Okay hear me out. I read this story -- or 'verse -- years ago. So I can't remember a whole lot.

Sam somehow ends up going back in time and replacing his pre-canon self, I believe. Like, his 20+ year old brain took up residence in his teenage body. He walked out of his high-school class the moment he realized he was old enough to legally do it. It might have been because of the Yellow-Eyed Demon, his traveling. He didn't end up going to Stanford, he kept hunting. He and Dean traveled together and wincest was a Thing -- until Dean met Cassie, as he had in canon.

Sam let Dean go, and let him have his relationship [one line i remember really clearly is something like "that's the thing about dating your brother. Even if we break up, we're still family"], and headed back to his dad by taking the bus. However, as he arrived, John was bitten by some sort of lust-demon and the poison affected him enough that he attacked and overpowered Sam. After, he threw some money at Sam -- go back to your brother -- and bolted, out of guilt. Sam, now very Not Okay, took the money and just -- left?

The next bit I remember, he ended up going to the Roadhouse and went by the name of Jesse. John and Dean were looking for him at this point? He and Ash ended up hunting together. Both ended up with big/elaborate tattoos, and they slept together, but it was a friends-with-benefits type thing.

I'm pretty sure by the end of the 'verse, the YED was dead.

Sory - that's all I remember. I think I found it on LJ, but it might have been on A03. Does this sound familiar to anyone else?
Hello. I haven't been on LJ in literally years. It's good to see this place is still running! There is a really great older fic - I'd say at least six or seven years old - that I've been looking for. Demons have overrun Earth and Sam and Dean must make it to the last refuge for humans - Truth or Consequences, New Mexico. I thought it was just called Truth or Consequences but none of the fics I've found under that name are it. I'm pretty sure Ash was in it but not 100 percent. It's a great story written during the early seasons when the fandom was just starting to pick up steam. Any help is greatly appreciated. Thanks.
13 October 2015 @ 09:04 am
Hello!! I'm looking for these fics, I hope you find them.

1. In pre-series after Sam went for Stanford and John left him to hunt alone, Dean decided to attend college in MIT.

2. Fic where Dean and Ash are actually old friends. Dean attended college in MIT behind John's and Sam's back when they lived in Boston, and he met Ash in MIT and became friends.
20 September 2015 @ 02:46 pm
Helloo, so I've been looking for the fic Sharing Different Heartbeats (alazysod) but apparently the LJ has been taken down and I was wondering if anyone had a copy, pretty please ?

Wincest, 10k, "Sam and Dean take some time apart when Sam finds out that Dean has feelings for him." I remember that they reconcile in Ash's room, it's angsty with a happy ending and it's one of my fav fic in the genre.
13 August 2014 @ 08:40 am
Looking for a specific fic.  The thing that stands out about this one was that there was a good portion of it where Sam is living at the Roadhouse, and hunting with Ash.  Sam has changed his name to Jesse so that Ellen, etc. don't know he's a Winchester. The story starts out with the 3 Winchesters hunting together, then Sam & John fight about something and Sam leaves to hunt on his own.  Dean stays to hunt with John.  I think it ends up Sam/Dean.  I didn't read it on AO3 - probably LJ or FF.  Also, it's not new - it's been awhile since I read it.

I don't need a link - I just need a title as I'm sure it's sitting on my hard drive somewhere.  Thanks!
Looking for specific fic with mpreg!Sam and Dean at the roadhouse, Dean planning surprise birthday party for Sam

Surprise )

I can remember the details, but still my google skills fail me. I thought I had it bookmarked, but either I didn't or it was lost. There may have been a sequel or was the first of a verse, unless I'm confusing this with another fic, but I'm sure about all the other facts. Help!!!

Found in comments.
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20 May 2014 @ 10:36 pm
I actually found this fic on this site while I was looking for something else. I swore I bookmarked it but now I cant find it.

