08 December 2016 @ 10:13 am
Hey y'all!
Huge throwback search to a specific scene from the season finale of season 4. Where "Dean" (Zachariah) left a hateful voice mail to Sam about how he's a monster.

I'd like any fics that deal with that voice mail. Especially if Sam is depressed/hurt from the voice mail, suicidal even. I don't know why but I like to feel their heartache. I'm weird.
Wincest preferred.

I just finished reading Couples' Counseling by Lazy_daze and was craving some unresolved tension/misunderstanding.

Please and Thank you in advance guys!
27 July 2015 @ 08:05 pm
Hey, so you know how there was that phone call Dean made to Sammy after the fistfight, where he apologized and said he wasn't like his dad, and he wouldn't kick Sam out? But Ruby messed with it an on Sam's end, he heard Dean call him a monster and say he was gonna put him down? Well, there was never any discussion about it afterwards, so it really seems like neither of them know about Dean's voicemail being manipulated. Are there any fics that discuss this, where one of them mention the message and the other is like "Wait, I never said that/You never said that"? And the whole thing comes to light and some old hurts are buried?

Fics are great but emotional oneshots are awesome.

No Wincest, please.
30 October 2014 @ 04:29 pm
1) I read a hurt!dean story a long time ago and I remember that it was really well written and not a long one but can't remember the details. I think Sam said something along the line "It has never been about you, right, Dean? It has always been about someone else".

2) Is there any story that deal with Dean's message (in season 4 final)? Like they talk about it afterward and Dean tells Sam that he didn't say anything like what Sam heard.

Thank you!

There's a lot of good angsty fics about the aftermath of that changed voicemail but it seems a shame to just ignore Dean's open hearted moment and last ditch attempt to reconcile with his brother.

Are there any fics out there where the Angels didn't give Sam that 'extra push' and Sam got Dean's original message? Ideally, I'd love to read a story where it changed the course of events entirely, but anything would be good.

26 May 2014 @ 09:48 am
Does anyone know any fics where after Sam lets Lucifer out, he looks for too long or doesn't look away fast enough and ends up blind? Anything would be appreciated.
07 April 2013 @ 09:35 pm
I read a story today that has me wanting to read stories where they address the horrible voice mail Dean "supposedly" left for Sam at the end of season 4. I would like Dean and Sam to talk about it and address the problem. It can take time any place in the series; I just want them to address the voice mail. It can be wincest or not. It can be het, slash, or gen.

I'm looking for fics that deal with the altered voice mail message that Sam got in Lucifer Rising that was supposed to be from Dean. Maybe Sam keeps thinking about it or Dean has noticed Sam is acting differently and somehow finds out either from Sam telling him or maybe finding the message on Sam's phone. Non-Wincest would be preferred.
30 September 2012 @ 01:30 am
Hi I was wondering if there were any stories, based on episode 22 season 4, where after the big fight between brothers Sam goes with Dean and not Ruby? It can be anything, Im looking for hurt/comfort but I'm desperate for anything. Desperate should be a tag. Searcher:desperate.

Can be slash or general.
03 June 2012 @ 04:06 am
Hey y'all. I'm looking for fics in post season 4 fics in which Sam mourns Ruby's death whether openly or in secret. Or, since I'm guessing this might be rareish, anything approaching that general theme.

And for something completely different: your favourite fic.
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I'm looking for 2 types of stories, not anyone particular story, Gen only.

1) Fics where Dean hears the voice mail that Sam heard in Lucifer Rising

2) Any self loathing Sam, particularly season 5 to the current time.

I'm looking for really sad, brings you to tears stories, with or without happy endings.

This is my first post so please forgive if I've done something wrong.

