There is a fic that I have been searching for everywhere, but can't remember the name of it or the author. Heck, I'm not even sure if it really exists or if my imagination is just making it up.

Anyway, I seem to recall that the story is about John needing to hold Sam up on his feet after Sam gets impaled on something. John's actually not a bastard in this and is rather frantic to keep Sam awake and standing so he won't be injured any worse.
I think the story took place in a haunted house and Dean was sent out for help, but John has to basically hold Sam up for a really long time. I can't remember much more than it was a good story and it really bugs me that I can't find it anywhere and I would love to read it again.

Thanks for any help you can give me!
24 August 2017 @ 08:01 pm
I'm looking for a specific fanfiction I don't remember much but I hope it's enough.
~ Both are teenagers
~ it had definitely Guilty John in it
~ I think John was training Sam and let him run a few round but forgot about him and Sam collapsed
~ Sam was scared of John and didn't want to take a break because he thought he deserved it
I know it's not much but i still hope somebody finds it.
I also love guilty John or Dean and neglected Sam so if somebody could recommend me some of these too i would be really happy.

Have an awesome Day
13 August 2017 @ 10:30 pm
I been trying to find this fic for like ever!!!!

I am pretty sure that in it that John and Sam are arguing while fighting over a gun. I forgot what Dean was doing but got shot some where when the gun accidentally fires. Dean goes to the hospital, but John and Sam are still fighting and Bobby is there too. I think John leaves Dean at the hospital and Dean has a meltdown.

That is mostly all I can remember.
Please help me I am dying to read this fic again!
05 August 2017 @ 01:36 pm
I'm looking for a story, I think it was eventually Destiel, where a young Omega Dean is kicked out/abandoned/or dumped by his pack/John, and found/taken in by Castiel and his pack. I'm 99% sure it was a Werewolf AU, and that Dean was an Omega, or possibly a sub? I remember Cas found him outside in the snow or something, badly injured? I think John had beaten him before abandoning him. I remember a scene where Cas brought Dean to someone to be healed, possibly Ellen? I'm pretty sure Dean was a teenager at the start of the story, and that Cas was the alpha of a large pack. It was quite a long story, possibly still a WIP, and I think it was on AO3. Thanks!
03 August 2017 @ 09:34 am
I'm looking for a story where the Winchesters were going out on a hunt for some bearlike creature (I honestly can't remember). And Sam basically has like a mental breakdown and kills the monster by himself with only a knife. John and Dean find him and are definitely creeped out by him. They go home, and Sam patches Dean and John up in his fugue state. Sound familiar to anyone?
16 July 2017 @ 08:05 pm
Does anyone know of any stories where Dean is John's favorite and maybe it gets revealed somehow and Sam feels hurt.
Thanks :)
15 July 2017 @ 02:31 am
I read this fic a long time ago that was set soon after Mary died. John was very drunk and Dean enters the room. He yells at Dean about how upset he is that Mary died and, when Dean starts getting scared and crying, he yells him to stop crying. It's from John's POV and he's thinking that he should really stop yelling at Dean, but he keeps going.

Any other fics that have little Dean dealing with upset or drunk John would also be appreciated. Thanks for any recs!
Hi to all you great people!

I'm looking for:

1) A fic where Sam was abducted and taken to a lab or place where they experimented with psychic kids. I remember there was another kid who they let wander more freely because he was harmless, but Sam tgey kept restrained.
It was kid or teen Sam, with Dean and John looking for him.

2) A fic (short, I believe) wehere Sam has amnesia, somehow he's taken by a female vampire but eventualy she takes him to an old lady's place. Because they don't know his name, the lady gives him a new one each day (or week, perhaps?). At some point he's in a church and prays so Cas is able to find him and ehen Sam sees Dean everything comes back (I think it all made him throwup)