Sam went to a witch I guess to find a way to save Dan. She says she'll help but he ha to give something up. He walks through a mirror and into a world where he finds that he and Dean aren't brothers. Dean and Jo are siblings and Sam is at Stanford where he has burn scars from trying to save Jess. He finds out that a demon (Meg) is after him and teams up with Dean(they end up in a relationship)_ . She catches up with them and several people end up dying including Jo, Ash, and Sam. Dean ends up going to the same witch and he has to give something up too. He and Sam end up brothers again.  I could go on but I'm hoping someone knows what I'm talking about. Thanks for your help!
26 February 2014 @ 07:21 pm
Okay I'm having trouble finding a specific fic where God sends Dean and Sam and a whole lot of others to the HP world for a vacation. Before the levianthans. It had Bobby and Ellen as well as Jimmy Novak as adults with Dean, Sam, Adam and all the angels with some of the demons as kids. I remember that Dean is mad that Sam was in Slytherin with Lucifer and Crowley as well as Adam being a Hufflepuff (I think) with Michael. Also there was teasing about Dean/Cas. Any help would be appreciated I read it before and have been looking all over for it to read again. Thanks!!
Hello~ I'm hoping you guys can help me find a couple fics I seem to have lost. ^^;

1) In one of them, I just remember one scene. I believe it takes place at the Grand Canyon, and I think Sam surprises Dean by taking him there. Sam shouts out Dean's name and and it echoes around, then Dean shouts out "Sammy!" and hears it echo as well. I don't think they were together yet. I know it's not much, but hopefully some of you recognize it.
*** Found the first one!

2) I'm pretty sure I read the other one at Sinful Desire. It's a time-travel fic, where Sam travels back in time to (I think) stop Dean's deal from coming true. I think Sam never ends up going to Standford the second time around and instead he and Dean hook up. But Dean ends up dumping Sam after a few years for a girl, Lisa I think, and quits the hunting life. Sam doesn't keep in touch with Dean, but goes to his house and leaves him letters over the years. Sam also partners up with Ash to hunt, and they are kind of in a relationship, more of friends-with-benefits sort of deal. By now, Dean has a son with Lisa, but she gets killed by a demon, so Dean ends up getting back into the hunting life and meets up with Sam and the rest of the gifted children that Sam has been gathering. They end up getting together again. I think it was a series with several stories.
***Found the second one!

Thank you in advance~ ^^
18 January 2013 @ 04:43 pm
Okay so for the past couple of weeks I have been thinking about a couple of stories and I cant seem to find them? I have a feeling they might have been deleted or removed but I figured if anybody you guys would know about them. Here we go...

1. FOUND! http://archive.worldofslash.com/viewstory.php?sid=31&ageconsent=ok&warning=4 It was a sam and dean are rescue swimmers (kinda au). I found it on FanFiction. Dean had always wanted to be a rescue swimmer and they had to go through the process of becoming them in order to help the government track down a ghost (ship?) that was killing people.It was VERY subtle wincest; that was building as the story went on. I know when I left it it was incomplete but it was GINORMOUS. If anybody knows were it is or has a copy I would appreciate it.

2. FOUND!! (AND ADJUSTED) http://samdean.archive.nu/series.php?seriesid=95 his one has sam going back in time to change the past. I dont remember what he changed exactly but because of it Dean was able to get out of hunting and settle down with Cassie. I think there was a period of time that Sam was dating/sleeping with Ash. Then Dean has a kid and Sam winds up coming back into his life. I dont remember if they were in danger or if it was a conicidence. Sam has feeling for his brother and I believe he is trying to stay away so that dean can have his happy normal life. Something happens to Cassie and Dean leaves with Sam to go back to the Roadhouse, where Sam has been building an army of the psychic kids. Sam and Dean wind up rekindling thier relationship and Sam tries to take care of Deans son. I believe the story is broken up into parts and is also incomplete but I cant find it anywhere so anything would help. The author was really talented and had a lot of other stories that I liked but for some reason I cant find them.

Okay thats it. If anybody knows where to find these stories or a way to contact the author I would really appreciate it. Thanks for the help!!
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I am looking for a story I read a while ago. It is a multi-chapter AU future fic that features Sam and Dean, who, as adults, separate after a huge argument and spend several years apart. Dean later has a child with Cassie, but he and Cassie are unhappy together. Dean has that young child with him as the story continues. Sam has taken on another name, Jesse?, and is hunting for the other children of the YED with Ash as his lover/partner. Sam and Ash take these kids back to the Roadhouse where they all form a sort of safe camp. Dean follows and he and Sam/Jesse rediscover their relationship. This is a favorite and I have lost it. Has anyone ever heard of this one? It is very long, very dark and truly awesome. Thanks!
25 May 2012 @ 07:44 pm
Mods: I'm not entirely sure of how to do this, specially because you don't have the tag I would be supposed to use? Please help me with that part :)

Hi :) 

I saw a post on tumblr recently with this description:

Supernatural | Everything we believed is a lie. None of it is real. There are no hunters, no angels, no reapers, no supernatural beings.We’re all mad here.

