Hey guys! So, about a year or two ago I read this fanfic on FF.net and I’ve been looking for it for a few months now to read again but I can’t find it. Here’s what I remember:

Teen Sam and Dean.

Dean was hurt on a previous hunt, something is wrong with his leg (I don’t remember if is a broken ankle or something like that), he has a few broken ribs among other things and John needs to hunt again, so instead of waiting for Dean to get better, he decides to leave Dean alone in this house that it’s falling apart (it’s what he could afford for) to heal and takes Sam to hunt with him. Sam gets angry at his dad for leaving Dean alone in such a state, but goes with his father anyway.
After they leave, even being injured Dean does what he can to leave the house in a better state, cleaning it up and fixing a few things – even though in a lot of pain. After that, he feels even worse and tries to rest. No long after, a couple of thug teenagers enter the house and beat Dean up, leaving him in a really bad state and with even more broken bones. I’m not sure how he managed to ask for help, but bottom line Bobby and Caleb are made aware he’s hurt and Caleb run to help his friend.
Caleb is horrified to find Dean in the trepid house bleeding out and with the teenagers still beating him. He makes sure the teenagers won’t hit his friend anymore and then I don’t remember if he calls an ambulance or if he takes Dean himself to the hospital, but when he gets there Pastor Jim calls to say that he found John and Sam hurt and that a helicopter it’s taking them to the same hospital Caleb just got in with Dean.
Things go down hill for Dean from there, because although John and Sam aren’t that bad and are expected to make a full recovery, Dean is really bad off, and when he finds out, John feels guilty for what he put his two sons through.
There is a point when the adults have to send Sam home to rest properly after being discharged, and even with him refusing to leave his brother, they still manage to take him.
Sam has a nightmare, and so does Dean. While John consoles Dean in his arms on the hospital bed, Bobby decides to take Sam to the hospital to give both kids some peace of mind. But when he gets there, the night guard on Dean’s hospital door refuses to let Sam in while Sam cries out for Dean, and hearing his brother’s distress, Dean takes off his ventilator before John can stop him, and throws up blood – leaving the men in the hospital room livid.
Dean’s doctor helps him, and says that he hurt his throat, so they can’t put the ventilator back, but the teen seems to be doing well enough to go on without the equipment.
After that, they don’t try to separate the boys anymore, and even in ICU Sam in allowed to visit his brother. From there, they get progressively better with the help of Bobby, Caleb and Pastor Jim.
I think I found this story in a community of fanfiction.net, but I’m not sure. I looked on a few and did research on google but couldn’t find it again.
02 November 2016 @ 07:29 pm
I read a story awhile back, but it wasn't finished when I read it. It's a Sam and Dean story. I remember it was Sam getting raped by a demon who impregnated him with twins (boy and girl). It was at Pastor Jim's church. He hated the babies even when he was told they were human. Dean and John were worried of course. Later in the story, it was said that if a human were to have sex with Sam before the birth of the twins they would be born human. So they all agreed that Dean would have sex with Sam. Dean didn't want to hurt Sam, so he made sure Sam was in control of the whole thing. When the babies were born, Dean and Sam agreed that they would want to be in a romantic relationship. When it came time to tell John, he didn't like it. He said something along the lines of 'you think it's best to be in an incestuous relationship?'
29 September 2016 @ 12:48 pm
I'm looking for a weechester car accident fic I read awhile ago on ff.net. I remember in the beginning sam seemed fine, but at the end he was the one that had more damage done. He also called pastor Jim I believe??? and then the paramedics came and I believe sam, by then, was already passed out.

Also John was in it as well.

Anyone know what fic I'm talking about?

Hello all!

Thank you in advance for taking a look at this.

I have been wracking my brains trying to remember the name or author of this fic so I could track it down for a re-read.

It is a long fic from a number of years ago.  John and Dean and Sam are all awesome and bad-ass.  John and, I believe, Dean think that Sam is dead but Sam is actually alive and has amnesia in the beginning.  Sam's memory slowly returns over the course of the fic.  There is a possibility I've got this mixed up and it's John and Sam who think Dean is dead.  They each follow their own path for awhile, slowly leading back to Kansas to stop the apocalypse.  There is also a priest living in Kansas, I think it's Pastor Jim, who adopted a young boy several years ago.  This young boy is actual Lucifer reborn but is a good guy in this fic.  He is childhood friends with Dean and has strong feelings of loyalty to Pastor Jim and the Winchesters.  Let's see...Dean runs into some U.S. Vikings (yep, you heard that right) who approve of Dean since he can drink and hold his own in a Viking brawl.  It is mostly gen fic although there may be shades of Wincest in there.
04 June 2015 @ 05:37 pm
Specific!fic ->
main character: Sam Winchester
>No Stanford
>Sam isn't with John or Dean
|____>They don't know where he is
>I think there was a fight between the John and Sam that lead to Sam leaving
>Sam's age was between 16-20
>Pastor Jim and Bobby know where he is
>Sam creates weapons for hunters
>He is a well-known person in the community but under an alias
>Lives in a cabin in a remote place
>There is a blacksmith and cabin and there is underground tunnel
>they end up finding him
>either it's gen heavy on the wincest subtext or wincest
Thats all I remember, help! Tell me if I accidentally made an entire fanfiction in my head or even a fanfic that is similar.


