21 March 2017 @ 11:43 pm
Hi, hoping you can help me find some fics i read a while ago on ao3 and cant seem to find again

The first one is a one shot. An angel tries to kill Dean but Castiel steps in front of him. Sam and Dean think that Castiel isn't really dead as there are no wing impressions on the ground. When dean takes a shower he finds the wings on his skin as Castiel had his wings wrapped around him when he died.

The second is an alpha/beta/omega au.
Castiel is an omega and recently found out he's pregnant. He's scared Alpha Dean wont want the pup so Benny offers to look after him and the pup if Dean doesn't want to be involved. Benny had previously lost a mate and pup.
Dean finds out about pregnancy and assumes Cas is leaving him as he thinks he wont be a good father. Cas and Dean talk it out and decide to raise the pup together.

There is also a scene where Lisa who is Deans ex sends them baby clothes and it upsets Cas as it has her scent on them. Dean realizes and gets rid of them.

Thanks in advance for your help :)
12 March 2017 @ 10:18 pm
Hi everyone. I'm looking for a specific fic. If I remember correctly, Sam and Dean were raised separately. Then John dies and Sam goes searching for Dean. He finds him working as a firefighter and raising Ben as a single dad. He doesn't tell Dean who he is at first. There's Wincest at the end. It's got a bunch of other characters in it. Like Benny and Pamela and I think Gordon Walker. Any help would be appreciated! Thanks!
Specific searches, all of these are Gen:

1. A multichapter vampire!Dean fic I'm almost positive is on FFN where, after Sam has convinced Dean not to kill himself, Dean's understandably upset about the whole situation and starts acting out. Sam meets Bobby in a restaurant and Dean comes in, possibly in sunglasses, and starts trying to get a rise of out them by talking about how he wants a steak, nice and bloody, etc.

2. Another vampire!Dean fic (possibly the same one???) where Sam, Dean and Bobby go on a hunt with Jo and Ellen without the latter two knowing he's a vampire now. They mistake Dean holding an unconscious Sam with his fangs out for unrelated reasons as Dean trying to attack Sam.

3. An S4 fic where Dean misses Hell, and takes to locking himself in the bathroom with a heat lamp and a little tin of sulphur. [FOUND: Images of Broken Light]

General searches, still Gen please:

4. Any Gen vampire!Dean or unusual creature!Dean you know of from LJ. I'm pretty sure I've picked Ao3 clean at this point ;)

5. As an extra tragic twist, does Gen creature!John fic even exist...?

6. Would love to see a fic where, after the big S9 argument, Dean leaves. Would be supercool to see one in S8 where Dean runs off to be best buds with Benny- haven't seen one that isn't just slash yet!
21 September 2016 @ 04:55 am
I spent the better part of two hours searching for one of my old favorite SPN smut fics - but can't seem to find it, and I'm hoping someone here will be able to help me.

It was a Dean/Benny smut fic.   Dean had just gotten a new sex toy (I want to say it was either a black dildo or vibrator) and was using it while home alone.  Eventually, towards the end of the fic, Benny comes into the bedroom and helps finish him off.

If anyone can help, I'd really appreciate it.  This is going to drive me nuts!
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1. Any recommendations for stories where Sam is jealous of Benny's relationship with Dean. It doesn't have to be a sexual relationship between any of the characters. I would prefer no Destiel but if it's really good I'll give it a try.

2. Any backstories about Bobby would be great.

3. Any stories with Bobby interacting with the boys, not just providing information or cover up by phone, as a father-figure or as a family friend.

Hey guys it's that time of the month! I was hoping y'all knew where to find any of the following:

1) sam+benny - sam makes a deal with benny to save dean from purgatory. in exchange, he lets benny drink his blood. benny gets addicted and starts draining sam too much. dean eventually catches them. [FOUND]

2) suicidal!sam - it's a season 5 fic where sam is trying to kill himself in an attempt to keep lucifer from using him as a vessel. it never works but the damage he causes in his attempts starts to come back with him when he's resurrected.

3) wincest - any first time wincest/weecest that is super fluffy/sweet/romantic. as long as there's no angst, it's good.

Thanks for any help!

05 June 2016 @ 12:22 am
Hello again once more community!

This time I'm looking for fics in which Sam is the one in purgatory instead of Dean and by extension is the one that meets and befriends Benny.