Also, any similar stories are very welcome!!!
Thanks! :)
27 June 2017 @ 03:03 pm
hey! I've been trying to find this story for forever, hopefully these details will help:
- it was a teenchester fic with John, Sam (and later) Dean
- 50000% sure it was on Fanfiction.net
- Dean was off on a separate hunt in another state but promised to meet John& Sam later
- it begins with Sam sulking from not wanting to go on the hunt with John
- The hunt was in the woods, off of a highway
- John told Sam to split up, but John found the monster first
- I think the creature threw a tree? at John, but somehow, John got knocked unconscious and was able to let out a few bullets (that i think killed the monster?)
- Sam heard the bullets and ran to where John was, but one of John's bullets hit Sam in the stomach
- i remember this part vividly, because Sam was lying in the forest and he didn't know what happened, but he knew he had to get to his father so he crawled/dragged his way next to him before passing out
- John wakes up and realized Sam is next to him and that he's bleeding/he shot him and calls Dean
- but he couldn't get a reception so he had to leave Sam to get back to the road and find help

I can't remember much more, but i hope this helps! Thanks!
It's been a while, so I'm a little sketchy on the details, but Dean is just a child (5-ish) when he meets Cas - I want to say Cas is his teacher, but maybe not. Dean is drawn to Cas right away and is super possessive, getting all growly when Cas shows interest in anyone else, even though he doesn't understand why yet, Cas knows right away that Dean is his mate, but puts it in his pocket for the moment because Dean is a kid. Mary and John both try to get to know him but John is all twitchy about a grown man perving on his son even though Cas refuses to make a move (no matter how much Dean wants him to as Dean goes through adolescence) until Dean's old enough.

Anybody know what I'm talking about? I'll be your best friend :)

I was hoping you could help me find Stanford era Dean-centric fics that have MINIMAL Sam angst. I'm tired of starting promising looking fics only to discover Dean spends all his time missing Sam or thinking about how smart and strong he is to get out of the life. It's both out of character and uninteresting to me when Dean has no anger or resentment about the fact that he was (in his point of view) abandoned. So I would like recommendations that aren't all about Sam's absence. However, a focus on his relationship with John is more than welcome, as are case fics.

I'm also looking for pre-series fics that explore the dangerous situations Dean was put in as a child with a focus on human monsters. Especially the scarily plausible idea that he was sexually abused in the past. A trope that I'm tired of encountering when it comes to this type of fic is when the predator is originally after Sam and either settles for Dean or Dean offers himself up to protect Sam. Please, recommend me stories that avoid that cliche and have Dean as the one who's in danger from the start. The only fics I'm accepting where that scenario plays out would be ones where Dean is bitter about what happened to him instead of perfectly content that nothing bad happened to his brother.

I apologize for how bitter this request sounds. I just want Dean trauma fic that is about Dean and only Dean and avoids cliches. If you happen to have something that fits the general description without necessarily being pre-series then I welcome that too.
03 June 2017 @ 08:04 pm
I'm looking for the following fics:
1. This one is pre-series and starts with John and Bobby in a bar. They hear a commotion in another part of the bar where Sam and Dean are (Dean is playing pool and Sam is watching) and see that some guy has punched Dean. Sam is pissed cuz Dean did nothing to provoke the guy. Someone else in the bar says the guy punched Dean cuz he reminded him of the guy his wife left him for. Dean and the guy who punched him take the fight outside and Dean easily beats him. At first, he seems to graciously accept his defeat and reaches a hand up for Dean to pull him up off the ground. But as he does so, the guy stabs Dean in the stomach. An ambulance comes while the guy is held back by other people from the bar.

2. The second fic is wincest. Dean and Sam had sex, but Sam reveals that he doesn't actually feel that way about Dean and he only had sex with him cuz he wanted to do something for Dean. Sam sees no problem with it and wants to continue doing it, but Dean is appalled and refuses. Later, Dean flirts with a witness and Sam gets jealous and realizes he does feel that way about Dean.
28 May 2017 @ 08:11 pm
 Hi, guys! So, lately I’ve been craving for some hurt dean/worried John and Mary fic to help pass the time. I have a special appreciation for kid Dean and Teen Dean, being in school scenario or not. Mostly I don’t mind when Teen Human Castiel is thrown in the mix, but I really prefer when the ones comforting sick/hurt (at home or at hospital) Dean are Mary or John. Also, I have no preference about stories with or without supernatural, I just really need some hurt/comfort for Dean. I appreciate any indications.
21 May 2017 @ 06:19 pm
Hey guys I am new to this so stay with me.
I am searching for a fic I read on Fanfiction.net (atleast I think) In this fic the following happens:
1 - Sam, Dean and John move to a new town to hunt a creature called the 'Raven Mocker' (I could be wrong) who can only be seen by the people dying from it's effects
2 - there is a really nice old lady wich needs help cutting wood so John volunteers Sammy for her (because her son is away to college?)
3 - John/Dean are being dicks (not on purpuse) and make Sam feel like complete shit
4 - There is a storm going somewhere on in the story and during that storm Sam get's pinned underneath a tree that has fallen over, only to be rescued by Dean.
5 - Sam figures out who the raven mocker is before his dad and brother (who think it is a doctor who had excess to all the victims) and the raven mocker (now a dying woman) leaves sam in a well in order to drown him in the rainwater.