Found look in the comments below
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10 April 2015 @ 12:05 pm
I don't know the exact details of them but this is what I can remember.

1) I think its a sequel to another fic where Sam was kidnapped but that might have just been at the beginning of the book. Sam is struggling to cope after it happens and ends up in a pyschiatric ward. He then tries to kill himself and one of the doctors stayed with him all night after it happened to try and calm him down and then Dean goes and visits him and they end up falling asleep on the couch before someone slams the door waking them up. I think Sam asks why Dean wants to take him home.

2) It's either wee!chester or teen!chester and Dean gets hurt on a hunt and John refuses to let Sam come to the hospital to see him. I think Bobby and maybe Pastor Jim or Caleb are in this story. They try and talk some sense into John but John isn't having any of it. John says something really harsh to Sam when he calls him and then I think Bobby shouts at John. Sam is upset by what's happening and I think he ends up in the hospital too.

Sorry for the terrible descriptions.

Thanks xxx
05 July 2014 @ 05:59 pm
I have seen a few good stories that mention Sam and Dean around/avoiding CPS so I wanted to find some more. Give me any stories with CPS being involved from Sam and Dean dodging them to being take in by them and getting away or taken in by them and in a home/fostered out. Any with CPS investigating to filing suit against John or Sam and Dean slipping through the cracks. Maybe they get the boys and split them up, or they get the boys and John, Bobby, Caleb or Jim or even Ellen come get them. Can be a major or minor part of the story. Also any cases where as adults they solve a case involving CPS or the kids in CPS or a CPS worker they ran into as kids. Can be gen or a pairing (don't care who pairs with who). Crossovers are cool too (think Criminal Minds/NCIS/CSI or something with cops) Happy or sad endings, angsty plot, dark plot, heck I'll take fluff too, or holiday stuff.

Any recs or help pointing me in that direction I would be grateful for. Thanks.

Also not sure about tags so I added a few.
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Looking for specific fic with mpreg!Sam and Dean at the roadhouse, Dean planning surprise birthday party for Sam

Surprise )

I can remember the details, but still my google skills fail me. I thought I had it bookmarked, but either I didn't or it was lost. There may have been a sequel or was the first of a verse, unless I'm confusing this with another fic, but I'm sure about all the other facts. Help!!!

Found in comments.
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Hello there!!!

Looking for two specific fic's.

The 1st one (from what I remember) Dean is turned into a Vampire and he hunts down Sam (who ran away the night he found out Dean turned.) and kill's people that look like Sam. Two scene's that stick to mind.

* Dean Kills Bobby right in-front of Sam by shooting him in the head and he then phones Sam right after.
* Dean finally get's Sam and turns him too near the end of the fic.

The demon Dean story was John had left Sam with Father Jim (I think that's his name) to hide Sam from Dean and Sam became like a priest in training or something.

* Sam finds Jim dead, killed by Dean who want's his bother back.
* Demon Dean imply s he killed John.

* ALSO any other story's like this Dean is evil but still loves/wants Sammy by his side would be awesome.
Hi all,

I'm looking for two specific Brotherhood AU fics. One (I believe) was written by PL Wynter and the other was not.

1. In the first one, it's a young Dean and young Caleb story. They're at Pastor Jim's (I think) because John brought Sam and Dean there because Dean wasn't talking after Mary's death. Something happens - men attack, monsters attack, idk - and Caleb takes Dean and runs. When the Winchesters first arrive, Caleb is annoyed that Dean is there because he's a little kid but by the end of it, they managed to forge a really strong understanding of one another. Caleb tells Dean about how he thinks he's a monster and gives Dean the nickname Deuce and Dean in turn starts to call him Damien.

2. The second one is a de-aged Dean fic. I think there's two of them. At first, Caleb goes to visit Sam and tells him that his brother needs him now and that John's missing. Sam refuses to have any part in it until he finds out that Dean has been physically and mentally regressed to about 9 (?). He finds out that Dean ran away for a little bit after it first happened to look for Sam and they ran into each other outside of the library but Dean didn't say anything because he thought that Sam looked happy in his life with Jessica.

