Hi All,
I'm looking for a specific story where everyone has a guardian angel or something like it. Gabriel was Mary's guardian angel (or possibly Sam's) whom John blamed for Mary's death. John eventually banished Gabriel somehow, and it took years for the boys to be able to see him again. At the same time Dean began seeing an angel like boy with demon qualities who saved him intermittently. The story follows the boys growing up, and when Gabriel finally comes back Cas runs away in fear. It has a happy ending I think, and was quite long. Help?
Thanks!
 
 
It's been a while, so I'm a little sketchy on the details, but Dean is just a child (5-ish) when he meets Cas - I want to say Cas is his teacher, but maybe not. Dean is drawn to Cas right away and is super possessive, getting all growly when Cas shows interest in anyone else, even though he doesn't understand why yet, Cas knows right away that Dean is his mate, but puts it in his pocket for the moment because Dean is a kid. Mary and John both try to get to know him but John is all twitchy about a grown man perving on his son even though Cas refuses to make a move (no matter how much Dean wants him to as Dean goes through adolescence) until Dean's old enough.

Anybody know what I'm talking about? I'll be your best friend :)
 
 
28 May 2017 @ 08:11 pm
 Hi, guys! So, lately I’ve been craving for some hurt dean/worried John and Mary fic to help pass the time. I have a special appreciation for kid Dean and Teen Dean, being in school scenario or not. Mostly I don’t mind when Teen Human Castiel is thrown in the mix, but I really prefer when the ones comforting sick/hurt (at home or at hospital) Dean are Mary or John. Also, I have no preference about stories with or without supernatural, I just really need some hurt/comfort for Dean. I appreciate any indications.
Thanks!
 
 
23 May 2017 @ 08:07 pm
I'm looking for fics that are set in the bunker. Anything about Sam and Dean moving into the bunker, settling in, nesting, picking their rooms, cleaning (do Sam and Dean dust, or does it just stay magically clean?) Mary and/or Cas can be there, or not. Wincest or cuddling or bed-sharing or clothes-sharing are a plus :) Gen is great too. Fics about Mary finding out about wincest when she's in the bunker with them would be amazing. I'm just craving fics about them having a home.
 
 
 
1. Are there any canon universe fics where they go to another planet? Probably set back when Cas had his wings, he flies them there. But anything really.

2.S12 Spoilers )

3.S12 Spoilers )Particularly hoping there's some where he meets up with Cas and they go it alone, start a new life somewhere else, a home together. Hunting or whatever. I don't like curtain fics, but something like a break from hunting is ok, or something I can read that way (no 'and they lived in peace until they died of old age' endings)

4. Hunts/case fic in the snow. Anything set in Alaska?

5. Ben becomes a hunter fics, set in the latest few seasons. Hopefully gets his memory back and meets up with the Winchesters...

6. Fledgling!Cas is taught how to angel by his older siblings, pre-series, pre-human era? Cas being in awe of the splendor of earth.


Destiel or gen fic only. Bottom!Cas only pls. No human!fallen!Cas pls. Thanks
 
 
I'm looking for a story/series that has Dean and Sam in a relationship, but Dean is going away to college and he takes Sam's virginity during a road trip they are on with their parents. In the same series Sam dresses up in drag and visits Dean at school.
That's all I remember.
 
 
03 March 2017 @ 11:20 pm
Hey guys,

I've been trying super hard to find an old fic I loved. It was gen (maybe?), set early on int the series. Sam and Dean went up against yellow- eyes (possibly) and Same ends dup flinging- or creating a new reality- Dean back into childhood.

But didn't go with him. Sam got adopted, and Dean grew up with a sister. They have all their memories and Deans spends a lot of time looking for sam (and a lot of time talking about him during his childhood).

Any help you guys can give me would be super appreciated.
 
 
1. I'm looking for any established Destiel fics where Dean's family doesn't approve of their relationship for some reason... Mostly along the lines because Cas is an angel but it could be because he is a guy (canon or au) I have read a lot of the ones where John comes back to life and doesn't approve of Dean and Cas together so I'm hoping for other family members such as Mary or her side of the family.

2. Established Destiel where Dean left the family behind (it can be canon or alternate universe) and maybe he reconnects with them later and introduces Cas or they try to find him and realize he is in a relationship with a guy and are shocked or worse.

