Hi! I'm trying to track down a few fics that have been deleted/purged from their LJ/A03/DW/etc.

No Greater Love Than This by gypsy_Sunday/radiophile
   Summary: Why Sam said yes.  [croat verse]
   -> Found here

The Ocean Calls Tomorrow by allsolecistic
    Summary: At a beach house
    -> Found here

the Rituale Romanum series by traveller/ceeturnalia/terrerouge
    - first fic of the series has the same name; not sure about the rest
    Summary: Barely seven months after his ordination, Father Dean Winchester was defrocked for performing an unsanctioned exorcism on a nine year old boy. [AU]

What a Workout! by Toborith
   Summary: Dean reluctantly joins a gym.   [Dean/Benny, AU]

Fight Club by nybors
   Summary: Fusion with Fight Club; Castiel is an insomniac office worker with no real life. This all changes when he meets Dean Winchester. The world will never be the same. [destiel; 2010 deancasbigbang]

When Times Go Rough by strange-radio
    Summary: With their original plan for the apocalypse suffering a setback with the failure to secure Sam and Dean as future vessels for the archangels, the demons have created another plan that begins with the death of Jessica Moore. [Destiel, Mary AU lives]
    -> Found here

Thanks for all your help!
06 February 2016 @ 07:21 pm
I need titles here ('cuz I'm sure these are both on my hard drive) - driving me nuts because I can't remember the names...

Both are Sam/Dean.

1.  This one begins with ALL the hunters in a big fight with all the monsters, fighting out in a field back to back.  Just when they think they are all dead, something happens and all the monsters disappear.

2.  This has Sam saying "yes" and disappearing.  Dean eventually ends up heading up a compound of survivors - there's a bunch of going out on supply runs, and moving the salt lines out to make their safety zone bigger.  Eventually he figures out where Sam is and makes his way to his compound, where he's almost a prisioner, as he tries to talk Sam out of what he's doing.  Baby is there, and he's allowed to work on her, and takes her out for a drive a couple of times.  He drives off with Sam in the end.

I've read these both a number of times, really like them, and really wish I could remember the titles.  Thanks for your help!

!!FOUND!!  links in comments.  Thanks!
03 July 2015 @ 10:30 pm
Like it says on the tin: A fic with Kevin in the End!verse--it also includes Cas and I believe Jo.  They run into a ghost while searching for supplies, and Dean does not appear.  It was pretty recent, and I believe was for a fic exchange.  
10 February 2015 @ 11:34 pm
Hello everyone. I've been looking for this story, but all that I remember is a little of the plot.

It takes place in the Croat!verse. Dean and Cas were on a supply run, and they ran into some demons at a convenience store. Cas ends up getting shot and taken back to camp where they had to dig the bullets out without anesthesia.

Does this sound familiar to anyone?
02 December 2014 @ 08:30 pm
I'm going crazy looking for a specific End!verse fic that I had on my ereader. I just read the very beginning but it looked so promising and I wanted to read it when I had the time to savor it. But I must have deleted it by mistake and now can't find it anywhere. Hope you can help!

I believe that it was a longer fic with at least 20,000 words.

The only thing I know for sure is that it started after Cas died. Chuck resurrected him and Cas was able to recognize him as God. Chuck explained that Cas was much more powerful now. That's all I know for sure because that was when I stopped reading. I think that Cas was then to go back to the past to change things but I'm not 100 % sure.

Thanks in advance!

Found! How to Save a Life by pieprincess_andthe_fallenangel
Link to fic: http://archiveofourown.org/works/1737305/chapters/3707876
21 September 2014 @ 12:24 am
Hey everyone. Back again and this time looking for two new things.

I'm looking for fics that have Sam being in the one to go into the Endverse future. Any fics of him in that setting. I don't mean endverse!Sam, I mean canon 2009!Sam going to 2014!Endverse.

Second one, any fics that have Jessica as not completely human or as normal as she seems. It doesn't matter what she is; demon, angel, siren, etc. If they exist, I would like it.

