04 June 2017 @ 11:45 pm
I read this AU Destiel fic a long time ago where Dean is depressed and sometimes it gets very bad. Sam is with Jess and they try to help him. Then he meets Cas and they get together. But Dean has an episode of extreme depression and ends up killing himself, thinking Cas would be better off not having to deal with him. I think he jumps out window in front of Cas? Cas then later also kills himself.

Yeah, very tragic ending. But if anyone can help me find it that would be great!
24 May 2017 @ 07:04 pm
Hey all, I am losing my mind trying to find this fic for a friend. It's an older AU, Stanford era. Dean has a brain injury from several years ago and when Sam went to college, Dean went with him, he has the mind of about a 12 year old. They have an apartment and Sam helps Dean find a part time job with Bobby cleaning and helping at the garage. Dean also helps Bobby restore an older car, which he is very proud of. Jess takes her car to the garage to get fixed and talks to Dean and Dean goes home to tell Sam that he should date the pretty blonde girl that came in that day. Of course, there are LOTS of pretty blonde girls at Stanford. Eventually, Sam meets Jess on his own and they start dating, which makes Dean very happy since he has decided that it was because of him.

I'm sure there's more, but I forget. It might've been on ff.net or maybe someone's LJ?

Please and thank you!
30 April 2017 @ 11:54 pm
I'm looking for a fic where Sam and his friends do a halloween challenger thing. I can't remember much but I remember them not being able to sleep and sam not being affected much, some how it actually turns into a case and dean comes ans helps sam out
18 April 2017 @ 07:36 am
Hi everyone, I'm looking for a story of ao3, I've searched but I have not been able to find it, basically John is going to look for Sam to Stanford since Dean disappeared while they are in the search Jessica is rescued by Dean who apparently has powers, The last thing I remember is that Jessica ends up traveling with him.

Does anyone sound familiar? Thank you
23 December 2016 @ 07:57 am
I'm looking for stories featuring protective!Jess and/or BAMF!Jess, in which Dean and Jess bond over protecting Sam.

There are plenty of Stanford-era stories where Sam lands in the hospital and Jessica calls Dean, but that's not really what I'm looking for here. I want any stories where Jess is more active - learning more about hunting to do something about demons, verbally dismantling someone for messing with Sam, surprising the bad guys with karate moves, something like that. Something that wins Dean's grudging acceptance of Jess as at least a backup protector of Sam.

The closest example I can think of is the person Jessica had become at the end of The Crow on the Cradle

Any pairing ok. Wincest/het/gen ok.

I'm not normally a huge Jess fan, so I will never come across these on my own.
16 November 2016 @ 07:16 pm
Looking for the below stories:
1. Specific short story where Sam talks to Jess about Dean. That Dean pretty much raised him and was more a father than John was. It is only one chapter and finish with Jess telling Sam she hopes to meet Dean one day. Don't know the title or the author.
2. Any stories where Jess meets Dean. Preferably when Sam is at Stanford (bonus if Jess doesn't die) but don't have to. No Dean/Jess pairing. I already read the beer verse and loved it.

Thank you!
17 July 2016 @ 04:44 pm
I read this fic AGES ago.

it had dean and gabriel in a djinn-like world, i'm not sure if it was really a djinn, and they were living a domestic-type life, like in the djinn-episode. Im pretty sure sam was in it, and that jess and mary were alive. dean and gabriel were dating, and as far as i know, dean did not know that it wasnt real, but gabriel did. he fell in love but dreaded the day dean would find out that it wasnt real.

i dont remember much else, but i'll add more if i can think of anything.

EDIT: Found by [livejournal.com profile] lytenakye!
Tricky Like That by Annehiggins
I read a story recently and forgot to bookmark it and now cannot find it again anywhere! Dean goes to Stanford with Sam, they take different surnames and pose as childhood friends. Brady comes onto Dean and then Dean and Sam recognise their feelings for each other. Jess and Dean are best friends. Does this ring any bells? I think Dean ends up going to culinary school?

thank you!
08 March 2016 @ 06:01 pm
Hi ! I'm looking for a fic where following an accident of car or motobike when he's still at university , Sam is totally paralysed . Dean doesn't know about it and when he's coming for Sam , Jess tell him what happened . I think that in the end , Dean bringing Sam live elsewhere and abandons hunting .
Thanks in advance!
27 December 2015 @ 01:58 pm
Hey, I'm looking for an author that had many SPN fics.