3. Any really good established relationships Destiel fics really

I would appreciate any help guys, thanks so much!
 
 
09 February 2017 @ 09:36 pm
Hello! I was wondering, because a certain blonde is back, can anyone help me find stories where Mary tries to mother Sam but Dean keeps butting in, saying she's doing this and that wrong and the right way is this way. And maybe even Cas knows how to look after Sam better.
Thank you
 
 
04 January 2017 @ 09:14 am
I just read this over the holidays and now can't find it. 99% certain it was on LJ. It was actually two separate stories, posted at the same time. In the first Mary discovers wincest

and gets off on the thoughts of her sons together. I can't remember if she seduces Dean in the first, and then he brings Sam in for a threesome in the second, or if she doesn't become physical with them until the second story, but by the end of the second story, all three of them are together in the bunker.

Virtual cookies to anyone who can help me find these!

(mods, do we not have a season 12 tag yet?)
 
 
22 November 2016 @ 05:22 pm
Hi all, I'm hoping that someone has come across (or written) a fic where Mary reads Chuck's books. Bonus points if Mary confronts/questions either or both of the boys about some of the things that happened in them, or if she investigates, looks things up online, or questions some of the other people mentioned in the books. Just in general anything where Mary has to acknowledge what the boys have been through. Thank you all in advance.

Mods I'm not sure about the tags, you don't seem to have a POV-Mary one, or one for the Winchester Gospels/Supernatural books. Please let me know if I missed any. Thank you.
 
 
Heya,

1) I'm looking for fics about Dean discovering and/or exploring his (bi)sexuality. :)

- Specific pairings, pairings with an original male character, or gen are all great.
- Emphasis on character study rather than just romance, if possible?
- Dean's, a family member's, or an outsider's POV are all cool beans.
- No incest, please.

2) Any fic about post-revival Mary Winchester interacting with/thinking about her boys would be great, but -

- Specifically any fic where Dean comes out to her in some capacity?
- A specific pairing or gen are both cool.
- No incest, please.

3) Fic about Dean growing up Way Too Pretty in the super-masculine hunter culture? >.>;

- Preferably gen, and nothing with hardcore abuse or rape?
- And no incest, please.

Thank you so much! \o/
 
 
Are there any fics out there that deal with Mary finding out about wincest? Or about Mary finding out that Sam and/or Dean is gay or bisexual?
 
 
 
07 September 2016 @ 12:38 am
Looking for a specific fic I read years ago...that is hopefully not deleted, should be on AO3

1) Dean and Sam and the rest of the family/crew are a werewolf pack and Dean and Sam are mates. It's completed and I remember that Dean and Sam were in the forest and another Wolf attacks Sam and tries to rape him, Dean flips out and kills/injures the other alpha before taking an injured Sam to safety and they finally mate. They come home and everyone congratulates them.

Help? Thank you!

Edited:
DELETED- If anyone has this fic, Claiming by Nanoks (now cozy_coffee on ao3), please email it to me at tikikat29@gmail.com, thanks! (Thank you to Phoenix1996 for telling me!)

EDITED 2:
I was now told that the author unfortunately did not give permission to share her fic, Claiming. Sorry!
 
 
10 August 2016 @ 08:21 pm

So Im Looking For Fics That Has Mary Alive And Maybe John Too.ages Are Irrelevant And They Can Have A Normal Or Hunters Life ....thanks

 
 
25 July 2016 @ 10:32 pm
For some reason, I'm dying for fics where Dean is sent to a universe where the canon events haven't happened, or time-travels back to when he was younger, yet he still has all his memories. Also, does anyone know of some fics where Mary finds out what the boys have been through and doesn't react well to it? Basically any fics where alternate universe or pre-series Mary/John/Sam meet canon!Dean.

(In case you want examples, some really good ones that I've read so far are:)

If I Knew Then What I Know Now:
Given an opportunity to change his family's destiny, Dean Winchester finds himself back in 1983 as his four year old self, yet with his adult memories still intact. But can he alter the events of that tragic night? And if so, will young Dean, his family, and Castiel be ready to survive all the evil that destiny has in store for them?

