Morning all!

I'm looking for a particular fic that I read a while back. I think it was set right after BUABS, but if not, right after another episode that left Dean hurt and shaky. The boys go to a cabin in the woods to recoup, only to find that the nearby lake is haunted by the daughter of the Hunter whose cabin they are in (pretty sure the hunter killed her because she was possessed or something). Every time one of them goes there she tries to drag them under the water.

Thanks for the help!
 
 
28 May 2015 @ 04:42 am
I'm looking for Sam saying or doing something to Dean that is stupid and hurtful. I want plain mean Sam no excuse for his actions at all, him just being a total asshole to Dean.

Examples (OPEN TO WINCEST NO DESTIEL PLS)

-Sam cheating on Dean
-Going behind Deans back
-Lying to Dean
-Blaming Dean for Jess's death
-Saying hes daddy's little solider
-leaving Dean and dean getting hurt of some kind when he leaves
-Selfish Sam
-Leaving Dean
-Sam taking advantage of Dean
-Sam using Dean just for sex
-Soulless Sam doing something to do and Sam finds out after
-Leaving Dean while hes in a coma
-Not looking for Dean while in purgatory

Episode examples like Asylum, Sex and Violence,We need to talk about Kevin,Live Free TwiHard

Dont get me wrong I LOVE SAM! but i find too many hurt Dean fanfics that end up about sam just because Dean was defending himself or because of Sam getting kidnapped or injured of some kind.
Please help!
 
 
12 October 2014 @ 05:20 pm
This is a request posted by vain_chan in 2011 and since the story hasn't been found yet, I'm reposting it:


I've been hunting for this fic for a few weeks and I cannot it anywhere. It's driving me insane, so I'm hoping to harness the comm's collective awesomeness to locate it.

The fic is several years old and it's an AU of season 2's 'Born Under a Bad Sign.' In the story, after Meg/Sam knocks Dean unconscious, he assaults Dean. Afterwards, possessed!Sam keeps Dean under control by threatening to hurt Sam's body (biting off his tongue, stabbing him, etc.), beating Dean, and tying him up. This goes on for several weeks while possessed!Sam kills hunters listed in John's journal. Eventually possessed!Sam takes a pretty broken Dean to Bobby's, trying to force Dean to kill Bobby. Bobby knows what's up, though, and he traps and exorcises the demon. I can recall specific scenes in detail: one in which possessed!Sam returns from a kill injured and Dean begs to stitch Sam's body up, and a separate non-con scene where possessed!Sam is in the bathtub, washing off blood from a kill and forcibly holding Dean's head on him under water, while thinking to Sam something along the lines of, "This is how the world is going to end: willingly drowned in blood."

This is a well-written, long-ish fic, and I think there we a sequel dealing with the fallout of Sam and Dean's recovery; it may have even been part of a series. As you can probably see, it's very dark and deals with some pretty rough subject matter including physical and psychological torture, non-con, and some pretty graphic violence. There's massive amounts of Dean abuse and no small amount of damage to Sam since it continues into the recovery phase. It was one of the first fics I read in this fandom before I got a delicious account, so I don't have it book marked. I also could not find it under the tags on this comm. Please, please help me find it. You'll be my favorite person forever. Thanks.
 
 
28 December 2013 @ 07:22 pm
Hi,

I'm looking for a hurt Dean fic which I think was a BUAB coda. I can't remember the full story but I think the boys had left Bobby's and gone to a hotel. Sam was all angsty and Dean couldn't cope with him fussing over him all the time and was feeling claustrophobic so he went out to a bar. However, he got into some kind of fight in the bar and Sam had to come along and help him out - I remember Sam getting really angry as he knew Dean was already hurting so when he saw him getting beat up again he really flipped out.

Anyway, that's about all I can remember. I think it was after BUAB but I've searched all the tags and I can't find it. Any help much appreciated as it was a great fic and I'd love to read it again :)
 
 
08 July 2013 @ 07:26 pm
I'm looking for a noncon fic where Meg possesses Sam, acts all sluttish and does all kind of sexual stuff like having sex with a group of men/gangbang (one of which i think was a hunter) I remember that one of the men decided to not go with it because he saw the helplessness in Sam's eyes.
 