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26 December 2011 @ 11:20 pm
I'm searching for a story that starts at the end of season 4. Castiel tries to save Sam and Dean from Lucifer, but can only take Dean because Lucifer is holding on to Sam or something. Then Castiel takes Dean to an alternate universe where Dean's parents are alive but Other!Dean is a jerk who does drugs and mistreats his family. Other!Dean goes missing and Normal!Dean shows up on his alternate family's doorstep. That's all I remember. If you can help me I'd really appreciate it! Thank you in advance!

ETA: Found! There's a Hole in the Fabric of My Reality by extrix
Hello everybody :)
My delicious is all messed up because of the recent changes, so I ended up losing a lot of links. There's one fic in particular I've been desperately trying to find again...

Sam & Dean, I don't remember if it's Wincest or not. It's set I think right after the season 4 finale. Sam is devastated by what happened and thinks that Dean wants to kill him. They're in the Impala, going to a hotel. When they get there, Dean goes inside to book the room and leaves Sam the gun; Sam thinks Dean wants him to kill himself. As he prepares to do it, Dean comes back and is shocked and horrified and tries to stop him. Sam thinks it's because Dean wants to kill him himself, so he says something along the lines of 'just make it quick', and Dean is horrified when he realizes what Sam thought he wanted.

Thank you for your help!

ETA: found in the comments!
23 July 2011 @ 10:38 pm
Cut the for story and s6 spoilers:

cut for spoilers )

I rather think I found this from it being recced somewhere, if that helps, but I can't remember if it was crack impala or sawedoff or a private reccer. I think it was gen, but I wouldn't swear to it.


Found! [livejournal.com profile] jukeboxhound   Long Distance
1) This is a weird request, but here it is: are there any fics where Dean is addicted to angel blood, especially Castiel's? Or, it doesn't have to be an addiction, just Dean taking Cas' blood. He could gain power from it, or it could bond them or something. Dean/Cas is preferred, but I have to point out that I'm not looking for bloodplay fics - the blood should serve some purpose other than sexual pleasure. (this strange request stems from 4x22 Lucifer Rising, when Cas had Dean shoved up against the wall, and then cut his own arm. My very first thought was that Cas was going to give Dean his blood for a power boost or something. My imagination is far too vivid)

And again, not limited to Castiel. Any angel will do.

2) Second general request is one for protective!Gabriel fics, where he saves/protects Dean. The more badass Gabriel is, the better. Any pairing/gen.

Thanks for any help!
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16 April 2011 @ 02:08 pm
Look who it is again^^

I'm sorry for spamming you all, but this community is just too convinient to not use^^

So as the title says I'm looking for anything that centers around Sam and (Season 4) Ruby's relationship, especially some where Ruby decides to not betray Sam in "Lucifer Rising" and the aftermath of that decision.

Anything well-thought out and characterized would be loved, but please no non-con, character bashing or super evil!sam (meaning no more evil than what we see on the show) Other than that hit me, AU, fluff, angst, crossover, I would especially appreciate something a bit longer.

thank you all again,
29 March 2011 @ 10:01 am

I'd read a fic a while ago set immediately after the end of season 4, right after the cage opens.  Except, it's not Lucifer that pops out of the cage; it's just Sam's Grace.  Sam had been Lucifer all along, had been living through one human incarnation after another over the millennium.  And now that he's completely himself again, he's still just Sam.  Doesn't have any interest in destroying the world.  I think there might've been Wincest in this, but I'm a little vague on how the story ended.

First time poster, long-time lurker...

1. So while re-watching season four I realized how in love I am with Genevieve Cortese's Ruby. This was further compounded by [livejournal.com profile] sun_shot_sky's Hearts Like Ruined Cities (which if you're a fan of kick!ass but humanized Ruby is a must read).

So does anyone have any similar fics: Kick!ass but slightly human Ruby. Doesn't have to be redeemed!Ruby, but I definitely prefer season four Ruby. Especially looking for codas to 4x22 where Ruby changes her mind/stays with the boys (bonus points for Dean, Sam, Ruby, and Castiel traveling together; slash, wincest, and het are all great).

