21 December 2016 @ 02:06 pm
The story im looking for is over 8 years old. It was on fanfiction.net.
The summary was basically that mary lived and dean was taken by the yellow eyed demon and raised as his son.
Mary and john had more kids.
Dean met either john or caleb on a werewolf hunt about 20 years later.
Then again somewhere that was haunted by ghosts.
They then find out dean is their son etc.
They then tell dean, he meets his siblings and deals with his 'father', the yellow eyed demon.
Dont think this fic had any pairing except john/mary
No Castiel.
Found. Links to download in comment.
20 December 2016 @ 12:00 am
Hello everyone,
I'm looking for an old fic. It's not complete and the story is about azazel taking a liking to both sam and dean. Dean has some sort of powers in the fic and it's alittle bit more centered around dean. Missouri is also in it, trying to help Sam, Dean and John figure out what's happening to dean. Torwds the end I'm pretty sure Sam and Dean get taken by the YED but that's where the story goes unfinished. It's also on fanfiction.net if that helps.

Thank you!

Im looking for a fiction that starts with John, Sam, Dean and Bobby in a bar. Someone makes a bet that Dean can't get some girl's attentions if he dances. One of the group, Bobby I think says something like "Have you seen Dean dance? " Turns out that Dean is a really sexy dancer and gets the girl and John calls him a slut. A demon (Azazael?) who knew Mary becomes fascinated with Dean and everyone has to stay with him at all times so the demon doesn't steal him. It was a WIP , AU I think because Sam and John seem unaware that Dean can dance but Bobby knows so maybe John lives after IMTOD. It was good but left off at a cliffhanger. I'm hoping they finished it.

Found! https://m.fanfiction.net/s/3521821/1/Back-In-Black

15 September 2016 @ 02:16 pm
Looking for these kind of fics.

1.) Are there any fics out there where the bad guy or whoever realizes that torturing Dean and his family/friends isn;t the way to get him to do what they want. Instead they realize making sure Dean's family/friends are safe is the way to get to Dean. Basically a villain is smart enough to realize Dean's loyalty is his greatest strength and make Dean loyal to himself, and that torturing won't work. I.E Zachariah tricks Dean into saying yes by lying about the apocalypse promising Sam will be safe and so on. Dean gives himself up to Allistar/Azazel/whoever as long as his dad and sam are safe etc....

2.) Dean sacrifices himself for John/Sam to whoever.

3.) Opposite time. Are there any fics where Dean refuses to deal with Sam/John's bs and just ups and leaves. He doesn't come back and moves on with his life.

4.) Episodes concerning Sam's heaven. EP 5.16 I don't want an amulet fixit fic I want Sam to realize why exactly Dean was so mad because I feel like he didn't get it. I'm an older sibling and I can guarantee you if I found out my younger siblings heaven didn't feature me at all I would be pissed and hurt. So any fics with Sam realizing that and apologizing and NO ZACHARIAH MANIPULATED SAM'S HEAVEN. that;s too much of a cop out and Sam is given enough cop puts in the show.
09 July 2016 @ 01:13 am
In this series of stories Sam is actually working with Azazel, he's not exactly evil but not good either, He has Dean with him, willingly I think. I remember that there are about 3-5 parts, one is called "Penny Lane" and "The Prodigal Son" and "Yellow Brick Road". Sam and Dean at in a large house with Azazel and some of his special children, Dean is the only human. When Sam leaves him there, to go on a mission things go badly for Dean. I had this on a flash drive but it was lost, please does anyone recognise it.
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I'm lookin for a specific fic where Sam was taken by Azazel when he was young. I am almost certain I read this on FF.net.
In the story John and Dean believe Sam is dead, or gone, since he was taken as a child. They find a demon and take him to Bobby's in the Impala. Coinsidentally the demon is not a demon but is just Sam. Sam has powers but he can't be held by a devil's trap and John, Dean and Bobby are confused when he gets out.
I think Sam was a teenager in the story but he doesn't have much memory of his family and he doesn't recognise them, while John and Dean don't recognise Sam.
Sam and the other special children work for Azazel, though they are afraid of him, and he keeps them in Cold Oak. I think Sam and Dean develope a friendship over time, before they realise they are brothers, and Sam sneaks around behind Azazel's back to see him. The story is not wincest.
In the end, John and Dean find out the truth and try to stop Azazel, Sam nearly dies trying to save them. I'm fuzzy on the rest of the details. I read it about a year ago but I can't remember the title or the author and I've been looking for it for so long. I'd be grateful if anyone could help me out :)
10 November 2015 @ 02:40 am
I remember this fic rather vividly but I cant find it anywhere.

