27 June 2017 @ 11:14 pm
ok so i am pretty sure that i read this on aff a while back and now i can't find it. don't remember the name, but i remember that gabriel was thought to be dead but was brought back. he and sam get together and sam winds up preggers. dean, sam, gabriel and cas go on the run to hide while sam is pregnant. somehow balthazar and kevin come in and hide with them too. meanwhile, dean and cas finally hook up and cas winds up pregnant too. finally sam gives birth and angels come after the baby but i dont think they succeed.

i know this sounds weird but i really did love this fic and now it is so frustrating not to be able to find it again.

any help is appreicated!
I'm looking for a story I read where Michael gives Dean his powers and I think at first Dean is unaware, it's not Shine. I think it's au mid or post season 6 but I'm not sure, I know Lisa and Ben are mentioned. There's a scene at Bobby's with Cas teaching him to move things. There's a croatoan virus outbreak but before the virus gets out of the warehouse or facility Dean and Sam and Bobby are told about by I think Crowley, however when they rescue survivors some of them were infected and they didn't know so it spreads. They set up base at Camp Chitaqua. Angels turn up to help dean because he feels like Michael to them. In a group of rescued people Sarah Blake and her father turn up. A group of people brought to camp are caught by Dean using drugs and he manifests his sword because he doesn't want that around Cas. Also Dean uses his powers to recharge Cas periodically.I think it becomes destiel but I'm not certain. At some point they are investigatinga town and Meg appears and almost kills them but Dean is able to smite her and shield Cas, Sam and the Impala from damage with his wings. I included gabriel and balthazar even though they're not a large part of the story in the tags.

Edited to add found and of course I got the seasons wrong thanks! :)

I would like to read
1: Lucifer-centric hurt/comfort stories; like some kind of angelic-family-fix it stories where Lucifer get comfort/protection/understanding from his family, and
2: any angel-family(fix-it) h/c fics.

I looked hard but I barely can find any. Anyone know any well written fic like that?

What I need:
1: hurt!Lucifer
2: any physically hurt!angel brother
1-2: protective angel-family/brothers
1-2: Lucifer only in Nick (if it's mentioned)
1-2: keep the characters in the show (no full human Au, or kidfics)

Please don't link
angelic incest
incurable injures
any school centric fics
sad ending

Gen or Destiel or Sabriel is okay. Any level of torture is okay until there are aftercare/comfort too. Human Luci or other humaned angels are also okay. THANK YOU!

[No hurt!Lucifer or fallen!Lucifer tags, can we get them pls?]
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01 July 2015 @ 09:47 pm
I'm looking for any fics where any of Cas' brothers/family acts brotherly/parental/protective towards Dean, ie, Gabriel or Michael or Lucifer or Balthazar, or even Chuck. Basically, I'm looking for Destiel fics where Dean becomes part of Cas' family, especially if any of Cas' family protects Dean from John or takes Dean in or anything like that. Protective Michael or Chuck would be particularly awesome!
Thanks : )
27 April 2015 @ 08:58 pm
I remember reading a story a couple months ago where Gabriel was in a band with his brothers (including Castiel, Michael, Lucifer, & Balthazar). Sam was friends with Gabriel's cousin (Anna?) and she took him to one of their shows because she knew he was a fan. Sam and Gabriel start dating. I know Gabriel's mother could not attend the shows because she was deaf and could not hear their music.

I'm pretty sure Sam was living with Dean and ended up as a published writer at the end (although I could be mixing this up with another story)

Thank you Casey679!!
09 April 2015 @ 12:50 am
I don't know how to explain this really well, but I was wondering if there were any fics focused on Castiel mating with an angel (preferably one that we know), when he was heaven, way back when things were uncomplicated, but then being heartbroken when that angel leaves for whatever reason (like mating with Lucifer before he was cast out, or mating with Gabriel or Balthazar before they left heaven). Anything really. I know there really isn't much fics like this (because trust me, I've searched), so I'll take anything...even if it only hints at this. I'm not too fussed about the pairings either (polyamory fics welcome) so anything goes :)
23 March 2015 @ 05:22 pm
Lately, I have been craving fics that feature lots of Balthazar but have trouble finding any. I don't care whether it's AU or non-AU, gen or what pairing. He doesn't need to be the central character but should play a part in the plot.