I remember that one fic of hers dealt with Brady talking to Jessica before her death and another fic dealt with the little kid from the third episode of the first season, Lucas, I think, drawing the Impala and his mom thinking that the Impala was flying and Lucas knowing that it,Sam, and Dean were falling. Sorry that I can't be more specific.
Story has been found here: Spectrum (in 4 parts), by [livejournal.com profile] tbrook.  The conclusion is here: Jumping at Shadows.  Thank you for the help, all you commenters!  :D

This is an old specific story I'm looking for.  It starts right where the series starts, just before Jess's death.  Sam passes through his own doorway on which somebody carved a cursed sigil, and he basically loses his mind.  The story is written in a very distinct stream-of-consciousness style from a third person Sam perspective, and I believe this moment is described as "the whole world took a step to the left."

Jess dies the same way she did in the series, and Dean shows up after Sam calls him incoherently from the kitchen floor.  Dean tells him to stay put, because he was already almost there.  The rest of the story is basically an insane Sam-styled warped perspective on the beginning of the series.  Dean is looking for their father, but his search has been completely disrupted because Sam is incoherent.  He can speak, but the things he says are often uninterpretable without any perspective on the things he's hallucinating.  Sam frequently begins screaming for reasons completely incomprehensible to Dean.  Once at a gas station he starts screaming because he is afraid he will fall into the sky.  He keeps seeing a man in a trenchcoat following them.  The television looks like an eye watching him.

I think the story is in 5 parts or so.  I read it on livejournal, and the author had a blue background.  Sadly, that is all I can remember, and keyword searches have gotten me nowhere.  The story is gen, no pairings.  It's implied that the man in the coat is Castiel, but this is never said outright, and I think Bobby shows up at one point, but other than that it's just Dean and Sam.  The style is the most distictive feature.  It read almost like poetry-prose.  And it would be at least 4 years old, probably more.  If anyone can help me find this, I would be so grateful.  It was an amazing story, and I'd love to read it again!
The story as I remember is Dean and Sam had a sexual encounter when Sam was a teenager. Miscommunication: Dean thinks he molested Sam, Sam thinks he forced Dean. Sam goes to college, Dean refuses all contact. Jess finds painting Sam did of Dean, can tell Sam in love with Dean. Dean's hurt by a black dog and calls Sam but Dean makes him hang up the phone. Sam ends up in psych ward (accidentally?) and tells doctor he's in love with his older brother. Dean gets message that Sam tried to kill himself. Gets to hospital but Sam already checked out. Sees Sam's chart where doc says Sam was molested by his brother. Therapy sessions for Sam, Dean calls, talks to Sam's doc. Ultimately they get back together. Very angsty, lots of guilt. Amazing story but I can't find it! It's a few years old - maybe written in 2011 or 2010?
04 November 2015 @ 08:56 pm
Random urge that just grabbed me.

Can anyone recommend a fic where Sam wasn't pulled back in during season 1? Where he stayed out with Jess and told Dean to shove it, completely turning his back on him. Then, for whatever reason, he needs Dean later for help. Preferably something supernatural but I'll take anything. That he then needs to take his family and find his brother and beg him for help.

Would really love if Cas is there with Dean (together or gen).

Have Sam slowly realize all that's happened and all.
24 October 2015 @ 02:56 pm
So I'm hoping that when I get home from work at 11pm I have something to sit down, relax read after standing for many hours straight. I've notice how selfish Sam and John are is sometimes and how people seem to blame everything on Dean. So I really want to read 3 types of fic all revolving Dean.

1. The angels (any of them are overprotective of Dean and dislike Sam for some reason. If Lucifer like Dean better than Sam or Lucifer and Michael are fighting over Dean you'd make my day.

