03 September 2017 @ 11:34 pm
I folks! I was wondering if there are Sam-centric fanfics dealing with Lucifer in season 11 and 12.

I mean, I think those seasons had a lot of wasted potential and didn't deal well with Sam facing again his torturer. And also how it was so easy to built another vessel for him.

I want fanfics of season11-12 with Sam afraid of Lucifer, dealing with the trauma, maybe Lucifer playing with him, trying to manipulate him of trying to convince to be his vessel. I read a lot like that from season 5 (and I love them), but now I want them from seasons 11-12.

I don't care about pairings (except no Sam/Lucifer, unless it's non-consensual) but I want the characters to be well written and in-character. Bonus for protective!Dean.
I have no idea if I'm making any sense but thank you in advance!!
21 August 2017 @ 05:00 pm
I read a specific postcage Sam story and I can't find it anywhere. Basically, Sam is struggling with his PTSD and hallucinations post Hell. He researches ways to cope. He finds a post that says knitting is supposed to help. So he knitts whenever he can't sleep or is having a particularly hard time with Hallucifer. It's a great story and I'd love to read it again! Thanks!
Hi :)
I am looking for a fanfiction which was posted on archieveofourown.org, as far as I remember. It is about Sam who runs away from Dean and into a forest where he tries to kill himself with a knife.
Cas and Dean look for him but can't find him until it's too late.
When Cas finally finds Sam on a clearing he is already dead but he gets brought back to life by Lucifer...
That's all I can remember.
I hope anyone can help me :)
10 June 2017 @ 12:01 am
There are plenty of fic where Dean is really Micheal or Dean is Micheal & Sam is Lucifer or even a few where Dean is really Lucifer, a la the whole Anna situation. But are there any fics where Dean is really Lucifer & Sam is really Micheal in the same fic?
28 March 2017 @ 03:25 pm
I cant find i fic that i read a little while ago. Dean left Sam after he set Lucifer free. ever since sam has been going through withdrawal for years. I remember sam was is a dinner and teenagers were calling him a junkie and the waitress was ignoring him. I think he called Dean at one point and Dean found him a in a car. They went back to Bobby's and found out Ruby put a spell on him to make it seem like he was going through withdrawal.
thanks in advance
27 March 2017 @ 08:43 am
I'm looking for a specific fanfic where Dean sees Sams hallucinations. I know that I read one somewhere but I didn't save it. I can remember that for some reason Dean was in a sleep like state but kinda like 2x01 he was almost like a ghost. I think Sam called bobby and was saying how he liked failed dean or something. Then I think lucifer came and dean got really freaked he wa proud of Sammy when he didn't be react and was amazed when he didn't react to things like setting the room on fire.
Thanks in advance to anyone that can help me

UPDATE: ANYONE WHO WANTS TO READ IT - https://www.fanfiction.net/s/9677534/1/A-Mile-in-my-Shoes
27 February 2017 @ 09:09 pm
Hey guys, it's been a while. I'm back with two specific requests, one that I searched for before but never found.

1) crossdressing - Sam and Dean make a bet about something, Sam loses and has to wear a pair of panties, Dean laughs at him and teases him, Sam says something about Dean thinking he's disgusting and gets really upset because he likes wearing the panties. (wincest)

2) suicidal!sam - After Sam finds out he's Lucifer's vessel, he tries to kill himself. Lucifer brings him back but Sam eventually starts committing suicide just to get some rest. This works for a while but eventually the damages start carrying over after he's brought back. (ex. he shoots himself in the head, he's resurrected with a hole in his head; cutting his wrists leaves scars, etc.) (gen, i think)

Thanks for any help!

I would like to read
1: Lucifer-centric hurt/comfort stories; like some kind of angelic-family-fix it stories where Lucifer get comfort/protection/understanding from his family, and
2: any angel-family(fix-it) h/c fics.

I looked hard but I barely can find any. Anyone know any well written fic like that?