2. Which leads me to my second request... Since I'm a huge fan of Castiel and a new fan of Ruby- are there any great Ruby & Castiel friendship fics out there. Slash, het, wincest, whatever, just as long as the focus is Cas and Ruby. The longer the better!

Thanks in advance!

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06 March 2011 @ 10:45 pm

Hi lovely people!!

I was wondering if there are fics out there that deal with Dean finding out about the changed phone call from the end of season four, the one that the angels altered. I would love to see some hurt!sam bigbrother!dean moments, or really anything where Dean realizes what pushed sam into that church with Lilith.

Thank you!

16 February 2011 @ 01:29 pm
Hey guys.  Need some help finding a story and I feel like an idiot having to ask for it.  Tons of details, but can't find the darn thing.

It's part of highwaywoman's Post Season 4 Hug It Out Meme.  I've been through all the stories that are there at  http://thehighwaywoman.livejournal.com/135416.html  but the one I'm looking for isn't there.

I think the title of it was called Stay and the summary is this:  Ridden with guilt, Sam get's trashed and Dean picks up the pieces. 

If ya know it, I'd sure appreciate you telling me where I can find it.  The stupid file I have it on corrupted and I had to delete it.

12 February 2011 @ 01:39 pm
Hi I'm back again :)

Because you guys were such awesome reccers last time around I'm back for more.

What I'm looking for is any dean/cas fics that deal with how blase Dean was about Cas getting smote (not sure if thats the right spelling) by Raphael in 4.22

Also any fics where Dean realizes or someone points out how he treats Cas like the angel has to help, so pretty much Cas whump fics

No wincest please,

Thanks in advance
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29 December 2010 @ 03:43 pm
Would you all be willing to indulge? I'd love stories from back just after season 4 ended, up to just before season 5 started, when we had no idea how Sam and Dean were going to get out of that particular mess, with the Lucifer rising in front of them.

No "Dean and Sam are enemies", no "Sam is evil and Dean is perfect" and I would really prefer gen. Castiel on their side is great, and maybe even some "Lucifer isn't really the evil one". Dark Sam and Dean is fine, as long as they're still Sam and Dean together.

Basically, I just want some slightly older stories, from before we knew Sam and Dean were vessels. Rec me your favorites from that time!
I am looking for the fic which starts when Dean and Sam start to run away from Lucifer. When they are trying to get out, Dean is being pulled back by something and Sam falls unconcious. When he wakes up again, he finds Dean lying on the altar where Lillith died. I know it´s not much, but can anyone help me?
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17 January 2010 @ 01:24 pm
So remember in Lucifer Rising when Cas rolled up his sleeve and cut his arm and for one glorious second we all thought he was going to feed Dean angel!blood? Um, yeah...did anyone ever write a fic where he DID? Or you know, any fic that involves the use of angel!blood outside of drawing angel repelling symbols. Dean/Cas would be great, but I'll take anything if you have it.
Hi people!
Basically, what the title says: I'm looking for fics dealing with Dean's changed voicemail to Sam.

It can be in any point of season 5, a coda to the season 4 finale or an AU version of season 5.

Everything's fair game. I just want the boys to get it out in the open.

Only Wincest, please, and I love angst, if it ends well.

I don't mind longfics, oneshots, pwp, whatever you have touching the topic, even briefly, will be greatly appreciated.

16 August 2009 @ 05:10 pm
1) Fics where Sam saves Dean from going to hell by using his powers. Can be AU or time travel etc. I'd especially like fics that deal with this scenario in light of events/revelations in S4. Any genre at all.

2) Speculation fics (no spoilers for S5 please) about what happened after the final scenes of 4x22. Hurt!Sam and brotherly worry is ♥. Gen only please.
04 August 2009 @ 09:58 pm


I'm looking for one story and one rec. Please can you guys help.

