Hi :)
I am looking for a fanfiction which was posted on archieveofourown.org, as far as I remember. It is about Sam who runs away from Dean and into a forest where he tries to kill himself with a knife.
Cas and Dean look for him but can't find him until it's too late.
When Cas finally finds Sam on a clearing he is already dead but he gets brought back to life by Lucifer...
That's all I can remember.
I hope anyone can help me :)
 
 
11 July 2017 @ 10:45 pm
Im looking for a fic where everythike dean thinks about the mark sam passes out and gets sick and I can't really remember much but dean kills sam and they somehow resurrect him I remember Charlie is in it and jo helps sam out of heaven
 
 
Hi to all you great people!

I'm looking for:

1) A fic where Sam was abducted and taken to a lab or place where they experimented with psychic kids. I remember there was another kid who they let wander more freely because he was harmless, but Sam tgey kept restrained.
It was kid or teen Sam, with Dean and John looking for him.

2) A fic (short, I believe) wehere Sam has amnesia, somehow he's taken by a female vampire but eventualy she takes him to an old lady's place. Because they don't know his name, the lady gives him a new one each day (or week, perhaps?). At some point he's in a church and prays so Cas is able to find him and ehen Sam sees Dean everything comes back (I think it all made him throwup)

Also, any similar stories are very welcome!!!
Thanks! :)
 
 
Hi All,
I'm looking for a specific story where everyone has a guardian angel or something like it. Gabriel was Mary's guardian angel (or possibly Sam's) whom John blamed for Mary's death. John eventually banished Gabriel somehow, and it took years for the boys to be able to see him again. At the same time Dean began seeing an angel like boy with demon qualities who saved him intermittently. The story follows the boys growing up, and when Gabriel finally comes back Cas runs away in fear. It has a happy ending I think, and was quite long. Help?
Thanks!
 
 
Hi All,
I was rewatching season 1 the other day, and I couldn't stop wondering what the first season would have been like if Cas was already part of the story. What would he have thought of John, of a younger Dean and Sam? Thus, I am now on the hunt for pre-season 4 fics where Cas is part of the story, whether a canon divergence where Cas shows up early, time travel where an older Cas is thrown back in time, human Cas meeting Dean and/or Sam somewhere in the earlier seasons, Cas being a fellow hunter, basically anything set in season 1-3 where Cas is part of the equation. Destiel or friendship is awesome, thought no Wincest please.
Thanks, dc9
 
 
29 June 2017 @ 12:09 pm
Dean has been discharged from the military after combat I think and he may have PTSD. I think Castiel appears at night and watches over him or checks on him but Dean thinks he's a hallucination. I think they start dating not sure how and at some point Dean realizes that Castiel ended the world when he was full of the purgatory souls and has a flashback to Sam killed gruesomely by him. I think Cas tried to reset things because he was remorseful and Dean isn't supposed to have memories but does.
 
 
28 June 2017 @ 06:17 pm
I've read so many fics with the BAU from Criminal Minds interrogating Dean and I love them, but I never see any with them interrogating Sam. If you guys have any fics with the BAU interrogating both brothers or just Sam alone that would be great! I would prefer gen fics, but if it's slash that'd be okay too. Thanks guys!
 
 
Hi there guys!
It's me again. Im trying to find an AU fic that I read a while ago and then lost. From what I remember of it, Sam had been kidnapped and taken to a remote island full of monsters. Dean found out where he had been taken and went to rescue him. Whilst he is there, he meets Cas who has injured wings and is full on feral (tries to kill Dean and everything). After that I'm a little fuzzy on details, but I think it had a happy ending? I'm also not sure if it was gen or a Dean/Cas pairing. All i know is it was AWESOME.
Sound familiar to anyone?
 
 
I recently read a Destiel fic (linked below) where Cas is all dark and depressing while Dean is happy and unfazed by how weird Castiel is. So I'm trying to find more Destiel fics with this dichotomy. It doesn't matter if Dean just acts happy but he's really not. I just want Cas to be kinda weird, monotone, or depressing while Dean is bright, smiley, or just completely unfazed by Cas's weirdness. Also, I would especially prefer it if it were AU.

These 2 fics are some really good examples:
http://archiveofourown.org/works/3428390
http://archiveofourown.org/works/2611220/chapters/5819942

Thanks for any recommendations!
 
