Hi :)
I am looking for a fanfiction which was posted on archieveofourown.org, as far as I remember. It is about Sam who runs away from Dean and into a forest where he tries to kill himself with a knife.
Cas and Dean look for him but can't find him until it's too late.
When Cas finally finds Sam on a clearing he is already dead but he gets brought back to life by Lucifer...
That's all I can remember.
I hope anyone can help me :)
 
 
16 July 2017 @ 08:05 pm
Does anyone know of any stories where Dean is John's favorite and maybe it gets revealed somehow and Sam feels hurt.
Thanks :)
 
 
14 July 2017 @ 04:58 am
I was hoping you guys would be able to help me find a fic I read a few years ago.

It was an spn/American Idol crossover, set in a world where the supernatural isn't real, and where Sam and Dean both sign up for American Idol. With several other spn chars participating as well.
And it turns out that Dean had to have John institutionalized because he became a threat to Sam.

Anyone know where to find it?
 
 
13 July 2017 @ 09:15 pm
Hi guys, I'm looking for fics with Sam as an alpha. Every pairing is welcome, though there are extra points for samifer or wincest. No fics whith alpha Sam turning into beta or omega, please.
 
 
11 July 2017 @ 10:45 pm
Im looking for a fic where everythike dean thinks about the mark sam passes out and gets sick and I can't really remember much but dean kills sam and they somehow resurrect him I remember Charlie is in it and jo helps sam out of heaven
 
 
Hi I'm looking for a fic which is a short look at what Dean and Sam's life woukd be like if Supernatural were 'real', i.e., they were semi alcoholics after all the terrible things they've seen, they had to get rid of the Impala cause it was too obvious etc. Also, Dean got drunk at a bar and told some radom guy (Chuck) abou their lives, and it's now a successful TV show that Dean is watching in the fic - it's pretty drepressing, but a good read and I can't for the life of me remember who wrote it/ what it's called - any help appreciated!

Thanks
 
 
Hi to all you great people!

I'm looking for:

1) A fic where Sam was abducted and taken to a lab or place where they experimented with psychic kids. I remember there was another kid who they let wander more freely because he was harmless, but Sam tgey kept restrained.
It was kid or teen Sam, with Dean and John looking for him.

2) A fic (short, I believe) wehere Sam has amnesia, somehow he's taken by a female vampire but eventualy she takes him to an old lady's place. Because they don't know his name, the lady gives him a new one each day (or week, perhaps?). At some point he's in a church and prays so Cas is able to find him and ehen Sam sees Dean everything comes back (I think it all made him throwup)

Also, any similar stories are very welcome!!!
Thanks! :)
 
 
Hey all! I was wondering if there are fics out there that portray Sam being in a mental hospital or insane asylum at the end of season 7 beginning of season 8 when Dean was in purgatory instead of with Amelia.

Either fics of that time or after the time with Dean finding out are good for me.
 
 
Hello fellow travelers! I'm looking for any and all fix it fics for Dark Side of the Moon. I know it just continued the storyline, but I never understood why they didn't know they were being tricked. I mean, one of Dean's memories was of his mom crying over his father, how was THAT a happy memory? So, please, rec away! No dean/castiel please. Gen and wincest are fine.

Thanks in advance!
 
 
04 July 2017 @ 10:42 am
Hi everyone I'm looking for any fics where Sam can turn into or gets turned into a real wolf
 
 
29 June 2017 @ 12:09 pm
Dean has been discharged from the military after combat I think and he may have PTSD. I think Castiel appears at night and watches over him or checks on him but Dean thinks he's a hallucination. I think they start dating not sure how and at some point Dean realizes that Castiel ended the world when he was full of the purgatory souls and has a flashback to Sam killed gruesomely by him. I think Cas tried to reset things because he was remorseful and Dean isn't supposed to have memories but does.
 
 
28 June 2017 @ 06:17 pm
I've read so many fics with the BAU from Criminal Minds interrogating Dean and I love them, but I never see any with them interrogating Sam. If you guys have any fics with the BAU interrogating both brothers or just Sam alone that would be great! I would prefer gen fics, but if it's slash that'd be okay too. Thanks guys!
 