What I need:
1: hurt!Lucifer
2: any physically hurt!angel brother
1-2: protective angel-family/brothers
1-2: Lucifer only in Nick (if it's mentioned)
1-2: keep the characters in the show (no full human Au, or kidfics)

Please don't link
angelic incest
incurable injures
any school centric fics
sad ending

Gen or Destiel or Sabriel is okay. Any level of torture is okay until there are aftercare/comfort too. Human Luci or other humaned angels are also okay. THANK YOU!

[No hurt!Lucifer or fallen!Lucifer tags, can we get them pls?]
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Current Music: Evanescence - My Immortal
Hello. I have a few general searches I'd appreciate some help with.

1) Any fics dealing with the torture Sam went through at the hands of Michael and Lucifer whilst stuck in the cage.

2) Fics about Sam (either set in or similar to season 7) dealing with Lucifer banging up his noggin.

3) Possible AU's where Sam actually was still stuck in the cage and Lucifer was just messing with his head, rather than Sam just being crazy.

4) Any alpha/omega style fics where Dean/Cas/Sam are omegas and have abusive alphas, with some hurt/comfort in there of course.

5) Fics where Cas has somehow become human and turns to Sam and Dean for help, but Dean (or Sam) decides they can't forgive him for the things he's done and abuses him in secret. (And I've already read Repent Of Your Sins (http://archiveofourown.org/works/1178489), which is what got me onto this in the first place.

I'd appreciate the help. Thanks guys.
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Current Music: Five Finger Death Punch, Battle Born
Hope the tags are right! Anyway, shortly after being sent to purgatory, Dean and Castiel escapes, but somehow Asmodeus is with them. Asmodeus helps Lucifer escape from the cage. Sorry can'r remember much else except maybe Asmodeus was either a fallen angel or nephilim?
24 October 2016 @ 11:39 am
Just read sandymg's lovely The Winchester Gnostic Gospels: Faux Resurrection 12.2, which fills in some of the important "missing scenes" in this week's episode of Show.

So, The Winchester Gospels - is there a fanfic writer out there writing these? (other than Chuck) More than one writer? Any recs to fics using the idea of the Gospels (with or without Chuck) would be much appreciated. (Yes, I realize that all the fic is related to the Gospels in a general way.)
26 August 2016 @ 11:34 pm
I'm looking for a fic I read a while ago, what I remember is it's an au of the apocalypse. Team free will along with Gabriel decide the only chance they have to beat Lucifer is for Dean to let Cas use his body as a vessel, but when they're fighting Lucifer he rips Cas out of Dean but is killed by Gabriel inside of Sam. Afterwards Dean is super depressed and almost comatose for awhile, but manages to start pulling himself together. At one point Dean stumbles across Cas's empty vessel and breaks down. Cas comes back to life at the end. The pairings were destiel and possibly sabriel. I'm pretty sure I read it on ao3 and it's been driving me nuts hopefully someone can help.
25 August 2016 @ 09:31 pm
So, I read this awesome fic - namely, Sam Lucifer Winchester by kirallie (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/6233300/1/Sam-Lucifer-Winchester) - and now the idea behind the fic is stuck in my head. Are there any other fics out there that revolve around the idea that Sam is not just Lucifer's vessel, but Lucifer incarnated/manifested/born/whatever as a human that eventually gets his powers and memory back? It seems like no matter how I phrase this in trying to search with other methods, I always get fics where Sam is Lucifer's vessel, nothing more.

If they exist, I would love to read them. If there are ships involved, I'm not all that picky. Dean is a okay paired with anybody, although my all time favorite is wincest.

Thank you in advance. :)
06 August 2016 @ 03:05 pm
I read this fic Team WHAT?! by Lucillia, and I'm looking for any fics with the same subject "Dean is Michael and Sam is Lucifer". I prefer the genre of the fic is humor, but others are okay too.
1. Time travel that includes going to a previous season. (Would really like to see someone like Demon!Dean or Leviathan to go back)(Would like to include Lucifer if possible)(No Wincest)

2. Mpreg that doesn't include a/b/o (Would like paring to be Destiel or Sambriel but any paring apart from Wincest is acceptable)

3. A good long Chuck as God (Complete if possible)

4. The dead family, friends and enemies find out what's been going on in the land of the living and react to it.

5. If can be found, all the archangels help with the darkness.
29 May 2016 @ 07:38 pm
Alright, so I read a fic awhile back that I could swear was on Ao3, but I can't locate it again. It's season 7 and focused a lot on Sam and Dean. I know for a fact that it is not Tangible. Here's what I remember:

1. Sam's hallucination of Lucifer was able to interact with the world around him as it wasn't just a figment of his imagination and was screwing with him.