Thank you everyone~
03 September 2014 @ 03:04 am
I have read this fiction sometime ago but I cant remember what the name is and I didn't bookmark it. All that I remember is that the Castiel that was in season 5 episode 4 who had no angle power's and did a lot of drugs and drinks had died. He wakes up on a empty street in River Grove and the year is 2006 ( season 2 episode 9). He has no memory of how he got there. He runs into Sam who tells him to run because he is being chased by croataons. The two of them go to the doctor's office in town. Castiel still has no powers but can tell when someone is infected. They kill the demon and when everyone leaves Castiel goes with the Winchester. I think that was the first chapter. The only other thing that I remember is that when dean was captured and being held in a cabin as bate for someone to kill same Castiel is the one that saves dean. Does any of this ring any bells? Please help
20 July 2014 @ 11:29 pm
Hi! Sorry I know it an episode from 4 seasons ago, but...I have a craving. :/
I want them more along the lines of Sam and Dean, instead of Dean and Castiel and I'd like them to end relatively happy or on the road to happiness. I'm a sucker for happy endings especially when the characters totally deserve one. Which lets all admit Dean and Sam need one.

Don't care about the pairings, ratings, etc.

I will also take AUs as long as it starts off with that episode.

Thank You, You Guys.
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19 May 2014 @ 10:21 pm
Hey guys! I'm looking for stories for one of my biggest weaknesses: Endverse-related stories that have Sam involved. I just really love AU's where both brothers or Sam is around, whether it's Lucifer being destroyed, post-apoca-curtain-fic, or whatever the heck you guys happen to have. Anyone have any like this? I'd love to see what's been published out there!
11 May 2014 @ 04:52 pm
Hi guys!
I am looking for a fic I read a while ago that featured Dean having to cut off Cas's wings.
I think it might have been set in 2014 (end!verse), but I'm not sure. It was probably Destiel (but it might have also been Gen). Sorry, I know it's not a lot...
I am also interested in reading anything similar, with Castiel's wings being cut off. Any pairing is fine.
Thanks, you are awesome!

What are some of ya'll's favorite dystopian fics? Either Sam/Dean or Jared/Jensen. Tales where the world as we (they) know it has disintegrated, and every day is a struggle for survival. Not necessarily related to canon apocalypse. (There may, or may not, still be monsters in the earth.) I've sometimes thought that the show could (should?) explore this path more (e.g., 'The End.')
Recs appreciated - the longer, the better.
05 November 2013 @ 01:24 pm
For my first search, I'm looking for some a/b/o fics in two specific eras, if any exist; I haven't had any luck finding any. First, I'd love to read any that take place in the 2014!verse (any pairing, but Destiel preferred). Second, I'd like to find any Destiel a/b/o fics that take place during the end of season 7, dealing with crazy!Cas. I'm mostly interested in stories where Dean has to grapple with the issues of having an omega mate that's no longer quite right in the head and refusing to take advantage of Cas.

As for my other need, I'm looking for Leviathan!Castiel fics, the darker the better. I've read the awesome Bezal'el and The Dangers of Going Native, and they've given me a craving for more. If you know of any, send them my way!
26 August 2013 @ 09:19 pm
I'm looking for a copy of starkraves The Last Angel on Earth. It was a Dean/Cas story set in the future from The End. The journal was deleted. Does anyone have a copy or know if the author does not want the stories distributed? Thanks!
06 August 2013 @ 07:54 pm
Are there any happy first-time Destiel fics set after 5.04? Something where in addition to calling Sam, Dean feels the need to show Cas love and/or affection to make sure he doesn't end up like 2014!Cas. Cas doesn't realize what prompted all the sudden attention and affection, but likes it.  No prior established relationship would be best, but I'm not too picky.

Alternately, it doesn't have to be set immediately following the episode. Maybe further down the road, Dean sees Cas starting to slip in that direction and remembers how it could end up and steps in.

i don't mind if there's angst, but I want something that overall has a more uplifting mood.
29 June 2013 @ 09:46 pm
i was watching "the end" today and i need some fics but more specyfic:

  1. 2014!Dean + 2009!Cas - i don't know if there is something like this but it would be wonderful

  2. Fics with 2014!Dean is jealous of 2009!Dean and 2014!Cas

  3. Threesome and foursome with 2014!Dean+2014!Cas+2009!Dean+2009!Cas

No other people involved sexually.

Thank You
17 May 2013 @ 05:15 pm
Hiya all!