2. Dean leaves Sam and/or John and doesn't come back. If John and/or Sam have to look for Dean and find that he's happy and better of without him. If Dean is a genius/smart it's a pluss

3. People (meaning Bobby, Adam, Castiel, Jessica Moore etc.) calling John and/or Sam on their treatment of Dean. I would be jumping up and down if it's Missouri (or Becky) that does it because in the show she favors Sam a lot.

4. I really want to read some fic where Jessica and Dean get along really well. It's can turn into romance but just friendship is awesome with me. If Jess gets angry at John and/or Sam on behalf of Dean then I'll be very happy.

TODAY ANGST IS WELCOMED but give me some fluff in-between please.
Please don't make Dean quick to forgive people (John and Sam) that have hurt him
I'm starting to hate bottom Dean because that's all the stories I've read have. Don't get me wrong I really used to not mind it but it got annoying , really quickly. Warning if there is bottom Dean.

Are there any fics with a character named Genesis??????
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20 October 2015 @ 02:26 pm
Hello All

I am looking for a fic I swear was on ff.net, but  I can't find it. It's old though. Set during the stanford era, Sam is kidnapped (I think from his appartment) by the YED. Jess get's a hold of Dean and John, who come looking for Sam. Eventually Sam is found in the basement of a Campus res. Jess at some point gets kidnapped and used to torture Sam.

I think the end result was that Jess learnt about the supernatural world, and she stuck with sam.

Has anyone hard of a story like this before?
12 October 2015 @ 09:30 am

I'm looking for a kind of fic I've never actually read before. I've read fic where Jess lives or au's where she's with Sam. In them she's always nice, understanding, and pretty much perfect. Now I'm looking for one where she is actually a bitch, or two faced, or stuck up. Something so she isn't perfect. I prefer Dean centric fics if possible. Thanks for any recs.
24 September 2015 @ 06:43 pm
I'm looking for a one where Dean gets caught by a bomb while overseas in the army(?) and loses part of his arm.  The story starts when Sam get a call telling him that Dean's been hurt and is being sent to a hospital in Germany.  Sam and Jess step up and get married so her parents witll assist in their traveling expenses.  When Sam and Jess aren't in Dean's hospital room, a guy he thinks is a nurse named Cass watches out for him.  A possessed friend of Sam's gets to Dean's room and infects his arm, causing him to finally lose it.  John finally catches up with his sons when they're living in a apartment thogether with Jess.  Jess invites Cas to his first Thanksgiving feast.
09 August 2015 @ 03:18 am
Right, im looking for a one-shot... I think.
Basically, it was about Dean coming back from the army and he was visiting Stanford - most likely to see Sam.
And there was this group who were anti-military and were giving Dean abuse. Saying things about how hes a murderer and stuff like that.
Then some girl - i think it was Jess but im not sure - defended him and thanked him for his service.

If anyone could help me find this fic it would be greatly appreciated :)

Also any fics - long or short - with Army!Dean would be amazing too.
Hey all!  I had a couple of general requests!

1. Are there any stories where Dean doesn't come to Stanford or Sam doesn't go with Dean that deal with what would have happened if Sam was there?  Whether Jess lives or not, either is fine.  :)

2. Are there any girl!Sam stories with her not related to Dean?  Just curious!  Also, anything with girl!Sam being protected from humans by Dean?  Or just protective!Dean with girl!Sam in general?

3. Are there any stories where Sam runs away pre-series (for a ligitimate reason, nothing that makes him the bad guy/selfish one/whatever) and they don't find him for a while?  Does he become a hunter?  Is he successful?  Something where he and Dean reunite later - brother bonding and forgiving on both ends?

Thanks so much!  Gen or het would be great!
10 May 2015 @ 01:19 pm
I read this story a little while back, and now I can't find it. Maybe ya'll can help? It was a normal AU, where Dean had been taking care of Sam his whole life. Now, Sam is giving his graduation speech (and I'm pretty sure he is graduating from Stanford), and instead of giving his prepared speech, he makes one up on the spot thanking Dean.

I remember that Jess is in the story as Sam's girlfriend. And I remember that somewhere in the speech, Sam says something like "We did it, Dean" or "We made it, Dean".