 
27 June 2017 @ 03:03 pm
hey! I've been trying to find this story for forever, hopefully these details will help:
- it was a teenchester fic with John, Sam (and later) Dean
- 50000% sure it was on Fanfiction.net
- Dean was off on a separate hunt in another state but promised to meet John& Sam later
- it begins with Sam sulking from not wanting to go on the hunt with John
- The hunt was in the woods, off of a highway
- John told Sam to split up, but John found the monster first
- I think the creature threw a tree? at John, but somehow, John got knocked unconscious and was able to let out a few bullets (that i think killed the monster?)
- Sam heard the bullets and ran to where John was, but one of John's bullets hit Sam in the stomach
- i remember this part vividly, because Sam was lying in the forest and he didn't know what happened, but he knew he had to get to his father so he crawled/dragged his way next to him before passing out
- John wakes up and realized Sam is next to him and that he's bleeding/he shot him and calls Dean
- but he couldn't get a reception so he had to leave Sam to get back to the road and find help

I can't remember much more, but i hope this helps! Thanks!
 
 
26 June 2017 @ 10:26 pm
Hey all! So I read a story years ago about a young Sam being taken by cultists or something and offered to Loki - Gabriel - who is angry, kills the cultists, and saves him. I could be mixing up stories, but I think John might have been abusive.... Did I just make that up in my head or does it really exist? :)
 
 
Hey to everyone!

Ever since I am into this fandom I'd like to read mostly about Sam Hurt Fics (emotionally, physically, abused, neglected) - just everything involving Sam :)

1) I am searching for a specific fic (FOUND, thank you!):
Sam is still a teen (before Stanford) and sings regularly in a bar. One day Dean watches him and finally sees how Sam is really feeling due to his self written song he is singing.
I know I read it and I even had it in my bookmarks but I jst can't find it :(
Here it is, thank you so much: Dean's Rules

2) General search:
Please give me the full package of hurt Sam!
Emotionally, physically, abused, neglected, Teenchesters or adult Winchesters, Wincest or not - everything you got!
Suicidal Sam is also welcome.
It doesn't matter if the hurt is inflicted by a monster or John Winchester for example.
What I liked pretty much was Statue of a Son for example.

THANKS IN ADVANCE!

(Hopefully ny english is well enough, I am coming from Germany :)).
 
 
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Hi there guys!
It's me again. Im trying to find an AU fic that I read a while ago and then lost. From what I remember of it, Sam had been kidnapped and taken to a remote island full of monsters. Dean found out where he had been taken and went to rescue him. Whilst he is there, he meets Cas who has injured wings and is full on feral (tries to kill Dean and everything). After that I'm a little fuzzy on details, but I think it had a happy ending? I'm also not sure if it was gen or a Dean/Cas pairing. All i know is it was AWESOME.
Sound familiar to anyone?
 
 
I can't remember many details. I think Dean hates him because he killed John. Sam goes along with his brother on a hunt or something and Dean gets annoyed, blacks out with rage and when he comes back to his surroundings Sam is beaten up and lying on the floor in a ball. I think Bobby also threatens him saying that he can't do that again. In the fic I think that Sam is sort of accepting of it all, thinking that he deserves it because he killed John. Anyone know what this is, it's been bugging me for a while?
 
 
hi,

So Many year's back, I read a story about Dean's recovery from Michael's possesion. It is i think in the form of diary enteries by Dean in the end. Sam is taking care of him.
Any one remembers??

Thanks
 
 
 
The story I'm looking for had Chuck as God returning to heaven and deciding he needed more Archangels. He asks the Winchester, as well as Ellen and Bobby, I think, to become the new Archangels. I remember one of their wings being described as a vivid red.
 
 
16 June 2017 @ 02:10 am
hello! long-time lurker, first time posting so forgive me if I make a mistake.

looking for some gen soulless!Sam fanfiction. even better if it's a crossover or outsider pov, like The Deep Indigo Night.

even if it doesn't fit my specifications, if you know any good soulless!Sam stories, I'd love to read them!
 
 
12 June 2017 @ 12:10 pm
I am looking for a Sam and Dean fic called "Red". Dean and Sam are hunting something in a forest ,Its something that Dean has met before and he is scared. Dean is with the lumberjacks and Sam with the hippie tree planters.