 
19 October 2012 @ 12:43 pm
Looking for any fics that are basically  Born Under A Bad Sign told from Sam's POV. How Meg possessed him, what it felt like having no control over his body, what she did during that week he was away from Dean. A must have would be follow up when Sam and Meg meet again in the future. I'm really disappointed that it's never even been mentioned that Meg possessed him, not even a snarky remark from Meg. Would Sam do something as revenge/payback?? Try to kill Meg sometime in season 4 when he's dosed with demon blood. Even a convo between them about that week would be great.

Am happy with either gen, het (Sam/Ruby2) or Wincest and the darker the better.

Now that I think about it, I do seem to recall a fic where Meg took Sam to some place ( a bar or club) very soon after possessing him and let some men (am pretty sure it was more than 1 or 2)  fuck him. Sorry I can't remember more.
 
 
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1. Hi, I am looking for a specific fic. I don't rember the author or the title of the fic. I do remember that it's set right after BUABS, it's gen and in 2 parts.
Sam and Dean leave Bobby's house and find somewhere to stay for a little while to recuperate. Wherever they are staying (I think it was a hunter's place) has a river that is being possesed by a ghost. The ghost tries to drown Sam (by making him sleepwalk I think) and Dean has to pull him out and preform CPR. I think Dean is having some health issues too because he was shot. Also the ghost was different than other ghosts because it was part demon and it might have been the daughter of the hunter. I think the daughter was killed while being possessed.

I never finished the fic so I don't know how it ends. :(

2. Also I'm hoping you guys can hook me up with some Dean/Cas fic recs. I haven't read much fic with that pairing and I would love it if you could share your absolute favorite fic. I'm good with any length, rating or genre. Scmoopy, crack!fic, sad, I will take pretty much anything you've got.

I would prefer no noncon or dubcon, mpreg, or fics where Cas acts like a bird. Plus no Sam bashing, please.

Thank you!
 
 
20 May 2012 @ 03:59 pm
Are there any fics set in seasons six or seven that deal with the fact that Meg possessed Sam back in season two? I imagine it could make working with her really awkward for him. Could be gen or Sam/Meg, crack, darkfic or a character study, I don't really care - it's just one of these thoughts that won't leave me alone.
 
 
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I feel pretty lame about making another request so soon, but a lot of fics have been going missing with the delicious shift and I figure you guys tend to be awesome with that kind of thing. :)

1.  I read a fic a white back where Dean was a skinwalker. It was pretty much an AU of the pilot, only Dean was in his animal form when he came to Stanford. He was a big black wolf/dog and Jess let him in because she thought he was a stray. Dean was checking Jess out (looking up her skirt when she walked up the stairs at one point, I think) and Sam was annoyed. He called Dean out on it once she was gone. I don't know if it was ever finished, but any help in locating it would be awesome.

Edit: Pretty sure it was from Sam's POV. There was a part where he was wondering what was wrong with Jess because Dean was clearly a wolf, not a dog that was safe to take in. Also, Dean abused his puppy eyes and Jess thought he was adorable. Sam was not amused.

2.  I may have imagined this, but I remember a fic where one of the boys was possessed and wincest ensued. The possessed one tried to rape the other, but the other actually had feelings for them and went with it without even realizing that they were possessed. I remember that the possessed one was freaking out (possibly disgusted) and the demon was taunting them, while the other brother was really into it. I really want to say that it was set during BUABS, but again, I may have just made this up... >.>

FOUND! Link in comments :)

Anything similar with unrequited wincest coming to light or first time when one of the boys is not in their right mind would be appreciated, especially if it's bottom!Dean and the other is unaware anything is wrong.

3.  Are there any fics based on Dream a Little Dream of Me where Sam finds out that Dean has the hots for him? Or really, anything where Sam is able to read Dean's mind/see into his subconscious and discovers how Dean really feels about him? The reverse would be fine too, but I'm really looking for bottom!Dean here. Everything I've found so far has been bottom!Sam. Bonus points for kink.
 
 
07 November 2011 @ 07:17 pm
I've been hunting for this fic for a few weeks and I cannot it anywhere. It's driving me insane, so I'm hoping to harness the comm's collective awesomeness to locate it.