Does anyone know what fanfic I'm thinking of?
02 May 2015 @ 12:37 pm
Dean is in Palo Alto after checking up on Sam when the Impala breaks down a few blocks from his apartment. He meets some of his brother's friends who tell him there's a sort of party going on (I think it was to celebrate his and Jess' engagement) . When they arrive at the apartment, Sam hears them talking about a guy whose Impala broke down and he kinda freaks out but when they arrive there, Dean is gone.
Non-wincest, has a couple of sequels. In the next one, Sam and Dean meet at a bar, have a pool game, and Sam convinces Dean to stay and have a rematch. The one after that one is an AU in which Sam makes Dean his best man at his wedding and the storry is as if John hadn't disappeared but had the brothers' adventures with Dean.

ETA: Found by hybrid_cookie!! :D
22 November 2014 @ 01:20 pm
I once whatched a fanvid on Youtube about Clark Jess and Sam were Jess cheats on Sam with Clark.

Can anyone help me find this.
05 November 2014 @ 08:23 pm
Hello Everyone,

So I'm a fast reader, and a very picky reader at that so I tend to go through story as fast as it takes someone to breath (clearly an exaggeration), anyhow I really want to read some lengthy and well written Destiel (A short fic for me has around 10K to 15k words). Please warn me if it's a bottom/sub Dean I'm not fond of it but this will not stop me from reading a great story. I don't read gender swaps unless it's temporarily, no prostitute/stripper Dean, and absolutely no pregnant Dean (pregnant Cas fics are very much encouraged).

I don't like to permanently hurt Dean, Sam or Cas so no blind, or deaf fics. Fics where any one of them are mute is surprisingly fine with me. I honestly don't care who Sam ends up with, although I have some favorite (Sabriel, Sam/Ruby Sam/Jess, Sam/Sarah). Two characters I can never get enough of are Gabriel and Lucifer. I love them both, especially when Lucifer is not completely evil. Please tell me if angst because those I read when I'm in a certain mood and I LOVE humor fics, emphasis on the love.

I just notice how demanding I am. Thank you some much for helping me out.

Edited: Self recs are okay and just wanted to say I absolutely love Charlie, so anything that has her in it I'm going to love.

*) Specific/Wincest :

I've this fic I've been going crazy looking for but I can't seem to find it.

The story is about Sam and his life at Stanford, I think he has a half-time job as a waiter. His life is kinda lonely (I don't think he met Jess in that fic)

He still has contact with Dean, they're used to texting each other. One day, Sam realises that he doesn't belong to Palo Alto, he belongs with Dean.

I remember that Sam stole a car, but it broke down and he went on walking on the road and it was raining and suddenly Dean was there and shmoopy kisses ensued and everything was perfect.

*) General/Wincest :

Also, do you know some fics where Jessica is not the lovely girl Sam fell in love with ? Like she's hiding smth or is playing with Sam ? I'd like Wincest but Gen is also fine =D

*) General, J2 :

Is there any non-AU fics where J2 are taking care of their children together ? Like they're divorced from their wife, and have custody for their child(ren) ? Please I don't like Gen! or Danni! bashing unless it's very well done ! ^^
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19 October 2014 @ 01:36 am
I'm looking for a story where Sam and Dean are together and one of the other characters are jealous. It could be Cas, Cassie, Jess, Jo or maybe someone else. It would be a delicious bonus if the character/characters try to split them up. It doesn't really matter if it's an AU or something else.

I hope storys like this exist.
15 October 2014 @ 02:04 pm
I am looking for stories that involve pregnancy and/or child loss. I am usually a GenSam person, but I will take any character, rating or pairing this time. I up for anything and everything. The more angsty it is the better.
21 September 2014 @ 12:24 am
Hey everyone. Back again and this time looking for two new things.

I'm looking for fics that have Sam being in the one to go into the Endverse future. Any fics of him in that setting. I don't mean endverse!Sam, I mean canon 2009!Sam going to 2014!Endverse.

Second one, any fics that have Jessica as not completely human or as normal as she seems. It doesn't matter what she is; demon, angel, siren, etc. If they exist, I would like it.