!Found
 
 
10 June 2017 @ 12:01 am
There are plenty of fic where Dean is really Micheal or Dean is Micheal & Sam is Lucifer or even a few where Dean is really Lucifer, a la the whole Anna situation. But are there any fics where Dean is really Lucifer & Sam is really Micheal in the same fic?
 
 
08 June 2017 @ 03:31 pm
Hi friends,
Looking for two hurt sam stories.

1) Hurt Sam fic with Dean initially hurting/hating sam. Possible teens. Sam got locked in closet by John. Dean ranaway at one point but managed come back one night to save sam.

2) Dean was on a hunt and Sam was having ear infection and john was helpless. Dean came back and put ear drops on sam who finally got to sleep.

Thank You.
 
 
Okay hear me out. I read this story -- or 'verse -- years ago. So I can't remember a whole lot.

Sam somehow ends up going back in time and replacing his pre-canon self, I believe. Like, his 20+ year old brain took up residence in his teenage body. He walked out of his high-school class the moment he realized he was old enough to legally do it. It might have been because of the Yellow-Eyed Demon, his traveling. He didn't end up going to Stanford, he kept hunting. He and Dean traveled together and wincest was a Thing -- until Dean met Cassie, as he had in canon.

Sam let Dean go, and let him have his relationship [one line i remember really clearly is something like "that's the thing about dating your brother. Even if we break up, we're still family"], and headed back to his dad by taking the bus. However, as he arrived, John was bitten by some sort of lust-demon and the poison affected him enough that he attacked and overpowered Sam. After, he threw some money at Sam -- go back to your brother -- and bolted, out of guilt. Sam, now very Not Okay, took the money and just -- left?

The next bit I remember, he ended up going to the Roadhouse and went by the name of Jesse. John and Dean were looking for him at this point? He and Ash ended up hunting together. Both ended up with big/elaborate tattoos, and they slept together, but it was a friends-with-benefits type thing.

I'm pretty sure by the end of the 'verse, the YED was dead.

Sory - that's all I remember. I think I found it on LJ, but it might have been on A03. Does this sound familiar to anyone else?
 
 
05 June 2017 @ 10:39 pm
Does anyone know of any fics that have Dean's shitty behavior/actions (i.e. the thing w/ Gadreel, the demon blood withdrawal, the way he belittles Sam's achievements/accomplishments, etc.) towards Sam pointed out? I've already read 'The Sam Winchester School of Hunting', and something along those lines would be great. Thanks!
 
 
04 June 2017 @ 11:45 pm
I read this AU Destiel fic a long time ago where Dean is depressed and sometimes it gets very bad. Sam is with Jess and they try to help him. Then he meets Cas and they get together. But Dean has an episode of extreme depression and ends up killing himself, thinking Cas would be better off not having to deal with him. I think he jumps out window in front of Cas? Cas then later also kills himself.

Yeah, very tragic ending. But if anyone can help me find it that would be great!
 
 
03 June 2017 @ 08:04 pm
I'm looking for the following fics:
1. This one is pre-series and starts with John and Bobby in a bar. They hear a commotion in another part of the bar where Sam and Dean are (Dean is playing pool and Sam is watching) and see that some guy has punched Dean. Sam is pissed cuz Dean did nothing to provoke the guy. Someone else in the bar says the guy punched Dean cuz he reminded him of the guy his wife left him for. Dean and the guy who punched him take the fight outside and Dean easily beats him. At first, he seems to graciously accept his defeat and reaches a hand up for Dean to pull him up off the ground. But as he does so, the guy stabs Dean in the stomach. An ambulance comes while the guy is held back by other people from the bar.

2. The second fic is wincest. Dean and Sam had sex, but Sam reveals that he doesn't actually feel that way about Dean and he only had sex with him cuz he wanted to do something for Dean. Sam sees no problem with it and wants to continue doing it, but Dean is appalled and refuses. Later, Dean flirts with a witness and Sam gets jealous and realizes he does feel that way about Dean.
 
 
01 June 2017 @ 11:57 pm
G'day.

I've got a hankering for fics where Dean takes Sammy & they successfuly get away from John. I've read the <a href="http://cazadoretx.livejournal.com/1018.html">Different Roads AU</a>series (Totally awesome), also a couple of others years ago that I can't really remember much of.