Any help finding these two fics would totally be appreciated. I think they were both located on ff.net but that site makes it SO hard to keep track of bookmarks/favorited stories.
So ages ago I read a fic where Sam gets hurt or sick and John and Dean leave him at Pastor Jim's while they go on a hunt. All I can remember about it is that Bobby shows up to visit and while he and Pastor Jim are outside Sam falls down the stairs and they call in the paramedics.

I have been looking for it for days now. This'll certainly teach me not to bookmark good fics :/

Many thanks in advance to whoever helps me find it :)
I read this story I while ago and I'm 80% certain I have it as an ePub somewhere in my unorganized 500 fic collection on my tablet, I just can't find it.

From what I remember Dean was miserable because he felt guilty for killing Lisa who was a whore or something and maybe pregnant? Then he ended up in a church somehow (can't remember how) and Castiel was there and then he sprouts wings and passes out. When he wakes up Cas is cleaning his wings.

I know that Dean feels really confused and guilty about him getting wings because he killed Lisa. But of course Cas is there and makes him feel better and then things happen;)

Now I think Cas was a hunter but I don't know of I'm remembering another fic. They at some point end up at Pastor Jim's and Jim tries to kill Dean.

Castiel might also be an angel and they don't know but I'm really, really not sure about that.

Don't think Sam is in this but he could be.

Honestly I'm not sure if I'm remembering one fic or if I'm mixing up parts of different fics but I'm hoping it is all from one.

Thank you

EDIT: Found. Angelus Perditionis by AssButtAnonymous. Had to convert all my ePubs into RTFs (which didn't actually take that long) and bulk search them in-text using Windows Grep, very useful:)
04 February 2014 @ 12:15 pm
I remember reading this fic a while back - I don't think it was ever finished - but the basic premise is both John and Dean get annoyed with Sam being more sensitive than them and they both say some harsh words. Sam takes it upon himself to toughen up and promises himself that he'll never cry again. I remember they hunt a werewolf (or something similar) and both John and Dean get hurt, leaving Sam to kill it. Sam ends up with Pastor Jim (I think) who is shocked so see Sam so cold and emotionless and refuses to let John and Dean see him. I remember there was a scene near the end where Sam tells Jim everything that happened in a church with John and Dean listening in. 
31 January 2014 @ 05:59 pm
I am looking for two types of stories, both inspired by elements of stories I have just read.

1) I am looking for stories where Dean and Sam are well known in a town. Like they spent enough time with Bobby or Pastor Jim as kids that the townspeople recognize and know them. (Inspired by Dee's Daddy by 1Pagen3)

2) Stories where Dean and/or Sam were raised by Bobby, Pastor Jim, or both together. (Inspired by Relative Gold by Dayspring)

Any pairing welcome. Please no genderbender or crossdressing.
I'm looking for two stories. Hope I'm doing this right.

1. Dean is injured in a hunt and after he is released from the hospital John keeps moving them around and forces Dean to train. I think John is angry or upset that Dean was injured and pushes him extra hard to make him stronger next time. Dean is having trouble recovering because of this and Sam is furious. Somehow Pastor Jim gets involved, I think Sam contacts him, and helps Dean get the rest he needs to recover. that's all I remember but it was great.

2. The next story was beautifully done and I would so like to read it again. Dean is dying and Castiel comes to collect him. It's such a great story.

Thanks for any hellp you can give me, I've been looking for these forever and your help is greatly appreciated!
03 December 2013 @ 09:46 pm
Hi guys. I need some fictions where teen Sammy runs away from home, or because of something John or Dean did and he goes to Bobby (or Pastor Jim it doesn't matter)or his family lefts him behind I want Bobby helping Sammy and being awesome :) anything along those lines will be cool,please no wincest.

Sorry if my English is not perfect. I'm from Poland please forgive me my mistakes :D
04 October 2013 @ 10:37 pm
Hi!!! I was looking for a fic that I do not remember very much of it.So, I know that John got de-aged, Dean was about 16 and called Pastor Jim for help. I think he couldn't come but gave him advice on the phone and every time referring to a virtue `.John was not an easy kid. Dean had to spank him. Pastor Jim said it was justice. Or something like that. Does it ring any bell? Please?
15 August 2013 @ 09:32 am
Hi all, I'm looking for a specific pre-series hurt!sam fic. Dean is on a hunt with Caleb and John takes Sam to a really run-down cabin in a remote town. John leaves for a hunt and gives sam a list of chores to do (i.e. chop wood, fix furnace, clean guns) but Sam is in a car accident with a man who owns the gas station who tries to molest Sam. He hides the injuries from John and gets really sick and delicious angst ensues. I think I read it on FF, but am not positive.

Sorry for the confusing description, but hopefully someone recognizes it!

