16 January 2016 @ 09:32 pm
Looking for a fic I read ages ago - can't remember title or author or even the site I was on. It was a filled request so it might have been LJ. Basically the requester wanted a fic where Sam retreated to an alternate reality of his own wish, where he and Dean were still close and enjoyed being together (NOT Wincest!!). I think it might have been set in Season 4 after the episode 4x14 Sex And Violence, when things were very rocky for the boys.

The requester wanted Dean to go in after Sam - into Sam's alternate reality - and convince him to come back to their reality, even though Sam thought Dean hated him in the real one. I remember there being a comment about points for Sam crying when he comes back to earth.

Might have been a Djinn encounter - not sure how Sam got to check into his own timeline, but I do remember when Dean went in after him, he was watching himself and Dean run a footrace back and forth in a field, I think.

Sorry I don't have much to go on, but this is all I remember. I know it was a good story, and I'd love to read it again. And this time add to favourites so I don't lose it.

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28 May 2015 @ 04:42 am
I'm looking for Sam saying or doing something to Dean that is stupid and hurtful. I want plain mean Sam no excuse for his actions at all, him just being a total asshole to Dean.


-Sam cheating on Dean
-Going behind Deans back
-Lying to Dean
-Blaming Dean for Jess's death
-Saying hes daddy's little solider
-leaving Dean and dean getting hurt of some kind when he leaves
-Selfish Sam
-Leaving Dean
-Sam taking advantage of Dean
-Sam using Dean just for sex
-Soulless Sam doing something to do and Sam finds out after
-Leaving Dean while hes in a coma
-Not looking for Dean while in purgatory

Episode examples like Asylum, Sex and Violence,We need to talk about Kevin,Live Free TwiHard

Dont get me wrong I LOVE SAM! but i find too many hurt Dean fanfics that end up about sam just because Dean was defending himself or because of Sam getting kidnapped or injured of some kind.
Please help!
29 December 2014 @ 10:11 am
any wincest fics about the episode or that kind of deal with what happens in the episode with the siren? 4x14, sex and violence?
wincest, deals with the jealousy, maybe makes the siren try to take over sams role with dean and it does turn into a more romantic aspect and sam and dean become or are romantic. bottom dean if possible.
i checked under the tag already i just want to see if there is anything more to be found.
03 June 2011 @ 02:24 pm
I just re-watched this episode and have decided that I strongly dislike Sam in this episode, especially at the end. Don't get me wrong. I still like Sam in general, just not in this episode. So it got me wondering: is there any coda fics where Sam apologizes for being such a dick to Dean? Maybe a Wincesty fic? Any finds (self recs always welcomed) will be much appreciated :)
27 December 2010 @ 05:57 pm

Yesterday I was talking with a fellow Dean/Cas shipper about Sex and Violence and now I'm curious about any Dean/Nick (the siren) fic. There HAS to be fic out there. It's so obvious!

It can be just Dean/Nick, but if it is somehow implied or unrequited Dean/Cas, I'll marry you. Just no wincest, please.

Self-recs are welcomed. ♥
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13 June 2010 @ 06:31 pm
I looking for any codas or tags or even AUbut particularly "sex and violence" and "when the levee breaks "or any new ones. Pairing doesn't matter. Both gen and slash or wincest is fine and the angstier the better. Thank you this comm rules!!
13 January 2010 @ 01:34 am
Okay, I give up! I've been trying to find a few Sam/Dean fics for a very long time, and I've had absolutely no joy! Please, please, please can one of you kind people help me?

(1) This is an older fic. It was set immediately post "Asylum" and the two of them had a huge row in the motel room that somehow led to wincest. I can't remember much else, other than it was hurt!Dean and either a one-shot or a 2 parter. It was either on LJ, or the Sam-Dean archive - I can't remember which. I looked through the Asylum tags on this site, but couldn't find it.

(2) Moving forward several years, I'm looking for a post "Sex and Violence" fic in which Dean patches himself up alone in the bathroom, his relationship with Sam so broken that he couldn't or wouldn't ask for help from Sam, but the knife wound is in a really awkward place for him to reach. I remember this one broke me when I read it. Again, I think it was Sam/Dean, but I'm not entirely sure. I do know it was 100% angst!

(3) This one was a 'biting' fic. Again short, and again, an older fic. This one had shades of Pavlov's Dogs, and might even have had "Pavlov" in the title. I can't remember. Sam had this habit of biting Dean on the nape of his neck during sex, and it became so that any bite from Sam there had an immediate effect on Dean. Sam played with this fact while they were going to interview some little old lady. That's all I remember!

