28 May 2015 @ 04:42 am
I'm looking for Sam saying or doing something to Dean that is stupid and hurtful. I want plain mean Sam no excuse for his actions at all, him just being a total asshole to Dean.


-Sam cheating on Dean
-Going behind Deans back
-Lying to Dean
-Blaming Dean for Jess's death
-Saying hes daddy's little solider
-leaving Dean and dean getting hurt of some kind when he leaves
-Selfish Sam
-Leaving Dean
-Sam taking advantage of Dean
-Sam using Dean just for sex
-Soulless Sam doing something to do and Sam finds out after
-Leaving Dean while hes in a coma
-Not looking for Dean while in purgatory

Episode examples like Asylum, Sex and Violence,We need to talk about Kevin,Live Free TwiHard

Dont get me wrong I LOVE SAM! but i find too many hurt Dean fanfics that end up about sam just because Dean was defending himself or because of Sam getting kidnapped or injured of some kind.
Please help!
14 February 2015 @ 03:53 pm
I saw a fic called "Of Forgetting And Remembering" by AussieChick21 on FanFiction recommended on a Delicious account, but unfortunately the fic has been deleted. It sounded like it would be right up my alley, so I was hoping someone has a copy somewhere.

This was the synopsis:
"Sam fears he has damaged their relationship beyond repair when Dean forgets his birthday."

If anyone has it, I would love to read it!
1) Fics where Sam is the one on the receiving end in Asylum of Dean's anger and gun.
2) Kind of related to number one. Dean's gun in season 8 Southern Comfort was loaded.
3) Fics where Dean hits Sam and Sam is scared of Dean/hurt because of it. Not like regular beatings but more like in Bloodlust or Born Under a Bad sign with one of Dean's random pissed-off-at-Sammy punches.
4) Dean says something emotionally abusive that makes Sam cry/seriously depressed. I'd like it if Dean felt guilty about it, but not necessary.
5) Fics where they're having sex but Dean is emotionally constipated about it and Sam feels used.
6) Fics where Sam commits suicide/tries to because Dean has been ignoring him or leaves him, thinking it is what Dean wants.

I'm fine with Wincest or gen, but no fics that include non-con or are WIP's please. Thanks a ton to everyone who responds! :D
11 August 2012 @ 07:17 am
Hello all!

First off I'm looking for a specific hurt/sick!sam fic - Sam got broken ribs during a hunt but didn't want to tell Dean about them because he was hurting (possibly about Lisa and Ben) - Bobby wraps his ribs but he ends up getting sick - sound familiar to anyone? - Found!

Along those lines I'd love to read some classic and some new fics of hurt or sick Sam. Preferably if he tries to hide it from Dean or if Dean's ignoring him (post-Asylum would be brilliant too)

Many thanks in advance!
12 April 2012 @ 08:36 am
Hey guys. I am looking for a story that was on ff.net. It was set after Asylum, and it had Dean being mean towards Sam because he was still mad at Sam for shooting him. He got so caught up in his anger that he forgot Sam's birthday, and Sam ended up buying a train ticket because he though Dean wanted him to leave. If anyone could find this story, I would really appreciate it!

10 August 2011 @ 10:56 am
Interventions piss me off.
1. Basically, Dean/Sam/Jared/Jensen with issues and seeing a therapist. Anything Asylum-related?
2. Unstable people taking meds. Or, you know, not taking them.
Only gen/Wincest/J2, please. Thank you!
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12 June 2011 @ 07:58 pm
John Winchester: Hunter, father, and, apparently, defeated by a household appliance, as relayed by his son Sam.

“The man can barely work a toaster”

So, are there any fics out there that go into this little bit of Winchester history. Obviously, the stories are probably going to be humor, but if someone actually managed to make a serious fic about it, I'd be pleased to find that one too.

Gen preferred, admittedly.
23 May 2011 @ 01:13 am
Is there any stories where Dean hands Sam his gun loaded with real bullets in the Asylum episode, and Sam shoots him, would prefer it not to be a deathfic. Hope to hear some feedback. Thanks to all who answer.
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23 April 2011 @ 10:55 pm
Okay, it's been year since I've read this fic but I'm hoping it's still online somewhere. Sometime during season 1, Sam and Dean get cornered by some monsters of the human variety. The leader asks Sam what he'd do to save Dean's life. Coreced/non-con ensues.

The next part I remember is after Asylum, Dean is mad at Sam until he remembers what Sam did to save him earlier in the fic. I think the guy that hurt Sam shows back up and Sam does something to him.

I'm pretty sure the quote has something to do with it.