I'm looking for AU fics where Castiel is portrayed as closer to 2014!Cas versus regular Cas. I know these have to exist somewhere, but they're not really labeled like this, so they're difficult to find.

Any pairing or rating; just no actual end!verse.

Please and thanks!
12 May 2013 @ 01:09 am
Hey! I'm looking for three kinds of fanfics.
The fist is a fanfic where Dean goes to 2014 and found that 2014!cas and 2014!dean are dating (bonus if he takes a while to accept it)
the second is also a destiel, where Dean and Cas (and some other characters if possible) are under some spell and are forced to only talk the truth.
And the last one is a fanfic where Sam and Gabriel are dating, but Dean doesn't know about it, and he finds out by accident.
06 May 2013 @ 08:11 am
Hello everyone!  I've been having a craving for fics based on The End lately but while I've seen a lot involving 2014!Cas I haven't really seen much starring 2009!Cas.  I'm searching for any fic of any length that involves 2014!Dean meeting 2009!Cas.  It can be Cas who's sent to the future instead of Dean, or 2014!Dean who's sent to the past...anything's fine as long as it involves them meeting.  I'd prefer genfic but any pairing is fine too.
I just got done watching The End, and now I have a craving. Well, two.

1. 2014!Dean/2009!Dean. I really want this. Any level of consent is fine, con, dubcon, noncon, I'll take whatever. Just please no threesome fic involving Castiel from any year.

2. 2014!Dean/Lucifer!Sam. Again, any level of consent.

Any fics you might know of that fit either request would be awesome. :D
06 March 2013 @ 01:56 am
Hi guy's!! I'm looking for a specific Sam/Castiel story set in 2014 future in The End episode.

I only read it once but this is what I can remember. Sam had said yes to Lucifer just like in the episode, anyway the story starts with Dean and his team have just defeated Lucifer. (I don't remember if they kill him or send him back to hell.)

Sam is knocked out but still alive, though Dean just walks away leaving Sam there. I think he knew Sam was alive but of course he's upset with Sam. Pretty sure it's Castiel that brings Sam back to there camp. Because Dean isn't ready to be round Sam and everyone else in the Camp see's Sam as Lucifer still, he as to stay with Castiel in his cabin.

Castiel becomes protective of Sam as time goes by and feel's worried when Sam isn't round him etc. I also remember a scene Sam goes off on his own somewhere and some men from the camp go to attack him, while this is happening Castiel knows Sam is in trouble and go's to find him.

* Gabriel keeps Sam locked in a house near the end of the story.
* Pretty sure it was BottomSam cause that's what I normally read. XD

Thanx again!! ^3^

EDIT - Found - http://m.livejournal.com/read/user/thunder-nari/280689
03 March 2013 @ 09:47 pm
Hi guys! There's this story, reletavely new (I want to say it was posted last November? Something like that) where Wee!Sam get's catupulted into the 2014 future, and it's awesome. And I can't find it anywhere. At all. :(

So, what I remember is the younger Winchester family track down the trickster, and he renders Sam mute and sends him to 2014 in an attempt to stop the apocalypse, but everything's still messed up. Sam hides out in a croat infested ghost town being paranoid and awesome until a ragtag crew of survivors finds him and hauls him back to their survivor camp, where Dean goes crazy on this thing wearing his dead brothers face. Once they figure out he's the real deal, Sam's trying to fit in to the camp, and the lady in charge of the drinking resivuoir is a water Nazi, and Cas has Samsitting duty but Sam is smothered and keeps escaping, and the crew that brought Sam in and Dean don't like each other very much, and Sam talks (not literally) his way into going on a scavenging mission, and everyone's sceptical until he shoots a croat in the face, and then things go downhill and SPOILERS!! Sam get's bit by a croat and Dean won't leave him, and Cas win't leave Dean. Ring any bells?

It's multi-chapter, complete,  is on LJ, and has art.

Please please please let someone know what I'm talking about.

Thanks in advance!!
1) Any hope of some Crazy!Castiel? like how he was at the end of season 7. That couldn't have just gone away while they were in purgotory. So please, some Crazy!Cas, and Dean and Sam forgiving him completely, that bit's important, I don't want anyone being nasty to him over leviathan or the whole godcas thing (unless it's a bad guy).