Thanks for your help!
29 September 2014 @ 03:28 pm
so the fanfic im locking 4 starts with cas at a lagoon and dean coming over to him
i remember that cas thinks that dean is going to fight with him cause even though they r both angels they fight 4 different partys

like there are no humans but angels with just 1Wing (or wingpair)
and lucifer coruptet them and made them his army and gabriel (or maybe balthazar though that possibility is like 3%) took the other "lower angels" and banfrt them together and sam and dean are his generals and cas fights in michaels troops and they r fighting over who gets heaven

anyway dean is like in love with cas and is trying 2 court him but cas hasnt noticed that and is prepared 2 fight but dean just jokes with him

i also remember that cas wings r black or charcoal and gabriels r red
and that sam is together with gabriel and i think there is even a flashback gabriel has 2 a talk with god when he gave him a lolypop and started gabriels sweettooth

also its either a realy song fic or a series though i lean more towards series

anyway loocking 4 this has been driving me crazy cause it is a couple of years old at least 2 and ive been loocking 4 at least 6 months and google has let me down on this count (but i found some other cool stuff)

and i know Eve was not yet in the show but i cant remember if it lucifer was already trying 2 get sam 2 b his vessel and it was ignored or if he wasnt yet released so i dont know where in the cronicles it should b

im sorry if i didnt tag it right but i'm only confident in the things that i tageed and not in other stuff
24 August 2014 @ 09:36 am
Ok, so I'm writing a 'friggen witches' fanfic, (you know that one where cas, Gabriel and Balthazar get turned into kids) and while I don't know a lot about dear Balthazar I find I'm starting to like him.

So, does anyone know of any fics that focus on him. Preferably gen only if possible. His brotherly relationship with cas (I read one where Gabriel explains th two were like grace twins. But it was super minor).

I'd also rather there not be too much angst, so ay be au would probably be best.

To recap.

1. Balthazar focus (main character if possible)
2. Gen fic preferred. (I've gone off destiel (because dean became a not nice character to cas), though I still love bobby/crowley and sabriel)
3. No Angst. Hurt Balthazar is ok, but I'd prefer them all o be friends for the most part. AU wonderful!
I've realized that only a few people knew about Castiel or like Charlie that know what he was but had never see him, so...would someone help me with this?

1) Fics with angels interacting with humans (hunters or civils). I want to read the reaction people would get by knowing that the person in front of them is an angel. (Better if it's after the fall)
2) Or others watching how the Winchesters interact with Castiel knowing what he is.
3) Also accepted, POV's from people who just discover about the supernatural. (Kudos if it's because of a demon or an angel)
4) Gabriel (Or Balthazar) pranking humans or befriending someone who knows that he's an angel or a pagan god.
Oh, anf if there are with Jesse Turner (The Antichrist) in those kind of situations, it would be awesome.

5) The boys/Castiel/etc going back in time and meeting his younger selves? (E.g. seson 8 meeting season 1-2-3-etc)
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I lost all my bookmarks a while back and couldn't remember the names of two specific fics (one of them has a sequel, but both fics are on ao3, so I don't need to find that sequel's title/author)

The first fic is a re-write of season 3 where Dean meets Castiel as the "dumb angel who got stuck in a ring of holy fire about a thousand years ago" in a cave while trying to run from a Wendigo. He agrees to let Castiel (who wears a toga) out if he heals Dean's broken legs. Reluctant friendship ensues, au season 3 with Cas occasionally helping out and the fic ends with Castiel dragging Dean out of hell 4 months post!death.

The 2nd fic is basically an au where Dean and Sam killed Lillith before all 66 seals were broken, so Michael is all like "fuck it" and sends angels down to bring about the apocalypse by killing all humans. Dean and Sam + practically all the human characters that were killed off in the show form a resistance and give Zachariah a headache, so he sends Castiel down to destroy said resistance and to find Gabriel, who they suspect is the reason why they can't find the humans. Castiel poorly pretends to be a human (it works) and eventually is won over with the power of hope by Dean's existance. The fic ends with the Castiel and Gabriel tearing out their Graces so that the continuously activated angel banishing sigil web they spread around the Earth doesn't send them back to Heaven.

Also neither fic actually has ~*Destiel*~ in it (the <3 kind anyway). Like the other characters imply it (it's really heavy in the second fic), but Dean and Cas don't really get past being INTENSE BFFs.