Thank you everyone~
14 August 2014 @ 01:02 pm
Good afternoon all!! Spoilers for Season 2 (not sure if this is needed)


I've decided to re-watch Supernatural from the very beginning (wow are they young!) and I'm now looking for a story I read years ago, or anything like it. It's at the end of What Is and What Should Never Be, everything is cannon, except Dean doesn't wake up when he stabs himself, he stays in the dream world. He reconnects with the roadhouse and continues hunting.

Please no wincest.

Thank you.
25 July 2014 @ 11:19 pm
I have 2 requests:

1. Fics set in early season 7, that address the "driving off the pier" comment Dean made in his message to Bobby, preferably with Bobby hearing it and being concerned for Dean's wellbeing.

2. Stories in which John or Mary or Jess are resurrected and discover the boys have changed.

No wincest. Thanks,
18 July 2014 @ 10:05 pm
Hi, I can't find this and it's driving me insane!
John is alive and Sam is at Stanford getting ready to marry Jess. Dean still went to hell and Cass saved him and they're together and hunting.
The FBI shows up at Sam's asking questions about Dean because he's wanted they have pictures pf Dean and Cass kissing and stuff and Sam is confused. At the wedding Sam finds out that Jess's family are also hunters...

Anyone?! :)
19 June 2014 @ 09:40 am
Hi everyone! I'm looking for a fic that is during the Stanford era where Sam is a total bad ass. I was thinking about him having to protect Jess, or having him avoid questions and all that. I was also hoping to find something where he has to save his friends in some display of badassery, like a hunt that is at Stanford or just some regular douche bag human. Lengthy is always welcome. No Wincest please, you would think it wouldn't happen in Stanford era but it has come up. Hurt!Sam is ALWAYS welcome. So yeah, maybe he gets hurt saving his friends or Jess. Something along those lines. Anything you find will be much appreciated, thanks!
10 June 2014 @ 12:18 pm
Hi, I'm looking for two fics and I'm hoping you can help!

1. This was a Dean/Cas story and all I can remember is a scene in which Sam and Jess are getting married and Dean and Cas had some sort of misunderstanding/falling at the wedding (I think Dean was hired by Cas for sex and they were pretending to be boyfriends at the wedding and it didn't work or something...)

2. This story I think was Dean/Cas, but it might've been gen. I only remember a little bit and Dean is OCD or something and is always straightening things out and organizing. Sam and Cas are trying to help him get rid of his tendencies, I believe.

Sorry, I know those were all pretty vague, but that's all I can remember from each. Hopefully someone can help me!
19 April 2014 @ 12:47 pm
Hi everyone!
I would like to read some fics in which Jess finds out about Sam and Dean's not-brotherly relationship, either past or current.
12 March 2014 @ 07:15 pm
There's a fic I read a while ago, It's Jess still alive but the boys don't know that. From what I remember she ends up moving in with Jared Padalecki as his dog walker and Jared and Jensen are together. But Jess has body scarring from the fire and Jensen sees it and they kiss? That's about the most I remember. It was such an amazing fic and I'd love to re-read it.

23 January 2014 @ 01:04 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic from Jess' parents' POV, written over several periods in time, starting when they first meet Sam, then after the fire, then twice (I think) when they see him on the news as a serial killer, and think, how many times can this young man hurt them?

Thanks in advance for the help!

16 January 2014 @ 01:53 pm
I'm looking for a sad story where Sam became a lawyer and is with Jess, but he still occasionally sleeps with Dean, who visits him and insists on Sam going hunting with him. Finally, when their father goes missing, Dean gives Sam an ultimatum, Sam says "no" and he never sees his brother again. I remember that the last scene of the fic was set some years in the future when Sam thinks of his twisted relationship with his brother and wonders whether he should tell Jessica about it because (as far as I remember) he imagines that she would understand. This is all I can recall, except for the fic being rather agsty, depressing and sad. I've been looking for it for a really long time. Please, help!
26 December 2013 @ 06:27 pm
I'm looking for always-a-girl-Sam/Jess. Any and all, as long as there's no wincest! girl!Sam/OFC is good too, if you have some. Or girl!Sam/any female character. go crazy.
Also, I read a story some time ago in which Sam was female-to-male trans that i would really like to read again. Pretty much the whole thing was preseries and at first Dean thought that sam was a lesbian, but sam admitted that it was more that he just felt like a guy. I think they left john and dean got a job and sam transitioned. I think dean eventually went into the military? It was on AO3 and the author had another au story where dean and cas were college roomates and cas was trans.
Thanks for either!
10 October 2013 @ 04:28 pm
Hey, I am looking for a specific fic :)