 
24 June 2017 @ 02:56 pm
I am looking for a fic. I don't recall much of it. I recall it being a Destiel fic, a road trip type fic, and Cas dies. Dean follows in John's foot steps. it was a work in progress.

NorthernsSparrow did a fic similar called "into the fire"
I suppose I am looking for any fics that are similar to "Into the Fire"

any assistance in locating this fic or similar fics would be appreciated.
thank you,
sincerely,
jazzy


Tags: genre: angst, genre: au, genre: hurt/comfort, genre: death!fic, genre: slash, character: castiel, character: dean, pairing: dean/castiel,
 
 
20 June 2017 @ 11:16 am
The fic I am looking for I haven't seen in a while and might have been deleted. Dean is working his way through a degree taking care of angels. Cas is an Alpha angel, the first ever caught and has been violent to keepers in the past. He takes a shine to Dean, who eats his lunch by Cas' cage. The facility they are keeping the angels in has strict security and Dean is learning the ropes from Benny, I think. Inais and Hester are mates, or Inais wanted to mate with her and got injured. The endgame was going to be Destiel. It's a multi-part story.

That's pretty much what I got before I bookmarked it to read when finished. My old bookmarks went the way of the dodo with my old computer and I can't find it now. Any help would be greatly appreciated.
 
 
19 June 2017 @ 11:33 pm
Hi everyone,

I'm looking for recs where Castiel is really really devoted to Dean. Like Dean is his whole World. Sadly don't have much luck finding stories with this trope - so I hope maybe you know some.

Onesided Destiel or requited is fine by me, or even dark/creepy!Castiel, and also almost any warnings/ratings, just please give me a heads up if the story has them.
 
 
19 June 2017 @ 12:22 pm
Found: No One Would Riot for Less

Looking for one particular fic: I recall Dean was hidden in a pocket universe or heaven. Cas and Dean were married. Godstiel was keeping him locked away until Dean worships him. Bobby and Sam barrel into the universe-or-heaven trying to get Dean to come back to reality and help them stop the Godstiel.

Looking for Fic recs for Godstiel/Dean.

any help would be appreciated. Thank you.
sincerely,
Jazzy


tags: genera:hurt/comfort, godstiel, destiel, pairing:cas/dean, looking for a particular fic, fic recs
affliction: fallen!castiel, affliction: hurt!dean, genre: domestic fic, character: castiel, character: dean, affliction: kidnapped!dean, attribute: adorable!castiel, genre: slash, genre: tearjerker, creature: angel, point of view: dean winchester, pairing: dean/castiel,
 
 
Hi all,

Going through my bookmarks and I came across Keys For Open Doors by Fossarian, which I remember really liking. It involved male!Dean and female!Castiel and the summary was: "After a tiring day, all Dean wants to do is lie down in his own bed and sleep for a week. The only problem is someone else is already in it, and she has a few problems of her own." It was rated NC-17/Explicit if I'm remembering correctly.

It's been deleted from ao3 and I can't seem to pull it up on the wayback machine, any chance anyone has a copy kicking around?

Thank you!
 
 
04 June 2017 @ 11:45 pm
I read this AU Destiel fic a long time ago where Dean is depressed and sometimes it gets very bad. Sam is with Jess and they try to help him. Then he meets Cas and they get together. But Dean has an episode of extreme depression and ends up killing himself, thinking Cas would be better off not having to deal with him. I think he jumps out window in front of Cas? Cas then later also kills himself.

Yeah, very tragic ending. But if anyone can help me find it that would be great!
 
 
31 May 2017 @ 09:47 pm

My details are sketchy, but heres what I remember:

--I believe this lost fic may be loosely based on The Road by Cormac McCarthy
--Sam was injured somehow, and is now childlike
--The brothers stumble across a well stocked bunker and spend some time there
--Im not sure if they're being chased/hunted in particular, or if its just the circumstance of this post apocalyptic new world
--There is some Dean/OMC. Its a survival thing, but Dean did actually care about the guy
---Theres some Castiel in there, too...I think




Thanks for any help!

