I'm looking for a fic where Sam tells John Dean died during the faith ep (bc he hadn't shown yet).
John shows up and sees Dean is still alive. I dont remember what happens after that.
Hope somebody knows what I'm talking about.
Hi! I hope I am doing this properly. I am looking for a story I read on ff.net. Sam brings Dean back to the bunker after Metatron kills him. He does a ritual where Dean is brought back to life but it isn't the same Dean. This Dean is basically from the ep Faith where he dies during the night before Sam can bring him to LeGrange so Dean has no memory of anything basically from mid season 2 on. Sam is very emotional in the fic and Dean is extremely protective of him. Garth and Kevin are also in it. I cannot remember the title or author at all. Any help would be great, I've been searching for such a long time. Thanks!
08 February 2015 @ 11:02 pm
Hi! My sis mentioned there is a fic about Marshall Grant's brother wanting to take a revenge for his brother's death. This is from Season 1, Faith.

Thank you in advance!
12 July 2014 @ 05:04 pm
Hi. I just found a summery of a story that was deleted years ago, and it sounds really interesting. It was set around or after the episode "Faith" and I think Dean had lasting health issues because of the episode. The story is called "Silence" and I think the authors name was true-faith-lost. Does anyone have a saved copy they could share? Thanks.
Hey all, maybe you can help me.

I'm looking for a fic where Sam is in love with Dean, but it's one sided. When Dean thinks he is dying in the episode Faith he let's Sam fuck him. Sam thinks Dean comes, but he doesn't. It all goes to angst in a heartbeat when Dean doesn't die and Sam finds out Dean just let him have his body as a parting gift. I think it eventually becomes consensual wincest?
I'm looking for fics which address the difference in how obsessed Sam was: a) in finding a cure for Dean in S1's "Faith" b) breaking Dean's deal in S3 c) resurrecting Dean in the gap between S3-4, and his current attitude/choices in the gap between S7-8. Or sometime earlier would be okay too. I just want all those fics that include moments of "we used to love each other so fiercely... what happened to us?"

I'm not looking for character studies.

I mean any fics where Sam is forced to acknowledge the difference, for example:
-either brother is de-aged and only remembers the Sam that adored Dean and would do anything to emulate/protect him
-time travel of some kind; they meet their younger selves, they are body swapped with their younger selves etc.
-selective amnesia
-any similar scenarios caused by magic/MotW etc.

The overall plot line of the fic isn't important, I just want that moment when Sam realises how much he has changed.

A good example of the kind of thing I mean would be this scene in Little Child where Sam wants "the Dean that loves him and isn't angry all the time" back (role-reversed).

No het please; gen or slash. Wincest is fine, as long as there is a clear focus on their relationship as brothers as well as lovers. Destiel is also fine, especially if Cas is the reason why Sam acknowledges the change.

Thank you cuddles in advance for any recs!! :)

okay, so that´s my first entry and english isn´t my native language, so please excuse any mistakes.
I´m looking for a specific fic. The story started with the episode "faith". Dean leaves the hospital and joins Sam at the hotel. He knows that Sam´s in love with him und they have sex. Later ( I think after they started a relationship)  Sam figures out, that Dean just let it happen to fulfil Sam´s wish. It´s bottom Dean.
It´s not much, but I hope, someone can help me!

Thank you!
13 May 2012 @ 09:58 am
Hi everyone! I'm looking for a specific fic that is based on Faith. I think it was written before the show aired and it was the authors view on what she thought would happen in the episode. All I remember is that Sam plays either poker of chess with Death for Dean's life. Sam wins, and Dean wakes up in the hospital and goes looking for Sam, who he finds lying in a field. It's a pretty old fic I think, so any help would be great. Thanks!
01 November 2011 @ 08:29 pm
Eons ago I read a fic in which the author write pretty much the whole episode of Faith, but from Dean's point of view.  I can't remember the author, but I remember at the end Sam comes back after Layla leaves the motel room (I think with a can of Coke?).  I remember the author really captured Dean's voice.  There's no actual sex, but heavy implications of slashiness, and I think Dean was going to let the Reaper take him in order to save Layla... does this ring a bell at all?

I was thinking about it the other day, and would really love to read it again... if anyone has any ideas what it was...
09 September 2011 @ 11:17 pm
Hi! I'm new to this community and this is my first post, so I apologize if I did it wrong. I've been lurking on here for a while and havn't been able to find a fic like this so here goes nothing.....

I'm looking for an h/c fic where dean is seriously sick or injured in some way so Dean wears Sam's hoodie, the one he wears when he leaves the hospital in the ep. "Faith." I'm looking for something where the hoodie plays an important and/or prominent role in the story.
I would really love wincest, and NC-17 would be even better, but gen is fine too. No other pairings, please, unless its J2.
Bonus if it's a pre-established relationship fic (them discovering their love for each other while Dean is so fragile would be awesome!), virgin! boys, angst, protective!Sam, schmoop
No major character death fics, happy endings only please!
Pre-series, wee!chesters, wee!cest, AU's, future!fics, and pretty much everything else are all welcomed too, I just really want somthing centering around the hoodie.
Hi, me again!