Also I would love any recs for hurt/sick Sam fics, especially weechesters or pre-series fics.

Pretty much as the subject line says, I'm looking for anything where Pastor Jim is still alive or gets resurrected during the time of the Apocalypse, preferably the latter.

What wuld reaaaaaaaaallly make my day is if it were dean/castiel as well, but even if not I'd love to know how Jim reacts to cas and what dean has gotten himself into.

No Sam/angel, Sam/dean, or generally sam/non-canon pairing
18 June 2013 @ 02:19 pm
This may be a Brotherhood AU as I believe Pastor Jim, Caleb etc are in it. Dean and Sam are not involved in hunting. Dean is married (to Lisa, I think) and Sam has special needs. I don't remember if he had a head injury or exactly what happened. They are all living at Pastor Jims and Sam takes a bus to school each day.
Dean and Lisa eventually have two kids, Sam knows what gender they will be before they are born and predicts correctly that the second child will be born on his birthday. There is a lot more to this fic and it was pretty long but all that comes to mind is the tidbits I have described above. Hoping that someone can help me find it. Thanks!
10 June 2013 @ 06:43 pm
It may be a brotherhood story with Caleb, Joshua etc. but I am not sure. It is pre series and the boys are kids staying at Pastor Jim's. There is a tornado and the boys are trapped in the barn. Does this sound familiar to anyone? Thanks!
08 April 2013 @ 02:06 pm
Hey there,
I was hoping someone could remember a fic for me. I believe it was a trilogy, and it was titled with parts from the old Humpty Dumpty nursery rhyme. "All the kings horses and all the kings men, couldn't put Humpty back together again". Yeah. Ummm, but yes, it's a flash back fic where Sam and Dean are hunting man made monkey like things, and one of them is clamped on Sam's leg so they go to pastor Jim's. Sam has to go to the hospital and he flashes back to when he was paralyzed by werewolves as a teenager. I remember Sam was really clingy to Dean cause of a venom in the monkey's saliva, and that John eventually shows up, so this is obviously first season/pre-series.
14 December 2012 @ 02:12 am

Hello again,

This time I can't find an old SPN fic that I read on FF.net.

Hurt!Sam and it involved the brothers being separated. They had a missunderstanding or resentment because of that or something and the two brothers weren't that close and thus, separated (I think Sam left or something and John told Dean it was because of something else).

Anway, the two brothers reconnect and I distinctively remember Sam having 3rd degrees burns on his torso (or back) from trying to save Jess from dying. He is a doctor of some sorts and he's loved by all in the small town he lives in. Pastor Jim is also in the story (if not him, then one of the older dudes).

Dean and Sam do reconcile.



06 December 2012 @ 08:25 am
I have two specific story requests and I don't remember much of them.

1) Dean and John were at a cliff or sth and Dean almost fell down at the edge. John helped him to get up and then slapped him with saying sth like "trust me, if you had fallen down, it would have hurt way more."

2) Dean was on a hunt with John and I think Jim, Bobby and/or Caleb were there as well. However, Dean got really angry with John and said "f*** you" or sth similar and John took Dean's wrist and pulled him into their house? or a room and belted him there.

3) Anything were Sam, Cas, Bobby or John think that Dean is dead.

Thanks for the help :)
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30 November 2012 @ 09:26 pm
I am looking for a fic based on A Christmas Carol.
In it, Dean is vidited by his three "ghosts"; I believe they are Pastor Jim as the Ghost of Christmas Past, Azazel as the Ghost of Christmas Present, and Mary as the future ghost? I believe they were showing to Deanwhat would happen if he did not get out of his deal. I remember once Dean "wakes up", Sam hasn't shaved in a while, which reminds Dean of the Sam of the future, and Dean makes him shave immediately.
Thank you guys!
23 November 2012 @ 04:46 pm
I've been on a Brotherhood kick lately, so...

1. I've been trying to find this fic for ages. The boys are young and John's left them alone in a hotel, but he doesn't return as planned and for some reason (not enough rent money, maybe?) they're forced to leave and hide somewhere nearby. I think this might be a fic based on Ridley James' Brotherhood AU. Eventually, after several days or maybe a few weeks, they manage to contact with either Bobby or Pastor Jim, who reveals that John was injured and unconscious, which explains why he didn't come back to get the boys, and they've all been frantic with worry. Ring any bells?

FOUND: It's Red by [livejournal.com profile] big_pink.

