As the header says I'm looking for a specific fic that I read years ago but I have now lost.

I remember that it was a Mpreg fic. I think it was Dean, but I'm not 100% certain, who was cursed by a fertility goddess (as a thank you I think?) and then he became pregnant. The brothers ended up in a town where the doctor from Croatoan had moved to and she becomes their doctor. I think they settled down in that town and got new identities so that they weren't legally brothers anymore (there was a spell involved?). I'm pretty sure that Sam started work doing something with the local sheriff.

Major plot points that I remember:

Later in that fic or possibly in a sequel Sam and their kid got into a car crash but were virtually unharmed because the Impala is made of strong steel and didn't crumble like a new car would have. Also later in that fic or maybe in the sequel Sam is worried about their kid not walking yet and he is concerned because they are after all brothers and maybe that has genetically affected their kid. But at the doctors office the kid starts walking just before their appointment. 
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Hey guys, I'm looking for a specific fic about Sam and Dean becoming pagan gods of springtime. If I remember correctly it's an AU from 3x08 "A Very Supernatural Christmas" where being sacrificed by the gods of winter turns them into the gods of spring, or something. That or when they're turning into gods and confused, they track down the gods of winter for advice. At some point they have to have sex so that spring will come, and when they stay at Bobby's they start discovering embarrassing powers (Disney-style communing with small animals, I think Dean teaches them AC/DC or Metallica or something, and making a watermelon patch grow from the seeds Bobby's neighbor spits off his porch).

Basically most of the story is them traveling across country saving people, hunting things, and performing miracles, for Winchester values of 'performing miracles' (blessing a pub so their beer never runs out, healing a woman of uterine cancer/scarring by having marathon threesome sex with her, etc). Later on in the series it becomes a crossover with Dark Angel - their DNA was used to create the X series, Normal is their son, etc.

I'm pretty sure it was on livejournal, at some point there are illustration elements (a drawing one of the kids they saved did of the two of them, a picture of dean's famous blueberry pie, etc)
13 October 2015 @ 11:35 pm
I'm looking for a fic I read a little while ago, and then completely lost. It was a short-ish oneshot where Sam and Dean (as a punishment I think?) were forced to become the gods of the sun and the moon. They both shared the Impala as their chariot and they only had a couple minutes each day to be together before the other one would have to take over and drive away. Anyone know what I'm talking about? Help on this would be much appreciated.

02 August 2015 @ 09:55 pm

Hi everyone,

First time posting here, although I've found some fic for people now and then.
I was looking for a few rereads and was shocked to discover some of my favorite crossovers missing!

Does anyone know what happened to Zanne's Pagan Gods 'Verse? It's an SPN fic that spins out into a verse that crosses over with a bunch of different fandoms. It's always been one of my multifandom happy places, but I can't find it anywhere now.

Same for Kikkimax: her SPN/Criminal Minds crossover series that starts with 'Defect' seems to have completely vanished, plus the website it was posted on.

Does anyone know what happened and - if the authors are okay with it - have a PDF or EPUB copy to share? Maybe via Mediafire so everyone can enjoy?

Thanks so much for your help!

Edit: Pagan Gods was taken down for publication (Zanne is not comfortable with open sharing of the Pagan Gods verse for this reason) and Kikkimax's fic found in a link below. Thanks everyone!

25 June 2015 @ 08:44 pm
i have a couple of fics that im looking for.i will read prity much anything so any fic is welcome.
1 any fics where dean has powers and has been hiding them form sam and every one else.
2 is there any fics out there where dean gets turned in to a god or is a god that has had his powers bound.
3 a fic that is a crossover with xena/Hercules the legendary journeys.
4 im looking for a fic where there is dean/cupid form xena/Hercules the legendary journeys.
5 fics were the boys know about the greek gods or any gods and are influenced by them on a larger scale.

please and thank you.
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Notice: My memories on this are very vague and I'm not even 100% sure this is the right fandom or if I've maybe mixed up two or more different stories.

Here goes:

J1 (Jared, I think) is wandering or travelling around and he comes to a small village where the people tell him about the creature (J2 [dragon? immortal, god, etc?]) living in a cave (on a mountain?) near the village. The villagers have never seen the creature but they know it is there and they leave small sacrifices in front of the cave to appease it. Jared is curious, goes looking and finds Jensen (in human form) in the cave. [I do have a specific memory of Jared wandering up to the cave and noticing the small sacrifices]. Jensen is very wellspoken and respectful and easily admits that he is in fact said creature. Jared gets to look at the cave and finds Jensen has many treasures, though mostly books I believe. Jensen is facinated with books and knowlage.

