28 May 2013 @ 12:08 pm
Hi everyone, I'm looking for Azazel/Dean fics, better if bottom!Dean. I already read "The bright light of disturbia" and a lot of YED!John/Dean, but now I prefer something different, maybe with the "original" YED demon and with a kidnapped Dean.
I'm also searching an AU of "Devil's trap" where Azazel possesed Dean instead of John. I don't know if there is something similar out there, I didn't found anything, but I hope you could help me.

Thanks so much for all the help :)
09 April 2012 @ 10:09 pm

Hey people!

1 - I've pretty much desperate for stories with shy!Jared/Sam and pining!Jared/Sam, with oblious Jensen/Dean. So, I'm asking for your suggestions with that storyline. And, I'd reather bottom!Sam/Jared, but it's not a must, just let me know. And any stories where Sam/Jared has low self-steem and doesn't believe anyone could like him.

2 - Also, I've already tried searching for this one here, but no one answered me: Sam killed John in the cabin, while he was posessed by YED. Dean is hospitalized and when he finds out, he doesn't want to see Sam anymore. I'm pretty sure it's on ff.net. But if you know any stories like this one, send them my way!

EDIT: Still not found! But there are some great recomendations for the first request in the comments, if anyone is interested!

Thanks in advance


11 December 2011 @ 12:47 am
I'm looking for a wincest that was posted in ff.net. Dean suffered amnesia and couldn't remember that Sam was his brother. Sam gave in to the temptation and had a relationship with Dean while he didn't remember who he was. When Dean rememered, he started saying Sam shouldn't have done it. In the end, the boys end up together. Does anyone recall it?
Found it: http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2917754/1/Memories_Of_Me
And if you haven't read it, check this one out too: http://rivkat.livejournal.com/218490.html

The general one I'm looking for, does anyone know a story where Sam killed John on that cabin, in the end of season one? And, please, I'd like it to be finished or being written. I've read a few that were never finished and the writer wasn't writing anymore. Please, help me out with this one too!

Hope you can help me!

03 December 2011 @ 10:11 am
Hello Guys, I'm looking for specific fics..

1. YED possessed John just like in 1x22.. He rapes Dean and after Sam shot YED!John, the demon escapes and Sam and John took the broken Dean into Bobby's.. Sam is overley protected and possessive while John is very guilty and also protective.. Dean is traumatized about what happen. (That's what I remember about and I'm sure it's not the Night Country)

2. Dark!Sam or Evil!Sam fics
3. Protective!Sam or Protective!Castiel or Protective!Jared or Protective!Misha for Jensen/Dean (Preferably Bottom!Dean or Jensen)
4. MPREG!Jensen or Dean
5. Delicious links for Bottom!Dean or Jensen
6. Abused!Dean or Jensen, Hurt!Dean or Jensen or Sick!Dean or Jensen
7. Low self-esteem or claustrophobic Jensen or Dean

Thank you so much in advance..
17 June 2011 @ 08:46 pm
I am searching for a story that I read a few of years ago. I'm pretty sure it was on ff.net. It's an AU where Dean was able to go back in time (I think) and change the bond between him and Sam. Essentially it was Dean not being there for Sam when he was growing up and not having the brotherly bond we know they have. It was heartbreaking but made quite a statement about how important their bond was in how events played out in Devil's Trap.

Any clues?

Also. Cults. Any fics that deal with the boys having to infiltrate a cult or deal with cults? Casefics would be awesome.

Thank you.
30 September 2010 @ 10:47 am
I've been trying to find these two fics for ages but I can't seem to find them. Maybe you guys can help.

I'm pretty sure they were both on ff.net too.

1. It's after the car crash in Devil's trap and instead of John or Dean getting seriously hurt, Sam dies but Dean stays holding him on his bed, talking to him as if he weren't dead. And when the doctor questions Dean's sanity John just says to let them be. Does this sound familiar?

2. This one was after All Hell Breaks Loose Two. With Dean taking care of Sam on the bed and trying to get him back together. I remember Dean seriously worrying about Sam's shoulder bring popped out and enlisting Bobby to help but Bobby knows Sam is dead but Dean won't believe it. He's taking care of Sam as if he were still alive. Does this sound familiar?

I hope someone can find these two I'm starting to think I've made them up lol
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23 September 2010 @ 09:49 am
Hi guys I got these two fics that I read a long time ago but somehow they got lost amongst the scuffle I can't remember the name or the author. Maybe you goys can help.

1. This fic I remember was set in devil's trap. And instead of John or Dean dying it's Sam and I remember Dean just sat on Sam's bed holding him even though he knew he was dead and was talking to him. John said to let him be when doctors questioned him. Does this sound familiar to anyone?