Thanks for the help! (I could not get lj-cut to work).
26 February 2014 @ 07:21 pm
Okay I'm having trouble finding a specific fic where God sends Dean and Sam and a whole lot of others to the HP world for a vacation. Before the levianthans. It had Bobby and Ellen as well as Jimmy Novak as adults with Dean, Sam, Adam and all the angels with some of the demons as kids. I remember that Dean is mad that Sam was in Slytherin with Lucifer and Crowley as well as Adam being a Hufflepuff (I think) with Michael. Also there was teasing about Dean/Cas. Any help would be appreciated I read it before and have been looking all over for it to read again. Thanks!!
05 January 2014 @ 01:49 pm
I am looking for a specific Destiel fanfic. The story is Sam, Dean, and Cas are in a town, but Castiel can't leave the town. When they try to use the impala, it stalls and Castiel can't fly out either. Over time the town falls in love with Castiel. Even Sam and Bobby fall in love with him while Dean thinks he is the only one unaffected. Sam and Bobby are either locked in a room or handcuffed to something (I can't remember) to keep them from Cas. Dean can feel himself falling for Castiel too. He and Castiel are stuck in a motel room with the windows and door boarded up so no one can get in because there is a huge crowd of people trying to get to Castiel. Castiel calls Sam to get to the impala and drive out of town since Sam is able to leave, Bobby is still knocked out, and Dean is stuck with Cas.
Spoilers for the Fic )
It’s not “Love is a Battlefield” by: peroxidepest17, but it’s similar.
I've been trying to search for it for months on google, but it seems like nothing is coming up that is the exact fic; I think it might be a deleted one. I think it was 2012 when I read it, and I can't even remember the title. I don't remember the length of it or if it had chapters either.
23 May 2013 @ 08:41 pm

1. I'm looking for some fics where Castiel has recently fallen (maybe quite angsty), but don't end up with him and Dean sleeping together on the first night he falls. I prefer destiel or gen. *I don't mind it if they do end up in a relationship, I just don't want that to be the main part of the story to be smut*

2. I'm also looking for something where for whatever reason Cas wears Dean's clothes *gen or destiel*

3. Fics that include Dean, Sam, Bobby, or even the angels acknowledging Castiel's worth and actually being grateful for how much he's done and given up for them.

4. (Not sure if this even exists) Fics in which Sam and/or Dean see Castiel with one of his brothers (Balthazar,Gabriel,Michael) and he acts differently to how he does when he's around the Winchesters. (Like more comfortable or something/less serious)

5. Cas being considered one of 'Bobby's boys' like Dean and Sam are.

6. Any fics were Dean and Sam say 'I love you' or something along those lines. NO WINCEST I purely want platonic brotherly love.

7. Sam and Dean being really protective of Cas for whatever reason. *gen or destiel*

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29 March 2013 @ 03:45 pm
Hello there.

I´m looking for a specific fic I read oh I don´t know about a year or so ago.
It had Dean and Castiel living together after Castiel got rid of the Purgatorie Souls and Balthazar survived being stabbed in the back.
Dean noticed that Castiel was missing Balthazar and even thou Dean didn´t like Balthazar he went to him and proposed sharing Castiel.
I think they even started to like one another. I´m a little fussy about that.

Or if you know about a Story where the three learn to love each other I would really like to read it.

Thank you in advance and I hope to get an answer soon. (I can´t wait to read it again.)
23 February 2013 @ 11:00 pm
So I have a few requests and hopefully I can get some help :)

1. A short series of ficlets/fics. 1st from Gabriel's POV. He had been brought back to life and popped to the winchesters, expecting Sam to be all over him but was shocked to find that Sam and Cas were happily in love. Dean was in love with Cas as well and he and Gabriel commiserated together over their lost chances.

2. Any really good Sabriel fics, long or short. I'm working my way through the AO3 tag and I've started to read the sabriel mini bang fics but sometimes it's easy to miss the good ones.

2. Any fics were Sam is really Lucifer and/or Dean is really Michael? I've gone through some of the Michael!Dean rec lists on here already but I was hoping there might be more out there I haven't seen yet. Any pairings, though I'd prefer no destiel if possible, but I'll take it if it's a story worth reading.

3. Any fics where it's the opposite and Sam is Michael and Dean is Lucifer? (example being this fic which I love: Sympathy for the Devil by TardisIsTheOnlyWayToTravel)

4. Also, any good fics featuring Balthazar? I enjoyed his character, the short amount of time he was on the show, and I'd love to read any fics that feature him in some sort of role. Slash or gen, I don't care.

Thank you ahead of time if you can help me out! :)

♥, Rin
21 February 2013 @ 06:47 pm
So, I read this fic quite a while ago, so I'm a little hazy on the specifics.

