dean/Lucifer
3. Dean/Gabriel
4. Dean/Crowley
5. Dean/Balthazar
6. Dean/Michael
7. Lucifer/Crowley
8. Lucifer/Gabriel (after re-watching 'Hammer of the Gods' I can't get them out of my head, I even had to write T-T)
9. Dean/Alistair

I have no specific requests for any of those pairings, aside from that I would prefer Lucifer in his own body (Nick) and please no MPREG, Slave Fic (although if you have a brilliant one up your rec-sleeve, I'm game),  PWP, AUs (High School etc.) or Crossovers. As always though, I would prefer FFs with more STORY than sex.

Hit me with your best shot - thank you in advance!

20 November 2011 @ 11:58 pm
i was hoping yo guys could help me find something

an Alistair/Dean fic
but the thing is that i want to read a fic were Alistair is actually kind of nice and protective or loving to  just Dean without being all  rape-y if that's even possible
i know Alistair isnt all flowers and daisies i just want a story that makes him seem a little more human (even though hes a demon) 
it can be one-sided love, dub-con, etc. i don't care
as long as Alistair shows a little bit of loving or protective emotions towards dean 

its a weird request i know
but you would make my day if you could help me find it 
please and thank you
26 June 2011 @ 10:49 am
I'm not sure the protocol for this kind of question so, mods, please delete if not appropriate.

I know that [ profile] leonidaslion has moved her fic to her AO3 account, but there is one story I can't find there.

What Rough Beast - Alistair/Dean, Sam/Dean non/dubcon evil!Sam fic
original prompt under the cut due to content )

I've gone looking, but every link I've found goes to her deleted journal and I don't know what comm the story was originally written for.

Does anybody have/know where I can find a copy of this fic? Provided, of course, that Leonidaslion doesn't object to its being shared.


EDIT: Original meme post found by the lovely anon! Link in comments!

Mods, I notice that there are no tags for Alistair either as a character or part of a pairing