2. There's a scene where Sam and Dean are talking about everything going on and Lucifer breathes onto the backseat window to draw on it and Dean reacts with something along the lines of please tell me that's not really happening.

3. They needed to get their hands on Lucifer's trident to defeat the leviathans. There were some original characters (I think a goddess of sorts?) that helped direct them and were going against the leviathans as well.

4. Somebody helped them do a ritual. They were going to search heaven and hell for the trident, but somehow Sam screwed up and he and Dean went in two separate directions.

5. Sam wound up in hell because of the ritual and ended up breaking the cage open in needing the trident.

6. Not sure, but I think it might have been Sam/Lucifer?

Any help will be greatly appreciated!
04 April 2016 @ 12:37 pm
(This is a general search, not looking for a specific fic)

Basically I'm looking for fics with the angels acting like a family (I tagged my preferred angels, but I'll accept any angels, honestly). Specifically, I'm looking for non-tragic angel family feels. As in the angels hanging around with each other before things go all to shit, or realzing they've been shits to each other and working on becoming a family again. AU's are fine. Stories don't have to be strictly about angel family feels, as long as it's in there. Any pairings or gen is fine.

Thanks in advance =).
13 March 2016 @ 06:53 pm
I am looking for fics in which the angels are the main focus. I have read some fics which shows the brotherly relationship between them, and I would like to read some more of that sort.
And also, fics in which the archangels reconcile or have to band together to fight a greater evil, Lucifer becoming not-apocalyptic, or Gabriel not dying, etc... You get the idea.
Of course it can include the Winchesters and other humans.
And I'd prefer if it was gen. Even if it's not, it's okay as long as the pairing isn't the main deal.
The fics can be sad, happy, hilarious, anything really.

Go crazy with the recs; I have absolutely nothing better to do! ;D
Current Mood: giggly
11 February 2016 @ 01:38 am
I swear I had this one great demon Sam and Dean fic bookmarked but turns out I guess I didn't or it got erased so I need help finding it again. I believe is was on ff.net and I have looked all over but can't find it.

Sam and Dean are demons in hell and angels go to hell regularly to find mates and take the back to heaven. Lucifer and Michael fight their way into hell and Lucifer knows that Sam is his mate but Michael is just drawn to Dean so Lucifer and Michael kidnap Sam and Dean and return to heaven. Sam and Dean are kept seperate in rooms for Lucifer and Michael who must tame them to fully mate with them. Lucifer and Sam hit it off and do well, Dean hates Michael and fights him constantly and Michael takes joy in beating Dean. Castiel is a soldier in heaven who works for Michael and cleans up the room and Dean after Michael is done with him. Dean and Cas fall for each othr, and I think in the end Sam and Lucifer help Cas win Dean from Micheal.

Does this sound familiar to anyone? If someone knows what fic this is could you please point me in the right direction, thank you.

I hope I got the tags right, I went a little overboard just to be safe
25 January 2016 @ 10:30 pm
Hello, I have a couple or requests if you could help me out!

1) Redeemed!Lucifer - where lucifer kind of joins team free will or just doesn't want to do the whole "Satan" thing anymore. i think im thinking of an actual story i've read. I thought it might have been Unexpected Destinies, but It wasn't. Since I remember no other details, i'll just ask for any fic recomendations, any paring, as long as it's complete!

2) Fics featuring the angelic family. like i said, Ive just reread Unexpected Desitnies and I'd love more of the family dynamic between the angels. I read this other fic called make it on your own by SailorChibi that started out with Gabriel taking care of fledgling!Cas, that was so cute and i wanted more! Please no Human!AUs, and complete fics only.