PLEASE help! I have been racking my brain up with this one!
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I'm looking for a fic I read a long time ago. It's a pre-series, and John, Sam and Dean go on a hunt. they're hunting some sort of monster who eats souls and likes them pure, capturing it's victims. On the hunt, John is captured, and the monster eats most of John's soul or something, and John won't recover. Dean decides to sacrifice himself to the monster, in exchange of letting John go. The monster agrees, and this story takes place at bobby's, so Dean summons it there, where the monster begins eating Dean's soul, claiming it to be incredibly pure. Dean fights, and just in time for John to wake up and stop the monster. Dean is hurt bad, and John has to do CPR, and later bobby calls a hunter doctor to help Dean.

Hopefully that's enough for someone to recognize it. :P

Thanks to whoever names this amazing fanfiction!
I'm looking for any fics with one of these things:

1. Sam and Dean are really in sync and coordinated, especially when they're talking. For example, finishing each other's sentences. I just want to read fics where they know each other so well that they know what the other is gonna say or do without asking.

2. Fics where homophobia ruins a previously good relationship for Dean or Jensen. In pretty much every story with homophobia, the homophobic parents already kinda suck to begin with so it's not really surprising when they're not supportive. So I'm looking for stories where Dean or Jensen actually has a really great relationship with his family/friends but then it's ruined when they find out he's gay. It doesn't matter if the homophobic person changes their mind later or not. I would especially love it if it's John who can't accept that Dean's gay.

Thank you for any recommendations!
18 April 2017 @ 07:36 am
Hi everyone, I'm looking for a story of ao3, I've searched but I have not been able to find it, basically John is going to look for Sam to Stanford since Dean disappeared while they are in the search Jessica is rescued by Dean who apparently has powers, The last thing I remember is that Jessica ends up traveling with him.

Does anyone sound familiar? Thank you
I am looking for 2 general types of fics

1. Fics where Sam really needs or wants Dean. For example, Sam is in trouble and he knows Dean can make it all better because he's Dean. Either Dean actually is there and Sam is glad he is or Sam wishes his brother were there.

2. Fics that show Sam prioritizing Dean as most important over other people (like John). For example, I read this one where Dean and John split up in the woods to go look for a monster while Sam stayed behind. Dean gets caught in some kind of barbed wire trap. Sam heard something (or something like that) and thought one of them was in trouble, but he didn't know which one and he decides to go after Dean instead of John. If anyone knows that fic or any fics like that one, that would be great.

Basically, I'm looking for fics where Sam is shown to really appreciate/love his brother. Thank you!
I'm looking for a story/series that has Dean and Sam in a relationship, but Dean is going away to college and he takes Sam's virginity during a road trip they are on with their parents. In the same series Sam dresses up in drag and visits Dean at school.
That's all I remember.
24 March 2017 @ 12:52 pm
hi! i am looking for fics similar to vigilance or the messenger where john meets cas and gets protective of dean/the boys, because he doesn't trust the supernatural, or maybe cas just seems creepy like in the messenger.

i would prefer pre-series but canon era is nice too. gen, pre-slash or slash welcome. :D

thanks in advance!
19 March 2017 @ 08:58 pm
Hello! I'm looking for some fanfictions where Sam and/or John hurts Dean. This can be physically or emotionally. Nothing really specific, just the youngest Winchester and oldest winchester causing Dean some pain. :) I know, I'm a horrible person, but it's pretty interesting to read.

Please no wincest or any romantic pairing, not against it, just not my thing.

Some examples? Maybe Sam uses his physic powers on Dean, leaving him pretty badly injured. Ooh, or maybe something based on season 9, where Sam says something else really hurtful and makes Dean feel really sad. Another? Maybe John and Sam are fighting and bring Dean into the conflict, injuring him or being just upright assholes to him.

