28 May 2015 @ 04:42 am
I'm looking for Sam saying or doing something to Dean that is stupid and hurtful. I want plain mean Sam no excuse for his actions at all, him just being a total asshole to Dean.


-Sam cheating on Dean
-Going behind Deans back
-Lying to Dean
-Blaming Dean for Jess's death
-Saying hes daddy's little solider
-leaving Dean and dean getting hurt of some kind when he leaves
-Selfish Sam
-Leaving Dean
-Sam taking advantage of Dean
-Sam using Dean just for sex
-Soulless Sam doing something to do and Sam finds out after
-Leaving Dean while hes in a coma
-Not looking for Dean while in purgatory

Episode examples like Asylum, Sex and Violence,We need to talk about Kevin,Live Free TwiHard

Dont get me wrong I LOVE SAM! but i find too many hurt Dean fanfics that end up about sam just because Dean was defending himself or because of Sam getting kidnapped or injured of some kind.
Please help!
01 September 2013 @ 06:55 pm
I just finished S4 and the hurt!Sam was awesome especially in the last few episodes.Need more fics revolving the description below or others similar that's not necessary in s4.

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Sorry for the long note guys but thanks!
27 February 2013 @ 03:35 pm
It was a one shot, wincest story set during "When the Levee breaks." Sam is in the panic room, hallucinating, and when Dean comes down to check on him, he believes he's not real and "forces" him to sleep with him before he escapes the panic room, calling for Dean. I think I read it on either Live Journal or Archive of Our Own, but I can't find it anywhere.

Help please!
11 September 2012 @ 05:34 am
Are there any fics at all out there where Dean is just fed up with Sam and leaves for good? Like after Dean confronts Sam with Ruby; where Sam's been out of hell for a year and never told Dean; or when Sam let Dean turn into a vampire. I've searched for similar fics but they mostly ended with Dean coming back and forgiving Sam and unfortunately that just doesn't sit well with me. Bonus points if Sam feels really guilty and tries to get him back (without success of course).

Thanks :)
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Am looking for the following kind of fics post the above mentioned episode.

1) Fics that go into AU after Sam leaves the motel room with the brothers going their separate ways. Only Gen, please

2) Dean h/c kind of fics, like Dean getting hurt after a hunt (after 4x22) and of course, Sam is not there to take care of him; those kind of fics. Once again, only gen

3) This is not related to 4x22, but I had read a fic set in an AU (Dean/ OFC, Sam/OFC) where Dean is getting divorced, he has a daughter, and Sam is there for him to comfort / support him through the tough time. I think Sam was married to Sarah in that fic, has 2 or 3 kids. There were a number of fics in that AU. I neither remember the title nor the name of the author. Can somebody please point me to it? Also, any other fics centered around Dean getting divorced or life after the divorce?

 Mucho thanks, in advance.
Hey folks! I'm looking for a fic I once read that had to do with Dean laying on the floor of the motel after Sammy beats him up and storms off. Dean has glass lodged in his back and cannot move so has to call bobby for help. Ringing any bells? I'd really like to find this fic!
12 September 2011 @ 11:08 am
I really wanted to celebrate Anna for We Love the Women Fandom Hates week, but I'm not good at creating media so I'd like to reccommend good Anna fic and vids by other fans. Any pairing or genre would be great, but no Anna bashing (obviously)!

Thank you!
10 May 2011 @ 06:17 pm
Hello guys :D

I've looked through the "ep: my bloody valentine" tag but  I didn't really find what I was looking for. I would love to read some fics that deal w/ Sam going through detox, voluntarly locking himself inside the panic room after My Bloody Valentine, and Dean being there to support him :) I wouldn't mind reading fics about Sam going through detox after 4.22 either, but I would like for him to realize that he was wrong or something, I guess AU, so not ending w/ him escaping :)

The second is a general request, I guess any good, long fic w/ some kind of plot where Sam/Jared is a virgin and kinda insecure, and his first time is w/ Dean/Jensen, who is really sweet to him *-*

Self recs are welcome, but only bottom!Sam/Jared :D

Thanks for the help!


07 May 2011 @ 01:18 am
Are there any stories that are specifically about the fight that took place in episode 4.21 "When the Levee Breaks" Expanding the fight and making it last longer, covering all the nasty things that Sam had to say to his brother. And what condition did Sam leave Dean in? If there are any other stories out there where the boys really get into it, I'd love to read them, does Sam permanently damage Dean and not realise it. Thanks to all who answer.
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13 January 2010 @ 01:34 am
Okay, I give up! I've been trying to find a few Sam/Dean fics for a very long time, and I've had absolutely no joy! Please, please, please can one of you kind people help me?

(1) This is an older fic. It was set immediately post "Asylum" and the two of them had a huge row in the motel room that somehow led to wincest. I can't remember much else, other than it was hurt!Dean and either a one-shot or a 2 parter. It was either on LJ, or the Sam-Dean archive - I can't remember which. I looked through the Asylum tags on this site, but couldn't find it.

(2) Moving forward several years, I'm looking for a post "Sex and Violence" fic in which Dean patches himself up alone in the bathroom, his relationship with Sam so broken that he couldn't or wouldn't ask for help from Sam, but the knife wound is in a really awkward place for him to reach. I remember this one broke me when I read it. Again, I think it was Sam/Dean, but I'm not entirely sure. I do know it was 100% angst!