I read one somewhere where Cas adopts some kittens to sort of prove he was still a useful, functional person which was cute.

2) Pacifist!Castiel, where he really sticks to his guns about not wanting to hurt anyone ever again. Maybe he has a mini breakdown if he hurts someone even by accident and is afraid he'll really hurt others like when he was god!Castiel and Dean and Sam comfort him... but really, anything with some pacifist Castiel would be awsome.

3) Any fics about future!Cas and Future!Dean. I was rewatching the episode (because Cas is just awesome as a stoned hippy), and it struck me that future Dean was sending Cas in to die because he knew he wasn't going to make it and he couldn't bear to leave Cas behind him, because that would really break future!Cas. So because I had that heartwrenching thought I need me some happy future!Cas and future!Dean fics, where they don't die, or  set before past!dean arrived, where they are just together and sorta happy.

4) Cas becomes the new Bobby. I don't know if anything like that even exsists, but it would be awesome. Cas would completely own all the people who called in to check on hunters , because seriously, would you ever not believe him if he told you to let some random person dig up a grave in your area?
17 January 2013 @ 03:52 pm
I'm new to fandom, and right now I'm just exploring and getting a feel for it. I kind of feel like I'm abusing the comm for asking this (because it's storyFIDNERS, not storyWEDELIVER), but I'd like to know if anybody could help me with these:

1) I'm looking for zombie AUs/5.04 AUs. I just saw SPN's 5.04 and now I'm dying for fics along that line! Croats, gooey, ugly, rotting corpses, anything! (I've also heard about a fic where Sam stumbles into 5.04 Dean's camp wearing Lucifer's white suit; if somebody knows which one I'm talking about, I'd love to read it!)

2) I'm also looking for reality-hopping AUs that center on the brothers.

I'm willing to try anything for pairings; jump into stuff with an open mind, if you will. Dean/Cas doesn't seem to be my cup of tea so far, though.

If you don't want to post a specific link, I'd love it if somebody could point me in the right direction.

Please and thank you!
I'm back again! Looking for quite a specific request if that's okay!

1. So I was watching 'The End' from season 5 and I found myself wondering why Sam said yes to Lucifer. Does anyone have any super long, angsty, tears of manly pain type fics about Sam saying yes? 

Preferably no pairings, however flashback things are fine except no wincest or Sam/Gabriel thank you. I have strange and unbearing hatred for those ships, however if it's all you have then I will deal with it... jk, I'll appreciate it!

And 2. I'm looking for reeeeally long hurt/comfort fics, preferably some sort of permanent disability if that's cool! And again, no pairings please!
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05 December 2012 @ 09:27 pm
Hi beautiful people! Do any of you know if there is a Destiel fic in the "The End" verse, but with a happy ending? I've read great fics in this verse, but all of them ended badly for Dean or Cas. The only happy ones I've read, Cas wasn't a fallen angel...
17 November 2012 @ 11:52 pm
 Well I'm losing my mind trying to find this fic- Where Sam!Lucifer some how gets a hold of Cas near the era of " The End" and they end up watching the Earth burn. There was a point where Cas kinda told Lucifer was gonna kill Dean ( I think it was in front of him because he said something along the lines of "make it quick"). It sounded like Castiel was tired of everything and was confused almost; he often used "Sam" to talk about Lucy. I also remember it was kinda short around 1000 words at most. Please help end the madness! Thanks for any help that can be given!
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I have two requests that I hope y'all can help me with, maybe?

1. Months ago I came across a destiel story set in "The End" 'verse that was about how they got from being close in "Free to be You and Me" to totally disillusioned with each other in 2014.  It sounded like a sad story so I didn't read much of it at the time, but now I'd really like to read it.  I'm pretty sure it wasn't "Reflection of You," but I don't really know any details since I only read part of one chapter when I came across it.  Any other ideas?

2. On a much happier note, does anyone have any J2 recs where Jared is trying to court Jensen / thinks they're already dating, but Jensen didn't notice?  Like, he just thinks Jared's really friendly and tactile, didn't get that "going out for coffee" was a date, etc.  Really any genre / rating is great, but I'd particularly love something funny and cute.

Thanks for your time!
09 November 2012 @ 01:54 am
Hi everyone.