Just in case you haven't seen Lucifer Rising yet )
Thanks guys. First one found :)
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11 July 2009 @ 12:42 pm
Inspired by this fandom!secret, can anyone direct me to any fic relating to that scene? Gen, slash, whatever.
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08 July 2009 @ 10:01 am
Hey everyone,

I'm watching True Blood and thinking that Eric and Pam would love, love, love Sam and Dean and be utterly fascinated by them so I was wondering if anyone knows of any True Blood crossover fic? 

Or any post 4:22 fics wherein Castiel is able to snatch Sam and Dean out of Ilchester just in time and decides to take them and Chuck underground by hiding them in Bon-Temps since there is so much/so many supernatural things all in one place there it'll make him, Sam and Dean hard to pick out amongst all the other. 

If anyone knows of anything like either of those let me know. If not, and the plot sounds intriguing, please write it! I'd do it myself but I've got too many unfinished fics and no time as it is. 
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06 July 2009 @ 08:53 am
1) Are there any fics set after season four where Dean treats Sam like crap at first, and the boys eventually make up? I'd just like some angsty boys for a little while.

2) Are they any fics where the detox is bad and Dean takes care of his little brother?

Thanks in advance!
30 June 2009 @ 10:46 pm
Any post Lucifer Rising fics with Lucifer kidnapping Dean? Preferably with Sam, Castiel, Chuck and Bobby working together to find him? Thanks in advance! 
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24 June 2009 @ 12:19 am
So, oh my goodness I just watched the finale of season 4, (and I think you know where this request is going) but can people please, please, please rec my any fics, codas or anything to do with the finale or even the aftermath! Please, please, please peoples!!!! Wincest, slash, het, J2 even, anything will do as long as it's about the finale!
Please and thankyou!

1. spoilers for 4.22 )

2. Any fic where Sam is turned into a monster (i.e. a werewolf, vampire, etc) and how they boys and John deal with it.  Again, extra points for limp!Sam and please warn if its wincest.

3. Any fic where Jensen (or others like JDM, Jim, Chris, Steve, etc) saves Jared (can be AU or non-AU) whether its from another person, an accident, or even his own mind.  Limp!Hurt!Jared please.  No het.

4. Even since I read Soldier Boy, I've been craving fics where Sam or Jared is a soldier.  Any time frame, bonus points for hurt!boys.  No wincest please.

Thank you!

24 May 2009 @ 09:48 am
Hey! Ok, I read this story about a year ago and I can not find it in my delicious for the life of me since I only remember the one scene: Jared takes Jensen (for his birthday?) to a place where Jared used to dance - I think he's in college or something now and doesn't dance anymore - and does a little pole dance strip tease for Jensen in a private room but for whatever reason I can't remember, Jensen gets really uncomfortable and they have to leave and Jared is all angsty and confused. Ring any bells?

Then, I would also like some recs for 4.22/post-finale coda or whatever it's called. I haven't seen any recc'd on my friends list but I know it must exist!

Thanks for any and all help!
24 May 2009 @ 03:46 am
Hey guys! I was just wondering if you can recc me some Post "Lucifer Rising" fics. They can be any length...but you'll get extra cookies if you recc me longer ones ^_^ I'd really appreciate it! 

Thank you!!!
17 May 2009 @ 07:45 pm
Looking for any and all things related to or after 4:22 'Lucifer's rising'.

Coda's, AU's, anything that gives us the aftermath of them being apart. ie: Makeup hugs and/or sex?

Wincest is preferred, but I'll take good gen. I like plot, but PWP is also cool.

Self recs are more than welcome!

Thanks in advance!

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Ciao to all!
-2 episodes  to this incredible final season. the premise for a heartbreaking cliffhanger is there, waiting to hit us and leaving us with a loooong summer to wait and questions.

So, at the moment, can you advice me with stories where writers have already put theirs mind at work and created theirs 4x22 episode and beyond.

Short, long, AU are ok, provided that it's GEN, please

thanks!  8-D

Have a happy week end!!!