28 September 2016 @ 05:38 pm
I'm trying to find a series of stories from when Dean was living with Lisa & Ben. Specifically, they were about him taking care of the neighborhood kids and ultimately becoming the best daycare provider ever because he's ferociously protective of them, and basically a big kid himself. He ended up helping some kids in really bad situations: children missing, dealing with parents divorcing, suffering parental abuse, and even one genuine hunting case. I think it was called the "Adventures in Babysitting" series, but I cannot remember the author.

Thanks for any help you can offer.

EDIT: Found in comments. Thanks, everyone!
24 July 2016 @ 05:19 pm

Hi! Two S6-related requests I'd love help with, please:

1. The Soulless!Sam fics I’ve found seem to largely be angst or smut or angsty smut. I was wondering if there were fics where Soulless!Sam does nice things for Dean, or acts protectively of him, for whatever reason. Anything that explores the fact that even without a soul, Sam remembered what it was like being Dean's brother. We see a little of this in canon when soulless!Sam briefly tried to be what he thought Dean would want, but I haven’t found a lot of this in fic. Wincest is totally cool, but I’d rather their bond as brothers be more of a focus than any sexual attraction.

2. Ben or Lisa’s perspective of Sam any time during or after Dean’s stay with them. Particularly anything to do with Sam’s relationship with Dean or the impact (good or bad) they believe Sam had on Dean. Or any significant Lisa-Sam or Ben-Sam interaction set during the S6 period. Real, resouled Sam, please. kelhome’s Family Ties is an awesome example of this.

The story I've been searching for was a not-too-long piece where Sam and Dean show up at Lisa's after a preventing-the-apocalypse fight (don't remember which Big Bad it is). Sam tells Lisa that Dean's not in the best shape and wants to leave so they don't burden her. I think he fell and hurt his hip, and Lisa asks if saying he fell off her roof will be sufficient. It was really sweet and I've thought about it a lot over the years since I've read it.
17 July 2015 @ 01:33 pm
I'm looking for a fic on ff.net that takes place after Swan Song. It is when Dean goes to Lisa's. Lisa takes out the trash and sees Sam, she begs him not to take Dean to just leave and Sam does but not before he gives her the amulet.Cut to Exile On Main Street after Sam leaves Lisa comes clean about what she did and Dean leaves.
I'm looking for a specific fic I read about three years ago. I *think* it was written before season six started. It was set after season five. Here's what I remember:

1. Sam was the new ruler of Hell. Demons would only posses people who had already died because they knew Sam preffered it that way, something about "recycling" hosts or something.

2. Dean was living with Lisa (or he had gone to live with her and she rejected him), he was definitely a part of Ben's life.

3. Becky was pregnant and was going to go to Planned Parenthood but Gabriel appeared and took the number/address from her that she had written down. Apparently she was pregnant with the future savior of humanity.

4. Castiel was the new ruler of heaven, but he had become angry and strict, not the nicest ruler anymore. To prevent another apocalyptic event he started a buddy system, every angel had to hang out with another angel. Gabriel was assigned to Cupid.

5. At some points Becky was at Lisa's place (for thanksgiving or something) I think, and she may have been knitting, but I might be remembering that part from a different story.

6. Eventual Dean/Castiel

That's as far as I got in the story before my computer crashed and I lost all my links. It was multi chapter, and I would really love to find it back if this sounds familiar to anyone.

Found: Songs of Love and Hate, or: Alas, a Cornucopia of Love by [livejournal.com profile] amor_remanet
29 January 2015 @ 03:14 pm
Hey guys, I've never posted here before but I thought I'd give it a try. A couple of days ago I read this really great Dean/Lisa Post-Apocolypse Fic where he's wasn't sleeping and in order for him to fall alseep Lisa sat him down in front of the cumpter and had him listen to YouTube vidoes...I don't remeber who this is by but if anybody knows where I can find it that would be awsome! Also anyother Dean/Lisa H/C recs that you have I'd love to read them.  Thanks and I hope everyone is having an awesome day. :) 
02 November 2014 @ 11:47 pm
Hi, I've been looking for a story for a while. It's an AU season 6 where Sam somehow comes back from the pit with soul fully intact. I can't remember why. Dean's been living with Lisa and Ben but has been depressed. Lisa and Dean did not have a relationship.