1. This one is Sam/Gabriel. It is post S5 fic, and written before S6. Sam escaped from the cage and drove a black car, like impala. Sam wasn't sure for himself being human, cause he could kill demons with his mind. And when he did that, his eyes turned black. Sam kept hunting and saved people, but sometimes, he found that he's still in the cage. Lucifer laughed at him and said, he never had been out of there and all he saw was a hallucination. Sam kept saying this is dream and hunting life is real, but he wasn't sure of it. Then, Gabriel appeared in hunting reality and told him the truth.
Found : It's Truth Crashed To Earth (Will Rise Again) by andrea_deer

2. This one is Dean/Castiel. It starts with a story. There's a haunted town, seeral hunters went there and died. And the scene changed into Dean and Castiel, in 2014 verse. They fought hard but there was no hope, so Dean happened to kill Castiel, for saving Cas from hopeless present. In the end, world is saved, and the ghost in the town was revealed as Dean. Chuck and Becky tried to talk him but Dean felt guilty so much. Eventually, they couldn't pursuaid him to go heaven. The town is still haunted, all hunters who went there died, and villagers left the town.

I'm pretty sure that I saw the first one from FFnet, but I can't find it anymore. Does anyone know these? Thanks in advance.
28 October 2012 @ 01:52 am
Howdy everyone!

I just got this intense craving for a specific 2014!verse fic that I read a while back, but I'm having trouble tracking it down.

If I remember correctly, it was relatively short, beginning with 2009!Castiel looking for Dean in 2014 but instead he meets himself dying (after 2014!Dean sent them on that raid).
And I really want to say that 2014!Cas told 2009!Cas to tell Dean how he feels and then Castiel goes back to 2009 and does just that, but that may just be wishful thinking.

I know it's pretty vague, but if anyone has an idea on what I'm thinking I'd greatly appreciate the help!
17 September 2012 @ 10:47 pm
Hi, I'm looking for a fic set in the 2014 year. the details from what i can remember are that the 2014 Dean died and the old dean remained in the future and he tried to get Cas to go clean . and At the end of the fic, cas dies and god tells dean that his son had to die or something like that. I knoe its reall vague but the fic was long and really really awesome and has been driving me nuts for sometime. hope you can help!!! Thanks
16 September 2012 @ 09:52 pm
I'm looking for a fic that goes AU in "The End." I've looked through the tags here but can't seem to find what is floating around inside my brain

Future!Dean gets the drop on Lucifer and kills him. Future!Cas and (I think) the rest of the team survive. Dean kind of just falls apart and Castiel ends up having to step up and lead the camp (thus requiring he detox himself) and take care of an apathetic Dean.

I think Chuck plays a big role in helping Castiel kick the drugs and such.

They leave the camp and find a new base (old prision?) and I want to say Gabriel ends up showing up too, but I'm not to sure about this being the same fic.

Help, please.
04 September 2012 @ 04:39 pm
Heyy, I'm new at this so i'm sorry if i got a few things wrong!!! I've been looking for a few certain stories. please no wincest, or slash, other than that everything goes!!! and please no abusive John. neglectful!John is fine, Strict!John is also fine. please no deathfics, i guess except for #4, but he has to come back in the end. and nothing in season 3 or 4 and no soulless!sam please. and nothing thats really short, but also nothing that takes you like days to read,(i know I'm picky!)

1. Dean is between 16-22 and sam is between 12-17, around there. and someone, like a teacher, calls Child Protective Services, or the police. and Dean is Sam's legal guardian, and he gets all protective and angry when people accuse him or PaPa Winchester of abusing Sam. of course happy endings, and no wincest or slash please. and no AU's. thanks. something kinda like "The Art Of Balance by SciFiNutTX" i love that one.

2. pretty much anything with fatherly/brotherly Dean to Sam. legal guardian would be awesome! but its not completely necessary. you know something were dean has to go to a parent teacher conference, or has to talk with Sam's principal, or something. again, kinda like"The Art Of Balance by SciFiNutTX"

3. I would also love if Sam goes into the foster care system for a little while, and he gets a bad home, but dean and john get him back.

4. i would like to read something in the 1st, 2nd or 5th season. Sam temporarily dies, and dean does mouth to mouth (NOT wincesty) and Sam comes back, and Dean is like crying and hugs him. or sam temporarily dies and Dean kisses him on his forehead or on the top of his head. (again NOT wincesty) but of course sam comes back to life like 2 minutes later. 