I don't remember if Jared simply gets to leave after that. But I do remember another scene with Jared back in the village observing some kind of feast/tradition, a sacrifice if I remember correct. And I think Jensen comes to the village later on, too, to see Jared and/or watch the sacrifice. In the end of the fic he abandons the cave/treasures to go and be with Jared.

Sorry, this is all very vague, I know. Anyone remember this fic? I'd be so happy!            
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04 December 2014 @ 03:38 pm
I want to know what the summaries are for 2 stories and the links to the stories.  The stories are "Stamp of Fate" by peppervl and "The Lengths I Would Go To" by insertcode11.  Does anyone have them?

"The Lengths I Would Go To" by insertcode11"  FOUND!
02 October 2014 @ 09:23 pm
I read this a long time ago, but I'm hoping you guys could help me find it again! It's kind of a medival/fantasy au where Jared and Jensen are married against Jensen's will. Jared is a god(I think) of nature and forests and can't really understand why Jensen doesn't love him, so a fairy or pixie or something tells Jared he has to woo Jensen. I think it was a series? Thank you so much!
I read this story awhile ago. What I remember is that while on a hunt, Dean is separated from Sam. Injured and lost in the woods, he is taken in by a medicine man who turns out to be a ghost living in a ghost village. The medicine man begins to change Dean into a thunderbird and Sam comes to the rescue and saves him.

It's not Storm Chasers, though they both are good and have thunderbirds in them. I'd love to read it again! Appreciate any help in finding this great story! Thanks!

    Vague memories of this long fic include Dean beyond exhausted with giving everything he has to do the right thing for everyone around him, only to have it all thrown back at his face.  Fed up with dealing with both Sammy and Castiel's condensations of "We're just doing what's best for you" which amount to lying to his face, or flitting off on some super special secret angel mission, Dean goes for a walk that ends up with him lounging underneath a rather large tree in the middle of a valley.  He is approached by a woman in black with orange eyes, who flat-out tells him she is a witch sent to offer her assistance if he requests such a thing.
    The witch emphasizes that this is not a demon deal or quid pro quot situation, but an honest offer of her intel and meaningful protection from her god if he so chooses.  Dean chooses those conditions as long as they both stay true to their promises and then he will stay true to his.  The witch brands her god's mark on Dean, resulting in him carrying the god's fragrance around as warning to those who would harm him.  When asked why he was chosen for this god's favor, the reply is that finding a truly righteous man is an extreme rarity even in all the worlds she has traveled
    I know this is only a snippet of the entirety of this long fic, but it's the only part I could come up with!  So Please all good people of SPN fanfiction, deliver unto me the actual title and author this work belongs to, BLESSINGS UPON YOU ALL!
21 May 2014 @ 08:57 pm
I had this on my list of things to read and now I can't find it. What I can remember of the summary, Cas is now god and the other gods and goddesses from other pantheons are trying to curry favor with him. Cas requests the help of one goddess (I can't remember her name. Sorry) to train his new slave, which just so happens to be Dean. Set as and AU after the events of the season 6 finale.

If this sounds even vaguely familiar, please let me know. And heads up, I'm not 100% sure on all of my tags. Some are just assumptions due to the outline of the fic.

25 February 2014 @ 09:57 pm
Okay, so I am looking for some recs for more fics that feature a changed Dean or Sam, preferably Dean as he's my favorite character. I'd like something a little more different than vampire or werewolf. I've read On the Wings of War ( which was just awesome as well as Named (not really creatur-y but Dean's role and self-identity is changed) and a newer one from the Big Bang where Dean had come back from Purgatory with Benny as per usual but turns into a reptile-like creature over time. I also have read the Pagan Gods verse (also amazing!)

Any more like this? Sorry the request is so wide open but I know there are bound to be good ones out there I just have no patience to look! All pairings and ratings welcome.
19 January 2014 @ 04:09 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic where Sam and Dean kill the Pagan God or drive it away from Burkitsville in the episode Scarecrow and they become gods tied to the town. They can't leave and they develop powers. Sam starts taking it all in stride, and the town worships him. But Dean keeps trying to find ways to leave so they lock him in a house using wards. Only, now he can't get enough sunlight, which with his new powers is deadly, so he becomes really sick. I think in the end, Dean accepts whats happened, and it might have been Wincest but I'm not sure. If anyone knows what I'm talking about, and would please let me know, I'd really appreciate it! :)
11 January 2014 @ 04:11 pm

I am looking for a J2 fic I read maybe a year ago, where Jared is a god maybe? or at least a powerful being in some shape or form.

Anyway, it's primarily in Jensen's perspective and he lives in a village in the woods where he grew up and never was interested in getting married or dating. He eventually sets out on his own and becomes an welder or blacksmith and over time is followed and houses all these dogs that against his community and mother's wishes he lets into his workspace and home. He is then told by the the village elders that he has been chosen by some God that who has been looking for a mate in this community for years and will have to marry him.