It started out with Dean being exiled from his pack/family because he was different in that he was a male who could give birth. Be is picked up by Alistair who has another mercreature(I'm not sure if they actually use the word mermaid or not), who I think was Azazel. Azazel figured out that Dean had an eggsac like a female and raped him, causing him to get pregnant with two eggs I believe.

Eventually he is rescued by Castiel and his crew, who are marine biologists of some sort, and they take Dean to nurse him back to health. Merman!Sam is already there and realizes immediately that Dean is his mate. But Cas wont let him in with Dean beauase Sam fought with another Merman, Lucifer.

Anyways the last time I read it they were trying to catch Dean so they can give him an exam and he was terrified, trying to swim away from the divers and Sam breaks out of his tank and drags himself over to Dean's. He blocks the divers from getting to Dean and when they leave he goes to comfort Dean and he finds out that Dean's eggs are making him sick.
15 August 2015 @ 01:16 am
  Hello, well im looking for a couple things so i hope anyone could help i am perfering Gen, but Sam/Dean is ok (In the mood for Dean fic)

  1. So im looking for a fic where Dean is raised by azazel and looks to him as a father figure. Ive already read Damaged goods and the sequel its just a shame she stopped writing the story. Ive also Consquences of Phophesy. I just really wanna see dean look up to azazel like a father. I really wanna find this one!!! I also dont mind if both sam and dean are raised by azazel but i rather it just be dean.

2. Some negected dean! John favores Sam more than Dean like picking sam over dean in a life or death situation, azazel said how sams johns favorite.. Stuff like that.

3. Where sam is being a total asshole to dean. Saying something or doing somthing just totally mean and ingreatful. I just dont want anything to justify his sams actions. I want some Guilty!Sam and Hurt!Dean.

4. Some bobby and dean fics where he comforts dean some how kind of like a father and son relationship.
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09 July 2015 @ 01:57 pm
I am looking for a fic that I think is by cherry916. It is a series AU in which instead of being hunters John and the boys are taken in by the YED and it ends in Sam yes yes right after killing Lilith.

I'm looking for a specific fic, don't remember a lot of details, mostly just the end, likely takes place around S2. Sam got caught up in the YED's contest, might have been separated from Dean for a bit, I think they meet up again because Dean is kidnapped by other of the YED's special kids and Sam rescues him (or maybe Sam kidnaps him to keep him safe from the others). The story ends I think in Lawrence, there's some kind of show down outside a church, Sam didn't want Dean to be there, Dean kinda doesn't trust Sam not to slip if he's not there, one of the kids, maybe a back from the dead Andy, is using his powers to get Dean to leave the safety of the church and walk into some sort of wall of flame, or something like that. It's not apocalypse-fic, I don't think. Wincest almost certainly. Any help much appreciated!

Thank you,
01 April 2015 @ 08:49 pm
Do you ever randomly remember tiny bits of awesome fics you read ages ago, but can't for the life of you figure out where to even start looking for them? That's where I'm at right now.

1. Stanford era, John gets posessed by the YED who, instead of going on a boring murder spree, decides to play with Dean's issues by pretending John is under some kind of curse that gets rid of his self control. I remember the first scene was set in a diner, "John" comes back from the restroom, inapropriately scratching his junk and when Dean says something about it, he just casually slaps him across the face and that kind of sets the tone for what kinds of inhibitions this pretend-curse is blocking. The physical abuse gets worse as the story goes on and I'm almost sure it turns sexual at one point, but I could be wrong. And then there is some angst from Dean's side about how without his self control, his dad's first instinct is to just whale on him all the time, and possibly from John because how could Dean not figure out that this isn't what he would be like without a filter.