Sam doesn't want to intrude on Dean's life (thinks that he's happy) but stays nearby and works in a coffee shop or bakery that Dean always visits. He disguises himself with fake piercings and dyes/bleaches his hair and uses a magical necklace or something. At one point Sam drops the Samulet he's been keeping in his pocket and Ben shows it to Dean. Dean then tries to hunt down Sam, thinking that he's a monster. They have a scene in a field where Dean finds out that it's actually Sam. It turns to Wincest.

Can anyone help? (I think I posted this right? Can someone tell me if I did something wrong?)
19 October 2014 @ 01:36 am
I'm looking for a story where Sam and Dean are together and one of the other characters are jealous. It could be Cas, Cassie, Jess, Jo or maybe someone else. It would be a delicious bonus if the character/characters try to split them up. It doesn't really matter if it's an AU or something else.

I hope storys like this exist.
02 July 2014 @ 05:48 pm

Dean has gone to leave with Lisa after Sam jumped into the pit, and he thinks Sam is dead. Sam is actually alive but his eyes turned yellow and is being chased my monsters so he doesn't inform Dean.

Dean leaves Lisa because he misses Sam too much. He ends up getting a tattoo on his arm in Latin. Castile helps reunite the brothers.

Thanks for all the help.

I read this story I while ago and I'm 80% certain I have it as an ePub somewhere in my unorganized 500 fic collection on my tablet, I just can't find it.

From what I remember Dean was miserable because he felt guilty for killing Lisa who was a whore or something and maybe pregnant? Then he ended up in a church somehow (can't remember how) and Castiel was there and then he sprouts wings and passes out. When he wakes up Cas is cleaning his wings.

I know that Dean feels really confused and guilty about him getting wings because he killed Lisa. But of course Cas is there and makes him feel better and then things happen;)

Now I think Cas was a hunter but I don't know of I'm remembering another fic. They at some point end up at Pastor Jim's and Jim tries to kill Dean.

Castiel might also be an angel and they don't know but I'm really, really not sure about that.

Don't think Sam is in this but he could be.

Honestly I'm not sure if I'm remembering one fic or if I'm mixing up parts of different fics but I'm hoping it is all from one.

Thank you

EDIT: Found. Angelus Perditionis by AssButtAnonymous. Had to convert all my ePubs into RTFs (which didn't actually take that long) and bulk search them in-text using Windows Grep, very useful:)
08 February 2014 @ 11:13 am
Hi All,

I am hoping someone can help me find a story where a semi-retired Dean, living with Lisa and Ben, goes up against a child predator kidnapping children from schools. I can't remember if it was a supernatural attacker or not. I remember Dean drafted a list of things to do and not do for Ben's school staff to use, and then it got shared out to other schools in the town. The children being taken were, naturally, all Ben's age, and I believe he became a target.

Thanks in advance!


ETA: Found almost immediately by Bard2003: it is Sour Cherry Pie Life, by FaithDaria. Thanks so much!
10 November 2013 @ 09:20 pm
Hiya :)
Just looking for any fics with Dean living his apple pie life with Lisa and Ben
28 October 2013 @ 10:57 am
I don't remember a whole lot of the story but it has Dean living with Lisa and Ben. They go to a bookstore and Dean finds the Supernatural books. He reads them and thinks all the crap that happened in season 6 is real but it turns out that Chuck is missing and the publisher hired ghost writers to continue the story. Then Becky takes over writing the books and Dean finds Cas (and I'm pretty sure Sam, too.) I'm almost certain that it was Destiel. That's all I remember so I'd really appreciate a link. Thanks!
Can't for the life of me remember the name of this one. I remember Sam comes back from hell and he doesn't speak normally, only talks of birds. He's staying with Dean, Lisa and Ben and he ends up protecting them from angels(?) with his bird craziness.