2. Rec me your best  Brotherhood (official or "non-authorized" authors) fics. I'm partial to h/c and whump... but angst is fine as well, as long as they're well-written and the boys are in character. Thanks!
20 October 2012 @ 07:26 pm
heyy! i was looking for a specific story, i hope you can find it! sam is 14 i think.
SO... Sam was in a school play but john needed him on a hunt, they argued and john yelled something really hurtful to sam, and sam went into his room and cried. then on the hunt they split up the find a black dog, john wen tone way and sam and dean went another way. dean said something really hurtful to sam and sam got really hurt and vowed he would never cry again, they found the black dog but john and dean got knocked out, sam went after it himself, he found it, and lurd it into a cave then he cut its head off but he was stuck in the cave and he had to butcher it to get out. john and dean found him. and were horrified, but sam was okay. they went back home and over the next few weeks they notices sam was cold and distant so they took him to pastor jim's and in the chapel sam spoke to jim while dean and john eve's dropped. and he explain the jim, then yelled at dean and john and jim was very disappointed in john and dean and then they went to sam and were like "i love you! come back to us!" but sam said he would never be the way he was again. when they were packing to leave jim's sam talked to dean and said he "lost his soul" and dean vowed he would bring sam back and they hugged.

well thats all i can remember, i hope you can find it, it was on fanfiction.net. i can't find it :( so please send me the link or something! thanks!
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13 October 2012 @ 07:46 am
I am looking for a fic where John ask for help to Pastor Jim because he saw His teen boys masturbating each other and kissing. But the problem was that he liked it. He got excited. Dean find out that his father knows and he calls Caleb to come to help John. John is telling his fantasies (what he would do With Dean and Sam) to Caleb while having sex. I know John and the boys went on a hunt and Dean got hurt. The title is something like "wolves" I think. Please help!
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12 March 2012 @ 07:32 am
Hi, I'm looking for two stories that I think were at fanfcition.net but I can't find right now, they are:
1.- Brotherhood story, in which Dean is alone at Pastor Jim's farm, working in a car inside the pit of the barn, i think, and the car moves and traps him ther, and no one else but Sammy remembers  he was alone and realizes he's missing. Then John, Caleb and Mac go to the rescue
2.- Dean and Sam are put in foster care, while John works to get them back, legally, they are in a abusive home, there were several other kids and Dean tried to protect them from the foster dad, until one night he tries to protect his foster mother and the dad beats him up with a bottle and put him and Sammy in a closet, Dean had a baseball bat, John meet with them at the hospital, where Sammy accuses their case worker of ignoring Dean's claims of abuse.
Ring any bells?

Found both of them!! thanks a lot!!!
Hi guys,
I'm looking for three specific fics this week, with all of them being based on the brotherly relationship between Sam and Dean.
  1. Sam was hurt on a hunt and Dean sheparded him to Bobby's where Dean falls prey to the flu or some other virus which should make him cooped up in bed. However, both Dean and Sam end up trying to take care of each other while not feeling 100% themselves. I'm pretty sure it was told from Bobby's POV; I remember this is the first fic I read where I called them idjits!
  2. Sick Dean fic where he has to go through the pain of a gallstone. Sam stays with him through the whole thing even though it takes several days (maybe closer to a week). FOUND
  3. Sam feels as if he is a screw up and runs away from his dad and brother. He believes that his dad hates him because he isn't just like Dean and he goes to Pastor Jim's house (it could have been Bobby's) where he ends up in a bed for a day or so 'cuz he's sick. Josh, Caleb, and Bobby all come to Pastor Jim's where they plus Dean and Jim take care of Sam while he recovers and learns to trust in his dad again. (Caleb and Josh, maybe Bobby held up guns against John when he wanted to see his son because they thought Sam didn't want to see him and his entrance might cause Sam to freak out). This one was weechesters, I think (don't hold me to this) Sam was around the age of 12. FOUND

Thanks you guys for doing this and always being so helpful :) I'm pretty certain I found all of these on fanfiction but I'm not entirely sure.

20 December 2011 @ 04:27 pm
I am sitting here with a bad back (since Thanksgiving) and am spending my time going through posts.   I think I have checked all the tags that pertain to my request but I need more!  What I am looking for are WeeChesters or TeenChesters where:

1. John just does not understand/and or abuses Sam and he runs away.
2. Sam is kidnapped and is not reunited with his family for months or even years.
3. Sam is missing and no one knows what happened to him
4. Sam is taken by CPS and grows up away from his family only to reunite later.
5. Mute, deaf or blind Sam

I would prefer GEN only for these requests please.  It would also be super if Bobby, Pastor Jim, Caleb or Joshua were in the story.

Thank you in advance for saving me from total boredom.
09 December 2011 @ 12:00 pm
Hi all,

I am looking for fics pre-series where sam is hurt but can't be taken to a hospital or doctor so dean/john/bobby/calab etc have to patch him up. It would be great if there was a helping of guilty!john or guilty!dean. No WIP's please

Thanks for all the help in advance:)
05 November 2011 @ 07:09 pm
Hi all,

Hoping ye all can help stave off my boredom with some recs please :)

1) I'm looking for some non au H/C (preferably hurt!jared) J2 fics with loads of chris, chad, misha etc please.