And I was wondering if maybe someone wrote a fanfiction along that? I'd really like to read something like that. I tried using Google but maybe the fact that I'm not sure what exactly to put on the search bar may have something to do with it. 

Pairings: All I ask is no Dean/Sam or Bobby/one of the brothers or castiel
Characters: Anna, Ash, Balthazar, Bobby, Castiel, Chuck, Crowley, Dean, Ellen, Gabriel/Trickster, Impala, Jo, Sam
02 December 2011 @ 07:49 am
Hey there, does anyone remember a fic in which the impala starts changing and eventually grows Ash's mullet? I remember Dean being very upset and Sam finding it funny. Also Ash does the dirty with the impala mullet to get it back on his head. Yes. Definitely a crack fic.
13 November 2011 @ 02:01 am
I am looking for a fic that I read a long time ago and really want to read again but cannot find it anywhere! I've searched, gone through my bookmarks - I'm hoping someone can help me.

Dean and Sam are young, Dean is maybe 16 I think, they do have the Impala. John leaves on a hunt and never returns. The boys have to fend for themselves. At one point they have no money and Dean is pimping himself out so he can feed Sammy. He doesn't want Sam to see him doing this, they are parked on the side of the roads by the woods or something, so he sends Sam to stand in the woods where he can't easily see or hear what is going on but still close enough for Dean to watch out for him. Sam disappears and it turns out that he has been taken by vampires. Dean is frantic and it takes him a couple days to find him but he does and is able to rescue him before he is turned or killed. They end up living with Ellen at the Roadhouse and she raises them. Years later they discovered that John was still alive and somehow they ended up back with him. He deserted the boys because he thought it was safer, the demon was on his trail or something. There is naturally a ton of anger and resentment. Once they are both older (don't remember if both were over 18) Dean and Sam did start a sexual relationship. Eventually John and Ellen both found out about it and had different reactions.

Can't remember if Bobby was in this story. There was Ellen, Jo, and Ash.

I appreciate any help that anyone can give I would LOVE to read this story again. It was so well written and really struck a lot of chords with me on how I feel about the characters.


FOUND in comments! Thanks, exactly the story I wanted!
11 June 2011 @ 02:05 pm

I was wondering if anyone had some recs dealing with Ash pairing off with/hunting with, or just interacting with Sam? Or maybe anything with Sam dealing with the YED? I have a soft spot for the YED looking out for his favourite in his own, creeptastic way. But really, AUs, post-series, pre-series, whatever. I've already read the Regrets by Jassy, though.


Thanks so much!

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I've been through all the old DSOTM posts on here, but it seems everyone's looking for amulet fix-its or Sam and Dean tracking down Roy and Walt.  I'm not, however.  I want to know if there any stories that address Ash finding Sam and Dean in heaven the other times, possibly with their varying reactions to finding out they're soulmates?  Surely I'm not the only one who's imagined a sort of "Mystery Spot" version of this, maybe from Ash's POV?

Any POV will do, of course.  Wincest is love but not necessary.
11 May 2011 @ 01:34 am
I remember that Dean chose to stay with Cassie and they got married and had a baby. Sam continues hunting though Deans abandonment really messes him up. Sam ends up hunting with Ash and they start a sort of friends with benefits arrangement. Sam's visions lead him to all of the other special kids and they all start to gather around the Roadhouse in trailers. Sam has slept with all of the special kids and it kind of connects them together. They gather up iron and create a circle around the roadhouse. The Demon goes after Dean and manages to kill Cassie. The demon couldn't get to the baby because the cradle, which was a gift from Sam, has intricate carvings that protect the baby.

Any help finding the story would be appreciated.

FOUND! Link in comments.
11 May 2011 @ 12:52 am

So I know this might seem a little bit strange, but I have two requests. One, I just finished watching "Everybody Loves a Clown" and I was wondering if there was any fic out there that has Ash and Sam as major players? Or even interacting at all? Bonding over their unfinished terms at classy universities, even just sharing a beer. Gen (slash is good, preferred but not required), any length: whatever you can find. Self-recs are good too. As a note, though, I have read the Regrets series by Jassy.

And two, I was wondering if anyone could rec any fics that deal with Sam and his fear of clowns? Pre-series, bitty!Sam, terrified!Sam, any season -- anything. How the fear developed, how he deals, if he gets over it (how badly Dean teases him). You know, whatever. Sam guidelines apply: any length, any genre, any rating; gen, slash; self-rec or not.

Thanks so much!