Anything's fine, as long as it is based off Sam and/or John hurting Dean, and no romance. Can be a oneshot, long fic, self rec, preseries, I really don't mind!

Thanks in advance!
19 March 2017 @ 02:21 pm
Hi everyone.

I'm looking for any time travel fics, Sam and Dean and or just Sam. I want Sam to go back in time and see their younger selves of see john.
Thanks in advance.
12 March 2017 @ 04:19 pm
This is hard to describe but i'm looking for stories where Sam is treated younger than what he is. I don't mean infantilism or with needs or de-aged. Like Dean or John baby him and Sam doesn't care. It could be,for example,Dean/John wipes his face after eating or they help him get dressed. They choose what he eats or what time he goes to bed.
I hope i'm getting it across what im looking for.

I'd also like any stories that have Sam/Jared being the emotional one of a relationship,cries,wants hugs,likes romance,likes being cared for.

Im up for any pairings and Gen fics.

Thank you.

This poor mummy whose child has gone on holiday needs something to keep her occupied for a week.
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12 March 2017 @ 12:24 am
looking for any pre series story were Dean and john have to look after sam.
This could be anything. autistic sam, depressed, ocd, diabetic, epileptic...
I will take anything I can get
10 March 2017 @ 01:00 am
I can't really remember much because it has been at least 4 years since I read it but, Dean is on a show like The Bachelor because John makes him, they were important Sam had a drug problem and ruined their name so Dean has to repair what Sam ruined. Gabriel is the host of the show and Castiel is a camera guy but Gabriel makes him fill in for a contestant who dropped out and the only other contestants I can remember is Bela and an OC who I think ends up liking Sam.

Castiel stays on the show, even though Gabriel said he would be gone that day but Dean likes him so Castiel stays. John gets mad about Castiel still being on the show and because Dean and Castiel are getting close
Is their any series were sam has asthma epilepsy or something alonf those lines. So john and dean has to baby him and look after him.

Also is there any stories were sam is tramatized and has night terrors and need consoling.
04 March 2017 @ 08:13 am
I really want some pre series stories were John and Dean have to look after and worry about Sam.

This could be because of a disoder, depression, abused, disabled, sam having night terrors or anything!
Any help would bw really appreciated!
03 March 2017 @ 11:20 pm
Hey guys,

I've been trying super hard to find an old fic I loved. It was gen (maybe?), set early on int the series. Sam and Dean went up against yellow- eyes (possibly) and Same ends dup flinging- or creating a new reality- Dean back into childhood.

But didn't go with him. Sam got adopted, and Dean grew up with a sister. They have all their memories and Deans spends a lot of time looking for sam (and a lot of time talking about him during his childhood).

Any help you guys can give me would be super appreciated.
03 March 2017 @ 06:55 pm
I don't remember much about it other than John kills the YED early, I believe with Bobby and Jim. Castiel is sent by Zachariah to stop him but is detained by Meg. Gabriel shows up out of curiosity I think and ends up killing Zach. When John gets back to the hotel Dean keeps thinking he's possessed because he's being too nice but it was because Jim and Bobby had given him a talk about how he'd been treating the boys.They end up heading to Bobby's and John discovers that Dean has been going hungry sometimes to make sure Sam has enough to eat. Bobby gives John holy water with a lot of salt just to make Dean feel better. I think Dean is 12 or under but I'm not sure.
1. I'm looking for any established Destiel fics where Dean's family doesn't approve of their relationship for some reason... Mostly along the lines because Cas is an angel but it could be because he is a guy (canon or au) I have read a lot of the ones where John comes back to life and doesn't approve of Dean and Cas together so I'm hoping for other family members such as Mary or her side of the family.

2. Established Destiel where Dean left the family behind (it can be canon or alternate universe) and maybe he reconnects with them later and introduces Cas or they try to find him and realize he is in a relationship with a guy and are shocked or worse.

3. Any really good established relationships Destiel fics really

I would appreciate any help guys, thanks so much!
24 February 2017 @ 08:40 pm
Hi, guys!
I am looking for a specific wincest fic, where Sam forces (kind of) Dean to have sex with him, then they have a fight and and Sam goes to Stanford without telling him. After that Dean stays at Bobby's and stop eating and talking at some point. Then he has some relationship with a hunter that visits Bobby and then I don't actually remember how, but he gets a little better. John comes to take Dean on the hunt. And they continue hinting.