Hallo everyone!! I'm here for my first ever spnstoryfinders post so bear with me please ;] I've been craving these fics for forever and been searching them for nearly just as long >-< I'm praying that someone recognizes these! :]

  1) I read this fic way back when I was a newbie in the fandom so what I remember is a bit sketchy (that follows where this was posted but I'm pretty sure it was lj) but I've been craving it like crazy >.< But anyways the fic was wincest and Sam and Dean were on a plane, I don't remember why -I think it was for a case (not Phantom Travelers)- and so of course Dean is having mini panic attacks and the boys end up sitting next to this little girl and her dad who I think is asleep for most of the ride(?). This little girl babbles on to them and keeps telling Sam and Dean (I think when they're separate because ones asleep or in the bathroom etc.) that the other one loves them very much and she's very persistent in telling them that they belong with each other and she was very very adorable :D

I think there was a scene where the dad wakes up while she's trying to convince them that they're in love and apologizes and when she falls asleep tells them about her mom who I think either left them or died and they're headed over to see her/her grave? In the end -after they get together :D- they see her again, I think it was on the plane again but I have the distinct feeling that it was in a house and they were posing as FBI Agents and what-not and they told her she was right about them and she smiled. I don't know if it's just my over imaginative brain but I think Scooby- Doo was mentioned.... I don't know why I think that but I hope it means something o.o

2) This one I'm positively sure was posted on lj and I don't know why but when I try and think of this fic, Christmas pops up in my brain?? I dont know if that's relevant of not but I hope it might help?
Anyways this one was also wincest and it was about Chuck having his Prophet-vision thing and seeing Sam and Dean doing the mattress dance. He wakes up and freaks out (I remember that the Chuck in here was so very Chuck that it was amazing) and he ends up writing them extremley drunk because he thinks they wouldn't do it otherwise and so of course there's the whole scene and afterwards he ends up calling them (I think Sam was the one who answered the phone) and he starts asking if they're alright or something and when they hang up Sam tells Dean and they realize that he saw this happen in his vision and more than likely wrote it ;P They end up going to his house and playing a prank on him, pretending to be all angry about how he didn't warn them or how he actually wrote it and such and Chuck is all resigned/freaked and I think they make him delete the document(s)? Of course he eventually realizes they're screwing with him XP

ETA FOUND: The Gospel Truth  found by the amazing februaryfinds

General search: 3) I'm looking for anything with Sam and Dean getting caught by the cops/FBI and being interrogated/profiled/blamed for the things happening in the town. Crossovers with Criminal minds is much appreciated but I'm not picky at all since I've been craving this for so long so I don't mind any sort of crossovers, really, as long as the boys are being profiled/interrogated and they linger on their 'unhealthy and dangerously co- dependent' relationship. Just a heads up I've already read Defect and the sequel Hell and Back and also the fic that started this obsession: All That I'm Living (Dying) For over on the SamDean Archive :D

EXTRA EXTRA points if the fic is either established wincest or in the early stages and such, though gen is alright too... I can also live with het as long as the fic doesn't linger on that for too long.

I hope y'all can help me with this because I think I've been going crazy with the need to read these fics for weeks and if you wouldn't mind, for the general search-- could you write, like, at least just a sentence or so for a quick summary of the fic? I'd like to know what I'm getting into, thanks! :]

P.S Self- Recs are welcomed!! :DD
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Hi, me again!

So here are my requests!  I've had great success here so far, so I'm going to try again!  :)

1. Anything dealing with Sam's height. Maybe Dean realizes exactly how big his brother is, maybe Sam is really sore because of the strain being so tall causes (this is true, I had an uncle that could barely walk because of his height alone – I don't want something that bad for Sam, but maybe he's sore or something and Dean helps make it better, I don't really want any like permanent horrible injuries or anything). Maybe Sam uses his height as an intimidating factor to protect Dean?

2. Any stories where Dean is changed into an animal (cat, dog, whatever) and Sam gets injured while Dean's still an animal and Dean is kinda freaking because he can't help his baby brother?

3. Fics where Sam and Dean's positions were switched in Faith and/or the Asylum one.


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5. Any where Sam is really, really, really, really, really angry, preferably in defense of Dean (NOT at him please), and Dean is all freaked and surprised and impressed by how angry Sam is? Or by how freaked the victim of Sam's anger is? Something like “Funny” by clair beaubien on FF.net would be perfect (Love this story by the way, I recommend it for sure! Here's the link: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5488442/1/ ) 

Please no slash, wincest, or death fics!  Thanks so much!  :)
12 August 2010 @ 10:18 am

So I caught a re-run of Asylum on TNT today was its got me wanting to read fics about what Sam told Dr. Ellicott during his session.

Wincest only, please.