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10 May 2011 @ 06:00 pm
Hi! New to the fandom, and was hoping I could get some fic recs that feature Bobby's backstory.  We know what got him started in hunting, but how does he go from hunting noob to the bamf librarian, fluent-in-Japanese, whenever Sam and Dean are stuck they give him a call character he is in the series? 

There have been earlier searches for how Bobby and the Winchesters met, but I'd like stories that really focus on Bobby's evolution as a hunter and how he meets the network.

Any length, pairing(s), or ratings and self-recs are welcome too! 
04 May 2011 @ 10:33 pm
 I really, really want to read some Pamela/Ash fics, but I have no clue where to find any. I guess I'm just not very thorough with my search, but so far I've found none. I don't know if it's a big enough pairing to be able to give any preferences, so I'll take anything, but I'd love something with a happy ending.

Also, I'd like some J2 (wincest is perfectly okay too) where the boys are childhood sweethearts. I really wouldn't be able to stand any sad endings on that, please only happy?

Thank you!
11 January 2011 @ 08:51 am
I swear I've read this fic, a long time ago, in which Ash pisses off his mullet and it grows on the Impala. I remember also that Dean freaks out because of what Ash has to do to get his mullet back. Obviously this is a crack!Fic. Anyone remember it?
08 December 2010 @ 02:09 am
i had a friend rec me a story that i had never seen before where after mary died john was taught to hunt by an insane hunter.  instead of hunting supernatural things, hunted people who were ungodly because they were the ones who become possessed by demons and are therefore responsible for his wife's death.  sam leaves for college and jess still dies, but bobby comes to see him when her death matches a profile ash and ellen have about the yellow eye demon.  sam realizes there are hunters that are not crazy like his dad and friends.  he go to get dean to help him hunt.  the story is them using what they were taught while kids and learning to hunt evil. i had read to halfway thru season 1 and don't know if it is a wip, big bang, or what.  
please help. 
22 October 2010 @ 11:04 pm
Hello, I'm looking for three fics.

The first two were posted on the deancastiel community shortly after the season five finale (and before season 6 aired). They both were about archangel!Castiel interacting with the crew of the Roadhouse in heaven. In the first, I beleive that he recruited Ash to basically demolish the barriers seperating everyone's afterlife; the story was told from Ash's pov, and ended up with him directing Castiel to hug and kiss Dean after Cas went to visit his favorite human.

The second one was told from Ellen's pov - it was all about how Cas kept coming to the Roadhouse, and she was gradually adopting him. I beleive at one point in time Castiel stumbled into the Roadhouse wounded and bleeding, and Jo and Ellen took him in and activated the wards and took care of him until he recovered. There was one instance of Jo talking to the Winchesters through Cas's cell phone, and them disbelieving it was actually her for a little while.

The last fic was a wee!chesters and John story. It was about how all of them were put under an animal transformation curse; the catch was, it activated whenever they went to sleep. Meaning that they kept turning into different animals; there was one occasion where Sam and Dean were kittens, then another when they turned into hummingbirds and had to fly to Bobby's house to get help for John (who had turned into a sea lion or seal and was in imminent danger of dehydration as he was locked in the Impala)
18 September 2010 @ 11:23 pm
I am in the mood for any fics that focus on Ash. Can be Slash, Gen, or (GASP!!) Het. I don't care if they include Wincest and if anybody knows of any Dean/Sam/Ash I'd like that too. My thanks in advance.

14 August 2010 @ 09:29 pm
Hi guys! Does anybody have a favorite Supernatural fic that deals with social class? It seems to me like there's a mostly-unspoken gulf between working class guys like Bobby and John and Dean (with his GED and his can-do attitude) and some of the wealthier people they solve cases for, not to mention the kids Sam must have known at Stanford. Are there any stories that talk about this stuff?

I'm interested in any kind of story. Winchester focus would be great, but I'd be interested to read about other hunters, too.
25 May 2010 @ 02:42 pm
Hey, I'm wondering if there's any fic where Ash goes through the afterlife looking for Jo and Ellen after he finds out that they're dead. I haven't seen any, but I've not been watching comms recently.

Self-recs are welcome as well as any other recs. :)
01 October 2009 @ 09:40 am
So, I'm in the midst of writing my own future!fic that just so happens to include the return of Ash. It's nearly finished but now I'm wondering how everybody else has done it? There has to be some examples out there. Did Ash actually die? Did he fake his own death and go into hiding? Do the boys bring him back to life or is he an angry spirit? Gen preferred.