08 October 2016 @ 09:29 pm
I'm looking fo a fic I read a few months ago on fanfiction.net. Dean was deaged when Castiel saved him from hell, he was 8 I think and was found by some sort of social service, they called Bobby and was the one taking care of Dean.
Dean was kind of afraid of Sam because of his demon-blood addiction.
I think was also something about some plush toy with magical protections and soothing runes on it.
Hi all,
I'm looking for four different things:
1. A specific Destiel fic where Cas was a witch, so was Gabriel I think, and Dean was his familiar(I think he could turn into an animal), the story is about how they meet, and there's a scene where John shows up, possibly at Bobby's when Cas is trying to heal Dean from something, and attempts to shoot Cas and/or Dean I think. Gabriel protects them I believe. Dean either didn't know he was a familiar or had been taught witches were evil or something. Thanks!
2. A general destiel fic search where Dean has a chronic illness or disability of any form, and Cas is his doctor and/or caregiver.
3. A specific destiel fic from a years back, set after Cas raises Dean from hell-in this story, Dean became a demon in hell, he had horns and a twisted appearance, and Cas had to take him somewhere for a long time to help him heal, keep him chained up because he kept trying to attack Cas. I think the horns fell off eventually or something.
4. Any fics where Chuck is a father figure to any of the boys, rescues the boys from being abused, or is in anyway remotely paternal to Dean, Cas, or Sam.
Thanks very much!!
I'm not looking for a specific fic. But any fic that has to do with Dean being traumitized from his time spent in Hell or Purgatory. It could be anywhere from being nonfunctional and not able to be left unsupervised to functioning but with severe PTSD. I really want to read about the emotional, physical, psychological effects of Hell or Purgatory on Dean.

Also they can be AU in that maybe Sam gets Dean out of Hell and angels aren't involved ot it can follow canon.

Also I'm good with both Wincest and Destiel, so if anyone knows any good fics I would be grateful!
25 March 2016 @ 11:06 pm
I've just finished reading the fantastic No Prayer In Vain by clair beaubien and it made me really crave a story where Dean comes back from hell and it actually makes a difference in Sam.  I just really want to read a story where the apolocolypse is averted because Dean loves Sam and Sam has just learned not only how much he loves Dean in return, but that he doesn't need vengence if he just has his brother.

It would also be nice for them to maybe sit down and have a serious chat about how sooner or later one of them IS gonna die and how nobody should go damning themselves over it, but that's probably asking for miracles.

So yeah, any suggestions? I feel like there must be a lot out there but it can be hard to pin down a category for such stories.
30 October 2015 @ 09:41 pm
Can't find the story
I am trying to find the story where Dean is just out from Hell, and Alastair is really pissed , because his fav student (Dean) is gone. He enters cell of OC girl, and start to torture her. to capture Dean. But, than Alastair promises her, if she brings Dean back, she will be freed and gives her deadline to bring him back, he also ask to find about what supernatural force took Dean away. They seals deal with a kiss. Alastair also threaten her that, if she fail or run away, he will find her and torture her like old time. He also gives her a necklace that could communicate with him. The girl meet Dean and Sam, while they are hunting for demons. She runs to them and tells demons are after them because she overheard something important (which i do not remember). She lies her name, but not last name, which eventually Sam will do research and find about her really name.

As the story goes, she slowly fell in love with Dean;
when they first met she was scared of him due to her fear that Dean would remember her from hell and her trauma from hell; Dean's tortured her. Also she have nightmare or she communicate with Alastair when she sleep, and receive some torture to remind her to never fail. When she learn an angel help Dean, she goes to bathroom and tells Alastair (by using reckless). Dean also take away her necklace, because he had feeling that he saw necklace somewhere.

This was found some where in fanfiction.net, I don't know the rating or if this was in complete or completed story.
29 January 2014 @ 10:56 pm
Evening all,
I'm now fully in love with this community since my last post gave me so many jewels to read. So I'm back for more!!

I'm looking for two types of fics now::

1) Height!Fics
More specifically, one-shots or drabbles where Dean realizes that Sam is taller than him. Just some pre-series musings where it hits Dean that, as Sammy is looking up to him.... he's actually looking down at him. Gen/No Slash please.

2) Stories/One-Shots that show the battle and subsequent rescue of Dean from Hell. I'm re-watching the 4th season right now, and would like to read some takes on just how that went down, the desperation of the Angels to reach him in time, the agony of not doing just that, etc. I'd prefer Gen, but I know this will probably be a majority Destiel fic type. So I'm okay with that, just so it's more "blink and you miss it" slash and not "Castiel got his groove on with Hell-boy" slash. I'm also a bit interested in why Dean remembered everything about Hell except his rescue....