I read a story a while ago where Sam is at Stanford and he is stabbed and the doctors don't think he'll survive or if he does he'll never walk again. Dean makes a demon deal to save his life and in return Dean has to forsake his family, he can't contact anyone from his past and he can't tell anyone his name is Dean Winchester. If he breaks these rules Sam drops dead. He also needs to bring the demon two human fingers? I don't remember specifics but later in the story you learn that he gave the demon his fingers and then when he finds the who stabbed Sam and kills them and takes two of their fingers. I think he gets labeled a serial killer or a psycho. He later runs into Sam and Jess (or maybe just Sam or just Jess) and they see his amulet and ask Dean where he got it, his response is something like "I got it off the first person I killed." He leaves and then later he goes to this house (he'd been seeing this girl and she wanted him to meet the family? I think) and it turns out Jess is there and that the girl is her sister. I think it ended there, I'm looking to see if it was ever finished. Fingers crossed that I didn't just mix up a bunch of stories or give too many wrong details.

I hope someone can help me, I've looked all week and can't find the story. Thanks in advance for any help.
14 August 2013 @ 11:31 pm
Hi, looking for a fic where Sam is Hades. I remember that in it Jessica comes back to life because demons (I think), were looking for Sam's Queen/Consort. Which turns out to be Dean and most of the fic is about Sam and Jess trying to hide this fact from both Dean and the demons. There was a sequel/timestamp were Dean can use his new powers to control the radio and a certain band (Styx?). I hope thats enough details as I quickly read this fic a year or two ago and can't seem to find it in my bookmarks.
85% sure it was on AO3.
10 August 2013 @ 12:13 pm
Hi all! Does anyone know if there are any fics out there where Jessica Moore was Gabriel? I don't mean substituted, but actually WAS our favorite Trickster Angel in female form hanging out at Stanford where he/she then meets Sam Winchester.

Pretty please tell me that SOMEONE has done this.*begs*
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07 June 2013 @ 11:21 am
I've read a couple, but I would to read more stories where Jess finds out the truth about Sam and becomes a hunter, going on the road with Sam and Dean. Pairings don't matter to me. I'll read Sam/Jess, Sam/Jess/Dean, or even Jess/Dean. It can be gen as well. The only thing is that I'd like a happy, or at least hopeful, ending.
So, uh, I've lurked for way too long and you guys are all fantastic and if I can get over my anxiety and actually post this, welp, I really hope you can help me as well.?

The first thing I'm looking for is a specific fic that I read at like 2 am a while back and I'd really like to read again. (Excuse my crappy summary because it was at 2 am and maybe I just made the whole thing up.) Girl!Dean and girl!Sam wake up on the side of the road after a curse or something as boys, and naturally freak out. When they go back to the hotel, they find that all their belongings are those that look like they might belong to their male counterparts, kind of like they were always boys and nothing had changed. (And in the end, that is the case - I think a witch somehow manipulated their memories into thinking they were always girls, when in reality they weren't ever. So there's no actual genderswap. Just a lot of confusion.) I'm pretty sure it was on AO3 but I'm not entirely sure.

Secondly, um, I'd really love to read some fics where Sam somehow meets Jess later in the series (preferably during or post-apocalypse, and she either died in the fire or was somehow torn out of Sam's life with absolutely no contact, maybe she thinks he's dead or something) and how she might react to the person he's become, so very different from the Sam she knew at Stanford. I read literally anything and everything, so it doesn't matter what pairing it might be or whatever. Yeah.