Help would be greatly appreciated. :)
22 May 2013 @ 04:02 pm
I'm looking for a story and I'd not quite sure how to tag it but I'll do my best.

It a story where Sam died, it might have been when he jumped into the cage. Dean goes to Lisa and they eventually have a baby boy and name him Sam. When Sam is young, he starts talking about hunting and such things, "Daddy, do you remember when we fought that werewolf?" stuff like that. Dean realizes, in a way, this is his Sam. As "new" Sam starts getting older, he kind of forgets it all and winds up going to Stanford and becoming a lawyer.

Please and thanks.
28 March 2013 @ 09:45 pm
1) Dean is devoted to Castiel (he could be an angel, a demon, another person/hunter or some other creature) for some reason. Castiel could send him on jobs that have Dean massacring Vampire nests or killing werewolves or anything really. Castiel role with Dean is something like a kind mentor / loving employer - or they could be in a relationship. I am currently craving a fic along these lines. It came from this pic [x] Give me many as you can; it'd be awesome if Sam or John or even Bobby find out about this especially after they'd abandoned (not in Bobby's case) him.
Dean and Castiel could be evil or neutral or good. Anything really.

2) Dean in a drag / as a prostitute / pole dancer / dancer / gymnast / ballerina.

3) Dean's hunting family (Bobby, Sam, John mostly) are surprised that Dean is married to Lisa / Castiel / Gabriel. Or he has kids. OFCs / OMCs are so-so.

4) Dean has amnesia and the other Winchesters and their hunting buddies (heck even supernatural beings) find him living his life.

5) Dean has OCD.

6) Dean ends up on the ceiling.

Destiel is preferred. Debriel is fine. Warn me if it's Wincest please.
Slash is preferred. Gen and straight are fine too.
Self-recs are fine too!

Thanks for the help :)
P.S Hope I got the tags right...
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26 January 2013 @ 08:55 am
I have 6 hours in the Chemo chair on Monday and I need some good reading!

I have a few general searches and I was wondering if ya'll could help me out <3

1. Any fic that's accidental wincest. They can be drunk or lose their memory or whatever.
2. Any genderswitch fics where one of them gets pregnant :)
3. Any fics where Lisa finds out.
4. Any stanford era fics where Jess wasn't there and Sam was pining for Dean and Dean turns up at stanford.
5. Any fics where Dean doesn't feel the same at first but slowly comes around. 
6. And the last one: Any fics that have Dean being in-denial about his and Sam's relationship. E.g.: As soon as they've had sex, Dean does the whole "I'm not gay" thing or tells Sam to get away from him. Anything like that.

I'm excited to read some awesome fics!
19 December 2012 @ 12:19 pm
Are there any fics where 'survivors' of the MotW get together, for any reason. Whether it be to have someone else who understands what they've been through, to talk to (as the subject line suggests, a support group). Or some of them band together and become hunters.

Mods: I'm gonna try to tag this; I'm just not sure quite which tags to use.
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25 November 2012 @ 10:02 am
Hi guys,
Weird request I know, but I'm looking for any fics, if they exist, that pair Dean/Lisa/Cas as an ot3 pairing. Like, Dean and Lisa live together, Cas shows up, instead of Dean having to choose, Cas becomes a member of the family and helps raise Ben.
Thanks guys : )
02 October 2012 @ 10:36 am
I've looked a lot for this one - Supernaturally Twisted and the spn crossover list and here - maybe I just missed it.

It's a Criminal Minds crossover; Dean is with Lisa and Ben is his biological son. There's a serial killer kidnapping kids, Dean writes a safety plan for the schools and the BAU notices. They think he's the guy from the alternate reality Zachariah created. He doesn't know Sam's out of Hell, Sam shows up at the end and kills the female killer. I think he's still soulless? All this detail, you'd think I could find it.