12 January 2016 @ 11:42 pm
Pretty much what the title says. Watching the mid season finale of the show reminded me of how much I loved heaven's evilest archangel and I was wondering how many fics there are of him. Basically, any and all fics involving lucifer as the main focus of the story please (fics about his life in heaven, before the fall will be much loved). I'm not fussed about the storyline or whether it's gen or slash (if slash, perhaps another pairing besides Samifer?), just if its along what I'm asking for. Any and all help will be much appreciated!
21 November 2015 @ 04:51 pm
Well, there's this abandoned fic(last updated 2009 so yeah) (https://www.fanfiction.net/s/4559734/14/The-Falling)
Basically, any stories out there where Dean deals with the darksides of his soul? Maybe with Michael or Lucifer as a catalyst of sorts, or were actually parts of his souls. Demon Dean is also awesome too.

Not really interested in sex, but hey, if it fullfills the conditions above, then whatever. 
24 October 2015 @ 02:56 pm
So I'm hoping that when I get home from work at 11pm I have something to sit down, relax read after standing for many hours straight. I've notice how selfish Sam and John are is sometimes and how people seem to blame everything on Dean. So I really want to read 3 types of fic all revolving Dean.

1. The angels (any of them are overprotective of Dean and dislike Sam for some reason. If Lucifer like Dean better than Sam or Lucifer and Michael are fighting over Dean you'd make my day.

2. Dean leaves Sam and/or John and doesn't come back. If John and/or Sam have to look for Dean and find that he's happy and better of without him. If Dean is a genius/smart it's a pluss

3. People (meaning Bobby, Adam, Castiel, Jessica Moore etc.) calling John and/or Sam on their treatment of Dean. I would be jumping up and down if it's Missouri (or Becky) that does it because in the show she favors Sam a lot.

4. I really want to read some fic where Jessica and Dean get along really well. It's can turn into romance but just friendship is awesome with me. If Jess gets angry at John and/or Sam on behalf of Dean then I'll be very happy.

TODAY ANGST IS WELCOMED but give me some fluff in-between please.
Please don't make Dean quick to forgive people (John and Sam) that have hurt him
I'm starting to hate bottom Dean because that's all the stories I've read have. Don't get me wrong I really used to not mind it but it got annoying , really quickly. Warning if there is bottom Dean.

Are there any fics with a character named Genesis??????
Current Mood: hopeful
14 October 2015 @ 10:33 pm
So I have been looking for this fic for about 4 to 5 yrs. I have finally gotten frustrated enough to get over the fear and shyness of posting online and try and get help to find this fic. As I have only read it once and it was years ago I may be a bit vague on the details.
Anyway the fic was set during the apocalypse but Sam did not accept Lucifer and was saying no to do this Dean carved ruins into Sam's back. At the start of the story they were coming down from the mountains I think? It had something to do with Sam. Sam then saved a kid and Dean wondered why anyone would be scared of Sam. They later met up with a camp or refuge base where the others were wary of them. I do not believe the camp at first knew who they were. They bunked together in the same room and pushed the beds together but I think it was only for comfort I don't think it was slash.
Sam and dean then helped to fight the demons (?). One scene had them fighting together to show the rest of the camp how/ or what it was like and the camp was amazed at the brutal and efficient way they fought. They finally managed to kill Lucifer only the rest of the camp then thought Sam and Dean were dead as a building collapsed on them. The ending had them being seen in the mountains alive though.
From memory Sam was portrayed as traumatised and was very scary. Dean was the over protective big brother. So overall not much difference to many other fics there.
I think the fic was around or at least 100k.
Thanks in advance for any and all help :)

Ps. As this is my first ever post on LJ if I have done something wrong please let me know!

Found: Explaining is an Admission of Failure
28 September 2015 @ 12:25 pm
So to be clear there are two things I remember from this fic, but it is possible that these two pieces are from two different fics.