 
 
29 May 2017 @ 07:21 pm
Does anyone know of any good detiel fic where dean and cas are locked in some kind of establishment, like a prison or a psych ward or something like that? Anywhere where they are forced to deal with dangerous people on a routine. Thank you in advance
 
 
25 May 2017 @ 07:14 pm
This is my first time doing this, but here goes:
I don't remember the name of story or the author, but it's an AU that started with Dean trying to jump off a bridge. He's saved by Cas and taken to the hospital, where Cas is assigned as his official suicide watcher (I think Dean lives in an old library or something but I'm not sure). At first their relationship is super rocky because Dean does not want Cas there at all, and when they actually fall in love Dean pushes Cas away. Cas dates Balthazar for a while. Eventually Cas goes to visit his family and Dean sees this news report about his plane crashing so Dean ends up committing suicide by jumping off the bridge.
 
 
24 May 2017 @ 09:07 pm
hi! so, with all the awful things happening in the world today, i need some positive fics that would remind me of the good things about humanity. i thought of the boys, of course. team free will, how there's so much terrible things in this world but it's still worth fighting for.

what sticks to me in particular is the way back, which was just so human and beautiful. also no line on the horizon, so fics like that, i guess. i don't mind gen or slash~

thanks in advance, and stay safe! ♡
 
 
21 May 2017 @ 06:09 pm
This is a Sastiel story that the author only had on their LJ, it hadn't been moved over to AO3. Unfortunately their journal was suspended.

Summary: When Sam takes notice of an unusual student in a bar near Stanford, he introduces himself with this question: “If you had the power to do anything, what would you do?” It turns out the answer isn’t as vague as it seems. Sam/Godstiel, time travel.

Does anyone have a copy of this fic?
 
 
18 May 2017 @ 01:03 am
Hi there! So I read a fic about a year ago now that I thought I saved but now can't find it anywhere. The story wasn't too long, probably about 20,000 words and it was AWESOME. The world was split into two sets of people. I can't remember what these groups were called so let's call them 'betters' and 'lessers' for now. As kids, Cas and Dean were best friends and then they were judged. Cas became a better and Dean was a lesser. Dean then was assigned as Cas' servant/slave and is treated terribly by Cas' mother, Naomi. By the end of the story, they left the betters district and went to Dean's home turf and then ended with them hating each other. I'm really hoping theres a sequel now...anywho, if anyone recognises this fic it would be much appreciated. Thank you!!
 
 
17 May 2017 @ 01:42 am
Hi! So I’m trying to remember the title of fic where at some point cas is sick (or is it the focus of the fic?). I only remenber a scene were dean thinks its just a regular cold, and he goes out with sam while cas stays in the sofa of the bunker, and when they return Dean calls out cas until he notices he’s in a really bad state or not breathing and panics.. Do you know which fic I’m talking about? Thanks for the help!!
 
 
08 May 2017 @ 02:27 am
I read a good bones/supernatural crossover two or three years ago that I can't find again and I don't see in my bookmarks. I thought it was rightous man in the grave but reading that it's not the right one. Could have been there were two with the same title but I don't know and need some help.

What I remember is some guys doing work in the forest (cutting trees?) found Dean's grave. Bones and her team take it to the Jefferson and Bones remarks how the skeleton belonged to the poorest of the poor because of his teeth and bones. Sam is with Ruby I think and they head out to get Dean's body back. Dean is brought back by Cas and the lab is destroyed. Bones and crew are confused about naked Dean in the lab and Booth questions him. Cas tries to talk to Dean and breaks stuff with the noise. Fuzzy on the next bit but Ruby might have seen Cas and told him to look human? Dean gets out somehow and reunites with Sam.

If this sounds familiar please help me out I am going crazy looking for it. Thanks for the help.

Mods I hope I got the tags right forgive me if I didn't.
 
 
05 May 2017 @ 09:16 pm
Hey, there was a story i read (i believe on Ao3 but i could be wrong) and it was sort-of an AU. The story starts as Sam being a lawyer and married to Jess. Sam, i think, had amnesia? or maybe didn't remember his past? I am not sure except that for some reason Sam starts searching about his past and meets with Bobby who is in prison? Anyway, Bobby, like, seriously doesn't seem to like Sam and tells him that to got Singer Salvage yard where there are Dean and John's graves. That Dean died 'cause he had no Sam to watch his back. Anyway, what happens in the end, is that when Sam goes to Dean's grave, his memory returns? And, then he calls Castiel, and we find out that Dean made a deal with Cas and made him change the past and put Sam back in Stanford with Jess 'cause he thought Sam would prefer that. Only, Sam cries and forces Castiel to put things back to how they were actually supposed to be. It was wincest i think.
Anyway, i can't find this and i have searched a lot. If anyone knows, please i will be be very grateful :)
Thanks!
 