Also, I would love any stories where the guys are together and they're openly affectionate with each other. Maybe they don't talk about it, but they are loving and the sex reflects that. I enjoy stories where they're all rough-and-tumble, but I'm looking for more romantic right now. I think it's because my 21st anniversary is this week. I'm getting mushy (and old). Wincest and NC-17 preferred.

Thanks :)
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20 September 2012 @ 10:38 pm
So I was thinking, growing up without any female influences in their life, moving around constantly, never forming attachments, always being on the outside- I would imagine that the Winchesters have no clue how to behave in normal social circumstances.

Sam learned a little bit because he spent a couple years at college but Dean didn't have that advantage.

Anyway, the show has never addressed this topic much and I was wondering if there are any fics out there that do. Like maybe Sam at Stanford not knowing things that normal people know, not knowing what to do in certain social situations. Or Dean and his year with Lisa.

I mean, I'm not talking about basement dwellers, after all, they did go to public school. But just a fic that addresses the fact that they aren't socially normal.

I prefer it to Not be Outsider POV I would love fics that have the boys in non-canon situations (ie, something other than Sam @ Stanford or Dean w/Lisa) but I'll take whatever I can get :)

Please no slash :)
27 April 2012 @ 10:25 am
My friend has just started watching Supernatural and I wanted to help recreate the fannish experience for her of watching the show as it aired and then reading fic and watching vids written around the same time. I am looking for fic and vid recs based on season - I have put together a place for people to list them by year (and I am adding my own recs - I am still working on Season 1). The main post on LJ is here: and the year by year posts are here.  Since I am hoping this will be a resource for any fan - not just my friend - any recs in any category and type is welcomed: gen, het, wincest, RPS, dark, happy, goofy, kinky etc.

I also have a similar master post on DW. Please feel free to link to either to help spread the word.

PS. Since pairing and/or character tags are required for posts to this community, I've added them. The list is not all inclusive so if you have a rec for a character or a paring that is *not* listed,  please do include it. Any rec is welcomed.
24 April 2012 @ 04:51 am
Hey all,

First time posting so sorry if I do it wrong! 

This is a request for a specific fic. Cas was a high class prostitute and Dean was married to Lisa. Lisa had been visiting Cas and sleeping with him and then Dean found out and went to confront him ... But ended up sleeping with him instead. 

Various things happened and I swear Lisa ended up pregnant with Cas's child and Cas and Dean continued seeing each other.

Thanks to anyone who can help me find this fic! :)

L xx

P.s. I don't know if the career: escorts tag really works but I didn't know what else to use!
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1. Demon!Dean fics. I don't want him to be in hell, though... preferably fics where he comes back from hell wrong. 

2. Stories right after Sam jumps in the pit. Dean trying to cope, lots of caring!Lisa please :D I prefer something with a plot, if at all possible :)

3. Stories like the Angelwings 'Verse where Dean or Sam is forced to do something really horrible and this causes lots of self-loathing and angst.

4. Low self-esteem!Dean; crying!boys

5. Stories where one of the boys gets lost and the other one is looking for them. I don't want them being held captive somewhere, I want them to be looking for the other brother while the other brother is looking for them.

Please, no slash for any of these requests.

Other than that I have no other squicks and I am ignoring the ones that I do have :)
06 January 2012 @ 07:13 pm
1)I'd love to read a Destiel fic were one of the two (preferably Cas) gets revenge on someone for hurting the other. (emotional, physical, etc.)

And...that's about it at this point in time. I'll probably kick myself later when I remember more possiblities, but for now? Meh.

It occures to me that I should specify on one point: no death!fic. I mean it. It's ok if they get brought back to life, but I can't handle them dead.

2) After I ate dinner, a new idea popped up, so this could be considered another post.
I would love a fic were Lisa and Cas are fighting over Dean and Cas wins.