I can't remember the name of the fic or the author but would very much like to find it!

07 October 2013 @ 09:50 pm
I'm looking for any fic, preferably lighthearted, where Chuck is not only God but Becky is one of his Angels, made human just like him either because she wouldn't let him go slumming alone or for extra protection (maybe she's the archangel protecting him) or even just as a sort of entourage - but she and possibly he doesn't actually know it.

I've browsed without any luck. Can anyone think of anything?
There was this fic but I cant for the life of me remember its name!

- Mary and John were gods but when dean was born he wasn't one.
-Sam was born a god.
-Sam went off to college whilst Dean stayed home.
-Castiel and Gabriel moved in next door to Dean.
-Everyone knows that gods exist in the world and there are rules against what powers they can use, etc.

ETA: Found in comments.
04 April 2013 @ 10:01 pm
Hey ya'll!

So, I'm looking for 2 fics, both of which I love but can never remember where they are... Go figure.

Fic 1, Sam leaves his phone at the motel room while he's at the library and Dean notices how many texts Sam is getting and investigates. Dean finds out that Sam has an account on a dating website called something like Hunter and Prey, where he wants someone to 'hunt' him. Dean, inspired by the fact that Sam's description if what kind of man he's looking for sound exactly like Dean, goes to get Sam for himself. I'm pretty sure this was fill on a meme...

Fic 2, it starts with a thing about how Sam is Dean's world and how Dean lost his world when Sam turned 18 and that 4 years later, he got it back. In the story, Dean has been keeping sporadic but still there contact with Sam while he's at Stanford, to the point that he's coming up for his graduation. Sam packs a bag without really telling Dean that he's planning on coming with him after his graduation. He just gets in the Impala with his bag and they got back to hunting. Their first hunt back together, they're going after the sister of Medusa. They're both so worries about losing each other that they end up confessing how they feel about each other. The hunt ends easy and they joke about how that killed the Medusa monster with sunglasses and mirrors. I think the last scene is Dean thinking about ignoring or deleting a message from John.

I remember quite clearly that both fics are bottom!Sam.

Hope you can help!

So I've been looking for this one fic where it's after Castiel proclaims himself the new god and then he demands Dean's undying love and devotion and threatens to kill them all. I remember Dean offering himself to save Sam and Bobby and I remember Castiel transporting them to a bed and then Dean submits to him.
26 November 2012 @ 04:25 pm
I'm looking for Kitty-Alex's story "Where God Sleeps". I have the summary below:
"After Lucifer rose, a war began between the grunts and the archangels along with one between the angels and the demons. Castiel is leading both and struggling to keep his forces up. Until Zachariah tells him that God walks on Earth and if Castiel hands him over, the war can be over. But what happens when God is in the form of someone Castiel cares deeply about?"

I already checked the deleted authors list here on SPN Story Finders, and it's a no-go so far.
I read this fic a while back, and loved it. So if anyone has a copy stashed away somewhere, that would make my week.
12 November 2012 @ 10:18 pm
I'm looking for specific Dean/God!Castiel story. It's no really slash. It's happend after season 6, no Leviatan or another bad effects of being god. Entire story focuses more on Dean. I think Cas kidnapped him and gave dream (or hallucinations) to convinces he care about him. I remember Dean think he is 4 again and Mary take of him. In the end it turns out that Cas pretended Mary.
It was little sick story but I really like that.
23 August 2012 @ 08:43 pm
Okay, so I'm looking for a specific Dean/Castiel fic I read awhile back. Its an au after the season finale and in it Dean, Sam and Castiel are travelling to Vegas because of something going on there Castiel wants to check out as he feels it might be relevant to the war he's fighting in heaven.
Anyway, a goddess, potentially a pagan one, makes everyone fall in love with Castiel, after (I think) meeting the boys when she's working in a strip club. The thing is. Dean doesn't act any different because he's already in love with Castiel. I remember at one point Dean found doodles Sam had written, like the love ones kids do, Sam hearts Castiel and all that.
Any help anyone could give on finding it would be really appreciated, so thanks in advance! :)

07 July 2012 @ 04:27 pm

I'm trying to find a fic I read a few months ago. Sam and Dean kill the Winter Gods and get turned into Pagan gods of Summer. They become symbols of fertility and I believe they both sleep with Ellen and give her a son. If anyone could help me find this that would be really greatly appreciated! Thanks ya'all!

Looking for God!Castiel x Dean fanfic or fanfic discussing Castiel handprint/bond with Dean.  Have exhausted Google search.  Thank you!