 
23 April 2017 @ 10:43 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic where somehow sam has wings and they are really sentive. When Castiel touches them it's almost sexual, I can't remember much but I remembers Sam getting almost lost in his own world when Cas touches his wings and dean saying something along the line of you just felt up my brother in front of me.
Thanks in advance to anyone that can help me
 
 
1. Are there any canon universe fics where they go to another planet? Probably set back when Cas had his wings, he flies them there. But anything really.

2.S12 Spoilers )

3.S12 Spoilers )Particularly hoping there's some where he meets up with Cas and they go it alone, start a new life somewhere else, a home together. Hunting or whatever. I don't like curtain fics, but something like a break from hunting is ok, or something I can read that way (no 'and they lived in peace until they died of old age' endings)

4. Hunts/case fic in the snow. Anything set in Alaska?

5. Ben becomes a hunter fics, set in the latest few seasons. Hopefully gets his memory back and meets up with the Winchesters...

6. Fledgling!Cas is taught how to angel by his older siblings, pre-series, pre-human era? Cas being in awe of the splendor of earth.


Destiel or gen fic only. Bottom!Cas only pls. No human!fallen!Cas pls. Thanks
 
 
03 April 2017 @ 11:19 pm
I'm looking for an old destiel fic where angels were known but like a higher, revered class with humans below them.

Dean somehow catches Cas' eye or is in an arranged marriage but because of the human and angel hierarchy he doesn't have much choice about how the situation starts and comes together. Once they are together it slowly starts to work out but not without several mishaps along the way and misunderstandings as neither group knows all that much about the other. Or at least Dean doesn't know much about angels as he was never really interested.

I believe Mary and John were still alive and Dean was living at home with them before this happened. Dean, if not a virgin entirely, hadn't been with a guy before.

Anything similar would also be appreciated as long as there is no Sam/angel pairing unless it's with Lucifer.
 
 
03 April 2017 @ 04:34 pm
hi! so, i'm currently reading hail mary and i just feel for cas so much right now, because of how he holds onto his broken faith and his too-big heart and how he sees beauty in humanity, and it makes me sad to think of how he probably feels lost and alone sometimes, like he doesn't belong.

i'd like to read some fics that have sam and dean appreciating cas, treating him like family. team free will dynamics and like cas finally found a place where he belongs. and they don't just abandon him and take care of him when he's weak or crazy or whatever. fics where cas gets promoted (like to an archangel) would be awesome too!

also, i love gabriel and it'd be great if he's also a member of team free will or helps them out more often.

gen or slash, but destiel for the slash please - i don't ship sastiel. oh, and no 'normal' au.
 
 
27 March 2017 @ 08:04 pm
Hi guys so I've been searching all over for any fics with a cult being the central part of the story. Long/epic fics are preferred but any length is okay. I don't care who's involved or what ship it's for (gen is fine too!).
I'd prefer if the characters in the story were an actual part of the cult in some way (they were raised in it and tried to leave, etc.) instead of being kidnapped. But I'd even be okay with that if Stockholm syndrome was involved?
Anyway just give me anything you got that has cults in it and I'm sure I'll love it :)!
 
 
 
24 March 2017 @ 12:52 pm
hi! i am looking for fics similar to vigilance or the messenger where john meets cas and gets protective of dean/the boys, because he doesn't trust the supernatural, or maybe cas just seems creepy like in the messenger.

i would prefer pre-series but canon era is nice too. gen, pre-slash or slash welcome. :D

thanks in advance!
 
 
15 March 2017 @ 12:09 am
I'm looking for a deleted fic that was oposted on AO3. It had Sam, Dean, Cas and Gabriel in it. The pairings were either Dean/Cas and Sam/Gabriel or Dean/Gabriel and Sam/Cas, so since I'm not sure, I didn't put any pairings in the tags. In the fic, Sam and Dean were alphas and Cas and Gabriel were omegas. In the AU, omegas were basically treated like slaves and Cas and Gabriel get bought by Sam and Dean, but Sam and Dean are nice to them and all. In the beginning though, Cas and Gabe are scared of and mistrust the Winchesters, but they eventually warm up to them. Thanks a bunch.
 