2) Some teenchesters H/C (preferable hurt!sam) with bobby, calab, pastor jim etc.

Self recs are always good but no WIP's please :)
Thanks in advance!!!
03 November 2011 @ 08:38 pm
One of my favorite Supernatural stories is Life After the Invasion by Dragonfan (or Steamfan, depending on which site you're reading it on). This Buffy/Angel crossover starts with Sam, Jess, and other Stanford students, and everyone else watching TV news at that time, catching Dean and John joining the battle against the demons (this is Buffy/Angel canon) invading L.A. So now the world knows about supernatural hunters, with the Winchesters' faces known enough to rate in People magazine's Sexiest Men poll.

What I'd like to find is any other stories where hunters are caught live on the news, outed to the world. I mean on a hunt, not like the story where one of the boys is sick and film of him taking a dump by the side of the freeway shows up on YouTube. And I mean any familiar hunter, not just the Winchester...Bobby, Ellen, Jo, Pastor Jim, any of 'em.
28 October 2011 @ 01:15 am
Hi, I remember reading this wonderful story and can't find it again. Hoping you can help me...please?

I believe it was wee-chester (not sure though)  All I remember is John decides to leave Sam behind with Pastor Jim. Sam heard it but Dean didn't know anything about it at all. The next day John takes dean and leaves on a hunt (dean believing they'd be back). John avoids going to see Sam with the excuses of hunts.It was pretty long and Sam ended up in a hospital and then Dean has to rush back.

Someone else is after Sam, wants to hurt him b/c they think John is responsible for someone's death...

I appreciate all the help. Thank You


Story Found: Dazed and Confused by 1Pagan3
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24 October 2011 @ 04:25 pm
Long time searcher, first time poster so forgive me if I do something wrong, but I have been looking for two specific fics for a while now and I'm getting quite upset at not bein able to find them with my super awesome searching abilities. I know I've gotten linked to them through spnstoryfinders, but they might've been on either fanfiction or livejournal. Anyway without further ado.....

1) This first one is kind of an AU thing. Basically John dies when the boys are young, like 14 and 10 or somewhere close to there, and Bobby and Pastor Jim come to help them and CPS figure out what's going to happen to them. But Dean overhears a conversation between Bobby and Jim and misunderstands it, thinking they're going to split Sam and him up they run away. It goes on to describe some of the places they've lived, off the radar, and bobby and Jim constantly searching for them with no luck. Then years later when Dean is 16 and they've settled down somewhere where dean is a mechanic and is the "legal gaurdian" to sam, everyone thinks he's 18, and things are going well until Dean is shot in a drive by shooting while eating at a restruant with Sam and it makes the news which Bobby sees. That's all I remember but there is a very vivid scene after dean is shot with Sam holding his brother and crying. I really want to read this one again help me!

2) This one is also sort of AU on 1st season where there is a third Winchester brother, I'm pretty sure his name is Daniel, but he is the youngest brother. He grew up with john, Dean and Sam but ran away like Sam only when he was in High School. He settled down in Lawrence and the story picks up on his high school graduation. He notices Sam and Dean there and they tell him about their father missing and tries to get him to come with them but he doesn't want to. Then a little while later YED finds him in the Winchester's old home, and yellow eyes threatens him or something. Then Sam and Dean break into Daniel's apartment and kidnap him to protect him, taking him on the road with them. That's all I remember besides the fact that it was really cool.

If you know of these stories please help me out and post a link in the comments. Thank you!
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21 October 2011 @ 04:13 pm
Looking for a specific story I read it like about maybe two years ago and i was never able to find it again. I believe it was on fanfiction.net and was a wip at the time. I know that it starts off with a possesed john beating a young sam outside of a motel and he ends up in the hospital with terminal injuries. It could be someone else that caused this though. I also remember that he was in a wheelchair because of messed up muscle function and breathing problems. I belive that dean was also hurt very badly for a little while in this fic and he was also in a wheelchair for a couple of chapters. I also belive that bobby, pastor jim, and some of the other hunter friends were involved also. I also remember one chapter where sam is worried that he will be useless to everyone becuase all he does is pretty much sleep throughout the whole day.

Thank You!
04 October 2011 @ 05:39 pm

1)I am looking for some fics that have bottom sam with bondage with Dean only please. I don't mind Dub con but no non con please :) I like stories where Sam is unsure or upset about something and Dean is trying to care for him or make him feel better.