Dean and Sam are princes, and Mary is the queen. One night, Dean meets Castiel at a masked ball and is lured in by his beautiful cloak and blue eyes. They get intimate, and then Castiel has to leave.

Dean pines for him, and then decides he will search every town in the land until he finds him. It turns out that Castiel is one of the Nephilim, the last of the pure-bred, and Dean is crossing a sort of badland area when he and his company (including his right hand man, Balthazar), when they are attacked by (invisible?) beasts. Castiel and his people save them, and take Dean and Sam back to their beautiful, hidden home.

Dean is told by Castiel's overprotective brothers that he must face tasks that no man has ever faced and survived before in order to win Castiel's hand (he faces some sort of troll inside of a maze that nearly kills him), and when Dean doesn't win, but survives, Castiel wants to run away with him. There's much more to the fic, but that's all I can really remember. If anyone could help, I'd appreciate it a lot!

EDIT: Found in comments!
Found: title: Pour Some Sugar On Me
AO3 Url: http://archiveofourown.org/works/393121/chapters/645689

Human AU – eventual Dean/Cas, Pie Shop story

Read more... )
Thank you kindly,

Tags: genre:AU, genre: non-hunting AU, genre: Human AU, career:Café Owner, career: Baker, career: Chef, genre: College Sam theme:PieShop, attribute:Human!Castiel, attribute:Human!Balthazar, pairing: Cas/Balthazar, evenutal pairing: Cas/Dean
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09 February 2013 @ 06:49 pm
1. Dean saves Castiel from a fire.

2. Castiel and Sam are teachers at the same school. Dean meets Cas when he demos a firehouse at the school. I think Balthazar is a firefighter and becomes interested in Sam.

All are Dean/Castiel

Found in comments.
30 November 2012 @ 10:23 pm

I'm looking for an AU Destiel where Cas designs one of a kind t-shirts. If I recall, he is in CA and Dean is in KS. Balthazar runs a sex shop. Sam contacts Cas to order a tee for Dean. Dean has recently been through rehab, I think. He is really touched by the shirt (I think it is Vonnegut themed), and he and Cas begin corresponding. They eventually meet up and get together.

1. Young angels fluff - especially young Lucifer teaching little Gabriel and generally the two being cute, before everything went wrong. Not bad if it's a flashback going on during HotG. But other bb!angels are welcome too. Or nesting.

2. Any angsty/tragic fics where Balthazar is in love with Cas but Cas doesn't know/only has eyes for Dean. Death is preferred, canon or not.

3. Just throw the best Purgatory fics on me, as tragic as they come.
I can't really find Crowley deathfics. And while there are Crowstiel fics, it's almost always fun for him. I'd love to see some where he's in love with Cas (who doesn't notice/care). Also searching for unrequited Balthazar/Cas stuff.
23 August 2012 @ 08:43 pm
Okay, so I'm looking for a specific Dean/Castiel fic I read awhile back. Its an au after the season finale and in it Dean, Sam and Castiel are travelling to Vegas because of something going on there Castiel wants to check out as he feels it might be relevant to the war he's fighting in heaven.
Anyway, a goddess, potentially a pagan one, makes everyone fall in love with Castiel, after (I think) meeting the boys when she's working in a strip club. The thing is. Dean doesn't act any different because he's already in love with Castiel. I remember at one point Dean found doodles Sam had written, like the love ones kids do, Sam hearts Castiel and all that.
Any help anyone could give on finding it would be really appreciated, so thanks in advance! :)

so like a jillion years ago i read what i'm pretty sure was the prologue of an s6 fic -- castiel was torturing another angel for information on raphael pretty brutally, and the angel was taunting him about dean, asking, i'm like eighty percent sure, what dean would think if he knew this was what castiel had resorted to. balthazar showed up near the end of the chapter. basically i'd love to read the whole thing but can't find it anywhere!

thaaaaanks in advance :)
04 August 2012 @ 08:16 pm
Hey all,

So I'm looking for a specific fic. It starts like this: Cas & Dean end up in, oh, a warehouse or something and there's fighting, I think, and Raphael ends up cutting off Castiel's wings. It's a long and gory process. Raphael takes them as trophies and nails them to the gates of Heaven. This doesn't kill Cas, though it should, because Cas gives his grace to Dean. After which Cas can't talk. Other stuff happens...then there are some references to Sesame Street and Count von Count. Balthazar's around on the fringes of the story.

Does this sound familiar to anyone?