 
06 March 2017 @ 09:37 pm
Hi all

This one isn't much to go on, but though still an angel Cas had been hurt. I think his ribs were out of alignment after being broken, and though he could heal Dean knew unless they were fixed first they wouldn't heal straight? So he had Cas lie down on the motel room bed and hold his breath as Dean carefully applied pressure to each rib in turn until they had all clicked back into place. I don't know if Cas was vulnerable or half fallen but I sort of remember it hurt him.

Thanks
 
 
18 February 2017 @ 09:46 am
I am looking for a fic that I have the urge to read but cannot for the life of me find. I've gone through my bookmarks and saved lists, but I haven't found what I think I'm looking for.

It was a Castiel/Dean story where they had come up with an alternate way to stop the apocalypse. I know they get rest of the Angel Squad on board, because Dean spends various battles possessed by Michael (who has done an about face on previous stances and is now a friend of Dean and Castiel). Michael, however, does not possess Dean all the time, and the rest of the time he wears Dean's former aunt (she had been John's sister, and had been braindead in a hospital due to an accident, I think). They also get the Vatican on board to help stop the apocalypse, as Dean and various angels make several trips to Europe to meet with people snd collect things. I believe it was posted to Archive of our Own, but I'm not sure.

This sound familiar to anyone?
 
 
I'm looking for any Destiel fics where Dean hasn't seen Sam and/or his parents for a long time, years, for whatever reason, and has since met and formed a relationship with Cas and made a life for himself. I would love it if the fic featured some kind of reunion with Sam, etc, where they are surprised at the life Dean has made with Cas, how happy he is, etc.

I am also looking for a specific story, a follow up to the episode 2x11 titled Playthings. It was a fic where the woman who ran the B&B has since opened a new B&B named Rose something after her mother, and a few years later Dean and Cas end up at her B&B. It was a short episode tag, written from her point of view. I think it was on LJ somewhere. Thanks!!
 
 
09 February 2017 @ 09:36 pm
Hello! I was wondering, because a certain blonde is back, can anyone help me find stories where Mary tries to mother Sam but Dean keeps butting in, saying she's doing this and that wrong and the right way is this way. And maybe even Cas knows how to look after Sam better.
Thank you
 
 
Could you recommend some good crossover fics where people find out about angels? I just really like to read about the reactions :) Chaptered fics would be great, but anything is fine. I've already read "The Last Archangel" series.
 
 
03 February 2017 @ 11:20 pm
Hi!

I've been looking for a specific fic.
I remember that Castiel is a doctor at a mental hospital, and he meets patient Dean.
Sam works at the same hospital as a nurse or something.
Dean thinks he and Sam are brothers, but they aren't.

I think I read it at AO3, but I'm not sure.

Can anyone help me?
I'm going out of my mind.
 
 
03 February 2017 @ 12:41 am
Hi again! In this fic, john has just died and in order to support himself and Sam, Dean seeks out Cas to join his pack. He's human at this point but Sam is a wolf, an alpha, thanks to Yellow Eyes.

Dean gets repeatedly harrassed by the members of Castiel's pack because he is human. He gets attacked at one point and Cas is forced to turn him. There was alao a scene where Dean grabs the scruff of Castiel's neck and he attacks him on instinct only for Cas to realize that is how Dean interacts with Sam so he didnt know any better. Needless to say, Sam and Cas do not get along but there is some Sabriel, too.
 
 
01 February 2017 @ 10:21 pm
Hello everybody,
I've been looking recently for a story i thought i had bookmarked or could find using the filter in ao3 but turns out i couldn't find it.

So the first one is a J2 fic that centers around Jensen. obviously it is AU .So the story is of Jensen and Jared become stepbrother or something Jared's dad gets together with Jensen's mom. And i don't think i actually finished reading it but i hope I'm not mixing 2 stories up. In this story Jared's dad is raping Jensen and Jensen doesn't tell anybody. He and Jared aren't close but soon start to talk and i know that their is a scene where they drive to school together. Jared finds out about Jensen being raped i think. I"m not sure what happens after though.But it was a really good story and i would love to read it again. Im starting to doubt if im remembering the story correctly now.....well anyway any story similar to this would still be a good read.