The Best Years of Our Lives, My Ass:
Dean goes to sleep in a motel room in Texarkana, and he wakes up 17 years old, in his childhood bedroom in Lawrence, Kansas, 1996. He has no idea how he got there, why his parents are still alive, why his brother is an adorable freshman with no memory of his adult life, and why the only ally he has in this place is the angel he left behind in Purgatory – somehow also 17 years old.
 
 
17 July 2016 @ 04:44 pm
I read this fic AGES ago.

it had dean and gabriel in a djinn-like world, i'm not sure if it was really a djinn, and they were living a domestic-type life, like in the djinn-episode. Im pretty sure sam was in it, and that jess and mary were alive. dean and gabriel were dating, and as far as i know, dean did not know that it wasnt real, but gabriel did. he fell in love but dreaded the day dean would find out that it wasnt real.

i dont remember much else, but i'll add more if i can think of anything.


EDIT: Found by [livejournal.com profile] lytenakye!
Tricky Like That by Annehiggins
 
 
11 June 2016 @ 03:58 pm

1st One:dean and sam werent brothers,mary worked at a haospital as a nurse where a young lady gave birth early and then escaped leaving the baby which was born very weak and expected to die but mary beleived in him and john amd her adopted him and later came sammy.(bobby was dean's real father and he and john never got along)

2nd one:mary gave birth to dean but he was very weak and had a lot of problems and her father wanted to give his grandson his familey name but when he saw dean he refused as he saw that dean wont make it but when sam was born he wanted to give him his name as he was healthy but mary screamed at him and refused but in the sequel to this story he regretted that and wanted to be a part of his grandsons' lives

they are both on fanfiction.com if that helps
i hope someone finds them they are amazing stories

i think both are considered au ..i dont remember if they were still hunters or not

 
 
Hi all,
I'm looking for a specific fic I read a while ago on AO3, it was Destiel, an AU where Dean was raised by John, and Sam by Mary. Mary and Sam thought Dean died I think, and then Sam meets Dean by chance at a friends house when he's in college, or something. They're still hunters in it, but John doesn't let Dean hunt, Dean does all the research for John-and lives in a small apartment by himself I think-I can't remember why, there was something unusual about Dean, possibly he was an Omega? Dean was just forming a relationship with Cas. When Mary comes to visit, she first disguises herself and observes Dean at the garage where he works, before meeting him at a family barbecue. I think Sam already knew Cas. Sorry, I know that's rather vague. I think it was a WIP, and it was quite long.

I'm also looking more generally for any fics that have Chuck in a fatherly role, particularly high school AUs where Cas' family take Dean in for whatever reason, and Chuck is a father figure, if such exist. Basically anything where Chuck is acting fatherly towards Cas and Dean by extension.
Thanks!!!
 
 
15 April 2016 @ 03:31 pm
Okay, so this has been driving me crazy the past few days. Now normally I am not into wincest like at all. But there is this one story that I read oh so while ago and I remember that I liked the storyline. But the name, where I read it, and what it was about completely escapes my brain. I do know this that it starts out with Sam having visions earlier on then the show. That he has a vision when he touches some lady's journal and promptly passes out( i think). I believe that Sam and Dean might have a wincest relationship but for all i know there may not have been wincest at all.


Also I am looking for stories that are teenchesters/pre-series absolutely NO wincest. I am not a fan except for that freaking story that is mentioned above. Sam can be 12-18 and Dean can be 16-22. I have searched through so much of spnstoryfinders i think I might just go crazy. I want them decent in length.

1. Mary is alive boys separated later in life
2. Just general teenchester fun
3. THat one Outsiders story that has a man thinking he's Ponyboy's dad but isnt. That is driving me bonkers. (Jk but not really I am losing it)
4. Sam and Jess stories are okay.
5. Sam having visions when he is younger but not younger than 12. (they couldve started earlier but the story doesnt take place until he is at least 12)
6. Unfortunately since the specific fic has been found. And now because of that freaking story I now crave wincest between teen sam/dean. Sam being at least 14/15. I'm not disgusting just that story causes problems. Since the entire story isnt wincest which is why I like it so much. Damn.

PLease Help all suggestions are welcome. Just save my brain from overloading.
 