5. It would be nice to read something, in the beginning of season 5 after The End 5x04 where Sam has an awful nightmare and he wakes up with a gasp or screaming and has a panic attack.

6. i also would like to have a motel fix up, but Sam's in A LOT of pain, and Dean feels bad about it(of course) but they don't go to the hospital, its just in the motel. and nothing in seasons 3 or 4

okay! well thats it for now i guess. i think i got all the tags, but like i said, i'm new at this. so thanks all!
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20 July 2012 @ 06:52 pm
Any fic set in the End!verse wherein Sam is not Lucifer? Or is, but they get him back? Any pairings or none are good with me.

Failing that, Sam, Dean and Cas together in any post-apoc scenario will do :)
17 July 2012 @ 02:23 pm
Hey Everyone :)

I'm looking for some recs for fan videos centered on the episode, 'The End.' Also some fan videos that use the song 'O Death' by Jen Titus, with Supernatural clips of course. Huge bounce points for any videos that combine that episode with that song.

This one is a perfect example: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rIkeHTKd3TM I just can't use it because its not Embed LoL Thank you for any help!
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05 July 2012 @ 12:30 pm
Hey there,

I've read "Don't let go for the world" a few days ago and am craving similar fics now. Basically everything with the above pairing would be nice, but I'd also greatly appreciate any recs to good druggie!Cas or crazy!Cas fics. 

Thanks in advance.
04 July 2012 @ 10:14 pm
Hi I just watched 5x04 and I was wondering if there were any destial fics dealing with this episode. Anything goes, but for specifics I was curious about 2014!Dean being jealous about how Castiel like the 2009!Dean, or in general how their relationship revolved into the messed up one it is in the future.

28 June 2012 @ 11:27 pm
Hi, me again! I recently deleted the history on my browser and because of this, I lost the author name of a funny little ficlet.

read more )

I know the entire story yet I can't find it. I hope someone out there knows it and would kindly share it. :)
19 May 2012 @ 09:09 pm
I'm looking for a story where the Sam turns into the Sam we see in The End. Like, the build up to him saying yes to Lucifer. I dunno if any like this exist, it's pretty vague. Lots of angst and maybe some Sam/Lucifer? Crazy!Sam? Thanks!
06 May 2012 @ 04:52 pm

Howdy, y'all!

1. Could someone please kindly recommend some of the most bleak, depressing The End fics out there? Any length or pairing is welcome, but wincest would be great. I'd love to see a story of how Sam finally consents to Lucifer.

2. Could some please recommend some hot bondage porn? I've browsed through the tags and haven't really found what I'm looking for. Any pairings are welcome, though NC-17 rating preferred.

3. I'm not even sure if this is a kink or not, but are there some really beautifully written, tender porn fics out there? Just in the mind to read some that really resonates.

4. Your favorite fics with dirty talking?

Self-pimping, rec lists, community recs, and delicious accounts are all more than welcome and appreciated.

Thank you!

29 April 2012 @ 09:45 pm
I'm looking for any 2014 fics out there - whether they're about Dean, Cas, Chuck, Sam, or the camp. Just some good, old-fashioned 2014 apocalypse fics.

If those don't exist, are there any other survivalist apocalypse fics?
18 April 2012 @ 09:47 pm
I read this ages ago, but now i cant find it. Dean killed Lucifer in 2014. He takes Sam's body back to Kansas to be buried. Castiel at some point meets a girl who tells him that God still loves him or something when he is going into a hotel to go get high. Later she takes him to a church? and he detoxes. Dean and Cas meet up at some point and travel to the ocean where they stay at Robert Downy Jr's place and the supernatural books are going to be made into films. Oh, and at the beginning, Cas says he can feel when Lucifer dies because that last tiny bit of Grace he had, left when Lucifer dies. And some demons at some point take Sam's body to try to resurrect Lucifer.
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26 March 2012 @ 09:32 pm

Ok, I have a specific story I'm looking for.

It's set in the 'End' Verse, and it's a longer story about 2014!Cas and 2014! Dean where Dean starts pulling away and becomes hard. Cas is lonely, and misses his Dean so much. When Past! Dean comes he sees how 2014!Dean treats Cas, and how Cas is acting and they end up hooking up. 2014!Dean sees them. 

