Hello! I've been nearly tearing out my hair and putting out my eyes for months trying to find a fic I read last year. Don't even remember which fan site I read it on, grr! LOL. I remember that Dean's back from Hell because Lilith has said she'll cancel his contract if he kills Sam for her. Dean, not yet a demon, is still full of rage at Sam for not saving him and wants revenge, so agrees. He hasn't become a demon, but with some of Lilith's tricks (like black eyes, etc.) convinces Sam he is. Lilith wants Dean to kill Sam slowly, but Dean's rage makes him lose control at first and when Sam goads and provokes him (wanting Dean to just end him because he's so sad at what Dean's become) I think he stabs Sam, almost killing him? He then takes him and tortures him, cutting and slicing him while Sam is chained up, I think? Every time Sam gets close to death, a healer comes and patches him up enough to let Dean keep going. But Dean eventually begins battling his emotions and conflicted feelings about killing his brother. Lilith's implanted fake memories of Sam betraying Dean and being glad of his death, etc. but he begins to wonder if they're really true. Finally, (as he's about to go ahead and kill Sam I think?) he, if I remember right, happens to notice his amulet on Sam, which he has a fake memory from Lilith about Sam tossing it away (or destroying it?). He's angry and confused, and asks a barely-coherent Sam about it. Sam tells him something about that he kept it because it was all he had left to remind him of Dean. Dean realizes he's been used and tricked by Lilith, and determines to get Sam to safety. I don't remember all that happens then, but I remember Dean getting Sam to use what's left of his psychic powers to break his cuffs or chains, but I think Dean ends up getting hurt somehow too? Anyway, it seems like Bobby and some of the other characters ambush the place and set off some kind of bomb or explosion and get them out. Before they escape, I think Dean kills Lilith. Afterward, Dean has horrible guilt from what he did to Sam, but Sam helps him through it, showing him how he'd kept all Dean's belongings in hopes that he could save Dean from Hell. The story ends on a hopeful, happy note. Sorry I can't remember more details! If anyone can find this I will love you forever LOL! Thanks!
07 January 2017 @ 11:54 pm
Hi there!

I need a help finding an old fanfic. The platform was either AO3 or fanfiction.net, probably the latter.

TW FOR GORE but the plot is Sam made a deal with this man where has has to give some of his blood away to the man once a week to save Dean from hell. The man gives the blood to this vampire, Sam passes out from blood loss in an alley way, Dean finds him, and he goes to a hospital, but plays it off as nothing. Dean follows him giving blood and Lilith shows up.

If anyone has any idea what fic this is, please let me know. Thanks so much <3

FOUND: It's Black Market https://www.fanfiction.net/s/8896691/1/Black-Market
09 July 2015 @ 01:57 pm
I am looking for a fic that I think is by cherry916. It is a series AU in which instead of being hunters John and the boys are taken in by the YED and it ends in Sam yes yes right after killing Lilith.

So I'm sure somebody somewhere wrote a fic about this. At least I hope so :)

I'm looking for an AU, where instead of attacking Lilith Sam actually makes the deal in 4x18 The Monster at the End of This Book.

Plus poins would be:
-Lilith keeping the boys as her pets
-dark!fics where she takes her time killing them
-Dean being ok with it, since they are saving everybody
-something wicesty (totally optional)

But I'll take anything within the general setting. Thank you :)

02 January 2014 @ 06:03 pm
Does anybody know any good stories where
1) Sam was raised by Azazel/Lilith/Lucifer or someone like that but isn't (completely) evil? It's fine if he's misguided or something but not cruel and evil.
2) Azazel/Lilith/Lucifer/someone like that messes with Sam's memory to make him do what they want and Dean or John has to fix it?

Thanks in advance!
23 November 2012 @ 09:36 pm
I have 3 specific stories I am looking for right now.

1. Bobby wins a tropical vacation (maybe to Hawaii) and takes Sam and Dean with him. They end up finding some sort of hunt. Or any story where the Boys go outside the continental US, if this one can't be found.

2. Dean is brought back from Hell and eventually turns into a demon, soon after he becomes a demon, he and Sam kill Lilith together and break the final seal. Shortly thereafter, Sam is turned into a vampire... and I don't know what happens next. Failing that, I'd live to see any stories where demon!Dean helps Sam hunt Lilith.