 
Hello, are there any pre-series fanfics of little Dean and loving father John? I really want to read a happy Winchesters story where John either becomes a father to newborn Dean or is a father to kid!Dean while Mary is pregnant with Sam. I'd love a story that focuses mainly on John and kid!Dean's father-son relationship / bonding.

No Angst, Dark Theme, bad father John, and Major Character Deaths.

Thank you for your help! :D
 
 
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01 March 2016 @ 12:03 am
I'm looking for a specific story that meets the following criteria (under the cut):

Read more... )

Thanks in advance for your help! I've been looking for this story for several days.

FOUND: Demons Took Them Away by lipah (Thank you to [livejournal.com profile] nicky69 for the find!)
 
 
27 August 2015 @ 05:47 pm
Okay I recently finished reading Hail Mary and Mary, Mary, Quite Contrary and Good Things Do Happen. I really want more stories like those. If it's just one or the other is fine as well but I loved if they were both ressurected. It would be a plus if Mary got mad at John for raising her children as hunters. If Adam is in it I will be very happy.  I don't min GEN, am in love with Destiel but want no wincest please. Big thanks in advance.
 
 
17 July 2015 @ 08:56 pm

  1. I really want to read some fic where where Dean takes care of a baby Adam, or a really kid adam makes an appearance as part of the Winchester family unit.

  2. Mary somehow coming back to life or talking to John, Dean and Sam and learning about how John raised them. If Mary gets mad at John I will love you forever.




I don't read wincest or any dean/jo, dean/lisa ( I tolerate if it's a small part of the story).
I don't  mind any other pairing, Gen, Slash (please just tell me if dean is bottom) is fine with me.


 
 
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10 May 2015 @ 08:18 pm
Are there any fics where Henry Winchester goes to a different point in the supernatural timeline or an alternate version of Supernatural

Any fics where Sam and Dean get to a chance to know their grandparents whether that's Henry surviving in their timeline or they get to know a different grandparent(s)

Anything where the boys' kids get to know John, Mary, Bobby, or Ellen as their grandparents.

Help would be much appreciated.
~Azzy
 
 
Hi,
This was a story I had read quite long back.So I may get some small part wrong.It was a story of sam and Dean who are brothers,Mary being alive.Sam is hunting without his families knowledge.The thing I remember is Sam had told dean when he was younger that he gets visions but Dean mentions it to his parents and they take them to therapy and Dean has blocked those memories but Sam still gets visions and tries to stop them from happening.It ends with mary getting a mysterious phone call or mary calling a mysterious person.
*EDIT*
Thank you

Link to story in the comment.
 
 
Hi all, back again with four new requests.

1. Where the boys parents aren't John and Mary Either or actually.. Whether one of them are the kid(s) parent or neither of them are. I've already read the story "Ordinary Boys" though.

2. Where Sam is the kid of Dean and Cas, or anyone else as long as Dean is one of the parents. And I don't mean younger brother he is raising, I mean he is the son of Dean.

3. Sam doesn't stop the third trial and dies.

4. I would also like some Death fics. As in the character Death, especially if it concerns the Winchesters.

Thank you!
 
 
Hi,
I'm looking for a fic where adult Dean wakes up in his seventeen year old body, in a world where John and Mary and Sam are alive and living a relatively normal life. Dean discovers his teenage counterpart was rather an asshole-I think he was mean to Sammy, into drugs/the wrong crowd, etc-and everyone finds the way Dean is suddenly acting strange because he's caring and polite, etc. Eventually, John and Mary find out the truth-turns out they already knew about hunting or something?
Anyone?
Thanks : )
 
 
22 October 2014 @ 12:53 am
Are there any stories out there where Mary and John are resurrected with Samuel Gwen, Christian, Mark, and Johnny Campbell? I will take both Mary and John or just one of them, even more of a bonus if it is Destiel.
 
 
Edit: FOUND! This fic is by [livejournal.com profile] trolllogicfics and can be found here. Thank you so much!

The fic is called "One Shot" and was posted on LJ quite a few years ago. I cannot recall the author's name and Googling such a common phrase has left me stranded. It's very short, probably around 1k, definitely not more than 2-3k.