2. This is a long shot. I really only remember that I read it on ff.net, years ago. There was a scene that was set during Devil's Trap. Sam drags a severely injured Dean out of the cabin to get them all to the hospital, and somehow their conversation turns to Pastor Jim and how he would always make waffles (pancakes?) the way Dean likes them and not Sam, and Dean just kind of resignedly says something about how Sam just has to deal with not being someone's favorite for once.

Thanks guys!
08 December 2014 @ 09:28 pm
Hi, I'm searching for these fics:
1. John W. meets JDM, either one gets pulled into the other's world, etc.
2. John/Azazel, I'll take whatever anyone knows, but HUGE hug if it's fluff or crack!!!
Please help me, and thank you!!
25 August 2014 @ 08:06 pm
So, a specific fic tis time. One I loved and lost. In it, Sam was telepathic. I think he found out at Stanford. He still went with Dean but kept his abilities a secret. Then Dean found out somehow and they had this long conversation about it. Then Sam started to use his powers for the cases. Then something went wrong and he decided he he wouldn't use them anymore. Then John came along. The brothers told him about Sam's powers. He seemed okay with it, but then he kidnapped Sam and tortured him and blamed him for Mary's death. Then he was possessed by Azazel, then somebody killed Azazel. Don't remember the rest, but it was definitely gen or Sam/Jess.

Help anyone?
02 January 2014 @ 06:03 pm
Does anybody know any good stories where
1) Sam was raised by Azazel/Lilith/Lucifer or someone like that but isn't (completely) evil? It's fine if he's misguided or something but not cruel and evil.
2) Azazel/Lilith/Lucifer/someone like that messes with Sam's memory to make him do what they want and Dean or John has to fix it?

Thanks in advance!
Okay, here goes. I've got a lot of bits and pieces and I hope they're enough.

It's pre-series. wincest. Underage, Sam is 15 and Dean 19 when the relationship begins.

John and Bobby torture and kill a demon sympathizer's son.

In revenge, the sympathizer - the victim's father - kidnaps and tortures Sam, exactly replicating what John did to his son. It turns out the son wasn't infected with demon blood.

John, Bobby, Dean and a group of hunters rescue Sam. Dean is so angry with John that he won't let John help him take care of Sam in the aftermath.

Bobby guesses/knows about Sam & Dean's relationship.

And - I'm not as certain about this part - a legendary old hunter (OMC) gifts the boys with a set of magic knives, which they use to create a bond between them.



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27 August 2013 @ 10:51 pm
Hello, lovelies! I'm looking for two different fics today.

1. Pre-series, Sam unwittingly strikes a deal with YED in his dreams, which results in Dean getting seriously ill (cancer, I think). YED threathens Sam that Dean is going to die unless Sam promises to say "Yes" in the future, without telling Sam what he is actually agreeing to.

2. I haven't read this one, but this is how my lovely [livejournal.com profile] sparrow_lately described it for me: "THE ONE WHERE SAM AND DEAN AND CAS GO BACK TO A TOWN THEY LIVED IN FOR A WHILE AS KIDS AND IT'S HALF FLASH BACKS AND THERE WAS A WITCH AND DEAN HAD BEEN ABUSED BY HIS PE TEACHER." She also adds that, "I THINK IT'S CALLED THE LIGHT OF HOME," and, "There was a witch and the town was really quaint and lovely."

John is present in both fics.

All help is appreciated. Thank you very much in advance!
28 May 2013 @ 12:08 pm
Hi everyone, I'm looking for Azazel/Dean fics, better if bottom!Dean. I already read "The bright light of disturbia" and a lot of YED!John/Dean, but now I prefer something different, maybe with the "original" YED demon and with a kidnapped Dean.
I'm also searching an AU of "Devil's trap" where Azazel possesed Dean instead of John. I don't know if there is something similar out there, I didn't found anything, but I hope you could help me.