Thank you in advance for being fabulous and I don't even know thank you. (And sorry I can't type without sounding dumb, and if I screwed up the tags some how.)

I'm looking for a fic I read ages ago. I'm pretty sure it was gen. Dean was hunting solo in a park for some kind of supernatural animal. He gets hurt and then I think he gets back to his car and someone possibly parked near him is concerned. He is taken to hospital and the paramedics and concerned citizens all have the same name as friends and family.

I think Jess goes to see him as a candystriper without knowing who he is and she asks if he has family and he says he doesn't. Jess or Sam find out it's Dean from a picture that Jess discovers of Sam's with Sam and Dean as boys, which I think matches a photo in Dean's personal possessions.

I hope someone remembers this one.
08 May 2013 @ 12:35 am
Hello all. I'm trying to track down a fic I read a while ago and I had such a lovely response with my last request, I thought I'd try asking here.
It was a Stanford era fic, where Dean turns up before the Pilot with his newborn baby girl, who's mother has just died. He'd met and married her in the time after Sam had left (I can't remember where John is during the fic, but I'm pretty sure he's not missing?). Dean turns up a Sam's because he needs somewhere safe and secure that he can crash with his daughter. Sam had recently broken up with Jess because he'd been having recurring dreams about her dying and they freaked him out.
I'm pretty sure it's a one shot, and am 90% sure I read it on live journal.
Thanks in advance if anyone happens to know the fic I'm referring to.
01 May 2013 @ 01:34 pm
I've been trying to find a story that I read and loved for a few days now, I know which one it is but for the the life of me I can't remember the name of the author or the name of the story to find it again...

The fic starts with Sam at Stanford, he lives with Jess I'm sure and then he disappears. I can't remember correctly if she calls Dean and John but somehow they all get in touch and they begin to try and find Sam. When they do find him he's quite insane and confused & has a damaged arm/hand. As the story progresses they find out that an angel showed Sam the future (where Jess and John died) and he left to try to change that. As a result of this Sam sees both timelines, the one where everyone is alive and the one where Jess and John died so he has difficulty distinguishing between the two...

If anyone knows which story I'm talking about I'd be very grateful if you can link me :D
03 April 2013 @ 02:36 pm
I didn't get to read alot of this story, but I do remember that Sam was either in a car accident or hit by a car while at Standford. He and Jess were dating and I think she calls Dean and he comes to the hospital. I'm pretty sure Sam is in a coma and Jess and Dean sit with him and just talk. I specifically remember them both saying that they quit smoking because Sam gives them a look like they were drowning kittens. Any help would be appreciated!
03 April 2013 @ 06:03 am
I didnt get to read much of this story, but I remeber Sam was in a car accident or possibly hit by a car while at Standford. He and Jess were dating and I think she calls Dean. Sam is in a coma and Jess and Dean sit with him and talk. I specifically remember them saying that they both quite smoking because Sam gave them a look like they were drowning kittens or something. Any help would appreciated!
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25 January 2013 @ 11:15 am
I am looking for a story that goes a little like this:
Dean goes to check on Sam at Standford and for some reason ends up outside Sam's apartment where a bunch of alphas are trying to get pass Jess who is holding a baseball bat, in order to get to Sam who is an omega in heat. Needless to say Sam and Dean end up knotting and making babies! There is a second story that has John in it as well any guesses? Thanks for the help!
18 October 2012 @ 11:17 pm
Are there any fics out there that have Jess meeting Ruby somehow?  I would prefer good!ruby but considering I don't if these even exists, I'll take anything you've got.  
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10 October 2012 @ 09:20 pm
I'm looking for a sad story where Sam became a lawyer and is with Jess, but he still occasionally sleeps with Dean, who visits him and insists on Sam going hunting with him. Finally, when their father goes missing, Dean gives Sam an ultimatum, Sam says "no" and he never sees his brother again. I remember that the last scene of the fic was set some years in the future when Sam thinks of his twisted relationship with his brother and wonders whether he should tell Jessica about it because (as far as I remember) he imagines that she would understand. This is all I can recall, except for the fic being rather agsty, depressing and sad. I've been looking for it for a really long time. Please, help!