Thanks for the help!
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04 January 2012 @ 07:22 pm
1) I'm looking for a specific fic about Dean, though I can't remember if it was told from his PoV or not. He was living with Ben and Lisa, and some kids were going missing or being killed, so Ben was pulled from school as were a lot of other kids on Dean's recommendation. He had lots of maps and things in his garage and was keeping careful track of what happened in the news even if he wasn't doing a whole lot of hunting anymore. I think it might have been a Criminal Minds crossover, but I could be wrong about that.

2) I could really use some good AU fic with Dean/Castiel and or Sam/Gabriel that has a happy ending. Just any kind of fic where they're in our world, living their lives, doing whatever. I also ask that they be completed; a longer fic is preferred but I'll take any good recommendations!

Thanks in advance for any help!
01 October 2011 @ 05:23 pm
I'm looking for a story where Ben calls Dean while someone is breaking into his and Lisa's home.  Lisa ends up being killed and Dean takes Ben on the road with him and Sam and they teach him about hunting.
19 September 2011 @ 04:28 am
Someone please help me find this!

Cut For Spoilers )

I can not remember much else, because my stupid laptop mouse is a bit sensitive and it ended up closing the website.

Edit Found!
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22 August 2011 @ 03:06 pm
Hi everyone,

I'm wondering if there are any good fics that have some sort of interaction between Cas and Lisa? I'd be interested in just about anything, whether it's really Destiel, just perhaps a kind of friendship between Lisa and Cas (I read one along those lines where Lisa was making a snack involving salami, if anyone knows what I'm talking about, I'd be grateful for a link as well!), or even Cas/Lisa, as long as it's in character!

Thanks a lot!
16 August 2011 @ 09:15 pm
I am looking for any fics dealing with Castiel-centric amnesia fics, preferably not AU (or too AU!).

Also spoilers for season 6 )

Thanks. (tagged under mental illness for want of an alternative!)
15 July 2011 @ 10:33 pm
I'm looking for a story with a Dean who has lost his hearing. It's post season five and Dean has gone to Lisa's. He didn't notice at first that he was deaf. 

Lisa and Ben help him adjust. Cas shows up and he didn't know Dean was deaf either and he promises to fix it. Not sure of the pairing.
I have read the Sounds of Silence but that's not the one I'm after.

Please help!
22 June 2011 @ 10:50 am
Could anyone point me to a fic/fics where Dean is living with Lisa and he gets hurt and lands in hospital? I'd love me something like that...
01 June 2011 @ 01:23 pm
 Hello community,

I have read many fics about how/when/if Sam knocks on Dean and Lisas door post Swan Song, but what about after that?

I would love to read some stories where Sam and Dean have to find a new balance/make a new way of living. Maybe they decide to stay and there could be Sam-Lisa-Ben friction. Maybe they leave but how do they cope with uprooting yet again?

No Wincest please, Dean/Lisa is welcome, but the focus of the story should be on both boys and their relationships

thanks ~~
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  Hi everyone! I'm looking for any J2 or Sam/Dean fics based on the following movies/musicals/TV shows:
  • Rent
  • NCIS
  • Criminal Minds
  • Shameless
  • Dead Poets' Society
  • Friends
  • Gilmore Girls
  • Smallville
  • Lost
Also, if anyone can offer up any Wincest fics with Cassie-bashing, Ruby-bashing, or Lisa-bashing, that would be great. Or sort of on the other side of things, any fics where those female characters help get the boys together. 
These can be crossovers or Sam, Dean, Jensen, and Jared taking over for characters from the movie/series, etc.  I know it's a long list, but hopefully someone has something to offer!  Thanks in advance!
14 May 2011 @ 01:04 pm
Hello again! 

So there's this fic I remember reading a while back and now have the urge to re-read.  I remember that the fic started off with Cas running heaven and being really sad because he missed Dean, and Dean being sad because he missed Cas.  Gabriel wound up being brought back and working under Cas (I'm pretty sure his partner was a cupid).  I also remember Becky being the "virgin Becky" and I'm pretty sure she started dating Lisa.  The other pairings I remember were Dean/Cas and Sam/Gabriel.  Also, the two guys from "The Real Ghostbusters" were in it, and Chuck was God.

