04 August 2015 @ 10:42 pm
Looking for a fic on ff.net. It's right after Sam finds out he is Lucifer's vessel and after the phone call to Dean. I think Dean comes to find Sam at his hotel ands finds that Sam killed himself by a gunshot wound to the head. As Dean holds Sam in his arms Sam starts to heal and comes back to life.
01 March 2015 @ 10:27 pm

In Free to be You and Me, the hunters failed to make Sam drink demon blood. Are there any fics where they managed it? Where, willing or otherwise, Sam was used as a weapon against demons and his powers developed because the hunters kept juicing him and shoving him in dangerous situations beyond mere mental exorcisms?

Mods, there doesn't seem to be a 'affliction: addiction' option. Could that be added please?

03 July 2013 @ 02:53 pm

I think this could be considered an AU request. I was wondering if anyone out there knows of any stories that have Sam trying to commit suicide when he finds out he is Lucifer's Vessel.

The twist I was looking for on this story is that I would like to read stories were he does this in font of Dean? Like Dean sees Sam repeatedly try to kill himself so he won't let Dean down or become the Devil's vessel?

Any other stories that have Dean dealing with the fact that he knows Sam tried many, many times to kill himself or is trying to because Dean did not want to be with him anymore?

Thank you in advance for any help you can provide.
30 April 2013 @ 12:15 pm

Free To Be You and Me was on TNT this morning and so I'm dying to find any Sam/Lindsay stories, particularly stories about Sam explaining to her as to why the hunters came to look for him and why she was handcuffed to the bar. We never see that in the episode and I'd love to see what writers came up with.

There's no tag for Lindsay, and I didn't know if she counted as an OFC.

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16 April 2013 @ 10:29 pm
I'm looking for a specific destiel fic that was a 5x03 Free to be you and me fic. It involved Dean and Cas having sex in the impala after the unsuccessful attempt at getting Cas laid at the brothel. I don't remember much besides that, except that at one point Castiel asks "What are you doing" when Dean is leaning into his personal space/about to kiss him or something.

Please help me find this fic! Thanks!
27 May 2012 @ 05:56 pm

1.I was wondering if anyone can rec me a story where Dean, Sam or Castiel get a normal job? I read a multichap where Cas worked at a taco restaurant (I can't for the life of me remember what the story was) and I'd love to find another one.

It could be from "Free to be You in me" in season 5, a casefic, a domestic fic or just a different story altogether! Any help is greatly appreciated.

2. Also, I'd also love recs about any story where the boys are near civilians (working with, saving, etc.) and they are in awe (good or bad) of them. I don't really know how to explain this request... so if it doesn't make sense please tell me and I'll try to explain it differently!

3. Teenchester fic recs (of any genre) are always welcome!

I prefer slash (Wincest, Destiel, Sabriel, any kind!) or gen. I'm not too big on het fics. Long fics are great but I'm desperate so I'm willing to take anything!
14 May 2012 @ 12:48 am
Hey there guys. I'm looking for this one fantastic fic I remember in which Sam, shortly after he separates from Dean in Season 5 (free to be you and me), has that dream from Lucifer. I can't remember what exactly happens but for some reason he doesn't get back together with Dean right away. Lucifer haunts his dreams and he finds the only way he can get any rest is to kill himself. Lots. Eventually Castiel and Dean track him down, and while Castiel discovers his suicide habit he keeps it from Dean. That's not hard as Dean wants nothing to do with him, even though he agrees for them to hunt together. Eventually Sam dies of just being sick and Dean finds out with lots of wonderful brotherly love and angsting ensuing.
Anyone remember this?
This is a long shot I think, but are there any fics (the longer the better) set around season 5, where Sam said yes to Lucifer but stayed with Dean? Maybe kept it a secret from Dean? Or said yes but could still control himself most of the time? 
I just think it's a cool idea and was wondering if anyone had read a fic like it :)
Also preferably no Wincest, but if it's a good story I guess I can handle it XD

26 April 2012 @ 06:31 am

I've been looking for this one-shot for ages now, I'm pretty sure I'll spontaneously combust if I don't find it SOON. Please help.

What I remember:

It's a missing scene that takes place in the brothel when Dean takes Castiel there. Cas goes with Chastity and Dean goes with some other girl, and shortly after Chastity comes to Dean's room saying Cas was asking for him. Dean goes in and has to show Cas how the sexy stuff is done with a woman, and the two of them end up having sex, shoving the girl to the side, basically. (also, not Chastity after all)

I remember almost everything besides the title or the author.

Thanks in advance.

FOUND: Nonnegotiable Affections by trinityofone
19 February 2012 @ 11:06 pm
Hi there, folks!

I'm in the process of getting a friend into SPN, and I have been carefully shielding him from spoilers up 'til now, but he just watched 5.03, and I would love - more than I can say - to provide him with a collection of codas to that episode - i.e. the many smoking hot first-time Dean/Castiel stories that litter the internet. Some I have bookmarked, some I've probably never even read - but if anyone knows of any, I'd be forever grateful if you'd send the links in my direction!