Okay i wasn't planning on adding this one but i can do two in one. This story is a destiel one it is AU. It's actually quite short i think. So it starts of i believe with cas and dean talking or something but the jist of it is that i think they might have known each other in high school or heard of each other anyway whatever they are doing had a school refrence in it and they hadn't seen each other in a long time. Well dean leaves and starts walking home and he ends up taking a shortcut but some guy attacks him and tries to rape him i think he does end up raping him..but cas i think ended up walking in the same direction i don't remember the reason why but cas has a knife or something which he uses to save dean from his attacker i don't know if he kills him or not. but he comforts dean in the end i think telling him he's safe.


So please help me find them. And thank you in advance. also if their are stories similar to these that you want to tell me about or link go right ahead cause i would love to read them.

Your all such wonderful people!
 
 
Hello! Been looking for these fics for a while and finally got up the courage to post.

1. This one is a Destiel AU in which Dean is really close friends with Cas and they both are mutually pining for each other and Dean is under a lot of stress mostly due to John. Dean is working in Bobby's shop and since he's so stressed out he gets careless and ends up being pinned under a car or large toolbox. He is found by Bobby and taken to the hospital. When he wakes up in the hospital he has amnesia and doesn't remember anyone, but he definitely knows he's attracted to Cas and wonders if he's his boyfriend. Dean eventually gets his memory back, tries to deny his feelings, but eventually gives into them and it's a happy ending.

FOUND HERE

2. I don't remember much about this one but it is a Destiel high school AU that involved Dean bullying Cas and then them eventually getting together. Dean may have had some stuff going on in his home life or denial of his homosexual feelings that made him act that way? There was also a sequel (I think) where all of Cas's siblings hate Dean for bullying Cas before they got together and didn't understand their relationship which made Dean's self-loathing kick in. I also think Dean had some sort of confrontation with Gabriel at some point. Everything gets worked out in the end.


3. I have been searching for download links for all 4 books of Bloody_Adorable and evil_twin's Smoke & Lightning 'verse, which is a J2 AU fic, and all the links I've come across have been broken. Does anyone happen to know where to find working links to all 4 books or have copies they'd be willing to share?

FOUND: BOOK 1 BOOK 2 BOOK 3 BOOK 4

Thanks! :)
 
 
29 January 2017 @ 12:28 pm
Okay, so I have a very specific scene in mind and I cannot remember what the larger fic is for the life of me. I'm looking for a crossover fic with Harry Potter. The scene I keep think of is Sam and Dean (and I think Castiel and Gabriel) are about to go on a hunt, and Dean locks Harry in the hotel closet so that he doesn't try to come with them. Flash forward to them coming back to the room, Harry has gotten out and throws a lamp at them when they come back in. He had a panic attack while locked in the closet, and says something among the lines of, "I told you I spent the first 10 years of my life in the cupboard under the stairs and you, you lock me in a closet." Cue guilty Sam and Dean, and Harry not wanting anything to do with them and hiding in a corner crying until I think Castiel hugs him and comforts him.

I'm pretty sure this is part of a large fic, and I definitely read it on FF.net, although it might have been cross posted to Ao3. I don't know if this is a shipping fic or a Harry Winchester fic, although I was reading a lot of the latter at the time so that is totally possible. Any ideas you have would be fantastic! Thanks!
 
 
I'm looking for a specific fic and this is driving me crazy! I read this about a month ago but haven't been able to find it since.

I think it was on Archive of our own and was multi chapter and long(ish)

Here is what I remember (I could be slightly mixed up but pretty sure this happened):

-Sam was on his way to Stanford and got a ride with Castiel.
-Castiel realises Sam is apparently an angel who he was with in a past life and kidnaps Sam.
-Castiel starts completing a ritual to help Sam remember his past life (I think the ritual may have involved branding and sex)
-Sam convinces Castiel he loves popcorn and then gets the microwave in his room and uses it to hatch an escape plan of some sort
-Sam starts to gain strength and power from the rituals cas is completing.
-Castiel does metal work or sculpture in his shed and Sam pretends to be interested to gain access to materials to escape.