(4) Fics dealing with or at least mentioning that scene in "When the Levee Breaks" where Sam and Dean fought, and Sam choked Dean and left him lying hurt on the ground. Dean said some stupid things, I know, and I'm happy to read some fics dealing with this, but I'm particularly interested in the hurt!Dean aspects. I've not really found fics that include this fight - and Sam leaving - as a big part of the reason why Dean doesn't trust Sam anymore - or even the final straw. I know there are far bigger issues out there, such as Sam choosing Ruby over him, the demon blood, Sam's quest to kill Lilith, and of course Sam freeing Lucifer and Dean's own failures, but this fight is important, too, IMHO. Sam/Dean is a bonus, but I don't mind gen, slash or het for this one. Whatever is out there that mentions this fight scene and its consequences.

I really hope someone can help! I'm going quietly insane over here, particularly trying to find the Asylum one! I know I've read it, but I can't for the life of me find the thing anymore....!
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20 November 2009 @ 11:31 pm
hey guys looking for a specific J2 fic. It was fairly short and took place during/after they filmed Sex and Violence. They filmed the knife scene with the boys all pressed against each other and they got all worked up, Jensen especially. They barely get home and in the door before they start going at it and Jensen tells Jared how hard he got from being behind him all day. Pretty sure it was top!Jensen but don't quote me on that. Anyone know what I'm talking about?

Thank you!

13 October 2009 @ 09:53 am
Are there any fics where the siren turned into castiel?
02 September 2009 @ 09:31 pm
so i'm looking for wincest or J2 longer fics, pretty much anything with a slow build and a big bang. :)
Anything involving Sex and Violence or The Monster at the End of this Book would be awesome.
As for J2, i'm not so into the AU, unless it's completely awesome.
Self-recs are fine! NC-17 would be best.

Thanks!! :)
29 July 2009 @ 10:48 pm
Any Sam/Cara fic out there? I've just rewatched Sex and Violence and I can't remember seeing anything but if you have I'd be grateful for the rec. Not bothered about the rating and happy with self recs. Thanks
15 June 2009 @ 10:01 pm
Hey all,
I'm LF Dean/creature fics like maybe Dean gett'in it on with the Siren cop, Nick (that would be so HOT) or some other supernatural creature. Gotta be slash or (it) :) no het, and would prefer consensual or dub-con/coersion..etc., not really want'in rape please.

You guys have any fics that might kinda fit the bill here? Sock it to me! Self-recs are fine.
Can someone please recommend me fics with specifications below:

- Angst fic based on Supernatural Season 4 Eps. 14 - Sex And Violence. I've read one fic that is based on what happened after Shadow. How Dean was hurt by Sam's words saying that he was going to leave Dean again after they killed YED. In that story turned out that Sam can read Dean's mind. It's title is Open Secret if I'm not mistaken. And what I'm looking for is basically something like that, but this time the fic is based on how Dean was totally hurt by Sam's words that he's holding him back. Please no death-fic or sad-ending, guys. I need some tears ended with happiness.

cut here for more specific kink search )
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So I've got 6 requests

1 - Sam's crossroads demon is a man, who looks like Dean XD I remember reading something like that but I don't remember the author or the title, just this XD

2 - Sam acting like addicted for Dean. Doesn't matter why, but Sam has to be completely addicted for Dean.

3 - Cursed!boys with wincest

4 - AU wincest with happy endings, but can be angst ^^

5 - Codas for 4.18 and 4.14, wincest please XD

6 - Boys making bonding charm just to get close to each other

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Hey there, everyone!
As the title states, I'm looking for fics dealing with the aftermath of any of those three episodes through Wincest pink glasses *puts her tinhat on*. I'd also love to read some fics that revisited the episodes, also in Wincest fashion...the more the better!

Because, come on, you all know that these three episodes are so slash we almost didn't even have to squint to see the subtext...Kripke loves us!

Thank you so much, you rock <3
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17 February 2009 @ 01:06 pm
Ok so I'm really early I was wondering if you guys know any stories (gen or slash) related to Criss Angel Is a Douche Bag, After School Special or Sex and Violence (other season 4 related stories will be much loved and well cared for as well), I just watched them and got this huge craving.

Thank you!
16 February 2009 @ 08:43 am
I'm looking for your help.

Pairing stories )
10 February 2009 @ 09:10 pm
I'm looking for fics spoilers for 4x14... ) It can involve Wincest, it can be rated R or NC17 I really don't care, I'm not picky :D I just wanna read a fic like that.
10 February 2009 @ 07:31 am
I'm specifically after something that involves.....