Thanks [livejournal.com profile] bobblehead!
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05 June 2012 @ 11:34 am
Hey, after a long time out of fandom I'm returning on a casual basis, simply because I have missed reading amazing fic and because of my new fave pairing. Balthazar and Castiel.

So as I'm out of the loop I am interested in any fics that have Balthazar and Castiel as the main pairing. Not interested in anything but slash/romance between them and don't care for one sided feelings either!

I would like canon/au/rps the lot. so have at it and let me know which you guys think are the must reads for this pairing :D

thanks heaps.

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25 May 2012 @ 07:44 pm
Mods: I'm not entirely sure of how to do this, specially because you don't have the tag I would be supposed to use? Please help me with that part :)

Hi :) 

I saw a post on tumblr recently with this description:

Supernatural | Everything we believed is a lie. None of it is real. There are no hunters, no angels, no reapers, no supernatural beings.We’re all mad here.

And I was wondering if maybe someone wrote a fanfiction along that? I'd really like to read something like that. I tried using Google but maybe the fact that I'm not sure what exactly to put on the search bar may have something to do with it. 

Pairings: All I ask is no Dean/Sam or Bobby/one of the brothers or castiel
Characters: Anna, Ash, Balthazar, Bobby, Castiel, Chuck, Crowley, Dean, Ellen, Gabriel/Trickster, Impala, Jo, Sam
12 May 2012 @ 08:23 am
Hey all,

So the last time I posted I was looking for god!Cas fics and then pretty randomly I came across [livejournal.com profile] misachan's Who If I Cried Out Would Hear Me and it was awesome...both in the colloquial and literal sense of the term.

So! Because apparently I'm still on my Cas kick, I was wondering if anyone could rec me some fics which feature an obviously not-human Castiel (or any other angel really). Some things which would be great to find (some of which are in the aforelinked fic, which I highly recommend):
  • Old Testament style smitey-ness
  • Any of our other characters (Dean, Sam, or Bobby) freaking out/surprised by Cas being so other
  • Angels interacting with one another in a weird/inhuman way
  • Background snippets of life before the Winchesters, eg, why Balthazar calls Cas Cassie
  • Angels being...angelically violent? You know, doin' stuff all impossible-like, lol, which I guess doesn't have to be violently, but at the time I was thinking of fighting. but really I guess it could be anything
  • Cas trying to explain something or having something explained to him that just doesn't work because the fundamental worldviews of the characters are just that different
  • On that last note: You remember how...somewhere in season 5...with the Whore of Babylon! Anyway, there's the whole "you breed with the mouth of a goat" thing and Cas is laughing and nobody gets it and then he says it's funnier in Enochian? Any chance there's any fic which covers that kind of translation issue? If there is, I imagine it'd be cracky...very cracky.
  • Any fic where Cas isn't/wasn't "just a foot soldier" or, you know, one of the lowest ranks of angels, because it's freakin' canon that Castiel was Uriel's superior until he got demoted! And really, why would half the Host (or at least enough to cause real concern) follow Cas if he didn't at least have some consequence? It seems a pretty common fandom trope to cast Castiel as an angel of no note, but I find that hard to swallow. At the very least he was a very good soldier as he a) survived a siege in hell (where apparently it wasn't uncommon for angels to die as isn't that what supposedly happened to Balthazar and the main surprise came from that fact that he was, you know, not dead?) b) survived fighting to protect the seals when we know angels were dying in the conflict. It's explicitly stated. and c) pulled Dean out of hell and then proceeded to put him back together again...which I guess another angel could've done, but, well, they didn't.
...and now I feel like that last part got rather rant-y, sorry, lol.

ETA FOUND (In the comments) Thanks [livejournal.com profile] beccakarr! :
Oh! and one more small request:
Ok, this one's for a specific story I read a while ago and now can't recall the title or where it can be found. All I've got is this: Michael was the first angel and spontaneously created himself because he didn't want God to be alone. Cas was a Seraph. They were looking for the Throne of God. Any ideas?

Thanks in advance!
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16 April 2012 @ 05:39 pm
Could somebody rec me good vids about angels, they crazy family and probably they relationships with they vessels?
I'm talking here something like Angel and they vessels by Pelagia911 on Jar of hearts or Runs In The Family done by kaiyote. Anything similar, folks?
if there are similar x-over over there - rec them too :)
07 April 2012 @ 01:56 am
There's a fic that I've been looking for and its been driving me crazy. It started out that Dean and Cas had been ambushed by angels and I'm pretty sure that Raphael was the one leading it all. Dean is forced to watch as Raphael (it could've been another angel but I'm pretty sure it was him) cuts off Castiel's wings. It was really detailed and before he cut them he explained that the cutting of wings was something only done to traitors in the past and that it hasnt been done in a really long time. The other angels seem reluctant to let it happen but they don't do anything. I don't remember much else except that Balthazar helps Sam, Dean and Cas by letting them hide out at one of his places while Cas recovers.