Thanks for you help!
 
 
I recently read Redemption Arc by galaxysoup. And it has me craving Castiel-centric fics.

I am especially looking for hurt/comfort and whump (abuse is fine). Castiel with mental illnesses (depression, PTSD) or phsyical disabilities (injuries, deaf, blindness). Fics similar to Redemption Arc would be great.

Any pairings except wincest are fine (wincestiel is okay). Happy endings preferable.
 
 
Hey everyone! I've been looking for this fic for awhile and I only remember a few details. Dean and Cas live in apartments across from each other, and these happen to be right above the shops they own (or maybe just Dean owns one I can't exactly remember). Cas has recently moved to the area. They eventually get together but Cas is keeping a secret about his past and it ends up being revealed when on the national news a story about this religious cult and a standoff with police comes out when they try to raid the compound. Cas is devastated because his mother and younger siblings are actually being held there because his mom was in a relationship with the leader, while Cas ended up being able to escape awhile ago. I think a few people in the compound end up being shot during the standoff. And Cas kinda breaks down because he's scared for his family while Dean takes care of him. I think at one point Cas talks about the abuse he, his siblings and his mother endured there.

Please help!!
 
 
11 January 2017 @ 03:19 pm
Hello! I read this particular fic ages ago, and loved it. Unfortunately, I can't remember the author, title, or where it was posted. Here's what I do remember: it is AU from season six finale, Godstiel takes Dean as his sex slave, mutilates Dean's soul to make him more pliable, then comes to his senses/wakes up/reverts back and has to find all the pieces of Dean's soul to save him. Thanks so much in advance!
 
 
04 January 2017 @ 10:45 am
Happy New Year, everyone!

I'm looking for a specific fic I read about Cas' time being controlled. Unfortunately, all I can remember is there's a part where Dean's observing Cas, and notices that his eye looks strange (ie irritated, red, bruised, like something had been inserted into it, etc. I don't remember specifically how it was described).

And in general, I'd dearly love any fics dealing with what Cas endured under Naomi and the "lobotomy," (as seen in flashbacks here). I'd also be very happy reading any fic surrounding the angels who captured him in season 11, the ones who used those creepy head contraptions. Honestly, any fic surrounding these or related subjects would be fantastic. Aftermath is good, too! I'm a sucker for hurt!cas, caring/comforting!Dean and/or Sam, others. Can be gen or slash.

I hope some part of that drivel makes even a bit of sense; I'm afraid I am not very articulate at the moment.

Thank you all so much!
 
 
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02 January 2017 @ 09:35 pm
Hi so i'm looking for an au destiel fic. It had alpha/beta/omega dynamics in it. Anyway Dean was a cop or a detective and got called to investigate cas' home because an alpha had broken into it and released alpha pheromones? and that is a very offensive crime to an omega. I remember cas wasn't home at the time and cas' neighbor (meg I think) had called dean. Dean volunteers to look out for cas until they find out who broke in and they develop feelings along the way. I remeber Cas was an omega and had a baby with a rich omc, because he used to be his secretary (I think) but they had no hard feelings and cas actually set up the omc with his soulmate who was adam. Another thing is that Zachariah had kidnapped Cas and his child in an attempt to claim cas and get rid of his child. Fortunately Dean came just in time and saved both Cas and his child and arrested Zachariah. So as you can see i'm a little spotty with all the details, but hopefully someone knows what fic i'm talking about. Thanks in advance!!
 
 
28 December 2016 @ 06:50 pm
Im looking for a fic where Sam and Dean are in established relationship (or not yet), and then Cas appears in the story and Sam is jealous of him and worried that Dean likes him more than Sam. Of course that is not the case and then there is some schmoop ;) Do you know any stories like that? :) (not too long)
 
 
27 December 2016 @ 05:08 pm

I can't remember the name of a fic that take place in the bunker.  Dean and Cas put some kind of silencing sigil on the walls of Dean's bedroom in the bunker.  Some how they get damaged I think Sam accidentally does something.  Dean and Cas find Sam asleep in one of the basement rooms over a group of books.  He has been hearing them when they have sex and doesn't want to tell them that he damaged the sigils.  He has been researching how to fix them.