Thanks in advance. ♥
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27 December 2011 @ 07:56 pm
So, this is my first time posting here and I hope I used the tags correctly /: After watching episode 5x03 again today, I had the urge to read stories related to it xD
Anyways, here are my 3 requests:

1. Can you guys rec some angsty fics set during 5.03 and 5.04? Ones where Sam and Dean are pining for each other and actually realize their not-so-brotherly love for each other?

2. Hurt!Sam, protective!Dean fics. Where those hunters hurt Sam really bad or where Lucifer physically or psychologically hurts Sam but Sam tries to cope on his own and it takes a while for Dean to find out.

3. Are there any MPreg fics out there related to episode 5x03? Where Sam realizes his pregnant after he and Dean part ways. Or any MPreg fics where Lucifer gets Sam pregnant while he is away from Dean.

Oh, by the way, I prefer bottom!Sam and for number 2 and second half of number 3, it's okay if the story has non-con or dub-con.

Thanks an advance (:
27 July 2011 @ 04:36 am
So I'm rewatching 2x14 (Born Under A Bad Sign, my absolute favorite), and I can't help but notice that for whatever reason, the Impala seems ALOT more 'snarly' in the opening bits, before the title card. Which got me curious.

Uber-vague season 6 spoilers. )

As usual: Self recs a-okay, any rating, any genre except horror, Wincest is awesome, gen is good too, just no het, please.
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16 June 2011 @ 01:25 am
 Hello everybody me again^^

At the beginning of "Free to be you and me" we get such a nice montage of what the boys are doing and there are so many missing scenes buried there!

So please can you rec me stories that basically take place in that one montage? Preferably both brothers (with some angsting and missing the other and supressing of feelings) or Sam.

Thanks :)
14 April 2011 @ 05:40 pm
Because it worked so well last time as obviously you all are awesomesauce:

1. I've been rewatching and I developed a serious craving for some long involved Sam/Lucifer. I've been through the tag here, read the Fourth Wall series, but most of the time it is some kind of non-con or really seriously dark and I would really love to see a nicer view on those two Preferably AU, but anything aside from evil!sam (and as noted above non-con) would be wonderful,

2. I really liked the idea of other Hunters not only finding out that Sam is responsible for starting the apocalypse but also that he is a superpowered demon killer, when subjected to demon blood that was introduced in "Free to be you and me"

Are there any (long) stories out there that run with that idea?

thank you once again, y'all

wonderful mods, maybe an "ep: free to be you and me" tag?
I don't remember exactly but either Chloe or Veronica meet up with Sam at the time of Free to Be You and Me. I don't remember much more in regards to the plot but as I just watched that episode, I'd like to read it again.
24 October 2010 @ 09:00 pm
Hey hey!

I'm looking for Free To Be You and Me tags..
Specifically any fics about that conversation Dean and Cas apparently had about personal space.
(gen and dean/cas, either is fine)

Thanks guys!
12 October 2010 @ 07:24 am
ALL FICS FOUND: Find the links in the comments.  Thanks to everyone!

 Sorry to bother everyone again, but I am looking for these three stories and have searched high and low and through all the tags.  Thanks in advance for the help.

1. This in the non-con one.  Jared has a drug and/or alcohol problem. He comes home one night and forces himself on Jensen (established relationship) Jensen leaves and goes to (and I don't know if I just dreamed this part because it is the weirdest pairing ever) Jeff and Chad.  Jared goes to rehab.  

2. Short fic. where Jensen gets heatstroke filming the scene in Lazurus Rising where he is walking to the gas station.  I know that there a few stories along this line so just send whatever you got.

3. A gen SPN  story that I think is on ff.net. Sam is seriously hurt by the hunters at the bar in Free to be You and Me.  Dean, Sam, and Bobby are with him in the hospital.  Sam thinks Dean wishes he was brain-damaged so he could be innocent again.  
FOUND: Link in comments.

Sorry to ask for so much, just thought it was better to save up a bunch for one post. Thanks everyone. 
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13 July 2010 @ 04:52 pm
Hey all! I've been itching to read a few things and I was hoping you guys can help me out.

1. I never thought I'd ask this, but I'd like some demon!Dean recs. HOWEVER, I would prefer stories where Sam is not evil. Something like Turning in to the Wind by page_r would be great. Although I'm not a huge fan of evil!Sam, dark!Sam or morally-gray!Sam is great, so that's an option as well. Just not evil, smiting, murdering, destroying the world type of evil for Sam, please. Dean can be evil or not, but I would prefer that he not be against Sam. Oh, and Dean in his own body is also preferred.

2. I need some Free to be You and Me tags, especially any dealing with Sam making suicide attempts.

3. The End tags, especially anything that has an extended conversation between Dean and Lucifer where Lucifer tells Dean why Sam said "yes."

Also, I have read most of catnthecradle's memorable entries  (great resource, I highly recommend it) for 2 and 3, so I'm looking for anything that's not there.

I read Wincest and Gen.

Thanks in advance! :)