2) I am also looking for some hurt sam with guilty/mean Dean and john preferably where sam hides a sickness or injury, I love stories where Bobby,Pastor Jim or Caleb are involved :)

3)Is there any fics where Sam is self harming/eating disorder or really depressed and Dean finds out and is really worried and caring please?

I know I really like having alot of hurt sam :) Self recs more than welcome :) Thanks in advance.
21 September 2011 @ 08:24 am
Hey all I'm looking for stories where other hunters interact with the boys, good or bad. Per say maybe Caleb, Joshua, Pastor Jim, Daniel Elkins or the bad like hunters who don't like Sam or hunters who heard about them through Gordon.

Anything along those lines! And my weakness is hurt!Sam with protective!Dean if that is in there somehow I will love you oodles and oodles!

Preferably gen but I don't mind wincest my only request is maybe bottom!Sam? Though I ain't too picky. Any season, teen!chesters, wee!chesters ANYTHING really. Thanks!
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27 August 2011 @ 08:26 pm
Looking for a fic that I read on FF that I hope is somewhere on LJ, or that one of you wonderful people out there read it over on FF and knows which story I’m talking about. John is a proper ass and sends a teenage Sam (not older than 15 - if I can remember correctly) off to a cabin in the middle of nowhere to toughen up.

Dean is not there as he's on a hunt with Caleb. Sam not only gets seriously ill, but is also attacked by a man who wants to rape him. Sam also makes friend's with a boy, that is in fact a spirit. Other characters include Bobby, Joshua, Caleb and Pastor Jim.

Contains plenty of hurt!Sam, protective!Dean and off course mean!John.

Hope someone out there can help me out! Would love to read this fic again.
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02 August 2011 @ 10:08 am
Hey guys!

First request: some cute, adorable wee!chesters that show Sam and Dean's bond from an early age. 

Second request: Any wee!chesters that feature Sam as a baby you know like 1 and under or even 2 and under cause quiet frankly baby Sammy is adorable ><

Third request: Any mommy!dean fics which means Dean doing something a mother would I.E, cooking, cleaning, changing of the diapers, kissing the boo boo's. You know what mom's do?

And that's it! I'm not really picky but please gen for all requests and bonus points if John, Bobby and or any hunter friends that being Caleb, Joshua, Pastor Jim are included.

Thanks :D
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04 June 2011 @ 12:35 am

so....the titlle kinda gives it away....are ther any fics that have dean being the only hunter in the family?....maybe he descovers it somehow and he becomes good at it and meats all those people ( Bobby, Jim , Caleb,....)....and his family knows nothing of it....and maybe later on they are shocked of what he does.....no wincest please  ;D

also.....are there any fics out there that focusses on the point that dean is a very famouse hunter amongst hunters....that he is weel known or sought out for advice and help....I really want to see his family (dad and sam) shocked by how good he is....also no wincest here :D

this one I will put under a cut for the best....so....just to be safe )...if it was dean and sam then no slash...but if it was jensen and jared then slash is very ok.

so...thanks in advance for any help....;D
Hey guys I'm WAY behind on reading the new fics for season 6 like episode tags and such. So can you guys rec me any good hurt Sam fics that are either episode tags to season 6 or in season 6? Really anything goes as long as I have my hurt!Sam in there with awesome protective Dean. Thanks XD

For my second request can you guys rec me some fics that have like Sam and Bobby really bonding? Like father and son or Bobby takes care of Sam and is really protective over him?

Also I'll takes stories featuring other hunters like Joshua, Caleb, Pastor Jim etc. that are really protective over Sam. Thanks :)

P.S mods I think there needs to be a season 6 tag now.  Also IDK I don't see a Joshua character tag on here (even if he was only briefly mention -.- He's featured in alot of stories)
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10 May 2011 @ 06:00 pm
Hi! New to the fandom, and was hoping I could get some fic recs that feature Bobby's backstory.  We know what got him started in hunting, but how does he go from hunting noob to the bamf librarian, fluent-in-Japanese, whenever Sam and Dean are stuck they give him a call character he is in the series? 

There have been earlier searches for how Bobby and the Winchesters met, but I'd like stories that really focus on Bobby's evolution as a hunter and how he meets the network.

Any length, pairing(s), or ratings and self-recs are welcome too! 
13 March 2011 @ 03:39 pm
I remember reading a fic a while ago that took place right after the flashback Shtriga attack on Sam. John took the boys to Pastor Jim's, and I remember Dean being upset, Pastor Jim read him a story (??). That's about all I remember, but it was an amazing fic. Thanks!