Thanks so much for all the help :)
04 January 2013 @ 12:20 am
I'm looking for fics where, for whatever reason, Sam ends up accepting his role as the Boy King of Hell. I don't care about pairings or timeline or how AU it is, although I'd much prefer if the focus weren't on Sam becoming Lucifer's vessel. I've read most of the more commonly recc'ed fics that have to do with dark!/demon!Sam (such as leonidaslion's Suite!verse) but there's always something I might've missed so feel free to rec anything! Thanks!
30 November 2012 @ 09:26 pm
I am looking for a fic based on A Christmas Carol.
In it, Dean is vidited by his three "ghosts"; I believe they are Pastor Jim as the Ghost of Christmas Past, Azazel as the Ghost of Christmas Present, and Mary as the future ghost? I believe they were showing to Deanwhat would happen if he did not get out of his deal. I remember once Dean "wakes up", Sam hasn't shaved in a while, which reminds Dean of the Sam of the future, and Dean makes him shave immediately.
Thank you guys!
18 April 2012 @ 08:15 pm
Not sure if this kind of story exists but here it goes. Are there any fics out there were John or Mary was possessed by Azazel during Sam's conception making him a Cambion/Antichrist like Jesse in I Believe the Children are Our Future?
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30 March 2012 @ 10:42 pm

1. Any fics where Azazel possess one of the Winchesters and attacks the other(s). Torture, non-con, pretty much anything would be great! I've already read bright lights of disturbia. (Which is amazing)

2. Any fics where one brother stalks the other  or even one of the J's stalking the other  and ends in a 'If I can't have you no one will" situation.  So, yes, I'm asking for a death fic.

The only thing I ask is:
no crossovers
no mpreg

16 February 2012 @ 04:49 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic and it's driving me nuts.  It's an AU where Sam and Dean are old and none of the apocalypse stuff happened because Azazel got caught up in Hell (Lucifer's poker game??).  Sam's wife and daughter died a long time ago of natural causes and Dean ended up having kids, grandkids, and great grandkids out the wazoo, and every generation are hunters.  I also remember that when Azazel gets out of hell he zaps all the special (really old) kids to Cold Oak for their final battle, then Dean and his brood come roaring in to save the day.

It's all very crackish and wonderful, and I need it like breathing.  Anyone remember this one?
23 December 2011 @ 07:48 am
Hi all, today I'm looking for 2 old, obscure fics. One was definitely written in Season 2 and the other can't be more than a year older, if that. I'm going to give as many details as possible in the hopes of finding them, so it you don't want to be spoiled just skim.

1/ Written and set in season 2, back in the days when all the boys worried about was the threat of Sam going EVIL. To combat this they do some sort of ritual(off screen) that binds them in some way and gives Dean the power to forbid Sam from going EVIL. They're all smug and think they've beaten YED when he shows up to collect Sam, so he kidnaps them both and chains Dean to a wall and proceeds to torture Sam for a loooong time. Then everything reverts to what it was and YED tells Dean that it was all an illusion, and does Dean want to give Sam permission to turn EVIL or will he do it for real.

2/ Written in sometime in first 3 seasons but set pre-supernatural. Sam (teenager and virgin) is leaving a shop (maybe a book shop) and brushes up against a strange man who is under a spell/curse. The witch who cursed him is somehow able to see Sam and latches onto him. Sam starts having nightmares where the witch invades his dreams and attacks him (maybe rapes him) John and Deam realize what's happening and John goes after the man Sam brushed against after ordering Dean to keep Sam awake. John catches the man, learns about the witch and goes to a forest to kill her. Sam succumbs to sleep and the witch takes Dean's shape pretending to rescue Sam and then raping him. Dean unable to wake Sam take sleeping pills and does something? in an attempt to enter Sam's dreams and save/wake him. John returns after killing/stopping the witch, finds Dean asleep and blames him, Sam wakes up but doesn't tell Dean that the witch used his form to torment him. Somehow it's present day and the boys fight the witch/her ghost? and Dean learns the truth.

I know it's all a bit muddled, but I'm hoping someone will recognize one or both of these fics, cos they've stayed with me all these years, and I'd LOVE to reread them.