I hope that was enough info for someone out there because I'd really love to read this fic again.
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24 March 2012 @ 07:29 pm

First post here, so hopefully I am doing this right.

I am just in a craving mood for three types of stories. So here it goes:

1- Vampires and Demons targeting Cas!

I've read The Future As B-Movie and Bring Out Your Dead by twoskeletons and unoshot (I Love both fics) and I want something like that. Either vampires are going after Cas for his angel blood or Demons (well, any evil thing) going after him for his mojo. Just something with him being a target. I don't mind Human!Cas or Fallen!Cas. Of course, with the boys helping/protecting him.

2- Caring brothers.

I love reading about other angels caring for poor Cas. Anything with injured/hurt/sick Castiel being taking care of by one of his brothers. Gabriel, Balthazar or even Michael and Anna. Just some brotherly love. And Sam and Dean are always welcome.

3- Sam and Cas friendship.

I haven't read a lot of those (it's kind of a new liking for me) I guess it's obvious by now that I am an addict to Angel!Whump XD So, anything with Sam taking care of Cas? Or just stories with general friendship between them.

I take both Gen and Slash, but I kinda prefer Dean/Cas in slash. But no incest, please! Oh, and AUs are more than welcome.

Thank you! <3
18 March 2012 @ 02:31 pm

Basicly I like reading long stories, big bang format, you know? And I would like to keep track of BB, mini-bangs etc that are out there. Thing is every list I found so far was sort of missing something. So I started to make my own list to help me keep track on those challenges. And basicly I want you to tell me what I missed.
Link to what I tracked down so far:

so any other pretty shiny links? plz? WINCEST, DESTIEL, GEN, j2, HET. Anything.

Mods: hope this time tags are OK, so really I'am a bit at loss here, 'cause I'm asking for everything :)
Hello lovely people!

There are two themes I've been looking for for a while now:

1. Canon!verse AU where John is the one rescued from hell by Castiel, but it still wonderfully ends up being Destiel. Perhaps a retelling of seasons 4-7?

2. Fics where the guys are cursed with some sort of musical spell (or maybe it's just Gabriel messing with them) which compels them to randomly burst into a song (like that epic episode of BtVS). And yes, I've read Party like it's 1999 (and it's awesome). Doesn't have to be necessarily slash.

Extra love for the presence of Bobby and Ellen and Jo and Gabriel and Balthazar (and crap, I just made myself sad).

Thank you very much!
09 March 2012 @ 04:17 pm
I'm looking for any stories that focus on Castiel and his family(Lucifer, Michel, Gabriel, Anna,etc)  being human it can be slash/angst/humor  anything.
Also looking for one  particular story where the demons Ruby and Crowley were also his siblings and they were having a family dinner and talking about Castiel's  relationship with Dean
Thank you!! you guys always rec the most AMAZING stories 
I'm looking for any sort of AU with both Dean/Cas and Sam/Gabriel with over protective Dean (of both Cas and Sam, bonus points if he gives Gabriel a really hard time) I don't really like high school AUs but I've come across a few good ones so if it's really well written I'll give it a go anyway. I like it when Dean isn't just all over Cas right away too, cause in the show he had to adjust to Cas's personality and learn to stop taking him for granted, and I like Sam getting either protective or jealous of Gabriel for some reason (but not totally crazy or ridiculous), I also don't mind canonverse fics so if there's one that's really good but not AU that would be fine.

Also pretty much any gender bent Sam/Gabriel fics, preferably where they're both female rather than just one of them. Dean/Cas is fine too, but I'd rather Sam/Gabriel.

I really like really dark wincest fics as well. If you think they're really good I don't mind some that are light-hearted or comedic, but dark fics get me every time. 

Also pretty much anything Dean/Cas/Sam, Sam/Balthazar, or Cas/Balthazar. I'm still new to these pairings so I'm not sure what I like yet.

The only thing I'm not really into is mpreg, all others are fine and if the fic offers some decent explanation and is well written I'll give it a try anyway. No WIPs though please, I go crazy waiting for updates =p Sorry if that was all a little much, I tend to get carried away.
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10 January 2012 @ 09:42 pm
Again, fellow fangirls, you were awesome! Thank you so much for your help!