The fic is several years old and it's an AU of season 2's 'Born Under a Bad Sign.' In the story, after Meg/Sam knocks Dean unconscious, he assaults Dean. Afterwards, possessed!Sam keeps Dean under control by threatening to hurt Sam's body (biting off his tongue, stabbing him, etc.), beating Dean, and tying him up. This goes on for several weeks while possessed!Sam kills hunters listed in John's journal. Eventually possessed!Sam takes a pretty broken Dean to Bobby's, trying to force Dean to kill Bobby. Bobby knows what's up, though, and he traps and exorcises the demon. I can recall specific scenes in detail: one in which possessed!Sam returns from a kill injured and Dean begs to stitch Sam's body up, and a separate non-con scene where possessed!Sam is in the bathtub, washing off blood from a kill and forcibly holding Dean's head on him under water, while thinking to Sam something along the lines of, "This is how the world is going to end: willingly drowned in blood."

This is a well-written, long-ish fic, and I think there we a sequel dealing with the fallout of Sam and Dean's recovery; it may have even been part of a series. As you can probably see, it's very dark and deals with some pretty rough subject matter including physical and psychological torture, non-con, and some pretty graphic violence. There's massive amounts of Dean abuse and no small amount of damage to Sam since it continues into the recovery phase. It was one of the first fics I read in this fandom before I got a delicious account, so I don't have it book marked. I also could not find it under the tags on this comm. Please, please help me find it. You'll be my favorite person forever. Thanks.
 
 
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20 August 2011 @ 10:44 pm
I'm looking for a fic that takes place almost immediately after Born Under A Bad Sign. Dean is still recovering after being shot by Meg!Sam and at one point they investigate a haunted house and the ghost tries to drown Sam.
 
 
27 July 2011 @ 04:36 am
So I'm rewatching 2x14 (Born Under A Bad Sign, my absolute favorite), and I can't help but notice that for whatever reason, the Impala seems ALOT more 'snarly' in the opening bits, before the title card. Which got me curious.

Uber-vague season 6 spoilers. )

As usual: Self recs a-okay, any rating, any genre except horror, Wincest is awesome, gen is good too, just no het, please.
 
 
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05 July 2011 @ 02:25 pm
Hi guys,

Because I'm a twisted freak, I've got a craving for some heavy-duty hurtin' on my boy Sam. So any fics where:

1. Meg harms Sam while he's possessed (e.g. "I'll make him bite off his tongue") and Dean and Bobby have to decide whether to complete the exorcism or not

2. Any other possession/demon (including Lucifer) harms Sam's "meat-suit"

3. Any fics where Sam and Bobby discuss Bobby's attempt to shoot Lucifer by firing on Sam at Stull Cemetary?

Anything that rings near any of these. Will take all ratings, all pairings, but prefer gen. Thanks for any help!
 
 
07 April 2011 @ 12:10 pm
So I had posted this before but I didn't get any reply and since I'm really really dying to re-read it, I thought I'd try again.

I think I read it on fanfiction.net. It's set in Season 2, post BUABS. Gordon manages to convince Steve Wandell's daughter that Sam is evil and together they attempt to kill Sam. After she finds out that Sam was posessed, she feels guilty and decides to help the Winchesters nab Gordon. I think towards the end of the fic, she kisses Sam on the cheek.

Any ideas which fic it is? Thank you guys in advance! You guys are awesome.

FOUND! It's Vengeance by IHeartSam. Thanks to the amazing [livejournal.com profile] cherry916 .
 
 
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07 January 2011 @ 12:26 am
Happy New Year Everyone!!

I have a few stories that I thought I bookmarked but apparently I didn't:

1. This might have been in spnkinkmeme but I can't find it so I'm not positive. Jensen was at home waiting for Jared (or Misha but pretty sure it's JP) so he called to see where he was. Jared was at some store and the boys joked/role-played that Jared was Jensen's illicit lover who was coming to continue their torrid love affair while Jensen's boyfriend was out of town. The cashier was scandalized and Jared made a comment that that was probably the most exciting thing to happen at the store all week.