The fic is an AU of the end of S1 where the boys died in the car wreck, and were somehow sent back in time. It's from Mary's point of view, from before the fire. She gets a car from Bobby Singer, whom she notes looks oddly old, and eventually discovers this car is haunted by two older boys who died in a car wreck. (At one point the trunk opens to reveal an arsenal of hunting supplies Mary didn't put there. The older ghost mouths, "My car.") The ghosts won't appear around John or talk to him, but they aren't malicious, so Mary is happy enough to have them along. Then young Sam and Dean start saying and doing strange things, like asking for salt in the grocery store, and one night Mary wakes (I think, this part's fuzzy) to find Dean at her bedside, telling her someone is in Sam's nursery. She realizes that the ghosts are her sons in the future, takes the Colt, and shoots the yellow-eyed demon.

It's been awhile for me so some of these details might be fuzzy, but it was one of my favorite fics of all time and I am heartbroken I can't find it. I know I commented on it, but I don't know if there's a way to look up your comment history on LJ, and, of course, my delicious account was deleted quite some time ago. Any help would be very much appreciated!

(I hope it's okay to post here even though I'm no longer active on LJ. This is the only place I could think of to go!)
 
 
17 September 2014 @ 07:40 pm
Hi all,

I'm hoping somone can hep me find a story I read quite a while back and am unable to find.  I don't remember much, but here's what little I do.

It was an AU teen fic.  Mary was still alive and the boys were not raised as hunters.  Somehow Sam found out about hunting and Bobby was teaching/training him.  Dean catches him sneaking out one night and catches then catches him in a lie about being on a field trip. I also remeber that everyone was really worried about Sam because he had changed so much.

I know it's very little to go on, but I would appriciate any help finding it again.

Thanks in advance everyone! :)
 
 
23 August 2014 @ 11:17 pm
Are there any stories where Mary is not the loving, nurturing sacrificing, devoted mother? I will take anything except Wincest or Slash.

Also, are there any stories where both John and Dean blame Sam for Mary dying? I would love to see them be really abusive towards Sam throughout his life but I will take anything.

Thanks in advance!!!!
 
 
22 August 2014 @ 10:08 pm
Looking for any fics where Sam goes back in time (either by himself, with Dean, or Dean finds out and follows) like in "The Song Remains The Same" (Could be set in that ep too) and tries to fix things for Dean.

This could mean:
 --He tries to kill past him
 --He tries to stop his mom from having him
 --He tries to change the future.
 --anything?

Prefer no death fics, but feel free to post them for those who do enjoy that kind of story, but please make sure to label them as death fics so I don't read them.

If younger sam and dean are incorporated into the story (pref like Dean is all pissed at older dean for being a dick to Sam) that would be a huge bonus.
Thanks so much :)
 
 
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19 August 2014 @ 08:14 pm
I'm looking for:
1. Specific Sam Winchester fic - Where Mary is alive and Sam remembers his life as a hunter. Sam while a teenager now has continued to hunt monsters, one of which attacked him making it look like suicide. So his parents now don't trust him, his brother is worried and decides to follow him out the window after he made his escape through it yet again (he does this quite a bit I think). I think eventually Dean starts to believe him and they start to hunt together (but again I'm not sure)




I'm also looking for some other fics that I've posted before - but didn't really get a response for -


General Wincest/J2 fics - looking for any: (I like bottom Jared/Sam more, although I won't say no to bottom Jensen/Dean)
2. Mpreg, A/O/B, Werewolf/Knotting - the longer the better, but I'll take anything,
3. Time Travel - fics like - The Time-Traveler's Brother by gretazreta but any is fine,
4. Merman - where one or both boys have/get tails,
5. Tron - any fic but more along the lines of Tron Legacy,
6. Sam with wings - growing wings (nothing to do with Lucifer) &

7. AU fics that include Jess dying and Dean not coming to Stanford like he did in the pilot.

I know this is a lot but If anyone can help me find some of these that would be great, Thanks in advance.

 
 
30 July 2014 @ 01:50 am
Hey guys. I'm looking for a fic I read a long time ago and forgot to bookmark. =(

It was set in season one, episode 9 Home. I remember that Dean and Sam had to vanquish the spirit of their mother who was still haunting their old house (I don't remember if she was evil or not). She was trying to keep them with her in the house or something (maybe kill them so they would be with her?). Dean was extremely broken by the whole situation.