Thanks for the help!!!!
15 November 2013 @ 09:59 pm
I am interested in reading fics that include someone's reaction to seeing Dean's handprint scar for the first time. It doesn't have to be a long scene, just a part of the fic.
05 June 2013 @ 09:40 pm

1. I was wondering if there were any fics that have Sam, Bobby or Cas present when Dean is climbing out of the ground at the beginning of Lazarus rising (4x01). They could just be visiting Dean's grave or any reason really for them being there, and just get the shock of their life when Dean's hand poked up.

2. Any fics where Dean is thought to be dead but really isn't.

Gen or any pairing other than wincest
Hey everyone~

1. I'm looking for stories which focus on the friendship/relationship between either Dean and Cas or Sam and Cas.  Case fics are more than welcome.  I enjoy slash as much as the next person but in this case I'd like it to be gen only, although pre-slash is fine too.

2. I'm currently craving fics about Castiel pulling Dean from Hell.  Bonus points if Dean's become a demon and Cas has to heal him. Gen is preferred but Destiel's alright too.

3. And finally, I'm always on the lookout for Supernatural/Good Omens crossovers where SPN Crowley and GO Crowley are two different demons and Aziraphale and Crowley (GO) become part of or at least help Team Free Will.  Something similar to Man In The Long Black Coat, maybe?  I enjoyed the Arrangements 'verse too, although stories which don't focus so much on romantic relationships would be preferred.

Thank you!
01 December 2012 @ 12:20 am

So, in Lazarus Rising, Castiel pulls Dean out of Hell four months after his death. In Mystery Spot, Sam catches up to the Trickster six months after Dean's semi-permanent-death. 

I'm looking for a fic more or less combining two episodes, with Cas rescuing Dean from Hell while Sam is still hunting for the Trickster; they'd then have to deal with a semi-dark!Sam (as seen in Mystery Spot) and the general aftermath of that episode. while simultaneously trying to do something about the Apocalypse. 

Destiel preferred but semi-slashy gen acceptable; no Wincest.
29 July 2012 @ 09:02 pm
so remember when the boys meet Pamela and she hits on dean then tells sam he's invited too...? (Dean has this adorable "you are *not* invited" line before they start trying to summon to summon whoever pulled him out of hell.)

are there any fics where they have a threesome?? Sounds like an awfully fun missing scene!

i'll gladly take any flavors. :-)
01 May 2012 @ 03:11 am
I was wondering if there are any fics out there where Pamela Barnes meets Castiel after he accidentally burned her eyes out. Or a more detailed description of that spell thing she did when trying to find who pulled Dean out of hell. Just her opinion/views on Castiel in general. Or his views on her.

Can be pretty much any length or rating. Pairing or gen doesn't matter, except I'm not much of a Wincest fan. (I am a Destiel shipper though, so extra love for those!)

If anyone has any other outsider POV on Castiel, those would be much appreciated also. Or John Winchester. Or Bobby's first impressions of Castiel. (Or Destiel)

(First time posting, I hope I got the tags right. I don't think Pamela has her own character tag so I just tagged the two episodes.)
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16 April 2012 @ 11:45 pm
I'm re-watching season four and would love to read some Dean/Cas fics from that time. Something where they barely know one another, but are already feeling something for each other. Or they fall in love at first sight. If that's too general, it can be something related to episodes one, three, seven or ten.
Thanks a lot!
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15 November 2011 @ 09:33 pm
1) Claustrophobic!Dean. Afterall, Dean does have to dig his way out of his grave in 4.1, that has to be tramatizing.

2) Dean and Cas both have wings during sex.

3) Dean as Sam's "mom" figure, and Sam only realizes it when he's away from Dean.

4) During Heaven and Hell (4.10?), Anna touches Castiel's brand. I'd love a fic that focuses on the fact that the brand was a physical representation of Cas' bond.

My prefered pairing for this search is Destiel.

Many thanks to those who try to help me!
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27 October 2011 @ 02:02 am
Hey all! Been out of the fandom for a while but getting back into things (God Kripke knows I could never stay away for long!) Anyway, if you beautiful people could help me out with a few searches... ;)

1.  I remember reading a fic (pretty sure it was a case fic) that involved a building that allowed people to relive their memories but in doing so it took them away/ took away years from their life? The person who owned the place may have been getting it all for themselves? I want to say it was Sam, Dean, and someone else (maybe Cas, but I'm not sure) and they had to go through all the rooms, which I believe had numbers that corresponded with the age of the person at the time of the memory.