1. Dean is determined to stay away from Sam to keep either of them from saying yes. But keeping away from Sam is slowing breaking Sam down. They run into each other on occasion and Sam asks Dean to end the separation and Dean is stubborn, sure that staying apart will keep them from saying yes. But in the end it leads to Sam saying Yes.

2. Sam says yes to Lucifer and Lucifer is pissed at Dean for breaking Sam down so much that he said yes out of despair and loneliness. (Lucifer may have also appeared to Sam as Dean in this fic, and after awhile Sam played along because it was comforting to him. Lucifer may have stopped asking him to say Yes and just offered him comfort as his brother.)

I think it was posted to livejournal and I think it had a second fic where Lucifer confronts Dean in anger telling him how Dean leaving Sam is what caused this to happen. Sorry this is a little vague on details, it's been awhile since I read it.

It is not any of these fics:
The Deepest Conviction by Evergreene
No Greater Love Than This by radiophile
Epiphany by Lanri

Thank you to anyone who has any idea what fic this might be!
19 September 2015 @ 10:22 pm
I just read a story that had the most amazing plot twist. Now I want to read all the things were Sam is possessed by Lucifer and that moment Dean realizes this isn't Sam. Please tell me these stories are out there. There aren't many pairings/kinks/situations that will bother me, so please feel free to rec whatever you've got. ;)
30 June 2015 @ 05:34 pm
So I've looked all over the place for these after I read them once and stupidly forgot to save them, and that includes this community as well. Hopefully somebody else has had better luck and can help me out.

1- The first fic is an AU of season 7. I remember that it was a big focus on Sam and Dean and it turns out that Lucifer was still in the cage, but was able to interact with the world around them. I remember Lucifer writing on the back window of the impala and that they needed to track down his trident to defeat the leviathan, resulting in Sam and Dean screwing up with a ritual and Sam opening the cage again.

2- The second one was based off of a short comic and dealt with Gabriel being alive, but more like a ghost. He's checking on/watching over Sam and Sam shuts himself away to listen to the voicemail from Lucifer Rising as a way of reminding himself to be better. I know he had the amulet, Gabriel was in a fit and incapable of helping, and Dean catches Sam and breaks the phone.

3- This is a season 8 AU. I found something close here where somebody was looking for a fic where Sam had made a deal with the alpha vamp to get Dean out. But the fic I'm looking for was one where he'd made a deal with Benny and was sneaking off to let Benny feed off of him as payment. I remember Sam ended up in the hospital and Dean found out in the end. Found!

If somebody can help me find any of these, that would be greatly appreciate. I'm pretty sure the first one was multiple chapters, but I'm not sure about the third. Also can't remember if there were any pairings or if they were just gen.
28 June 2015 @ 02:00 pm
I am looking for three things.

1) Angels as a family (Castiel, Gabriel, Lucifer, Michael, etc). Either canon (where they are angels) or AU (human or otherwise). Short or long, doesn't matter as long as it is complete. I don't mind if there is incest ("romantic" family is fine).

2) Castiel whump of any kind (mental, physical, sexual). Any where he is young and being abused by his family are great as long as there is a happy ending! Bonus if it can be tied into request #1.

3) Any fics with Castiel having a mental disorder. Any type is fine (OCD, Autism, Traumatic Brain Injury, etc). Bonus for tying into request #1 or #2.

Any pairings welcome for all.
UPDATE: FOUND- Soulmate Bond 'verse

I read this not to long ago, pretty sure it was on AO3 but now I can't find it for the life of me. This is as much as I can remember:

  • Opened with Cas being 'assigned' to rescue Dean from hell.

  • There was one of those predestined soulbond thingies but Michael and Raphael don't tell Cas about it b/c Dean is the vessel.

  • Gabriel finds out at some point about the soulbond thing and is super pissed at his brothers for lying to Cas.

  • There was some backstory stuff about how Cas was really close to the archangels back before the fall.