It's a new year, so I have to get my next fix - only natural, right? ^-^ So I'm counting on you all to help me out like last time, although I realize this is quite a bunch to ask for... Alright, so I'm looking for rare pairings - Slash rules again (but friendship/uneasy alliance/gen is welcome as well), of course!

1. Dean/Jimmy Novak (the less Castiel comes into play, the better!)
2. Dean/Lucifer
3. Dean/Gabriel
4. Dean/Crowley
5. Dean/Balthazar
6. Dean/Michael
7. Lucifer/Crowley
8. Lucifer/Gabriel (after re-watching 'Hammer of the Gods' I can't get them out of my head, I even had to write T-T)
9. Dean/Alistair

I have no specific requests for any of those pairings, aside from that I would prefer Lucifer in his own body (Nick) and please no MPREG, Slave Fic (although if you have a brilliant one up your rec-sleeve, I'm game),  PWP, AUs (High School etc.) or Crossovers. As always though, I would prefer FFs with more STORY than sex.

Hit me with your best shot - thank you in advance!

04 January 2012 @ 02:18 pm
I believe it was called Rules of Engagement or something like that, but haven't been able to find it anywhere.

Also, anything like it would be much appreciated.

Also looking for:

Knotting fics
Mpreg/domesticity fics
Dom/sub fics (Jared/Sam's the Dom, Jensen/Dean's the sub)
Team Free Love (Sam/Gabe/Dean/Cas) + Balthazar fics
Crowley gen or slash
Bobby/Rufus/Crowley OT3 goodness
Addiction fics

I know I'm looking for a lot but I have a few days off and need something to read.
Current Mood: morose
Current Location: school
08 December 2011 @ 10:58 pm
what it says in subject line, and really anything goes for Fringe, because I wasn't able to find even one (so if there would be Balthazar in it - that'd be fantastic ). As for Smallville, I am sure there are more then one of those around, but what I'm actually looking for is  AU of Smallville S4, where Jason is actually Dean with all the consequences. i really hope someone wrote it, because if there isn't  one I had to write it. Save me from plot bunnies, plz? it could be het, slash or gen, so I do like Lana/Jason.
21 November 2011 @ 06:57 pm
Okay, so I've been milling about the self-harm rec's and so on, but most of the fic's I find are either Sam-centric or death fic's.

I don't particularly like either.

What i'm looking for fic's where Dean attempts suicide - whether something makes him do it or otherwise. I'd rather it not be season 4 or 5 simply because the fic's with Dean-centric-self-harm I was able to find were all in that time line. (But I will read them, so rec away if you have them. XD ) I like all couplings as long as it's bottom!Dean if it's slash. (Which is preferred over Het, but with this kind of fic it doesn't really matter, I guess...)

Also, I really like Mpregs, but I've been having a hard time finding one's where Dean's the one preggers. XD (I could just be blind, though) Again, I love all pairings as long as it's Bottom!Dean. I like Dean/Gabriel, Dean/Castiel, Dean/Sam, Dean/Balthazar, Dean/Crowley, Dean/YED, Dean/Michael, Dean/Lucifer, ect. :3 I would like stories that go into the actual pregnancy, possibly even birth (Cookies if anyone can find a fic where there are difficulties during labor so there can be some Hurt!Dean and possibly h/c) but I'll also take ones that focus more on smut, but mention the pregnancy.

Anyways~ Thank you in advance guys, you're awesome. ^_^
19 November 2011 @ 11:31 am
Hey everyone. :)

I was just wondering if any of you could point me in the direction of fics that have anything to do with using tattoos as a form of bonding. I'm looking for either Balthazar, Cas or Gabriel using it as a way to mark Dean. I did read one fic where it was Jensen getting a dragon tattoo, and it was a tattoo of Jared he picked and they were paired up like that. Fics of Jensen, Misha, Richard, Jared and Sebastian would fill that as well.

Thanks in advance.
14 November 2011 @ 05:47 pm
Hi. I'm wondering if anyone knows of any fics where an angel is startled or frightened by something. I could be something jumps out at them or an object they're weak against, a sudden, quick startle, or a long, building fear.

Comedy, horror, short, long, it could be caused by something psychological, physical or any other possible thing that could make an angel afraid. It could have Castiel, Michael, Lucifer, Uriel, Balthazar or someone else - any angel or type of fic so long as they're jumping out of their skin and their hearts are racing for some reason.