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24 January 2010 @ 08:39 pm
Hey guys, I'm looking for fics of missing scenes from 5x11. I'll take almost any involving that episode.  Details and lots of spoilers under the cut. I've been scouring around for these fics to pop up but so far, I haven't been lucky in finding much. I'm kinda desperate now, I reaaaally hope someone's written them by now. ;)

Also, are there fics from Asylum featuring Sam talking to the psychiatrist?

More Info (5x11 Spoilers) )

13 January 2010 @ 01:34 am
Okay, I give up! I've been trying to find a few Sam/Dean fics for a very long time, and I've had absolutely no joy! Please, please, please can one of you kind people help me?

(1) This is an older fic. It was set immediately post "Asylum" and the two of them had a huge row in the motel room that somehow led to wincest. I can't remember much else, other than it was hurt!Dean and either a one-shot or a 2 parter. It was either on LJ, or the Sam-Dean archive - I can't remember which. I looked through the Asylum tags on this site, but couldn't find it.

(2) Moving forward several years, I'm looking for a post "Sex and Violence" fic in which Dean patches himself up alone in the bathroom, his relationship with Sam so broken that he couldn't or wouldn't ask for help from Sam, but the knife wound is in a really awkward place for him to reach. I remember this one broke me when I read it. Again, I think it was Sam/Dean, but I'm not entirely sure. I do know it was 100% angst!

(3) This one was a 'biting' fic. Again short, and again, an older fic. This one had shades of Pavlov's Dogs, and might even have had "Pavlov" in the title. I can't remember. Sam had this habit of biting Dean on the nape of his neck during sex, and it became so that any bite from Sam there had an immediate effect on Dean. Sam played with this fact while they were going to interview some little old lady. That's all I remember!

(4) Fics dealing with or at least mentioning that scene in "When the Levee Breaks" where Sam and Dean fought, and Sam choked Dean and left him lying hurt on the ground. Dean said some stupid things, I know, and I'm happy to read some fics dealing with this, but I'm particularly interested in the hurt!Dean aspects. I've not really found fics that include this fight - and Sam leaving - as a big part of the reason why Dean doesn't trust Sam anymore - or even the final straw. I know there are far bigger issues out there, such as Sam choosing Ruby over him, the demon blood, Sam's quest to kill Lilith, and of course Sam freeing Lucifer and Dean's own failures, but this fight is important, too, IMHO. Sam/Dean is a bonus, but I don't mind gen, slash or het for this one. Whatever is out there that mentions this fight scene and its consequences.

I really hope someone can help! I'm going quietly insane over here, particularly trying to find the Asylum one! I know I've read it, but I can't for the life of me find the thing anymore....!
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13 December 2009 @ 03:31 pm
I'm pretty depressed 'cause i have to wait 'till January 21th for new ep. so i decided to do something that will keep me occupied-i started watching Supernatural all over again :D And considering I'm hurt!Dean fan,i found some of my fav scenes,and thought of some different endings...and so on...so i thought: "Hey,maybe someone wrote them" So here is what I am looking for:
*Some Asylum fics where Sam actually DID shot Dean...
*Fics where it's described how Dean felt when he heard that shot in Benders(when he thought Sam was shot)
*Fics where it's described how Dean felt when he though Sammy died in Hunted...from that explosion!
*Maybe some All hell breaks loose fics,describing how Dean feels when he holds his dying brother in his arms :(
*When the levee breaks fics,fight scene between Sam and Dean....especially if Sam actually DID choke Dean,and then the realization what he did hits him...or similar :D

Or anything with Dean being hurt emotionally/crying...'cause of Sam's condition..
or Dean being killed by Sam...even better if Sam after killing him realizes what he's done and he's totally broken :D

I'm bad xD
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14 July 2009 @ 09:04 pm
Okay, so I'm looking for a Wincest story called (I think) A Little Fetish. It was on Sinful Desire.org, but has now been removed.

Cut to details )

If any of you know where I could find this fic, I'd be seriously grateful. :)

FOUND! Link in comments.

10 May 2009 @ 08:11 pm
 Hey I'm looking for any good fics that deal with Dean laying a guilt trip on Sam, and resulting Sam angst.  It can be an original story, but you get bonus points for anything dealing with the fallout of BUABS or Asylum.  Nothing TOO out of character for Dean (no stories where he's just a total a**hole for no reason) but he can be a jerk due to realistic reasons (he's hurt, he's tired, etc).  

So, mean!Dean, Angsty!Sam, and of COURSE, H/C to wrap it all up!  Happy endings only please!  

Also, bonus points for fics not on FF.net, since i think I've read most of them! :)

Self-pimps are A-okay.  Wincest is good (more than good!) but no het please!

23 April 2009 @ 12:47 pm
Okay, I'm almost positive I found this fic while browsing through this community, but I've been searching for it here for 4 days now, and can't figure out where the link is.