I remember a specific scene (though this could very well be from another fic entirely) of Dean as a teenager with his hair grown out longish and dancing around to Kiss' "I Wanna Rock And Roll All RIght", possibly carrying Sam on his back.

FOUND! It's Incubus by Crimson1 on ff.net.

2.  The second fic I'm looking for is a retelling of Cas pulling Dean out of hell. It was a really cool take on Cas rebuilding Dean's body from the earth, like he used straw for his hair and seashells for his nails and I think an apple for Dean's brain/heart? If I remember right, they were sitting in a field and Cas was telling Dean the story on how he rebuilt him and it was sort of fluffy. Possibly Destiel, but I'm not sure.

3.  The third was a coda to Dark Side of the Moon, with Dean seeing Sam's best memories and one of them was of Sam and Ruby together. Naturally, Dean freaked out and demanded to know what the hell this was doing in Sam's heaven, but then Sam said, "It's the day you came back from hell." I'm pretty sure it was a short, like under 1000 words, but it made me tear up and I'd love to find it.

4.  The fourth fic was written from Dean's POV and I just remember that Sam was judging Dean for sleeping with Anna, and Dean was mad because he didn't think it was wrong for Anna to forgive him for what he did in hell with her touch. I know that isn't much to go on, but it actually made me like Anna's character  (or at least understand her relationship with Dean) a hell of a lot more and I wanted to rec it to someone.

+1:  And I also have a general request: Are there any wincest fics based on the episode "Swap Meat"? Like Dean acting all seductive towards Gary!Sam and being frustrated when his advances are ignored? Or really just anything about that episode with a wincest twist. Preferably bottom!Dean but judging by my search, I'll go for anything.
19 August 2011 @ 12:43 pm
help? i'm trying to find this 4.01 episode coda where sam tried to drive out to dean's grave site to verify what happened there a few days after the brothers reunited, and he just couldn't do it 'cause it reminded him too much of the other times he drove out there when dean was really dead. that scene really stuck with me and i'd love to reread this fic again.

i'd also love to read more 4.01 codas, so recs, anyone? thanks!
07 February 2011 @ 07:09 pm
Are there any fics that feature Dean discovering that Castiel has brought him back just a little too perfect?

Like maybe he has regrown his tonsils and they become a problem later on, or he suddenly discovers he possesses a foreskin, or I dunno, John never told him he was born with six toes. Whatever. Something natural about his body that he's learned to do without, suddenly back again because Cas made him completely whole.

Bring it. Please and thank you.
26 January 2011 @ 07:05 pm
I am looking for any fanfiction out there, that are Gen stories that deal with truma of getting out of hell for Dean.

About what Dean went through in hell and the aftermath.

I think the show did not deal very much about what is was like for Dean and how he coped when he got back home.

I am sure he would have been more trumatised than he was with Flashbacks and Nightmares.

Can anyone help me please.
26 January 2011 @ 04:53 pm
 I was watching Lazarus Rising recently, and I'm just curious. Are there any fics where Dean becomes a demon? Not like uber evil or anything that's evil!dean. Just that Dean gets out of hell as a demon. He could go find Sam or it could be set in the future. Just non-evil Dean as a demon. Gen or slash is fine. Just, no wincest please. 


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16 January 2011 @ 07:19 pm
Has anyone ever written a story from the point of view of anybody associated with the store Dean robbed in Lazarus Rising?

I was rewatching the third season finale and was wondering if there are any fics to do with Dean being able to see the demons in people's bodies. Maybe him still having the ability in Lazarus Raising or something with him using it.

I don't really care about ratings, just no wincest unless it's very small part of the story. Thank you in advance.


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Hallo again! I know I'm pushing my luck, what with posting twice in less than a week, but you all were wonderful last time, so... :)

follow the white rabbit... though it was probably a demon anyway )

Thank you again for being awesome :)
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29 November 2010 @ 10:04 pm
Hey! =D

I was looking for one specific post Swan Song fic where Dean hallucinates about a younger Sam? I think Sam was way young, probably ten or eleven. Dean's sitting on the couch and drinking and Sam's asking him questions...

Does that ring any bells? It was a BRILLIANT fic and I want to rec it to someone as well as read it again myself!

Thank you.