2. Jensen, Tom, Mike, Danneel, Jeff, and Steve were a part of a undercover group that was trying to break up a sex trafficking ring, and Jared, Chad, and Chris were celebrity friends. Somehow, jared kept kidnapping or putting Jensen in compromising positions, but all the poor guy wanted was a date.

3. Sam found Dean's black book of conquests, including girls, guys, and Jess (before she and Sam hooked up)

4. I can't remember any specific details of the fic, but the basic premise was that Sam has a crush on Dean and acts on it, but Dean always says no and Sam respects that. Then when
Sam gets possessed in BUaBS, Meg ignores Dean’s no and that’s how he knows Sam isn’t himself.

Thanks so much :)!!
 
 
10 November 2010 @ 11:08 am
I had read this fic a really long time back. Unfortunately I hadn't bookmarked it and I can't remember the title or author. :(

So here’s what I remember. The fic is set after BUABS. Steve Wandell’s (the guy possessed!Sam kills) daughter wants revenger from Sam for the death of her father. I think she’s working with Gordon and later on when she finds out that Sam was possessed, she tries to help them. I remember at the end of the fic, when Sam and Dean were leaving she gives Sam a kiss on the cheek. And I think there’s this one part where she’s alone with Sam and Sam’s embarrassed cause he’s dressed in his underwear or something.

So does this ring a bell? I hope so cause I'm dying to re-read it. Thank you guys!


 
 
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09 November 2010 @ 03:36 pm
Hey guys, wondered if you could help me out with a few things.

1. I'm in a J2 college fic mood, I've read a fair few, one of my top one's being Shouting Out Loud. I'm a sucker for torchered artists types, angst, hurt/comfort is always a plus and happy endings are a must. 

2. Didn't really have any luck with this before so going to give it another shot. J2, doctor Jensen, Jared is hurt/sick or both and ends up in hospital, they can already be in a relationship or they end up in one when they meet at the hospital, I don't mind. If there are any for the other way round too, I won't say no to reading them either. No mpreg or death fics though please.

3. Are there any fics set after BUABS were Wendals friends turn up and beat the crap out of Sam or something along them lines. No wincest please. 

Thanks! (: 
 
 
14 October 2010 @ 02:08 am
That one where just after he gets un-possessed, Sam sits somewhere in Bobby's house and Dean sits next to him, but all Sam can think is how his brother probably didn't want to be anywhere near him, so he keeps moving around Bobby's house, the desk, the couch, etc. Dean follows everywhere of course until they finally meet at a stalemate. And any similar to this!
 
 

1. Just watched BUaBS a little while ago and was struck with an urge for some long, plotty Jo fics - preferably Dean/Jo, but Jo/other and gen are cool, too. Alas, such seems to be in small supply, so I'm hoping ya'll have seen something recently. I've read [livejournal.com profile] dreamlittleyo 's Fall on Your Yesterday's Heart. Please, though, no femslash.

2. I've a hankering for fics where one of the boys has to carry the other, either Jared/Jensen or Sam/Dean. And by carry, I mean both feet off the ground, not just leaning heavily. Circumstances can be whatever - injured, drunk, joking around - and gen or slash is cool.

PWP here )

Hope ya'll can help - thanks!
 
 
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19 August 2010 @ 10:55 pm
I was rewatching "Born under a bad sign" today and I was wondering if there's any AU where Sam was not possessed, where he really lost his mind/fell into evil, but where Dean still choses him nonetheless. Sam/Dean wincest, please, dark stories and evil!guys welcome.

Thank you!
 
 
17 May 2010 @ 06:29 pm
1. I don't remember the story but I know it included Pastor Jim, Bobby, wee Sam and Dean and John. The last chapter  (maybe second to last) is when John is away and the title of that chapter is 'Because Pastor Jim said so' or something and the boys go for haircuts and new clothes, Dean then gets his hair short for the first time.

2. Demon Meg 'that was before that demon cut off my hair and dressed me like a slut.' Any stories out there of Meg doing that to Sam while she was in him and poor Sammy has to deal with the consequences when she is back in hell.
 
 
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22 October 2009 @ 09:05 pm
Hi.