Thank you all for helping. (Mods I hope I get the tagging right)
02 December 2011 @ 10:05 pm
So, I need help finding a specific AU series. I think I saw it on FF.N, and I'm pretty sure there were several stories in the series, though it may have been one gigantic story.

Cut for story spoilers )
23 November 2011 @ 03:07 pm
Hello. I'm looking for a fic (not specific, not sure if even exists) where Sam was taken as a baby and raised by Azazel. Dean is raised as a hunter, and they eventually meet. No specific paring, but I guess Wincest would be ok. If anyone knows about a fic along these lines, please tell me!
21 November 2011 @ 06:57 pm
Okay, so I've been milling about the self-harm rec's and so on, but most of the fic's I find are either Sam-centric or death fic's.

I don't particularly like either.

What i'm looking for fic's where Dean attempts suicide - whether something makes him do it or otherwise. I'd rather it not be season 4 or 5 simply because the fic's with Dean-centric-self-harm I was able to find were all in that time line. (But I will read them, so rec away if you have them. XD ) I like all couplings as long as it's bottom!Dean if it's slash. (Which is preferred over Het, but with this kind of fic it doesn't really matter, I guess...)

Also, I really like Mpregs, but I've been having a hard time finding one's where Dean's the one preggers. XD (I could just be blind, though) Again, I love all pairings as long as it's Bottom!Dean. I like Dean/Gabriel, Dean/Castiel, Dean/Sam, Dean/Balthazar, Dean/Crowley, Dean/YED, Dean/Michael, Dean/Lucifer, ect. :3 I would like stories that go into the actual pregnancy, possibly even birth (Cookies if anyone can find a fic where there are difficulties during labor so there can be some Hurt!Dean and possibly h/c) but I'll also take ones that focus more on smut, but mention the pregnancy.

Anyways~ Thank you in advance guys, you're awesome. ^_^
19 November 2011 @ 06:34 pm
Are there any good stories about what John did just before/during Season 1? I'm especially looking for stories on how he got wind of Azazel, and what he did to track the demon down. (And, possibly, what the demon did to track him down.) However, any good John!case fics from that time period are appreciated.
12 November 2011 @ 05:13 pm
Hello you awesome seekers,

I have once again lost a story i've been dying to read again. Here's what i remember:

-Dean and Same were both somehow kidnapped and it wound up being Yellow Eyes.
-It was before Devil's Trap... i think about mid-season 1.
-BOTH boys wound up having abilities, and i think Dean's came to be more powerful than Sam's.
-John and Bobby work to try to get them back.
-The boys are kept in a secret compound somewhere with other "children" with powers, but they're YED's favorites, and are therefore pretty much shunned by everyone else. (I distinctly remember Dean getting into a fight with one of the other "children" in a cafeteria.)
-The boys become more powerful than YED... i think.

Eeyea... i think that's about all i remember... obviously this story is rather old, but i'll love whoever forever if they find this! Hopefully it hasn't been deleted!!

Thanks all!
28 October 2011 @ 06:53 pm

I'm looking for two specific stories:

1) Sam/Dean; I don't think they were brothers in this story. Dean was either a demon, or had been raised by Azazel. What I do remember is, he was sent to Sam so he could tempt him into turning, but ended up falling in love with him instead, thus rebelling against the YED. Most of Dean's body was covered in tattoos, which were a mark of Azazel's power over him, but were eventually (painfully) erased, little by little, each time the boys had sex. FOUND!

2) This is an older one, posted, I think, somewhere around 2007, or maybe even before that. I'm not sure whether it was wincest or not, but chances are it was, as I don't usually go for het or gen. Anyways, Dean had made a deal with a supernatural creature, possibly to save or protect Sam, and had to go to it every year, on a specific day. I believe John was also in the story, and the whole thing was kept a secret from Sam, who only found out years later, most likely as an adult. I also think Dean was tortured by this creature, as he definitely dreaded those meetings. I know this is terribly vague, and I do apologize for it, but I never finished reading it and would love to do so now. FOUND!