2. This one was set in AHBL2 and Dean trying to fix Sam up I.E popping his shoulder back into place fixing his injuries. I don't remember if Sam comes back to life or not but I do remember Dean seriously worried over fixing Sam and Bobby trying to help Dean grieve. Does this sound familair?

I hope someone can remember these two. I specifically remember that they were both on ff.net as well. Thanks.
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I lost all my bookmarks when my computer got a virus and I had to do a complete system restore. So I'm looking for a lot of fic's.
I prefer fic's that are gen or have some wincest but, please, no het. Long fic's, one-shots, PWP's, even WIP's that are regularly updated would be great. Overall, I prefer a fic with a plot to one without but I will read the occasional humor and crack fic.
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21 November 2009 @ 11:41 pm
Hey guys,

I've been searching for this specific possessed!John/Dean fic for the last week 'till I was cross-eyed, and I'm still coming up empty.

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ETA: Found! Thank you again!
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19 November 2009 @ 11:22 pm
Okay I seriously thought I had saved this fic...But alas I suck and have turned to y'all wonderful people for assistance.

Here is what I remember )

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21 August 2009 @ 06:05 pm

Hello again!

So this is a more general search. I am looking for fics where the boys (Sam and Dean, or Jensen and Jared) are in a car accident. As far as Sam and Dean goes post-DT AUs are cool too. I would prefer hurt!Sam/Jared and protective!Dean/Jensen and any injuries can be severe or minor for these fics, and please no first-person POV. Wincest/gen/het/J2 is all fine and self-recs are also fine.

Thanks so much!

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24 July 2009 @ 01:27 pm

i read this story probably about a year or so ago it was suposed to be an AU after "Devils Trap"  John died from the crash and Dean ended up being paralyzed from the waste down and him and Sam ended up geting a place and Sam started going back to collage. But for some reason i cant find it anywhere it was on fanfiction.com and it would be great if someone could help me out       PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL!  

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28 April 2009 @ 07:59 am
I'm looking for any fics (preferable that go a bit into AU territory) for both Devil's Trap and Born Under a Bad Sign. Basically ones that deal with any repercussions and affects on Dean as a result of the possession of John and Sam.

I know there's at least one where John rapes Dean while possessed, though I can't remember it right now (it involves Bobby helping the boys). Are there any more along that line? I've love to see Sam and John mistreating/messing with Dean in a big way while possessed and how the boys deal with it afterwards. Wincest is fine, great even, death fics are not. The more John and Sam mess with Dean the better the guilt later.

Any canon or AUs that deal with either of these two eps would be terrific!

Thanks you in advance.
28 March 2009 @ 01:54 am
Ok, I think this one has probably been asked for before, but I've been googling and looking through tags here for two hours+ with no success.

In this fic Dean has mentally regressed to a young child after the events of Devil's Trap. He's in the hospital and is given a stuffed bear (I think it's a fireman bear) and he names it Fubar. John and Sam are around to take care of him but I think he wanders away and gets kidnapped. I'm not sure if this fic has been finished, but it is an older one that's been around for a while.
12 February 2009 @ 11:32 pm

In the specific story, Specifics behind cut )

Anyone recognize this story?

FOUND Second Chances by [livejournal.com profile] xantissa

General search: Know of any really good stories where John blames Sam for Mary's death?...blames him to the point of abuse and/or neglect. Bonus points if Dean blames Sam, too! Actually, any story where John abuses/neglects Sam is good, too. Gen or wincest (no daddy!cest) is fine by me. Self recs are always welcome. Complete stories only, though, unless being updated regularly.

General search: Any stories where Sam and Dean are raised apart? Either because John couldn't bear to raise Sam after Mary's death or John didn't want/couldn't take care of Sam and/or Dean and gave them up for adoption? Gen or wincest (no daddy!cest) is fine by me. Self recs are always welcome. Complete stories only, though, unless being updated regularly.

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06 February 2009 @ 04:33 pm
Hi. I'm looking for a fic I read some time ago. I think it was took place after the impala was hit by the truck in Devil's Trap. I remember that Dean was a ghost in the fic, and that Sam died in the accident. I think Dean had died in the fire when he was four, and some how his spirit got older as the years went on. I remember Dean's ghost had stayed with his family to protect Sam, and now that Sam was dead, his spirit was allowed to move on.

Does anyone know which fic I'm talk about?