(3) This one was a 'biting' fic. Again short, and again, an older fic. This one had shades of Pavlov's Dogs, and might even have had "Pavlov" in the title. I can't remember. Sam had this habit of biting Dean on the nape of his neck during sex, and it became so that any bite from Sam there had an immediate effect on Dean. Sam played with this fact while they were going to interview some little old lady. That's all I remember!

(4) Fics dealing with or at least mentioning that scene in "When the Levee Breaks" where Sam and Dean fought, and Sam choked Dean and left him lying hurt on the ground. Dean said some stupid things, I know, and I'm happy to read some fics dealing with this, but I'm particularly interested in the hurt!Dean aspects. I've not really found fics that include this fight - and Sam leaving - as a big part of the reason why Dean doesn't trust Sam anymore - or even the final straw. I know there are far bigger issues out there, such as Sam choosing Ruby over him, the demon blood, Sam's quest to kill Lilith, and of course Sam freeing Lucifer and Dean's own failures, but this fight is important, too, IMHO. Sam/Dean is a bonus, but I don't mind gen, slash or het for this one. Whatever is out there that mentions this fight scene and its consequences.

I really hope someone can help! I'm going quietly insane over here, particularly trying to find the Asylum one! I know I've read it, but I can't for the life of me find the thing anymore....!
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28 December 2009 @ 08:14 pm
Hey guys! Two non-specific story requests for you:

1) Finally saw "When the Levee Breaks" and was wondering if there are any Alastair tortures Sam stories out there; that scene gave me a huge urge to read some, for obvious reasons.... =D

2) Also, I'm looking for stories where Jared gets sick/hurt on the Supernatrual set, but doesn't tell anybody and so winds up collapsing or something of the sort. Jensen gets to be all protective and caring!

Thanks much in advance - hope everyone is having a great holiday season!
15 December 2009 @ 02:49 pm
Hey guys,

I'm looking for a few kinds of stories, let me know if you guys know of any, please:

1. Any stories where Sam and Dean aren't related, or don't know they are related and Dean (anyone actually) treats Sam bad, abusive, or hurts him in any way, and then stops when he finds out Sam is his brother, doesn't deserve it, or realizes it's just wrong.

2. Someone finds out about Sam's powers and hunts him down, kidnapps him, or just plain hurts him because of what he is.

3. Stories where the boys aren't brothers, or don't know they are brothers, where Dean (or John and Dean) find Sam and take him in. Abused!Sam or anything like that where he has been living a bad life until they find him.

4. Any limp!Sam, abused!Sam, just some good old hurt!Sam stories.

Cut for 4x21 spoilers )

Please and thank you.

Anything similar or related in any kind of way would work. I'm not into wincest but I can get past it if you find anything good. Also, any one of these that are wee!chesters would be like an early Christmas for me.

13 December 2009 @ 03:31 pm
I'm pretty depressed 'cause i have to wait 'till January 21th for new ep. so i decided to do something that will keep me occupied-i started watching Supernatural all over again :D And considering I'm hurt!Dean fan,i found some of my fav scenes,and thought of some different endings...and so on...so i thought: "Hey,maybe someone wrote them" So here is what I am looking for:
*Some Asylum fics where Sam actually DID shot Dean...
*Fics where it's described how Dean felt when he heard that shot in Benders(when he thought Sam was shot)
*Fics where it's described how Dean felt when he though Sammy died in Hunted...from that explosion!
*Maybe some All hell breaks loose fics,describing how Dean feels when he holds his dying brother in his arms :(
*When the levee breaks fics,fight scene between Sam and Dean....especially if Sam actually DID choke Dean,and then the realization what he did hits him...or similar :D

Or anything with Dean being hurt emotionally/crying...'cause of Sam's condition..
or Dean being killed by Sam...even better if Sam after killing him realizes what he's done and he's totally broken :D

I'm bad xD
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03 August 2009 @ 11:31 am
Hey all, been looking around for this for a while, but haven't had any luck. But you're all awesome, so I'm sure you'll have something for me ^^

Spoilers for 4.21 (not that anyone hasn't seen it, right?) )
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29 July 2009 @ 12:56 am
Heya! I totally forgot to bookmark it. *stupid girl* Maybe anyone of you can help me out? The story picks up right after "When The Levee Breaks". Dean is on the ground and Castiel is coming to warn him,  something like that. Last thing I can remember, that Cas helps him to stand up, because Dean is nearly keeling over. And I guess first it was kinda Dean's POV - after Sam closed the door he had trouble breathing and passed out. The writing sytle was really well and eeeep.... I can't find it anymore. o.O Help, pleaaaase? FOUND IN COMMENTS! :)
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15 June 2009 @ 12:04 am
So I just saw Whenthe Levee breaks and really, really super need some fics to keep me going until the finale airs next week! Please, please, please tell me there are some fics for this eppy, I think I may just spontaneously combust if I don't read anything! Any genre will do me fine, any pairing, anything as long as I get some recs for this eppy!
Please and thankyou!
And no spoilers for the finale please!!!
1) Do you guys know of any fics where Sam is mentally unwell and/or hallucinates and tries to hind it from Dean. because he does want him to think he's crazy.

2) any fics with Johns reaction to Sam's powers

3) AU fics that take place in season 4 where John never died. (Dean and Sam still alive too of course)

4) in the cut

spoiler for 4.21  )