Many thanks in advance, for whatever help you can give me.
27 October 2011 @ 11:29 am
Im looking for 2 fics that ive been trying to find for ages.
The first is a crossover with Firefly. Castiel is interacting with the Firefly crew and recognises how similar some of their traits are to Dean. I remember visiting Dean in heaven and how similar to Earth Heaven is for Dean. They go fishing, drink beer and eat pie.

The second happens whilst Sam is off at Stanford. Dean joins the military and Sam only finds out when they call him because Dean has been severely injured. I think he lost limbs of some sort. The Demon Brady goes over intending to kill Dean but Dean is saved by Castiel who has been looking out for Dean and has saved him before. I think later on he is invited to thanksgiving with Dean, Jess and Sam. In the end John meets up with them and they kill the YED.

(Both found in comments)
21 October 2011 @ 09:58 pm
Got a couple of general requests:

1) Evil or demon Sam in which he follows Azazel of his own accord. No raised-by-YED fics, please, I was thinking of something more among the lines of Dean not killing Azazel in AHBL and Sam going to him while Dean is in hell. Or anything with adult Sam deciding to follow him, really.

1 take 2) Any fanfiction in which for any reason Sam uses his powers or whatever and his eyes turn yellow.

2) Human AU with the angels. No Destiel fics please, unless there are also other pairings.

Thank you in advance!
A reeeeally long time ago, I read this fic where Hell's idea of torturing both John Winchester and Azazel (because demons don't apparently, have fun in hell either) was to have them live together as roommates...it's crackfic, obviously...

If anyone has any idea what I'm talking about, please let me know, thanks!
08 February 2011 @ 06:40 am

I'm looking for a an AU story, where the boys were raised apart.

On the night of the fire in Lawrence, Sam was kidnapped (something like that) by Azazel, and raised him along with Meg. They had him kill humans and what not, and one day Sam runs away (I think...?)

Anyway, it ends with Sam confronting John and Dean saying something along the lines of what he had been doing all these years, and he also says to John "I think that I'm your son." or something like that...
I'm sorry if this isn't clear, I don't remember the story very well. It was a oneshot though, I'm pretty sure.

09 January 2011 @ 12:44 am

This is the first time I'm doing this so excuse if I'm doing it wrong ;) I just re-watched the pilot episode and I was wondering if there are any stories where John dies in the fire as well and Dean and Sam end up being adopted. They live a normal life and then Azazel tracks them down, basically everything happening but them not knowing how to deal with all the demon stuff but managing to wing their way through it. Maybe they meet Bobby or another hunter? Please no wincest though. Thanks in advance!

*singing badly to the tune of Three Blind Mice*

Three lost fics..three lost fics....

FOUND by catnthecradle in the comments!!! First up, Dark Angel/SPN Familiar Incan something or other. After Dean goes to Hell, there is The Pulse. Sam becomes a Manticore guard and finds out about 494. He teaches the transgenics - 494 in particular - a Five Point code: Protect. Love. Honour. Loyalty. Trust. The points joined as a pentacle. Two parts, with a universe piece on the author's page. I deleted it by total accident while cleaning out the harddrive, and don't remember the name.

I found it myself after all!! Water Calls!! http://tv.adultfanfiction.net/story.php?no=600090622&chapter=1 Second up was over on Billy's mpreg list somewhere but I can't seem to hunt it down. Dean gets turned into a merman, knocks up the mermaid who did the transformation. She lets him go because he won't leave Sam. She also tells him their kind can have babies male to male, so Dean sleeps with Sam, gets knocked up, has the kid, gives it to the mermaid, fights Azazel with Sam, Sarah and Andy, and at the end of the fic, Dean turns Sam, the mermaid turns Sarah and they all live happily under the sea with the kids while Andy drives off into the sunset with the Impala they don't need anymore.