EDIT--> Found by [livejournal.com profile] jjsgatlantis: Don't Look Back by [livejournal.com profile] eloise_bright. Thank you!
29 December 2008 @ 01:31 pm
I'm incredibly embarrassed because I've asked for this same fic before, but I skipped back through over a year's worth of entries and couldn't find my original request. I managed to delete a folder of bookmarks about a month ago, and this fic was in that folder. :(

As you can probably guess, this is an older fic. I don't remember the whole thing: it's AUish, taking place after Devil's Trap. Dean escapes from the hospital with amnesia(?), dyes his hair blue, and goes after the YED. I think he traps the demon with a vacuum(?) and keeps it in a jar, and starts gaining some of the YED's qualities. Sam and John are chasing Dean around the country, and at one point Dean runs into Bobby on the road and possibly knocks him out.

Like I said, wickedly embarrassed I have to ask for this fic again. I have del.icio.us now, though - so it should be the last time! :)

Of Bastard Saints
04 October 2008 @ 09:28 pm

I'm looking for a story, and I'm pretty sure it was Gen.  It went along with Salvation and Devil's Trap, but at the end of DT, Sam uses his abilities to heal Dean and John..there was a bright blue or white light.  In return for healing them, Sam ends up with the injuries they had.  John and Dean rush Sam to the hospital where Sam teters on the brink of life or death.

That's all I remember.  Can anyone helf me out here?

EDIT: Path of Power and Destiny...found by[info]bb1128 .

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24 May 2008 @ 04:23 pm
1)I'm looking for Devil's Trap theme stories, where Sam kills John when he is possessed so the demon doesn't escape.

2) stories where either Sam or Dean are in a live or death situation and have to decide who gets to live :either their brother or some other person(John,Bobby,etc) and how they cope afterwards with their choices.

Would love for it to be wincest but I'll take anything.

I'm looking for a particular death!fic that was an alternative and very sad ending to the car crash at the end of Season One.

Any help finding this would be much appreciated.
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I read this tale some time ago.  It takes place mostly during Devil's Trap and possibly Salvation in the canon timeline.  John is haunted (possibly already possessed) by the YED, and he takes John, following Sam and Dean and reveals their Wincestuous relationship to John by having him watch them outside motel room windows and such.

The final scene (in the cabin), has John/YED confronting the boys in a not-so-paternal sexual manner.  Hotness ensues.

I sure hope someone can help me find this fic.  It's about 2 years old.

Thanks in advance,

25 February 2008 @ 10:12 am
Hi all,

did anyone ever write a story about the scene in Devil's Trap where the Demon taunts Sam to use his psychic powers to get his hands on the Colt, and then Sam does? I was just wondering.

...I know this is terribly repetitive and all, but someone please find me this fic. Please, please, please.

- mayachain
25 January 2008 @ 04:49 pm
Hey everyone :)

I'm looking for any fics based around the last three episodes of season 1, Dead Man's Blood, Salvation and Devil's Trap.
AUs, missing scenes, tags, anything goes! Wincest is more than welcome ;)

Thank you!
11 December 2007 @ 04:10 pm
I just read the Wolf 'verse series, and I was wondering if anyone could recommend some other stories like those.

Also, could someone recommend any post-Devil's Trap ones? Maybe reactions to what the demon said like how true it is, and stuff. Or about Dean's feelings on the matter.

Another interest, any good stories out there where Dean is possessed, or he's the one with the psychic mojo? 'Cause any like that would be great.
06 December 2007 @ 04:26 pm

Hi guys,

Knowing from personal experience how fabulous you all are I've a couple of requests I'm hoping you can help me with:

1) First off, the specific story search.  I'm looking for a Jensen/Jeff story where Jeff notices how taken Jen is with the Demon Voice during filming and comes to his trailer after wrap still wearing the yellow contacts and pretending to be the demon.  I think they may have been an established couple in that one.  I read it about 3 million years ago and now can't find it for the life of me!

2) Following on from that I currently have a Jensen/Jeff obsession.  Anybody who can point me in the direction of Jensen/Jeff fics will receive virtual cookies

3)  I have also (inadvertantly) developed a Chris/Jensen obsession.  There was one story I read which involved both Jen and Chris desperately wanting each other, although neither knew of the other's interest.  They made out at a party and were both horribly embarrassed the next day until Jared and Steve forced them together.  Anyone who can find me that story will be my friend for life, but I'd love any Jensen/Chris stories you guys can point me in the direction of

*fingers crossed*

UPDATE: God, I love you guys.  There's about three gazillion doses of porny goodness in the comments AND I've found story no. 1 among them.  Thank you!

UPDATE 2: And story no. 3 as well!  Hurrah!