Details )


ETA: Found! In the comments. :D

Also, any other post Asylum or post BUABS fics where the boys are angsting because of what happened would be appreciated. Gen is preferred, but I can handle wincest if done well. J2 fics about them dealing with what they acted in the episodes would be great as well. :D

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12 April 2009 @ 06:01 pm

Hello everybody ^^

I'm looking for [profile] la_folle_allure's "The Razor's Edge". It's related to the episode "Asylum" and that's pretty much all I can remember ^^°

I know that the journal is deleted, but maybe someone has a new link to the fic or has it saved on the computer.

I hope someone can help.

23 March 2009 @ 11:06 am
It was a reverse Asylum story... not very long, IIRC. In it, Sam is the one that's shot with rock salt, and Dean is the one that accuses Sam of always leaving.

Read it before I actually watched the episode, so didn't know it was backwards at the time. Now I'm curious to re-read the differences.

Thanks. Here's hoping someone remembers...

ETA: Found, thanks to annonie! Story is The Other Foot" by Tyranusfan.
22 December 2008 @ 12:13 am
Feel really stupid asking this, but does anyone have the link to the Lessons Learned 'verse story where Kat from 1x10 ends up dealing with the supernatural again? I thought I'd saved it, but can't find it on my favorites or anywhere here (I've looked everywhere I can think, but might be missing it).

Also, any stories where Kat or the other children end up hunters/dealing with the aftermath are totally welcome!
Greatly obliged,
16 November 2008 @ 09:53 pm
LF a fic set after Asylum. Dean is angry with Sam and decides he's going to sleep in the car. It isn't long before Sam keeps coming out with various things to keep him comfortable. A pillow, a blanket, I think a sandwich until Dean finally just tells Sam to join him in the car so they can talk. Anyone know of this fic? Thank you!

ETA: Found in comments!

1) I'm looking for a fic that came from the S3 ep Fresh Blood.
After Gordon is killed the boys go to a hotel room and Sam forgets to clean himself up before tending Dean's neck wound and gets blood into it. Sam goes to a priest for help and later finds out that he's a vamp that agrees to help Dean with being a Vampire, at the end Sam tricks Dean into turning him.

2) I was just re-watching the S2 ep Hunted and am looking for h/c fics with Sam taking care Dean afterwards. I'd prefer bottom!Dean but bottom!Sam is okay.


1) Found: Blood Brothers by muffymorgan
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Hopefully you guys can help me out, again.

1) Hurt! Sam, basically. (Don't I always search for it?) Maybe ones where John is verbally/sexually/physically abusive? I don't mind, anything but Dean hurting Sam.

2) Hurt!Jared. I know I came across one that dealt with self-harm, rape, maybe an eating disorder, I can't really remember. It wasn't the emo! Jared verse though, sorry if that wasn't specific enough. Anything to do with self-harm/rape/eating/abuse disorders/etc, i'll take it, as long as it's Jared or Sam suffering. I'm mean, I know.

3) Any asylum fics where the author writes all the day from the start to the end of the ep? How Dean/Sam felt, possibly?
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16 May 2008 @ 09:59 pm
Hi, I remember reading a fic that was an Excellent Crossover with Aliens the movie. Dean was Marine and Sam Was on the colony world. I was watching Aliens again over the last two days and Now I want to read it again. So if anybody knows what the heck I am Writing about could you please give me a link.

Found In Comments
22 December 2007 @ 09:42 pm

Does anyone have know any fics where Jared can see how upset - you know can't get out of his sad mood - Jensen is after filming Asylum...or any angst episode!
Please and thankyou!

12 December 2007 @ 07:58 am
Hey! First of all everyone here is amazing, just wanted to throw that out there :)

I'm in the mood the read particular types of fic.

1.) Any stories involving one of the guys dealing with Diabetes (or perhaps some other chronic type of illness)? It can be Dean and Sam or Jensen and Jared, I'm not picky.

2.) Stories concerning the events of the episode "Asylum".

23 May 2006 @ 07:28 pm
Looking for some sam/dean post-ep recs. Particularly for Hell House (prank!fic), Home, Asylum and The Benders. But really, any great post-eps/codas would be wonderful. Thanks!
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14 April 2006 @ 01:05 pm
About a month or so ago I came across a SN fic that was just awesome. Unfortunatly I didn't know that you could save them to memories, so I didn't. I've tried finding it on my own, but with no luck as of yet.

It was a slash wincest fic. I think that it was set sometime after Asylum...but I'm not sure about that. I do know that at the end of the fic both Sam and a gun are dumped from the Impala and Dean closes the door, turns up the radio. And Sam now outside the car discovers that the gun Dean'd held on him was loaded. Gun kink.

I do hope that, that's enough info. Thanks to anyone who can help get in the right place to find that one again. I know that it was on LJ.
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