And also I'm looking for fics where the main pairing is Senny, SamxBenny. Any fics, doesn't really matter.

The first and the second can be combined with Sam in purgatory with Senny, in case that wasn't obvious.

Thank you!
Hey guys, I'm looking for some recs for the following:

1) sam-centric rare pairs- specifically, stories with sam/benny or sam/gadreel. happy and/or resolved endings a must.

2) good monsters- stories where demons or other monsters rally around/protect/advise sam without being totally evil or dark. gen or slash only please.

3) not-totally-evil boyking!sam- stories where sam takes his place as ruler of hell but doesn't change who he is. gen or slash only.

Thanks for any recs!
06 December 2015 @ 12:39 am
I have, hopefully, a relatively simple search. Not for me, appare. Maybe with the wonderful help of you people. 😅

I have been hunting for Benny/Dean fics for a while now, and while I have found some, they are mostly pwp, seriously AU, or mostly occur withing Purgatory nowhere near Sam, Cas, or anybody else that cares about Dean and his lovely new friend.

Does anyone know of some fics for a Dean girl that have depth with sexiness...and I'm the least offended if Dean kinda likes being Benny's personal happy meal. ;) Just not the two of them alone in Purgatory with no hope and Dean with no loved ones.

P.S. I'm totally okay with Sam and/or anyone else having problems with the vampire thing.
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11 September 2015 @ 03:06 pm
Hey ya'll! I'm looking for a couple of types of stories.

#1: Any stories where Jared is hurt/kidnapped etc..by some Destiel fans (no offense Destiel fans, I'm just not into that). Bottom Jared preferred but I'll take bottom Jensen if needed, and Gen is also okay

#2: Any stories where Dean cheats on Sam with Benny? I've never actually seen a story like this, but I think the idea has some merit. Again, bottom Sam preferred but, I'll take Bottom Dean. I'll take Happy ending or not

Thanks ya'll!
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20 August 2015 @ 07:09 pm
Hey yall!

I'm looking for a fic and I remember it pretty well but I can't find it anywhere! :(
So Dean needs extra money to help his family out so he becomes an escort for Castiel Novak. Gabriel is the one who recruited Dean because he wanted someone for his brother Cas who had had a bad relationship and was afraid to try again.
Dean's home life kinda sucked, they lived with Bobby and John was an alcoholic, Benny was his sponsor. Once Dean sees Benny making dinner and gets upset and accuses him of saying that Dean can't take care of his family.
Castiel and Gabriel's family is very famous and Dean finds out their related when he sees them on t.v.
Dean also works with Bobby in his mechanic shop on his days off and once or twice experiences a sub-drop.

Please let me know if you know if this fic!!
Thanks in advance:)
Hi everyone! Looking for a few things, hoping for your help just like all previous times you wonderful folk you :)

1) Specific: I feel like I've looked everywhere and it's driving me crazy. What I remember: early season 8 (before any Trials, Dean still treats Sam like crap). At some point somehow Sam leaves, Dean thinks he's decided to bail for good and doesn't even think to look for him. Amelia seeks Dean out. Turns out Sam made a deal with the Alpha Vampire for Dean's return from Purgatory, and as per that deal every few months Sam had to go to the Alpha, who proceeded to drink from him (I think) and just generally use Sam as a punching bag because there's something about his pain being "addictive" or some such??? Of course a rescue happens, I think Benny was also involved in it? Any ideas? Anybody?

ETA: FOUND thanks to [livejournal.com profile] crucis01 - Persephone Deal by CeCe Away

2) General: don't really care how, don't really care why, but Sam is the proud/bewildered owner of a hellhound puppy or several. I just want all the shmoopy, feel-good, rot-your-teeth-out-of-your-head-sweet fic of Sam cuddling hellhound puppies and giving them tummy rubs and just generally being a completely awesome dog-loving dork and the pups snuggling all over him and being all drool-in-your-face ridiculously adorable for Sam, but don't let that fool you, because they're still hellhounds, and they're not shy about letting anyone who so much as breathes funny around Sam know this. Bonus points for Dean being leery of them at first - "they're Hellhounds, Sam!" - but slowly warming up to them (they're dang useful on a hunt! ...and, okay, kinda cute in a feral kind of way) and sneaking them treats UWU

3) As a sort of side-order on the above, Sam as any kind of pet owner, really, whether mundane or supernatural.