I was just rewatching 'Born Under a Bad Sign' and the scene at the end (where Bobby gave them charms to stop possession) reminded me of a story.  I've tried to find it but what little I can remember hasn't helped.  All I can remember is that the charmed itched and eventually bonded or something to the boys.  I know that Bobby didn't tell them the what would happen and Dean (I think) was quite angry about that.

I hope that helps, and that someone can find it.  Thank you for your help.

Found! It was Binding by astolat at http://intimations.org/fanfic/supernatural/Binding.html Thank you again.
 
 
 
27 September 2009 @ 12:55 pm
I read this story once, after BUABS, and Sam ate a White Oleander seed to prove his humanity/mortality to himself. Does anyone know where I can find this? Dean also finds the packet of seeds sewn into the inside of Sam's jacket, if that helps.
 
 
02 August 2009 @ 07:20 pm


Hello everybody,

I´m looking for two specific fics.,..
- In the first, Dean is forced by something/someone to hurt himself badly and Sam has to watch his brother suffer and nearly die. NO deathfic!
- The second takes place at Bobby`s. I think it`s an alternate ending of BUABS. Sam is possessed and tries to kill Dean (choke him?). Dean doesn`t protect himself and gets hurt. Suddenly Sam realizes he`s about to kill his brother...    

Hope you can make me happy... Thanks for your help :-))

Claudia  

 

 
 
26 July 2009 @ 11:48 am
Looking for stories that deal with Jo's feelings during and after Dean's choice of Sam over her in the Born Under a Bad Sign episode. Self recommendations, gen or wincest recommendations are welcome.
 
 
25 June 2009 @ 10:24 pm
So I was watching Season Two on my blu ray player (and people who say up-conversion is a myth need to see DEAN'S EYES when you play the DVDs on blu ray.)

My girlfriends and I were wondering if there was any "missing scene" fic for what happens between Meg!Sam assaulting Jo and Meg!Sam tying Jo to the post.

Umm, the more angsty, tearful, non-con the better.

Barring that, anyone got any (possession optional, but awesome) angsty, tearful non-con fic to share? I'm in a mood, I guess.

For the Sam/Jo request, anything goes, self rec, non-updating WIP, anything.

For the general request, please, any pairing (even RPF) but only the very best, and only regularly updating WIPs and such.

Thanks in advance.
 
 
Hiya, I'm looking for a post "born under a bad sign" wincest fic, with, er, spanking.

more details below )
 
 
24 May 2009 @ 07:57 am
Are there any Born Under a Bad Sign recs where Dean is afraid of Sam after the events of that episode? Bonus if it is wincest and extra bonus if it first-time wincest. Thanks!
 
 
10 May 2009 @ 08:11 pm
 Hey I'm looking for any good fics that deal with Dean laying a guilt trip on Sam, and resulting Sam angst.  It can be an original story, but you get bonus points for anything dealing with the fallout of BUABS or Asylum.  Nothing TOO out of character for Dean (no stories where he's just a total a**hole for no reason) but he can be a jerk due to realistic reasons (he's hurt, he's tired, etc).  

So, mean!Dean, Angsty!Sam, and of COURSE, H/C to wrap it all up!  Happy endings only please!  

Also, bonus points for fics not on FF.net, since i think I've read most of them! :)

Self-pimps are A-okay.  Wincest is good (more than good!) but no het please!

Thanks!
 
 
28 April 2009 @ 07:59 am
I'm looking for any fics (preferable that go a bit into AU territory) for both Devil's Trap and Born Under a Bad Sign. Basically ones that deal with any repercussions and affects on Dean as a result of the possession of John and Sam.

I know there's at least one where John rapes Dean while possessed, though I can't remember it right now (it involves Bobby helping the boys). Are there any more along that line? I've love to see Sam and John mistreating/messing with Dean in a big way while possessed and how the boys deal with it afterwards. Wincest is fine, great even, death fics are not. The more John and Sam mess with Dean the better the guilt later.

Any canon or AUs that deal with either of these two eps would be terrific!

Thanks you in advance.
 
 
23 April 2009 @ 12:47 pm
Okay, I'm almost positive I found this fic while browsing through this community, but I've been searching for it here for 4 days now, and can't figure out where the link is.