  • It was essentially a pile of schmoop and Cas angst and angel backstory and I need it

25 June 2015 @ 04:46 pm
I'm curious, is there fanfic where Dean who get haunted by Lucifer instead of Sam in season 7? Maybe because of Sam's hallucination transferred to him or Lucifer himself had a grudge on Dean because he spoiled his plan of apocalypse or maybe whatever is that the reason. I prefered Gen, but if it's slash just bottom!Dean, please.
26 May 2015 @ 04:43 am
Looking for a fic where it is revealed that the fight between Michael and Lucifer was actually about Gabriel having to pick one of them for a mate. In the end Gabriel picks either Dean or Sam
I'm looking for stories with archangels as humans. Depowered, AU, anything goes, as long as the focus of the story is on them. Gen is fine, ships are fine (I prefer Sabriel, Gabifer, Sabrifer, and Samifer, but I really have no issues with any other ship). Just, I'd rather not read PWPs. No evil!Lucifer, please.

Bonus points:
- hunters!Michael/Lucifer/Raphael/Gabriel
- reverse verse (ie, the Novak boys and Sam&Dean as angels)
- BAMF!(insert character here)
- apocalypses

Stories featuring hunter!Castiel/angel!Dean are more than welcome, too.

Mods, I'm not sure how to tag this.
27 April 2015 @ 08:58 pm
I remember reading a story a couple months ago where Gabriel was in a band with his brothers (including Castiel, Michael, Lucifer, & Balthazar). Sam was friends with Gabriel's cousin (Anna?) and she took him to one of their shows because she knew he was a fan. Sam and Gabriel start dating. I know Gabriel's mother could not attend the shows because she was deaf and could not hear their music.

I'm pretty sure Sam was living with Dean and ended up as a published writer at the end (although I could be mixing this up with another story)

Thank you Casey679!!
11 March 2015 @ 11:18 pm
Mods. I am completely lost on the tags. What on earth should I add?? ^^

This search is so unique, that I can't even find the proper tags for it ^^. I know it's of a long shot, but I would really like to read a polyamory fic about Angels. Any and all pairings are fine (Castiel/Lucifer/Gabriel? Michael/Lucifer/Gabriel? Micahael/Lucifer/Gabriel/Castiel? The possibilities are endless!)

I am also looking for fics focusing on Sam or Dean being chosen as the mate of more than one angel . For example, I am looking for Sam/lucifer/Gabriel or Dean/Gabriel/Castiel (this is just an example...I will literally take anything so long as it's Sam or Dean and more than one angel.

I know my request is kind of (ha ha) complicated, but I'm hoping someone can help me find something!
04 March 2015 @ 07:44 pm
I just remembered, I am also looking for another hurt!Sam fic.

Sam doesn't want to be Lucifer's vessel so he finds a way to lock him out by carving sigils on himself and burning himself with Holy Oil. I know Dean was in it,and Cas too. Cas tried to heal him but coudn't.

Thanks again for your help!

14 February 2015 @ 07:51 pm
Emergency! Does anybody know where I could find a version of 'As Simple As That' by Feagalad? It was posted on FFN a few years ago but was later taken down. I admit I did not notice the lack of it until now, and so I am wondering if anybody saved it? The summary's something along the lines of, 'Is even Heaven shipping us now?'.

31 January 2015 @ 06:41 am
hello friends I am hoping for help regarding a fic called The Pigs and Their Vices by elaine_penny (on ao3) which is the only Sam in hell fic I really loved, but I think has been deleted.

did anyone happen to save it? thanks!
Basically, I am looking for a fic where Sam says yes to Lucifer and gets appointed as the Ruler of Hell, but Sam wants Dean by his side while he is ruling. So Sam and Lucifer decide to bring Dean to Hell and slowing get him to accept his role as a consort. In the fic, Sam and Lucifer share Sam's body and mind. They are not completely merged as one being so they trade on and off to interact with Dean. At first, Dean refuses to talk to Sam if Lucifer is in control of Sam's body but eventually Dean comes to accept both of them. The fic is wincest but Dean is very reluctant to sleep with Sam and fights him on it. One specific part in the story is where both Sam and Lucifer find out that Heaven is still trying to recruit Dean and turn him into an angel so Sam has sex with Dean and once Dean falls asleep I think Sam performs a spell or using magic on Dean's soul or body (sorry I can’t remember exactly what he does) but basically alters Dean in such a way that Dean becomes tainted and can't be used by Heaven at all. Also, Sam and Lucifer talk to one another inside Sam's head and they are very gentle with Dean and don’t try to force him into anything. I can't remember the name or the author and I have already tried searching the tag but still can't find it. Any help at all would be most appreciated.