Please and thank you: no animal deaths. No evil Sam.
24 January 2015 @ 04:08 pm
I have had Riot Gear by Elaine_Penny favorited on AO3 for a while just so I could go back and reread it, but whenever i try to open it now AO3 says it can not be found. Does any one know if Elaine_Penny deleted her profile? If so does anyone know where I could read it again? I really liked that fic and would love to read it again.

Also I have been wanting to read fics where Dean/Jensen cheat on Sam/Jared, I have read all the fics like this I can find. I'm just looking for any I haven't

Thank you!
22 October 2014 @ 07:08 pm
I've somehow stumbled across quite a few fics lately where Gabriel or Balthazar or Meg (or someone) threatens Dean about his relationship with Cas because of how protective of him they are. Usually it's the, "you hurt him and I'll [insert bodily harm here]." It's gotten a little annoying lately. So I was wondering if anyone had something where the opposite happens - where Sam, Jess, Sarah, Benny, Charlie, Bobby or whatever threaten Cas about hurting Dean and they're all very protective of him for some reason?n Or, alternatively, where Dean is in a relationship with Cas (or Benny, Aaron - any male slash but preferably not Wincest) and they somehow break his heart. Maybe he's dumped or cheated on or forced to be in a secret relationship with them because his partner isn't out? Abused Dean like with Alistair also works!

Any fic request where it's RPF with Jensen in these situations with Jared or Misha or JDM are appreciated as well!
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25 September 2014 @ 11:28 am
I read this fic ages ago and cant for the life of me seem to find it again.

Basically Dean transfers to a pre space-mission compound? so that he can continue to work with Sam who's hoping to be chosen for this mission. Castiel is, I believe, the first person he meets when he arrives. He doesn't really initially like Dean.

Cas has been augmented with special arms that make him stronger, possibly better eyes... and at least one or two other things. Cas was a soldier at one point.

Castiel's room mate is Kevin whos a student/cadet also hoping to be chosen for the program.

Deans an engineer/mechanic?

Benny is there, so is Jess I think.

The mission is funded by The Company?! Or something like that. I can't remember.

Anything you can do to help! Much thanks.
14 September 2014 @ 09:57 pm
Okay, so awhile ago I read a fic and all I remember was that Benny was Dean's therapist (I don't even remember why). But I was just looking for any fics where Dean needs to see a therapist for some reason and his therapist is Benny. Any pairing is fine. Thanks!
Hey Everyone,

I am looking for fics where Sam is jealous or insecure due to Dean's friendship(/brotherhood) with Benny.

Could be anything, from the boys fighting, to Sam and Benny having a discussion/fight or just some good old fashioned hurt/comfort between the brothers :)

All gen, please! No wincest or pairings! :)
Thanks in advance!!!
16 December 2013 @ 10:47 pm
I've been through all the benny tags here and on ao3. Do you have any recs for Benny/Dean stories? pwp is ok but I'm looking for more in-depth fics of their relationship.

I prefer slash but any other category is ok. wincest/destiel/wincestiel is ok.

I'd appreciate any good fics you'll share.


since i'm up for anything, I really can't decide which tags to use, share any fics you have, self-promo is very ok
20 October 2013 @ 07:40 pm
Basically, I'm looking for anything that's Sam/Benny. It could just be smut, or an actual story. I'd prefer the latter, but I'll take the former as well out of desperation.

I've already read the couple of stories tagged Sam/Benny on AO3, so basically it should be anything not tagged properly on the site or something on livejournal.
19 August 2013 @ 01:54 am
Hi, I'm looking for a fic I read a while ago but can't seem to find anymore. I remember it was post-purgatory, Dean was really angry at Sam and decided to let him go for good. I remember there was scene with Dean having sex with Benny in a motel and Sam walking in on them and then running away. Then something happened (to Sam? Can't remember) and Benny was helping Dean figure out how to fix things and advocating Dean get back together with Sam again. I think Benny died in the end, somehow sacrificing himself for the brothers. I think there was also a scene where Benny was injured, having taken a shot for Dean or Sam, and needed to drink from the brothers to heal.