Details )

Anyone?

ETA: Found! In the comments. :D

Also, any other post Asylum or post BUABS fics where the boys are angsting because of what happened would be appreciated. Gen is preferred, but I can handle wincest if done well. J2 fics about them dealing with what they acted in the episodes would be great as well. :D

Thanks!
 
 
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24 November 2008 @ 07:49 am
Hey guys. Im a newbie. A friend told me about this fic and I have been looking for it for a long time but I haven't found it yet.<Here's a small description: The fic is set after BUABS. Dean is angry with Sam for getting posessed. He feels Sam should have fought harder. Sam gets shot after that and Dean feels guilty. Thats all I remember. Does anyone know which fic this is? Could you please link me to it???? Thanks a lot.
 
 
Hello again!

Thank you everyone who replied to my last fic search post, I'm sorry for not replying to the individual comments to thank those who helped--it kept slipping my mind and, by now, I figure it's too late. ^_^; In any case, today I was looking for another batch of stories to distract myself with...

1) Are there any stories based off of "Born Under A Bad Sign" where Jo somehow convinces Dean to take her with him to Bobby's? I'm looking for something where Dean's protective behavior of Sam is themed throughout the story (whether as a smack in the face type realization for Jo, or something that is cause for alarm/respect, etc.).

2) Does anyone know of any fics where something supernatural happens to Sam while at Stanford and he has to take care of it? A while ago, I read a story about a zombie invasion (with Sam holed up in his room with his roommate and some girl) and I was wondering if there were any other, remotely similar fics.

3) Just recently, I watched 'The Mist' and I thought that a few ideas of the movie were really interesting while others weren't even close, so now I'm wondering if anyone has made a crossover of Supernatural and this Stephen King novel/film. What I'm looking for does not necessarily have to be a fusion, I'm just interested in the idea of how Sam and Dean would have dealt with the situation (on their own or taking care of others, either is fine).

For the above, gen or wincest (Sam/Dean) is preferred, please. That aside...

4) I read a coda for "Blood Lust" a while back and, originally, I thought it was written by K Hanna Korossy, but I can't seem to find it on her site. What I remember is that Dean was thinking about Gordon's admission about killing his sister and he claimed that was what made them so different. Another scene in the story was where Sam had told Dean to go left and he was contemplating going right (just to spite Sam) but then decided to listen because he liked having Sam around.

FOUND! Bloodlust Coda by [livejournal.com profile] joyfulgirl41.

Thank you in advance, I love this community! ♥♥ *would have died of boredom long, long ago without it*
 
 
 
10 March 2008 @ 06:17 pm

Hi,

This is my first time posting to this community, so I hope I do it right!

I've been looking for a story I read about Sam treating Dean's shoulder, after BUABS.  I've been watching each request for fic that relates to this ep, and the one I'm looking for never shows up.


If anyone can please help me, I'd really appreciate it.

Thanks.


FOUND!!!!  By sparklingrocks.  It's called "Against His Will," by Swanseajill.

If I've done it right, here's the link.  

http://swanseajill.livejournal.com/16361.html#cutid1 

I'm really grateful for this community.
 
 
26 February 2008 @ 03:35 pm
Hello everyone, I just watched Born Under a Bad Sign, wow!
Anyway, I imagine a lot of good fanfiction must have come as a coda to the episode, or based on it.
Where could I find some Wincest recs for these stories?
Thanks a lot.
 
 
03 February 2008 @ 01:15 pm
I'm a sucker for hurt!Dean :-)

First of all, Thanks to everyone who's responded to my other requests! It's been fun reading a bunch of new stories.

I'm interested in any post-BUaBS fics that focus on hurt!Dean, but I'm also wondering if there are any fics where Posessed!Sam tortures Dean for a lot longer than he did in the episode and nearly kills him before Bobby breaks the binding link.

A big thanks in advance for any help.
 
 
20 December 2007 @ 10:19 pm
I read a fic a while ago about the scene in 'Born Under a Bad Sign' when Sam gets exorcised but right when 'Meg' leaves his body blood starts pouring out of his chest because the demon made him cut it up.

Anyone got a link?


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