Apart from that, ANY post 5.22 REUNION fics would be great. You can never get enough of those, even halfway into the sixth season. Any reunion fics, really. The old days after Dean's return in Lazarus Rising, or something after AHBL, anything that even vaguely resembles an awesome, hurt/comforty reunion!

Thank youuu.
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08 November 2010 @ 12:08 am
I'm looking for a humorous short fic I read a long time ago. It had a descriptive title - possibly along the lines or in the style of "Five Times..." The plot dealt with the times Castiel resurrected Dean before getting it right. The humour came in because he kept forgetting important details and Dean kept dying, so Castiel had to re-resurrect him. For example, Dean died from suffocation in the coffin, so Castiel learned to loosen up the grave before bringing Dean back again, or Dean died from dehydration, so Castiel stocked the nearby gas station with water.

I've searched through tabs and archives and gotten nowhere, so any help is greatly appreciated. Thanks in advance!

ETA: Found it! It's Five Times Castiel Raises Dean From Perdition (In the Space of About Three Hours) (The angel Castiel grips Dean Winchester tight and raises him from Perdition, but things kept going wrong.), by [livejournal.com profile] kiwiana, first published in 2009-10-26. \o/
17 August 2010 @ 10:03 pm
Alright, I'm looking for a specific fic from the Trickster's POV.

This story was written (I think) back at the beginning of season 4, so the author didn't know about the season 5 Trickster revelations.

Basically, the Trickster got Dean out of Hell by "creating" an angel to get him out, because Dean didn't believe in angels, and it was a "just deserts" kind of thing, I believe.

I think I read it on ff.n, if that helps.

And, barring that, what are some of the best pre-Changing Channels Trickster fics around? Or stories written after that don't take that episode into account?

I like Gabriel, but I'm in a Trickster kind of mood right now, I guess. *snaps fingers*

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09 April 2010 @ 11:45 pm

I'm looking for a specific episode tag/coda for 'Lazarus Rising' where Dean & Sam are watching a Batman movie (possibly The Dark Knight) on the laptop on his first night back.  There ends up being a h/c cuddle while watching the movie.  I'm pretty sure the story was gen.
02 November 2009 @ 10:21 am
Hi all,

I'm looking for recommendations for fics that react to "Lucifer Rising" (4x22), particularly these details -- SPOILERS for S4 and S5 )

I'm also looking for recommendations for fics that react to "Free to Be You and Me" (5x03), particularly this detail -- SPOILERS for S5 )

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08 August 2009 @ 09:38 pm
 After reading, Black Horse and a Cherry Tree -by- silver ruffian, I got to wondering , Are there any more stories out there about the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse???

Thanks, in advance.  : )

I hope you could help me to find lots and lots of stories regarding Dean's deal. It's ok every kind of plot, from AHBL to LR, the last days before hellhounds, the nightmares of the pit, Sam's ways to save him 
Everything that you have loved read in those months, provided they are Gen fics and perhaps....loooong   8-)

Thanks to all you and , please, just a little prayer....
....nevertheless the tags of the post, could you put enclosed parenthesis is the story advised  is  gen, slash, or wincest. 
Thanks again for your kindness and your attention

16 April 2009 @ 11:29 am
Just wondering if anyone has any recs for Sam/Dean fics that take place during 4x01 - Preferably before the end of the episode.
I adore Cas as much as the next squeeing fangirl, but I'm in the mood for some fic that just deals with Sam's, ahem, *relief* that Dean is back from Hell.
Any rating, and self-recs are always welcome!

Thanks in advance!
06 January 2009 @ 01:35 pm
Hey, loves!

I've had great help finding things on here before, and I was wondering if anyone could rec me fics for a couple general requests:

1.) A general request for any alcoholic!Dean fics. “Specific Season 4 spoiler )

2.) Any fics dealing with “Lazarus Rising Request ) Either, what's going on in Sam's head, or what's going on in Dean's?

3.) Any and all fics related to that scene at the beginning of “Metamorphosis )

4.) Fics dealing with Dean's nightmare in“Wishful Thinking )

Gen or Wincest is fine!

Thanks so much!
28 December 2008 @ 10:50 pm
Hey, are there any fics based on this episode? I've just watched it. I'd prefer Wincest and hurt/comfort.
I don't know how to use tags...if it's needed, could anybody help me?
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23 September 2008 @ 08:40 pm

I totally feel like I'm taking advantage of this comm. :(

Ah well =) I'm craving some fic and I need help from you guys


Spoiler in request 1 for 4.01... )

Thanks in advance, you guys are always great. Cookies for everyone who gives me some fic! =)