I remember it being against the car during the mission they went on, but my memory is very fuzzy after that. Please help me!!

04 February 2012 @ 06:16 am
Hey im looking for some good fics where one of the boys is sent into an alternate reality or the future.
Im fine with all fics even wincest,although I do prefer stories from Sam's point of view.

Thank you in advance <3
17 January 2012 @ 09:28 pm
I would reallyyyyyyyyy like some Future!Cas and past Dean, but I can't find any that aren't complete and utterly depressing. 

I'm really not in the mood for emo, but I'll take anything bottom!Dean with Toppy!Future!Cas. :D It can be AU, or a threesome with Future!Dean or maybe a long fic or PWP or WIP.

I have almost no fucks to give on what goes on in the fic other than not completely-tear-jerking-ending, no Dean bashing, and bottom!Dean. XD

Pretty prease?
07 January 2012 @ 05:01 pm

REALLY dodgy on some of the details of this one. 
Long, Dean/Cas, Castiel's POV, Set after Sam says yes to Lucifer.
Most of the story is set in Camp Chitaqua. It basically follows Cas through his fall from heaven, subsequent angst and feelings of complete uselessness, his discovery of drugs and his deterioration into becoming hippy!cas. Super sad story.
Cas becomes addicted to all these drugs and Dean won't do anything to stop it. He and Dean end up hating each other, because both of them aren't the people they were before. They're having sex with other people aswell as each other. In one scene Dean cheats on Cas w/ lisa, and cas destroys the impala.
I remember Cas ends up becoming a kind of cult leader within the camp to all the other junkies. I think him and his followers began killing people because of their twisted morals. They may have been the ones who shot bobby in his chair (remember the scene from the episode?) because they wanted his pain to end or something??
I think it turns out that Cas didn't die in that warehouse at the end. But he goes back to the camp and there's some kind of angel related revelation? I don't know.

Thanks (and congratulations) to anyone who manages to decode that paragraph of waffle and recall the name/author.

Edit: FOUND! link in comments.

30 December 2011 @ 11:22 pm
I don’t see a crossover tag for this specific fandom, so I’m calling for help.

Are there any stories out there that place Sam & Dean in The Walking Dead ‘verse? I love TWD’s intensity, bleakness and varied depictions of post-traumatic stress. And after the SPN episode “The End,” I think the Winchesters, especially Dean, would fit right into that zombie apocalypse world.

I’ll take anything: gen, casefic, slash, Wincest, and any rating. Don’t care if the hunters solve the problem or just live with it like the characters on the show, and it doesn't matter whether they cope alone or actually meet up with Rick Grimes and Co. I'm not sure this material is suited to crack, but if there's some crackfic out there I'll try it.  I just wanna see the boys in that ‘verse.

Thanks in advance for your help.
27 December 2011 @ 07:56 pm
So, this is my first time posting here and I hope I used the tags correctly /: After watching episode 5x03 again today, I had the urge to read stories related to it xD
Anyways, here are my 3 requests:

1. Can you guys rec some angsty fics set during 5.03 and 5.04? Ones where Sam and Dean are pining for each other and actually realize their not-so-brotherly love for each other?

2. Hurt!Sam, protective!Dean fics. Where those hunters hurt Sam really bad or where Lucifer physically or psychologically hurts Sam but Sam tries to cope on his own and it takes a while for Dean to find out.

3. Are there any MPreg fics out there related to episode 5x03? Where Sam realizes his pregnant after he and Dean part ways. Or any MPreg fics where Lucifer gets Sam pregnant while he is away from Dean.

Oh, by the way, I prefer bottom!Sam and for number 2 and second half of number 3, it's okay if the story has non-con or dub-con.

Thanks an advance (:
18 November 2011 @ 05:25 am
I'm looking for a one shot I read a while back. I don't remember too much, but here goes. Castiel and Dean, no pairings, Cas' POV. It took place before the events of 5.04 mainly focusing on the aftermath of Sam saying yes to Lucifer and how they got to Camp Chitaqua. The Impala crashed into a tree, I think, and Dean left it. Found it on fanfiction.net. Thanks in advance!
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