Also, I've recently discovered a love for Chad Michael Murrey/Christian Kane fics.  Bonus points if there is J2 as well.
11 March 2011 @ 07:33 pm
Hey guys so I'm a first time poster (hope I post this correctly)! Even though I've been using this site almost religiously now just browsing and looking at recommendations. So anyways I have a two stories:

So this one I know has been written but I just cannot find it or remember the author!
1. Dean and Sam are captured by Meg in possibly a wood type scene with two other younger girls. Shes keeping them locked up in there and in order to keep his brother and the girls safe, Dean puts himself in the focus of torture. So its pretty much hurt!dean with him getting stabbed and beaten.

Now this one I'm not sure if it has ever been written! (but...worth a look see)
2. Lisa and Ben have been captured by demons (or whoever) to get revenge at Dean. So in order to keep them from hurting Lisa or Ben, Dean submits himself to the beatings and torture. Possibly with Lisa and Ben watching Dean suffer it all to protect them. AND if not Lisa and Ben maybe Sam being captured and having to watch Dean undergo the same thing.

So Recs would definitely be appreciated for #2! Kind of along those lines or something quite similar. (:
*Open to all ratings
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17 February 2011 @ 11:35 pm
The title says it all.
Was wondering if there're any fics where Samuel or Lisa finds out or knows about Wincest.
It would be lovely if you can point me out to some fics.

Thanks in advance!
11 February 2011 @ 01:22 pm
I was just wondering if there are any five out there that might labor Lisa and/or Ben in a negative light? I have nothing against them, I am just in the mood for this type of story.
17 November 2010 @ 09:23 am
Hey everyone!

So I'm a huge Dean/Cas fan, but my guy friends in the TSCC fandom who also are big fans of Supernatural are scared of the fandom because of all the slash. And unfortunately, they have this idea that SPN fic isn't good!

I want to prove to them that they're wrong, but I don't really read a lot of gen fic, so I need your help.

Also, I'm sure they'd be okay with pairing fics, as long as it's completely het. I know for sure that one of the guys likes Jo with Dean (and Bela, but I'm sure that pairing is even more rare.)

They all think Cas is BAMF! (which is true), so if the fic has BAMF!Cas, that's a huge plus. Dean/Cas friendship is fine as well.

And for this rec request, I'm really just looking for those AWESOME fics! Well-written, well-plotted, etc. Just because they're guys doesn't mean it has to be all about guns and aggression and everything, fluff and emo stuff is fine. (I know from their opinions on TSCC fics.)

Hopefully you guys can help, because I think it'd be a real shame if these guys kept on going through their lives thinking SPN fic isn't good.

Self-recs totally welcome! (Also, you might find additional details in the tags as well--got some ideas of what they might like while going through the tag list.)
09 November 2010 @ 10:56 pm

I just finished reading [livejournal.com profile] i_speak_tongue  's "A Rough Guide to Eating Sandwiches" and was looking for other whumped/sick Dean fic with both Sam and Lisa in it. Could be Lisa who calls up Sam or Sam who brings his brother to Lisa...either way.

AU and het, and self recs are all welcome, but please no slash.

I had bookmarked this fic a long time back but my harddisk crashed so everything's gone *sniff sniff* and sadly I can't remember the title or the author. Its set after The Kids are Alright. I think it turns out that Ben is Dean's son and Sam decides to make some sort of deal so that Dean can be with his family. I don't remember what happens next but I remember that at one point towards the end Dean is questioning his skills as a father but Sam assures him that he'll be an awesome father and do a great job raising Ben like he did with Sam. Or something like that. :P Oh and also at one point Sam says something like he wanted Dean to be happy and have a family and Dean says that he wants Sam in his life too.

I know this is a crappy summary but I hope someone will know what fic this is. Thank you. :)