Anyone got any god recs along this line?

Ta
 
 
01 June 2017 @ 12:37 pm
Omega Dean and Alpha Sam became orphans because of a housefire and was put in a facility/orphanage. Alpha Cas was looking for a mate at the facility/orphanage and saw Dean was nursing Sam. Cas wanted only Dean but, Dean told him they come as a package.

Cas only sexually involve with Dean and raising Sam part of obligation/promise with Dean. Dean continue to nurse Sam but Cas also suckle from Dean as part of sexual act.

At the end of the fic Sam go to school and Dean become pregnant. Sam still want to nurse from Dean but his chest was sore so he refused. Cas wanted to wean Sam off because we scared there won't be enough for his soon to be born baby.
 
 
I'm looking for a fic where Dean and Sam are on a case in the middle of the woods and stumble across a group of armed men who (I think) hunt humans for sport.

They shoot Dean because they want to test the brothers' loyalties(?) and see if Sam abandons Dean to save his own skin, but the brothers end up taking the group down one by one, using survival tricks John taught them.

The fic was gen and, I think, an older one set in pre-season 5, but I can't be sure.

Edit: Found! To The End by K Hanna Korossy
 
 
31 May 2017 @ 09:47 pm

My details are sketchy, but heres what I remember:

--I believe this lost fic may be loosely based on The Road by Cormac McCarthy
--Sam was injured somehow, and is now childlike
--The brothers stumble across a well stocked bunker and spend some time there
--Im not sure if they're being chased/hunted in particular, or if its just the circumstance of this post apocalyptic new world
--There is some Dean/OMC. Its a survival thing, but Dean did actually care about the guy
---Theres some Castiel in there, too...I think




Thanks for any help!

 
 
30 May 2017 @ 09:59 pm
Any stories were sam needs looking after. I love it when celeb, jim, josh, dean, bobby and john. Like the hole gang worried about sam and trying to look out for him.
 
 
I'm looking fir a story where Sam is ruler of hell. Dean is with him, but I can't remember what their relationship as far as ruling is. Hell defeated Heaven in a war and while Sam is in Heaven with his army, Gabriel. who had returned when the war turned against Heaven, offers to go with Sam as a hostage sort of situation.
 
 
28 May 2017 @ 09:10 pm
Hey all. I'm in the mood for season 2/3 fics where Sam doesn't know about Deans deal until the end or close to it. Or maybe until even after the deal is done and Deans in hell. Anything out there like that?

Any pairings or no pairings are all fine.
 
 
28 May 2017 @ 08:11 pm
 Hi, guys! So, lately I’ve been craving for some hurt dean/worried John and Mary fic to help pass the time. I have a special appreciation for kid Dean and Teen Dean, being in school scenario or not. Mostly I don’t mind when Teen Human Castiel is thrown in the mix, but I really prefer when the ones comforting sick/hurt (at home or at hospital) Dean are Mary or John. Also, I have no preference about stories with or without supernatural, I just really need some hurt/comfort for Dean. I appreciate any indications.
Thanks!
 
 
I've been looking for a story I read awhile back that I can't find anymore. I believe it takes place in Season 4. Sam is having back spasms/cramps from his injury from Jake, but because the brother's relationship is strained, he doesn't want to tell Dean about it. Sam doesn't get out of bed in the morning (because he can't), and at first Dean thinks he's just being lazy. But he eventually starts wondering if something is up, and then figures it out and takes care of Sam.

Anyone know where I can find this fic? Thanks!
 