FOUND: The Real Deal by Ridley C James
08 February 2011 @ 02:37 pm
Hello all, just quickly want to say that you guys on here are awesome- I've only posted one other search myself before, but I come on here all the time to find new fics and because of all the interesting requests, I've read some truly amazing work I would never have stumbled across on my own :)

But today I'm feeling bold, since I come on here almost every time I'm searching for new fic to read, and have not yet seen these things requested;

1) Something to do with season 6 character spoiler - 6.5 & 7 specifically ) I'll also take any recs where strong and powerful creatures/demons feel like they have some claim over Dean for whatever reason, too. Cas, Sam or even John or Bobby setting them straight would be fine :)

2) Anything where Dean transforms, or is in danger of becoming a supernatural creature, pre-series, with John and little!Sammy and possibly Pastor Jim's reactions. And by transforms, I mean whatever- genderswap, de-ageing, invisibility, wings, anything goes! I would just like to read John's reaction to it for a change, and please no overly nasty bastard!John. I'm a John fan, so anything where he has to do something tough to save his boy would be great. Dean can be any age, but I'd prefer somewhere between teen and young adult; pre-stanford though, please. Wee!chesters are always cute though!

3) Case fic, with Cas as a main character, where they run into law enforcement troubles. I've only read one fic like this; it was a crossover with Criminal Minds, and very enjoyable, and I wonder if there is anything else out there. I've looked on the copsvshunters and crossovers and law people of spn comms but nothing fits. It doesn't have to be a crossover, or a massive part of the story, but I'd like there to be at least canonical heavy Dean/Cas friendship if not more. Or any of your favourite Winchesters vs cops fic, especially if its obscure law enforcement, like Canadian mounties or ATF agents or something, that would be great. Outsider pov is fine, and I'd prefer OCs but crossovers are okay. I've read lots already, but I'm sure there's more I've missed.

I prefer most fics I read to be similar to the show- nice mix of action, humour, flirtation, silliness and angst, rather than anything too heavily weighted in one direction or another.

Pairings wise, I'd prefer Dean/Cas most of all, but Sam/Dean or wincest-y overtones are fine, same for Dean/John. Any rating is okay, but I prefer top!Dean, unless it's with John, but don't mind too much, just warn if it's not the case. No het.

Gen fic is fine too!

Thankyou in advance! (Sorry if this is too long-winded, condensing is not my forte :S)
26 November 2010 @ 02:21 am
Hi there,
I'm looking for a specific Brotherhood AU story - it's a wee!chester story as well.  John took Sammy into town, leaving Pastor Jim with Caleb and Dean. I believe other hunters broke into Pastor Jim's house who were looking for Dean because he had witnessed something.  

Pastor Jim told Caleb to take Dean out into the woods and not to look back.  Dean ended up sick and when the other hunters found the boys, Caleb wouldn't let go of Dean.  Eventually John caught up with them and saved the day.  Thanks in advance!

ETA: Story found.  Thank you!
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01 November 2010 @ 05:34 pm
 1. There's this story I read a while ago where John and Pastor Jim come from this other dimension thing where Sam stayed at Standford and Dean wasn't hunting with John. John and Pastor Jim meet Sam and Dean outside of this bar and they get into a fight. Pastor Jim and John were there because of this spell thing a fairy chick did and she refused to send John back for a while. Eventually she agreed to send them back but John stole the Journal, gave it to Pastor Jim and sent Jim back. I remember Dean fought a lot with John because he didn't feel this John was his dad. John also found out Adam died and that Sam and Dean knew about Adam. And there was this one part where Sam was fed demon blood in front of John.

2. Stories where John finds out that Dean and Castiel are in a relationship. I've read the one where John, Mary, Samuel, Jessica, and Deanna come back from the dead and have Christmas dinner and the one where John comes back and puts a bunch of ghosts at rest then becomes a Saint.

3. Are there any stories set in season 6 where John comes back and meets the Campbells? Preferably ones where he doesn't like them.

Thank you!
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16 November 2009 @ 03:09 pm
Hi guys!
Someone asked about withdrawal fics recently and it made me think about this fic I read probably about a year ago.
Things that I remember:
- Dean ends up in an AU where he never lived, or died in the fire, or sth (probably because he thinks Sam would be better off without him).
- AU-Sam is a pretty severe alcoholic, and generally a mess.
- They go to Pastor Jim's (possibly Bobby's but I don't think so) for research.
- Dean puts AU-Sam on cold turkey, which nearly kills Sam. Jim interferes and they start trying to wean him off slowly.
- At some point Sam goes to a rehab facility, I think.

Ring a bell? Then let me know, please!

ETA: Found!
07 October 2009 @ 09:11 am
1 → I remember reading a summary where Dean is adopted or took in in by Bobby and Pastor Jim helps out, and I think Dean goes to the Olympics. Does that ring a bell to anyone? I thought I bookmarked it, but I guess I did not.

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