So here are my requests!  I've had great success here so far, so I'm going to try again!  :)

1. Anything dealing with Sam's height. Maybe Dean realizes exactly how big his brother is, maybe Sam is really sore because of the strain being so tall causes (this is true, I had an uncle that could barely walk because of his height alone – I don't want something that bad for Sam, but maybe he's sore or something and Dean helps make it better, I don't really want any like permanent horrible injuries or anything). Maybe Sam uses his height as an intimidating factor to protect Dean?

2. Any stories where Dean is changed into an animal (cat, dog, whatever) and Sam gets injured while Dean's still an animal and Dean is kinda freaking because he can't help his baby brother?

3. Fics where Sam and Dean's positions were switched in Faith and/or the Asylum one.


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5. Any where Sam is really, really, really, really, really angry, preferably in defense of Dean (NOT at him please), and Dean is all freaked and surprised and impressed by how angry Sam is? Or by how freaked the victim of Sam's anger is? Something like “Funny” by clair beaubien on FF.net would be perfect (Love this story by the way, I recommend it for sure! Here's the link: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/5488442/1/ ) 

Please no slash, wincest, or death fics!  Thanks so much!  :)
Okay! So I just discoverd this group a few days ago and I have been going through all the posts. I'm madly in love right about now. But what I'm really looking for are two specific type of Dean-centric fics. Here we go:

1) Dean meets Sam's Stanford friends. Either he shows up at Stanford, like in Crash by Mirrordance, or they run into/go to meet some of his friends while working on a case like in season one's episode Skin or In Reverse by sodakey. Basically I want to read a fic where Sam's world collides -- but we see it through either an outsider POV or from Dean's. If you think it's super amazing, toss me one from Sam's POV -- but again, only when it's basically focused on Dean. Extra kudos if there's some Dean-whumpage in there. DOUBLE bonus if someone has a long fic dealing with this.

2) Any fic dealing season one's episode Faith. To be honest the start of season one is some of my least favorite of the show, but that episode is so high on my list it's kind of ridiculous. I just love Sam's desperation to find him a cure and Dean's resignation to his fate. I'd really like it if the fic dealt more with Dean's deteriorating health and the brotherly bond, rather then the actual case they wind up finding in the episode.

Also, I love wincest as much as the next fanfic reader, but for these I'd rather they be gen, good ol' fashion brotherly (non-slash) love. Haha, I'll save that for another request later, yeah?

Hope you can help!
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05 January 2011 @ 11:55 am
Inspired from re-watching season 1--again.

1) Regarding "Home"--is there a fic where old neighbors or residents of Lawrence recognize the Impala driving around and correctly surmise that the two young men must be the "poor Winchester boys". Outside POV, contact with the boys a plus

2) Regarding "Faith"--Roy tells Dean that God chose him to be saved because he had an important purpose and work that wasn't done. Has anyone tied this into the main arc of seasons 4 & 5?
28 August 2010 @ 02:47 pm
can anyone help me fine.. a fanfiction about  dean and sammy.. in faith?

instead of dean getting shock.. sammy was the one  who got shock..can anyone help me fine it//

really want to read.. please
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04 August 2010 @ 04:40 pm
1. "Faith" based fic
I am looking for any fic that deal with why John doesn't show up in "Faith" (or "Faith" AUs where he does show up). I mean.. HIS KID IS DYING... I feel like Dean should be way more upset about his dad not being there..
Gen or Wincest.. either is totally acceptable..
Also, I like AUs where Dean doesn't get healed... But mostly I'm just looking for the John aspect.

2. John/Dean one-sided
Most of the one-sided John/Dean I've read have had John lusting after Dean. But with Sam gone to Stanford, John is really the only person in Dean's life, and I would love to read any fic wherein Dean becomes sort of obsessed with John and Dean's love for him morphs into something more baddirtywrong...

Thanks in advance!!

Two requests:)

1. My friend remembers a fic which may or may not have been set right after 'Faith' in which Sam and Dean meet up with some of Sam's Stanford buddies. She thought it might have been Wincest (or pre-slash) and some of the friends aren't very nice to Dean...possibly one of them beats up Dean or hits him, possibly in an alley behind a bar? I think Sam was unaware and it might have been quite a hurt!Dean fic, and Dean may also have still been feeling the effects of "Faith".

2. Any fics sent during or after 'The Usual Suspects' in which there is/or is an implied missing scene where Detective Pete Sheridan hurts Dean either physically, sexually, or emotionally/mentally. I have already read the rather fab http://idiot4dean.livejournal.com/tag/spn post-ep fic for this episode:)

I've been through the tags and trawled lj and googled, but I can't find any!