 
24 May 2017 @ 09:07 pm
hi! so, with all the awful things happening in the world today, i need some positive fics that would remind me of the good things about humanity. i thought of the boys, of course. team free will, how there's so much terrible things in this world but it's still worth fighting for.

what sticks to me in particular is the way back, which was just so human and beautiful. also no line on the horizon, so fics like that, i guess. i don't mind gen or slash~

thanks in advance, and stay safe! ♡
 
 
24 May 2017 @ 07:04 pm
Hey all, I am losing my mind trying to find this fic for a friend. It's an older AU, Stanford era. Dean has a brain injury from several years ago and when Sam went to college, Dean went with him, he has the mind of about a 12 year old. They have an apartment and Sam helps Dean find a part time job with Bobby cleaning and helping at the garage. Dean also helps Bobby restore an older car, which he is very proud of. Jess takes her car to the garage to get fixed and talks to Dean and Dean goes home to tell Sam that he should date the pretty blonde girl that came in that day. Of course, there are LOTS of pretty blonde girls at Stanford. Eventually, Sam meets Jess on his own and they start dating, which makes Dean very happy since he has decided that it was because of him.

I'm sure there's more, but I forget. It might've been on ff.net or maybe someone's LJ?

Please and thank you!
 
 
23 May 2017 @ 08:07 pm
I'm looking for fics that are set in the bunker. Anything about Sam and Dean moving into the bunker, settling in, nesting, picking their rooms, cleaning (do Sam and Dean dust, or does it just stay magically clean?) Mary and/or Cas can be there, or not. Wincest or cuddling or bed-sharing or clothes-sharing are a plus :) Gen is great too. Fics about Mary finding out about wincest when she's in the bunker with them would be amazing. I'm just craving fics about them having a home.
 
 
22 May 2017 @ 12:26 am
I'm wondering if there are any fics where Dean or Sam (slight preference for Dean) have an abusive girlfriend - and this is NOT used to make him alter or reconsider his sexuality (that is, he does not suddenly discover an interest in males) or throw him into the arms of someone else (regardless of said someone else's gender/sex). Apparently, this is a trope for Destiel fics, but I'm a non-shipper so any non-ship fics of this sort I'd love to read. I just see both brothers (slightly moreso Dean) being really ripe for a manipulative romantic partner. Because I'm a canon-only sort of girl, please no abusive boyfriends for either brother.
 
 
21 May 2017 @ 06:19 pm
Hey guys I am new to this so stay with me.
I am searching for a fic I read on Fanfiction.net (atleast I think) In this fic the following happens:
1 - Sam, Dean and John move to a new town to hunt a creature called the 'Raven Mocker' (I could be wrong) who can only be seen by the people dying from it's effects
2 - there is a really nice old lady wich needs help cutting wood so John volunteers Sammy for her (because her son is away to college?)
3 - John/Dean are being dicks (not on purpuse) and make Sam feel like complete shit
4 - There is a storm going somewhere on in the story and during that storm Sam get's pinned underneath a tree that has fallen over, only to be rescued by Dean.
5 - Sam figures out who the raven mocker is before his dad and brother (who think it is a doctor who had excess to all the victims) and the raven mocker (now a dying woman) leaves sam in a well in order to drown him in the rainwater.

PLEASE help! I have been racking my brain up with this one!
 
 
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Current Music: Ready, Aim, Fire - imagine dragons
 
 
21 May 2017 @ 06:09 pm
This is a Sastiel story that the author only had on their LJ, it hadn't been moved over to AO3. Unfortunately their journal was suspended.

Summary: When Sam takes notice of an unusual student in a bar near Stanford, he introduces himself with this question: “If you had the power to do anything, what would you do?” It turns out the answer isn’t as vague as it seems. Sam/Godstiel, time travel.

Does anyone have a copy of this fic?
 
 
I'm looking for a fic I read a long time ago. It's a pre-series, and John, Sam and Dean go on a hunt. they're hunting some sort of monster who eats souls and likes them pure, capturing it's victims. On the hunt, John is captured, and the monster eats most of John's soul or something, and John won't recover. Dean decides to sacrifice himself to the monster, in exchange of letting John go. The monster agrees, and this story takes place at bobby's, so Dean summons it there, where the monster begins eating Dean's soul, claiming it to be incredibly pure. Dean fights, and just in time for John to wake up and stop the monster. Dean is hurt bad, and John has to do CPR, and later bobby calls a hunter doctor to help Dean.

Hopefully that's enough for someone to recognize it. :P

Thanks to whoever names this amazing fanfiction!
 