Please, if any of this rings a bell, could you nudge me in the right direction? Going nuts here trying to find it!
29 July 2013 @ 01:34 am
Hey ya'll! So I'm a huge fan of Dean/Benny but have been struggling to find any decent fics that aren't just PWPs. Are there any longer Dean/Benny fics out there? Submissive/bottom!Dean highly encouraged but I like the ship so much that I am not too picky.

Thanks in advance!
I had this story printed out and I can't find it anywhere!

Sam and Dean are hunting with Benny and it is hinted that Benny is feeding from Dean and it is vaguely sexual.

Sam and Dean have been together at one point but that has changed since purgatory. They are hunting vampires and they fall down into a cave or hole or something and they have desperate sex. When Benny gets them out Dean has to go to hospital and Sam flees.

I hope that makes sense and someone finds this cause I really liked it and would like to print it out again!!
17 July 2013 @ 03:32 pm
It also had Sam and Victor and Benny. Cas is Dean's sub and Dean likes to share with his friends. The fic is all about Sam and Victor and Benny using Cas while Dean's also there, cooking dinner and watching movies and stuff, keeping his guests entertained. But at the end, Dean puts Cas to bed and Cas gets a little pushy, without anybody else around.
25 May 2013 @ 02:19 pm
Like the subject line says, I'm looking for stories where Benny and Sam are friends. It can or cannot be established. It can or cannot be the main part of the story. I don't really care as long as they're friends. Gen, slash, or het is all fine.
11 May 2013 @ 04:32 pm
Hey, I'm wonder there is any stories about Benny making Dean vampire or someone else did it but he take care of him? It isn't necessarily slash but I prefer that.
22 April 2013 @ 06:08 pm
hey im looking for a couple of fics
1 any crossovers with Hansel & Gretel: witch hunters i would like a Dean/Hansel paring but it doesn't have to be.
2 benny is either one or both the boys makers, the boys don't have to be related Dean/Benny or Sam/benny or all three, vampire boys or at least one of the boys is a vampire au is ok.
3 dean/benny fic set after purgatory.
4 benny/dean blood kink or biting kink

im fine with any thing just give me the links ill check it out i love my slash
please and thank you
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12 February 2013 @ 01:47 am
Hi all,

1) Awhile back I read a fic where Sam and Dean are both dead and stay on Earth, I think because Sam can't get into heaven? A reaper, or maybe Cas, warns them that Sam is going to fall into hell, which he does. It's gen but I think at the end there's some light slash. Help?

2) I've been dying for some Dean-has-to-choose-Sam-or-Benny fic. I like Benny (that VOICE! ugh!) but would prefer gen. But I'll take any pairing, any rating, just need some yesterday!

Thank you!
20 January 2013 @ 03:24 am
Are there any crossovers in which Dean and Benny are in the True Blood universe? Gen preferred.
18 January 2013 @ 11:35 am

Specific request and slight Season 8 spoilers under the cut...

Help!  )
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1.  So I've read quite a few bad!John fics, but I've only come across a few with Mary being the poor parent or a very flawed person.  Anyone have any recs on this topic?  This can be set in the supernatural universe or a total au.  Dark and gritty is fine with me too.  Whatever you got, I'll take.

2.  Any recs for centaur!Dean? 

Season 8 general request )

I'd prefer longer, plot-driven fics for these if that's possible.  Gen or any pairing. 
23 December 2012 @ 04:05 am
Hello everyone!

I wondered if there was any slash out there with Dean and Benny where Dean was born as a girl and is a FTM. And a, well, really surprised Benny. I'll even take fics where Dean was always a girl. A manly girl, but a still girl. It doesn't matter waht Benny's reaction is.

Is there something out there? Thanks to all!
12 November 2012 @ 10:18 pm

could you guys recommend me any good sub / dom stories ? i've read angelic_catnip's kiss and control maybe too many times and now i want more. jensen must be bottom and more prettier the better. i don't also mind if jensen has been treated badly, also just low-self esteem!jensen and generally angsty shit is welcome. i prefer j2 but cockles is welcome too, but only RPF, please !

season 8 search )

thank youuu !
11 November 2012 @ 11:04 pm

I'm looking for a few stories with a character from season 8. I don't want to spoiler anyone so there's more under the
fake-cut )

I hope there's someone out there who can help me with my request. Thanks!