Found by catnthecradle in comments! Kellifer's A Heartbeat at My Feet. Third was a Fusion with His Dark Materials. A monster cuts Sam's daemon away from him as a kid. Dean cuts his own daemon away and gives it to Sam. Bobby? manages to save Sam's daemon and gives it to Dean. I think the boys are aware something's not right with their daemons because they can be huge distances apart and not feel any pain or sickness. I'm not sure whether the daemons settled on one shape yet or not despite the boys being over puberty and I don't remember if Sam went to Stanford or not. Help!
18 October 2010 @ 10:41 pm
I can not find this fic and it's driving me crazy because I forgot to bookmark it.

Here's what I remember:

Demons and Angels are real and they're kept as pets by normal people. Dean is an Angel and is bought by Alister/Azazel (I think) to be a companion for their pet Demon - Sam.

Dean and Sam bond and become mates (or as close as a Angel and Demon can get to that) but their owners want to breed them as well. They take Dean to a breeder's where he meets Castiel. They hit off immediately and start courting but Dean is bred with someone else instead.

Later, Dean is kidnapped and forced to breed with Michael. Sam busts out Castiel and they both go to his rescue.

Does anyone know where to find this fic?

FOUND! Link in comments, if interested.
28 September 2010 @ 10:59 am
This is a bit of a shot in the dark, but I just read this on TVTropes, and thought it would make a kickass fanfic.

"Here's what [Azazel] should have done different: possess John on the night of the nursery fire and raise the boys evil."

Please tell me someone has written something that fits the bill? I've found AUs where either one of them was raised evil, but not both at the same time. Checked out the dark!boys tag, didn't have any luck.

Thank you, anybody who responds!
22 September 2010 @ 01:01 am
Last time I posted here I asked for too much at once and I think it was slightly overwhelming. Haha. So, I deleted that post and I'm going to ask for only a couple things at a time. A lot of these requests come from Big Bang 2010 fics that I have read. So, please don't rec me any Big Bang 2010 stories. I've probably already read it.

1. I have a craving for fics in which Dean says "yes" to Michael, but Sam continues to refuse Lucifer. I'd especially like it if the story really centers on Sam and Dean's relationship and how Dean giving his consent has effected Sam.

2. I really dislike Jo. She redeemed herself to me in Abandon All Hope, but my previous hate for her still lives. So, any fics with Jo-bashing, especially if it involves her feelings for Dean.

3. Any fics in which the entire Winchester family survives the night Azazel came for baby Sammy, especially ones that involve the boys still being raised as a hunters.

I would like any fic-length, but the longer the better. As for pairings...gen is fine. I love wincest of the Sam/Dean variety. Please nothing with a parent/child pairing. I like Sam/Jess, Sam/Madison, and Sam/Ruby as well. Dean/Cassie is fine, even though I have no real love for it. No Cas slash pairings please. I love Cas, but I don't like any pairing for him except Cas/Anna.

Thanks in advance
13 September 2010 @ 08:22 am
Looking for a fic that I'm pretty sure I found through a rec here to begin with, but somehow managed to lose before even finishing. It had Mary, Ellen and Missouri casting a protection on Sam as an infant that's meant to protect him from Azazel and bond him to his soulmate, who of course ends up being Dean. It looked like it was going to be good and I hadn't gotten very far, but apparently the tab I had it open in got closed and I can't find it. Help?


I was reading this page and I found something that I think would make a great story. I quote:
And he only died because he made the mistake of underestimating Dean. Here's what he should have done different: possess John on the night of the nursery fire and raise the boys evil.

So I'd like to ask if there's any story out there that deals with this kind of scenario: Azazel possessing John and raising Dean and Sam personally. Wincest preferred! Dark stories welcome! I don't mind self-pimps either :)

Thank you in advance!
20 June 2010 @ 01:38 am
Looking for two specific stories, which I think are by the same author on FF.net, and a genre request.

1. Dean was adopted and subsequently abused by John, who fostered him in order to get money from the state. Sam hero-worshipped his Dad, taking John's explanations how Dean had been 'naughty' at face value; he was kinda a brat to Dean at first - there was one scene where he lied to John, telling him that Dean had been mean to him, and John took it out on Dean's hide. Sam got better about it over the course of the story, eventually realizing that what John was doing was wrong. There was one memorable scene when John took Dean out on his first hunt - for a werewolf - and sliced Dean open as bait to attract it.