 
14 May 2017 @ 12:25 am
I've recently found the part of the fandom that is ageplay/infantilism and personally I find it really adorable and an interesting read. I know that there are many fics out there, but I am specifically looking for anything where Sam is the little/baby.
I don't mind if this also happens to be alongside Dean being regressed as well, but I haven't been able to get on with when he is put as younger than Sam, so any stories with them being regressed but Sam still being the younger would be great.
Also, all non-sexual please.

Thanks!
 
 
10 May 2017 @ 03:48 am
Hey i just watched Sense8 and was wondering if there are any fics related to Sense8 it can be RPS or SPN characters in the universe. but no wincest please. The story is very interesting I would love to see something related to that narrative.


Also SuperKitte on youtube (https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC8JuJOOjpKkKKgobWl3UxoQ) introduced me to Gabriel/Jensen pairing and all I can say is HOT. :) are there any Gabriel/Jensen or Harvey/Dean stories out there? I need this so much. If you haven't seen her videos you must watch them like now :)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=phag3ZDzkt0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AZa0iB9mLoU


Thank you so much xoxo
 
 
08 May 2017 @ 04:10 pm
I've seen her recced all over the fandom, but she seems to have deleted her stories or made them private.

Does anyone have pdfs/epubs that they can share so I can read her stories? Any fic of hers you have is fine, but I specifically would like to read "But I Never Could Sharpen No Blade, Quite the Way He Say", "Count Your Lucky Stars" and "Miss It By a Country Mile".

I've seen her mentioned so often I'm really curious.
 
 
08 May 2017 @ 02:27 am
I read a good bones/supernatural crossover two or three years ago that I can't find again and I don't see in my bookmarks. I thought it was rightous man in the grave but reading that it's not the right one. Could have been there were two with the same title but I don't know and need some help.

What I remember is some guys doing work in the forest (cutting trees?) found Dean's grave. Bones and her team take it to the Jefferson and Bones remarks how the skeleton belonged to the poorest of the poor because of his teeth and bones. Sam is with Ruby I think and they head out to get Dean's body back. Dean is brought back by Cas and the lab is destroyed. Bones and crew are confused about naked Dean in the lab and Booth questions him. Cas tries to talk to Dean and breaks stuff with the noise. Fuzzy on the next bit but Ruby might have seen Cas and told him to look human? Dean gets out somehow and reunites with Sam.

If this sounds familiar please help me out I am going crazy looking for it. Thanks for the help.

Mods I hope I got the tags right forgive me if I didn't.
 
 
Hello everyone, I read those fics a few months back on AO3, but I can't remember the names or authors, so I can't find them again...

1) So the first story was something like that : Dean finds that him and Sam actually touch a lot and creates some kind of plan to touch Sam more and more without Sam noticing anything, and I think that they end up together at the end.

2) For the second one, it was a long story with Sam and Dean being in an established relationship, 'fighting' in an old shaman's shop, and both boys end up being cursed, Sam turning into a wolf by night, and Dean into an eagle by day. They only have one day a week to be together. It involved a (broken) totem repesenting an eagle on top of a wolf, and Bobby being his awesome self and helping the boys, and both of them being kidnapped by demons.


I hope someone can help me, I really loved those fics!



FOUND in the comments!! Thanks a lot *already running to go re-read those stories*
 
 
Hello! I've recently read Credit in the Straight World, Outside By the Blue, Blue Moon, Brittle, Boy Falling Out of the Sky, The Air Moves In, Invisible Boy series... Basically if you can find it under Sam Winchester/OMC and it's lengthy on AO3, I probably have read it! I'd love more fics though, so I hope you can help!

1. Fics that have Sam exploring his sexuality with a male, with Dean finding out or walking in on it. Bonus for Dean getting super overprotective! Wincest preferred but I'll take gen too. I don't mind what age they are.
2. Hurt! Sam with comfort. Rape, violence, anything.
3. Sam with an eating disorder or self harming Sam.
4. Infantalism as a lifestyle. I'd prefer baby! Sam if that's possible. I've read SailorChibi's works on Ao3 for this too.
5. Protective/Possessive/Jealous! Dean.
6. Dean walking in on Sam getting off.

I'd love everything to end with a happy ending! No death fics, please. I'm looking for Wincest only, no other pairings. I don't mind if it starts out as another pairing as long as it ends in Wincest. I'll take gen too. Thanks so much in advance :D