Thank you!
18 January 2015 @ 03:11 pm
I used to read a fanfic about Dean and angels trap Lucifer!Sam like the end of season 5, but at the moment Lucifer tell Dean he is hunting with Sam these years, he don't want Sam say yes because he want to be with him, not possessed Sam, but they make Sam make this choie because angels tell Sam that Dean is hunting him down or something, at the end Lucifer!Sam jump into the cell and Dean punch Cas crazily nut stopped by Bobby. Cas said he didn't know too.

I remeber there is a sequel, Dean finally make Sam back, but Sam thought Dean is Lucifer and just calling him 'brother' instead of Dean's name, meanwhile, Lucifer is going to find Sam too, but Michael is looking for Lucifter too.

Does anyone have any idea about this fic?I am dying for this fic!><

And I 'd like to have some other Lucifer!Sam with Dean, bottom!Sam only please.
09 January 2015 @ 06:20 pm
I read what im assuming to be sabriel because thats what I prefer and i dont remember 95% of it. I think i was feverish and really ill. What i do know is that Sam was close to death. Like so close he was indetween the two gateof heaven and hell though neither of them looked like it. Sam kept hearing wind chimes and kept thinking how beautiful they sounded. The windchimes represented Lucifer. But Sam didnt know. I dont remeber what the other sound was but i think Dean was somehow involved. Please help me find it. It must have been a truly epic story. :-)
01 January 2015 @ 03:06 am

I am looking for a series of stories focused around Dean/Castiel but with Sam, Gabriel, Lucifer, Michael and the other angels as a big part of it.

The first story in the series was called North and further stories were called - South, East and West.

They were fantastic stories set around defeating Lucifer and what happened in the aftermath.  If anyone can help me find these stories or has a copy of them I would be extremely grateful.

21 November 2014 @ 02:02 pm
Hey all! I'm hoping that you guys can help me with this. I'm looking for a story where Sam has turned to alcohol to help "solve" a problem. [livejournal.com profile] mentholpixie's Stale Beer and Cigarette Smoke verse is a good example though I'd prefer something along the lines of Dean's coming back from Hell or Purgatory and finding Sam in a bad state, or Sam turning to alcohol when Lucifer is bothering him. Thanks!
18 November 2014 @ 03:40 am
Hi guys, I have one fic that has been driving me crazy trying to look it up. It's an old story from years ago, and from what I can remember, Dean and Sam and Ruby try to stop the apocalypse, with the final reveal that Ruby is Lucifer. At the end, Gabriel shows up with a sword for Dean to slay Azazel. It's a fairly long story, I remember reading it in several posts on livejournal. If anyone have a clue what I'm talking about, please let me know.
16 November 2014 @ 09:42 pm
I'm doing a rec list for a friend of mine who's new to the wonders of Supernatural fandom. And I remembered this series of oneshots I read awhile ago. Basically, Gabriel came to help the Winchesters avert the apocalypse without Sam having to say yes. They backstabbed Lucifer (literally, I think) and Team Free will went to Chuck to celebrate. I think in part 12 or 13, Gabriel figured out that Chuck was God. And he was bugging Chuck so Chuck teleported him to the Antarctic. It was either gen or Destiel.

Sound familiar? Would love some help.
05 November 2014 @ 08:23 pm
Hello Everyone,

So I'm a fast reader, and a very picky reader at that so I tend to go through story as fast as it takes someone to breath (clearly an exaggeration), anyhow I really want to read some lengthy and well written Destiel (A short fic for me has around 10K to 15k words). Please warn me if it's a bottom/sub Dean I'm not fond of it but this will not stop me from reading a great story. I don't read gender swaps unless it's temporarily, no prostitute/stripper Dean, and absolutely no pregnant Dean (pregnant Cas fics are very much encouraged).