Gen or slash is fine, just not Wincest or Sassy. (I do prefer Dean/Castiel if there's a pairing though)
27 October 2011 @ 09:40 pm
The story was a destiel high school au on fanfiction.net. Castiel lived alone in an apartment, and was a drug addict and dealer. He had a religious upbringing. Gabriel is his only family member that talked to him. Dean met Cas because Lisa wanted him to buy her some weed for a party she was having. Jimmy, Castiel's twin brother, tried to stop Dean from hanging out with Cas by harassing him with pamphlets about God. They slowly started dating, but Dean wanted Cas to stop selling drugs. But he was hesitant to stop until Sam, who went to a party with Ruby, overdosed. Cas felt really guilty because Ruby had gotten it from him. He tried to quit, but Crowley wouldn’t let him, so he had to try to kill Crowley. Not sure what happened after that, but there were multiple sequels to it.
26 October 2011 @ 05:11 pm
Anyone know of any stories where Balthazar is the pregnant one? Can be any pairing, I am not picky.
I just have not seen ANY Balthazar mpreg stories out there...
04 October 2011 @ 10:22 pm

I'm looking for fics with Castiel/Gabriel, Castiel/Balthazar or/and Gabriel/Balthazar as main pairing.
It can be angsty, fluffy or humorous.
AU (especially human!angels AU) and threesome are welcome.

I love long stories so the longer the better.

22 September 2011 @ 10:42 pm
looking for 2 specific fics, i cant remember the authors or titles. the pairing is dean/ cas.
story 1-set late/after s5,cas is falling/fallen/becoming human, wants to talk to dean about how to handle male body issues, boners and the like, asks him while they are buying milk, dean freaks out and gets him a magazine and doesn't want to talk about it at all. sam thinks he's being an insensitive jerk. cas admits to thinking about dean when getting off, thinks its normal, dean freaks out and takes him out to a bar to try to get laid, and it doesn't go well. thats all i remember. i think thhis is rated pretty high, r or nc17
story 2-set late s6, dean and cas are all pissy at each other, calling at bad times etc, after much angst etc balthazar shows up and tells dean and sam raphael killed cas and he has to hide them. dean keeps praying to cas for some reason. turns out its all a fake out and cas had to pretend to be dead to fool raphael, could hear deans prayers and they kept him going, deans pissed but everyone says sorry and it all ends happily ever after. not sure of the rating.
sorry this is all so vague, thankyou for your help

both FOUND and linked in comments!
19 September 2011 @ 10:15 pm

So a while back I read this fic where Cas gets his wings cut off, and loses his entire memory (or at least his ability to speak english xD).

Balthazar takes him to his apartment (which looks over central park, if I'm correct) and Dean stays with him while he heals. The two aren't allowed to leave the apartment in case the other angels find and kill them. 

Cas really likes to watch Sesame Street, especially whenever Count von Count is on. 

xD and that is all I remember!!

Does this ring a bell to anyone?

Thanks <3

Hi, I'm looking for two stories I read not that long ago and now can't find again.

The first one is a Dean/Cas AU/AR. Dean is cast into a alternate reality where Cas is a prince and there is a curse on the royal family. They will die a slow death unless they find true love. The Impala is a horse in this world, but 'her' rump is still a trunk that can spit out whatever Dean needs. Sam finds his way to the same world and stumples upon Anna who forgets everthing unless she keeps looking at it.

The second one is mostly Sam/Gabriel with Dean/Castiel in the background. Sam and Gabriel somehow ends up in Florida and needs to find Dean and Cas who, they find out, has ended up in the complete opposite corner of the country. Gabriel and Castiel can communicate with each other through Sam and Dean. Sam gets cursed and lives in his own head in the time where Gabriel kept killing Dean over and over again when they thought he was the trickster.

I hope someone can help me find these two stories, thanks in advance.

Both stories found, links in comments :)
Current Mood: tired
12 September 2011 @ 12:11 pm
Can you give me links to a fanfiction featuring robo!sam? I'm not picky about the pairing. It can be robo!sam/dean, robo!sam/castiel, robo!sam/balthazar and if there is one robo!sam/gabriel.

Also i wouldn't mind if there is a genderbender fic with the same pairing as above as long as it's robo!sam or i guess a few evil!sam wouldn't hurt. Thank you in advance.
Current Mood: anxious
27 August 2011 @ 07:15 pm
Okay? I'm in the mood for some Castiel and Balthazar lovin'. I don't know what it is about this pair that makes me waaaaant, but boy does it.

Help a girl out?