Thanks in advance!
Hey Everyone,

I'm looking for any Bobby centric fics or any fics with Bobby helping out the boys or acting as a father, Hurt!Sam would be an added bonus but i want all the Bobby fic's you can get your hands on.

I'm also looking for any resurrected John, preferably after season 5, and maybe even mention Lucifers hallucinations. But i'd love some resurrected John

Just for the sake of it if there is any out there Resurrected Bobby?

Thank you in advance.
Hi everyone!!
i am looking for a specific story that i read at FF.NET
what i remember from the story are:
1.Sam and Dean where kidnaped by a human and he totrured them
2.The psycho rapes Dean and Sam wakes up just in time to watch it happens
3.John comes to the rescue
4.they go to Missouri to help Dean heal

The story is GEN.
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11 February 2017 @ 10:28 am
I'm looking for a specific fic: Sam went to school after a hunt. I think he was sick, or maybe he had just gotten hurt, but he passed out while running a mile, and Dean was called. I'm a bit spotty on the details, but I think he had bruises, and his friends were a bit suspicious about it.

I'm also looking for some general fics:
1. Sam hides an injury
2. School/outsiders believes that Sam is being abused.
3. Dean and John leave for a hunt, and Sam gets hurt, or he was already sick, and his condition worsens
07 February 2017 @ 05:13 am
Okay, so, this is a fic where Dean (and Sam?) were abducted very young. John has been looking for them ever since, while I'm pretty sure Mary is still alive but has given up the search and gone back into hunting. John is in contact with Bobby, doing odd jobs for him. Not hunting, I don't think.

He's running an errand in some city when he somehow runs into Sam or Dean, but loses them. I think. Something to do with him showing people a photo. When he finally finds them again, it's in some kind of abandoned warehouse where they're playing.

When Dean spots him he kicks him and calls him a perv and tries to escape on their bike. I think they split up? One of them gets hit by a car, and John takes him to the hospital.

That's all I can remember. I was pretty sure it was on fanfiction.net but the search is not helping much.
17 January 2017 @ 12:12 am

I'm looking for this fic where a fire breaks out in the home that John and the boys are living in, or maybe they were on a hunt. Dean gets trapped under like a cabinet that fell or something while trying to help his father out of the house. And he get's really badly injured (maybe paralyzed, I can't exactly remember) because John pulls him out from under the cabinet even though Dean probably shouldn't have moved, but there was a fire so he didn't have a choice. John has to accept that Dean probably won't be able to hunt anymore. The boys are teenagers at this point.

Hey guys! So, about a year or two ago I read this fanfic on FF.net and I’ve been looking for it for a few months now to read again but I can’t find it. Here’s what I remember:

Teen Sam and Dean.

Dean was hurt on a previous hunt, something is wrong with his leg (I don’t remember if is a broken ankle or something like that), he has a few broken ribs among other things and John needs to hunt again, so instead of waiting for Dean to get better, he decides to leave Dean alone in this house that it’s falling apart (it’s what he could afford for) to heal and takes Sam to hunt with him. Sam gets angry at his dad for leaving Dean alone in such a state, but goes with his father anyway.
After they leave, even being injured Dean does what he can to leave the house in a better state, cleaning it up and fixing a few things – even though in a lot of pain. After that, he feels even worse and tries to rest. No long after, a couple of thug teenagers enter the house and beat Dean up, leaving him in a really bad state and with even more broken bones. I’m not sure how he managed to ask for help, but bottom line Bobby and Caleb are made aware he’s hurt and Caleb run to help his friend.
Caleb is horrified to find Dean in the trepid house bleeding out and with the teenagers still beating him. He makes sure the teenagers won’t hit his friend anymore and then I don’t remember if he calls an ambulance or if he takes Dean himself to the hospital, but when he gets there Pastor Jim calls to say that he found John and Sam hurt and that a helicopter it’s taking them to the same hospital Caleb just got in with Dean.
Things go down hill for Dean from there, because although John and Sam aren’t that bad and are expected to make a full recovery, Dean is really bad off, and when he finds out, John feels guilty for what he put his two sons through.
There is a point when the adults have to send Sam home to rest properly after being discharged, and even with him refusing to leave his brother, they still manage to take him.
Sam has a nightmare, and so does Dean. While John consoles Dean in his arms on the hospital bed, Bobby decides to take Sam to the hospital to give both kids some peace of mind. But when he gets there, the night guard on Dean’s hospital door refuses to let Sam in while Sam cries out for Dean, and hearing his brother’s distress, Dean takes off his ventilator before John can stop him, and throws up blood – leaving the men in the hospital room livid.
Dean’s doctor helps him, and says that he hurt his throat, so they can’t put the ventilator back, but the teen seems to be doing well enough to go on without the equipment.
After that, they don’t try to separate the boys anymore, and even in ICU Sam in allowed to visit his brother. From there, they get progressively better with the help of Bobby, Caleb and Pastor Jim.
I think I found this story in a community of fanfiction.net, but I’m not sure. I looked on a few and did research on google but couldn’t find it again.
I'm looking for a fic where Sam tells John Dean died during the faith ep (bc he hadn't shown yet).
John shows up and sees Dean is still alive. I dont remember what happens after that.
Hope somebody knows what I'm talking about.
06 January 2017 @ 09:10 pm
I'm looking for an oldie but a goodie. Pertinent details:

  • It's a bit metaphysical in tone

  • Also, pretty short--probably under 1500 words

  • The three Winchester guys are the three billy goats Gruff, and there's a troll under the bridge. And a narrator.

  • The narrator's pretty important to the style of the piece: think "Fractured Fairytales" from Rocky & Bullwinkle

  • The narrator translates what each Winchester says? I think?

  • I'm not sure of the order, but Dean comes last and basically explodes the troll with his too-rich self-sacrificial angst

  • As I recall, the whole thing was very, very funny

Ring any bells? Anyone have a bookmark to share?

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06 January 2017 @ 07:48 pm
Hi everyone!
I am looking for a fic that I read a really long time ago so I don't remember much of it. Sam and Dean are adult. John is alive. Sam got de-aged but with adult mind and the only way to make him big again was to make him feel small. I think that Dean gave him a superhero underwear to try to make him feel like a little kid but didn`t work. When John came, he put him over his knees for a spanking and then he got back to his normal size. John explained that when Sam was 18 he spanked him and he made Sam feel like a small kid so he tried again and it worked. I think John took a picture with a kid Sam. Does anybody knows what I am talking about?
04 January 2017 @ 08:24 pm
Sam had a relationship with Loki/Gabriel in college, thinking him a human. Eventually Gabriel leaves because he's getting too involved with Sam. A few months later Sam realizes he's pregnant. He hides it and Jess (as a friend) helps by posing as the mother. Sam gets back just in time to save the baby, named Loki for his father I think, from the fire. He goes with Dean, but doesn't hunt, hiding the fact that his son isn't entirely human since Dean and John wouldn't accept him. Eventually Dean sees Loki do magic but accepts it. John doesn't when he finds out and wants to kill the baby and almost fights with Sam about it.

Bobby's involved somehow too, but just wants Sam and the baby safe and happy. Somehow Gabriel finds out about his son and takes him and Sam away from John. I think Dean summoned him? Because he wanted to kill him?
03 January 2017 @ 01:14 pm

So Yeah Me Again!!

im Looking For A Specific Hurt Dean Fic I Dont Remember Alot But I Remember A Scene Where Dean And Sam Were In The Hospital And Dean's Condition I Think was worse and he wanted to see sam and he walked to hus room and was bleeding and found john and sam fighting and i think he fell and passes out and was taken to the OR.

Thats all ...thanks in an advance

31 December 2016 @ 05:10 pm

any Fics Where Dean Was Hurt On A Hunt But No One Notices Because Sam Was Hurt And John Was Worried And Ordering Dean Without Checking Him And Turns Out That He Is More Hurt Than sam


specific Fic On Ff.net Where Sam Was Hurt On A Hunt And Dean Too But John Didnt Know Or Didnt Bother To Check And Took Sam To The Hospital And No One Knew About Dean Untill He Passed Out Sitting Next To Sam Appearing To Be Sleeping And The Nurse Found Him And He Was In A Critical Condition