I do remember at the end when they finally did rid the house of her spirit, John found out and pretty much lost it and yelled at Dean. Dean was a mess and there was a good bit of sobbing and hurt!Dean and Sam comforting him. I'm not really sure how the fic ended.

If anyone remembers this fic and has a link, I'd appreciate the share. Thanks in advance <3

-Emily
 
 
25 July 2014 @ 11:19 pm
I have 2 requests:

1. Fics set in early season 7, that address the "driving off the pier" comment Dean made in his message to Bobby, preferably with Bobby hearing it and being concerned for Dean's wellbeing.

2. Stories in which John or Mary or Jess are resurrected and discover the boys have changed.

No wincest. Thanks,
 
 
15 June 2014 @ 09:45 am
I read this fan fiction before and I'm trying to find it again:

It's a supernatural fan fiction where Mary is still alive. Sammy was just recently born and the Winchester parents are putting all their attention on him. Dean is sad but understands that Sam needs the attention and instead he doesn't really talk and starts drawing pictures to put on the fridge. Mary notices they're neglecting Dean and feels guilty.

Help is greatly appreciated! :)
 
 
28 May 2014 @ 09:25 pm
I have three requests i've been looking for for a while, and I thought I'd finally ask here.

1. Any fics where Dean has issues as an adult from his childhood, non-AU. Malnourishment, old injuries that didn't get to heal properly, etc. I read a few amazing fics (by roque_clasique, I think?) where Dean was essentially illiterate, and anything along those lines would also be wonderful. Sam finding out about these would be preferred.

1b. Along these lines, basically any fics with Sam finding out what Dean sacrificed for him as a kid would be great.

2. Fics where Mary Winchester either comes back to life or time-travels forward to canon times, and finds out about the boys childhoods, what they're like as adults, etc. Destiel would be awesome, but completely not necessary.

3. Non-angsty demon!Dean fics. Fluffy, humorous fics revolving around Dean being a demon. post-9x23 is great, but not necessary. Again, I love Destiel, but gen is absolutely great too.

 
 
29 March 2014 @ 12:03 am
Hello! I'm searching for a J2 AU- it's set in the Great Depression, and Jared is a travelling preacher who comes to Jensen's town with his show. It was a WIP when I read it last, and I always wanted to go back to it. It may have been by traveler?

I'm also looking for a Mary-centric fic called Oidhche na Sprideanna, about Mary's ghost. Or any Mary-centric fics, really.

Thank you very much!
 
 
24 March 2014 @ 08:25 am
Hey again! I was looking for some fics, they can be any pairing, or just Gen (just no John/Sam, John/Dean or Mary/Boys please). Rating doesn't matter either.

1) Either John or Mary coming back to life during the series, seeing the boys all bad-ass after saving the world or whatever.

2) Sam dealing with the message Dean left on his cell phone (The fake mean one) after 'Lucifer Rising'. Preferably where Dean finds out and has to convince Sam that it wasn't really him. The more angst, the better.

Thank you!
 
 
23 February 2014 @ 11:26 am
If I remember correctly, the story is about Mary casting a spell when Sam is a baby while unknowing that Dean is outside of Sam's room sleeping.  She is killed by the demon.  Does anyone know it and have it?
 
 
17 February 2014 @ 05:59 pm
Hi! I'm looking for a story that I read awhile ago, I only remember a few items.

I remember it's some kind of western where the Winchesters are kind of outlaws. Mary is alive and still married to John. I think Sam is married and his wife (maybe Jess) is pregnant.

Castiel is a preacher in the town, and Victor and (maybe?) Ash go to town to get some girls to spend the winter with them. Castiel leaves the church to go with Victor. It's a Destiel, and I remember something about Dean telling Castiel that Jimmy was only a replacement.

I don't remember what happens in the middle, but I remember a gun fight in which Mary is shot and Castiel is kidnapped and is held on a train. He is later rescued.

Anyone know it? Thank you in advance!

FOUND in comments!
 