I don't like to permanently hurt Dean, Sam or Cas so no blind, or deaf fics. Fics where any one of them are mute is surprisingly fine with me. I honestly don't care who Sam ends up with, although I have some favorite (Sabriel, Sam/Ruby Sam/Jess, Sam/Sarah). Two characters I can never get enough of are Gabriel and Lucifer. I love them both, especially when Lucifer is not completely evil. Please tell me if angst because those I read when I'm in a certain mood and I LOVE humor fics, emphasis on the love.

I just notice how demanding I am. Thank you some much for helping me out.

Edited: Self recs are okay and just wanted to say I absolutely love Charlie, so anything that has her in it I'm going to love.
1. De-Aged/Baby Angels

I'm looking for fics where Lucifer, Michael, Gabriel, and maybe other angels are de-aged or are babies and Dean, Sam, or Castiel (he can also be de-aged or a baby) have to take care of them. It's be great if it's a Destiel. NO WINCEST. I prefer slash.

2. Permanently de-aged Sam

I want fic in which Sam is de-aged permanently. It can be Gen but I really prefer if it were Destiel.

Already Read

Brother to Daddy

To End Your Suffering

God Help Me

God Help Us

3. Pretend Dating/Marriage

I want fics where Cas and Dean pretend to be dating or married. If it's for a case I'd be happy.

04 October 2014 @ 11:09 am
Okay, so I've read this fic awhile ago, but I completely forgot its title. It had hunter!Cas who was being stalked by two angels – Dean and Sam. And then it turned out that Sam was actually Samuel (aka Lucifer) and Dean turned out to actually be Michael, and everybody was like, "Seriously Cas, you hang out with them all day. How could you have NOT known?" And Cas is like, "Oh it was so obvious! Sam always kept calling Dean 'M–Dean'. I think that Dean wanted to help Sam on his road to redemption but I'm not sure about that part.
29 September 2014 @ 03:28 pm
so the fanfic im locking 4 starts with cas at a lagoon and dean coming over to him
i remember that cas thinks that dean is going to fight with him cause even though they r both angels they fight 4 different partys

like there are no humans but angels with just 1Wing (or wingpair)
and lucifer coruptet them and made them his army and gabriel (or maybe balthazar though that possibility is like 3%) took the other "lower angels" and banfrt them together and sam and dean are his generals and cas fights in michaels troops and they r fighting over who gets heaven

anyway dean is like in love with cas and is trying 2 court him but cas hasnt noticed that and is prepared 2 fight but dean just jokes with him

i also remember that cas wings r black or charcoal and gabriels r red
and that sam is together with gabriel and i think there is even a flashback gabriel has 2 a talk with god when he gave him a lolypop and started gabriels sweettooth

also its either a realy song fic or a series though i lean more towards series

anyway loocking 4 this has been driving me crazy cause it is a couple of years old at least 2 and ive been loocking 4 at least 6 months and google has let me down on this count (but i found some other cool stuff)

and i know Eve was not yet in the show but i cant remember if it lucifer was already trying 2 get sam 2 b his vessel and it was ignored or if he wasnt yet released so i dont know where in the cronicles it should b

im sorry if i didnt tag it right but i'm only confident in the things that i tageed and not in other stuff
I'm looking for two fics:

1) Sam gets captured by lucifer and tortured but castiel offers to switch places with sam (or tries to rescue him and gets caught himself while sam gets away) and gets tortured and probably also raped by lucifer. He's also fed demon blood by him until the boys rescue him

2) This is a domestic fic probably after season 8 with fallen!cas who has ptsd and panic attacks. There's a scene where he gets one in a shoe shop while shopping with dean and people are staring at him until dean gets there and calms him down + gets him out of there. There also a scene where dean is frustrated with cas' situation and punches a tree until his hand bleeds and sam tells him to get it together to help cas get better. It was a wip when i read it but it's probably finished now

Thanks in advance c;