3. At the end of 6.17, things are only partially put back. Ellen and Jo are still alive, but the Titanic sank. Castiel is no longer working with Crowley, and he has to give the boys the Impala back.
11 October 2012 @ 08:47 pm
Not sure if there are any to be found. I tried looking on some sites, but I guess it's not that common a pairing. I thought I would ask here before giving up all efforts as futile. So, if you guys know of any fics involving Crowley/Lilith, please send them my way. :-) Just give me a heads up on the rating and word count. (And hopefully I got the tags right on this.)

Any help would be awesome! Thanks! :-)
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21 February 2012 @ 10:55 am
Ok, i dont remember much from this story, but i do remember it was a longer fic, and i believe Dean (it may have been Sam, but im almost sure its Dean) and he was kidnapped when he was really young and kept as a slave (or torture toy) for demons. Later on, Sam and John find him, and I think he may not have been able to talk much, and he was real skittish at anyones touch. Thats all I really remember, and if no one recognizes this, can you guys give me some recs for fics like it? Im not sure if the fic was wincest, but for the recs, id prefer wincest. 

Second is a general search. My little sister has recently been watching this show called ANT Farm on Disney, and I came into the room and saw Kid!Lilith on the screen as some girl named Olive. It kinda creeped me out, but I was wondering if there were any fics were the girl Lilith possessed was really Olive. It doesnt have to be a long fic or anything, just at least a one shot?

Thank you all so much in advance <3

Normally I'm pretty good at finding stories through Google but apparently not with this story, and I've been through the community tags and haven't found anything, so I'm finally giving in and asking. All I really remember is what I think was the end battle in the story and I'm pretty sure Sam and Dean cross streams of power  to defeat Lilith (who I think is young in it). I think it was set in some sort of mall and some children were being held hostage in a Disney store? I'm also pretty sure Uriel was there but frozen in place?!  The story is highly likely to have Castiel in it at some point as I rarely read stories he isn't in.

Vague terms I know but any help and I would greatly appreciate it!

13 December 2011 @ 07:46 pm
Hi there! I'm looking for any fics in which either Sam or Dean somehow get a glimpse of the future and they try to change it.

The cause of this knowledge could be a vision, a spell, time traveling or even someone (supernatural creature, person from the future etc.) telling/showing them what is about to happen. The thing that is shown to them has to be something really bad: Sam's or Dean's death, Dean's deal, the Apocalypse, Lucifer, or any other horrendous scenario, and they have to try to stop it somehow. The main idea has to be that of a do-over, a chance to make things right.

The pairing should be Sam/Dean, or Dean/Sam. No Dean/Cas, or Het, please. However, if they're really good, I'll take gen fics, but only if there is a fair amount of brotherly bonding and schmoop, the boys willing to do anything for each other and all that. :)

I'll take any kinks and any genres, as long as there is a decent plot. The longer the story, the better! Self recs are more than welcome.

I really hope you can help me out. Thank you in advance! :D
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05 December 2011 @ 11:05 pm
Hi  I'm looking for a story where when Dean is killed by the hellhounds, Sam unlocks his powers with Ruby's help.  Sam kills Lilith and then he, Ruby and I think Bobby travel back to just before the hellhounds arrived.  They save Dean and the Powerful/future Sam dies saving Dean or something like that.  Any help of suggestions would be greatly appreciated.  Thanks
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21 August 2011 @ 04:55 pm
Hi, I'm looking for any fics involving femslash, I'm not picky about which ship and I'll read almost anything. If it's AU, I will love you forever. 

I'm also looking for some Ruby and/or Bela centric fics, no character bashing. 
03 August 2011 @ 09:29 pm
 Hey all!

I'm looking for any fics out there (long or short, though I'd prefer long) in which Season 3 Ruby and Season 4 Ruby are actually two different people (er, rather, demons, haha), and that the Katie!Ruby was legitimately trying to help the boys out. Whilst watching both seasons, it seemed to me that Ruby One and Ruby Two were so different from each other that I had an extremely difficult time believing that they were the same people. I kept waiting and waiting for them to reveal that New Ruby was an imposter, but alas, no such thing occurred. I'd eventually like to write something about it myself, but in the meantime, I'd love to read about it!
Could be AU or not, I suppose it could work both ways regardless. Some form of Sam/Ruby would be lovely, though not mandatory. Maaany many bonus cookies if there is some past or present Ruby/Lilith (or even better: fake!Ruby/ Lilith)! ;)

No Wincest pleases! 
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04 May 2011 @ 05:55 pm
So I just got a random urge to read any and all fic about that awesome, scary little girl who was possessed by Lilith in No Rest for the Wicked. I'll take pretty much anything. *crosses fingers and waits for all the awesome storyfinders to work their magic*