 
29 November 2013 @ 02:01 am
I'm looking for three general fics

1) After ELAC Sam makes a deal with a crossroads demon, for either Mary, John, both(anyone else in the deal is a plus) and he succeeds.  I'd really also like to see everyone's reactions to being back and Sam being dead as well
2) John is the one who dies in the house fire, not Mary
3) Any time during the series John, Mary, Bobby or other friends/lovers come back from the dead
 
 
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25 November 2013 @ 10:00 am
Are there any fics where John died instead of Mary? I would prefer long fics!!! Also please warn of any major triggering things :)
 
 
24 October 2013 @ 07:22 am
I'm looking for another fic I lost when I lost my bookmarks. I just go along and suddenly remember, hey, there was this fic.... then i start looking. And if I can't find it, I come here, where there are a lot more people with better memories. I hope you can help this time.

I think it's AU, and possibly sam and dean were adopted or raised in a foster family. I'm pretty sure it was just sam and dean, but maybe adam was there too. Or I'm wrong about all of that part. It could have just been the Winchester family living a normal non-supernatural life.

Teenage Dean gets a girl pregnant and winds up raising his son with help from his family. There was one scene where Dean and the toddler (I don't remember the kid's name) go to visit Sam at Stanford and someone snotty woman (maybe related to Jessica?) was really rude to Dean.

It might be a story in a series. I know that's not much to go on. Thanks for any help you can give.

Found in comments.
 
 
Lots of random stuff:

1. Stories about Mary and John from around the time Dean was born to around the time Sam was born.

2. Pre-series stories from John's POV (or Mary's if it's an AU) about the kids, specifically Dean. I'm looking for fics about more when they were kids than right before the Pilot.

3. I lost the majority of my bookmarks for Sam/Jess/Dean. I've found a lot of them at this point, but I figure this way I'll either find the ones I'm missing or I'll get new ones, so any Sam/Jess/Dean you have. I've gone through the tags here so if you've recced it before I've probably seen it, but feel free to do so again.

4. Any good a/b/o verses? Specifically Cas/Dean but I'm open to any/all pairings. (I've probably come across all the Cas/Dean ones on A03 at this point, but feel free to rec them just in case I missed it.)

5. And I'm looking for any of the following rare!pairs:

Bobby/Rufus/Ellen, Bobby/Rufus, Rufus/Ellen
Sam/Sarah, Sam/Sarah/Jess
Dean/Cassie
Claire/Krissy/Josephine, Krissy/Josephine
Kevin/any of the 2nd generation kids (Lucas, Michael, Ben, Claire, Jesse, Krissy, Josephine, etc), Kevin/Channing
Jo/Anna, Jo/Anna/Ruby
Cas/Ruby - though I'd much rather fics that focus on friendships between them (with, say, Destiel and Sam/Ruby background), I'd be open to ones that are more than friendship

oh and 6. Inception crossovers/fusions?

I'll take any cis-swaps, self-recs, etc.

Thank you so much!!! (And sorry for the long and not really connected list!)
 
 
29 August 2013 @ 12:32 pm
Ok. Today I'm looking for specific fic.

It's about angels and hunters create huge devil trap. Jake is the boy king. I read this some time ago and don't remember very much but i suppose there were Gabriel, Bobby, and in some kind of form Mary, John, Kate Milligan. I believe there was pairing sam/gabreiel ; dean/cas.

If this remember anything please give me a link or title.
 
 
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24 July 2013 @ 08:05 am
I'm looking for 2 specific stories

1. a teen Sam is in a play at school but there is a hunt and John misses opening night. It was really important to Sam that John and Dean be there because some of the other kids were saying that John didn't love Sam. Sam insisted that John does love him and to prove it, John would be at the play opening night. It is NOT Center Stage by Somebody Once.

2. Dean has been neglecting Sam and not noticing that he is sick and hurt (physically and emotionally). They are on a hunt when things turn ugly for Sam. Sam gets seriously hurt so bad that Mary comes down from heaven to get Sam. Dean realizes how wrong he has been and begs Mary to let him keep Sam. Mary cuddles with Sam for a bit and gives Dean a chastisement then puts Sam in Deans waiting arms.

Here are the general stories I'm looking for (GEN stories only please)

3. Are there any other Sam and Mary stories where Sam finally gets to experience what it's like to have a mother?

4. Are there any stories where Sam's lack of memories of Mary creates either an understanding or conflict with the Winchesters?