please Help And Thanks In An Advance

Hello, I'm looking for a story I read a long time ago, but I can not find my files and bookmarks at all. I wonder if anyone can help find it.
(Just to remember, English is not my first language, I'm using a translator to write so I apologize for any mistakes you might read)
It's a pre-series story: John, Dean and Sam were in the mountains (??) on a hunt that went awry and Sam was injured. John had Dean take Sam to the hospital, but he did not notice that Dean was even more injured and already showed signs of concussion. When John finally gets to the hospital and asks for news he learns that Dean was in the ICU in serious condition after passing out in the waiting room after a long time bleeding and no one notices and begins to feel very guilty for not having noticed Dean. If I'm not mistaken, John will see how the Impala got and note that there was even blood on the roof of the car.
I think Pastor Jim was also in the story, but I can not say.
Does anyone have any idea what this story is?

Update: Found in comments.
20 December 2016 @ 10:56 pm
I'm looking for a WIP (last time I read it) where a rich family somehow convinces Dean that he is adopted or somehow separated from them when he was born. Because of issues he is having with John and Sam, he believes it and leaves them to go live with this family. John and Sam are confused and track him down to where he lives in this mansion. But the family is only using Dean, luring him in for some kind of ritual.
20 December 2016 @ 12:00 am
Hello everyone,
I'm looking for an old fic. It's not complete and the story is about azazel taking a liking to both sam and dean. Dean has some sort of powers in the fic and it's alittle bit more centered around dean. Missouri is also in it, trying to help Sam, Dean and John figure out what's happening to dean. Torwds the end I'm pretty sure Sam and Dean get taken by the YED but that's where the story goes unfinished. It's also on fanfiction.net if that helps.

Thank you!
17 December 2016 @ 10:17 am
I'm looking for an old casefic where John leaves the boys in the woods or mountains of I believe it is Pennsylvania or maybe Virginia or West Virginia as a training exercise and they have to travel from one point to another. Of course they encounter a case. It becomes wincest or at least pre-wincest.

Some specifics:
1. It had something to do with a family living in a cabin sometime during the colonial period - 1800s.
2. It gets cold and the boys aren't adequately prepared with appropriate supplies, I don't think.
3. Sam might be injured or sick.
4. Dean realizes that John must have known about the case and feels betrayed that he left them so vulnerable.


I'm searching for some fic recs that deal with Sam & Dean's Childhood.

  1. Either fics that are set in or partly set in their childhoods. Not HighSchool AU, I mean fics that could be set canon.

  2. Or fics set in canon time, ie from season 1-12, that have Sam and Dean dealing with the scars their childhood left behind. Focussing on Sam recognizing how much Dean was there for him and how much Dean took on the caring / nuturing role eventhough he was just 4 years older.

I know the show touches upon their messed up chilhood and the unhealthy dynamic it created, but they always kinda stay on the surface. Also it is usuall very Sam focussed and how unhappy he was and how much he hated the life and it usually glosses over how much Dean sacrificed to let Sam be a child. When they do go there in the show, Dean usually just shrugs Sam's desire to talk away. So I'm hoping some wonderful fanwriters felt the need to fill in that gap :).

Some Remarks:

  • no wincest

  • Pairing-wise I'm a Dean/Castiel girl, but I also enjoy reading GEN.

  • I usually read Dean or Castiel centric / POV fics, but I'm not anti Sam I enjoy his character. I just think he has a blind spot when it comes to their chilhood and the role Dean had to take on.

  • John as a dad. Not a fan of Evil!John. I think he was a crappy dad, but more in an absent, both physically and emotionally, than I'm purposely hurting you. He was a bad parent, but he wasn't evil incarneted.

Thanks in advance

Im looking for a fiction that starts with John, Sam, Dean and Bobby in a bar. Someone makes a bet that Dean can't get some girl's attentions if he dances. One of the group, Bobby I think says something like "Have you seen Dean dance? " Turns out that Dean is a really sexy dancer and gets the girl and John calls him a slut. A demon (Azazael?) who knew Mary becomes fascinated with Dean and everyone has to stay with him at all times so the demon doesn't steal him. It was a WIP , AU I think because Sam and John seem unaware that Dean can dance but Bobby knows so maybe John lives after IMTOD. It was good but left off at a cliffhanger. I'm hoping they finished it.

Found! https://m.fanfiction.net/s/3521821/1/Back-In-Black