1. Is found! Very quickly and by lots of lovely people:) Is here: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2787883/1/In_Reverse

Nothing on 2, but if anyone thinks of anything..:)

Current Mood: hopeful
19 August 2009 @ 07:08 pm
So I just watched Faith and realized how adorable Dean looks in a hoodie. So, I was wondering if there are any fics out there with him wearing clothes that are too big for him, or better yet, Sam's clothes. Wincest is love, gen is cool too, and het is fine if it's written well. Death!fics are also okay if they're written well.
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27 June 2009 @ 10:49 pm
I need help finding these two fics:

1) I have read this fic a really long time ago and for the life of me, I can't remember the title or the author. So if it sounds familiar, please link me to it.
Sam and Dean are hunting a spirit. (I think its in a Museum) They have been fighting (I think...Im not so sure about this). The spirit shoots an arrow at them and Sam pushes Dean out of the way, but the arrow hits him. Then Dean asks him to sit still which he goes and gets the care and when he's back Sammy's says "You came back" or something like that.Thats all I can remember.

2) This one is set after Faith. Dean is angry with Sam for some reason. He can't believe that Sam is ok with Layla dying instead of him or something like that. And then later Sammy is seriously injured and he realizes that he would do the same for Sammy.

I know these are not very good descriptions but thats all I can remember at the moment. So if any of these ring a bell please link me to them!

Thank you!

Edit:FOUND! Listed in comments!
18 May 2009 @ 12:40 am
I remember reading this fic awhile ago but I can't seem to find it anywhere. It was on fanfiction.net and the description went something like "after the events of faith, dean's doing worse so the brothers stop for the night."  Anyway, I think it was a couple of chapters and it ended right before the boys made it to Roy LeGrange's. If anyone can help, I'd really appreciate it. Thanks!
04 April 2009 @ 04:55 pm
I was rewatching "Faith" this afternoon, because it is a beautiful episode, and I love Julie Benz so much and I was wondering if anyone knows of any fic featuring Layla? Maybe Dean meets up with her again later on, somehow? Maybe set during season 4, and the angels are somehow involved? Gen/het/slash is cool, and I can't imagine this type of story being written any other way but angsty, so that's alright too.

Thanks in advance!
28 February 2009 @ 01:37 pm
I would like some fics with Dean/Jensen being electrocuted. Faith fics are fine (but I've probably read them all, at least the ff.net ones) and I've read the Fetters of Fenrir already too. (no mpreg no daddycest) Everything else is great
16 February 2009 @ 03:09 pm
I'm wondering if there's any fics out there based around the "Faith" episode, but which are AU where Dean never gets healed and so continues having the heart problems, or fics where afterwards his health his affected badly because of it. Death fic is fine. Wincest or not, dosen't really bother me. Anything goes I guess.

Also, do any of you guys know of any good fics where Dean's "not right", either physically or emotionally, and depends on Sam in some way? Something like the fics in the Still Life 'verse (I've forgotten the authors name, anyone know?) but he dosen't have to be "damaged" like in those fics, he could just be like...emotionally broken.

Why do I love fics where Dean suffers so much, haha?

Anyway, if anyone has any reccs, I'd appreciate it. =)
19 November 2008 @ 08:22 pm
I'm trying to find a fic I read quite a while ago. It took place after "Faith", and had Dean experiencing after effects from the electrical shock. I think it was amping up his metabolism and affecting his nervous system. This was causing him to burn out rapidly. I don't remember the case, if there was one, but I believe they were staying with a family. And there was piano playing, by Dean! Any help would be appreciated. (You might just save my sanity.)
26 October 2008 @ 12:53 pm
Considering all the strain Dean's body has gone through; stress, the heart thing in 'faith', bad food and lack of sleep, I was wondering if there are any fics about Dean having a weakened immune system, or his body's defences shutting down and Dean getting sick.
Please, no death!fics, and I'd prefer if it wasn't a serious illness, but I'll take whatever I can get.
Thank you in advance! :)
21 April 2008 @ 04:20 pm
Any one know if there are stories based on the eppy faith? either with jared/jensen or sam/dean ?

Thank's so much <3
22 March 2008 @ 04:28 am
Looking for any fics of Dean reacting very badly (IE: anger, silent treatment because he's so pissed off) toward Sam after he discovers the truth about him being healed in Faith and a man (Marshall Hall) taking his place. Self pimp and wincest are welcome :D Thank you!
17 January 2008 @ 12:01 am
First of all, thanks to everyone who responded to my last request! All of the stories were amazing and I really appreciated reading them!

I have a request for three specific fics, all centered around the episode Faith:

1.) There is a fic I read once from Sam's POV of the missing scene between the moment when he finds electrocuted!Dean and the first scene in the hospital. Sam gives Dean CPR in this fic and, I think, reflects that this is the first time he has ever had to use it.

2.) There's a fic out there somewhere about Sam and Dean's drive to see Roy, written from Sam's POV I think.

3.) There's a post-Faith fic in which Dean and Sam are at a coffee shop and Dean has very vivid recollections of Layla. I think it's a long-ish fic. I'm sorry this description is so vague. I only glanced at it, but I remember that it stood out to me.

Thanks in advance.