2. Post-apocalyptic scenario. Basically, Dean had been kidnapped from his family at an early age and was basically a slave. He was referred to as 'Bait' - that is, a person used as bait for demons/supernatural creatures during a hunt. He was presented to John and Sam as a gift after the two finally managed to kill Azazel; he didn't recognize them at all. A lot of the fic was about how Dean was defiant, but broken, and how the two hunters were reacting to it all.

3. Any and all good fic relating to the events of 5x08 ('Changing Channels'), preferably with Castiel's reaction to it all.
11 June 2010 @ 03:57 pm
Ok, I'm looking for a story, where Yellow-eyed didn't die in season two, and in season three Sam sacrifices himself to Azazel's needs to save Dean from the deal.
It can also be some other kind of deal with another demon/angel, the important thing is that Dean is released on a terrible cost for Sam.
Anyway, looking for every story where Dean escapes his deal, because Sam makess another one. Can be wincest, can be not. Everything will do
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05 June 2010 @ 12:08 am
So, my last request was a bust...


I'm looking for stories where ONLY Dean has been taken as a little kid and raised by someone else. (preferably Azazel) If you rec that awesome awesome story that got deleted and had a sequel about the one where Mary/John had more kids? I've read that one already...

so, yeah. Hurt!Dean and Abused!Dean is loved. <3

I love love love long fics.

Please and thank you.

Oh, and I love J2 fics. AU fics are cool, also. Hurt!Jensen/ abused!Jensen pleaseee.
18 January 2010 @ 07:02 am

O kay so i got this urge for a certain type of fics, so here goes....

I want fics where Azazel wants/has plans for Dean instead of Sam i.e. he has demon blood or already has powers or whatever. Him wanting Both of them will also be excepted and appreciated. Anything excepted excluding het, major character death fic (Sam and Dean).

Okay I read this fic and I so thought I saved it but me being full of fail did not *frowns*.... But here is what I remember...
Sam had turned it was most def post-hell Dean comes to find Sam, and tells him that he has a surprise for him and holds out his bloody hands and tells him its the stigmata. But really he just went far off the deep end and stabbed himself in the hands with a broken bottle.  Dean starts talking about sanctuary or asylum something like that and tells Sam he has a "magic sword" (did i mention Dean has lost it?). That's pretty much all I remember hope this helps.

FOUND IN COMMENTS BY: [info]frelling_tralk   THANKS HUN!
Hi everyone. :)
I saw this amongst the big bang stories, but when I returned to read it I couldn't find it anywhere!
Summary: Sam was raised by Azazel (the yellow-eyed demon) as a son? Then Sam was ordered to seduce Dean since Dean was a Winchester/hunter etc. Except Sam fell for Dean.....I've even tried to google this, but so far it's a no-show.

http://www.rivkat.com/, Captured by the Game.

Thank you so much all of you, I never thought it would go so fast. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
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I have 2 chapters of this story by don't have the title or the author,  the Summary is :   The consequences of Sam's deal being that Sam will forget everything about his former life. Including Dean. Azazel makes good on his promise, keeping Dean alive as a 'pet'. Dean endures the demon's torment for a year, holding on to hope one day he will have the chance to save his brother. One day he is given to his brother as a 'gift' and this may just be the chance he's waited for. But how can he reach his brother when Sam doesn't see him as anything more than an amusing plaything, and Azazel has long since rendered Dean mute?   Does anyone know the title and author, Thanks in advance
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28 June 2009 @ 12:34 pm
I've never seen this pairing, but after watching the Yellow Eyed Demon pin Dean to the wall and sniff him up almost every time they share the screen, I would really like to read it.

Additionally, are there any fics out there that deal with Dean's experiences in Hell, especially when he was enjoying torturing souls under Alastair?
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16 April 2009 @ 05:18 pm
Okay, I've been craving this for a while. 'Cause you know? Demon hunter + demon + hints of D/s + that weird chemistry of theirs = hot like hellfire.

Also? If it could be set after John's death (maybe?), we could have soul!torment and stuff. Might be fun. Thanks for any help.
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