Edit: I want to add I am also looking for fics in which Castiel saves Dean falling. 
23 June 2012 @ 12:32 am
The first story I am looking for is j2 au in ancient Greece I think or maybe Rome. A time of Gods and myth. Jensen is a virgin and all the kings and God want to be his first. Jared is his best friend and when Jen is kidnapped he has to travel to Hades to get him back. I also remember crossing rivers, one of which erases memory. *Found*

The second is Dean/Sam non-au except with wincest. Dean is taken and Sam has to go and get him back much like the myth or Orpheus only with a different ending. They can't talk ,so to make sure Dean is behind him Sam puts the amulet down for Dean to pick up.
Ring any bells?
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I'm looking for a specific wincest story from Dean's POV that starts off one-sided but eventually ends with them together.

I believe it was set during season three, and Sam summons a pagan goddess because he thinks she can help get Dean out of the deal. (I believe...) However, she starts taunting Sam and eventually reveals that he wants his brother, at which point Sam breaks the spell. Dean was in the room, so he heard, though. 

Dean thinks Sam's crush on him is funny, and tries to get Sam to tell him what Sam likes about him. Sam eventually says that he likes likes Dean's hands when he's cleaning the guns, and it gets more serious from there.

Please let me know if you find it! I don't know why I didn't save it. Obviously I am a moron. >.<
26 March 2012 @ 05:28 pm
I'm looking for a specific fic. In it, Jared is a forest god who shapeshifts into a tiger. Jensen is female and a twin. She is from a village where the older twin is sent into the forest on the wedding night of their twin.  Jensen accidentally went into the wrong part of the forest. Jared found her and kept her.  She ends up pregnant. Misha is another god who knows Jared who shows up briefly toward the end of the story.
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03 November 2011 @ 10:58 pm
I´m reading "Stamp of Fate" by peppervl (featuring Jensen as the Greek god Ares and Jared as Hermes) and I wanna know if there are more fics out there with one or two of the J´s as a god. I have no problem with any religion or mithology, I´m happy with Greek mithology, but I would be more than happy with Celtic, Egyptian, Sumerian, Roman, Nordic... Well, ok, I would happy too if they are Gods in a fantasy context or maybe futuristic...

Ah, Dean or Sam are wellcome too!!!!

Thanks in advance!

(Mods!!!! I tried to find the right tags, but it´s hard xD, sorry if I didn´t do well...)
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08 August 2011 @ 12:04 am
This is complete blasphemy, but wth...
I'm looking for any fics where Dean is the reincarnation of God. Since no one knows where God is, maybe he decided he wanted to have some fun with his most loved creation or something, so he decided to become one of them for a while.
Also, any angel!Dean fics would be much appreciated. As in a fallen angel, or a reincarnation or something, not as a vessel.
Thanks in advance!
02 February 2011 @ 10:46 pm
One was where Dean was about to kill himself after Sam goes to hell and Cas stops him.
Edit: more details - Cas traveled alot with Dean after and at one point Raphael started sending horrifying dreams to Dean in a effort to break Castiel through him.

The other is where Gabriel arranges for Cas to become a pagan god and Dean creates a ritual for him.

#2 is found: its Now and Forever by [ profile] amempress!
Hi! I'm looking for a couple stories -

1. Read this over on one of the Gabriel comms; can't remember which one. Medieval AU, where Sam was offered up as a virgin sacrifice to Gabriel-Trickster in exchange for the angel killing Azeal, who, in this version, was just a human trying to gather up 'gifted' children.

2. Anything that has Castiel interacting with the Boys pre-season 4; is there anything with him interacting with them seasons one or two, when they're still young and (relatively) innocent?

3. Castiel is secretely God.
11 December 2008 @ 11:16 am
Hey all,

today I´m searching for a fic in which Dean was possessed from a semi-god first and then Sam got possessed too.
I think a girl was involved and she got a goddess as a passenger. Dean and the girl fell in love as much as I remember and then Sam was jealous in a big way. They had to fight against a lot of demons and I think some angels came to the rescue and there was mentioned a headquarter with an healer for Dean....**sigh** I´m babbling, I know, sorry. What I remember clearly is, that Sam got jealous because the god who possessed him was married to the goddess who was into the girl and his brother, the god in Dean, betrayed him with his wife. Not too complicated, right. LOLOL
Oh, and I think it was WIP but from 2006 or something.

Thank you all for the great help
Jen 8-}
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02 March 2008 @ 03:53 pm
Looking for a story where Sam and Dean become, over the years, sort of demi-gods for hunters. They notice that all of their friends pass on, but that they don't seem to age or need to break stride any more. They meet up with Anansi and Shadow from American Gods at one point. It was a short story, as I recall, and I loved it, but now can't find it!

Thanks in advance.

The story is Dust in the Wind, by lyra_wing, and it's here:

Found by unhobbityhobbit